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Do you like my ribbon?

Summary:

"Do you like my ribbon?"
Akira looked at him and blinked.

 

"What?" He asked.

 

Because truly, what on earth did this have to do with anything?

 

 

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In a world discriminatory to certain fables, Akira ends up getting banished from Tokyo and sent to a farm as a child, where he befriends a certain someone. Things happen, and when he gets sent back to Tokyo almost a decade later he's ready to start afresh.

...Fate has other ideas

TLDR: A world where mental shutdowns cease to exist... so why (and how) are people mysteriously dying?

Notes:

Few notes:

1) Aside from the Metaverse and Mental shutdowns not existing here, the story will *mostly* follow the canon storyline. Although some parts will be vasty different.

2) Yoshizawa and Maruki do exist in this au, though their roles are slightly different.

3) A huge inspiration for writing this came from the wolf among us. If you've played/watched the game, you'll probably recognize a few of the phrases used here.

Other than that, happy reading :)

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Chapter 1: The beginning

Notes:

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Chapter Text

In the world of Fables, who and what you are born as determines your fate.

We've all heard the tales of werewolves. They eat humans and other animals alike. They should be feared. We should be taught to fear them. They are evil... they cannot be controlled. 

 

Ever since Akira was born, he was aware that he was different.

He had hard golden eyes coupled with dark frizzy hair. 

If that alone was all, this tale wouldn't exist.

But oh... life can be so cruel

 

Beneath his clothes lay endless amount of fur, that just seemed to never stop growing. Aside from his face, no matter how much he shaved - it just kept growing. Inside his mouth held many sharp, long fangs. The canines in question still ever growing. His nails and toes were almost an exact replica, similar to mini daggers webbed across his hands and feet. 

For as long as he could remember, Akira hated what he was... who he was 

 

From the age of 6 he wore a mask to cover his fangs. He wore clothing that stretched across every part of his body to hide his patches of fur. He even wore contacts to hide his unnatural eye color. He refrained from eating any type of meat, no matter how much his predatorial instincts tried to cave him into doing the act. 

It was never enough 

 

Because just from looking at him, you could tell he was different.

 

Maybe that's why Akira wasn't really upset or surprised when he and his father were banished to the farm a year later. It wasn't a shock to either of them. His father, a wolf himself with even more defining features knew his days in the city were numbered. They had recently been cracking down, a real urge to "cleanse" the city. 

The farm was a place where anybody who didn't look human enough were sent. There was only one way to look human... 

"Just get a glamour." They would taunt. A glamour essentially allowed you to look and mask as a human. 

What they didn't tell you was how expensive it was for one person, let alone a family of 2. 

In the city where beings were highly discriminated for not looking human, finding work was virtually impossible. Any work that you could find would barely be enough to sustain an existence. This was not irony, it was perfectly designed this way. 

 

So as they sat in the tarnished truck, rain seeping through the cracks of the roof - the sound of thunder blaring every minute or so. They felt a sense of relief. The young boy felt somewhat hopeful...

"Maybe things will be better here." 

 

They arrived deep into the night. The farm was quiet and almost void of any other animals. It had some resemblance to a farm that humans would keep animals in... but with more variants.

 

Nevertheless, the 2 wolves made their way to a small barn that was assigned to them. When they arrived, exhausted from their journey - they fell asleep. Ready to begin their new life. 

 

 

Life on the farm turned out to a bit better than in the city. The other inhabitants on the farm were cordial with the wolves, surprisingly not seeing them as a threat. The reason why became apparent. Here resided a couple trolls, bears, an alligator - and many more creatures that would be considered "ones to be feared". Saying that everyone lived in harmony would be pushing it, but there was a high amount of tolerance and respect for every being on the farm. Perhaps because they all shared one thing in common.

Secondly, Akira's father managed to find himself evening and night work at a nearby nightclub, about 10 minutes away from the farm. His main role was to protect the dancers from any customers who got a bit ahead of themselves. For once, his scary demeanor paid off. Quite literally. It wasn't amazing pay, but it was enough to afford bare essentials. Not to mention the older wolf was allowed to take home any food left over by guests in the morning.

 

And that's how Akira met him

 

A couple weeks into working at the club, an hour before his evening shift was due to start, the older wolf brought a woman and her son to their barn. Akira was nervous at 1st, still wearing his mask and contacts out of fear of scaring the humans. But there was no need.

Surprisingly, neither seemed scared by the pair. In fact, the woman was smiling at Akira. Her son was next to her, his eyes wondering round aimlessly, wearing a neutral expression on his face. 

The mother had mousy brown hair and was wearing a lilac colored dress. Akira could vaguely see the signs of dark circles under her eyes, despite the attempt to cover it up with concealer. As his eyes scanned the woman more, he noticed she was wearing a ribbon, matching the color of her dress upon her neck. It was subtle enough to miss if you weren't paying attention but a nice touch nonetheless. 

"Hello there! Its such a pleasure to meet you. I'm Akechi Mitsuri! But you can just call me Mitsuri. My son is your age I think, well. At least for the next 4 months... Anyway...Goro, say hi to him." She beckoned him to follow her example. There was no malice or fear in her tone. 

The boy beside her stepped forward.

The dark-haired boy looked up at the kid in front of him. He had light brown hair, the same as his mother's - which almost touched his shoulders. His tatted clothing exposed some of his arms and legs, which were more boney than the kids in the city. The kid had to be around his age, maybe a year older. But there was something different.. As he looked into the brown-haired boy's eyes. There was no fear... but curiosity? Maybe? 

 

"I'm... Akechi... Goro. Wha-- what's your name?" His eyes still gazing into Akira's. He was shy, but not in a fearful type of way. It just seemed like he hadn't been around many kids of his age. 

Akira looked away, shifting his eye contact to the ground again.

"Akira... Akira Kurusu." He murmured. 

 

There was a moment of silence, before Goro's mother broke it again, still smiling.

"Well, I hope you boys get along," She began, before turning to Akira, "Your father has been a huge help to me. I don't know how I'd ever repay him for doing this."

 

It was Akira's turn to be confused. Never in his life had he come across a human who was so trusting towards... well a wolf. 

 

His father shook his head. "There's no need for that. My son too could use a friend." 

 

Wait

A... Friend? Akira had never had one of those.

 

The situation was explained to the 2 boys. Mitsuri had picked up more shifts at the club, in a bid to make sure that she could afford rent, bills, food etc. She already was working evenings but it was barely enough to keep the lights on. She also explained that she couldn't leave Goro with anybody in the neighborhood during the night. She and Goro were hated and shunned for being "different" and a "disgrace". And even if they weren't, she still refused to trust anyone with her son for any period of time. Except the older wolf... somehow.

 

Akira had to wonder what kind of humans the mother and son had been around for them to put their trust in a wolf over their own kind. Regardless, this arrangement was only to be temporary. The woman explained that she needed a bit of time and she'd figure something out soon enough. And with that, they both left to start their respective shifts at the club. It was now just the 2 of them.

 

For a while neither said nothing. Akira sat on the ground, his back leaning against the wall in a bid to soothe his nerves. Goro was sat down against the wall too, looking slightly tired. It had been a while since he'd been around a kid his own age. Back in the city, most of the kids in the nursery were terrified of him. The ones that weren't simply despised him instead, throwing scraps of silver whenever they had the chance. 

Judging by his clothes, it didn't seem like this kid could even afford silver, which was a small plus. 

 

His train of thought was halted when he heard a small rumble... which turned out to be Akechi's stomach. It would've been too quiet for a human's ear to pick up but of course, wolves had to have advanced hearing too.

 

"At the very least, I can try to be kind to this human."  Akira thought to himself. He took a deep breath before turning his gaze towards the boy.

 

"Are you... um... hungry?" His voice was a bit muffled behind the mask. But his question came across. 

The boy's crimson eyes widened in embarrassment. But he nodded, clutching his stomach. 

 

Akira quickly went to the small portable fridge they had and took an apple. 

 

"Here. Eat this." 

 

The boy gently took the apple and it wasn't until afterwards that Akira realized he forgot to roll down his sleeves to hide the fur on his wrists and hands. 

Akechi was unfazed, simply glad that he was finally getting to eat. After a bit he turned to Akira - a small, relieved smile on his face before saying, "Thank you." 

 

They didn't say much else after that, but the silence was no longer awkward, almost nice in fact. And as the dusk sun disappeared into the night, the 2 boys dozed off. 

 

 

After the 1st day, the boys began to get used to the routine. Goro's mother along with Akira's father would normally see the boy to Akira's barn in the late afternoon. Mitsuri would wave goodbye at the 2, always expressing her gratitude towards both wolves for looking after her son. After that they'd both be off to work at the club.

For the 1st few days neither boy spoke much, but Akira always made sure to always have a chilled apple ready for Goro. And Goro always took it, without hesitation - smiling while he ate as in a way to say "thank you."

Goro would then start to doze off as the night hit. At the beginning, Akira maintained a distance. He was nocturnal, so it wasn't like he was tired, mainly out of worry for scaring the other boy. But he couldn't help but notice how the light-brown haired boy would shiver every now and then underneath his blanket.

 

Something shifted on the 4th day. When Akechi was dropped off, he was holding a small white bag. Akira played with his mask, wondering whatever it could be.

 

Without saying a word, Akechi opened the bag and pulled out a single pancake before holding it out for the small cub.

Akira blinked, not really knowing what to do. Akechi must've picked up his confusion, because he finally spoke.

 

"This... You never eat even though you go out of your way to feed me. So here." 

 

He found himself trying to hold back tears in his eyes. Still, he took the pancake and nodded before saying "Thank you, I'll eat it later." Hoping it wouldn't lead to any awkward questions.

But Goro was talkative today. "Why not now? Aren't you hungry? Does it have something to do with that mask?" Those ever-curious eyes boring into Akira's. 

 

"I...." He began, but couldn't find the words. It wasn't like he and Akechi were friends yet but that's what he really wanted

 

"I don't want you to be uncomfortable here." No, I don't want you to be scared of me .

 

Goro stared at him for a moment, and almost as if he could read his mind said, "I'm not scared of you. If you look and are anything like your father there's no reason to be." He said it so matter-of-factly that it couldn't not be genuine. 

 

The young wolf couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Bu-- But! Have you not read the stories of wolves? How could you not be--" 

"I have. Its true, you are a wolf, and you are feared by most humans. But I still don't see you as a monster." 

Akira had nothing to say that. He really was about to cry now. The other boy just took it as a cue to continue.

"My mother and I are hated in our neighborhood. They hate us because of her job, because I don't have a father, because... they're..." His crimson eyes were slowly burning in anger. It wasn't until he met eyes with the young wolf that some the anger was soothed away. 

 

"But then... I met you and your father. You both showed us a kindness no human has ever." He smiled at Akira, who was now on the brink of crying. "So eat this, please. Its not much but... wait can wolves even eat pancakes? I should've asked be--" 

Akira couldn't stop himself from flinging his arms around Akechi, pulling him into a hug. The boy made a startled noise, but made no attempt to break free.

 

"Thank you... just... thank you." Was all Akira could say before bursting into tears.

Akechi awkwardly shifted a bit, trying to find where to place his hands on the boy's back.

"Its okay. Thank you as well." 

 

And as Akira removed his mask and began to eat his pancake, he couldn't help but feel as if a huge weight had been lifted off his chest. Maybe... just maybe...

 

he had a friend

 

After that day, the 2 began to develop a deep friendship. Akira no longer felt the need to wear his mask, or even his contacts. They quickly found out that they were both fans of the TV show Featherman. Even with no way to watch the show, it didn't stop the pair from talking about it, endlessly into the night. When Goro finally did drift off to sleep he did so with his arms pressed up against Akira's, snuggling up cozily under a shared blanket. Akira realized it was the 1st night where Goro wasn't shivering, finding comfort and warmth next to Akira's soft growing fur. The young wolf felt relaxed and ended up dozing off himself just after dawn - earlier than he usually did. When he woke up Goro was usually gone, but he usually returned. 

 

As the weeks progressed, Mitsuri picked up more and more extra shifts at the club - to the point where he practically lived at the barn. Whenever she came by to drop or pick him up, Akira couldn't help but notice how much darker the circles under her eyes had become. How her mousy brown hair seemed to be loosing its color.

What had stayed the same however, was the ribbon. Still upon her neck, showing no sign weariness unlike the rest of her. Despite how tired she was, she still made the effort to smile at Akira - although her smile never quite reached her eyes anymore. But it was apparent that she was just thankful that her son had finally found a friend... even if they weren't considered human. 

 

Akira's father didn't mind Goro being around one bit. In fact, he took the boy under his wing - almost treating him like his own son. There was no local school near the farm and Goro was shunned by his, so the elder wolf taught the boys basic math and writing skills.

Taking note of his skinny psyche and his mother's constant work schedule, he taught Goro the basics of the wild, how to forage for food and how to determine if said food was poisonous for humans. And slowly but surely, Akechi began to look healthier, had a bit more life in his face than before.  

 

The wolves also introduced the young human to the some of the other animals on the farm. As mentioned before there was a high amount of tolerance and respect for every being on the farm. That included humans. He was looked upon with curiosity, concern (it was unusual for a human to roam here) but they accepted him.

It meant that he and Akira could now roam freely on the farm, both day and night without any worry. Sometimes the boys would race up and down the farm, other times they'd chase each other. One being the thief, the other a detective.

 

Akira was so grateful for his new found friendship, and wanted to express that.

 

So 4 months after they 1st met, on a warm but clear night when the 2 were alone in the barn and the farm was quiet he had taken Goro's hand in his, told him to close his eyes and lead him to an unknown destination. 

 

"I trust you of course but...Where are we going?" Goro had asked. And he genuinely meant it. There was no skepticism in his voice. Nor had he tried to pull his hand out of Akira's. Or opened his eyes. That didn't stop him from being curious though.

But Akira simply turned round and smiled at him.

 

"Somewhere special. You'll see."

 

He kept running until he reached a rocky terrain just outside the farm. Other than that, it was bare and dark. 

 

"You can open your eyes now."

 

"Akira? I can't see anything..." Those crimson eyes were scanning the area in confusion.

He simply smiled at the boy, and laughed softly. "Just look up." 

 

Goro did as instructed and suddenly gasped. The entire sky was lit up with all types of stars sparkling brightly. The sky itself was a mixture of mostly black with a tinge of purple and blue in the distance. 

 

"It's beautiful..." Was all he could say, in complete awe. Akira watched fondly at his friend, who had the most genuine smile on his face. It was so rare to see. Even in Akira's presence, there was always a slight mask Goro wore. To see an emotion that was so pure... so genuine on his friend just. Akira would treasure it forever.  

 

"But... why would you do this for me?" 

This whole time neither had made an effort to pull their hand from the other's. So Akira simply squeezed Goro's before saying, "Because... Happy birthday." 

 

His eyes widened in shock. As if he had never heard such a phrase.

"How did you--" 

"Your mother hinted that you'd be getting older around this time. We met 4 months ago-- Ahh, today actually is your birthday right? Maybe I got the timing a little mix--"

Goro pulled Akira into a hug and it wasn't until a short moment later that the wolf realized he was crying

"Nobody... Nobody has ever celebrated my birthday like this." He stated, tears collapsing down his face. "My mother... she... she acknowledged it but was always too busy... too tired to... Not that I blame her but... I never thought someone would do this for me." 

Akira seemed confused by that. "Why wouldn't I? We're friends aren't we?" 

He nodded at that. "Akira... I truly appreciate you. I'm so glad I got to meet someone like you."

"You're acting as if we'll ever be separated from each other." The wolf laughed but truly, hearing that statement gave him such a warm, fluttery feeling in his chest. Someone, a human was glad that he existed. 

It was Akechi's turn to shake his head.

 

"That'll never happen. I would never leave you." 

 

They stayed like that for a long time, embracing one another, appreciating the nightly scenery before heading back to the barn and falling asleep - holding each other protectively. 

Ah yes. They were happy. They were best friends. Soulmates. They found safety and comfort within one another. As long as they had each other, they would be okay

 

Life is never meant to be that happy however

 

 

The next day, Akira patiently waited for his friend to arrive. It was late afternoon, the time Goro would normally come over if his mother picked up extra work. Except he didn't.

Akira shrugged it off at 1st, guessing his friend would just come over later.

Except... as the night approached... still no Akechi

Akira was worrying now. In the 4 months he had known Goro, he had always come over in the evening at least. 

Maybe he had done something wrong? Perhaps he had wised up and didn't want to be around a wolf anymore. But it couldn't be

"That'll never happen. I would never leave you."

So why....?

 

His thoughts were interrupted when he heard a loud knock at the door. He bolted up, running towards the door and swiftly opening it. Goro hadn't abandoned him, he was simply just a bit la--

 

Except it wasn't Goro. Or even his mother. It was Akira's father, who when he saw his son, swiftly scooped him up into a hug.

"Ohhhh... Thank goodness you're alive!!" The elder wolf expressed. But his demeanor quickly changed to worry as he scanned the barn. "Akechi isn't with you?"

"No... he hasn't come by yet. You haven't seen him?" 

His father placed him down, panic surging across his features. After a while, he sighed in a way that signified defeat. "She... it happened just like she said it would."

 

"What... what do you mean father... what what...." He began to stutter. It couldn't be... No... it couldn't.... 

 

"Mitsuri was found dead in her home... and Goro is... gone." 

 

 

 

Notes:

My google search history be like
"Do werewolves like pancakes"
"Can werewolves climb" LOL

I'm aiming to get chapter 2 out sometime next month

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Warnings: Mention of death at the very end of the chapter

Chapter 2: Too much time passed

Summary:

The only person who had saved Akira all those years ago.
The one person who had really seen Akira.
The only person who Akira had truly wanted to save, should've saved...

 

And yet couldn't 

Notes:

Warning tag (graphic violence) has been added due to this chapter. Mostly in the context of a live news report
I have added all trigger warnings in the end notes section at the bottom if you'd like a heads up before reading

This was originally going to be 2 chapters long but after a few more 3am thinking sessions (ironically posting this at 2am) I decided to make it longer :D
I hope you don't mind. Still not sure EXACTLY how many chapters it will be but the plan is to update fortnightly. Life is busy but I really do enjoy and will make time for writing. Anyway, happy reading :)

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Chapter Text

9 years later

 

Navigating Shibuya was never an easy task.

The countless bright lights.

The numerous volume of people seemingly materializing in every direction.

The loud noises of piercing screeches of the trains passing by every other minute. 

 

There was part of Akira that was deeply fascinated by it all. And then there was another part of him that desperately just wanted to scream due the sensory overload he was currently experiencing. He sighed a little, slouching against the underground wall in an attempt to soothe his nerves. 

 

He had arrived in the city 2 months ago. Yet he still felt as if he had just arrived within the last hour. Simply finding the right line to take to go from home to school and back again was a feat within itself. No matter how many times he had convinced himself he had memorized the right one. There was never any time to think. To just breathe.

 

Such a stark difference to the literal farm life he had become accustomed to over the last decade.

It was an eerie feeling, returning to the place that had banished both his father and himself, for nothing more than well... not looking human enough. His skin ran cold whenever he remembered the treatment and discrimination they suffered. But things seemed... different now?

 

Akira himself, while still unable to afford a full glamour - looked more human now than he did a decade ago. All those defiant years of refusing to eat meat had finally paid off. He fur didn't grow much, near clear - shaven beneath his clothes, though it had become a lot darker - matching his truly unruly black hair. His eyes still bright as ever. Despite the potential public scrutiny he faced, he refused to go back to concealing his wolf-like features as he had done all those years ago. But to be honest, he didn't even need to. Akira was a man of a few words, his fangs having shrunken... barely noticeable those times when he did speak. His golden eyes - protected behind fake glasses. 

 

There was a time long ago where Akira hid his features so he wouldn't scare others. Make others feel uncomfortable But a certain... someone... special to him had showed him a different avenue. Allowed him to take off his mask and contacts with no risk of judgement. These days, he simply did it to blend in. He didn't want to be seen. Unless absolutely necessary. He didn't particularly care what mere strangers thought of him anymore. Call it an act of selfish rebellion if you will.

 

That being said, there wasn't the same hostility towards animals there was a decade before.  Akira had seen a few frogs and pigs sauntering around the station, people seemingly unbothered by their presence . Although maybe using omnivorous, not-really-a-threat-to-humans animals wasn't the best comparison. But there wasn't as many "non-humans not allowed" or taunts of glamour being screamed about. Akira had stopped by a weapons store, and was surprised to see that the tranquilizers and silver bullets were numerous, plastered with a huge sale sign - almost as if nobody was buying them anymore. Maybe... just maybe things were changing.  

 

Though not necessarily due to acceptance. More so because...

 

"Politician found dead near government office. Emergency services were called in the early hours of this morning to the address to the victim completely decapitated. This is in stark similarity to many cases over the past few months, the most recent involving a train driver who was somehow dismembered while at the wheel last month. Its highly likely that our serial killer has stuck once again." 

 

To say that the abrupt change in demeanor across the entire station was apparent would be a vast understatement. It was as if time stopped for a millisecond, then started up again but twice as fast. People went from causally walking to scampering into the nearest trains, seemingly in a bid to get home as fast as possible. 

 

Nevertheless, the broadcast continued. 

 

"And how are you so sure this wasn't the work of some carnivorous vermin? Perhaps via a crocodile or maybe even a wolf?" The interviewer sneered, disgust clearly prevalent in his tone. Oh well, never said there was no hostility.

Surprisingly, the reporter shook her head. "For all the ways an animal could kill a human, it would be very unusual and illogical to resort to beheading one. Not to mention the forensics showed no sign of any other part of the body being damaged or even tampered with. Which means... why would it just kill it and... walk off?  Why was there no blood trail? And even if hypothetically speaking that was the case... it would never be so... clean." 

 

There was a small silence. 

 

"Clean?"

 

"According to forensics, the method of dismemberment was one clean cut. No canine could match that. A canine would leave some sort of... bite mark. It just... isn't possible."

 

There was a small gasp. Realization was hitting in.  

 

"What... what... where are you going with this? You can't possibly still thin--"

 

"I believe the cause of this mayhem is via a human. One equipped with a ridiculously accurate tool. We have compared the way the most recent victim was cut to the others. The incision in all the cases are identical. So specific, not even an ordinary weapon could do such a thing."

 

And just like that, the entire station screamed and chaos commenced. 

 

Ah.

Of course.

Sometimes you're so focused on those different to you...

You forget what your own shadow is capable of. 

 

 


 

After what seemed like hours, Akira had finally made his way home. As soon as he stepped inside the quiet café he was met by his worried guardian accompanied a girl, a few years younger than the werewolf whom was hiding behind him. The older man just seemed to be relieved that he was home, while the girl - though still apprehensive of Akira - smiled a little at his presence.

 

He couldn't deny that it felt nice to know that he was cared for. Having humans show concern for him rather than because of him was something Akira hadn't experienced in a long time.

 

Not since... 

 

He reassured the humans that he was okay, giving them both a small smile and a wave before heading towards the stairs.

Once he reached the small attic, he hobbled towards the bed before collapsing on it, his limbs sprawling in every direction across the mattress 

 

Today had been a long day 

 

All he wanted to do right now is sleep. Enter a realm void of constant noise, panic and bright lights. Still, he couldn't help but be curious on who this potential human causing such chaos could be. And why. It wasn't like concepts like murder and manslaughter were foreign to humans. But normally, they were a lot more secretive about it. This time however... Akira couldn't tell if the culprit was trying to send out a message, simply just enjoyed killing or perhaps both.

Just as he was about to abandon all thoughts and sleep, he heard his phone vibrate from within his bag.

 

[ Panther ] : Does anyone know if Joker made it home safe? He's not answering my messages

[ Skull ] : I've tried calling twice and it went straight to voicemail. I'm worried man!!

[ Fox ] : I have to admit, I'm getting increasingly concerned too. Perhaps we should drop by his place?

[ Panther ] : All the trains that normally pass my station have been cancelled!!

[ Panther ] : It would take HOURS to walk on foot

[ Skull ] : Why not just run there then?

[ Panther ] : ......

[ Fox ] : That's not a bad suggestion 

[ Panther ] : ......

[ Panther ] : Both of you are idiots 

 

He was confused for a moment until he remembered. OHHHH. He had friends

That still took some getting used to. It had been a long time since he had a human, let alone multiple humans consider him to be his friend.

