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you feel him everywhere, he is the love of your life by addendum
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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On good days, Ilya is capable of being reasonable about it. He can see his death for what it would actually be.
How Yuna would sob into David’s shoulder, and Sveta would fall into furious, shell-shocked silence, and Shane, his Shane, would grieve for probably the rest of his life.
Or: Ilya’s having a bad depression day. Luckily, he also has a husband who loves him very much.
Bookmarked by vinyldust
10 Mar 2026
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What a sweet drabble bro I love
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Surprisingly, Rozanov seemed to understand completely. “Long distance is hard, yes?”
Wyatt saw Bood’s eyebrows raise. “You talking about your girl, Rozy?”
Rozanov shrugged. “We know what it is like. I have had years of practice. Was complicated. Long distance is shit. It is better now I am here, in Ottawa.”
“What?”
“Yes, uh- she is from Ottawa.”
Bood’s mouth dropped open. “That’s why you moved teams? For her?”
(snapshots from the centuars pov of ilya rozanov moving too ottawa)
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06 Mar 2026
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Loved seeing outside perspectives of Ilya!!
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Shitty Mornings are Better Together by CaNiTOuCHyoUrMaNgoEs
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jan 2026
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Mornings suck. Especially injured at 6:00 am on the road when your husband is having an off day and there’s nothing you can do to fix it.
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I don’t know why. by TheQueenoftheAbyss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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When Ilya’s depression rears its ugly head in a new way Shane is there to catch him as he falls.
Because everyone deserves a Shane to catch them.
!Ep 6/ The Long game spoilers! (Sort of)
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the old religion, humming in your veins by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Ilya feels like a zombie; he’s an approximation of something living.
He knows what this is, of course. He isn’t stupid. He was just a child when he watched the life bleed out of his mama, long before she stopped breathing. He watched her sweet smiles grow hollow, and her kind eyes fall blank. He felt her slipping through his fingertips like grains of sand in an hourglass; her time was up before Ilya had truly even realised that it was running out.
When he looks in the mirror, he sees her staring back at him: blond hair, and blue eyes, and an emptiness that kills.
Bookmarked by vinyldust
01 Mar 2026
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“I think…” Ilya begins, then pauses to clear his throat. “I think I am like my mother.”
It’s a scary thing to say out loud, even though he’s known for a long time. It’s an admission he never wanted to make. Not because he thinks his mama was weak, but because he knows what it costs to love somebody that sad. He knows what it costs to lose them.
He doesn’t ever want to be the reason Shane has to grieve.
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This depiction of depression is so insanely accurate holy shit