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  1. Rec 20

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    Jay lifts his head, staring down at him, running his hands over Matt’s clothed chest.  “Hi,” he smiles.

    “Hi,” Matt curls his fingers in his hair, blinking up at him. His greys are really coming in now, lightening up those dark sideburns. The ones on his chin drive Matt crazy. He’s getting older. They both are. One minute, they’re moving into an apartment on Queen Street West. The next they have a house, they have a life together. 

    “I’m nervous,” Jay lets out a lilting laugh.

    The fear on his face is a familiar one. Do you really think we should do this, Matt? or I don’t know, I’m not sure about this one.

    “What for?” Matt asks, as if he isn’t nervous too. He can’t let Jay know. Besides, he’s always braver when he knows that Jay is scared. He pushes everything forward. For the both of them. “It’s me.”

    Jay takes that in. “Yeah,” he nods, the furrow between his brow meaning he’s actually thinking, processing his agreement. “It’s you.”

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    After everything, Matt and Jay have sex.

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    23 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 7

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    Jay had confessed something earlier, while they were both gaming on the couch. Matt was winning 10-1, Jay’s heart was not in it, too busy palpitating in anticipation. They’d been sleeping together for a few months now and have only just started getting a little bit weirder with it. Jay found out Matt liked getting his hair pulled, Matt found out that Jay liked being pinned down, manhandled. Yadda yadda, sex stuff, nothing too extreme, but lately Jay had been having dreams of Matt’s strong hands spanking him to tears.

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    23 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 11

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    5 times Matt comforts Jay and 1 time Jay returns the favor

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    23 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 18

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    He would have to go undercover of course, disguise himself as a neutral third party he could goad Jay into revealing his secrets to, get him to confess–on tape!–that he was just biding his time until he was ready to leave Matt behind in the dust, a solo act on his way to fame and fortune and crowds of people fawning all over him. Wasn’t his own devotion enough? No sold out stadium or arena across the world could come close to the adoration he had at home. Matt was his number one fan.

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    Jay is hiding something from him, so Matt must resort to spying, espionage, things of that nature.

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    23 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 14

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    The nature of the thing, he thinks, is that he can't and won’t remember whatever it is that Jay fixed in 2008. Because he fixed it, back to the way it had been—and for him, for Matt, there never would have been another way. He’s never left this timeline. This is his timeline. Whatever Jay did was, technically, outside the bounds of his reality. Technically, he’s not sure this Jay is even the same Jay that existed before that morning, the day of the skydiving plan, the day he got sick. How could he be? He lived his whole life with a whole other Matt, a Matt who died for him. He, Matt, is the replacement Matt. The respawn after Game Over.

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    17 Jul 2026

  6. Rec 15

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    "You know what the difference is between you and me, Violet?" "No." "Me neither." - Bound (1996)

    Matt's sexual frustration hits a fever pitch. He shouldn't have let Jay pick the movie.

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    14 Jul 2026

  7. Rec 17

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    in media res. jay is still trying to get better at asking for what he wants. matt is still desperate to give it to him.

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    12 Jul 2026

  8. Rec 23

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    "You think we’re gonna chuck the ‘64 in the garbage because I'm gonna be frenching you 24/7? You’re hot, dude, but you’re not that hot.”

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    Or, Jay has a hard time with change.

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    12 Jul 2026

  9. Rec 24

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    “Do you think that the lasagna noodle was the first one, and then they started cutting them up?”
    Matt stays quiet in the aisle with the hope that Jay has more to say on the subject. Jay wilts slightly, knowing he’s only been given the floor because he said something strange.
    “Or like - was the guy, or girl, that made it, was it a mistake?”
    He honestly doesn’t know. Both options sound plausible.
    “Bird. One single day – I’d give anything,” Matt says, “Just to spend a day in your mind.”

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    Matt and Jay make a nice meal together.

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    07 Jul 2026

  10. Rec 1

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    There was a blockage that needed to be dislodged. It was a stone in a shoe. It rattled and poked his sole. It was a clogged toilet. It choked and spat his shit and vomit back at him. Then the most damning of it all, it was a metaphor of a dry well.

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    30 Jun 2026

  11. Rec 16

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    Post-s2 of the Viceland series. Jay left Matt for an interview. Matt unravels.

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    20 Jun 2026

  12. Rec 18

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    Jay is seeking something more out of their burgeoning sex life, but he's frustrated by Matt's lack of stamina. They end up at a sex shop, hoping to purchase something that will help.

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    28 May 2026

  13. Rec 4

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    mattjay sickfic oneshots and that’s pretty much all there is to it!

    all prompts from here :)

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    26 May 2026

  14. Rec 21

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    Matt loves Jay – Matt’s always loved Jay, it feels like. He doesn't know how to live any other way.

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    23 May 2026

  15. Rec 14

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    “So, yeah,” Matt says once their dicks are out. “Yeah, and, as an aside, cool thing about guys is that it’s not really gay until you touch someone else’s dick.”

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    22 May 2026

  16. Rec 60

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    Two key truths had remained constant for Jay McCarrol since his childhood: one, Matt was always there; and two, Jay had no real sense of direction in his life.

    On the rare occasions in which he had allowed himself to reflect on it, Jay had always ended up reaching the same conclusion: a change in number one must be the key to changing number two.

    After experiencing a timeline without Matt at his side and making the decision to go back to set things right, though, Jay realizes how much he values the life that they have together, and it finally occurs to him that maybe the purpose that he’s been searching for his whole life has been right there in front of him the entire time.

     

    Or, Jay decides to propose to Matt.

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    20 May 2026

  17. Rec 12

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    20 May 2026

  18. Rec 11

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    He almost stammers out a nervous Hey, slow down, Birdie, but the words die in his throat. Would it really be bad to let him take it further? He clearly wants it. It's helping out a friend more than anything. Matt's personal feelings about how long and how deeply he's wanted exactly this are secondary. Tertiary, even. They're basically nothing, actually; he couldn't care less that this may be his only chance.

     

    (Hoping to calm him down so they can plan, Matt gives Jay a little something that'll supposedly relax him. He gets a little more than he bargained for.)

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    17 May 2026

  19. Rec 8

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    Matt gets distracted while trying to watch the Star Wars prequels. Jay isn't sure about his idea for what to watch instead.

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    15 May 2026

  20. Rec 5

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    Matt reads in big bold letters on the jumbotron, “KISS CAM!”

    Oh, shit, he thinks. Here we go. He casts a nervous glance towards Jay, who still looks pissed. He’s simmering in a quiet rage, and honestly? Matt’s had enough of his bullshit. If anyone has any right to feel mad, it’s him— not Jay! Jay’s the one who bashed his plan and tried to sabotage it. Jay’s the one who’s been an asshole ever since, throwing out little jabs all day. Jay’s the one who’s getting closer— getting closer?

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    Yet another "The kiss plan if Matt didn't eat six fucking burgers" fic

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    15 May 2026

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