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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Hanbin tightens his free hand against Hao’s waist. In a subdued, quiet voice, he says, “...What if you didn’t wake me up?”

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    29 Mar 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    Hanbin furrowed his eyebrows, “An… NDA?”

    “Yes.” Hao nodded. “Precisely.”

    There was a pause, a simple moment in which Hao was about to make a break for it and begin a new identity from the embarrassment before Hanbin replied with a small hum. He then motioned to the guy next to him, pulled out a piece of paper and pen, and handed it off to Hao. “Here.”

    Hao, already one step from running away, froze in place, “Huh.”

    “Here. It’s the agreement. Go ahead and sign.”

    Hao pointed to his chest, “Me sign?”

    “I mean… you are the one that asked, right?” Hanbin replied, a clear grin resting on his face.

    aka superfan hao gets dared to ask for the nda and it goes much different than expected

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    27 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    A quiet gasp leaves Hao when he finds Hanbin had spun around to face him, his face pinched like he’s been holding something back, “Do you know the effect you have on people?” Hanbin asks the question lowly, his glasses sliding to the tip of his nose as he eyes Hao warily.

    Alternatively: There may be more to Zhang Hao's nerdy roommate than it seems.

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    27 Mar 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    In which Hao loves too hard, and he prays for the universe to send him someone else.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    “You shouldn’t have a cute contact name for your ex.”

    “Well, you shouldn’t be busting down the door to your ex’s apartment when he doesn’t respond after an hour, and yet here we are,” Hanbin counters.

    Zhang Hao and Hanbin have an unconventional relationship.

    They still hold joint custody over their black cat Zero Cola after their breakup. They still Venmo each other with the caption “sex with my ex” to scare their mutual friends. They still share the same Netflix account.

    They don't want to get back together, thank you very much.

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    26 Feb 2025

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    Zhang Hao chuckles, leaning into him. “Then I'm greatly looking forward to it.” They both look when Seungeon shouts out his name, waving him over. “Well, that's my cue. Like I said, text me, okay?”

    Hanbin swallows. “Okay.” Zhang Hao's warmth leaves him, though his eyes are still mapping out Hanbin's features like he's afraid of forgetting how he looks. “I had a lot of fun, too. Thanks for being so…understanding.” He winces at the reminder of what led them to talking in the first place.

    “Understanding?” Zhang Hao questions, head tilted. Then he snorts. “Oh, that. You need to stop worrying about that. In fact, I'd prefer if you set your wallpaper back to how it was. Or do I need to send you a new picture?” He grins at Hanbin's surprised expression, before turning on his heel and barging in between Seungeon and Yujin.


    After Hanbin's lockscreen of another idol is broadcast to the world, he's expecting to be thoroughly embarrassed. What he's not expecting is for said idol to show a very sudden interest in him.

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    26 Feb 2025

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    Amid their turbulent and messy public divorce, actor Sung Hanbin and former-idol-turned-soloist Zhang Hao fall in love – for the first time.

    (Or, in the space of a single summer, a mutually-beneficial PR relationship between two celebrities goes from bad to worse.)

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    26 Feb 2025

  8. Rec 25

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    It wasn’t that he thought Hanbin had taken advantage of him. He knows very well what Hanbin wanted. He consented to it. But it’s all still so confusing, especially with the guilt that he had sex with someone he wasn’t even in a relationship with and how it was actually enjoyable at that moment.

    Hanbin is just a guy that he fucked once, twice, and many times before he started pretending (or trying to) that he never existed. At least that’s what Hao tries to tell himself.

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    10 Jun 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    “I don’t want the time of day from you,” Hao shoots back.

    “Hm. Well, then.” Hanbin tilts his head to the side. “If you’re going to ogle my body instead of admitting I exist, Zhang Hao-ssi, at least do it when I’ve got a guitar in my hands.”

    For all of his self-proclaimed hatred towards Sung Hanbin, Zhang Hao finds himself showing up to Hanbin's band's performance anyway.

