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“Hyunjin, seriously, stop it” Felix turned his head so that he wouldn’t have to look straight into his eyes “you know what I think about…doing it in public…” his voice became a murmur as he was pronouncing each word carefully. In that moment, Hyunjin didn’t know if he was embarrassed or afraid of being heard.
He burst into laughter: his laugh caught someone’s attention and his boyfriend froze.
“Wow Felix, I said I wanted to kiss you and you go straight to the public-sex part, if the others knew what you actually think-”
“I’ve never said it, I meant touching me as if we’re together in front of everyone” he interrupted him clearly annoyed “if anything it is you who always think the worst whatever I say or do”
“But we are together” Hyunjin replied feeling his voice cracking on the last syllable.Settled back in 2022 when Hyunlix were in Paris for the YSL party.
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Love the hell out of you by yellowfailix
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
04 Jun 2024
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Chu Wanning knew it was complicated to be with him. First of all, he had a stiff and boring personality, secondly he was socially awkward and thirdly he wasn’t good looking. On the good days, he could manage to look at himself in the mirror and think his looks were average (this happened just as many times Taxian-jun refrained from being shameless); however, on the bad days he couldn’t even stand a surface in which he would accidentally see his reflection. Of course, for a person that could be considered the biggest hater of their own self these three aspects were just a little summary of the billion flaws he actually possessed. Despite all this, Mo Ran was still by his side and how this had happened was a mystery beyond human comprehension for Chu Wanning.
Three times when past traumas and fears were haunting Chu Wanning, but thank god Mo Ran was there to remind him everything was okay.
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Nothing happened in the way I wanted by yellowfailix
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
26 Mar 2024
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“This venerable one forced you into a marriage” he interrupted Chu Wanning “This venerable one forced you to bed him, this venerable one humiliated you and caused you pain”
Chu Wanning remained silent.
“This venerable one can understand your affection for…him, but what about this venerable one? What did I do right?” the switch from his title to referring to himself in first person didn’t go unnoticed to his shizun who was watching him firmly.
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Memory dust by yellowfailix
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
04 Jul 2023
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Chu Wanning doesn’t believe in love, or better, he believes he’s not made to be loved. In his youth, he believed that one day he would have met someone who would have changed his life and his heart for the best, but that was just a broken dream of a broken man. It’s been thirty-two years since the day he came into this world and he had never had someone loving and treasuring him which means only one thing: Chu Wanning was unlovable. At the beginning, he thought that someone would come along in his twenties, but as the days passed he realized that he was hoping for something that would never happen.
Chu Wanning doesn’t believe in love because no one has ever made him think otherwise and he believes he’s meant to be alone for the rest of his life. He’s sure the universe would never grant him a soulmate or the typical happy ending you can easily find in fairy tales.
However, little does he know there is someone waiting for him to come back into his warm arms.
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It's really hard to love someone, but it's harder to accept your own feelings. Felix is certain of what he feels, Hyunjin is scared.
The story of how Felix and Hyunjin fell in love or how they have always been.
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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08 Aug 2025
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“Hyunjin is dead,” Jeongin breathed. He looked up to see the others stare back at him with wide eyes, Hyunjin towering over them at the back, the light from the window in the hallway lighting up his figure. “They told me he was dead.”
Hyunjin's dark eyes found Jeongin’s tearful ones.
“Not dead,” Hyunjin said with a poisonous smile. “Just gay.”
Or: Jeongin has spent years mourning the loss of his first love, a love he was told by his church was sinful and wrong, but one he just couldn't stop from blooming in his chest. Now, years later, Jeongin meets Hyunjin again, very alive and also very different from how he used to be back in their shared church.
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21 Feb 2025
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if i loved the way my brother loves by lesbianhowlpendragon
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
25 Jul 2024
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“Talk to me, shithead. My nephew just about died on your watch and—”
“I know!” A fresh wave of ashamed tears spills down Wei Wuxian’s face. “I… I know. I’m sorry, I should’ve… Lan Zhan should’ve been there instead, or you, or….”
"Hey.”
Jiang Cheng’s voice is strict enough to effectively shut him up.
“You did good. He’s okay. You brought him back alive.”
OR: Jin Ling is severely injured on a Night Hunt and Wei Wuxian panics when he is barely able to save him. Jiang Cheng notices. They talk about it. And then they talk about a lot of other things too.
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04 Sep 2024
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Love and Braid by Huaroe
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
21 Apr 2024
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Mo Ran braids Chu Wannings hair
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21 Apr 2024
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Catharsis by orphan_account
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | Èr Hā Hé Tā De Bái Māo Shī Zūn - Ròu Bāo Bù Chī Ròu
06 Aug 2020
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Entreat me not to be parted from you; where you go, I will go, and your god will be my god... Where you are buried, let me be buried also. [Ruth 1:16-17]
(Takes place immediately after the end of chapter 311, spoilers for the entire work.)
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10 Sep 2023