 

Akira had met Ryuji and Ann the same day he had started at the new school. Ironically, the trio bonded over being considered outcasts. Ann and Ryuji were not only at rejected by their peers, but targeted by a certain teacher whom had a deep trail of abuse following him. It was intriguing, Akira had thought -  the way so many humans seemed to discard their own kind and turn a blind eye to any injustice when it suited them. Many events took place and the fallout included said teacher resigning. Akira had expected the blonde duo to cut him off there and then. Instead they thanked him, expressing their gratitude by treating him out to an expensive buffet. The trio quickly became very close after that.

He had met Yusuke a little later on. The only real way to describe someone like Yusuke was that of an enigma. He too was an outcast among his peers, and the reason became all too apparent the more they found about about his living situation and guardian. Just like last time, many events took place. Uncovered lies, theft, extortion - decade long secrets that were originally ought to be taken to the grave. It took a while for the boy to see sense, but once he did - he left that shack and the trio quickly adopted him into their friend group. Yusuke couldn't go 48 hours without expressing how grateful he was to the 3 for getting him out of that situation.

 

Akira for one felt really good about that. It felt so nice to be helpful. It felt so nice to help others out of shitty situations. But all to often... his mind thought back to him

The only person who had saved Akira all those years ago. The one person who had really seen Akira. The only person who Akira had truly wanted to save, should've saved...

And yet couldn't 

 

Goro Akechi 

 

One could argue that someone you had only known for 4 months couldn't have possibly left such an impact on your life. In this case, it simply wasn't true.

Almost a decade later, Akira remembered the events as if it was yesterday. That night he had taken Goro stargazing. And there they had stood - hands intertwined, both simply just enjoying and appreciating the others company. There they had promised... promised each other that... 

 

"...I would never leave you."

 

And yet...

He was gone the very next day.

And his mother was found dead in their home.

 

Akira didn't actually know how Mitsuri had died. But judging by what his father told him... he knew it had been in some sort of bloody manner.

He, his father and some of the other farm animals conducted a search party for Akechi, but to no avail. For some reason, nobody could pick up his scent. There was nothing to go on; not even a single hair follicle. Even the possessions in the household were void of fingerprints. It was like Akechi had just disappeared. 

 

Or had never existed in the 1st place

As if someone had wiped out any trace of his existence. 

 

The whole ordeal had left Akira with deep scars that to this day had never fully healed. He had long let go of the possibility of ever seeing Goro again... but hoped that somehow... someway... somewhere he was still alive. Safe and happy. 

That's all he wanted. 

[ Joker ] : I just got home 

[ Joker ] : I'm not dead. Trains were just packed

[ Joker ] : My bad if I worried any of you

[ Panther ] : OH THANK GOODNESS 

[ Ryuji ] : HECK YEAH! I was SOOOO worried about being stuck at that TV station alone 

[ Panther ] : Oh I forgot about that!! 

[ Fox ] : I'm glad you are safe Joker 

[ Fox ] : Please make sure to keep an eye on Skull tomorrow 

[ Skull ] : SHUT UP

 

Akira couldn't help but smile at his phone. He truly did appreciate his newfound friends. He just hoped this time their friendship would last longer than his 1st attempt. 

He texted the group chat goodnight, before putting his phone down and slowly closing his eyes. 

 

He hoped tomorrow would bring more pleasant surprises 

 


 

Maybe not.

 

"I'm so PISSED off!" Ryuji screamed. "Aren't we supposed to be guests?? Why the hell do we hafta be doin manual labour!?" 

Akira.... couldn't disagree with that. It if wasn't for the wolf strength ingrained in him he'd be exhausted by this point. 

He gave his friend an understanding nod, allowing him to rant for another minute or so. 

 

"Quiet down will you?" Ann had appeared out of nowhere - glaring at Ryuji. Though her expression softened after a few seconds.

"I get how you feel though... that sucked for the both of us." 

"We gotta do more of this tomorrow too?" 

Akira felt his bag ruffle quite aggressively before a black creature popped out and perch themself upon his shoulder

"No flaking out Ryuji." Ohhhh right. Morgana 

 

The conversation quickly changed to where they should go to eat after finishing the school day.

 

"OHHHH! I know a place! I wanna go to that huge pancake-looking place we passed on the way here!" 

"Hold on... can cats even eat pancakes?" 

Andddd that was the moment Ryuji knew he had fucked up 

Akira just smiled, sliding into the background as he watched Ann hold Morgana back from ripping into a now smirking Ryuji. 

 

"Excuse me..." The trio suddenly stopped in their tracks turning to face the voice, Morgana retreating back into Akira's bag.

"I couldn't help but notice your uniforms. Are you students of Shujin Academy?" The voice was pleasant, but insincere. 

 

After the initial shock, Akira finally took a good look at the person who just spoke. It was a boy, most likely around his age. He had a chiseled face structure, equipped with light brown hair which very nearly touched his shoulders. Dark crimson eyes observing the trio attentively. He wore a smooth brown uniform, black gloves concealing his hands, one of which was clutching a briefcase.

Akira was taken aback. The boy was obviously... painfully gorgeous. But more than that.

Why did he look so familiar?

He couldn't pinpoint why but... he felt something was off. Like knew this person. 

Somehow...

 

 

"Ah, where are my manners? My name is Goro Akechi." 

 

Hold on...

Hold the fuck on...

 

"Akechi?" Ann questioned.

"Goro??" Akira didn't realize he had said that out loud until Goro shot him a questioning look. 

 

"Yes, that is indeed my first name." He laughed, masking his initial surprise with a smile that was almost as insincere as his voice. Almost 

 

But Akira didn't even notice. There were so many emotions spinning around in his head. He stuck his hands in his pockets, attempting literally anything so he wouldn't completely hyperventilate at what was going on right now. He was glad he had his glasses on, masking the emotional turmoil he was going through internally. He wasn't even sure if this was the same Goro from all those years ago. He looked so different now, the childlike features and mannerisms he had back then nowhere to be seen. 

But if it was

 

"... Oh? Am I mistaken? I thought I heard something about delicious pancakes."

 

Oh... No no… It was definitely him...Probably...?

 

Akira couldn't help gasp.... Which earnt him another concerned glance from Akechi before he quickly smiled, turning his attention to the blonde duo. 

 

"No matter. Welp, see you tomorrow." 

 

And just like that. He had left

Again

 

 

 

He suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder. "Hey man... are you okay?" Ryuji asked.

"Yeah," Ann chimed in "I've never seen you so shaken up before." 

Had it really been that obvious?

 

"I... I think I know him. Its... complicated though." 

"You know Akechi??"

"Yeah I.... there's something I need to do."

 

 

 

 


 

 

He wasn't even sure if this would work. Akechi didn't seem to recognize him at all. Which made sense, considering his human-like appearance. 

Akira had accepted a long time ago that he may never see Goro again. Just the mere fact that he was alive and happy after all that had happened was enough for the wolf. He was okay with Goro not remembering him... or now feeling contempt towards animals. Even if that did include him.

That didn't however, mean he wasn't curious all the same. He'd be able to see Goro tomorrow... one last time.

 

He had to try at least.

 

 

 

Somehow, he ended up debating Goro on live television. It was almost surreal. As they went back and forth with their opposing views - it only solidified Akira's confidence in that this was the boy he had befriended all those years ago. 

 

After the show ended and Ryuji abandoned him to dash to the bathroom, he found himself leaning against the wall, trying to think of a way to talk to the detective in a way that wouldn't freak him out 

Turns out he didn't need to.

 

As he looked up, he found Akechi approaching him

"I'm glad I found you. I wanted to thank you in person." 

WHAT IS GOING ONNNN??

 

Akira's mind was going at 100 miles per hour. Was this really happening??? Akechi approached him??? His hands were now glued to his pocket, stifling another potential hyperventilation.

He didn't even really catch on to what the detective was saying, simply nodding here and there. Until.

 

"If its all alright with you, would you continue sharing your thoughts with me?" 

It took a bit of time for him to mentally respond to that, out of sheer shock. Akechi's face began to show slight worry

"Oh! It's no problem if not though. Please don't feel pressured to talk to me if you don't wa--"

"No! It's not that!!" Akira shook his hands slightly. "There's just... something I should've given you a long time ago." 

Akechi raised an eyebrow. "Oh? And what might that be?" 

 

A few ruffles in his bag, and he hands Akechi a chilled plastic container.

Akechi gives them the same confused look as he had yesterday. But opened up the container without saying a word. Inside were 2 pink lady apples, neatly chopped up and still fresh.

Akechi looked at the sliced apples, then glanced back at Akira - then seemingly nothing.

It stayed that way for a minute or so.

 

And then, a single tear fell down Goro's cheek.

"You... It really was you..."

 

Akira simply smiled at him before saying, "Here. Eat this." 

Notes:

WHOOOO they have finally reunited!! Next chapter is going to include fluffy moments <3
Fun fact: The act of giving someone (in this case Goro) fruit (esp when its cut up) is a form of love. I really like the idea of Akira and Goro's friendship being founded on food.

 

Warnings: Mention of death, decapitation, beheading, murder, blood, serial killings

Until next time

Chapter 3: Found you

Summary:

"And remember... no matter how many humans turn against you... You'll always have me."

 

"I know, Akira." 

Notes:

Happy shuake week <3

No trigger warnings I can think of for this chapter. Fluffy moments as promised.

Happy reading

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Here. Eat this." 

Akechi made a move to raise a shaking hand to wipe the existing tear off his face. He wasn't quick enough to act before more appeared, rendering his previous attempt useless. His crimson eyes had widened significantly - focusing entirely on the pink lady apples Akira had placed in his palm. 

Time seemed to be frozen as neither made an attempt to make eye contact, or break the silence.

But the longer the silence, the more Akira felt increasingly agitated at Akechi's reaction - wondering if his selfishness to make himself seen by him had backfired. When he looked up to peer at the detective's face, his initial distress only tripled. 

There were streaks of tears plummeting down his face and his pace of breathing had increased remarkably. The wolf couldn't tell if this was out of anger, frustration or what.

There was a part of Akira that wanted to bolt out of the TV station and never look back. But he considered that this would be even more selfish than what he had already done. So he took a more honest approach.

"I.... I'm so sorry." He began, his gaze fixated on the floor. "I don't even know if you remember me. We only knew each other for a couple months, many years ago. But you were a good friend to me, my only friend back then. I could never forget that. I could never forget you. And then one day you just..." 

He heard a faint gasp and couldn't help but look back up at Akechi. The tears had stopped, but it had been replaced with an expression of genuine shock - his hands still twitching. 

Akira took this as a cue to read between the lines before continuing. 

"Anyway... I'm glad that you're okay. You looked familiar and I know it's selfish but... I just wanted to make sure that it was you... that you were still... that you were okay." 

 

Still no response from Akechi.

 

Akira sighed internally. It made sense. A lot can change in 9 years. Akechi was now a detective who probably protected the general public from beasts like him. As much as he told himself that he only wanted to make sure that his estranged friend was still alive - there was a part of him, a selfish part that had hoped that they could reconnect, go back to how they were before - or even start again. He now knew that was asking for too much. 

 

With all his effort he mustered up a small smile. "Sorry for bothering you. I'll leave you alone now. You don't have to eat the apples if you don't want to. Thanks for hearing me out." 

And with that he turns around, scanning the area to see if he can spot Ryuji, Ann or even Mishima anywhere and retreat there. 

He doesn't get far before he feels a firm hand on his shoulder, which makes him turn round promptly. 

 

It's Akechi

 

His face was still puffy from crying - but his expression now completely unreadable.

Nevertheless, the detective breathes heavily, his crimson eyes staring right into the wolf's. 

"You were wrong about one thing. I never forgot about you."

 

There's a pause, and Akira can only mask his shock and watch as Akechi's eyes scan his face, seemingly hesitating to speak again.

But after a moment, he finishes.

 

"You were the closest thing I had to family, Akira." 

 

 


 

 

9 years ago, 5 days after Akira 1st meets Akechi 

 

It was nearing noon. Rain pattering heavily against the barn. Akira and his father having lunch. They were both seated on the floor, a huge wooden bowl filled with blueberries between them. For a short while, they ate in comfortable silence. Until his father spoke up. 

"I've noticed that our apple supply is running dangerously low. We only have a single one left. Care to explain son?" He questioned, looking directly at the cub, a small smile evident on his face. 

Being questioned on the spot sent Akira into a slight panic. "Oh! I'm so sorry Father... Akechi...he.... he seemed so hun..." 

But the older wolf simply shook his hands slightly, his smile only widening. "No no... its not a problem... although, let me know next time so I can stock up in advance." He paused for a bit, watching his son swiftly nod in response before continuing.

"I wasn't aware humans even liked apples that much... but I'm... I'm glad you found a friend, my son." 

Akira looked up from the blueberries with a warm smile. He remembered the events of last night. Akechi unexpectedly bringing the werewolf a pancake and assuring him that he didn't see him - or his father - as monsters. How Akechi snuggled up close to the wolf before falling asleep.

"I am too." 

 

They continued their meal in the same comfortable silence as before, until several abrupt knocks at their door interrupted the quietness. 

"I'll get it." The elder wolf commented, before getting up and approaching said door. To his surprise there was no one there. That is until he looked downwards and caught the sight of familiar brunet hair, which was now soaking. 

"Akechi?!?!" The elder wolf exclaimed, both alarm and concern heavily apparent in his tone. 

Akira by this point had began wondering to the door, eyes widening with every step as he set his gaze on his friend.

Akechi looked up at them both. He was completely drenched, violently shivering, his submerged clothes clinging onto his skinny frame. He was panting rapidly, struggling to speak. Yet, those crimson eyes as sharp as ever.

"I-- I'm sorry.... I didn't know where else to go."

Many moments of silence passed before Akechi broke it once again.

"I... Don't worry... I'll find somewhe--"

"No no." The elder wolf interrupted. "Come inside, you'll catch a cold in this weather."

Akechi looked hesitant to step inside, until he turned to Akira who gave him a small smile. 

 

10 minutes later and the brunette was bundled up in one of Akira's old blankets, close to a hay stack -  the large blueberry bowl next to his side. He was still shivering, but to a much less extent and his breathing rate had returned to normal. The wolves watched him slowly eat the berries before they began.

 

"Akechi, please know you're always welcome here. But... why did you come here at this time of day? Shouldn't you be in school?" The elder wolf  questioned.

 

The brunette looked up from the bowl, shifting beneath the blankets. There's a look of resignation on his face.

"I was kicked out."

 

"What on EARTH did you do for that to happen?? You don't particularly strike me as the kind of kid who causes mayhem?" The elder wolf can't hide his surprise or slight disappointment in his tone. The same that he used when Akira misbehaved. 

 

But Akechi's answer only added to this.

"I'm considered dirty."

 

"I'm.... I'm sorry?" The elder wolf took that phrase in the meant context.

"But... you look clean to me!" Akira added, completely missing the context.

 

The young human simply smiled at the younger wolf, a small chuckle escaping his mouth.

 

"Noooo... not that kind of dirty. You see, my mother is considered dirty because of the work she does. And because I'm her son... I am too" 

 

The elder wolf just looked bewildered. "Humans discriminate others regarding their employment?" And Akechi simply nodded.

It was a surreal concept to learn for both the wolves. Back in the city, they were so concerned with their own brand of discrimination for simply being non-human that the idea of so many different types of prejudice that the human species had within themselves was just a topic they never had the time to ponder about. They were aware of concepts such as racism and sexism, but outside of that were completely ignorant.

 

"They kicked you out of school just for that?"

 

Akechi looked back down at the bowl. 

"No. They-- someone found out that my mother and I befriended... some wolves and it was reported to the school. In their words, I'm a traitor to the human race. I'm no longer a dirty human but simply an animal... A monster...They even said that I may have contracted rabies so I had to leave... today."

 

If the elder wolf was regretful for agreeing to look after him those 5 days ago and consequences it had had, he didn't show it - simply crouching down to the young human.

 

"Is your mother aware of this? Is that why you came here?"

Akechi sighed, pausing before coming up with a response.

 

"She's currently asleep right now. Besides I... didn't want to burden her anymore than I already do. She's dealing with enough."

 

The older wolf's expression turned to one of alarm.

"I'm sure that isn't true." He wasn't sure if he was trying to convince Akechi at this point, or himself.

 

But the boy just shook his head. He didn't try to rebut what the wolf said but instead...

 

"Please don't tell her. If I'm bothering you I'll leave soon... My mother usually awakens shortly after I come home from school. I just needed somewhere dry." 

The elder wolf placed his paw upon Akechi's shoulder, rubbing it gently.

 

"Stay as long as you need. You're always welcome here, Akechi."  He assured him, nothing but sincerity in his tone. The young boy simply nodded, smiling a little before going back to the berries. 

 

The older wolf then got back up, collecting a rucksack before walking over to the front door. He turned to the 2 boys once more. 

"I'm going out to scavenge for some food. I should be back in a few hours." His eyes then met Akechi's. 

"I'll make sure to get lots of apples too." He smiled and he could've sworn he saw a flicker in the young boy's eyes. 

 

And with that, the door closed, leaving the small barn quiet once again.

 

Akechi began to busy himself with the blueberries while Akira... 

Akira had listened to everything, a huge pang of guilt consuming him. He had only known his only friend for 5 days and already... his involvement had already ruined his life. What exactly do you say to that?

 

"I--" He began, but found himself pausing. Too little too late however, as he had already caught the other's attention. 

"I'm... so sorry for what happened to you."

Akechi shot Akira with a genuinely confused look. "Sorry for what?"

"This never would've happened if you hadn't gotten involved with us. Now they fear you, the same way they do us."

 

Akechi's response to that was to simply roll his eyes. "I told before. I'm aware that most humans fear creatures like yourself and your father. But I have no reason to see either of you as monstersThe real monsters are..." He paused sighing a bit, turning away from the wolf. 

"Never mind." 

 

Akira just sighed softly, getting up and walking into the distance before returning back.

 

Akechi suddenly felt something cold upon his cheek. He looked to see Akira, holding the last apple. 

 

"Eat this."

"Thanks... I will. Later."

 

"......."

 

"It's okay to cry you know." 

"What?" 

"Humans cry when they're upset or frustrated right? I read that doing so can relieve stress. Wolves don't really... have an outlet like that. I mean, howling for a long time is kinda reliving too but it would probably annoy the other animals on the farm." He smiles a bit as his own joke.

 

A few moments pass before Akira hears faint sniffling. Akechi turns to him once more, tears streaking down his face. Shaking slightly.

Regardless, he still manages to give the young wolf a small smile. Akira couldn't help but wrap his arms around him, letting Akechi weep into his fur. 

They stayed like that for a minute and Akechi eventually stopped shaking. But instead of breaking away, he shifted his hands onto the wolf's back.

"Yeah. I guess you're right."

 

"And remember... no matter how many humans turn against you... You'll always have me."

 

The young human hugged him tighter at that.

 

"I know, Akira." 

 


Current day

 

Akira once again found himself in the busy Shibuya subway station. Unlike a few days ago, the station was void of any chaos. He found himself slouching against the wall (as he usually did). 

Meanwhile his bag twitched and a familiar cat popped out.  

 

"Are you okay?" Morgana questioned. "You've been acting a bit out of it since yesterday." 

 

Akira nodded. Though if he was being honest, what the cat said was an understatement. 

 

He was still trying to make sense of the events that had taken place a few hours ago. Approaching the detective could've gone so many ways, and he had prepared for most of them. Confusion, annoyance - downright rejection. He hadn't actually considered the fact that Akechi had remembered him and even more surprisingly, actually wanted to keep in contact.

 

They had exchanged numbers, the detective promising to reach out when he had free time to hang out before briskly wiping the remaining tears off his face and heading off, clutching the container close to him. It wasn't even 30 seconds later before Ryuji reappeared, a bewildered look on his face once he passed Akechi - eventually asking the him  "What happened to him?" to which the wolf simply shrugged. 

 

If you were to ask Akira to describe Akechi using one term, he would use "a puzzle". 

 

And that's because ever since the werewolf first set eyes on Akechi, he could never fully understand him. It was very unusual for a human to not be fearful when a wolf - or any beast for that matter - was near them. Yet, whenever their gazes had greeted each other, there was no fear in his eyes. No hatred. Not even apprehension. Simply curiosity...? Maybe even... acceptance?

He had always taken every apple Akira offered him readily  - not once hesitating to think that maybe this was the wolf's way of (hypothetically speaking) trying to poison him. And every day after that, smiling as a way to show his gratitude. Akechi trusted him, even when every book, be it fiction or non-fiction advised the opposite.

Akira initially thought that Akechi's reaction would lead to him being escorted out by security... but actually it was just...

Even after all this time... he still trusted him enough to cry in front of him.

But there were also times where Akira felt like Akechi didn't trust him at all. He had always had a wall up, which even back then Akira could only partially penetrate. 

The problem with Akechi was...

He was rarely ever 100% truthful

 

 

Akira pulled out his phone. His objective? Found out as much as he could about Akechi as he could. And credit where credit due, he did gather info though it was trivial at best. The detective loved sweet foods, he was somewhat of a celebrity - countless fangirls (Akira had to look up what that meant) fawning over him. In a few of his photos, was a bird that was comfortably perched upon his shoulder. The bird apparently went by the name Robin. Akira wasn't overly versed in birds, but if he was correct - it looked to be some type of dove.

Akira couldn't help but smile at that. Perhaps Akechi's time at the farm had rubbed off a bit. 

Then there were the comments...

 

"Wow, so Akechi-kun is popular with birds as well as humans? We support an unproblematic king."

"If only all men could be as handsome as he is :(."

"I fed the pigeons in my local park yesterday, do you think I have a chance with him?" 

 

He had also appeared on TV multiple times (which then were later posted and blew up on YouTube), mainly to give his input on any ongoing cases he was aiding the police in. He didn't have enough mobile data to dive into that however, so he instead made a mental note to do so when he got home.

 

Strangely enough, there was nothing about his past.

 


"Oh you're here!"

As soon as he open the café door he was greeted by a smiling Futaba, which was slightly confusing. While Futaba had no problem with the wolf and had warmed up to him a little over the past couple months, she was normally more reserved around him. As Morgana hopped out of his bag and scampered over to the cat food that had been laid out for him, Akira scanned the tables and found his answer as to why close to Sojiro. 

 

"So the big bad wolf returned." A woman, who went by the name Wakaba narrated jokingly. 

 

Akira couldn't help but smile a bit. He didn't really get to see Wakaba often. He knew that her career field was something regarding research - which she was very much engrossed in thus causing her to be working overtime. Now that he thought about it, Futaba always seemed to be more lively when she was around. 

 

Wakaba was extremely intriguing to the wolf. She had jet black hair, complimenting her dark grey eyes. She was always wearing some variation of a sleeveless turtleneck and jeans. What stayed the same however, was the small piece of purple fabric wrapped around her neck. But that's not was intruiging about her. When Akira had first met them all Sojiro was nonchalant, Futaba was extremely reserved (though she was like that with everyone, non-human or otherwise). Wakaba... Wakaba however couldn't stop asking questions.

 

"Can I measure your fangs?"

"How fast does your fur grow?" 

"Are you really a wolf?" 

"For a wolf you're very skinny. Don't tell me you're a vegetarian or something?" 

 

Akira had dealt with many different reactions from humans regarding his identity - ranging from simple acceptance to being threatened with silver bullets. He hadn't however experienced such blunt excitement. Wakaba found him equally as intriguing, to the point where she had begged him to let her do all sorts of experiments on him, promising that they wouldn't cause any harm - which Sojiro had immediately shut down - despite her protests. 

Although there was a daring, very reckless part of Akira that would've happily obliged. 

 

"Mom! Be nice!!" Futaba scolded, but they all knew Wakaba meant no ill will. It was just her unique (blunt) sense of humor. 

 

Before Wakaba could fire a response back, a familiar name, face and voice blared from the TV.

 

".... and today we are joined by Goro Akechi again."

 

"OH!" Futaba suddenly shot up. "Has the genius detective finally figured out the culprit?" 

"Culprit?" Akira questioned.

"The maniac going around beheading people."  

 

Akira couldn't help but internally panic at that. Why was Akechi going after something or someone that dangerous?

 

Sojiro must've sensed his concern. "Don't look so worried kid. He's been assigned to cases similar to this one in the past."

 

He followed the older man's advice, realizing that this was an opportunity to truly observe the detective. He had never really paid attention to the news before and he had been far too spaced out the last couple days to really take notice of Akechi's behavior in detail. 