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    27 May 2024

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    If they were together — his breath quickens just thinking about it — then Zhang Hao would search for him in the crowd, would reach out to him with an outstretched hand. Hanbin would cross that fan-idol boundary; it's not so much about him seeing Zhang Hao, because he already knows everything there is to know, but Zhang Hao seeing him. He would dissect Hanbin meticulously and lovingly, tilting his head with a thoughtful notch in his brow. It would be his decision whether he would accept what he sees or run screaming.


    Hanbin is Zhang Hao's biggest fan.

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    16 May 2024

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    03 May 2024

  12. Rec 76

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    “I didn’t want to see you.”

    Hanbin’s blood runs cold. “What?”

    He’d suspected as much—it was impossible not to figure out the truth. Almost five years of radio silence does that to you. The tiny flicker of hope you once nurtured  and shielded from biting winds, eventually dies after one coincidence too many. Denial loses her place at the table with each message left unread and call unanswered. Hanbin’s not stupid; he understood from the beginning of their new lives.

    Supposedly, the truth sets you free. Whichever genius came up with that saying, Hanbin decides, was a goddamn liar.

    Zhang Hao’s staring off into the sparkling lights, the barest hint of a rueful smile pulling at his lips. “After disbandment, I didn’t want to see you. Not until now.”

    At the 2030 MAMA Awards, Hanbin sees a familiar face, wins some trophies, and finds the answers to a few of the million questions he never dared to ask.

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    29 Apr 2024

  13. Rec *

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    “What's your goal here, Hao?”

    There's no logical explanation for what follows, except maybe that the line of Hanbin’s strong shoulders is far too enticing to resist, and that it has Zhang Hao biting his lips, unblinking, as he thinks about being pressed down a mattress, or any flat surface, really, by the man in front of him.

    “I want to ride dick,” Zhang Hao blurts.

    Or: Zhang Hao, certified pillow princess, goes to the gym to learn how to ride dick. Enter Sung Hanbin, gym instructor, who will help him out in more ways than one.

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    28 Apr 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 81

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    There are evil people in the world who would lure any rookie in like this just to watch them make one wrong move and decide to make their life miserable. But a weird part of him wants to show Hao he isn’t like that. Maybe it’s just their proximity in age.

    If only there was a way to figure this blurred line out without being vocally blatant or outright kissing him on the mouth. But that wouldn’t be right.

    If only Hanbin was a little braver.

    If only either one of those things wasn’t considered workplace harassment.

     

    Get your shit together, Sung Hanbin.

    Hao doesn't need to lift a finger to consume Hanbin from the inside out. But a handjob definitely helps. And then some.

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    22 Apr 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 15

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    Even now, Hao thinks that they were predestined by the universe. That no force could have stopped that first encounter, that despite everything that came afterward, there was no one else in the world that Hao could have loved like he loved Sung Hanbin.

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    21 Apr 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 18

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    Later, he will wonder when giving up stopped being synonymous with relapsing and became one and the same with getting better. He will quietly mourn for the younger-Sung-Hanbin who had wanted to heal, but he will continue to wreak havoc and destruction on his body and mind because above all else, he is weak.

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    19 Apr 2024

  17. Rec 79

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    Hanbin learns that the world is going to end whilst he is browsing the ramyeon isle, trying to decide what the night’s dinner will be.

    or: Can you learn how to live in eight days? Hanbin doesn't know, but meeting Zhang Hao eight days before the end of the world will change everything he knows about being alive.

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    15 Apr 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 34

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    The loss comes in summer, and Hao grieves through the fall. He will never forget the way Hanbin loved him.

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    14 Apr 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 65

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    Hanbin’s eyes bore into his, awestruck, like he never wants to look away. “I kept seeing you in my dreams.”

    “Oh yeah?” Hao bends down to suck Hanbin’s lower lip between his teeth, and Hanbin hisses in pain. He must have forgotten that nightmares are dreams too.

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    13 Apr 2024

  20. Rec 48

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    Hao trails a finger down Hanbin’s face and traces over his lips softly, leaving behind a crimson tint and a tang in his mouth. “Tell me you love me.”

    “I love you,” Hanbin responds without hesitation. He’s long since memorized the words that Hao wants to hear. “I’ll never leave you. I’m yours, forever.”

    Falling in love with your creation is never easy.

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    12 Apr 2024

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