yuusgun
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- the GazettE (Band) (14)
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Kouyou’s life is mostly quiet: school, home, games, repeat. That is, until a new teacher shows up.
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Where Kouyou learns Yuu is trouble the slow way, mistaking harm for comfort until it's too late.
Post blue is a meditation on trauma, identity, and the complexities of dependency. It's a dark story about the dangerous bond between two broken people.
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Akira, the gaming deity himself, stepping in to play under Yuu’s username; practically a victimless crime. Akira likes games. Yuu likes Urupon. Everyone wins.
…Right?
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Two fragile souls holding hands amid the weight of fleeting life and unspoken pain.
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Where Yuu realizes that once blood is spilled, there’s no going back.
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this series sees aoiha in an established relationship where cnc plays are something they often plan together. for uruha, these scenarios become a way to work through past sexual trauma on his own terms, with aoi as a grounding presence whenever things start to blur. uruha is trans in this series, so moments of gender dysphoria tend to come up here and there, either during their roleplay (where aoi's supposed to be the bad guy), and sometimes from uruha's own thoughts while the scenes unfold. the whole thing is pretty layered: trauma rising up, uruha struggling to tell the difference between memory and play, and aoi being right there to bring him back. despite the heavy themes, at its core the series is about love, trust, healing, and the personal ways people find catharsis. both works in the series were a gift for my friend ragball, who helped me talk through these ideas and encouraged me while i was writing. overall, it's a story about two people who love each other very deeply, navigating something complicated together and finding meaning in it.
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this series takes place in an otherworldly universe where aoiha are cursed angels trapped in a cycle they can't seem to break, punished for a sin neither of them remembers. the tone leans heavily into tragedy, surreal atmosphere, and a kind of devotion so deep it feels almost inhuman. it's kinda dreamlike and a little unsettling. god is portrayed as a harsh, punishing force, yet paradoxically the only one who offers them a possible way out of their curse. the story becomes a mix of longing, rebellion, and the desperate attempt to stay together even when fate (and death) try to pull them apart. it's about love that refuses to die, love that bends the rules of the universe just to exist. i also continue exploring gender and sexuality here, touching on themes of transness and my own interpretation of angels. the worldbuilding pulls from both my imagination and media i adore, like haibane renmei, which definitely influenced the vibe and emotional tone. both works in this series were created as a gift for my friend soushitsu, someone whose writing and support helped me grow, and to whom i wanted to show my gratitude and improvement. i'm really glad i brought this AU to life. :3
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this slightly cheesy, slow-burn aoiha series (told from uruha's pov) follows early-20s aoiha whose relationship begins to shift after aoi invites uruha to play a game that changes everything. :3 set in their early band-fic days, the story blends tenderness, sensuality, humor, and the uncertainties of youth as kouyou navigates his reluctance toward romance, his questions about sexual orientation, and the complications of dating. at its core, it's just a small but meaningful love story about two young men finding their way toward each other.
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