The more he watched the detective on the screen... the more questions he had opposed to answers. It was strange to say the least.  While it could fool the average fangirl (and it had judging by the comments rolling in as he checked a livestream), the way Akechi presented himself gave Akira an unsettling feeling. As stated before, Akechi always had had a slight wall up, only ever allowing Akira to partially squirm his way through.

This however...

 

It was like someone had wrapped him in cling film continuously. His smile, his mannerisms, his laugh - all of it seemed heavily rehearsed, insincere. It felt like cheap plastic. 

 

"While I understand and support that the evidence points towards a human being responsible for this atrocity, I find it extremely upsetting to believe that one of the kindest, accommodating species could be responsible for such a heinous crime. Especially one who makes such delicious pancakes ♡." 

 

There was a sudden rupture of laughter from the crowd, following by many feminine sounding "oos" and "aweeees" which Akira could only conclude came from the fangirls. Even Futaba had snickled a bit. Morgana simply rolled his eyes. 

 

He honestly couldn't understand how anyone could believe this act was real. Were humans really this easily misled? In the few months that Akira had known the detective, he had never thought so highly of humans. Nor he had been this relaxed around them. Not even around his mother. At best, he had expressed apathy towards them. At worst? Downright detestation towards the discrimination he and his mother had faced. Akira had to wonder what had happened for his view of humans to be switched to such a positive light - to the point where he was defending them. Was Akechi really acting this way out of his own free will, or was there possibly someone behind the scenes pulling the strings? But if that was the case, what was the reason behind it? 

 

He was so spaced out in thought that he missed the majority of the show's segments. It wasn't until the near end that he tuned back in. 

 

"Well we're almost out of time. One last question for you Akechi-kun. You mentioned that you've made a breakthrough in the case and have a potential suspect lined up. Would that be safe to confirm?" 

The detective nodded, that ever familiar plastic smile upon his face. "It's safe to confirm, yes." 

"And who may that be? Could you give us a clue perhaps? Anything that would make us feel a little bit safer, right everyone?" The host gestures towards the audience, who don't hesitate to agree in unison.

 

Akechi's eyes scanned the audience for a moment. His usual upbeat demeanor turning completely serious. He then closed his eyes, taking a deep breath while doing so.

 

"Ohhhh... here comes the spoiler altert! He's gonna spill!!" Futaba exclaimed, practically balancing in her seat.  

 

Akechi opened his eyes and took a moment to fiddle with something on his neck before staring directly into the camera. And for the 1st time since reuniting with his estranged friend, Akira could see parts of the pleasant mask slowly slipping off - as his corners of the detective's mouth twitched into a small, but devious smile. 

 

"My lips are sealed."  

 

And the screen turned black. 

 

"WHAT NO! You can't leave us hanging like this!! The nerve of him to take the 'coming up next time' approach?!?! I was soooooo hyped as well!!!!" Futaba whined, resting her head on the counter. 

"Oh cmon, I was actually becoming invested in it!" Morgana joined in. 

"That boy is more calculating than I initially gave him credit for." Wakaba stated before turning to ridicule Futaba's outburst.

Sojiro just rolled his eyes at all of them, busying himself with drying some cutlery 

 

Akira wasn't entirely sure to feel about that had ended. There was a part of him that was relieved that the old Akechi was still there but there was another part of him that wondered.

 

Had he said that because he genuinely wanted to? Or because....

 

He never got to finish that train of thought. As if on cue, his phone buzzed and he couldn't help but gasp when he saw who it was. 

 

 

 

[ Akechi ] : Are you free this Sunday?

 

Notes:

My google search history

"Do wolves like blueberries?"
"Can wolves cry?"
"Do wolves howl as a way of crying?"

Meanwhile, the plot begins to thicken...

And yes, I made Goro's persona a bird. I like to think that outside of dogs, birds would be his favorite pet.
Wakaba is here and alive too. Hence why Futaba isn't as closed off as she was in canon (at the beginning). She's always shy, but her mom brings out more of her confidence. She may or may not be an important part of the story :')... nevertheless I really like her character and she is very fun to write about.

Next chapter will be out between early to mid August.

As usual, thank you for reading and have a good day :D

Chapter 4: Do you like...

Summary:

"I... what?"

 

Akira tilted his head in confusion. "Am I wrong?"

 

"N-No you aren't but how on earth did you realize??"

 

Akechi and Akira finally get to catch up <3

TW: This chapter goes also into a bit of detail about how Akira got his "powers" and with that - how Kamoshida and Madarame were dealt with so there is the mentions of SA, abuse, bullying and suicide attempt that took place in the game. It also touches on Akechi's mother, so there's some mention of suicide, blood, death, abuse on that too.

Notes:

So we reached 50 kudos and almost 600 reads, which makes me happy <3 thanks so much. I'm glad to see people are enjoying this.

Happy reading <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Saturday morning. Akira had his back towards the wall, waiting for his train to arrive. Although this time, equipped with noise-cancelling headphones, courtesy of Futaba after he had - last night - complained about how noisy the city was, compared to the relatively quiet environment back on the farm. 

They worked like a charm. Perhaps a little too well. Blocking out the screeching sounds of trains stopping and zooming past, the cluster of chatter, the minute sounds that humans couldn't pick up on... but he could.

Of course it didn't help with the bright lights, but Akira's solution to that was the focus on his phone. He scrolled through his messages, responding to Kasumi's cheery request to hang out sometime next week and caught up with Yusuke, Ann and Ryuji's excited bombards of texts regarding the hot pot they had planned for later on that day. He then found himself hovering over... Akechi's contact. 

 

[ Akechi ] : Are you free this Sunday?

[ Akira ] : Hi! And yes I am. Did you like the apples?

[ Akechi ] : I did. Meet me at Shibuya station at 3pm this Sunday

[ Akira ] : Sure. I can't wait to see you

 

He had wondered, last night if that last part was a bit too much before hitting send. And after seeing "read" appear underneath the text shortly afterwards without another message, he was almost sure of it. It was hard to contain his excitement about seeing his childhood friend again. He wasn't even sure if the feeling was mutual, but then again Akechi was never the best at conveying how he truly felt about things. 

He felt a wave of anxiety about meeting up with him again. It wasn't the same anxiety as when he 1st arrived to the city, or when he came across something silver. No, this type of anxiety almost felt... exciting. 

 

He suddenly felt his bag rumble and a paw upon his cheek. 

"Hurry! If we miss this train we're gonna end up late." Morgana exclaimed. 

 

And with that, Akira sauntered towards the train, but not before sending a quick text to someone regarding his situation. 

 


 

The walk towards the school entrance was filled with students both in front and behind him, talking about Akechi's interview from both the TV station and late last night. 

 

"Did you watch Akechi-san's interview last night?" 

"Of course I did, ahhh he's so dreamy..."

"He's such a tease though, having a potential suspect and not saying who it is."

"But they're still only a suspect. Imagine the damage if he happened to be wrong." 

"True that. Hey, do you think the culprit is the same person who exposed Kamoshida, made him resign and turn himself in?" 

"Could be. Akechi-san did mention that incident lightly. What did he say again... That threatening and exposing someone even if done for a good cause is still immoral? Speaking of which I have a friend who's into the arts and apparently a big name artist suddenly quit and turned himself in." 

 

"News travels fast it seems." Morgana muttered.

 

"Wait really? I'm surprised that hasn't hit the news yet." 

"Me too. But what I don't understand is why they didn't just kill those two. Like, I don't know about the artist guy but Kamoshida? He's the kind of guy who deserves to have a noose tied around his neck." 

 

"That's because we don't kill." Morgana hissed.

 

It was true. The intention was never to kill. The motive was a lot more simpler than that. 

 

It had all started a few weeks before Akira had moved to the city. It was a clear night, a full moon in session. His eyes had come across a unfamiliar blue butterfly. And his eyes had followed said creature, until it halted -  the full moon behind it. Akira had then focused his attention to the moon, where he had then had a weird out-of-body experience. He felt his pupils dilate, his senses heighten, his arms and legs began to feel more weighted. His fur across his entire body becoming more thick and defined. The his teeth suddenly felt too big for his jaw. The moment had only last a few minutes, but he was shaken from that experience for quite a while afterwards.  

He had been thinking about that incident on his 1st day at the new school. He had also met Kamoshida on his 1st day. And as he watched the teacher beckon a shaking Ann into his car, he knew that there was something deeply devious about the man. His suspicions were only confirmed as the week progressed. He heard about Ryuji's leg, saw Mishima's bruises - witnessed the looks of fear whenever Ann or Shiho were anywhere near him. And when Shiho had attempted to take her own life due to the abuse, he knew - alongside Ryuji and Ann that this couldn't go on any longer. 

 

Unbeknownst to anyone at the time, Shiho refused to let Kamoshida get away with his crimes and sought to take action - even if she had to do it from beyond the grave. Just before being lifted into the ambulance and loosing consciousness she had whispered to Ann to check her locker. There in Ann's locker they had found a handwritten letter, a usb stick and a photograph of her and Shiho from when they were in middle school.

The letter went into detail regarding Kamoshida's abuse towards herself, as well the rest of the volleyball team. The usb stick contained audio footage of Kamoshida kicking, slapping and screaming at students in the background. Shiho had even managed to include a snippet of the teacher grabbing her arms, backed up with a lengthier audio recording about she would never be believed. There were also numerous amounts of photos on the stick showing the teacher aggressively grabbing pupils. Shiho had even gone to the extent of concealing the identities of all the students in the photos the best she could.

The single photograph of herself and Ann had 2 words written on the back.

 

"I'm sorry." 

 

Shortly after that Ryuji and Akira had gone storming into Kamoshida's office, who was already sneering at a sniffling Mishima. Events followed and the trio were kicked out and promised expulsion within the upcoming weeks. Which in Akira's case... was fatal. He was already on probation and there was no telling how he'd be treated in juvie once it was discovered he wasn't fully human. Ryuji had apologized profusely, promising him that they'd figure something out. 

 

And they did. Through a series of (yet again) strange events and that butterfly appearing once more, Akira came across Morgana. 

 

Somehow, the cat was aware of Kamoshida's abuse and had his own vendetta against him. He was also aware of Akira's identity. 

 

"You're a werewolf right? Hmmm, considering the circumstances you might just be useful to me."

 

The cat had ordered Akira to return the very next day, and to bring his friends with him. 

 

And that's when they began to start their plan to take down Kamoshida. Shiho had provided them with more than enough evidence to do so, benefitted them greatly timewise. Still, they wanted as much as much evidence as they could obtain - so they had Morgana break into his cupboard (curtesy of a toothpick). Morgana had then spent a day in Kamoshida's office silently observing him, granting him the password to his computer. 

 

There were multiple messages that had been sent to his email address, reassuring the teacher that no matter what he had done and how many parents complained, he would ensure that the incidents would be swept under the rug and Kamoshida expressing his gratitude for it. 

If any of them were hesitant about exposing him beforehand, it had been wiped away straight after that. 

 

Morgana had greatly stressed wanting to proceed with the plan on the night of April 22nd, exactly a week after the expulsion threat. When Ryuji asked why he had just looked at Akira and said "You'll understand soon. It's something only he can do." 

 

And so on that night the wolf, the cat and the blond-duo had met up at the school gates. Equipped with masks that hid most of their facial features. 

Morgana had made sure that the door that lead to the school roof had been left ajar. The only problem was...

 

"HOW the hell are we going to get up there?" 

"Ryuji!! Shut up!"

 

Meanwhile Akira heard a faint voice, telling him to look up at the sky. It was a clear night, a full moon present. As soon as his eyes locked onto the moon, he felt that same out-of-body experience he had those weeks ago. 

His arms and legs somehow felt heavier and lighter simultaneously. He felt the nails on his fingers grow rapidly. He felt increasingly warmer too, as if a heated blanket had been placed upon him. Once the sensation was over he tried to literally hop to catch his breath and had ended up propelling into the sky. 

 

He heard muffled shrieks from the blonde due below. And Morgana had simply meowed in satisfaction. 

 

"He's how." 

 

After Akira landed on the ground he took turns lifting the others up and leaping onto the roof. Normally, he would've felt the weight of a human in his arms but they felt similar to carrying an empty carboard box. Once there, they began to infiltrate.

 

Akira had only just "woken up" to his new power and decided to experiment with how much fun he could have with this. He had all night, after all. 

 

The aftermath the next morning was diabolical. The wall closest to Kamoshida's office was filled with photographic evidence and screenshots of the lengthy email messages which were essentially admission of guilt. 

 

There was a USB stuck in every computer in the school, with the instructions to check the contents inside. 

Kamoshida's office had been completely trashed and the every wall had been indented with deep scratches that could've only been made by an animal. His computer screen had been cracked and was malfunctioning and every key on the keyboard had been scratched off. 

 

Akira had wished back then that he had had headphones to block out all the noise that day.

 

There were shrieks and screams, the sounds of phones flashing and teachers yelling at students to get to their classes. The principal scampering around trying to take down all the evidence single-handedly. 

But what was the most interesting of all was Kamoshida's reaction. He didn't protest or try and deny. Nor did he help the principal in (unsuccesfully) removing the evidence. He instead started shaking violently, placed a hand on his neck and then screamed to be taken to the police. 

"Som-someone ca-ca-call.... the... the police right now. T-t-take m-me down there. Ple-please... please hurry, I-I-I-I need to go before they--" 

"Sir please calm d--" 

"FUCKING CALL THEM!! IT'S TOO LATE... BUT I WON'T LET THEM LAY A FUCKING FINGER ON ME." 

 

"Finally succumbing to his guilty conscience huh?" Ryuji had muttered bitterly. 

"Possibly a change of heart." Morgana had added.

 

And from 1st glance, it had really seemed like that.

Could his panic had been about something else entirely? Perhaps. Akira didn't think too deeply about it, simply happy that Kamoshida was put behind bars. After a week had passed, the discussion regarding him died down. Everyone had slowly seemed to move on after the initial outrage. 

 

Instead, he made his way to the classroom.

 


 

"So you're going on a date???" 

 

Akira hadn't even able to sit down at his desk before Ann had swung on her seat to face him, a huge grin on her face. 

 

He had needed to tell someone about this. But in all honesty, his confidant options were kind of limited at the moment. Ryuji was a bit too loud (and he wasn't a big fan of Akechi), he hadn't reached that friendship level with Futaba just yet, Yusuke... Yusuke would've actually be a pretty good confidant but Akira wasn't sure if he would be able to coherently explain the story from scratch. Kasumi... if they were closer friends would've been a viable option too, but she seemed too preoccupied with her gymnastics anyway. So that left Ann, who did give decent advice... along with the occasional teasing.   

 

"Uh... It's not a date per say." 

Ann just rolled her eyes. "Akira. Outside of his silver-haired work colleague I have never seen Akechi-san hang out with anyone. And even that is work based. And he has a whole bunch of fangirls that would literally drop everything to do so. And I heard that he has declined every one of their advances, because he's "too busy". And then you show up and suddenly he has free time." 

Akira shrugged. "We're probably just going to have a brief catch-up." 

Ann gave him a look, not even bothering to roll her eyes this time. "Ryuji said that he saw him crying right after talking to you. I've never seen him show any real emotion outside of smiling and perhaps annoyance. She looked at him with concern. "Akira... are you sure its just a catch up?" 

 

Honestly... he wasn't sure so sure himself. Outside of literally meeting up, he wasn't sure what Akechi was planning to do - if anything. He hadn't actually thought he would've gotten this far, and didn't feel like pushing by asking. 

 

"I'm pretty sure." 

 

Ann looked unconvinced but accepted the response anyway. "If you say so. Seriously though, I am happy for you. It's always nice to catch up with friends after a while. I hope I can do the same with Shiho soon. But enough of that... Are you planning on wearing anything nice?" 

"Anything that's not this uniform." 

 

Ann rolled her eyes hard, but she was smiling. "Sometimes I envy how nonchalant you are." 

If only she knew how he was internally screaming inside. 

 

And it was around this time when Morgana, who had cozied himself in Akira's desk popped his head out, ready to add his on input.

 

"Akira... I know this guy is an old friend of yours and you like him and all but... be careful. He's still part of the police. And he has made it pretty clear that he doesn't approve of what we're doing." 

 

Akira nodded, giving him a small smile.

 

"It'll be fine." 

 

"Your little date isn't going to get in the way of our celebration later on is it?" Ann questioned.

"No, no." Akira assured her. "We're still on for tonight." 

Ann smiled. "Good. Ryuji is excited for it. Yusuke too!! And its about time we properly welcome our new member, now that Madarame is gone for definite." Her expression changed and she began to fidget. "Although... there's still something about that night that bothers me a bit." 

 

"What he said at the very end?"

Ann nodded.

 

It had been May 21st when the group had proceeded with their plan against Madarame. Another night with the full moon present. The events were quite similar to Kamoshida's and progressed from Yusuke defending the man to downright disowning him. 

After one of his sins had been hashed out in the open, Madarame had started gasping for air.

"I-I-I'll han- haand myself to the p..p...police!! I'll do it! I'll do anything Yusuke! Just don't...." 

"Don't want? Answer me." Yusuke had demanded.

"Don't... Don't let them put that thing on me." 

"What thing? What are you on about?" But by that point Madarame had stopped listening.

They had wanted to press the issue further but with daylight approaching, left with more questions than answers.

 

"I just wonder... what did he mean by that?" Ann thought out loud. 

"It's possible that he thought we were there to kill him. The same way that serial killer is. It would make sense he if he thought that considering Akira's... claws that night." Morgana said, looking at Akira's now more human-like hands. 

"That's what confuses me. In all the murders the victim looses their head, so why would they be worried about something being put on them?" 

"Its hard to say." Akira commented. "From what I've observed, people say all kinds of things when they're frightened."

"Yeah, that sounds about right." Ann responded with a small smile. "Anyway, enough of that! Let's just focus on making tonight fun." 

"Yes, let's." 

 


 

The hot pot event went well. Akira felt like he had gotten to closer to everyone as they sat and ate, talked, laughed and shared their pasts with one another. It was late into the night when Ann and Ryuji left to catch one of the last running trains and Yusuke had began to settle into his sleeping bag. Morgana was already fast asleep on Akira's chest. 

Once the attic became quiet again, he wondered... would his meeting with Akechi be like this? Would they reminisce about short but the meaningful, old times they had spent together? Would they share stories of what they had gotten up to all that time apart? He couldn't help but just feel nervous.

 

"Hey Yusuke?" 

"Hmmmm?" 

"What's it like reuniting with someone you haven't seen for a long time?"

Yusuke chuckled a little. "Are you certain you want my opinion on such a raw subject matter?" 

"...Yes." 

There was a long pause. Until after what seemed like forever, he spoke again. 

"Ah. Well. It pains greatly me to admit but... I really don't have much expertise when it comes to aspects such as the human heart. Or rather humans in general. Sens- Madarame kept me quite sheltered so I am still attempting... with great difficulty... to understand how the human heart truly operates." 

Yusuke sighs fondly before continuing. 

"That being said... When I first set my eyes on the Sayuri, it was as if I had discovered a piece of myself that had been missing all my life. Now that I am aware of the raw truth that had been concealed from me for so long... that feeling all those years ago is clear to me now. Seeing the Sayuri for the first time, it felt like I had met my mother for the first time also." 

"..." 

"So to conclude your intriguing but very complicated question, it... felt...feels phenomenal. It's an experience I recommend to every human... and you too." 

 

 

"...Thank you, Yusuke."  

 


 

"Are you sure about this?"

 

Sunday afternoon. Akira had made sure to leave slightly earlier so that there was no chance of him being late. Akechi seemed like he had a busy schedule and he didn't want to be inconsiderate about that. After spending a good portion of his morning in his wardrobe, he settled on wearing something causal. A white top, a black jacket and blue jeans. And his glasses of course. He had handed Morgana off to a mischievous-looking Futaba and could only imagine the state he would find the cat in when he returned.  

And so he arrived at the station 5 minutes earlier than the agreed time. As he scanned the wall to find a spot where he could lean and wait, he was surprised to see that the detective was already there, back against the wall. 

He was wearing a blue and white checkered sweater vest. Underneath that was a white collared shirt which covered most his neck. Equipped with light brown trousers. In one of his gloved hands was his phone where he seemed to be continuously scrolling. The other holding a brief case. His hair while still tidy was not as groomed as it usually was on TV. The slight breeze had caused parts of his bangs to rest lightly on his face. 

It was weird. The detective still looked relatively professional, but there was a now casual touch to him. 

 

Once Akechi looked up from his screen and spotted him he pocked the phone, walking towards him

"So you came." Was all Akechi said, both his expression and tone unreadable. 

Akira didn't trust himself to speak and simply nodded.

"Well then. Let's get going shall we?" 

 

The 2 teens began to walk through Shibuya. There was a little distance between them, the detective in front walking with a slight brisk in his step. For a while, there were no words exchanged and Akira began to feel increasingly nervous. Not only that, but Akechi seemed to be scanning the area, quite frequently in fact. It was a Sunday, so the area wasn't as busy compared to a weekday or Saturday. Nevertheless, there seemed to be something bothering him

Suddenly, he remembered Akechi's new status and what Ann had said. Was he worried about being spotted with someone like him? And if they somehow found out that he wasn't fully human, how much of an effect would that have on Akechi's reputation?

 

"Are you sure about this?" The words left his mouth before he could even think

Akechi instantly stopped and turned round to face him, an eyebrow raised. "Sure about what?" 

"Sure about being seen with me? Considering what's going on, isn't it a bit risky to be seen spending time with someone like me?" 

He just continued to stare at him, his expression one of confusion. Then his eyes began to widen, as if he had connected what Akira meant. 

"Its no secret that I do have an image to maintain. And considering the recent events everyone is on edge, understandably so. I'm aware of the implications that can arise if I'm seen with you and your identity is found out." He then paused for a moment, stroking his chin with a gloved hand. "Though if I'm being completely honest... I can't bring myself to care about that." 

The werewolf couldn't believe what he was hearing.

The detective chuckled a bit at his reaction. "You don't have to look so surprised. Believe it or not, I truly meant what I said back at TV station about considering you to be family. And I also wanted to thank you for that gesture on Friday. And... maybe... perhaps catch up with an old friend, if that's what you would like too of course." 

Akira couldn't contain the massive grin covering his face. "Ready when you are." 

 

They kept walking for a bit, Akechi in the lead until they reached a pancake house, heading in and choosing a table in the outdoor seating area. 

"I can't help but regret not asking this sooner," Akechi began as they were both handed their menus, "But wolves can still eat pancakes right?" 

"If my head falls off I'm holding you personally responsible." 

The detective just rolled his eyes, but there was a fond expression on his face. "If that happens, be sure to let me know." 

 

 

Despite being apart for almost a decade Akira found it very easy to talk to Akechi. They delved into the show Featherman, talking about their favorite characters, the latest season and recent announcement of figurines of the characters being released. They reminisced about their short time at the farm, the topic of fruits and berries and Akechi had mentioned that the food in the city had never tasted as fresh compared to what he had at the farm. The topic of school subjects and after Akira had complained in great detail about how difficult he and his friends found advanced trigonometry.

 

"I can always give you my 2nd year notes if you like."

"Wait really?" 

"I insist. They're just collecting dust in my room. Maths is a subject that for some reason I find rather effortless to understand."

It was Akira's turn to roll his eyes in frustation. "What kind of hidden power do you posses that makes you able to understand such a language?" 

The corners of Akechi's mouth started to twitch to form a small smirk, his mask slowly slipping.  

"Wouldn't you like to know..."  He whispered, his smirk a lot wider now 

"....Is that a confession, detective?"

Akechi's eyes grew wide for a split second before his pleasant mask flipped back on. "Ahh. I was merely joking. My apologies, my sense of humor can be a bit crude sometimes." 

Akira couldn't lie, he was enjoying this. He liked getting snippets of Akechi's more raw, unpolished personality. It was a lot more real than the plastic caricature of him on TV. He also desperately wanted to tell him that it was okay. He didn't have to mask with him. 

 

But he didn't get the chance to. 

 

At that moment their pancakes had arrived and they both began to dig in. Akira had chosen the American blueberry pancake. Akechi had settled for a simple fluffy one with light syrup. For a while there was a peaceful silence until Akechi's eyes met Akira's and he broke out in laughter.

"Kurusu...You have blueberry juice all over your face and hands! Are all wolves such messy eaters like yourself?" 

