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"Sorry," Arthur apologizes again. "I… I don't know why I'm reacting so strongly." He exhales. He's still trembling.
"Do you think…" John pauses, searching for the words. "Do you think all the stress of… Our time together is only catching up to you now?"
Arthur tenses, good shoulder coming up to meet his ear, almost like he's trying to hide.
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Arthur dislocates his shoulder (again) and has a PTSD reaction, hurt comfort (for both of them) ensues.Series
- Part 3 of Regarding Being Human/Animal
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20 Aug 2025
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Arthur tells a new story amidst a familiar haunt. John ends up distracted by more than just the details.
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20 Jul 2025
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When the weight of his trauma starts to wear Arthur a little too thin, John does the only thing that any disembodied spirit with one hand and one foot could do: he finds a pen. At least one of them knows when to ask for help.
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10 Jul 2025
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"Arthur can see Faroe. She's right before him, her butterfly net long gone. She cocks her head at him, confused. Arthur should be relieved. He should cradle her to his chest and scold her, telling her to never run off like that.
Instead, all he feels is hunger."
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Arthur can never truly forget what he's done.
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06 Apr 2025
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“No, it’s not that,” John cuts him off. “Or– well. Not just that. You’ve been acting strangely all this week.”
“‘Strangely,’” Arthur repeats, with no small amount of disdain.
“...Distant, Arthur. Distracted.”
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The first sign is when Arthur falls asleep mid-conversation.
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05 Apr 2025
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Moonlight filters through the curtained window, painting the room in shades of blue. It's a calm, quiet night. They’re safe, Arthur isn’t mortally wounded, there’s working tap water, there’s even a comfortable enough bed. John should be relaxed, right now, as much as he ever can relax. And he would be. It’s just…
It’s just, his fucking arm.
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02 Apr 2025
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“People make… mistakes,” Noel says. Arthur opens his mouth to argue, but Noel shushes him. “Don’t. Just listen to me. They told me that often after I got out of the war, told a lot of us it, over and over until it started to make me sick. Didn’t believe ‘em, of course. I’m not sure if I still do.”
Losing himself in memory, Arthur needs a little help from Noel and John to understand he deserved to be happy.
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08 Mar 2025
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“Stop looking at me like that.”
“Like what?” he exclaims, a frustrated scoff behind his words. “I’m not even looking at you. I can’t.”
“Like you know exactly what I’m thinking,” John presses, willing himself not to wither beneath that sightless gaze. Like a parent, he thinks to himself, who’s just caught someone doing something they shouldn’t.
“Maybe I do.” Arthur comes to stand beside him, bumping up against the edge of the couch. “Maybe I’m just trying to help, you donkey. What is going on with you?”
John acquires a small injury, and doesn't know how to ask for help.
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08 Mar 2025
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Two times Arthur took care of John, and one time he was cared for in return.
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08 Mar 2025
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Just a little peak into the three day time skip. Arthur has a lot of healing to do.
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08 Mar 2025
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“What’s important is that- we got the bad guys, y’know. Results. And I’m fine, like.. I was only shot a tiny bit- a flesh wound or whatever.” Shawn mumbled.
And then she just. Gaped at him. Honest to God gaped at him like a fish, her entire body shaking because she doesn’t know where the fuck he’s getting that shit from.
Results.
As if that’s all that mattered.
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21 Dec 2024
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It trickles back slowly. He’s sitting in the passenger seat of Juliet’s car. They’re listening to music on the drive back from a suspect’s house. She rolls her eyes at a joke he cracked, but she’s smiling. There’s nothing else after that except for the sound of a horn, bright headlights, and an explosion of pain.
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Shawn and Juliet get into a car crash (ambiguously set sometime during season 3)
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21 Dec 2024
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Juliet is still reeling from Shawn’s betrayal. It’s been weeks since their breakup, and just as she’s trying to pick up the pieces, a dangerous criminal from Shawn’s past escapes prison. Juliet is suddenly forced to confront old wounds and work with the man who broke her heart.
As Shawn grapples with resurfacing trauma from the case that had him shot and kidnapped, he’s determined to prove himself to Juliet once more—even if it means reliving the worst moments of his life.
Shawn whump and Shules! Post Shawn Takes a Shot in the Dark (STASITD) and Deez Nups.
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20 Dec 2024
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Shaking Out the Weight of Phosphenes and Pasts by captaincravatthecapricious for SupposedToBeWriting, willoftitanium, celosiaa
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
23 Mar 2024
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After John and Arthur have separated and are reunited with Parker in New York City, the boys find themselves trying to track down a missing actor. Reported by this actor's lover; they find themselves entangled in a web half truths and complicated relationships. What is their new client lying about, and why would he lie to the detectives he's begging for help? Can they work through their still new and challenging dynamics to find the answers before people start dying?
This fic is technically part of a series, but I fully intend this to be a standalone.
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The skating season continues (as skating seasons are wont to do), while Victor and Yuuri negotiate the shifts in their relationship, their careers, and their home rink.
Sometimes, things even go as planned.
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- Part 1 of The Next Level 'Verse
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19 Jan 2024
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It warmed Victor’s heart to see how happy Yuuri looked with his silver medal, the soft, almost disbelieving smile on his face when Phichit arranged him and Chris for the perfect podium selfie, but still all he wanted after everything that had happened today was to be alone with Yuuri.
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A short glimpse at Yuuri and Victor after The Kiss at the Cup of China.
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02 Jan 2024
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Yakov is always too soft with the ones he likes.
5 moments of frustration while coaching an elite athlete, and one moment when it all comes together.
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26 Dec 2023
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In the weird, dizzy clarity of sleep deprivation, Yuuri gets it. Of course he warned Victor it was coming. But he’s not sure he ever told him what to do.
(Or: some days, it's all Yuuri can do to manage his own anxiety. He certainly doesn't expect Victor to do it for him.)
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09 Jul 2023
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It’s mortifying. Of course it’s mortifying.
But even with his hands restless by his sides and his stomach buzzing with butterflies and adrenaline and nerves, Yuuri finds that he oddly doesn’t mind the attention. Or rather, Yuuri can’t bring himself to care, for once. He’s exhausted to the bone from his performance, eyes slow and limbs heavy from running on little to no sleep for more than 24 hours now, not to mention kind of emotionally drained from his mental breakdown earlier.
If anything, Yuuri kind of wants Victor to kiss him again. Preferably right now.
At once.
Immediately.
(It’s turning into a problem.)
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09 Jul 2023
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“Just hear me out,” Yuuri presses. He can feel heat burning behind his eyes and he grits his teeth, fighting back the tears. If he cries now, Victor will be too occupied with comforting him to actually pay attention to what he’s saying. “I want you to be happy.”
“I am,” Victor grounds out, confused and hurt. “I’m happy with you. What even gave you the idea that I’m not?"
“Because I’m never going to win gold!” Yuuri shouts. His words echo like a gunshot, and the silence that follows it is haunting.
(In which Victor is gold--magnificent, breathtaking, brilliant--and Yuuri is glass--transparent, thin, breakable.)
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09 Jul 2023