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04 Apr 2026
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so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.
What?
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01 Apr 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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29 Mar 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by sweetshane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
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16 Mar 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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08 Feb 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
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25 Jan 2026
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Come Back (I Still Need You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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After the miracle recovery, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are back together. One day, Shane gets a phonecall from Ilya's doctor. She asks Shane to come in immediately, alone. He is scared shitless.
Turns out, there is no need to be because Captain Rozanov is clearly back in the game. And he can skate again.
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This is a part of my on-going "Hold On (I Still Want You)" series and cannot really be read as stand-alone, therefore I strongly recommend getting the context from the first fic!
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- Part 2 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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20 Jan 2026
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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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- Part 2 of Return-to-Play
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- English
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19 Jan 2026
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Carry Me Through Troubled Waters by LadyKnightEllen
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 May 2026
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...If Shane didn't get things under control right now, he was going to give his own secret away right here and now. But did he really care?
His phone shook in his trembling hands as he desperately tried to make the call, but he didn't have his glasses on and he was truly crying now so the screen was just a blur of light.
"I need to— I can't—" He gasped, and Hayden squeezed his hand before gently pulling the phone away from him. Then Shane heard the phone as it began to ring, and ring, and ring, and ring. Then there was silence, and then Ilya's snarky voicemail recording issued through the phone's speakers. Shane was going to be sick...Or...What if the emergency landing was a little bit more of a crash landing?
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- Part 1 of Turbulence
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06 Jan 2026
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Runaway by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
26 Feb 2026
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The declaration slams into her. Shackled. The fissure of her heart is so stark and sudden, she’s surprised nobody hears the resounding crack echoing through her. She staggers back a step, putting distance between them. It makes that bond, that thread attached to her rib, linking them together, ache painfully.
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When Cassian breaks Nesta’s heart, she leaves Velaris, determined to leave everything and everyone behind for once and for all.
Unbeknownst to him, Cassian is at risk of loosing not only the love of his life, but a chance at having the one thing he has craved ever since being dumped at the Illyrian war camp as a youngling as well.- Language:
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- 28/?
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01 Mar 2025
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In the Quiet by Altheafirehawk
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
18 Apr 2025
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Cassian discovers Nesta on a bench in the quad after her run in with Tomas. He gives her his jacket.
A college modern AU nessian story ❤️
Freshman hockey player cassian stumbles upon nesta sitting alone visibly shaken and in need of help. Offering warmth and safety cassian becomes her unexpected anchor. A slow burn with lots of softness, fluff and angst.Bookmarked by tremolo_delay
25 Jan 2025
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One Step at a Time by Hecuba1
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
03 Feb 2025
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Starting with the famous Fall on the stairs, my alternative take on ACOSF where Nesta actually goes on a healing journey and a more realistic take on how she and Cassian find a way to each other.
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11 Jan 2025
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I Know The End by daughterbride
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
16 Feb 2025
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“Can I come in?” He asked, the ghost of a smirk twisting the corners of his lips slightly upward. Gods, she wanted to throttle the arrogance out of his beautiful face.
“I’m naked.” She frowned, pressing the door shut with full intentions of it hitting his big, dumb nose. A strong hand gently pushed it back.
“All the more reason.”
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Cassian is ordered by Feyre to check on Nesta everyday, to make sure she's breathing and eating and getting sunshine on her skin. Perhaps an even harder task than that—he's ordered to bring her to the townhouse once a week for a weekly dinner.
OR- what if Nesta's trauma wasn't left to fester for so long?
In which Nesta learns how to breathe again, and Cassian learns how to love.
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07 Jan 2025
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Somewhere We Belong by SadieGirl2021 (Sadie11)
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Apr 2026
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Gwyn and her moody teenage daughter move to Velaris to find someone to teach her how to fly.
Spoiler Alert: Azriel obviously takes the job!
___________________“Are you ready to see your new room?”
Juno answered with a dramatic eye roll and folded her arms in a huff. She turned to walk into their new apartment, nearly hitting Gwyn with her leathery wings as she did.
Why hadn’t anyone told Gwyn how awful she’d feel as a mother when her daughter became a teenager? Everything she did was wrong, uncool, or embarrassing. Although maybe Juno had the right to be upset with her this time.
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06 Jan 2025
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Secret, Lovely Beauty by LMagicfeather
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
26 Aug 2025
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The Valkyries start a new chapter in their story, one that could lead the Night Court to victory against Koschei and the forces within Prythian that threaten the fragile peace that the High Lord and Lady had achieved. With a new space for training and housing for the female warriors, Gwyn will see herself facing her fears in order to be a Valkyrie and never let the horrors of her past happen again to her or anyone else. She also finds a new hobby writing a novel of her own and someone to help her find the right words.
Azriel finds in Gwyn the companionship he'd been lacking his entire life, a friend, someone who truly sees him, and not the monster, the mystery, the tool. Navigating his feelings, he must discover who he is and what he truly wants. He believed that wanting Elain was only natural, and right, but Elain might even agree with him that their proximity might've been a mistake. She wants to see more of the world, wants to find out the purpose of being alive in an immortal body, even if she was attached to someone she barely knew.
All the while, the Inner Cyrcle must work to protect Velaris and their family from the threats that lurk around.Bookmarked by tremolo_delay
02 Jan 2025
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A series of one-shots taken from Moments in Nesta and Cassian's lives together, from before they were mated and after.
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27 Dec 2024
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Last Breath by Hecuba1 for TheTeaQueen, Theladyofbloodshed, Daughterofthesea, becauseofreading
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, acosf - Fandom
22 Dec 2024
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Nesta's reaction after hearing about the vote in ACOSF gone a little differently. Basically we are skipping the anger and go straight into the depression, because that is what our girl is throughout the entire book. Lots of angst with a hopeful ending, I guess?
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25 Dec 2024
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Stuck in Time by Decidedly_Indecisive
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
20 Feb 2025
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Gwyn and Azriel have been inseparable since they were kids, becoming two weird, introverted high schoolers who found friendship in each other and few others. In fair Velaris where we lay our scene, the rowdy teens of Velaris High gather for a Christmas party that devolves into the worst night of Gwyn's life. And also Azriel's.
9 years later, they finally meet again and all hell breaks loose. They can't avoid these conversations forever, after all.
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20 Dec 2024
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'Tis The Damn Season by Pumpkinspice_Lou for xxValkyriesxx
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Apr 2025
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It's been one year.
One year since Nesta learned her boyfriend wasn't just some guy she met, that he knew who she was. One year since the truth and betrayal came out. One year since it fell apart and they broke up. One year since she's seen Cassian.
But now they're both at Feyre and Rhysand's vacation cabin to celebrate Feyre's birthday and Solstice. With so many still lingering feelings between the two, what could possibly go wrong?
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19 Dec 2024
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the choiceless hope in grief by wishcamper for This_Immortal_Hope
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
22 Jul 2025
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“I don’t blame her,” Cassian said, shrugging despite his words. “She was—violated. Her body stopped belonging wholly to her.”
-ACOWAR, Sarah J. Maas
Or, when Cassian goes to visit Nesta at the HoW, and confronts more than he bargained for.
ACOTAR Gift Exchange 2024 for This_Immortal_Hope
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19 Dec 2024