Akira blinked. Was that the 1st time Akechi had used his name

"You can call me Akira you know. There's no need for formalities. We are friends after all." He said, despite knowing that the offer probably wouldn't be returned. "And no one ever really used utensils on the farm... and speaking of hands - aren't you left-handed?" 

There was a sudden sound of a fork hitting a plate.

"I... what?" 

Akira tilted his head in confusion. "Am I wrong?" 

"N-No you aren't but how on earth did you realize??" 

"Back then you used to always eat with your left hand. Oh, pretty sure you used to write with it too." 

"I... I can use both. Although I'm naturally left handed so that side is a little more dominant. But... Nobody has ever noticed that about me." 

Akira raised an eyebrow. "Seriously? Its something that I took note of straightaway." 

Akechi gave him a fond smile. "Indeed you did Akira. You truly are...."

 

 

"....Akechi?" 

 

"Oh, never mind I was just deep in thought. Anyway, let's finish our food before it gets cold." 

 

By the time they had left the restaurant, the sky was dark. They were now walking side by side in Inokashira park, shoulders brushing against each other every now and then, just enjoying the peaceful Sunday evening. 

Akira couldn't remember the last time he had had so much fun. This day had gone so much better than he could've imagined

But at the same time, none of the questions he had before today had been answered. As much as it pained him, outside of some blurry childhood memories and surface level conversations he really didn't know the boy beside him. He sighed internally. Whatever the consequences of prying would cause, so be it. 

 

"Akechi-san?" 

"....Hmm?" 

"Feel free to hit me if I'm overstepping a boundary or several by asking this but... what happened that night?" 

Akechi froze in place, only looking straight forward. By the way his hands shook and balled into fists, he knew exactly what Akira was asking.

After what seemed like an eternity, he spoke, still refusing to look at his friend. "I suppose I do owe you an explanation for disappearing all those years ago. Very well." 

 

"You remember my mother correct?" Akira nodded.

"Well, I don't know if you're aware but being a single mother in Japan is essentially a social death sentence. The stigma makes it difficult for them to find employment and on top of that, my mother was blacklisted from many career sectors. The only sector that offered her regular employment was the sex industry." He paused to take a look at his phone. "It's getting late, shall we make our way to the station before all the trains run out? I'll explain the rest as we walk." 

Akira nodded in confirmation.

"Very well. So my mother and I moved quite often and she'd take whatever work was available. I never really understood why we moved so much, it was just that way. When she was working I'd often just head to the nearest park, or a bathhouse if they were available. It was...lonely. And by the time we moved to the last place she must've sensed how much I needed company. And while I didn't expect it to be in the form of non-humans I'm glad... considering that's how I met you." He smiled softly at Akira.

 

"She trusted you and your father enough to keep me safe, and so she could go to work without worrying about me. And the club offered her any extra shifts available. I thought we would finally have a place to call home. But I suppose life is never that simple." He stopped walking. By this point the station was a couple steps away.

"I came home one day to find her dead body hunched over the bathtub. Blood everywhere. Suicide."

"How do you know that for sure?" 

"..... There was a letter near her that was from the club she worked at. It stated that she was fired and 'to not bother coming in tomorrow'. I imagine that was the final straw for her." 

"Do you blame her?"

"No, I don't. She did the best she could. Endured as much as she could. All so that we would have a roof over our head and food on the table. The snide remarks, the shunning, the beatings from drunk, deluded clients. She did so for years. Until one day she couldn't."

"Do you ever blame yourself?"  

Akechi just stared at him. Well, you really put yourself in it now Akira thought, wanting to slap himself for asking such a question.

"I... I can't deny that my existence was a burden for her. If I wasn't a factor, perhaps she..." He paused in thought, then shook his head.  "We're diverging from your original question. Anyway, I blacked out after seeing her. I presume from the shock of it all. When I woke up, I was in a white room surrounded by other kids. I don't know how, why or who brought me there. I stayed there for about a year until I was adopted. Through that, I got a decent education and obtained an internship with the police department... and so here I am. Chasing a serial killer with a unique method. Funny how life works right?" 

 

They had reached the station. It was almost empty, and unusually quiet. But despite this, Akira still felt a wave of unease after hearing Akechi's story. Even opening up as he did, the details still sounded vague. As hard as he found Akechi to read he somehow knew that pushing him to open up would only make him clam up even more. So, approach B it is. 

 

"Hey... Don't you ever feel scared that the killer might target you one day?"

 

It was so silent you could hear a pin drop. The only noise being the occasional train dart past. 

 

"And why would they do that?"

"Isn't it obvious? You literally announced on live television that you're investigating and even have a suspect lined up. And even if your suspicions on who it is are wrong, I still believe that you're in danger. If I was the killer, I'd certainly murder the detective that's supposedly hot on my trail." 

He sighed. He was hoping, truly hoping that he was getting through to him. One last push.

 

"Akechi, listen. When you disappeared that day, it felt like I lost a piece of myself. I know we only knew each other for a short amount of time but you were the first human who accepted and taught me to accept myself. You were my 1st friend and it's because of you that I'm no longer afraid of my wolf-like traits. It's also because of you that I managed to make other human friends. For a long time, I just hoped that you were alive... somehow. Even if it wasn't by my side, or didn't recognize or even if you hated my kind I was okay with that. But now that you're here...." He paused to take one of Akechi's gloved hands, intertwining their fingers.

"I... I don't want to lose you again. I can't. But if that does happen, I want to at least know who you most suspect. I trust your judgement and if I can't save you I at least will do everything I can to avenge you." 

 

He lowered his gaze to the floor. It was now just the 2 of them at the platform. It seemed dead silent, yet somehow Akira could pick up the minute sounds all around him. As time slowed down, his anxiety fastened. Akechi's hand slipped out of his, and he found himself missing the warm feeling that was replaced by the breeze.  

 

"Akira, you truly do intrigue me. You always have. So I'll tell you, but may I ask you something 1st?" 

 

"Of course. You can trust me." 

 

"Very well." And beside him, he felt light ruffling of clothes.

 

 

 

"Do you like my ribbon?" 

 

Akira looked at him and blinked. What? 

"What?" He asked. Because truly, what on earth did this have to do with anything? 

Akechi simply asked again. "Do you like it? My ribbon." Was this a joke to him? 

 

It was a lilac colored ribbon that was positioned on his neck. Akechi had his neck slightly bent was using one hand to pull his shirt so it was visible. 

This time Akira decided to entertain it.

"It looks nice, purple suits you." 

Akechi smiled sadly at him. "I'm glad you think so. I do to. My mother had one exactly like this one too until she...." He trailed off and turned his attention to his right. "Oh, my train is coming. I really ought to get going. Let's do this again sometime." He said, his tone being awfully similar to his TV persona.

 

But Akira decided to ignore that. "For sure. Text me when you make it home." 

Akechi smiled. "I will. I'll let you know when I'm free next." 

"I look forward to it. See you soon" 

"Yeah... see you." 

 

And with that he boarded the train, not looking back once. And as the train left the platform and zoomed past, Akira couldn't help but feel Akechi slipping out of his hands and disappearing once again. 

 

Notes:

Fun fact: The dates used for the full moon are from the lunar calendar.

Also I'm terrible at explaining things so just in case anyone is confused, Akira is half-human, half-wolf (werewolf) Outside of the fur, his eyes and fangs he can pass as a normal human. He looks a lot more human now compared to years before due to him suppressing a lot of his wolf-instincts - the biggest one refusing to eat meat.

Next time... Akechi's POV :)
Next chapter will be out somewhere between late August to early September

Until next time

Chapter 5: Your power

Summary:

As he boarded on the train and sat down,  not making the slightest effort to look back at Akira - the one person he never thought he'd see again - he only thought of 3 things.

 

We dive into the past of Akechi - after his mother dies but before he meets Akira again.

Notes:

Past me: This will be out early September latest
Current me posting this on Sep 17th: Well...That went well

On a serious note, I apologize for the wait. I've been feeling a bit burnt out the last few weeks. That and I've also started writing more so this chapter ended up being a lot longer than originally planned - which is a good thing, just unexpected :')

TW: Mention of dead body, suicide, blood.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Goro couldn't really remember what his mother looked like. He had no photographs of her, void of any visual evidence and so had to rely on what his mind had etched of her. But as each year passed his memory of her became less detailed, more blurry, more blotched to the point that he genuinely couldn't remember anymore. 

Sometimes he'd find himself looking in the mirror only to find certain features of hers staring right back at him. He had inherited many of his mother's features; her chestnut hair, her crimson eyes, her defined yet delicate jawline. And as he looked slightly below his face... the same lilac-colored ribbon his mother always wore fastened tightly upon his neck. 

His reflection was the closest imagery he'd ever get to recollecting what his mother looked like. His existence perhaps the last, if not only proof that his mother had ever walked on upon this Earth. How ironic, all things considered. 

He remembered small details about her. She loved collecting seashells. She loved the rain. She loved taking long baths, courtesy of bathhouses. She was never really a fan of walking and it was her most preferred way to relax whenever possible. Her favorite food was seaweed. It was a food that was inexpensive and didn't require any heating.

One thing he vividly remembered the morning before she had passed. It was the day just after his birthday. He had slept well that night, wrapped in Akira's arms after the two of them had gone stargazing. When he got home he heard a sizzling sound. He found his mother, still dressed up in her work clothes frying pancakes. She was gently smoothing out the sides, flipping it over every now and then. Next to her was the empty milk carton which was slightly past its use by date. On the other side, a small bottle of syrup. When she realized that Goro was behind her, she had turned to him and smiled.

"Happy birthday sweetie. I'm a little late aren't I?" 

 

He hadn't eaten pancakes for a while. His mother was often too tired from her nightshift to cook and she didn't trust Goro as much as to fry an egg without the house burning down. It was even obvious that day how drained she was. As she rubbed a hand over the dark circles surrounding her eyes, it was apparent to any bystander how much she craved sleep in that moment. And yet she still....

 

"It's okay, mom." 

 

 

Being a single mother in Japan was not easy. Being single mother with no trace of a father was even worse. From the very beginning - any insult that could've used against his mother was, whether to her face or not. Landlords would take one look at her baby and turn the other way. When she tried to apply for work, she found that she was mysteriously blacklisted from many career sectors. The only one she wasn't, ironically turned out to be one that pushed the stigma against her even further.

Goro never once felt shame towards his mother's occupation. In his eyes she had done the best she could, with what she had, under a society that had quite happily spat on them both.  

He did however, wonder why his father wasn't around. He had once off-handedly asked his mother this. At the time he was around 6 years old and had just watched "The Princess and the Frog" at school. Tiana's childhood resonated with him in some ways. While she did start off with a father, he had died when she was young, leaving her mother to raise and support the 2 of them alone. She was happy, they both were. But the story had very clearly emphasized how hard it was for the mother. But even then, she had community - whom had offered her love, care and support. It helped soften the hardship.

Take away that community support, replace it with disregard and contempt... it was no wonder she felt so hopeless. 

And even if that type of support was available, it was almost impossible to build when you had to uproot your life every 6 months. They never settled in one place for long, and he never knew why. It was as if she was neurotic about her surroundings, could never feel comfortable for long enough. 

But he had only ever asked once. Because right after that his mother had started shaking violently. He had watched her fists curl up and face twist in an type of fear he had never seen on her before. 

All she said was "My lips are sealed." And he knew well enough to just drop the topic entirely. 

Looking back, he should've sensed it. The weeks before she had taken her life, she had looked far more tired than usual. She had always disliked walking, but it had gotten worse - at times struggling to just stand up right. The best way to describe it would be like a wilted flower; beautiful all the same, but damaged, drained, dying.

 

Like she had given up

 

 

It had been 9 long years since Goro had stumbled across his mother's corpse. Her lifeless body was hunched over the bathtub. Blood splattered amongst the walls, water droplets from the tub quietly making their way towards the floor. It was hard to tell what she ultimately had succumbed to; be it blood loss or drowning.  

Goro never attempted to lift her up to get a good look at her head, only going so far as to approach one of her pale hands, in which a note wasn't too far from.

A typed letter from the club, essentially firing his mother. No specified reason. Just that she simply wasn't needed anymore. After years of shunning, abuse, ostracization and discrimination. Years of trying to just get by in a world so set on crushing her before she had even started. This undoubtedly was the final straw. 

He felt a lot of emotions merge up inside him, shock being the dominating one as he began to realize in the moment that his mother was truly... gone. She was alive this morning. Exhausted and jaded. But she was living. 

 

To an extent, he understood why. 

 

 

But there was another part of him that just... 

 

WHY did you leave me? WHY wasn't I enough? 

...Did you do it because of me?

...Was I too much for you to handle?

 

Even on that day....

 

"Since we're celebrating your birthday now, do you want me to walk you to school today?" 

She would say one thing, but her body language would speak another. Goro noticed her shoulders tense, her knuckles clutching the counter slowly turning white. She wasn't even aware of the fact that he was no longer allowed in school. He knew better than to stress her out like that.

"No, its okay. I can walk there myself." 

 

She instantly relaxed and nodded. 

 

"Okay. Get there safe. Here's some money, go buy yourself something to eat after school alright?" 

 

It had always been like that. Goro had become so attuned to people's body language, his mother's especially. Using it as a baseline to interpret one's moods and how to approach them.

 

And so from a young age he had tried to ease the burden off his mother in any way he could. Making sure not to eat too much, making do with tatted rags as opposed to asking for an upgrade. When he was bullied and shunned for his circumstances he simply dealt with it himself, never retaliating in case she was called in, never informing his mother, somehow knowing she was dealing with the same thing. When he did eventually get kicked out, not a word was uttered about it to her. When his mother got ready for work, he would briskly make his way to a bathhouse or park or library without any fuss. Whichever was nearest. 

 

 

He did all that and yet she still left him.  

In the end, she really had just viewed him as a burden. 

One that just ate away at her life. 

 

 Until she couldn't take anymore


 

He was now 10 years old. He had been at the orphanage for around 18 months now and was very used to the bleak routine the facility offered. Used to sleeping on a metal floor with a flimsy sheet for warmth. Used to fighting for a few scraps of food every breakfast and lunchtime, there was never enough food for everyone and it was first come, first serve. Used to the cold disdained stares he got from the staff, for they were aware of his mother and what she had done.

 

"Did you know? His mother offed herself."

"What a selfish woman. Although maybe its for the best."

"The child was probably the reason why she did it."

"Still...it can't be a good influence on a child. To have a mother engage in that sort of filth." 

"She should've kept her damn legs closed."

 

Every word uttered against his mother made him want to scream. She had kept him alive, which is more than what any other human had done. And had done so without the flicker of privilege that those who judged her had. 

He didn't have any friends there. All the kids kept to themselves and the conditions quite literally forced them to turn against each other, as if it was a real life version of the hunger games.

He was even more paler and skinnier than previous years. He was constantly shivering and covered in goosebumps. In video game terms, his life bar was continuously depleting. Living in the wild would've been easier. 

He had tried to escape a few times. Wanted to keep running until he came across the familiar farm he had come to (and always would) consider home. He never got too far before being dragged back and swiftly disciplined for doing so. They didn't care for his safety, they simply wanted the government funding his existence provided them with. They were deep in the countryside, too far out for anyone important to actually inspect the place. But just in case. 

After a while he gave up escaping, busying himself with reading, writing or playing with one of the broken toys available. He became accustomed to being alone. Humans had never been kind to him. He never particularly liked them. Why would he, when they treated his mother so badly she had to resort to trusting animals over them? When his own mother chose to abandon him in a world like this? But still... he was so lonely, so craving of affection, warmth and care. He was human himself after all. 

 

One day, while he was engrossed in an activity he heard the door swiftly open. The sound of astonished children followed shortly after. That usually meant it was a potential fosterer. Goro briefly looked up to see a flock of children running up to the man, full of smiles - all of them desperate to get out of this facility. 

The man however simply ignored them, walking right past as they all protest for his attention. He doesn't stop until Goro himself realized there's a shadow over him. He looks up. 

"Goro Akechi I presume." 

Akechi nodded. "What do you want?" He asked, his tone annoyed. He didn't like talking to people. 

The man took no offence, simply continued. "I want you to come home with me."

Goro scoffed at him.

"Excuse me?" 

"Let me start again. I want to adopt you." 

 

He nearly chocked. 

 

"Wh---"

 

"You'll be fed and clothed. You'll have a warm bed and a secure roof over your head. And you'll receive the finest education."

 

He couldn't believe what he was hearing or even seeing. A stranger coming out from who knows where, giving him a way out of this miserable rotting orphanage. It was too good be true

It had to be

 

"Why- why are you doing all this?" He asked. "All those kids begging to be adopted, and you choose me? Why?" 

The man's expression remained the same, but his eyes no longer met his. They instead were looking a bit lower.

 

"Because I see potential in you." 

 

Goro just stared at the man.

What potential? By societal standards, he had no such thing. He had never been seen as valuable to humans - just something to be spat on and discarded... so why on earth...

 

"I do however have one small condition." 

"...What's the condition?" 

"Make more of that ribbon of yours." 

It was then he noticed that the man was pointing to his neck. 

"That's it...? Nothing else...?"

"Just that."

Maybe he should've asked more questions, but at the time, the simple promise of warm food in his stomach and a decent shelter was too good to pass up

 

"Okay. Deal." 

"It's a pleasure, Akechi Goro." The man said, raising his hand for a handshake. "The name is Masayoshi Shido. I hope we get along well." 

 

And Goro shook it. 


 

It took him a few days to arrive at Shido's house. When Goro finally arrived he stood in front of a huge mansion. He couldn't believe it. This was something he had only ever seen in books and magazines. He couldn't help but make a small surprised gasp, to which Shido smirked at before putting his key in the door.

When the doors flung open he was welcomed to a sight; he had only just seen the hallway and was convinced it was a type of palace. He was so fixated on the marble floor that he didn't realize another figure walking up to him

When he looked up he saw it was a woman. Her face was young and pretty, a radiant aura about her. She couldn't of been older than early twenties. At this moment she was smiling warmly at Shido.

"Ohhhh Masa-sannnn! You're back!" She greeted. 

"You brought a kid back with you this time?" Was what she said when she noticed Goro beside him.

 

"Yumi, this is Akechi Goro. He'll be staying here from now on." 

 

Yumi had a confused look on her face but nevertheless made an effort to smile at the boy.

"Goro-chan huh? Well, its nice to meet you." She said, gently placing a hand on his shoulder.

He flinched a little at the contact and use of his first name, though did make an effort to nod in response. 

 

She then grinned curiously, scanning his face a little.

"Soooo... where did you find him?" 

"Have you prepared dinner yet Yumi?" Shido demanded, completely ignoring her question.

"O-f of course." She replied.

"Good. You can show him to his room then. And you'll be in charge of looking after him for the time being." He ordered, before disappearing into the hallway. 

Yumi swiftly nodded. She then sighed exhaustedly, before turning back to Goro and smiling. "Follow me."

 

His room was on the smaller end but still spacious. Pushed up against the wall was a double-sized bed with a small bedside and lampshade next to it. A chester-draws on the other side of the bed. A desk at the very far edge of the room. 

"Might as well introduce myself. The names Yumi. Shido-san will be busy so I'll be looking after you for a while." 

Goro gave her a small nod, which earned him a smile from her. 

"You should rest." Yumi stated, gesturing towards the bed. "I heard you travelled quite a way to get to Tokyo. We'll get you more settled in tomorrow." 

Goro found himself yawning at that, to which the girl chuckled.

"I rest my case. I'll leave you to it. If you need anything just press the buzzer on the bedside and I'll come asap." She said. "Anyway, sweet dreams."

Yumi exited the room leaving Goro to his own thoughts. He quickly jumped onto the bed. It was warm, comfy and bouncy. It wasn't long before he made his way into the covers, soon snoozing off.

 

 

A knock at his door the next morning.

"Open up! Rise and shine!"

Yumi...

It couldn't of been later than 8am but she was grinning wildly, radiant as ever. Normally being awakened would've angered Goro. He thought back to all the times back in the orphanage, when water would be splashed on him, even when there was no breakfast scraps left because how dare he sleep longer than they wanted.

But there was something so cheerful about this woman, something so genuine that he didn't feel like dampening the mood. He instead sat up on the bed, rubbing his eyes without saying a word. Oh... that and...

"I made you some breakfast." She began. "Shido-san didn't really specify what you like. Just said to feed you. So... if you don't like it I won't feel too offended." She placed the tray on his lap.

It was a traditional Japanese breakfast. A bowl of steamed rice, another filled with miso soup. A small plate with grilled salmon. And to top it off, green tea to wash it all down.

 

Akechi stared at the tray for a moment, then at Yumi. Then at nothing.

"I-I honestly don't mind if you don-- ahhh are you crying??"

He didn't even realize he was crying until she said that. As he looked at the food he realized how long had it been since someone made a meal for him? Over a year of choosing between scavenging for cold sludge or going hungry. He hadn't had a day were he felt completely full. Not a day where someone made the effort to make sure he was fed.

Not since....

"Here. Eat this." 

 

He quickly wiped his tears and turned to face her. He didn't cry in front of anyone. Ever.  

"No... it's just.... I haven't had a proper meal for a long time. It-I... I.... just reminded me of someone. Thank you. Thank you so much."

He expected Yumi's response to be either shock or amusement but instead...

"I'm glad. Eat up and let me know when you're done okay?" 

 

The next day

 

"Shido-san asked me to give you this." Yumi handed Goro an iPhone.

He blinked. What was this thing? 

"Get yourself set up on it he said." 

He blinked again. What?

This time she noticed the blank look on his face. 

"Wait wait... Don't tell me you don't know how to use this?" Slight shock in her tone.

Goro had never actually used a phone. His mother never allowed it, saying she never "trusted those things". The closest he had seen to an iPhone were the landline phones stuck to the walls. 

He sighed, shaking his head. "I've never seen one of these before."

Yumi shrugged. "Oh well, guess I'll have to teach you. Feels nice to not be the tech noob for once." 

"Now, see this button on the side? This is how you turn it on..."

 

 

 

As the weeks progressed Goro and Yumi found themselves slowly warming up to the other. At the beginning it was minimal dialogue, normally consisting of a small "thanks" from Goro whenever Yumi brought him food. She didn't always have time to cook up a huge meal for him and he didn't expect her to. Outside of being entrusted Goro's care Yumi's daily schedule was quite hectic, Shido demanding a lot from her it seems. She was constantly running around, most days looking completely exhausted. But she always made sure to smile whenever she saw him. Always made sure he was fed, even if it was just the odd granola bar at times. 

It was currently early January. Far too late in the year for Goro to enroll in the school year and to be frank he didn't really want to. Thanks to his time at the farm, his math and writing were on par with someone of his age. 

So at the moment he taught himself - making use of the vast information the home library provided. Some days he would immerse himself in astronomy, other days the human body.

On this particular day, he was skimming through a history book.

As it happened Yumi entered the library for her break. She was carrying something bulky under one arm. 

"Hey, Goro-chan!! Would you like to hear about a topic I'm passionate in?" 

 

And that's how they both ended up huddled on a huge table, papers sprawled everywhere upon the table and a heavy book in the middle. 

 

"I think we'll stop there for today. You're quite a quick learner aren't you?" She beamed, using a hand to ruffle his hair. 

He still wasn't used to touch. Nor genuine praise. Both gave him a strange feeling. But he couldn't say he disliked it. Shido had been too busy to pay attention to him, so she had been forced to. Yet he couldn't sense any disdain from her. She still had that kind, radiant aura from the very 1st day. So instead of flinching when she patted him, he slowly leaned into the touch. 

In a weird way, Yumi reminded him of his mother. A happier and more energetic version. What his mother could've been like if life hadn't been so cruel.

In another weird way, she reminded him of Akira. So carefree and easy-going. Had things of been different, maybe they would've been lying down in the barn reading, feeding each other apples and pancakes and laughing like this. 

He missed him. So so much. He was never one for such sentimentality but in Akira's case.... it was easy to make an exception. 

 

"I like learning about Fables." He responded. "I didn't know there were so many."

"Right??" Yumi grinned. "How about we recap? What's something you learnt today?"

"Hmmm... that a human fable's quality of life is usually dependent on how well-known their story is." 

"Correct! And are there any exceptions to this rule?"

"Um... The little mermaid? But only when she leaves the sea." 

"Spot on! How about animals in fairytales?"

"They're used for entertainment or to make a point."

"What a smart kid!" Yumi clapped her hands enthusiastically. "Should we do this more often, alongside the normal subjects?" 

