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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    Screaming Into The Pillows

    Steve and Eddie alternating POV
    Spanning from Halloween 1984 to Late May 1985

    This is how Steve and Eddie fall in love.

     

    second

    Screaming Into The Sky

    Steve and Eddie alternating POV
    Spanning from June 1985 to Spring Break 1986

    This is how Steve tries to protect Eddie from the Upside Down.

    Coming March 2026

     

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    Screaming All The Way Down

    Steve and Eddie alternating POV
    Following on from Spring Break 1986.

    Coming August 2026

     

    I promise a happy ending. Eventually.

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    28 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    screaming into pillows is fuckin right god damn

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    Watching Steve sit alone that first day- even with his ex and her new squeeze crowding his table- former King of Hawkins High with his bruised up face and puppy dog eyes, and apparently, knight in shining armor tendencies, Eddie never stood a chance.

    It's Jeff, in the end, that finally badgers Eddie enough to let Steve be dragged over to their table- into Hellfire, and Dungeons & Dragons, and hopefully right into Eddie's arms- after Steve intervenes to stop Jeff being harrassed in the halls.

    Now Eddie just needs to figure out what he's going to do with all of it.

    Aka a hellfire adopts Steve fic, because give the boy some friends (and a boyfriend).

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    27 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my family

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    Or: the WAG Ilya thing.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    WAG ilya save me WAG ilya

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice tiny, like he doesn’t even realise he’s saying it.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    In the 2009 draft, Ilya Rozanov goes first, and Shane Hollander mysteriously drops out at the last minute. A year later, Hollander's back, and to everyone's surprise, he's drafted by the Boston Raiders — to play on the same team as his biggest rival. But being teammates doesn't necessarily mean that anything is easier.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    and they were TEAMMATES

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    23 Dec 2025