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After Neil's death his father hands Todd an envelope at the funeral.
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Sometimes to move forward you need your past by KaliChaos13
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Apr 2025
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What if after the failed proposal instead of calling an old dealer, TK called his ex college boyfriend?
Back in LA Buck is standing in his loft with a business card in one hand and his phone in the other after the disastrous dinner at the Grant-Nash house, when he’s phone rings unexpectedly with someone he hasn’t heard from in awhile.
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25 Aug 2024
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There’s something broken about this (But I might be hoping about this) by SpiderGraham
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Jun 2024
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TW: Mention of suicide and self-harm! (check notes for more info!)
“WOW NO OK GUYS I DIDN’T MEAN IT LIKE THAT!!” He’s trying to excuse the joke he’s explaining that it’s only a joke, no real intention to hurt himself at all. He tries looking calm as he explains his ‘joke’ making more jokes along the way. In reality, he’s panicking, he doesn’t want anyone to worry about him, he doesn’t want to be anyone’s problem.
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Buck worries he made people worry and is becoming their problem, Eddie comforts him.Bookmarked by totallynotave
24 Aug 2024
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Buck thought going back to the 118 would be hard, but he knew that his team, his family, would move on from the lawsuit. Only Bobby placed him on B-Shift where his team and new Captain have made it their mission to make Buck's life a living hell. When it becomes too much and Buck starts thinking about ending it all, he receives a life-changing phone call from Captain Owen Strand who would like Buck to come join them down in Austin at the 126. Buck immediately jumped at the opportunity to get away from everything. Only his mental health problems didn't go away with the move and Buck struggles with what happened and how to start a whole new life. The 126 are not about to let him go through this alone and together they show Buck that he has a family with them and they would never turn their backs on him.
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21 Aug 2024
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Evan Buckley knew he was a lot of things, he’s a firefighter, a friend, a brother, a helper. He also knows he is a lot to handle, he’s annoying, frustrating, he can be selfish and exhausting.
He knew that this family he found for himself would eventually start pushing him out when they remembered all these things about him. Once the negatives he felt about himself started to outweigh the positives. He gave up being the one trying to show himself if he had a place in their lives. That's how he ended up here alone in his empty quiet loft hoping to not be noticed anymore.
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15 Jul 2024
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Buddie fic. Established relationship. Tragedy strikes the 118, and they are forced to bury one of their own. Eddie struggles to deal with the grief but fate brings him across the path of someone, suffering memory loss, who looks a little too much like Buck. Can his heart take the possibility of losing Buck twice?
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03 Mar 2024