 

Is this what it felt like to be wanted? 

 

"Yes. I'd really like that." 

 

 

 

 

 

"I need a ribbon made. Have it done by the end of today." 

 

It was 3 days later. Midday on a Saturday. Goro had been sat up on his bed, playing with his iPhone in a bid to become more familiar with it when the phone call had come through.

It was Shido.

Goro didn't really know what to make of him so far. He hadn't really seen the man around the house much and the few times he did he would always be preoccupied. Even if Shido was aware of Goro's prescience he would glance at him, before proceeding to ignore him once more. His meals, lessons and overall wellbeing was left to Yumi. 

 

As grateful as Goro was towards having a warm bed, food in his belly and an opportunity to receive an education, he felt like something was missing. He desperately wanted to be ackowledged by him. To show him that he wasn't just going to be a burden on his recourses. He wanted to show the man that he was indeed useful. An asset. Because had it not been for that man, he would still be in that orphanage, struggling to survive day by day.

 

"O-f of course! I'll get it done as soon as possible, sir." 

He couldn't let him down. 

"Good, it's about time you started pulling your weight."

And with that, the line went dead.

".... Perhaps it'll take more than that to win him over." Goro thought to himself.

But that was okay. He was okay waiting.

 

3 hours later

 

A knock at his door.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Yumi's cheery tone. 

Goro wasted no time opening the door, much to her delight.

She was holding a flat screen TV, to which Goro was staring at. The TVs he was familiar with were so much bulkier. 

"Hi." He responded with a smile.

"Would you like to watch a movie? You can pick whatever you want... as long as it's not too gory or anything like that." 

Goro was about to say yes... and then a thought hit him...

Why was Yumi doing this? Its not that he didn't appreciate her kindness and attention she gave him but. Was she acting like this on Shido's orders?

 

His smile dropped. He didn't want her to feel like she had to be around him if she didn't want to be.

"Yumi..." He began, "You don't have to hang out with me just to make sir happy. Please don't force yourself to." '

She just looked at him. 

"What?" She asked. "Where's this coming from? I mean yes, its true that Shido-san put in charge of caring for you but, I genuinely like you Goro. I want to hang out with you."

"But why?" 

"Well if you must know. You remind me a lot of my brother." 

"You have a brother?" 

"Yes. He's around your age I think. Want to see a photo of him?" 

He nodded.

Yumi placed the TV on his desk. She then took out her phone and swiped for a moment.

 

"This is Yuta. My little brother." Her tone was fond, but also slightly sad.

"I haven't seen him in over 2 years. Since I moved from my hometown to here. I miss him... a lot. We facetime each other and all but... its not the same. Spending time with you sort of feels like he's here. Even if I know its not true." 

"Why did you move?"

Yumi looked surprised at the question, sighing a little before answering.

"You see, my father died shortly after Yuta was born. It's just been me, him and my mother ever since. We were fine like that for a long time. But 3 years ago my mother was diagnosed with cancer..." She trailed off, looking towards the floor.

Goro watched her, not really knowing what to do. Yumi, the ever perceptive sensed exactly what he was doing. 

"No no its okay! They caught it quite early on so she received chemo and the tumor vanished. She's been in remission for 2 years now. But... the drugs took a lot out of her, she hasn't been able to work since. Of course rent and bills don't ever stop do they? Hahaha..." She faked a chuckle.

"Yuta was only 9 at the time so it came down to me to support him the best I could." 

He couldn't help but ask, "Did you ever resent him because of that?"

Yumi looked almost angry, as if she had never even entertained the thought. 

"Of course not. He's my brother and a child. I'm financially responsible for him at least until he's a legal adult. Why would I hate him for something he can't control? I mean, even if he was old enough to get a job I wouldn't want him to. He deserves to have a childhood. Every kid does." 

She caught her breath.

 

"Why would you even ask that?" 

He sighed. "Because... Because I feel like my mother did. Hated me I mean."

Yumi instantly softened in sympathy.

"And... why would you think that?" She asked softly.

And that's how ended up telling Yumi about his mother, how it began and ended. And she listened intently throughout it all. Never interrupting once. When he finally finished, she had an unreadable expression on her face.

Goro braced himself. 

Would Yumi start spouting off useless platitudes like "I'm so sorry" and "you're so strong" or would she just get straight to the point and start berating his mother like all those who were in a much more privileged position did?

 

But instead...

"... It can't have been easy for her." 

When Goro just looked at her in bewilderment, Yumi took this as a cue to continue.

 

"Japan for however 'progressive' we like to think it is, can be quite rigid in other ways. Single mothers aren't exactly treated with dignity. Neither is anyone who's a part of that industry. And to be both? I can't even begin to imagine the pushback she must've suffered because of it. I guess that's why you had to move a lot hmm? And why she..." She trailed off, in deep thought.

"Do you remember your father? You never mentioned him."

He shook his head. "My father was never around... but I did have someone... fill in the gap for a short period."

Yumi nodded and he took that as a cue to continue.

 

"He taught me the basics of the wild. How to forage for food. How to know whether certain foods were poisonous or not. At the time I wasn't really eating well... and I guess he took notice of that."

"Other times would teach me and my friend some Math and English."

"Wait wait." Yumi interrupted. "He taught you? How come you and this friend of yours didn't go to school?"

 

 

"Because they were wolves, Yumi."

 

"Wolves???" She screeched, clearly taken aback. She had to take a moment to fully absorb what he said.

"You were looked after by a wolf??" She surprisingly didn't seem scared or disgusted by that. Just shocked. "And your mother was okay with that?" 

He nodded. "She was the one who introduced them to me." 

Yumi still looked stunned. "I....Were they anything like the books say they are?"

He shook his head aggressively. "No. They were nothing like that. I have never and will never see them as monsters." 

She nodded. "I...I believe you. And the friend you mentioned... was he?"

He nodded back. "He was too. He was his son, around my age. When we first met, I was scared. Not because he was a wolf, but because... I didn't really trust anyone outside of my mother. His father worked at the same club my mother did and would leave us together. The first time it happened, I didn't really know what to do. But he... gave me an apple. And every day after that." 

"I guess the truth really is stranger than fiction." She thought out loud.

"Do you miss him?" 

"Yes... I do. I didn't know him for long but... He really was..." He trailed off and turned to see Yumi smiling at him warmly.

"What?"

"Nothing! It's just...I've never seen you smile like that. You two must've been close. " 

"We were. He was the first friend I ever had... The only friend. We spent everyday together... everyday until the day my mother..."

 

 

Yumi hummed sympathetically. "You know... it wasn't your fault."

"But I---" But she didn't give him a chance to speak. 

"No. I'm not arguing with you about this. No kid is to blame for their parent's suicide. And from what you told me it sounds like she did the best she could with what she had, to raise you. That must indicate that she loved you, or at the very least cared for you somewhat?"

"Yeah... I guess you're right."

"I know it's nowhere near the same as your story, but when I first moved here... and before I was hired by Shido I was working at a cabaret club. I would send however much money I could back home. Of course neither my mom or brother knew, they think I moved to Tokyo to start a new big corporate job. Huh, if only life was that easy..." She sighed, rubbing the bridge of her nose before she continued.

"And... well it was decent enough money. The guests would sometimes leave gifts and sorts. Tokyo rent prices are abysmal though. Many times it was a choice between keeping warm or eating. Then Shido-san came into my club one day and took a liking to me. When he offered me a position as a maid here... I jumped at it. I've never had to choose between the two again." 

You would think she'd be happy about that but when he scanned her face there was a plastered smile, nothing like her normal one. Indicating that her feelings towards it were a lot more complicated than what she let on.

"But... isn't that a good thing? You don't have to worry about starving or being homeless?" 

 

Yumi looked at him for a moment. "There's always a price you have to pay. Even if you don't realize it at the beginning. I really thought I was just going to be cleaning and sorting out paper work. When in reality... there are many services he expects from me... some more than others." 

 

For a while they both stayed silent. 

And then he felt Yumi's palms on his shoulders. She had crouched down to be level with him, a deep look of concern within her eyes.

"I'm going to tell you something that most kids your age won't understand."

 

Another moment of silence.

"Goro. If something is too good to be true. It usually is." 

"I'm... not sure if I'm following...?"

"You mentioned being placed an orphanage, soon after your mother passed right?"

He nodded.

"...Is that how Shido found you?" 

"....Yes."

 

"And has Shido ever asked you to do anything in exchange for taking you in? Anything that you feel like is... wrong or harmful?" 

Well that wasn't a hard question. He had only asked Goro to done one thing and there was no way that a mere ribbon could cause any har--

"No. He hasn't." He answered.

Yumi huffed at that. "I don't believe it."

"I'm telling the truth!" He protested.

"No, no. I believe you... I just not sure I believe him." She scanned Goro's face more. "Would you tell me if the answer ever changed?" 

He... wasn't sure. Humans lied, but when they made a deal, they stuck to it right? 

"I'll try."

Yumi smiled. "That's all I can ask." 

She picked up the TV again. "Now, pick a movie." 

"Um... Princess and the Frog?" 

"The Disney version? Coming right up!"

 

And so they sat in a comfortable silence, watching the movie. It stayed like that for a while, until somewhere in the middle of the movie Yumi's gaze left the screen and landed on Goro. When Goro noticed and turned to face her, he realized she wasn't looking at him. She was looking slightly below that.

"Goro... that ribbon... did you always have that?"

"No. It was my mothers before."

"I... see."

It looked like she wanted to say something, but just shook her head instead.

"Nevermind... Let's get back to the movie." 

 

 

 

 

Just before night hit Goro heard several knock at his door. Knocks that were far too brass and impatient sounding to be Yumi's.

He swiftly opened the door to Shido. Near-black eyes staring straight into his. 

"Did you complete the task?" 

 

Goro handed over the small ribbon. A huge smirk formed on Shido's face.  

"Well done, Goro." 

Goro couldn't help but smile at the praise. It was also the 1st time Shido called him by his given name only. 

"I'm glad I could help you sir." He responded, hoping his gratitude was conveyed.

"Indeed you have." 

Shido was still looking at him, smiling. But there was still no warmth in his expression. He was still looking at him as if he was some pawn in a chess game. 

"As a reward, the 3 of us will be having dinner tomorrow. Be ready for 7pm." 

"Okay sir. I'll be ready." 

Shido looked at him one last time before leaving.

 

 

 

 

 

"Looks like you will be of use to me." 

 

 

 

 

Sunday evening approached and just as told Goro made his day to the dinning room. There was a dish covering ever part of the huge table. Both his and Yumi's eyes lit up so much at the scene that Shido smirked and told them to just get stuck in. 

For a good hour, they all ate in comfortable silence. There was a fresh batch of pancakes that Goro had occupied himself with. Eating them gave him a weird sense of nostalgia. That last day his mother had cooked pancakes for him. Slightly out-of-date milk and sour syrup. A stark difference to the rich butter and sweet syrup he could taste on these ones. If anything, it just made him appreciate his mother that much more. 

Shido suddenly clinked his glass, making both him and Yumi look up from their food. 

"I have an announcement to make." He began, then turning his attention to Yumi

"I have been very busy recently and you, Yumi-chan - have taken it in complete stride. Well done for looking after Akechi and taking on looking after the house." 

"O--Oh it's... it's okay." Yumi stuttered. "No really... he's a good kid." 

"No. Your hard work deserves to rewarded." 

He then fumbles a hand in the pocket of his suit. When the hand emerges, its holding onto a small box which he then pushes towards Yumi.

"What is--?"

"Open it."

She does. 

 

 

"A... ribbon?" 

 

 

"Indeed. One of the finest there is."

 

"I.... see."

 

......

 

"Are you not going to put it on?"

 

She said nothing.

But there was no need; her eyes did the talking. They turned towards Goro's neck... then back to the box... then his neck again. 

 

"Who... made this?" 

"The finest tailor Tokyo offers." He responded, looking straight at Goro. 

 

Wait wait

Why didn't Shido just say it was him?

Why was he being vague?

 

He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he somehow knew it wasn't a good idea.

 

Yumi didn't look convinced. "Show me this person. Otherwise I won't wear it."

 

Shido's smile vanish and was replaced with a scowl.

 

"Just put the damn ri---"

"I should've known... I should've known!" She screamed, pointing straight at Goro. Within a split second there broken plates and half eaten food sprawled across the floor. 

Yumi's entire body was shaking. She was on the verge of a panic attack.

 

Shido watched the whole ordeal and rolled his eyes. He then approached Yumi and forcefully took her by the arm, holding onto her quite firmly.

 

"I think we ought to talk about your conduct." He then turned to Goro.

"Get to bed."

 

He didn't need to be told twice. 

 

 

 

 

Everything changed after that night. When Goro saw Yumi the next morning, she didn't greet him or pull him into a hug as she usually did. She didn't even smile.

He noticed some purple splotches on one of her arms. 

"Yumi... wha- what happened?" He asked, gently taking her arm. It looked as if she had fallen on it, or perhaps accidently shoved a door on it. 

 

 For a moment a flash of anger spread across her face. She began to shake a bit, yanking her arm back. 

"My lips are now sealed." - is what she eventually said, looking at him in the eye. 

He didn't understand what she meant, and she didn't elaborate. When they both went their separate ways, Goro looked back one last time.

 

She was now wearing the ribbon from last night. 

 

 

For about a week Yumi continuously distanced herself from Goro. He still saw her around, but she was always spaced out. She didn't want to be around him anymore. He didn't attempt to find out why, feeling like he'd annoy her more by doing so. But it hurt. So much. He finally had found somebody he trusted and liked being around. And now even she was pushing him away. He felt even more lonelier in this now hollow mansion that he had in the orphanage. 

 

 

Until one day, she left for good.

She didn't say goodbye.

She didn't leave a note.

It was actually Shido who had informed him. 

 

"Her contract has been terminated. I let her go today." Is what he said, as if it was just an ordinary day at the office. 

"....What?" He was sat on his bed, half asleep when trying to absorb what Shido was saying. 

"Don't look so surprised. She was... hitting the wall. Women once past a certain age don't listen anymore and just aren't functional to me." 

"So she just left...?"

"Yes. Is there a problem with that?" 

Yes there was. Would Yumi really leave without saying anything?

"No I just... I thought she would at least say goodbye to me."

Shido snorted in disgust. "Why would she? It's not like you two were close. She only was a maid after all."  

"Point is, she no longer wanted to be a part of the plan I envisioned. So I had no more use for her."  

"Your plan?"

 

He smiled. "Ah right. I suppose its time I was transparent with you."

"Akechi, would you like to know the true reason why I adopted you?"  

"I do, sir."

"Simply put, that ribbon of yours is beautiful. And you are gifted at making them. I am so sure we could make a small fortune if we sell them to the masses." 

He held out a hand. 

"What do you think? Care to make more?" 

It wasn't a hard decision for him to make. He finally had a use. All he wanted was to be of use to people, the best way he could. He never wanted to be a burden upon anyone ever again. And as much as he wanted to deny it, he desperately craved human validation. Craved acknowledgement. If making simple ribbons was the solution...and...

Now that Yumi had left... he had no-one else but Shido looking out for him. 

He wasted no time shaking his hand. 

"I'll do anything to repay the kindness you showed me, Shido-san." 

 

Shido grinned. "I don't doubt you will."

"Right now that's done, get up and get dressed. After that, time you start making more of those things. And you can make your own breakfast." He ordered, then left.

 

Doing as told, Goro got up and dressed. Went to the kitchen to grab a quick snack. As he was about to head back to his room he noticed something in the distance, near the front door.

Yumi's boots had been neatly stacked up with the others. They were her only pair and the ones she always wore, indoor and out. 

 

"Perhaps she forgot to take them with her." Goro thought out loud, not paying it too much mind.

After all, he had ribbons to make.

 


Current day

As he boarded on the train and sat down,  not making the slightest effort to look back at Akira - the one being he never thought he'd see again - he only thought of 3 things.

 

"If only I knew more about my father, mother." 

"If only I paid more mind to your disappearance, Yumi." 

"If only I could've stayed in your life a few years longer, Akira." 

 

Because perhaps if he did, maybe just maybe

things would've turned out differently. 

Notes:

Whewww 7k words later!!
Shido being father of the year as usual.

In case anyone is interested in the original ribbon story: The Green Ribbon

 

Fun fact: So as you know this fic is partially based off of The Wolf Among Us (A game that I would literally recommend everyone either play or watch). In particular Akechi's mother - Mitsuri is inspired by a character called Nerissa. If you're aware of the game - I've left a few hints in this chapter as to why that is but it'll be explored more in detail later on.

Another fun fact: Yumi's name in Kanji means "friend/hope/to help someone". Which is how Akechi sees her - she was like an older sister to him. Or someone who reminded him of Akira and Mitsuri put together.

 

The next chapter will be back to current day life as usual. Makoto will finally be appearing... + From now on there will be alternating POVs between Akechi and Akira.

In terms of the next update... Most likely middle October.

Feel free to kudos, comment, let me know how you're finding the story etc

Until next timeeee

Chapter 6: The only way forward

Summary:

Akechi makes a discovery that forces him to change plans drastically
Akira finds acceptance in an unexpected confidant.

TWs in the end notes.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The journey back to Goro's apartment from Shibuya was a lengthy one. It had allowed him to indulge in a privilege he so rarely had.

Time

He relaxed into the seat and closed his eyes. If he was awarded such time - he was going to use it to clear the current mess going on in his head. 

It had only been a few days since he had been reunited with Akira.

That first day back at the TV station when had he approached the noisy teens (with the screeching cat?)… his initial intention to quiet them down. But he knew he couldn't just say that outright. He had never really been able to mingle with his peers, their experiences so contrary to his.

Most of his peers didn't know what it was like growing up in extreme poverty.

They didn't know what it was like spending time in the foster system.

And they most certainly didn't know what it was like to be unknowingly groomed to be a tool by your own father. 

 

So of course they wouldn't be able to comprehend his cynical, misanthropic viewpoint of the world. After all a fundamental part of human nature was to build connections with one another and trust was an important aspect of that. Trust... such a concept barely existed in Goro's world. It had been years since he had that sort of connection, and he didn't feel like he needed it. 

 

That is until Akira... that wretched half-wolf... inserted himself into his life again. That day at the TV station when Akira called Goro by his first name... he had a slight inkling... could it be him? But the chances were so slim...

And if it was him... how sadistically cruel fate was to him. 

But he quickly shook that feeling off, instead putting it down to yet another fan not respecting his boundaries...

Until that menace of a wolf came back the very next day and had... 

"Here. Eat this." 

...handed him those sliced, fresh pink lady apples. 

 

The world had become blurry after that. He didn't even realize he was crying until Akira's expression went from hopeful to downright worried. 

Goro couldn't remember the last time he had received a gift or gesture that wasn't somewhat transactional. His many fans supplied him with gifts all the time. His social medias were filled with his fans complimenting him. But it wasn't really towards him. But instead towards the facade he had carefully sculptured. Would his fans still love him if they knew he was the bastard son of a sex-worker? Would they still ask him out if they were aware of his true, unfiltered and unmasked self? Would they stand by his side once the inevitable truth came out? 

 

Ha. Of course not. 

 

He himself hadn't been enough for his own mother. And his father...

Had it not been the very ribbon upon his neck he would've left Goro to rot in that orphanage. 

 

Looking back he should've never had gone with Shido. He would've absolutely been better taking his chances in the orphanage. Or better yet, the wild. A random stranger at the time who somehow knew his name, who had turned up from seemingly nowhere to adopt him. Promising Goro food, shelter and clothing. And only in return wanting him to make ribbons ribbons, rightfully assuming that Goro himself had no idea of the powers said ribbon on his neck held. 

 

But back then he was so desperate to get out of that miserable orphanage. He didn't question the validity of Shido or how suspicious that he was willing to offer Goro so much... and only wanted him to do one simple thing. Come to think of it... did he ever question how or why his mother had it? Or how he acquired the very one she had after her death. 

He later came to found that even if he had of asked, she wouldn't of been able to tell him. That was the whole point of the ribbons. Discretion was their guarantee. 

 

He thought back to what Yumi had said. 

 

"There's always a price you have to pay. Even if you don't realize it at the beginning."

"Goro. If something is too good to be true. It usually is." 

"Do you remember your father? You never mentioned him."

"You mentioned being placed an orphanage, soon after your mother passed right?"

"...Is that how Shido found you?" 

 

He couldn't help but laugh at the irony. Back then Yumi had already figured out that Shido was his biological father.

Which meant she knew too much, too soon. 

And that's how Yumi had become Shido's first victim. The first of many to come. 

 

When had he agreed to make those ribbons for Shido he had sealed his own fate.

In Goro's ideal world Shido would've met the guillotine by now.

But he that giving the man such a quick painless death would only be a hollow victory. Maybe reward him with a couple minutes of satisfaction and then what? No - Goro was going to play the long game. He had been compiling bits of evidence against his father over the years. And when the time was right... Once the antidote had been completed. He would expose everything. 

And he long ago accepted the future consequences of doing so. At best he was probably facing life in prison for the part he had played. If he even lived to that point. 

A fate which - up until a few days ago - he was so sure he had finally come to terms with. It didn't matter how much guilt and "what ifs" he possessed. Nor if he never intended for his ribbons to be used in such a way. Or even the simple fact that his long-planned scheme against his father left his and the lives of those around him in constant danger. 

 

But then of course Akira had to randomly show up. Of course had to prove him otherwise.

And that's why he had cried when Akira gave him the apple. Not out of shock or relief or even happiness. But anger.

Anger at what could've been... had fate been a little kinder.

He wished he could've had more time with him. 

He wished things could've been different. 

 

But it was far far too late for regrets now. Not with his freedom at best - life at worst slipping away by the day. 

Perhaps he should be grateful with the scraps given to him

Because once Akira did find out the truth...

 

He finally reached his stop. 

His apartment complex was located in a fairly secluded area - just a couple of stops away from where the train line terminated. 

By this point the sky was a few tinges away from being pitch black. Goro was glad he had the foresight to stuff a black hoodie in his briefcase beforehand. It was June so the breeze wasn't anywhere near sub-zero but it was still a bit chilly nonetheless. 

That was when he also remembered the glamour pack inside the case too.  

Goro always made sure to carry one for emergency usage. Glamours were a spell that allowed the user to change their appearance. In the past they were mostly purchased by non-humans so they could look more human like. Or humans, if they too wanted to disguise themselves. All you needed for it to work was the blood of that person. 

He had read up that around a decade ago Tokyo had been more populated with animals and non-humans. Of course, even back then the discrimination they faced was heavy. Then came the day when the city cracked down on them hard. Anyone who was deemed to not look "human enough" was to either obtain a glamour or be sent to the farm. And of course, in a society where discrimination made it extremely difficult for non-humans to find sustainable work, and mysteriously glamours becoming abnormally expensive... well, objective worked. Not that he was surprised. The system had been perfectly geared up that way. 

Glamours were far more difficult to get a hold of now, heavily restricted by the government. Naturally a scheme to deter non-humans living in Tokyo. Of course there were cheaper, more accessible versions that could be purchased somewhere at the black market, but they weren't half as effective. Not enough for someone to fully disguise themselves at least. 

 

He reached his apartment, quickly opening the door and sitting down on his couch. It was then that he took his phone out. He disabled the "do not disturb" feature and entered the messaging app, then clicked on the most recent thread. 

 

[ Akira ] : Thanks for inviting me out. I had a lot of fun today :) 

 

Goro couldn't help smile. He too had enjoyed himself. Spending the day with Akira had left him with a foreign fuzzy feeling inside. He couldn't remember the last time he had just hung out with someone for the sake of enjoying their company. The closest he had come to that was probably with Sae, who seemed to at least tolerate him - which was far more than what could be said about the rest of his colleagues. They would often get sushi together (courtesy of him begging and her relenting only under the condition that it was conveyor belt). But even that was under the guise of discussing work. 

He tried think of what ulterior motive Akira had. The wolf had remembered him, gave him apples, reminisced with him about their brief childhood together, asked what had happened that day, showed concern for his safety. Either Akira was trying to butter him up... or...OR... he genuinely cared for him.

A bitter taste began to form in his mouth. It stung when he thought about how many he had spent years trying to chase love and acceptance from Shido - who had never intended to give it to him in the first place. Unknowingly created a weapon for him that had unspeakable consequences. Just using him for the own gain. And here was Akira - who gave it freely, never wanted nor asked for anything in return but his presence. 

The fucking irony.

