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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    The beige Southwestern building at the end of 1208 Ciell Rosado Court is just a house when Carol and Helen move in.
    Over time, it becomes something else entirely.

    Five moments that turned this house into their home.

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    28 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    “I mean, are you just not into me? ‘Cause you can just say it. I’m not that thin-skinned.”

    Carol is staring back, totally blank. Her lips have fallen just slightly open — those perky pink lips that press together when she hears something funny, that tug sideways when she’s embarrassed, the lips Helen’s watched sipping glasses of wine for months now and has never been allowed to touch.

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    21 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Carol's mom dies. Carol cleans up after her. Helen picks up the pieces.

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Charlotte isn't sure she knows exactly what she wants, but she's certain that she's not allowed to want it.

    Set during Season 4.

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    06 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Do you ever want to change your body?” Max asked her, folding her own arms over Esther’s.

    “How do you mean?” Esther asked.

    “I mean…” Max sighed in frustration. She didn’t have the words. “Sometimes I wish I could just flatten myself, you know? Be more…man-shaped,” Max said. She turned to face Esther and crinkled her face.

    “If you want some advice, I think you can call your Uncle Bert,” Esther said gently. “He’s done more than you might want to, but he might be able to point you in the right direction.”

    or: Max explores chest binding

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    10 Dec 2022