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Ash wakes up to darkness.
His head is throbbing, unbearably so, and he’s pretty sure he can taste blood in his mouth. The coppery taste clogs his throat; it’s near suffocating.
He curses under his breath and tries to sit up, running his tongue along his teeth. The simple action makes his stomach churn uncomfortably. Everything hurts. When Ash doubles over coughing, torso almost bent in half, he feels a sharp pang of pain shoot through his abdomen.
That’s the last time he’s ever drinking.
He looks down and finds that his hands are covered in blood. They’re trembling, too, fingers wrapped around the handle of a knife. Oh God, did he—? Ash hisses through his teeth as another wave of pain hits him, and he wonders if he even pulled the knife out before blacking out. He doesn’t want to check.
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in which god is a married man (and i am his lover) by decide (ultchoice)
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
03 Jul 2025
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Sin has haunted eyes and a mouth that has been kissed. God looks at Sin. He runs his tongue over his teeth.
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day 5: "oh, i'd do so many things for you"
“I thought,” Red begins, still ever casual, yet breaking his own self-imposed silence. A small victory for Ash. “That you, of all people, would pounce on the offer I made.” A short pause. He must be tilting his head, as he usually does. “Did you get hit in the head?”
Ash, for a moment, conciders telling him to fuck off. Then he considers punching Red square in the nose, hopefully breaking those stupid shades in the same moment.
He settles, instead, on a different option. Standing and, in the same motion, drawing his sword to whirl to point at Red, he orders, “Get the fuck out of my house.”
Red, sword point digging into his back, laughs the whole way out.
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14 May 2026
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Ashswag plays god for Reddoons.
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12 May 2026
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redd doesn't mind the way the burns feel. ash jumps on that.
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12 May 2026
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His hair is still red, a bright flaming red that clashes horribly with the duller maroons of his pajamas. The skin he pulls at is pale, but his eyes are light brown now, with specks of gray in place of the blue-gray irises they used to be.
Your eyes are pretty, Ash had mumbled once in a moment of soft quiet, fingertips just barely brushing his cheek. Red pretends his heart doesn’t twist at the memory.
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10 May 2026
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sometimes things don't go the way you want them to. it's a story clown has heard time and time again.
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