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03 Apr 2026
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Dennis is not a big drinker. Apparently, the other Pitt staff are.
(alternatively: dennis drunkenly tells robby how much he'd like to climb him like a tree. robby deals with this responsibly.)
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31 Mar 2026
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Sometimes, when they get like this – John, mostly, but Paul too if he drinks enough – filthy and suggestive, innuendos so pointed it feels almost like flirting – well, Ringo does wonder.
Forty-five minutes in New Brighton, October 1962. Or, five conversations in a night.
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24 Feb 2026
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March 1967. After dropping acid with John, Paul begins to see a little blue hole. He doesn't know how to fix it.
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29 Jan 2026
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i'm gonna make a mistake (i'm gonna do it on purpose) by chewsoda
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
26 Jan 2026
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For the kinkmeme prompt: John and Paul have sex for the first time with each other…and it’s terrible.
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28 Jan 2026
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A perfect pair, refracted.
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12 Jan 2026
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John goes to sleep in Rishikesh, and wakes up in London, in a world where he and Paul have been together for years. Part of him is unsettled by it, even a bit put off — but another part of him is helplessly curious. He does his best to navigate a life that could almost be his own.
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13 Sep 2025
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Autumn of 1960.
Two boys in a local band go missing. Ringo makes a new friend.Bookmarked by tsars
25 Aug 2025
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“Well, I’ve got to get a proper job, haven’t I?” he says, hands in pockets, eyes flickering elsewhere. Ridiculously, John’s first instinct is to remind him that he was the one that said better paying gigs were just around the corner. But it’s a stupid thing to say, it’s a gateway to begging. Anger flares, dark red and biting, within the flurry of confusion and hurt now blooming painfully. But it all gets stuck in a lump in his throat, the pill too hard to swallow or spit out.
“You’re giving it up?” is all he can muster.
“I’m trying to tell you-” Paul shifts his weight on his feet, still not looking John in the eye, “Yeah… I- I have to.”-
Paul leaves the band in 1960 to build a life with Dot and their baby. John carries on alone.
They stumble across each other four years later. In a queer bar.Bookmarked by tsars
25 Aug 2025
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Here they are on top of the world.
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09 Feb 2025
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new york city is a crowded place by alameda444 for naturechild
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
01 Jan 2025
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No amount of time with Paul—touching, kissing, talking—was ever enough. Whatever he felt was never stagnant: it ran deeper than he could possibly see, the widest and wildest of rivers. And distance, he was beginning to realise, could only ever keep it at bay for so long.
Fill in for the prompt: During his walks through New York City, John keeps hallucinating Teddy Boy Paul, but never gets close enough to actually talk to him.
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02 Jan 2025
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All Mike really knows, lately, is that one day Paul was planning to marry Linda, and then the next he was calling Mike and explaining in an easy tone that the wedding was off, and would you mind telling Dad for me? Great, thanks, gotta go. He's been hiding away on that farm of his ever since, for reasons Mike can only guess at.
(Or: Mike visits his brother at High Park. Things are a lot more complicated than he’d anticipated.)
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14 Dec 2024
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Marianne threw her head back and laughed. All the provincial lads she'd met had, for the most part, defied every stereotype she'd been brought up to believe in; but then there was Paul, thick as a plank when it came to the ways of the world. Marianne had no doubt that he was a genius. She also sometimes felt she'd never met any boy stupider -- in a crowded field, as always, Paul excelled.
"He wants to fuck you," she explained kindly. "I don't blame him. If you were my little bird, I'd fuck you too."
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It's the summer of 1967, Mick can't seem to stop turning up at Paul's house, John's just about had enough, and Marianne is endlessly astonished by Paul's capacity for self-delusion.
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20 Nov 2024
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"Would you miss me?" John asks, or he means to ask, and thinks he does, but Paul doesn't answer for such a long time that John has to check. "Macca. If I went to prison, or if I left the country or - Y'know, if I kicked the bucket, would you miss me?
"Don't be ridiculous," Paul says.1967 - Tara Browne's dead, the Beatles are making an album and Paul is, for some reason, refusing to trip with John.
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19 Nov 2024
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They had driven back from the studio. Paul in his pearl-white suit and plum loafers. John in striped apricot pants and a wine silk shirt. They floated into John’s home, navigating the music room by lamplight. John cradled a violin to his flushed cheek and Paul sat at the keys. The tapes spun and the tabs on their tongues melted. And then so did everything else.
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19 Nov 2024
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TRACK NAME:
“GRETNA GREEN WALTZ”“JOHNNY’S WALTZ”“JUNK”
A fleeting melody chases Paul for decades—a tune half-remembered, a life half-lived. This is its story.
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"John had once mused that reality leaves a lot to the imagination. Christ, don’t they know it. But what you don’t dare do in real life and what you don’t dare imagine leaves what you dream. It’s the closest thing to truth he’s ever had. And then there’s John, reigning above everything. Emperor of Eternity."
Paul and John start sharing lucid dreams together in the summer of 1967.
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08 Oct 2024
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November 1969. Deeply bored with Paul's attempts to save the Beatles, John starts having dirty daydreams about a different version of him, from the scene in Help! where he turns small.
Paul finds out before long. It’s the first he's ever heard about John's feelings — he's never wanted anything sexual with John. But he's willing to do anything to keep him around.
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08 Oct 2024
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Two months after his first trip with Tara, Paul takes John to a party at the Brownes' place. | February 1966
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05 Sep 2024
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He imagines himself as a camera, omniscient and absent, dollying in on a lovers’ embrace.
A brief chronicle of the three weeks John and Yoko stayed at Cavendish in 1968 (and a never-ending night at a film premiere)