What was even more ironic was that he knew this concern couldn't last. If everything went to plan, he wasn't going to be seeing daylight. No way would Akira want spend time with him once he found out the truth. Not like he could tell him himself. Ha, perhaps his ribbon did have one benefit.

The intelligent option would be to delete Akira's number, exit the app and swiftly move on with his life. Save them both them the anguish that would happen later on. 

Then he thought about what Akira said before

"I... I don't want to lose you again. I can't. But if that does happen, I want to at least know who you most suspect. I trust your judgement and if I can't save you I at least will do everything I can to avenge you." 

If he just disappeared Akira would worry. And that defeated the whole point. So instead... perhaps it was better to just keep their conversations brief and short... maybe that way he could have his cake and eat it too. Would give him something positive to think about when he would get locked up. 

 

[ Goro ] : You're very welcome. 

[ Goro ] : I don't often do things like this. It was nice

 

He got a response instantly.

[ Akira ] : We should change that  

[ Akira ] : Lets hang out again soon, next time you're free 

 

Hmmm.... 

 

[ Goro ] : I'll let you know when my schedule's open

[ Akira ] : Okay :)

[ Akira ] : By the way did you get home safe?

[ Goro ] : I have indeed. I'm going to clock in for the night.

 

[ Akira ] : Alright. Goodnight Akechi   

[ Akira ] : <3

[ Goro ] : Goodnight

 

He swiped out of the convo, deciding to refrain from thinking too much about the heart Akira sent him and checked his other messages. 

[ Sae Nijima ] : Are you available after school tomorrow?  

[ Sae Nijima ] : I'd like to go through the recent vandalism case sooner rather than later. 

[ Sae Nijima ] : I do happen to have some coupons for that sushi place you're always banging on about

 

Sae-san. Not a message he unwelcomed. Though it was a bit cheeky of her to ask him to come in, considering she was well aware that he was in the middle of exam season. He couldn't help but roll his eyes fondly at the sushi part, as if that was her way of enticing him into the station. Well she did have a sister his age, perhaps that was what worked with her? 

He made a mental note to respond to her later on.

And then clicked on the next message thread. 

 

[ Unsaved number ] : I hope you made good use of your day off.

[ Unsaved number ] : I wanted to also thank you for all your hard work

[ Unsaved number ] : So I have left a gift for you at the university

[ Unsaved number ] : It should be ready for you in about an hour from now

[ Unsaved number ] : I'm sure you'll appreciate it 

 

Shido was thanking him? Giving him a gift? That he had gone to effort of preparing for him?

How odd.

Unless

Unless...

 

There was another meaning to it

His blood went cold. 

It couldn't be...

 

When Shido had informed Goro on Friday that he could have the weekend off he happily accepted without questioning why. Time off for Goro was a rare thing. When he wasn't doing TV appearances back to back or keeping Shido's conspiracy members in line he was having to dedicate time to keeping Sae off track regarding the serial decapitations. It would be difficult to explain if she found out the truth now. He needed a little more time. Which is why he was strangely thankful towards whoever was responsible for the recent vandalization cases.

Neither Kamoshida nor Madarame had been deeply affiliated with the conspiracy, meaning neither had needed to wear a ribbon. It was unlikely either knew enough to be a threat... but them now being locked up put a dent into Shido's campaign funds. And that made him panic, if even slightly. Goro had then been forced to speak ill of whoever had exposed them in a recent interview. But truthfully? He couldn't care less. Both men were disgusting in his eyes, having used their positions of power to take advantage of their students and then running to the police for protection. Absolutely pathetic. 

He had spent Saturday catching up with his studies and today with Akira. He had purposefully put his phone onto DND mode, opting to just have one day where he could just enjoy himself freely. And his time with Akira had done just that. 

And while he didn't (and would never) regret spending today with the wolf, he was beginning to wish he had left his notifications on. 

He checked the timestamp.

Those messages had been sent 30 minutes ago.

If his suspicions were right, the 'gift' in question was a person. 

He could only think of one person who was often at the university - on a Sunday no less.

 

 

Could it be?

Had Shido found out what they were planning?

 

 

"_____A?" He chocked out. 

It can't be

They said to not worry 

 

 

He found their contact, sent a message and waited a few seconds.

The message remained undelivered. 

 

They was always on their phone...

 

 

He sprinted off the couch, grabbed his briefcase and dashed outside.

If his inclinations were correct, this person would be somewhere in the university.

And if he was fast enough, they'd still be alive 

They couldn't die now, not when they was so close to finishing the antidote

Not when they were both so close to taking Shido down. 

 

 

One advantage of Tokyo was that there were manholes scattered everywhere, all of them leading to the same vast and complex sewage system. 

It was something Goro took advantage of whenever he needed to get somewhere fast. It allowed him to access almost any part of Tokyo undetected. Inside or out. 

Navigating the endless pipe maze would've been impossible if not for the rats, raccoons, possums and other small rodents residing down there. Thanks to his short time on the farm he knew exactly what to feed them to win them over and both parties had developed a mutualistic relationship with one another. They taught him all the ins and outs of how to transverse through the sewage system. And in return, he always showed up with some type of fruit or nut as an offering. 

After dashing a handful of berries to an ecstatic crowd of rodents, he began to bolt his way towards the university.

 

 

 

He could only hope he would get there in time. 

 

 

 

 


[ Akechi ] : Goodnight

 

After reading that Akira breathed a sigh of relief. He had wondered if sending a heart would be a bit too forward but alas Akechi hadn't blocked him. Yet.

It was... hard. He wanted to show Akechi he appreciated him. How grateful he was that Akechi was in his life again. But the last thing he wanted was to scare him off. Not after going all these years of feeling empty. 

He exited the messaging app and dialed a very, very familiar number. 

 

"Akira?"

"Father!" 

 

Since arriving at Tokyo - every Sunday without fail  Akira would phone his father for a catch up. Due to his outing with Akechi he had been a bit later than his normal calling time. When he had gotten back to Leblanc Sojiro had already closed up but he thankfully by this point trusted Akira enough to provide him with a key. So after letting himself in he had made his way upstairs being careful not to wake up a sleeping Morgana.

(Either Futaba had become so hyper-fixated on something that the cat had become too bored and came back here... or he simply ran back here for his dear life) 

He looked forward to their phone calls. His father was pretty busy throughout the week. He still lived at the farm and worked at the club, along with a few other jobs. Sunday was the only day where he wasn't working. 

"Sorry if I sound a bit surprised. Normally you call a bit earlier than this. I was worried you had forgotten about me... How could my own son do such a thing!!"

He sounded upset but Akira could clearly hear the fondness in his voice. 

"I missed you too father. I'm sorry, I was out with a friend today and time ran over." 

"Haha... That's fine son. I'm just happy you called and that you're okay. Sooo... what's the weekly update this time? You're not driving Sojiro crazy are you? Do you perhaps remember more regarding the human who caused you to get the record?" 

Akira pondered for a minute. Long enough for his father to become concerned. 

"Akira...?" 

"Father... do you remember Akechi-kun? That human we looked after for a bit... all those years back?"

"The one that was attached to you by the hip? I couldn't forget, especially with how close you two were... its a shame of what happened to him and his mother..." He replied, heavy sadness laced in his tone. 

"Forgive me for asking son but... what made you bring him up? You haven't spoken about him in ye--"

"He's alive." 

 

They were both silent for a moment.

 

"Hold on... he is? How could you possibly--"

"I found him. B- by accident I mean... It's a long story... that's actually... that's actually why I was late today. We met up and--" 

"How can you be sure? What if someone was using a glamour disguised as him?" 

"Because he knew who I was. He remembered the farm and the others - he mentioned you as well. Father... glamours only effect one's appearance remember? They can't interfere with someone's memory." 

He heard a relived sigh over the phone. 

"So... Akechi really is alive huh... I'm... that... how is he?" 

"He's okay. He looks healthy. He's somewhat of a celebrity now so I guess that would make it easier to afford food and stuff. He actually took me out to get pancakes... we talked a lot... it was fun." 

......

"Akira?"

"Yeah?"

"Did you ask him about what happened that day?" 

Somehow... somehow Akira knew his father would ask this.

"I did ask... he thinks his mother committed suicide." 

"That... can't be correct. The way his mother died, it couldn't of been self-inflicted." 

"I thought it was kind of weird too but I didn't want to push it by asking further."

"It's best that you didn't. What about him? Does he recall anything?" 

"No... he just said he blacked out and woke up in a white room surrounded by kids."

"So... an orphanage maybe?" 

"He did mention getting adopted." 

"Did he say by who?" 

"He didn't, no." 

"........"

"Father?"

A shaky breath. 

"Akira. Please look out for Akechi for me." 

"I will. Do you think he's in danger?" 

"Call it a wolf's hunch but yes. Shortly before his mother - Mitsuri passed she said she felt like she might die soon. She wasn't able to elaborate any further than that. Something about what you told me doesn't seem right. His story sounds far too convenient. It wouldn't surprise me if the person who killed Mitsuri and the people who eventually took Akechi in were somehow related." 

"Okay. I'll do everything I can." 

"Good. Anyway, I just realized the time! You have school on Monday no? Go get some rest." 

"Okay father. Goodnight to you too."

"Stay safe son. I love you."

"I will. I love you too." 

 

***

 

 

4 days later... 

 

After that day, Akira started training to become stronger. Which wasn't a hard thing to implement. He was wolf genes already gave him head start. He also had been running with Ryuji quite frequently for over a month now. He trained with Kasumi whenever he could. And in between holding Ann's shopping bags and the complex poses he did for Yusuke's "inspiration for art!" he knew that his balance and upper-body strength had to be improving. 

Between Kamoshida and Madarame Akira had felt a difference in his wolf strength. He had more energy the second time round. Was quicker, more agile. Didn't feel as exhausted the next day. So... it was working. 

He wanted to get stronger any way he could. While things had been quiet for the time-being, he had a feeling there'd be another obstacle to take down soon enough. Man, did he miss his quiet farm life. It wasn't as if he set out to become a leader of a vigilante group, it had just happened. But it was nice to be relied on. To know he was useful to his friends. And he couldn't deny that it was fun to go off and wreck havoc once a month. Plus it gave him a fighting chance to be able to take down whoever was responsible for the decapitations and keep Akechi--

"Senpai? Are you going to eat that?" 

Ah right. 

Akira was currently sat in Big Bang Burger, slowly making his way through his huge vegetarian burger. He had read somewhere that eating slowly helped with stomach digestion. Next to him was Ryuji making his way through his own whopping classic burger, looking slightly defeated. On the other side of the table was Yoshizawa with an empty plate, smiling brightly at him. 

How on earth she had managed to finish devour two burgers while he was still working his way through his first was going to remain a mystery till the end of time. 

"I'm getting there." 

"Ahhh... I see. Normally I would take more care when eating to avoid heart burn or indigestion, but that run with you and Sakamoto-Senpai has made me more hungry than usual. I'm almost tempted to order a 3rd." 

"WHAT?!" Ryuji exclaimed at the red-head. "That was your SECOND one?" It seemed that Ryuji was so engrossed in his own food he hadn't realized. 

"He really is the polar opposite of Akechi." Akira couldn't help but think while smiling. Ryuji was like an explosive open book; energic, boisterous and loud to a fault. But he was also the most genuine and loyal person Akira had ever come across. He was the first to befriend Akira and despite all the rumors still stayed by his side. Akechi on the other hand was like an onion. Hard to read, even more difficult to understand. Akira had a feeling that there were so many layers tucked under the usual, pleasant polite mask he wore for interviews. 

The wolf and detective did text each other daily, normally quick check-ins and updates about their day. They always texted each other "good morning" and "goodnight" at the start and end of their days which put him at ease. He at least knew the detective was okay. 

He imagined for a moment Akechi and Ryuji interacting with one another. Then ended up having to use his hand to stifle an outburst of laughter. 

"How do you eat so much yet stay so slim?? Ann keeps going on about how she has to constantly watch what she eats!" Ryuji blurted out.   

Well it was nice to know it wasn't just him who found Kasumi's stomach capacity bizarre.

Yoshizawa's eyes widened a bit at his forwardness, but she quickly relaxed into a laugh.

"Well I'm training to hopefully take part in the next tryouts for gymnastics, so my routine is pretty intense. I have to eat between 4-6 meals a day to make sure my body stays replenished." She smiled at him. "Speaking of which, I did want to ask if you had any tips for running, Sakamoto-Senpai. I'd like to improve my form in any way I can to prepare!"

"Haha, you don't have to be so polite you know. Just call me Ryuji. And hell yeah I can!" 

Yoshizawa and Ryuji exchanged training tips with one another for some time. Akira intently listened while finishing up the rest of his meal. He found himself learning a lot.  

Eventually Yoshizawa took note of the time and stood up. 

"Well! I have to get going. It's getting late and I don't want to make my father worry." She said. 

"Want me to walk you to the station?" Akira offered.

"I'll come along too." Ryuji added.

"Thank you, both of you. But I should be alright. See you soon, Senpai." The red-head smiled at Akira then turned to Ryuji. "It was nice to meet you too Ryuji-Senpai! I hope we can train together more in the future!" 

"Oh-- uh thanks. Me too!" Ryuji responded, looking stunned that someone would so openly and honestly express enjoying his presence. 

The three of them left the restaurant, Yoshizawa waved goodbye before walking briskly to the station.

It was then that Ryuji remembered what he actually needed to do.

"Crap! I promised mom I'd get some Yakisoba for tonight! Mind coming with me?" 

 

As Ryuji and Akira made their way to the store, Akira could've sworn he heard something... no... someone trailing behind him. Too silent for the average human ear to pick up (Ryuji was oblivious). But when he turned round to check, it was just a girl a few steps behind him, her head ducked into a textbook. She had dark brown hair, jawline length - one braid plaited neatly on the side. She was wearing a Shujin uniform too he noticed, the proper one - ironed shirt tucked into her neat plaid skirt. 

Oh. It was just the student council president.

Potentially tailing him.

Again.

Akira didn't really see Nijima as a threat. No - he just found her annoying and far too nosy. Ever since Kamoshida had left she had been snooping around him, Ryuji and Ann a lot more. She had been the one to ban the 3 from using the roof but not without sliding in how "interesting" their group was.

"The delinquent, the outsider and the transfer student." Something like that.

Akira couldn't help but wonder where Nijima's apparent detective spirit was when Kamoshida was freely abusing his students. Being the president meant she worked closer with the staff than any other student. Not to mention she was a 3rd year so it was unlikely she wasn't unaware of the rumors at least. He could tell that Ann was thinking the same, one snide comment away from loosing it and verbally screaming at the girl. 

Well it's not like he was surprised. It was human nature after all. He often had to remind himself that Akechi along with his friends and Sojiro were the exceptions - not the rule. 

And then the other thing that bothered him...

Why was she reading said textbook upside down?

Well no bother. If that's what she considered to be "camouflaging herself" then he'd probably be fine. 

 

***

 

Hahahahaaaaa. 

What was that human saying again?

"Famous last words"?

That's exactly how Akira felt the next day being interrogated by Makoto Nijima. He did find it strange when Kawakami told him that he needed to go to the student council room. Despite the student board pressing how they were there to 'support students' they had made no effort to arrange a meeting for him  when he had started at Shujin. Or even when his record was leaked which had worsened the rumors. So he clearly wasn't being called there for his own well being. 

"So you didn't have anything to do with what happened to Kamoshida?" 

"No but I hereby applaud whoever was. About time someone took action against such a scumbag." 

"So you think it's okay for the school to be vandalized like that?"

"Well it got the point across. Better than what the teachers or student council ever did." 

"AKIRA!" Morgana hissed from his bag. 

He probably should listen to Morgana and try to avoid riling Nijima up. Though she was making it increasingly more difficult to do that. It was no secret that Nijima kissed up to the teachers. It was very possible that she was aware, but kept quiet - maybe shunned others from speaking up about it - all for what? To have a fighting chance at receiving that precious golden letter of recommendation to use for university applications?

Perhaps the only other type of human Akira despised more than ones who took advantage of the weak were those who sat back, watched and reaped the rewards. And for bonus points - then pretended to be the moral justice police afterwards. 

Despicable. 

She chose to ignore his bait and continue. "Outside of your questionable friendships with Sakamoto and Takamaki, I also notice that you're friends with Yusuke Kitagawa, a student from Kosei. Care to explain how and why you became acquainted with him?" 

He shrugged. "Am I not allowed to make friends with anyone who doesn't attend Shujin?" 

"No that's not it. It's just that Kitagawa is... was a pupil of Madarame's. Who just so happened to be involved in an incident very similar to Kamoshida's." She paused, taking a moment to tuck a tuff of hair behind her ear. "It all just seems a little too convenient if you ask me." 

"And that's all you have to base your accusation on?" Because if it was, it was insulting. 

Nijima sighed. "No, but I thought it would be best to give you the integrity to come clean yourself. I guess now there's no other choice..." She reached for her phone and then held it up so he could see, swiping every 5 seconds. 

There were photos

Of him

One of him cleaning his glasses with his golden eyes on full display. 

Another of him on the rooftop with Ann and Ryuji, eating comfortably while some fangs peeped out. 

There was even some of him where he was posing for Yusuke. His sleeve was rolled up, showing more of dark fur that was above his elbow. Another was a close up of his hands, where his usually hidden claws were exposed. 

 

She placed her phone back on the table. "Golden eye color is very rare amongst humans... but not for other species. As for the sharp canines and claws, again uncommon for humans... funnily enough." She looked at him straight in the eye. "You're not fully human... are you?"

"Oh. She got us good." Morgana commented.

If Nijima heard him, she didn't show it. Instead narrowed her eyes at Akira.

"And what's wrong with that?"

"Normally there'd be no problem at all. But when you take a look at Kamoshida's office and the marks left on the walls, there's no way a human finger nail could've done that. Simply put, if my deductions are correct and you are what I think you are - you're a potential danger to this school." 

Me? For simply having some wolf blood? And standing up against a disgusting teacher? But not said teacher who was abusing his students - Akira itched to fire back, but held his tongue.

She sighed. "Look, I can sort of understand your motives. But that's part of the problem.  Individuals taking matters into their own hands is dangerous. What's stopping you from one day using your... your powers selfishly? We already have an established law system in this country which ensures fair justice."

"Fair justice". Hahahaha. The jokes were really writing themselves. 

"So what now? Are you going to hand me over to the police?" 

"No. Not yet. I'd like to test out your so called 'justice' first. Depending on how that goes we'll see." 

And then his phone rang - because what better time for that to happen than now. He looked at Nijima for confirmation to take it. 

She nodded. 

Well, not like this situation could get any wo--

"HEY BRO WHERE YA AT. WE'RE ALL WAITING FOR YOU AT THE SHIBUYA HIDEOUT. ABOUT TIME WE TALK ABOUT WHO WE'RE GOING TO USE YOUR WOLF POWERS AGAINST NE--" 

Oh Nevermind. 

"That IDIOT!" Yes Morgana. Yes indeed. 

Once he had gotten himself out of this mess, he was going to hold an emergency class on social etiquette. And Ryuji's attendance was going to be mandatory. 

"As loud as ever, but his timing is perfect." She smiled. "Now, will you take me to your friends?" 

 

***

Akira was exhausted by the time he reached Leblanc. Turns out Nijima had voicemails of them too. She had threatened all of them with the police unless they dealt with a certain person. A person whom she had no idea of their name - or even what they looked like. Unbelievably helpful. 

She had also only given them a fortnight to carry it out before she'd sell them out. Today's date was June 17th. If the lunar calendar was correct then next full moon was going to take place June 20th. Which meant they only had 3 days to find this person's name, find their establishment, come up with a plan and actually execute it. All while without being caught. 

It was impossible but he of course didn't say that to his friends. 

The whole situation was stressful but what stung the most was being called a "danger". That hurt Akira more than he thought. He was no stranger to being feared of. His wolf features were a lot more dominant growing up. Before going to the farm he went to a human nursery and kids would scream and throw silver scraps at him. As he grew up his human side took over, partially because he refused to eat any type of meat. Now, the majority of the rumors were regarding his record. Up until a few hours ago, he didn't think anyone outside of his friends, Sojiro or Wakaba were aware of his heritage. And none of them had shown any worry over it. 

Then Nijima had figured him out. And blackmailed him. He was going to be arrested in 2 weeks. He had gotten too comfortable. Forgotten that as much as he would like to... he would never fully fit in here. 

If he had the capacity to cry he'd be bawling by now. 

"You don't look good. Girl break your heart or something?" Was the first thing Sojiro said when he stepped inside. 

Akira shrugged. 

"Well remember its important part of life." He said while polishing a fork. "Anyway do you mind holding the fort down here for a bit? I have to go and pick up Futaba from cram school. Wakaba hasn't been responding to my calls or texts since Sunday."

"Since Sunday?" Morgana repeated. "Doesn't that sound worrying?"

Akira agreed. And he must've looked concerned, which prompted Sojiro to wave his hand dismissively. "Oh, no need to look so worried. She's most likely fine. Wakaba..." He sighed. "Wakaba sometimes gets heavily focused on a project at her workplace and ends up forgetting the world around her for a while. It's just one of her many quirks. Futaba and I have gotten used to it by now. Although she wouldn't normally go 5 days without at least a text."  

He shook his head. "Well I'll probably be gone for an hour or so. Friday evenings are surprisingly quiet so you should be able to manage. Try not to burn the place down while I'm away though. Make sure to feed that cat too." 

 

True to his word, there were no customers to start off with. Akira busied himself with wiping down the counter and preparing the cutlery in case someone did walk in. 10 minutes into his shift, the front door bell jingled.

That was when Morgana sprinted upstairs. 

"Hi, what can I get for--"

"Akira??" 

That voice was familiar but he couldn't pinpoint it.

He looked up and got the shock of his life. 

 

It was no other than Wakaba. She slowly walked up the counter and slumped down on the nearest stool.

Her sudden appearance was a surprise, but that wasn't the main concern. 

She looked... exhausted. Her appearance was a little disheveled and her expression was somber.

Akira didn't see get to see Wakaba much but even he knew this behavior was extremely unusual for the scientist. The few times he did see her she was always so bubbly, full of energy. Entertaining Futaba or chatting to Sojiro about whatever topic existed.

Actually come to think of it... Why had she referred to him by his name? Wakaba had never done that before. She had always greeted him with some sort of wolf euphemism.

It was strange. But considering what Sojiro had told him her behavior could probably be put down to her being burnt out from work. 

"Oh. Do you happen to know where Futaba is? Or Sojiro for that matter?" She asked sluggishly. 

"Sojiro went to pick her up from cram school."

"Futaba...? Cram school? Oh crap! I completely forgot..." she muttered, resting her cheek on the counter. "Thank goodness for Sojiro."  Well there you have it. 

"Has work been stressful?" 

She sighed heavily. "Super stressful...My research has been going well though. I believe I'm close to making a breakthrough." She grinned at him. "Now... I need coffee. You can make coffee right?" 

"Oh... sure. Do you want it in a certain way?"

"I'm not fussy. Just don't make it too sweet."

 

Akira got brewing. When he finished and set down the mug Wakaba was studying him, eyes wide.

"Okay what's wrong?" She asked.

"...Excuse me?" 

"You look like you're about to cry except wolves can't can they? So something must've gotten you in this state." 

"You sure you're not just asking for research purposes?"

Wakaba smiled, playing with the ribbon on her neck. "Well I'll admit I'm a little curious too." 

Should I tell her? He wondered. He barely knew her, but he also desperately needed to vent. 

Fuck it.

He'd be in a cell in 2 weeks anyway.

"Can you keep a secret?"

"I'm literally a scientist working with chemicals that aren't known to the general public. As in not even Futaba or Sojiro know. What do you think?" 

"Ah... Okay. Well... you know how Kamoshida and Madarame got exposed and arrested?" 

"Hmmm. I'm aware. I have a friend investigating that. Why?"

"I'm responsible for that." 

...

There was silence for a bit. But Wakaba didn't look angry or shocked but... impressed? Huh?

Then she burst out laughing. 

"Why am I not surprised?" She finally said. And then in a much softer tone, "Akira, you really are...." 

"Wait what?"

"My apologies, ignore that last part." She wiped a tear from her eye. (Since when had she been so polite??). "Anyway good to see you're putting those wolf genes to use." 

"So you don't think I'm dangerous?"

Wakaba raised a brow. "If I thought you were dangerous do you think I'd let you within 6 feet of Futaba?" 

