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    the sides of the story we didn't get to see <3

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    (Let the only sound, be the overflow does not need to be read after Please don't say you love me.)

    I may or may not add drabbles and one-shots, or maybe a sequel, but I'm marking it as complete for now. Thank you for all the support that I have received over the months that this took me, I love your bookmarks, your kudos, your hits and ESPECIALLY your comments. I'll see you soon!

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    1961: Sixteen years after the end of World War II, Berlin remains occupied by the Allied Forces — America, Britain, France and the Soviet Union. Castiel Krushnic is a police officer in Soviet-occupied East Berlin. He is also gay, in a city where that’s a dangerous thing to be. One night, he meets Dean Winchester, a mechanic from the American sector. Their mutual attraction is instant, and a convenient hookup quickly turns into a passionate love affair that defies all rules and expectations.

    But Cold War Berlin is a troubled place, and as more and more residents flee Soviet-occupied territory for the West, Castiel’s superiors begin to make plans to build a wall. The wall would cut off East Berlin from the rest of the city — and leave Dean and Castiel on opposite sides.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    a favourite

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    “There you are,” the Empty says, in Dean’s voice. It’s cold, like Dean’s eyes are cold, his expression set in contempt. It’s the expression Cas feared, he realizes, all the times he thought about saying it. Revulsion. It makes him feel sick in the way that goes beyond physical, here where there is nothing physical left.

    The moment before it happened had been so sweet it covered up all the hurt. For years, Cas had been holding back those words, biting down on his tongue to keep from saying them. And now he had said it, and he knew that it was good, knew that it was worth it. But on the other side there is only this.

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    In the Empty, Cas dreams of his regrets, until someone comes looking for him.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    After a nasty breakup, moving thousands of miles away from nothing but problems doesn’t seem crazy to Dean Winchester. Especially not when it means he gets to be closer to his little brother Sam, in his third year at Stanford.

    Dean’s out and proud and finally in a city that allows the life he needs. What he wants though, he finds when he meets a hipster artist named Cas and all the colors he comes with.

    Their broken roads merge during a coffee shop meet cute, and there's no such thing as holding on too tight if neither is willing to pull apart.

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    08 Aug 2025

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    A look at what canon could have been if Yoo Joonghyuk and Kim Dokja had remembered the existence of Midday Tryst more often. In order:
    - Rendezvous. From the Disaster of Questions until the end of the Dark Castle arc.
    - Retrouvailles. Covers up to novel chapters 305-310, that is to say Glorious Return and slightly beyond.

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    19 Jul 2024

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    This is now canon to me

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    Lily knew James just wanted Regulus to hold him.

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    13 Mar 2025

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    the tears, the pain, the beauty, fuck yeah