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Grace didn't have much of anything these days. Less appetite, less strength, less of whatever it was that made a person reach for a disgusting coma food slurry bag and drink it down because it was necessary to live and do it all over again tomorrow because tomorrow existed and had things in it worth being alive for.
Or - Grace's mental health deteriorates on the journey to Erid.
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- Part 3 of PHM fics
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I just came back from the moon (and I miss you when it's quiet) by Imontheway
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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“You should’ve walked the fuck away.”
Shane is embarrassed to admit that in this very moment, he is thinking of the same thing. As selfish as it may seem in this circumstance, he really did not want to die today. He can’t afford to get taken away when he was just getting started with his actual relationship with Ilya. He doesn’t want to imagine Ilya being with someone who is not him.
He also really had to call Ilya back, because he fucking promised.
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Shane is called a hero by almost everyone after getting hurt while intervening in an armed assault.
There are only two things that keep Shane from sinking below the surface. One is the pain from his stab wounds, which he never lets fully heal.
The other is Ilya.
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
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Castle of Glass by salty_autistic_writer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Ilya googles Scott Hunter in his hotel room at night. He reads some interviews too.
Scott Hunter is an orphan. He lost his parents when he was twelve. A drunk driver killed them both.
Twelve.
Ilya’s stomach tightens into a knot. He can’t keep the memories away. They’re rising from the grave he tried to bury them in so many times. Mama.
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Ilya, Scott, and the transformation of their relationship(s).
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The Debacle of the Tuna Melt by Merlioske
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Apr 2026
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Shane ran, leaving Ilya to shatter to pieces alone.
Luckily for Ilya, he had a Svetlana.
(Un?)luckily for Shane? Ilya had a Svetlana.or
Shane running after the tuna-melts kick-starts a depressive episode in Ilya. Luckily for both of them, Svetlana is Svetlana.
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Casual by yikesonbikessss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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What if Ilya sent the “We didn’t even kiss” text?
After the 2014 NHL awards, Shane and Ilya hook up. Ilya kicks Shane out but accidentally sends a vulnerable text while under the influence. Shane returns to Ilya's room to check on him and realizes that his rival is struggling. Naturally, he takes it upon himself to help.
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Chap 5
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another day, another struggle by blushgush
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander’s hopes for the NHL were ripped from him by an ACL tear and replaced with doctor prescribed opioids at age 18. Four years later, hockey is a distant memory and his days consistent of strange men and chasing a feeling drugs can never seem to provide anymore.
Ilya Rozanov’s family returned home to Russia when his father’s mental state deteriorated and the government wasted no time snatching back his work visa. Ilya stayed behind in that godforsaken city to do the only thing he had ever been able to been able to support his family doing: sell dope.
Ilya sees a lot of sad people. Shane sees a lot of horny men. Neither of them are prepared for what they see in each other, and what it means for the boxes they’ve allowed themselves to be put into.
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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All started because of a school assignment 😭🩷
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To Be Boring With You by ZoinksSc00b
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander wasn’t stupid. He knew his body was changing. It was hard to ignore the imperfections that made him question if he truly had any control left and made him unable to look at his body without feeling disgusted. But he wasn’t pregnant.
He couldn’t be.
He was an omega. Ilya was an omega. It was impossible. Biology didn’t work that way.
However, he learned far too late that impossible didn’t mean much to Ilya Rozanov.
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Shane Hollander doesn’t realize he is pregnant until he is giving birth and, despite only giving birth to one child, he somehow ends up with two.
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the church bells won’t stop ringing(for an undead wedding day) by koomeechan
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)
06 Apr 2026
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"ʙᴇʟʟʜᴏᴘ."
"sɪʀᴇ?"
"ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ."
‧⋆ ✧˚₊‧⋆. ✧˚₊‧⋆‧
Lucifer would like nothing more than to get the Radio Demon out of his skin.
But, unfortunately, fate has other plans, and when sinners mysteriously start going missing all over Hell, to protect Charlie, he strikes a deal with Alastor.
He, from now on, will be his executioner.