"Ah... so you don't." 

"I would like to know who's putting those thoughts in your head though." 

"Oh... I--well. The student council president at my school said so. She sort of... found out and then yeah. Now I'm being blackmailed by her. " 

"You got to Shujin correct?" She asked. 

He nodded. 

A flash of anger in Wakaba's eyes. 

"That little pushover..." He heard her say. 

"Sorry?" 

"Oh! Ignore what I said. Anyway, they sound like a nasty piece of work. But that's human fucking nature. They're all shit." She finished and crossed her arms angrily. 

It was... so odd. He had never seen this side to Wakaba before. But he found it weirdly comforting. For her to get so angry on his behalf. 

It eerily reminded him of Akechi...

 

"Wakaba?" 

"Hmmm?" 

"Thanks. I'm glad I trusted you." 

He swore he could see tinges of pink on her cheeks but chose to ignore it. 

"You don't mean that." She frowned and her gaze hit the counter. 

"No I really do."

"But you wouldn't if you knew what I had done." 

Akira shrugged. "Try me. You can trust me. You heard me out, the least I could do is listen to you."

He could see a small smile form.

"Okay. I'll trust you." 

 

She looked up at him, not blinking once. 

 

 

"Akira...I think I might die soon." 

 

 

He almost dropped the plate he was wiping. "What makes you think that? Is someone threatening you?" 

Wakaba placed a hand right where the purple ribbon on her neck was placed. She then let her fingers lightly graze over the fabric.

She had been wearing that every over time he had seen her too. 

Hadn't Akechi had one just like this also? 

Was it a just Tokyo custom to wear ribbons? He wondered.

"I'm close to making a breakthrough in my research. And that may lead to certain..." It looked like she wanted to say something more but was unable to do so. 

 

 

"My lips are sealed." 

 

 

"You don't want to tell me? It's okay if you don't fully trust me."

"NO!" She protested. "It's not that I don't want to but that I can't--" She sighed frustratedly and buried her face in her hands. 

When she looked up again, her face was neutral. 

 

"Let me ask you. Do you like my ribbon?" 

 

He's heard this exact question before. 

 

"Wakaba, why do so many people in Tokyo wear those ribbons? My friend was wearing one too. He said he liked it." 

She smiled at him sadly. 

"I don't like it." 

 

 

He took a risk. "Then... how about you take it off?" 

The scientists eyes shot open in fear. She leapt back, making the stool she had been sitting on plummet to the ground. She was shaking her head frantically.

 

 

"NO! These lips are sealed! These lips are sealed!" 

 

 

"Oh... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." 

 

So she can't take it off... but why? 

 

While he pondered about what had just happened Wakaba was putting her coat on.

"Ahhhh don't worry about it. I'm probably just being neurotic about the whole thing. Well I should get back to the lab." She said cheerfully, as if the last 10 minutes hadn't taken place. She shuffled her pockets for a moment and then placed some coins on the counter. 

"Keep the change. Thanks for hearing me out. I don't know, probably nothing will happen but its nice to have someone actually listen to my rant." She grinned. 

"It's alright." He responded, because she genuinely seemed fine now. But for some reason, he wasn't so sure it would be.

"Say hello to Sojiro and Futaba for me will you?" She requested as she made her way to the door. "And... tell Futaba that I love her, and that I'm sorry."  

He nodded. "I will."

"And... Akira?" She turned round to look at him. One last time.

 

"You're not as bad as everyone says you are." 

 

 

And with that, the bell jingled goodbye. 

 

 

 

 

About 30 minutes later Sojiro rang the cafe phone and asked Akira to close up. Turns out Futaba had fallen asleep on the ride home and wouldn't wake up (apparently this happened from time to time). So he had to carry her home. Akira did as he was told, then retreated to the attic. 

He found Morgana upstairs on the couch - out cold. He gently walked up to the bed and laid down... quickly following suit.

 

 

 

Shortly after midnight he woke up to the sound of knocking. 

At first he was going to just ignore whoever it was and go back to sleep. What could be so important that it required waking him up at this time of night. Sojiro had keys to get in didn't he? And surely Futaba knew better than to play a prank like this right?

But when the knocking got louder and more frequent he relented, grumbling in the process. 

(Yes he was supposed to be nocturnal. Oh well). 

 

He made his way downstairs with the keys, heading towards to the door - ready to give an earful to whoever was be on the other side.

Except when he did open it... there was no one. 

No one... but there was a white bag placed neatly at the doorstep.

He looked around for the culprit, but the streets were empty. 

He sighed and reached down to pick up the bag.

Whatever was in here had better be worth it.

The bag was surprisingly heavy. From a distance his nose picked up a slight metallic scent. 

Eventually curiosity got the better of him and he opened it.

 

The 1st thing he pulled out was a note. Attached to the back of the paper was a roughly teared part of a ribbon. Lilac colored. 

You said I can trust you right?

Then forgive me, but this was the only way I could truly show you

...Show him what? 

 

It was only when he placed the note down and took the rest of the content out did he understand. 

His blood went cold

The world turned grey.

Inside the bag...

 

 

...was Wakaba

 

 

WAKABA'S HEAD 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

Me writing the Ryuji and Yoshizawa friendship we robbed of in canon? Absolutely
But whew a lot happened this chapter. Let me know your thoughts :)

 

TW: Decapitation, gore, mention of dead body.

Chapter 7: Lead on

Summary:

"Hey... Akira? Are you feeling okay?"

"Hmm? Yeah. I'm fine."

"What... you said back there... did you mean it?"

 

Or

 

Akira goes into detective mode.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Wakaba...

 

 

 

Wakaba's decapitated head

 

 

 

WAS ON HIS DOORSTEP

 

 

 

 

WHY WAS SHE HERE

WHY WAS HER HEAD....

WHY WAS IT JUST HER HEAD

 

 

The more Akira looked at it...at her... the more his own head began to spin frantically. He forced himself to pace-breathe to prevent going into a full panic attack. He could feel every bit of hair upon his body stand up in distress. The warmth he had felt minutes ago, being safely tucked in bed suddenly evaporating. His eyes involuntarily shut abruptly, in a bid that maybe this was just an awful dream. But when he opened them again a few seconds later, it was Wakaba's own lifeless eyes that stared back into his, while the slight scent of metallic blood filled up his nostrils. 

If any normal human who had lived a normal human life had come across a bag with a such a sight in it - they'd be screaming by now. And perhaps during or after would've vomited their insides out. 

Not Akira however. His wolf genes somehow... thankfully kept him grounded. That and he had grown up on a farm after all, surrounded by carnivorous animals. It wasn't unusual for him to see said animals grazing on corpses, the remains messily scattered about. He wasn't squeamish. 

But that didn't mean he was unaffected by this either. 

He looked back at the head - an unsettling, eerie feeling spreading all over him. She had been alive mere hours before. Talking to him as he had been serving her coffee. When he compared that memory with the cold skinned skull in front of him it almost seemed like a fever dream. It wasn't like he knew her on a personal level... not really... but that didn't stop him feeling saddened by this turn of events.  

Now feeling a bit calmer he reached a hand out, carefully brushing his fingers against the eyelids to close them shut.

If Akira was a full human he would've perhaps by now have gone to the nearest police station to report his findings. 

But Nijima's words from yesterday were still ringing loudly in his head. 

Like she had said, he was seen as dangerous. It didn't matter if he was trying to do the right thing. Hell - him attempting to do just that was the reason why he had been dumped back in Tokyo after all these years. A permanent criminal record thrown in as a bonus. 

Akira himself was aware that he could be a bit too trusting at times. Even still, he would rather be shot with multiple silver bullets than place his faith in a cop. Humans as a whole were corrupt. What Kamoshida and Madarame did to their victims wasn't done in secret. No, rather it was done in plain sight - acknowledged and hushed by many, so long as it benefitted their interests. 

Why would the law system be any different? Due to the serial killings, the general public had been increasingly on edge. People were slowly loosing confidence in the so called justice system. That was evident by the whispers and murmurs of Akira's fellow classmates, cheering whoever had brought Kamoshida and Madarame down, and that the police were useless. It wouldn't surprise him, if the police eventually gave up looking for the real culprit and just found someone innocent to incriminate instead. 

In other words, if Akira went to the police now, he'd be in handcuffs faster than he could speak. 

 

No, trusting any cop was out of the question.

 

But then...

Could the same culprit have also targeted Wakaba?

It was a decapitation, just like the others had been.

 

And hadn't Wakaba herself said...

"Akira...I think I might die soon." 

A cold jilt travelled down his spine.  There were only ever 2 ways he could've interpreted that.

Either Wakaba really was neurotic and this was a coincidence.

Or...

She had foretold her own death.

 

So she knew she was going to die.

And she told HIM 

Oh goodness...

Could he have done something to stop it? 

What if he had stopped her from leaving? Or alerted Sojiro or Futaba? Would doing so had made a difference?

But then... 

"...tell Futaba that I love her, and that I'm sorry."

She hadn't told them either had she?

But why was that? He couldn't claim to fully understand human psyche but surely, surely it made more sense to alert someone you trust deeply right? Not someone who could be at best - considered to be a distant acquaintance. 

 

Suddenly, he remembered that live report that had taken place at the station. It had been over a week ago, a reporter and interviewer discussing a recent decapitation. And while the interviewer had been so sure the killer was some carnivorous animal, what the reporter responded back with surprised him...

"For all the ways an animal could kill a human, it would be very unusual and illogical to resort to beheading one..." 

Not only that.

"According to forensics, the method of dismemberment was one clean cut. No canine could match that. A canine would leave some sort of... bite mark. It just... isn't possible."

Taking a deep breath, he carefully turned Wakaba's head in a 180 degree motion so that the severed part was facing upwards.  

He came to find that there was a portion of the neck still intact. 

When he examined the sliced part of the neck, he got the answer he was looking for swiftly. It was exactly like the reporter had said. One sharp, clean cut. No bite marks, not even a scratch. 

So uniquely clean... most weapons couldn't do something so flawlessly.

That settled it then.

It was likely that whoever had killed Wakaba had also killed the others. A small conclusion, but one nonetheless.

But that didn't answer his question as to why it was here. It was only when he realized that the one who did this, and the one who brought her here didn't necessarily have to be the same person. 

 

It was then that Akira realized something else. Something that was so ironic and in-his-face he should've in hindsight realized from the get-go. 

"She's been placed here with care." He thought to himself.

Because she had. Placed neatly in a bag upon Leblanc's doorstep.

Almost like...

"With the intention to be found." 

Perhaps... so he could find it?

He remembered the knocks that only stopped just before he had opened the door. 

Not only that. When he ran a finger down the fabric of the bag, he recognized the material immediately. Leather - manufactured from cow skin, a sturdy type of fabric that did hold some water resistance. Meaning no blood or any type of liquid had permeated from the bag. What's more is that he had approached the bag he picked up a faint metallic smell. Even in his non-wolf form, his senses were above that of a human's. Meaning if he could barely smell it, the average human definitely wouldn't of. 

Which most likely meant...

Whoever had left the bag, had intended for Akira and Akira only to come across what was inside. 

So they must've known that he would be here at this exact time.

 

Which means....

"Whoever it was is aware that I'm living here." 

Akira could only think of a handful of people who knew. Sojiro and Futaba were immediately ruled out. Of course they would've told him, but not like this. He could tell that they both adored Wakaba; Futaba was much more relaxed and happy when she was around. And Sojiro was a bit softer too. Akira saw the way he looked at her. He couldn't picture either of them disrespecting Wakaba in such a way. 

Regarding Ryuji, Ann and Yusuke... while they knew that he lived in Leblanc's attic - there was no way that any of them would've resorted to doing this either. Ann would scream whenever she came across some sort of roadkill; Ryuji was nowhere near as squeamish, but even he wouldn't touch a dead body part. Even Yusuke, who wasn't always the best at understanding boundaries and normal social etiquette - had his limits. This definitely being one of them. No, all three would've called him immediately, even if it had taken 50 times for them to get through. And none of them had met or even seen Wakaba, so how could they make the link that she and Akira knew one another? And while Morgana did know Wakaba, he had a rock solid alibi. Presumably still fast asleep, unaware of the mess on outside. 

The only person who he could think of that knew about his living situation at Leblanc and also knew Wakaba was...

 

Wakaba herself

 

The note in the bag supported that. She had trusted him after all. For all good that did to either of them. The note had mentioned that this was the only way she could show him. If her death truly had been inevitable, it made sense. 

 

But then how could a decapitated victim transport themselves here? Had it been any other body part, he would've been more inclined to believe it. You could easily survive loosing an arm or leg. Being stabbed in the kidney or stomach would give you at least an hour before you'd succumb to your wounds. There were even cases of people remaining conscious hours after being shot in the head. But without - or just with - a head, you'd could only last a few seconds. Dead before your head even hit the ground. 

But even brushing that aside - And how would they have done that without being spotted? Sure it was deep into the night, but surely someone would have someone seen Wakaba? Perhaps bleeding or in distress right? 

  

He looked back towards the defunct head, scanning the surface once again for anything... anything he might had missed earlier on. His answer was found when he fixated her mouth, which was slightly parted. 

There was something sticking out. Something that looked a bit too thin to be considered a tongue.

He reached out, gently tugging the material. It was soft and thin, sliding out with ease. When he gotten it fully out and he brought it closer to his eye, he had to stifle a gasp.

 

It... was lilac colored, one edge roughly torn. 

Identical to the fabric that was on the note.

When put together he found they slotted into each other perfectly like a jigsaw, almost forming a small circle. 

Too small to be a necklace, too big to be earing, so... 

…A ribbon?

 

Oh. 

 

It was Wakaba's ribbon

The very same one she had been wearing hours earlier. 

But why had he found one part in her mouth? And another on the note? She had always worn the ribbon, which meant someone would've taken it off her after she was killed.

But who?

And...why? What would be the culprit's reason for doing so? 

He reread the note again. 

You said I can trust you right?

Then forgive me,

But this was the only way I could truly show you

 

Had this really been the only way? She had to be dead to show him? Show him what? What was it that she couldn't tell him? She could tell him that she was going to die, but wasn't able to elaborate on how...

But why? What had stopped her from --

 

 

A sharp rustle of a nearby bush snapped him out of this thoughts and back into his senses. He began to panic again. 

I need to get this out of here

 

He quickly glanced at his phone.

12:47am

He had been out here for 20 minutes. 

He looked around. There was no one about, but he didn't want to push his chances. 

He was running out of time.

He had to make a choice.

 

Would he put his faith in the police, hopefully evade arrest and wash his hands of all this?

Or would he try to figure it out himself, and become an accessory to a crime?

 

And he had to choose now

 

 

 

 

***

 

"Come for a late night check up, my little cub?"

 

Tae Takemi.

A back alley doctor who ran a clinic a short distance from Leblanc. She was neither human nor animal, but a fae. Her size wasn't much, perhaps twice that of a Monarch butterfly. Her main occupation was a doctor, and her care was extended to both humans and non humans alike. She developed and sold bootleg prescriptions, one of these being her version of glamour spells. Proper glamours from years before - Akira had found were no longer a thing. Takemi's objective was to mimic the original, but at the moment it's uses were severely limited. A full body glamour of Takemi's could only make the user look like an  older or younger version of themselves - or change their body size. If a partial glamour was used on a lone body part it could disguise it too look like anything fairly well, but the effect was only reliable for 12 hours.  

Akira knew it was risky to trust the fae with something like this. He did trust that any drug or potions she had him digest wouldn't kill him. And so far, so good. He had gotten some pretty neat prescriptions at a discount as a reward. They were definitely helpful when he and his teammates were running low on stamina during those moonlit nights.  

But he didn't have any other choice. He couldn't go to the police. He couldn't risk trying to hide Wakaba's head in his attic, for either Morgana, Sojiro or Futaba to come across. He didn't want to burden his friends with this. Takemi -being the one non-human was the only one who he knew would hear him out and had the ability to properly conceal something like this. She despised the cops just as much as he did. 

Well the fact that she was a stone throw away from Leblanc played a part in why too. It wasn't like he could risk travelling for a hiding spot in Tokyo in plain sight. 

And if she did decides not to believe him or even to sell him out, well - he'd only be missing an extra 2 weeks of freedom.  

 

 

Takemi hovered in the sky for a moment, before settling upon the x-ray view box. Chestnut colored eyes scanned Akira intently before their attention honed in on the bag.

"Is that a present? Trying to bribe me into lowering my prescription prices are we?" 

 

He sighed.  

Might as well get it over with.

"Well... you see..."

 

It took Akira half an hour to explain the full story. And while Takemi's demeanor was relatively calm as he spoke, Akira didn't miss the way her sapphire-colored wings flinched at the more sensitive parts of the story. 

When he had finished she didn't speak for a minute or two, her once playful expression now completely serious. And even though there was a phone just within her reach, but she made no attempt to take it, or even look in its direction. Akira was grateful for that at least, but he also didn't miss the way the fae's wings began to slowly curl up at the edges. 

 

"Kurusu..." She began, a coldness in her tone. And that's when Akira knew for certain she was angry. She had never referred to him by his family name. "Let me see her."

 

He placed the bag on her desk. Takemi swiftly flew down, grabbing the bag along with a pair of disposable gloves. She then made her way to the cubicle at the other side of the room, disappearing behind the curtain. 

She stayed behind the curtain for a while. It was a minute before Akira heard the sound of a gasp. Then the immediate scrambling of equipment. Then quick flutter of her wings.

It was a good 30 minutes before Takemi emerged from the curtain. If Akira thought she was angry before - she was seething now. Too enraged to even be able to focus on flying, one hand clenched tightly into a fist. 

"You know..." She began, her back to the wolf. "When you were telling me your story... At first I half-expected it to be some sort of cruel fucking joke." She turned to look up at him, and there was a resigned look on her face. "The problem with that theory however, is that it isn't like you at all."  

Akira said nothing.

 

"Then.. I found this."

She unclenched her hand, holding it up. What was inside were the 2 pieces of Wakaba's ribbon.

"I don't know if I ever told you this but..." She began softly, "I was never really was interested in TV. I just don't care to watch humans any more than I already need to. That is, until the serial decapitations started making headlines. It intrigued me, from a medical perspective... How did the killer manage to sever multiple heads without leaving any trace of evidence?"

"And how did they did all that, while managing to cut said heads off so cleanly. It can only mean one of two things; either a unique weapon was used... OR..." 

Takemi's eyes met his. 

"There was magic involved." 

 

Magic? But that was impossible...?

It sounded that way.

And then it hit him. 

What she had said yesterday...

 

"My lips are sealed." 

"Let me ask you. Do you like my ribbon?" 

"I don't like it." 

"Then... how about you take it off?" 

"NO! These lips are sealed! These lips are sealed!" 

"So she can't take it off... but why?"

 

It all clicked. 

He finally knew why. He finally understood why. The answer had been right in front of him the whole time. It was no wonder why the killer was still at large. Because this entire time, the killer in question was --

 

 

 

 

IT WAS THE RIBBONS

 

The look of shock on Akira's face must've said it all, because Takemi clicked her tongue loudly before saying, "I see you've come to the same conclusion I have." 

 

Removing the ribbon was what had killed Wakaba and the others. That's why she had freaked out when Akira had offered to remove it for her. That's why she had been trying to bring attention to it.

From the beginning... it was never a question of WHO was doing the killing but WHAT.

 

"It's the perfect way to murder." Akira said. And it was true. By removing the ribbon and killing the victim, you also were able to get rid of the only piece of evidence that linked to that method. You didn't have to bloody your hands, or even risk leaving finger prints. 

 

"Mhm. But not just that." Takemi added, startling him out of his thoughts. She held up a picture diagram which showed the anatomy of both the head and neck. "Something else I noticed, look here." She pointed towards the top of the neck. "The cut was made here, right in the center part of the vocal chords. Rendering it impossible for her and probably the other victims to scream for help when it was pulled off."

 

Well, it would be a bit problematic if the victim started screaming while being murdered. 

Wait...

Was that also why Wakaba couldn't tell him what was going on? 

 

"Do you think the ribbons could've effected her speech?" He asked, taking the note out of his pocket and showing it to the fae. "She was struggling to tell me what was going on yesterday." 

Takemi inspected the note, her eyes widenening a bit.

"It's... possible. I'm going to have to look more into it to confirm, however." 

 

"I'd assume because it was the head that was severed, that death would've been almost instantaneous." Takemi concluded. 

A medically correct statement. However...

"But then how did she manage to bring herself to my doorstep and leave me the note saying that she trusts me? Saying 'this is the only way to show you'? She couldn't tell me at the time, when she was alive yet... I don't know, how can a head just... " He sounded ridiculous, he knew that. But it had been the one thing about the whole situation that had bothered him. Because he couldn't think of anyone else other than Wakaba who brought herself there.

Takemi gave him a look. 

"That would be physically impossible."

"I know but... she literally told me yesterd--" 

"Akira... How well did you know this woman?" 

"She was a... an acquaintance." 

"So you didn't really know her." She sighed. "Akira... did it ever occur to you that someone may have disguised themselves to look like her?"

It hadn't... but there were a few problems with that theory.

 

"But how could they have disguised themselves so well? I thought the proper glamours from before are no longer available?" 

"No longer available to the general public, yes. But it's such a powerful spell I highly doubt the humans in power would've gotten rid of it completely." 

"But--" 

 

Takemi flew up to his shoulder, placing a small yet firm hand on one. 

"Okay look. You need to get home. You came here for help because you knew I could glamour and conceal the head while you figure out who's behind all this in the meantime, right?" 

He nodded sheepishly.

She chuckled. "Cubs are so predictable. Anyway, I don't have a problem with aiding you. But you need to get home. Sleep, even if for a little while. I can tell you're still in shock from what you've witnessed, understandably. You have school tomorrow, don't you? No chance you can act as erratically as you're doing now."

He hated how she was making sense.

She fluttered back behind the curtain. 

A short while later she emerged - now holding what looked to be a prickly type of plant.

"It's called a Datura stramonium." She explained. "Better known as thorn-apples to the humans. Poisonous to both them and animals alike. I won't have to worry about anybody accidently touching it."

Ah. So that's what Takemi had glamoured the head to look like.

"I would like to run a few more tests on the head in the meantime... and also, try to figure out where the ribbons could've come from. I'm sure there could be some sort of Fable story they relate to..." She muttered the last part to herself.

"I'll text you if I find anything." 

She then handed him a small bottle.

"Spray this where you found the head, and a bit on yourself too." She explained. "It'll get rid of the scent, so much so that not even those dogs will be able to pick it up." 

He nodded. "Okay. Thanks, Takemi." 

"I'm not doing this for free however." She responded, with a small smile. "Maybe we should look to up your dosage a bit."

He winced. Goodness, as if he needed anymore stress in his life. 

 

Hmmm. Then he remembered something.

 

"June 20th." 

"Hmm?" 

"June 20th, that's how I'll make it up to you." Akira said. "When the moon hits, I'll be able to show you something worthwhile."

 

Takemi smirked.

 

"Okay, little cub. We have a deal." 

 

Akira could feel their bond level going up quite a bit tonight. 

 

He nodded one last time, before exiting the clinic. 

It was almost 3am. The street was completely empty.

He made his way home, when he felt his shoe step in something soft.

 

Blueberries?

On top of a manhole?

 

He shrugged.

 

It probably didn't mean anything

 

***

 

Akira made his way back to the bed. He didn't sleep a wink however. Morgana was still passed out cold, in the same position - none the wiser and he couldn't help but envy the cat a bit.

No scratch that - a lot.

He just continued to stare at the ceiling - until he heard Leblanc's door open and the sound of sizzling.

Sojiro was making breakfast. 

Akira took a few minutes to breathe in and out, preparing himself. 

He would have to look Sojiro and Futaba in the face, knowing what he had seen HOURS AGO - and act none the wiser.

Act as if Wakaba's head wasn't occupying Leblanc's doorstep hours before. 

Act as if the very image wasn't tormenting his head. 

He wasn't sure he could do this. 

 

 

He quickly got ready, changing into his uniform - not bothering to tame the bush that was his hair. After that, he made his way down the stairs, rushing into the bathroom to quickly brush his teeth. 

When he came out there was a plate of curry set at the counter.

"You sleep well?" His guardian asked. 

Akira didn't trust himself with words right now, so he just nodded.

"That's good. Eat up before it gets cold."  

And he did. 

 

Morgana scuttled down the stairs a moment later, settling himself beside Akira's chair. The cat had slept well - If the tired noises he was making were anything to go by.

