trillasbitch
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Broken Clocks by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
27 Dec 2025
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Ever since that day—the day she lost Cere—time had felt still. Stagnate.
Many thoughts cycled through her mind, but one thought remained: she was without her master again.
Cere was more than a master to Trilla; she was like a mother. Losing her felt like losing a part of herself. Trilla was all but materialistic, but the only thing left she had of Cere was her lightsaber, and she clung to that saber like her life depended on it.
It’s been days. Greez is tired of her hiding on the Mantis and decides enough is enough. “It’s not good to avoid your feelings,” he always says. But it’s hard to really feel your feelings when you’re someone like Trilla. Cere and Trilla did reconcile, and Trilla did learn to let go of the anger she harbored and let go of her fear of the dark side.
But...
Even after everything she’d learned over the years, she never learned how to let herself truly feel.
And of course, you need to feel to heal, but...
It’s hard to learn to feel.
But Greez...
Well, he wants to help Trilla do just that:
Feel.
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Meant For Battle by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
12 Dec 2024
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Origins of Cal Kestis and Trilla Suduri meeting as padawans.
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Unfortunate Coincidence by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
08 Sep 2024
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AU where Trilla survives but decides against joining the crew and instead wants to be left alone.
Several years later, Cal and the crew, who are still fighting the Empire, stop at a heavily-occupied imperial planet for supplies. Unfortunately for Trilla, she happens to be on this very same planet. She and Cal have a little confrontation.
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Turn Down the Voices by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
06 Aug 2024
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It’s been a few days since their return from Tanalorr. It’s supposed to be a celebration, as it’s what Cere and Eno would have wanted. But Cal can’t bring himself to feel accomplished. He’s guilt ridden and feels like he’s made all the wrong choices as of lately. He feels trapped; he feels like there’s no escape from these feelings.
And then his haunting...
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Some Kind of Stranger by 3dhorrors, trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
29 Jun 2024
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Cal’s breath hitched as Dagan pulled away. He stared into Cal’s eyes once again, the same crazed look plastered on his face. He ghosted the back of his knuckles down Cal’s jaw and stopped as he lifted his chin with his fingers. “You look better like this...”
He cocked his head before dropping his arm, lightly applying pressure as he wrapped his hand around Cal’s throat. “...on your knees before me,” he purred, feigning a pout as he spoke. “Such a shame you can't pull your precious little saber on me like you’ve done so in the past."
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aka cal gets taken hostage and brought to dagan TEEHEE
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Sleep Deprivation by SpiritCat179
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
08 Oct 2024
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When Cal is captured by the Second Sister on Zeffo, he is unaware of just how far she is willing to go to get information about Cere. Unfortunately, he doesn't have any information to give, but the Second Sister is determined to get it out of him one way or another, and Cal is forced to endure a torture unlike any he has ever felt before.
// Whumptober 2024: Day Eight
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- Part 8 of Whumptober 2024
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- English
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- 3,226
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05 Jan 2026
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Acting on Instinct by Littlewolf65
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
23 Jan 2025
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Cal didn’t know what he was thinking next. When he saw the… inquisitor? No… not inquisitor… Sith. The level of malice and hatred that the Force bled around him was nothing short of infinite. He had to be a Sith, a conclusion that did nothing to quell his racing heart. Just feeling the Force around him was enough to make him feel like he was thirteen again. Back in that escape pod hurling towards Bracca, powerless and alone.
But when the Sith had raised his lightsaber to strike Trilla down. His body acted on instinct.
(An AU on what would have happened if Cal had just reacted a little bit faster to save Trilla from Vader)
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- Part 1 of Star Wars Jedi: Trilla Lives AU
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28 Dec 2025
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The Fallen Order by PhoenixGirl2626
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Rebels, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
06 Jun 2023
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5 years. That's how long they lasted in hiding. After saving the alien who'd become a sort of uncle-figure to him from a fatal fall with the Force, Cal finds himself, his master, and two clones who were immune to the command to eliminate the Jedi, fleeing the second-worst thing the Empire has to offer: the Inquisitorius. Now, it's a race to get off planet, and they might get some unanticipated help from a small crew with a large mission/dream: Rebuilding the Jedi Order.
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- Part 1 of Fallen Order Series AU
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19 May 2025
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hope dies in the dark by synnabun
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
12 Jan 2025
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Cal is captured by the Empire four years after escaping Order 66. Broken and tortured into submission, he becomes the very thing he feared most—a ruthless Inquisitor. During a failed mission on Bracca, he is taken captive by a rebel group led by Cere Junda. With no hope left, her team decide to interrogate him, slowly unraveling his shattered mind and uncovering the horrors he endured at the hands of the Empire.
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02 May 2025
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Left For Dead by SpiritCat179
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
14 Oct 2024
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When Trilla's Master leaves her alone with a number of younglings after the great Jedi Purge, she doesn't believe she is strong enough to protect them. But Trilla held onto the hope that Master Junda would be coming back for them. Master Junda would always come back.
// Whumptober 2024: Day Fourteen
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- Part 14 of Whumptober 2024
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- English
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- 1,447
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11 Dec 2024