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“Sam?” Dean reaches out toward him without thinking.
Sam reacts to his touch like it burns, eyes wide and unfocused as his hands lash out; under his breath, barely audible, Dean hears Sam whispering no; no, please. Something cold twists in his gut as he retreats, pressing himself against the other side of the stairwell and raising his hands in surrender. “Sam, it's me,” he says. “It's Dean.”
But Sam doesn't hear him. He's muttering and still holding his hands up, and Dean sees a trickle of blood slide down from his hairline before following the contours of his face into the dip under his eye and then down his nose. Sam knocks himself off the step and fumbles down two more before Dean finally hears him breathe.
“Dean?” he whispers.
In other words... After the events of 11x14, Sam's feeling the effects of what Lucifer did to him but figures Dean has enough on his plate. Things don't work out as he planned, and Dean figures out anyway. Needless to say, spoilers abound. Proceed with caution.
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05 Feb 2024
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Really, Sam wasn't even supposed to be in this small-as-fuck town in the middle of nowhere, he was just unfortunate enough to be driving when a major snowstorm was due to hit. It was sheer dumb luck he even walked into the café.
It was as he was ordering that he caught an achingly familiar and omega scent: apples, baked dough, vanilla, with just a hint of cinnamon, and he looked from the menu to the barista, eyes processing brown-blonde hair, freckled skin, and green eyes. Sam stared in surprise, and the barista looked equally shocked.
"Dean?" Sam gasped.
Sam hasn't seen his brother in thirteen years and hasn't heard from him in ten. All of his efforts to locate Dean have been in vain, but it seems that fate favors Sam, because Sam has just found his brother. Sam is wildly unprepared to discover what Dean's life has become.
To put it mildly... it's not at all what he expects.
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- Part 7 of Destiel deserves better
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05 Feb 2024
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When did it get so dark? Dean can’t even begin to guess how much time has passed. The world stopped the moment the light inside Castiel had gone out for good.
He remembers sitting there on his knees, in complete shock and denial, for a long time before reality collided with him, far sooner than he ever would've expected it to. Far sooner than it ever has.
And suddenly, just like that, all the pain had unraveled from him in a huge, revolting tangle, and he couldn't get it back in.
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28 Jan 2024
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Dean drags Charlie and Sam out to a rodeo and indulges in some ogling. He's not expecting to be propositioned while he's there.
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- Part 1 of Rodeo
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27 Jan 2024
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If you're gonna jerk off, watch something you find sexy, Dean said. There's a dirty cowboy movie on TV, and that suits him perfectly. But he never expected that Cas would want to watch him.
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26 Jan 2024
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“Right,” Dean says. He nods to himself and tries to believe that Cas means it when he says he’s going to stay. “Right, and Jack, he brought you back?”
Cas smiles softly. “Yes, it took him time to figure out how to use his powers in a way that he could reach me, but he succeeded. We had our own reunion and discussion before he brought me here.” He looks back at Dean. “You have, apparently, been quite the talk of Heaven.”
Dean frowns and finally pulls away. He would be worried, maybe is a little bit, because when do they ever really catch a fucking break, but Cas is looking at him with something so fragile in his eyes. Something light and hopeful and sad all at the same time.
“What’d I do now?”
Cas looks at him like his heart is breaking. “You prayed my name to every angel in Heaven for six days straight.”
or the one where dean grieves in his own way until jack swings a little power to give dean another shot at that love confession
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26 Jan 2024
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Time travel. That actually makes sense. It would also explain why his grace feels so weak, why his body aches so much. But Castiel can’t remember traveling through time. He wouldn’t do that without a reason, right?
The Winchesters are still looking at him, waiting for an answer.
“2008.”, Castiel answers and his eyes wander to Dean again, “September 2008.”
Dean draws in a sharp breath.
“Son of a bitch”, he hisses.
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Dean is still mourning the loss of his best friend, when something decides to drop the Castiel from 2008 right into the bunker. Now Dean is not only confronted with a pissed off angel he can barely look at, they also have to find out what brought Castiel into their timeline. And especially, what's the reason behind this?
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26 Jan 2024
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The first time she meets him, he's nothing more than an almost-missed appointment.
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Dean is silent for a long, tense moment, then he gruffly says, "It's not for banishing the angels. It's to summon them. So, it doesn't—it's not to get rid of 'em, but to draw 'em in."
Mitzi can't help but glance up at him at that. His voice is so heavy with so much unexplained pain, and she doesn't understand why, or what angels have to do with it. She knows religion can impact people. She's very aware that it can get complicated, and that it can be a huge source of pain for someone, but Dean sounds grievously wronged, somehow, as if it's a truly personal thing.
She pushes through, focusing back on her job, clearing her throat before murmuring, "Well, I guess we all want angels to visit us sometimes."
"Just the one," Dean mumbles.