Little does he know, he would aim straight for his heart, in more ways than one.݁₊⊹. 𖧧. ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚
ⓘ ᴄᴜssɪɴɢ/ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ/ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ
ⓘ ɴᴏᴛ sᴜɪᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀs ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴛʜɪʀᴛᴇᴇɴ
◟˚𖥻 ๑ ‧₊˚ ◟✶ .
i wrote this instead of doing algebra 2 [worth it]
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- Part 1 of ˗ˏˋ ᴇxᴇᴄᴜᴛɪᴏɴᴇʀ ᴀᴜ sᴇʀɪᴇs ̶
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Probablemente una muy buena historia!
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Hell and High Water by ghibly101
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
19 Apr 2026
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Percy had, briefly, entertained a fantasy of a triumphant return to Gotham. He’d get a blessing for the Waynes and finally prove he wasn’t fucking crazy, and come home to Jason and get to know Dick and get a chance to try again and, and, and—
And Jason Todd is dead.
Years later, adrift after Tartarus, Percy finds himself pushed back to the city he once called home. All he has to do is keep his head down. This is obviously a flawless plan.
[Tim Drake is running on three cups of coffee, two hours of sleep, and a rapidly-waning belief in the value of a diploma when the most suspicious transfer student in the world walks in. Tim nearly chokes on his own tongue when he notices the white streak in his hair.]
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I'll move, just hold my hand by thirteenthsister
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Fics
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Love is Not Finite by masterroadtripper
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Apr 2026
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Scott Hunter/Kip Grady/Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander
Daddy kink w/ Scott and ShaneFantastic writing
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Our House by hollanov_1410
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Apr 2026
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A glimpse into Shane and Ilya’s life as dads to three kids: Nikolai (Niko), Maxim (Max), and Mila. This will be a series of oneshots exploring different moments in their parenting journey. All fics can be read as a standalone!
p.s. title is in reference to the song Our House by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young 🩵
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RAINAINGANS by Poetryinmotion1982
Fandom KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022)
30 Oct 2025
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I love this series, it gives me life
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DtMF by Gimmie_kiss_1221
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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Ilya goes breaks down after reading the translation of DtMF, that’s it that’s the fic and it’s sad
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Furina was half asleep, hugging her pillow tightly as she always did when the pillow started to move and breathe on her. Her eyes quickly shot open as she was met with red-crossed eyes staring back at her. It was then when she realised the suspiciously firm pillow was the chest of a certain harbinger. She froze in shock, still holding on to the woman and staring back.
________“Ahh…Well…Good morning?..”
“I should leave.”
She heard the sounds of clothes shuffling and then the creak of the door, footsteps followed and halted as the front door was opened and closed shut. Furina was all alone with her thoughts—and the mess they made last night.
Just how did this even happen?
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Basically an Arlefuri friends with benefits to more au, I had been searching for a fic with this premise for a while and in the end just decided to write it myself. As always, characters might be ooc and the writing might be sloppy as I am a new writer and English isn’t my first language. -
it's lonely out in space by Likelightinglass
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
19 Mar 2026
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Grace is touch starved.
Rocky can fix.
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- Part 1 of Platonic cuddling
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One Day I'm Gonna Grow Wings by CHIMERAandOtherDelusions (ohWillowtheWISP)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
21 Mar 2026
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It hurt. It hurt to breathe, air not coming out properly through his shattered ribs. He was bleeding out somewhere – everywhere – and thinking was getting harder and harder as the edges of his vision turned dark and blurry. It was harder to see the face of his old hero, his stretched out wings casting a shadow over them both. Those wings – Robin’s wings –, used to mean everything to him. Now they just mocked him. A sharp laugh echoed through the empty tower.
“Cuckoos can't fly with broken wings.”
As the world turned darker and the pain seemed to swallow him whole, all he could think of was how he hadn't been a bird in a long time.
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There's something missing in Tim Drake.
Jason Todd was born and died an avian. Wings in his back were a target, a source of pain, a source of comfort; they were freedom. Now, a year into his resurrection and a reluctant peace struck between him and the Bats, a boring stakeout and itchy wings brings a side of the Replacement he never imagined.
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- Part 1 of Sky's the Limit
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To Be Loved, Is To Be Seen by BrokenColors
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya have a good, boring, hard-won life, full of quiet joy. They always thought happiness would come softly.
But they didn’t expect it to arrive carrying grief, a thirteen-year-old girl, and a baby.
A brother’s death. Two abandoned children... This isn’t the future they had planned—but it might be the one that saves them.
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- Part 2 of To Be or Not To Be
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