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    “All non-Alphas will be eliminated from the show. If you have not presented yet, a staff member will come by to swab and test you. All presented Betas and Omegas are hereby dismissed.”

    Sangwon’s pulse hammers so loud that he worries the staff will be able to hear it at the announcement.

    On paper, Sangwon is an Alpha. HYBE made sure of that when they added him to Trainee A, their doomed all-Alpha predebut project. Every document says he presented Alpha. It had been a logical guess, both of his parents were Alphas, but somewhere along the line a dormant gene had been passed along.

    Because, despite all of his official documents marking him as an Alpha… It isn't true.

    [or: Sangwon never intended to lie about his subgender for this long, but when the choice is between giving up on his dream or hiding his Omega nature, he chooses to keep up the act. Now he just has to make it through the show without anyone noticing, easier said than done when he's stuck between two Alphas: Leo (the friend he followed onto the show, who vowed to keep his subgender a secret) and Anxin (the C group center that looks like he can see right through Sangwon's carefully constructed walls).]

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    “A lost child,” McGonagall replies. She clears her throat, "He claims he came here looking for his parents."

    Zhou nods, "Yes, Headmistress, ma'am. We’ll help him find them right away."

    McGonagall regards them both for a moment, a flicker of something suspiciously like mirth in her sharp eyes. “That’s precisely why I called you boys here to the office. The child claims his parents are - " she didn’t get to finish.

    "Mama!" He exclaims to Sangwon in a happy high-pitched voice that only children could have, stretching his arms, and then looks at Zhou with a beaming smile on his face. "Baba!" 

    "What the fuck," Sangwon mutters mindlessly under his breath.

    "The child claims... you two are his parents." McGonagall completes with a pained expression, earlier amusement no longer present in her eyes.

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    06 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    sangwon and anxin have been together for almost ten years, sharing every stage of growing up and building a life together.

    so when love and betrayal finally collide after nearly a decade of choosing each other, will they still keep the promise they once made… or will they finally stop choosing each other?

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    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    However, Sangwon didn't lose his gaze this time. The light-haired man continued to stare at him with his droopy, doe eyes like he was trying to read and figure out something he couldn't understand.

    This made Anxin suddenly nervous.

    So, for the first time ever, he was the one who broke their eye contact and bowed his head down. But not because of embarrassment or shame. It was fear. A tormenting, agonizing emotion that sat inside the middle of his stomach, churning his insides and making the tips of his fingers and toes cold.

    Has he ever allowed himself to share an intimate moment with someone else before?

    Or, Zhou Anxin really likes Lee Sangwon, but the world has never been particularly kind to people who do.

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Yeah? Is that why you kissed me live on air?" Anxin joked, finally ignoring what the others were saying. His hand settled in Sangwon's hair and slowly stroked it, as if he were a glass doll that would break at any second. "It was really hard not to kiss you, Sangwonnie."

    ━ Fluff after kiss the radio. Nothing else actually.

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    03 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 28

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    Red and Blue are two colors that were never supposed to mix.

    To the nation, the Crown Prince Lee Sangwon and Zhou Anxin, the son of the Prime Minister, are rivals meant to stay on opposite sides of the line. After all, many see purple as the color of mourning—the sign of an ending or a collision that hit too hard.

    But on the other hand, purple also symbolizes the balance between passion and stability.

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    05 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Wait,” Sangwon whispers. “Don’t kiss me.”

    Anxin’s lips freeze under his fingers. “Why not?”

    The question is faint but still enough to stick uncomfortably to his heated skin. Sangwon wants nothing more than to scrape it off with his teeth and force it back into Anxin’s mouth—such a shame that some medieval lunatic invented principles.

    “Because kissing is for lovers,” he mumbles and hopes at least one of them will believe it. “And we are not lovers.”

    Or: why having sex on video call with a stranger is a bad idea—especially if said stranger is not actually a stranger.

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    18 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 6

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    18 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    "How do you survive it?" Sangwon asks. His voice is soft, almost wondering. “The voice that tells you you're not good enough."

    Anxin laughs quietly. "Some days I don't. Some days I just... exist. And then the next day I try again. That's all any of us can do, right? Just keep trying."

    Coming off of the recent ISU season, Lee Sangwon is trying to remember why he fell in love with figure skating in the first place.

    Zhou Anxin needs to write a song that feels like himself again.

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    18 Apr 2026

  10. Rec 36

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    When Sangwon follows a small, faceless account at 2:47 AM on a Tuesday, the owner, Anxin thought that he should ignore it. He really, really should.

    But one chat leads to another, and a whole proposal.

    z.aaaaax: I want someone who's good in bed
    z.aaaaax: 直接一点吧
    z.aaaaax: I'm being direct with you now okay?
    z.aaaaax: I don't need taking care of
    z.aaaaax: I need someone who can fuck me properly
    z.aaaaax: my exes couldn't
    z.aaaaax: so

    leeeeeesangwon: I just want to make sure I'm understanding
    leeeeeesangwon: you want fwb?

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    02 Apr 2026

  11. Rec 22

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    “I'm definitely a better kisser than you, ge, just admit it,” Anxin declares, voice husky but smug, thumb tracing Sangwon’s wet lower lip just to watch it part on a shaky exhale.

