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Even the Wicked Need Rest by Lady Mythos (Lady_Mythos)
Fandoms: Wicked (Movie 2024), Wicked - All Media Types
04 Jan 2026
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It's been nine years since the Wizard had declared Elphaba the Wicked Witch of the West. Eight years since Fiyero and Glinda have become Oz's Most Fantabulicious Bride and Groom. Seven years since she had last spoken to either of them or Nessarose or Boq. Six years since she had last spoken to another human. Five years since digging out a bullet in the shoulder that never truly healed. Four years since the remaining Animals of Oz had lost their voices. Three years since she had last spoken to anyone. Two years since she had freed the last living Animal from Oz. One year since she had last stepped foot into the Emerald Empire hoping to change hearts and minds.
And now the Wonderful Wizard of Oz is dead.
Elphaba Thropp is so very tired. And so very alone.
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A suicidal Elphaba returns to Oz after almost a decade to be executed. Glinda and Fiyero will be damned before they let that happen.
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call it what you want by luv4cerise
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jan 2026
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When Canadian transfer student Shane Hollander joins Boston University’s Division 1 hockey team, he expects intense practices, elite competition, and the pressure to be drafted. What he doesn't expect is to be roped up into tutoring the infuriatingly talented, infamous frat boy Ilya Rozanov. Between late-night study sessions, high-stakes games, and reckless frat parties—how will either of them survive the season?
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Frat Boy Ilya Rozanov x Nerdy Shane Hollander
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trouble on my left; trouble on my right by littleblacksubmarine
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017)
03 Oct 2023
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Frank grieves his family; Billy grieves his conscience.
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Minho and Felix (centric) fan fictions typically. It's as the title says. There's no specific order really, but just the fact they all fall under the same category of angst. The pairings are usually gen/multi but it could be singles too. Or they don't even have to be Minho or Felix centric-
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Has my current fav Jan centric famous angst fic ever in it 12.04.2025
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Max thinks that diamonds no longer fit, and entertains himself with learning geology to find the perfect red stone that matches his childhood rival.
Eventually he learns the rich history of blood diamonds, sparkling white but torn from the earth at the cost of human life.
By that point, he no longer wants to know.Series
- Part 2 of Shattered Glass Across the Track
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Kind of a start-of-S4 character study for Max; ends at El's decision at the end of S5. Focuses on Max & El friendship with mentions of Lucas & Max and Lucas & El
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Devastating. In my mind, all of this is canon
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Flustering A Stone Wall
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Z-Team's dispatcher has been described, both by them and others, as a 'perpetually dead inside motherfucker'. He never seems to get bashful, or worked up, at any of their goddamn flirtations.Maybe they've just been going about it the wrong way
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tomorrow I don’t wanna wake up. the day after I know I won't by MoonAce16
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
04 Jan 2026
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You didn’t want to wake up tomorrow. You wished you hadn’t woken up today.
Your tiny apartment was thoroughly engulfed in the scent of old air, despair, and blood. The lights in it had been barely ever turned on and the blinds haven’t been open in months upon months.
And you just couldn’t do it anymore.
Years and years did nothing but solidify the idea that it didn’t matter if you stayed. At this point, living hurt.
So you knew what you had to do. You were going to end it all tomorrow.
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mc has issues and and can't do this shit no more (pierrot then picks them up like a cat and steals them)
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I Think we Can Make It (I Hope That I'm Right) by solaheatworld
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Dec 2025
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He'd stared down at the still water, thinking about how just the night before he had watched his best friends dead water logged body be pulled out by professionals, sirens and people all the background score to the insurmountable despair being dumped over his head. Of course, it had been a fake, but at that moment everything was real to him. So he stared down at the water and thought if I'm going to die, at least it would be the same place he had.
"You can't run forever, Michael," Vecna called behind him.
After Mike accidentally overhears Will come out to his mom, Vecna comes after him.
Will enters his mind to save him, and the both of them parse through Mike's memories. Starting from the first day Vecna entered Mike's mind.
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Trees were decaying around them. Monsters lurked at every corner, the sky was infested with toxic particles, and their world was about to be crashed into by a different dimension. Everything was collapsing, and despite it all, this was the happiest Mike had ever been
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To say Thanos is burnt out is like to say nothing. His best years are gone, now he is just living from day to day, doing eventual concerts at shitty clubs. His addiction got worse, made him push his friends and family away - he didn't think he had much to live for at this point.