"Your guardian angel?" Mitzi asks.
Dean breathes out, "Something like that. As close to one as an angel will ever get."
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- Part 1 of Decorations and Dedication
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26 Jan 2024
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Dean and John are out on a hunt and Sam is left alone to do his homework. As much as he wants a normal life, he comes to realize that his brother might want the same. For the first time, Sam realizes that Dean has hopes and dreams too ... Even if he doesn't talk about them.
Featuring physical and emotional Dean whump, sad Sam, and a conflicted John Winchester.
Dean is 18 and Sam is 14.Bookmarked by zombix1e
26 Jan 2024
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Nothing happens at first. Nothing happens except Dean feels warm all over, like the sun-baked ground, warm in a wave from the top of his head to his toes; nothing happens except the tension that has been building up in Dean for three months, for a year, for his entire life snaps like a string being cut and he slumps forward, bonelessly relaxed.
He realizes distant, as if through a dream.
This is what it feels like. This is Cas touching his soul.
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Cas heals injured souls. Dean's could use a touch-up.
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23 Jan 2024
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“It’s not right,” Sam says.
Dean keeps his hands tight on the steering wheel. He doesn’t look at Sam.
“If you’re gonna tell me I’m a disgrace to the Winchester name,” he says finally, his voice light, “then you’ll have to get in line. Dad’s been telling me that ever since he caught me out back with Will Hutchings in the summer of ‘99.”
or: sam and dean both think the other is a homophobe, when really they're just two dumb gay brothers.
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23 Jan 2024
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n. A view or opinion that is incorrect because it is based on faulty thinking or understanding.
AU of 14x13. Instead of rushing to get John back to his own time, they decide to let him stay a little longer. Time won't completely collapse with one night with their dad, so what harm can him staying do?
For Sam, a lot of harm. John believes something about his sons and he's determined to set all the blame at his youngest's feet, revealing painful secrets that Sam would've preferred to stay hidden, things he feared anyone finding out, things John feels are wrong.
Too bad for John that Mary and Dean don't feel the same way and are more than ready to back Sam.
NOT WINCEST in the SLIGHTEST, but John sure thinks so.
Two-shot.
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12 Jan 2024
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A 14.13 Lebanon rewrite. When Dean uses a wish-granting pearl to try and kill the archangel Michael before he can escape the cage in Dean's head, they instead wind up with a newly-resurrected John Winchester.
It's been more than a decade since John died, and a lot has changed: Mary is alive, Sam and Dean have what passes for a proper home in the Men of Letters Bunker, and they're living with angels. John doesn't know angels are real, he doesn't know about the fragile new relationship between Dean and Castiel, and most of all, he doesn't know that Dean said yes to Michael, or that Dean's plan to defeat Michael would send him to a fate worse than death.
Now Dean must contend with both his father asking questions he can't answer, and his loved ones learning about the darker truths of his childhood, all while constantly battling the archangel trapped inside him. But Dean coming to terms with his history may be the difference between this being the beginning of a journey—or the end.
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- Part 2 of a triptych of dean/cas
- Part 3 of the greatest works, liz edition
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11 Jan 2024
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Missing scene from 'Let the Actions Speak'. Castiel tells Sam the story of how Dean Winchester was saved, and how he saved Castiel right back.
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- Part 2 of Let the Actions Speak
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10 Jan 2024
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Dean can't stop calling Cas his husband. Sam can't stop laughing.
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“Dean,” Sam says softly, "I think that you have to heal your old wounds with dad to break the curse.”
“I can’t.” The words are out of his mouth before he thinks them.
“You can, Dean. It’s- this is- I don’t know everything that happened with you and Dad, okay? I’m not gonna pretend to know. But you gotta work through this, man, curse or not. I wish you- I wish I would’ve known. I could’ve helped.”
Dean shoots him a glare out of principle. “I don’t need help, I need the fucker to stay dead.”
or the one where dean finally gets the closure he deserves
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03 Jan 2024
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There's a haunted apartment building in Vermont, and the ad says "Professional couple only". Dean and Cas rise to the occasion.
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30 Dec 2023
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“Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”
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or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.
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26 Dec 2023
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Mary knows logically that demons and angels are the polar opposites of each other, but she still finds herself startled that lights don’t flicker every time Castiel enters a room. She looks up, her eyes blurry from straining to read her husband’s writing in the dim light of a lamp. The angel stands silently, tilting his head, and she feels guilty for telling Dean angels watched over him. The pressure of those eyes are not for a child to bear.
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22 Dec 2023
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Five Times Dean Fell Asleep On Someone, And One Time He Got Used As A Pillow Right Back by angelshotgun for wayward_sherlock
Fandoms: Supernatural
12 Dec 2020
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I think the title says it all. This was just an excuse to write adorable fluffy snuggling, and then plot happened >:(
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14 Dec 2023