    Sangwon’s eyes narrow, playful and sharp. He shifts beneath Anxin, leather creaking softly, and slides one hand up under the back of Anxin’s hoodie — painted nails dragging lightly down his spine until Anxin’s breath hitches. Then, without warning, Sangwon cups the bulge straining Anxin’s jeans, squeezing just hard enough to make Anxin’s hips jerk forward with a choked moan.

    “What was that, kitten?” Sangwon murmurs, lips brushing Anxin’s ear, voice dripping mock-innocence. “Didn’t catch it.”

    Anxin’s whole body lights up, heat pooling low and urgent. He grinds down instinctively, chasing more, but Sangwon holds him steady — always teasing. Zhou retaliates fast. He slips his hand between them, palming Sangwon’s cock through the tight leather, stroking once, twice, firm and slow. Sangwon’s head thumps back against the door with a soft thud, a low, wrecked groan spilling out.

    “I said,” Anxin whispers, leaning in until their noses brush, “I'm a better kisser than you, Sangwonie-ge. You really need to pay more attention.”

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    21 Mar 2026

  12. Rec 40

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    Anxin decides to find out more about the guy his fans have been shipping him with.

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    21 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is so freaking cute i was smiling the whole timeeee

  13. Public Bookmark 38

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    a star loved by millions, sangwon is the perfect idol in public. but behind closed doors, his charm turns into something darker when his obsession latches onto zhou anxin, who has no idea he just became the center of sangwon’s dangerous fixation.

    [july 2026 update: heavily revised!]

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    21 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    "I have to grow up." Anxin pouted and Sangwon poked his cheek repeatedly. "Won-ge!"

    "Don't grow up, stay being your ge's baby, okay?"

    While Anxin rolled his eyes, Sangwon just laughed loudly and pinched Anxin's soft cheek.

    He truly wished that his little Anxin would never grow up. Who knows what life had prepared for him when he became older? He would rather die than see his little one hurt."

    ━ Anxin has a big problem with time since he was a kid. He used to pray to have more time and not being left behind.
    Anxin is the new kid in the neighborhood and meets the gang. And now Anxin is the baby of the gang.
    Anxin... and the passing of time.

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    21 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Do you really feel awkward around younger people?" Kangmin, who was quietly drinking water a second ago beside him, asked all of a sudden. His face was flushed from dancing too hard, sweat pouring down the side of his forehead, and the look on his face tells Sangwon that he’s got a trick up his sleeve when he opened up the topic.

    "Yeah," Sangwon nodded, tolerating Kangmin’s curiosity. "Isn't it quite obvious? You and Lee Jeong are the closest friends I gained from this show and we're all the same age," he added, trying to gauge where this guy is going to take this conversation. Is he going to fish for compliments about their friendship?

    "Well, sure. But I just don't think you feel awkward towards younger people, though," Kangmin declared, bringing down the water bottle he was gulping down earlier and then pausing a beat as if to emphasize his next words. "At least, not all of them," he suggested, shrugging his shoulders and then smiling widely at him. His smile definitely insinuating something Sangwon can’t put his finger on.

    Or, Lee Sangwon says he feels awkward when it comes to younger guys, but how come he’s not to Zhou Anxin?

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    21 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 49

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    Being free from the nightmare doesn’t always mean escape. It still waits for him in his sleep, trails him in the dark and maybe… it never truly let him go.

    or alternatively: Sangwon is attempting to escape his past life with Anxin’s help.

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    14 Mar 2026

  17. Rec 47

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    “I’m sorry, Anxin,” he breathes, as if rubbing salt to the wound. But he had to apologize—he felt the need to.

    Both of their hearts were on the floor and Sangwon knew that he was the one to blame.

    Anxin lets out a deep sigh, and tells him: “I actually thought I had a chance, you know? Turns out I was wrong. But maybe I misread everything. Maybe it was all in my head.”

    Or, Lee Sangwon rejected Zhou Anxin when he confessed to him, and after a while, Sangwon realizes that he deeply regrets doing it.

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    14 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A FUCKING MASTERPIECE 😭 this should be a fandom classic. the amount of times i gasped and cried couldnt be counted. peak fanfiction !!!!!

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    11 Jan 2026

  19. Rec 45

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    The entirety of the Aerok Kingdom was filled with rumours of the Emperor of Chrome's tyranny and barbaric manner of living. Rumours that spoke of how he drank the fresh blood of children and defiled any woman who was captured during war.

    The horned helm he donned as he conquered nations earned him the moniker, Demon King, and the servants whispered of his face, which was said to be grotesque and disfigured, littered with scars that made him seem closer to beast than human.

    This was the very same emperor whose harem Lee Sangwon was set to join.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    11 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    amazing amazing

  20. Rec 23

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    Sangwon stops suddenly outside of their room. The numbers '202' hang on a sign outside.

    This is the right room, Sangwon thinks, his usually sharp sense of smell muddled. The reason for his confusion comes down to just one thing— the syrupy sweet, omega scent of ripe peaches currently seeping through the door.

    Or, Zhou Anxin is a regular beta, nothing more, nothing less. That is, until one day…

    How in the world will Anxin deal with his mysterious transformation? His roommate, Lee Sangwon, might hold the key to Anxin's salvation—after all, Sangwon is an alpha ;)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
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    220
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    23
    Hits:
    3,485

    11 Jan 2026

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