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    Томура идет на свидание.

    Или на бой? Короче, он на месте разберется.

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  2. Public Bookmark 84

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    Neither say anything for a long moment. The street lamps flicker in the darkness and Rudo can see moths flock to their dying lights. If moths managed to survive down here, maybe fireflies did as well.

    They weren’t stars, but they were the closest thing to them that Rudo could give Amo.

    Stars aren’t visible from the Ground. Rudo finds them elsewhere.

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  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    The kiss is everything Zanka thought it would be, it's filthy, it’s disgusting, it’s like sharing the spliff, sharing spit, sharing their intoxication, Zanka hates it, he sinks his hand into Jabber’s hair, tugs hard enough that Jabber howls, and fights until it’s him pushing Jabber against the wall.

    Jabber moans, his back arching, “Fuck, fuck, Zan-zan, you’re makin’ me so hard,” and his words make something climb up Zanka’s back, especially when a hand slips under his shirt, throws it over his head, and Zanka’s quick to do the same, and he’s never done this before, but it’s familiar in every way, ignorant in every other. The ugly, timid thing inside of him is wailing, it's fallen down into his gut, it’s screaming with every push of their tongues.

    Ouroboros
    (n.) /ˈuː.rəˌbɔːr.əs/
    An ancient symbol of a serpent or snake consuming its own tail, embodying endless cycles of obsession, destruction, and rebirth; the infinite loop of desire and self-destruction.

    (Or, in which Zanka can’t stop thinking about Jabber, no matter how much he fights, runs, or hates it—and it only gets worse.)

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    Spoilers for Gachiakuta Manga!

    “Whoda thought rage baitin’ you outta that well would mean finding the perfect sadist for myself?”

    “Don’t call me that.”

    “Stop denying the truth. It’s just us—and it ain’t like I’m gonna judge ya, man.”

    Enjin isn’t the reason Zanka crawls out of that well he’d dropped himself into. A pain loving freak is.

    Or, a what if scenario where Jabber finds Zanka first, and how it changes them both.

     

    Edit: Russian translation for this fic is now available, done by gienamnogolikaya! Thank you for offering to translate <3

    - https://ficbook.net/readfic/019aa86d-f236-7cae-a2eb-0fcec3c7f053

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  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    Zanka occasionally wondered why he was the one who had to crash into Jabber, because Jabber was a bed of tidal pools stranding venomous creatures and jagged shells, flaying the soles of anyone staggering through him. It could have been anyone. The thought settled between his teeth, and he gritted them together wishing that he could bite down on a truth with enough force to shatter it in his molars.

    In which Zanka volunteers for an extremely unpopular assignment in the East Ward for the seventh time straight, and gets caught in the rain.

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