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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    A look at the first year post-cottage: before Ilya can transfer to Ottawa; before Shane comes out to his team; before they can announce their foundation; they have to get through a long year, mostly spent apart.

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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    What happens in the Libary, stays in the Libry

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    is it like the ocean? what devotion, are you? ༄

    Or: You get a little too close with your older brother’s best friend, Mark Grayson. How far will it go?

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    “You’re going to Boston.”

    Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.

    Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?

    The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.

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    Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.

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    Jungkook is twenty when he is betrothed to his Pack Alpha, made to carry his pups and give him a healthy and strong heir. But no matter how many heat-inducing teas he drinks, his first heat never comes. In this dire situation, a healer suggests another remedy. A more… physical one.

    A finger.

    Inside.

    Until he orgasms.

    And mortified by the mere idea of it, Jungkook certainly isn't ready for how far his Pack Alpha will actually take him.

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    You know the drill.
    My version of the "Shane gets hurt during that one game and Ilya freaks out, outing them. Then fluff and hospital cuddles follow" trope.

    Read if you like a lowk serious scene transitioning into more than a little crack treated seriously :)

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    Shane Hollander really, really hates New York City. Ilya Rozanov really, really loves him.

    Or: Shane gets mugged in NYC while Ilya is on his way to surprise him. Very fluffy hurt/comfort angst ensues.

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    This work is the unabridged version of the chapter of Brick By Boring Brick with the same name, because I simply couldn't stop writing it. It includes several scenes I cut from the original, as well as an extended story line. It's being updated as I continue to write!

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    Hermione Granger’s world shifted when an owl delivered her Hogwarts letter, and soon she was caught in a whirlwind of emotions when she found herself bound to an marriage contract with Draco Malfoy. Torn between two worlds, she must balance duty and defiance, Gryffindor courage and Slytherin cunning, and let love bloom where rivalry was meant to reign.

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    Satoru Gojo is new at school and already off to a rough start. Before it could get any more out of hand he decides that for once in his life, he’s going to make friends.

    The only problem? The people he starts orbiting are already some of the most popular students in school. And Satoru isn’t sure if he’s in over his head or if this is the beginning of something he’s been needing all along.

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    It’s bliss. No other way to describe it, because words are lacking from Eddie’s mind when Buck urges him backwards until his butt meets the cold edge of the sink, their lips caught in a dance, their tongues in a fight, their breaths mingling.
    Buck’s mouth moves to his neck, peppering kisses down to his collar, and Eddie throws his head back, buries his fingers in Buck’s lush curls while Buck’s hands are tight on his waist, each of them holding the other in place. Moans are stifled, satisfied groans, and there’s only the sound of their heavy breaths echoing from the tiles, accompanied by the music coming in through the door and the sound of Buck’s lips moving over Eddie’s skin.
    Until the doorknob twists.

    or the one where Buck and Eddie have been sneaking around for three months.

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    “Yes,” Duncan nodded and stepped closer. “His whistle - it’s like he's singing. I loved it most of all the dragons.” Caraxes pushed forward and his nose pressed directly into Duncan’s chest, Caraxes head tall enough that he was as long as Duncan was tall. Duncan giggled and slowly petted over the dragon’s head, feeling the warmth and softness of Caraxes head scales.

    If Aerion had been able to Bond Duncan that night in the pleasure house, things would've been so different - for both Omega and Alpha. For better or for worse, Aerion would simply smile and Duncan would hide his face.

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    Ever since Shane Hollander joined the Centaurs, the team has noticed a difference in their captain.

    Rozy has always been an affectionate, hands-on guy who loves to rile people up. But with Hollander, he’s the worst they’ve ever seen. Always touching him, making suggestive comments.

    Pointy’s mom works in Human Resources, and he’s pretty sure this is a case of workplace bullying. Wyatt thinks Ilya has a crush and can’t take a hint. Bood just wants his team to get back to normal.

    Or, in an AU where Hollanov never gets outed, 5 times a Centaur tries to shut down Ilya’s flirting and 1 time a Centaur lets it happen.

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    Five years have passed since the end of the war, but Draco is still as arrogant and entitled as ever. Narcissa decides it's time to humble him, and enlists her young lover to help her.

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    In a world where every move is watched, two lives unfold in quiet contrast....one shaped by music, the other by speed. Lando, a rising singer, and Oscar, a Formula One driver, share a secret that exists only between them. Away from the noise of fame, they build a private world...untouched, fragile, and entirely their own.

    But as their hidden relationship deepens, the very secrecy that protects them begins to test them. Trust is strained, choices carry weight, and the cost of keeping their happiness contained grows heavier. What begins as a carefully guarded love story slowly unravels into something more complex, marked by betrayal, resilience, and the struggle to hold on.

    At its heart, it becomes a story not just of two people in love, but of a family...fractured, searching, and determined to find their way back to each other.

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    • 05 May 2026

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      Okay but why did I put this off for so long?? I loved EVERYTHING, the plot, the characters, the development… just chef’s kiss. And excuse me??? Married in the SECOND chapter? I was like hello?! what are the next 68 chapters for??? I was LOSING MY MIND wondering what chaos was coming 😭

      Max as the brother? I WAS IN LOVEEEE. The whole “if I were dying on my knees, you’d be the one to rescue me” plot. I literally cried.

      Truly. Loved, loved, loved this story 🤍

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    “Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”

    “The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.

    Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?

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    What would have happened if David never went to the cottage that one fateful day, Shane never came out to his parents… and he got hurt again and ended up blabbing about it because he was too high to care?

    Unfortunately, Ilya is the one to find out.

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    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

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    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

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    “Okay, no, you’re right. Fuck the Admirals. But fuck their stupid gay-kiss Stanley Cup win, too.”
    What?
    Another moment of quiet, then:
    “I never kissed my boyfriend on the ice, though,” Shane muttered resentfully. Hayden’s heart thudded at the bitterness in his tone. Shane didn’t talk like that.

    As Shane becomes more comfortable in his and Ilya’s relationship, he starts letting his guard down, bit by bit. Hayden is subject to some very confusing one-sided phone conversations.

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