He gave himself a month to wait, wait for a sign to stay. He himself doubted that would ever happen.
Until he meets Nam-gyu in a club bathroom.
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Thangyu but it gets progressively worse and more toxic
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Six weeks post-lawsuit, Buck is still on the outs with the team and plans to leave. Right before he can, he's allowed to go out on a call that changes his plans. Bobby can't stop the fire he started.
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You’re (Not) Just a Deku by LiterallyDeku
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jan 2026
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Monoma, Shinso, Kaminari, and Midoriya meet eachother on a rooftop after trying to commit suicide and bond over it.
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They become friends after trying to kill themselves, and they cause chaos. Aizawa adopts Shinso afterwards and three other problem children come with him.
(Spoiler alert, Shinso, Kaminari, Izuku, and Monoma end up dating. I couldn’t choose who to ship Izuku with so I decided all of them.)
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Then, the man said: “Sit down, Harry Potter.” with a sibilant voice that made all his hairs rise up - he felt like prey in front of a predator. Harry sat down, body moving on its own accord, gripping the red file under his robe like a lifeline. He had a job to do, a job to do, a job to do, a job—
When the man smirked, his mouth had too many teeth.*
Voldemort gets sent to Azkaban after the First War. Harry Potter is the Auror sent there to profile him. Neither of them expects to fall for the other, but it happens anyway.
inspired by The Silence of the Lambs
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Мрачная сказка о выборе и превращении. Тихое, тёмное счастье.
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"Fuck, Sae....don't
...don't think for a second that means I don't want this. That i dont want you."His other hand slides around, squeezing the firm globe of saes ass, pulling him harder against him as he grinds up into him. He's fully hard now, his cock straining against his pants, seeking friction,
seeking sae.
"I left you alone in Madrid, but i never stopped thinking about this. About you. And now, with you grinding on my cock like this.. fuck, sae. I'm going to take what i want. What we both want."
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It's Michael Wheeler's first day of sophomore year at Hawkins High, and he's completely, terrifyingly alone. Eleven has broken up with him, and he hasn't seen his friends all summer. His world is crumbling around him, and he doesn't care enough to stop it.
Until his English teacher sets an assignment to write a retelling of Romeo and Juliet - and his project partner is his ex-best friend, William Byers, the boy his world once revolved around.or,
Mike Wheeler and Will Byers write a self-insert superhero comic book together about doomed, forbidden lovers and realise that they are also doomed, forbidden lovers.
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A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.
Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.
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- Part 1 of Visions from the Future
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I Can Save You, Just Not Myself. by fatefulwishes
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Aug 2025
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Bakugou Katsuki was gone.
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a love that keeps me waiting by Neyasochi
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
06 Jul 2025
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When an encounter with a special grade goes slightly awry, Satoru finds himself cursed to be the desire and fixation of everyone who lays eyes on him… only none of his eager pursuers are the sole person he actually wants the attention from.
He seeks out Geto Suguru in the hopes of reliving their less contentious past—and maybe stealing a kiss or two in the process—but gets far more than he bargained for.
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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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When he finally came back almost eight months after the ladder truck bombing, Buck hadn't expected a warm welcome from his teammates. But as their resentment towards his choice of suing the LAFD never wavers, he finds himself falling into a spiral of depression that could lead to severe consequences.
The Earth never stops spinning on its axis, and just as the sun rises and sets every day and the moon reflects its light, the universe never stops forcing Buck to deal with new and old traumas.
A visit from someone from Buck's past fundamentally changes the 118's views about their teammate, as old wounds are poked and left exposed, and everyone is forced to learn how to navigate their resentments and guilt.
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i've lost and found (it's my final mistake) by FMLClexa
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
21 Oct 2022
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“How are you comfortable like that?” Nancy asked, looking through the dark at how Robin layed perfectly still on her back, hands steepled atop her stomach.
After a few moments, Robin answered hesitantly for a second before the words started pouring out, “I’m not, I normally sleep on my side but there isn’t much space-” Nancy grabbed her hand, endlessly endeared, and turned. She pulled Robin’s arm around her waist so that she was spooning her, winding their fingers together where Robin's arm fell naturally at her stomach.
“There.” She murmured softly.
“Right. Thanks. That's perfect- I mean- not perfect just- better,” Robin choked out. Nancy could feel her heart hammering against her back.
She smiled.
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