Oh, how much he envied said cat right now. 

Sojiro - hearing Morgana's drowsy meows retreated back to the kitchen to see if he could find any feline-suited food. 

He took a moment to check his phone, anything to keep him from thinking too much about what he had seen. 

He had two messages.

 

[ Tae Takemi ] : Remember to breathe, little cub. 

[ Tae Takemi ] : This may help :)

 

A 10 hour breathing video? 

That was so like her. But it made him feel a bit better, knowing was she doing the best she could to help.  

He swiped out to see the other message. 

 

 

 

[ Akechi ] : Good morning, Akira-kun

[ Akechi ] : Did you sleep well? 

 

How exactly was he supposed to respond to this? "Good morning Akechi-san! Yeah I was awoken to some strange knocking last night and when I opened the door there was a severed head of a woman whom I've only spoke to a few times on the doorstep. Now I'm somehow trying to figure out what the hell happened and I have less than within 2 weeks. But other than that I slept great!!" 

As if Akechi would have any idea what he was talking about. 

 

Back when they were kids, he had complete trust in Akechi. Even though they knew each other for only a few months, the bond they shared all but contrasted that. He was the only human to have ever really seen Akira, all of him - a child that was once so scared of rejection he hid his wolf features. And he had been the one who made Akira reject that way of thinking. Stood by his side. In some ways, he viewed the detective as his hero.

But things were slightly more complicated now. 

Akechi was a now respected detective and celebrity. And Akira was... what? A delinquent who was the leader of a vigilante group? Akechi had so many fans who loved and adored him. While Akira was mostly feared and hated, dealing with whispers and murmurs from his concerned classmates. 

He wondered if they were just... too different now. Akechi was too cool. He was perfect and intelligent and adorable and... didn't need the like's of a half-wolf like him potentially tarnishing his image. As happy as he felt when the detective had invited him out and referred to him as family... he had also half expected the detective to cease contact with him at the end of that day. 

There was a part of him that thought maybe... it would be best if they did just cut contact... 

But....

"Akira. Please look out for Akechi for me." 

 

 

Better to keep the interactions surface level. That way they could still be friends, without Akira potentially tarnishing Akechi's image. 

 

[ Akira ] : Good morning, Akechi :) 

  [ Akira ] : Sort of

[ Akira ] : I feel a bit tired

[ Akira ] : How about you, detective?

 

The response came almost immediately.

 

[ Akechi ] : Ah, that's good

[ Akechi ] : I unfortunately didn't get much sleep last night.

[ Akechi ] : Had a late night task to attend to.

[ Akira ] : Another case?

[ Akechi ] : Hmm

[ Akechi ] : Something like that. 

[ Akira ] : That... :/

[ Akira ] : You should sleep more

[ Akechi ] : Hahah.... I guess

[ Akechi ] : Talk to you later, Akira-kun. 

 

Point proven. 

 

As Akira placed his phone back into his pocket... Leblanc's door jingled open.

It was Futaba. 

The wolf felt an immediate jolt of panic go down his spine. The girl had a small yet hopeful smile on her face, though it vanished slowly as her eyes scanned round the café. 

"She's not here..." he heard the girl mutter, sighing afterwards. She walked up to the counter, taking the seat next to Akira's. 

Sojiro reemerged from the kitchen with some pieces of chicken and water for Morgana, who jumped at it - purring fondly.

His expression softened immensely when he saw Futaba. 

 

"I'm sorry, Futaba." He said, placing a plate of curry in front of her. "I've tried to get in contact but she's--" 

"It's fine, Sojiro." She interrupted, heavy bitterness in her tone. "She doesn't care. I get it." 

Sojiro looked like he wanted to refute that, but thought better and retreated back to the kitchen. 

 

For a short while, the 2 ate their curry in silence. Normally, Futaba would be gulping it down - smiling brightly and thanking Sojiro in-between bites, sometimes even pleading Akira to give her some of his. Supplying Morgana with endless head pats. But today she did none of those things. Her head was down, fixated on the counter and she was eating slowly. 

Guilt crept into his body. It was hard enough acting normal around Sojiro. But Futaba? He was struggling to hold it together, to be honest. Even sitting near her was distressing. He had to dig his claws into his hands to prevent himself from shaking. 

Seeing her so... down, knowing that the truth was 100x worse... 

He thought he could do this...

but it was fucking difficult.

 

Morgana picked up on it too. He looked up from his half eaten bowl of chicken, towards the girl - frowning a bit. He took a stretch in the way a cat would, then leaped onto the girl's lap.

"Futabaaaa... are you okay?" 

She didn't answer him, but used a free hand to stroke his head. The action seemed to soothe them both.

 

"Can I ask you something?"

He turned to see Futaba looking at him. She was sniffling and her eyes were red and puffy. She had been crying.

There was relief when he noticed there was no ribbon on her neck. Good, she was safe - for now. 

But that didn't stop the uneasiness he felt looking at her. Up close, Futaba looked a lot like Wakaba. It was almost sinister, the way Wakaba's severed head popped up even more when he looked at the girl.  

He briefly thought about running out of the cafe, but then remembered what Takemi had said about acting normal.

So he instead nodded, and that seemed to satisfy her enough to continue. 

"Do you... Do you uh, think I'm annoying?" 

He shook his head.

But Futaba didn't look convinced. "Really?" 

Ah. She's looking for a verbal answer. 

"No, I don't."

 

She looked down at the counter again. "Then why has my mom abandoned me?" 

He nearly dropped his fork.

He couldn't do this. He couldn't. 

 

"W-What makes you think that?" 

For a moment it seemed like she wasn't going to answer. Then she pulled out her phone, swiping a little bit before holding it out for him to see.

"Look at this. She's been ignoring me since last Sunday. I've tried texting and calling but she won't respond. I mean, she sometimes forgets to text back for a day or two when she's REALLY focused on a project but never this long." 

"I had cram school yesterday and she didn't even show up." Futaba added sadly. "Sojiro had to pick me up. She won't respond to him either. It's like she's forgotten about us... About me." 

Forgotten...

If only she knew how much worse the truth was. 

 

"And normally I wouldn't care. I'm used to it. It's just the way she is. Mom's lab work makes her happy. Happier than I could. But she promised..."

"What did she promise?" 

"...That we'd go to Akihabara today." She looked down at the counter again.

Akira felt like he was being stabbed.

Futaba sank lower into her seat.

"Where is she? What's so important that she had to break her promise?"

 

How was he supposed to answer that?

 

[ "She's dead, Futaba." ] 

[ "I don't know, but I know she loves you" ]

[ Say nothing ]  

 

If he could, he would tell her the truth. She deserved that at the very least. But he knew he couldn't. However Wakaba's head had got there... whoever had put it there did so that Akira and Akira only would discover it. 

 

It somehow didn't feel like the right time to dismiss the girl's feelings by telling her that Wakaba... did indeed love her. Worst case, she would ask how Akira knew that. And he couldn't think of a decent enough lie.

But it also seemed too callous to say nothing at all. 

[ "She's dead, Futaba." ] 

[ "I don't know, but I know she loves you" ]

[ Say nothing ]  

[ Offer to go to Akihabara with her ] 

 

"How about... I take you there instead?"

If Wakaba no longer could, then he would. It was the very least he could do. 

Futaba looked at him questioningly. "Don't you have school in like... 10 minutes?"

"Tomorrow." He corrected. "If your mom isn't back by tomorrow, I'll take you instead." 

"D- do you even know how to get there?" She asked, a glint of mischief in her expression.

"I'm sure I could figure it out."

"Well... good!! Because I don't!" She admitted, chucking a bit. 

"I'll teach you, its not too hard." 

"....Wait really? Are you sure?" 

 

Guilt trekked up his spine again.

He knew damn well she wouldn't be coming back. 

 

"I'm sure." 

Futaba smiled brightly at him. "Okay! I'm all in!" She replied, all the bitterness from before vanishing. She picked up her fork once more, taking a bite of her curry with the enthusiasm Akira had become so familiar with. 

"SOJIROOO!" She yelled happily. He appeared immediately. "Can you warm this up again for me?" 

 

 

 

 

Shortly after, Akira finished his plate and headed towards the door. 

"Hey... Akira?" 

"Hm?"

"Thanks... F- For listening. I guess wolves are pretty cool." 

 

"You're welcome. See you later." 

 

 

***

 

 

The subway was loud and chaotic as usual. Akira had never felt so grateful towards Futaba for the headphones. The video Takemi had recommended keeping him grounded. He stuck to the pace of slow breathing, and while he still felt immense stress - it was helping. He only took them off once he had reached his classroom and saw Ann at her desk along with Ryuji chatting - whom was sitting at his desk.

From a distance they both looked uneased.

"....Mishima....few students who..." He hears Ryuji say as he approached them. 

"Yeah, that's a good idea." Ann responds as she fiddles with one of her pigtails nervously. 

 

Ah right.

Nijima. Blackmail. He had almost forgotten about that.

The pile of evidence in photos and voicemails she had threatened him and his friends with. 

Though considering the hell he had been through mere hours ago - he couldn't really bring himself to care about that threat anymore. The bait Nijima had over them felt like mere child's play in comparison. 

Quite frankly, he was more scared of Futaba finding out the truth than anything could do Nijima right now. 

Not to mention her demand was impossible. It was nothing like the 2 previous times, where at the very least... he and his group were aware of the culprit's name and establishments.

Not to mention they only had 2 days to actually carry out the whole thing.

Perhaps he could somehow convince Nijima to extend their time limit? Under the guise of them all studying hard for their upcoming exa--- no wait. Ryuji and Ann studying? He would be laughed out of the student council office. 

 

"Leaaader! What do you think?" The blonde cheerily greeted him, getting up from his seat so the other could sit down.

Morgana - predictably - leapt into Ann's arms.

"You guys talking about Nijima?" The cat asked, in between purrs. 

"Yeah... Student prez doesn't seem like she's gonna budge with this." 

"Mishima knows a few students who may be involved with our target." Ann added. 

 

Akira pushed his glasses up and forced a determined smile.

"Let's go ask them." 

 

***

 

The few students they questioned were hesitant (understandably so) to tell them much. But they had a bit more information this time. 

1) The culprit mostly operated in Shibuya 

2) He had several lackeys who would convince high school students to deliver envelopes for him.

3) The reward for doing so being a large sum of cash.

4) Of course - said reward doesn't exist because it is a scam. The envelopes in question contains drugs.

5) Students involved end up being blackmailed and threatened via photos.

 

Akira had also made sure to discreetly check if any of the students were wearing anything ribbon-like. Thankfully, none of thenm were. Which soothed his nerves quite a bit. At least in this scenario, they weren't be threatened with their life. 

 

It wasn't much to go on, they still didn't even have a name. 

But it was a start. 

 

When school finished, and after meeting up with Yusuke at their usual meet-up point, they headed to the top of Shinjuku street. 

At this time of day there were still plenty of students about - and likewise plenty of suspicious looking men - dressed head to toe in black, dark sunglasses covering their eyes.

Most likely the lackeys.

"I suggest we split up." Yusuke advised. "It might be a bit suspicious if we all go up them as one group."

"True." Akira agreed.

"Although..." the artist turned to look at a particular blonde. "Ryuji might require a chaperone." 

Said blonde in question groaned.

"Are we STILL going on about this?? Didn't I say I was sorry??"  

"Well we likely wouldn't be in this mess if it wasn't for your big fat mou--"

"Mona... you little shi--"

"Alrightttt... that's enough." Ann chided them both. "Can we just get on with this? The time limit is stressing me out enough without you two arguing." 

"But Lady-Ann he--"

(Ann had turned her attention elsewhere)

"Ughhh... Can't you... maybe...I don't know... ask that detective friend of yours?" She asked hopefully, nudging Akira's shoulder. "He might have an idea of their name?" 

The sudden mention of Akechi took the him off-guard a bit. 

 

"I...uh..."

"What? That stuck up pretty-boy?" Ryuji had a disgusted look on his face. 

"N- No, I can't. It would be too suspicious." I don't want to annoy him

"Right." Morgana added. "Even if he had the intel we needed, he's still part of the police. And he doesn't even agree with what we're doing." 

Ann sighed. "Okay. Let's just get this over with." 

 

 

 

30 minutes later they back as a group to discuss what they had found. And found that they were no closer to finding the culprit's name. Anytime they had tried to subtly (or in Ryuji's case the exact opposite) ask the lackey's who their boss was they were turned away instantly. 

Akira can taken note of the fact that none of the lackeys were wearing anything ribbon-like on their necks. He wondered if that's why their boss was so well hidden. If it turned out they themselves had a ribbon then keeping their identity hidden would make sense.

Akira had also sensed Nijima in his field of vision. She was standing a bit of the distance from the group the whole time. Even now. No longer hiding, but obviously not making any effort to help the group. Simply observing, arms neatly crossed. Ann had noticed her too, rolling her eyes at the sight.

"Without a name we're essentially stuck in the mud." Yusuke said, and they all had to agree with that.

"Then what can we do?" Ryuji asked, slight panic in his voice. "We only have until Monday night to find the name and carry the plan out! And if we don't Akira will end up..." He looked towards the wolf.

Had the events of Wakaba never happened, he would've been a lot more scared. But he had come to terms with accepting his fate.

 

So he held one hand up, and placed another on the blonde's shoulder. "Don't stress about it. If it comes to that, I'll take the fall." 

Morgana and Ryuji just looked speechless. 

Ann's eyes widened. "Are you serious? We won't let that happen."

"Quite right." Yusuke agreed. "It would be extremely cowardly of us to abandon you in such a way."

"Hell yeah Yusuke! We ain't doing that to you man." 

 

"It's alright. The only tangible proof she has connecting any of us to either of the crime scenes is me. We don't all have to ruin our lives over this."

"But you do?" Ann shot back. 

"There surely has to be another way we can deal with this person." Yusuke said. "Even if... its without using your... unique technique." 

"Yeah, we'll think of something!" Ryuji added. 

 

It was nice to know that his friends were so loyal... didn't want to abandon him.

Would they still risk taking the fall with him if they knew what he was really hiding from them, he wondered?

 

"Anyway, there's no use discussing this here or now." Akira waved a hand dismissively, trying to steer the subject. "You guys get home. There's something I need to quickly check so go on without me. I'll try to think of a solution by tomorrow."

His friends looked unconvinced but complied, all heading to the nearby station.  

 

He walked the opposite way. 

He really didn't want to go home to Sojiro and Futaba. It was killing him. Hiding what had happened to Wakaba. Knowing that they both were worried sick about her. He couldn't do it.  

Not just yet.

He took out his phone, aimlessly scrolling so 

Morgana was in his bag, uncharacteristically silent for a few minutes, before popping his head out.

"Hey... Akira? Are you feeling okay?" 

"Hmm? Yeah. I'm fine." 

"What... you said back there... did you mean it?"

Oh right. That had really shaken up Morgana hadn't it? 

"Between you and me... I just don't think it will be possible for us to complete this task." He answered without looking up. 

"Our chances are low." Morgana admitted. "Either we'll have to somehow convince that student council to increase our time limit or... maybe by some miracle... someone will give us a clue."

The chances of either taking place being near-zero. He could maybe try asking Iwai if he knew anything? Though even if he did, their bond level might not be high enough yet for that level of trust yet.

 

Before he even had the chance of texting Iwai, he felt a firm presence step in front of him. 

From the way Morgana immediately retreated back into his bag, he assumed it to be Nijima at first. 

But Nijima... was nowhere to be seen. Which was strange. She hadn't been too much of a distance from him and the others a few minutes ago.

Only when the person spoke, forcing him to look up from his phone from shock - did he register who it was.

 

 

"Hey, Akira-kun."

"A- Akechi??"

The detective simply smiled at him.

 

"Hang out with me." 

 

 

 

Notes:

Meanwhile...

*Googles detailed neck anatomy*
*Googles poisonous plants*

Yes, so ultimately the ribbons are the cause of the decapitations. Having one on you prevents you from speaking out about it. Hence why Shido got Goro to make them in the first place. The actual origin of the ribbons will be explored soon.

 

Let me know your thoughts! As always kudos and comments are always appreciated <3

Chapter 8: Half-truth

Summary:

"Be careful out there." Is what Sojiro eventually said to her. "And remember to stick by him."

 

"I- I will!" Futaba reassured him.

 

(Confidants and bonds are important, after all).

Notes:

You may have noticed that the chapter number has gone up.

It may or may not go up again in the future but I'll see how this number works for now. Hope you guys don't mind!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Though Akira had been in Tokyo for 2 months now, he hadn't really explored much of it. In between school, work and his vigilante business, he didn't really have much time spare to fully scope out the city. It had taken him quite a bit of time just to get used to city life. The busyness, the noise, how fast paced everything was. A stark contrast to the farm life he had spent most of his life being accustomed to. 

Outside of Yongen-Jaya (which he now knew like the back of his hand), the only other place he had somewhat adapted to was Shibuya. 'Somewhat' being the term used because truthfully, the area was still a bit of a puzzle for him. At first it would've been very easy for him to get lost in the waves of people and sounds. Though thanks to the friends he had made so far, he now could maneuver his way round, as well as familiarize himself with some of the places. Ryuji had showed him the gym and ramen shop, Ann (after dragging him around the underground mall) the crepe place and Yusuke the local art museum.

Then there was Akechi - who didn't try to fill in a piece, but instead replaced it with a new puzzle entirely. 

Upon being taken back to the station, Akira had immediately placed his headphones back on. Though it wasn't rush hour just yet, the noise coupled along with the stress of Wakaba and Nijima's blackmail was enough to put him into overdrive. He looked up from his phone at Akechi with a worried expression, hoping that the boy would understand... or at the very least - wouldn't take offence to his avoidant behavior. But the brunette gave him a small smile before gently placing one hand on Akira's wrist and guided him towards the correct platform.

 

Having spent more of his lifetime so far assuming that Akechi was simply dead or at best... missing forever - the fact that he was alive, standing right next to him, his fingers gently wrapped around his wrist was a concept that he was still trying to get used to. The unexpected glove to skin contact helping to soothe some of his nerves.

But not all.

He knew that as much as he wished it wasn't, things were no longer as simple as they were back when they were kids. Akechi was a detective. Akira a delinquent vigilante. He had easily brushed off his friends concerns about his friendship with the detective, but he also knew there was some truth to what they were saying. 

He couldn't fully trust him. And it was likely the same for the other too. 

The decade apart had changed both their circumstances massively.

And if being a vigilante wasn't reminder enough of that, then Wakaba served that purpose. 

No chance would Akechi take his side if he ever found out what Akira was hiding. 

The irony of the entire situation was all but lost on Akira though. Akechi was part of the investigation behind the decapitations. Akechi, the one who was loved and adored by the majority of Tokyo. And yet Wakaba... or whoever had left her head on his doorstep, had turned to him for help instead.  

He wished he could ask Wakaba why. Did she too have little faith in the police just like he did? And even if it hadn't been Wakaba herself who had left her head there, whoever it was... why? Could it perhaps be because they knew that this was the only way the truth about the ribbons would be discovered? 

If that was the case, then the system was even more corrupt than Akira had given it credit for. 

But what on earth had made whoever had done that trust him? 

...Was it because he had told her that he was the one behind taking down Kamoshida and Madarame?

 

"Our train is here." Akechi said, startling Akira out of his thoughts. Shit, he needed to remember where he was. Who he was with. If he started acting too nervous, the other would for sure know something was up. And then presumably ask questions. And in his semi-panicked state, Akira didn't trust his ability to lie for long.

Better to keep the interactions surface level.

So instead he nodded at the brunette, doing his best to form a small smile - hoping it was convincing enough. 

 

The train they boarded was fairly populated - but not packed - so the teens were able to sit next to one another. As they sat down Akechi let go of his wrist and Akira immediately found himself missing the firm contact. He tried to act nonchalant about it, instead keeping his gaze upon his phone and once again playing the breathing video Takemi had sent. Looking up every now and then to catch a glimpse of the view outside. Staying that way for a good 10 minutes until he felt another light squeeze on his wrist, signifying to him that they had reached their stop. 

Kichijoji - their destination - Akira found to be quite unique; It was colorful and had a bit of a personal touch. It was much less populated than Shibuya, though still it seemed to have a bit of something for everybody. The pace of everything was slower here too. There was a shopping district, which included a second-hand store. Another was an expensive looking accessories shop. Akira also passed by a few quick-stop eateries, most of which were slightly tucked away via an alleyway. Just like their last outing together, Akira followed a little behind Akechi, mostly due to him taking all the sights in. 

 

A few minutes later they stopped outside of what seemed to be a dessert café.  

"Ahh! It seems I forgot to mention why I brought you here." He said after taking note of Akira's slightly confused expression. "As you may know, the culprit of the serial killings is still at large... So I've been quite engrossed in work." He sighed tiredly, taking a moment to raise one hand in a bid to rub the dark circles forming under his eyes.

Meanwhile Akira tried his hardest not to flinch or panic as the other spoke. Every time he heard something in regards to the serial killer or decapitations, he instantly thought back to how he had found Wakaba... the way she had tried to warn him mere hours beforehand. It was frightening to think that whoever was responsible for her demise was still out there. Even more frightening how powerless any potential victim could be, now he knew about the ribbons role. 

But there was something else about Akechi's comment that worried Akira. 

"Haven't you already got a suspect lined up?" He asked, thinking back to that live show he had watched last week, where the detective had very clearly stated that. 

"Having a suspect in mind is one thing. Having enough evidence to successfully indict said suspect is another." Akechi explained and Akira immediately understood what he meant. "Though... I may have found another source to help me with that." He looked at Akira again, this time with an expression that the wolf couldn't make sense of.

"Anyway, enough of that for now. Point is, I want to relax a bit and take my mind off of work, if even for just an hour or so. I figured eating would do just the trick." 

Hearing Akechi say that made Akira feel a bit nostalgic. Back when they were kids, his way of soothing Akechi or helping him relax always involved some type of food. Also always involved them eating said food together. It was a simple gesture, one that Akira wouldn't of expected the detective to remember about them. To think that all these years later... he still-- 

"Is that why you brought me here with you?" 

Akechi seemed somewhat startled by that question, before a somewhat wistful expression began to form on his features. "Well...If I'm being honest you--" 

 

It was at that moment that Akira was reminded of Morgana's existence. His bag had ruffled for a moment, before feeling significantly lighter.

Seconds later and the black cat had leaped out onto the pavement, now looking between the wolf and the detective with an annoyed expression. 

"I'll... hang round here till you're done." He huffed, giving Akira one last look - the 'be careful' kind - before scampering off into a nearby alleyway.

Akechi watched the entire scene unfold, glancing at the cat until he was out of sight, eyes now a little wider than before. 

"You... keep your cat in your school bag?" He questioned the wolf, one eyebrow now significantly higher than the other.

Akira shrugged. "He likes it in there." 

"Surely you're aware there are pet carrier bags that are specifically designed to carry cats, yes?"

"Wait seriously?" He was completely stunned at this piece of information. Damn the country boy in him was showing. 

Akechi just nodded slowly, as if this should've been obvious to even country boys like him.  

"They... didn't have anything like that back on the farm." He mumbled back, using a few fingers to fiddle with his bangs. Something he usually did when he felt nervous or... embarrassed.

Or in this case...both. 

The detective continued to stare at him. Only this time a small but fond smile beginning to form on his face.

"W-What?"

"Oh! Nothing. Never mind. Let's head inside, shall we?" 

 

They went inside, settling down at a table on the outside balcony. The balcony was quieter compared to the inside of the restaurant, equipped with a slight warm breeze, both of which Akira found himself weirdly grateful for. 

Akechi at this point had already buried his head into the menu. Akira followed suit and then found himself holding back a gasp when he saw some of the prices. It wasn't anything extravagant, but Akira's bank balance was a little strapped after having to invest in Takemi's medicines or Iwai's weapons. He skimmed through the menu. Maybe it would just be best to order the most cheapest dish instead so it wouldn't leave too much of a noticeable dent in his bank accou--

"Order whatever you want. I'll cover the bill." 

"Are you sure?" 

Akechi looked up from his menu. "I did invite you here, did I not? So it would quite rude of me to not do so." 

Akira couldn't help but grin. "Thanks." 

"That does not mean 'order for the sake of ordering' however." 

"I see. In that case I'll just get everything on this menu." 

The brunette rolled his eyes. "A good handful of these items have some form of chocolate in them. Isn't that dangerous for your kind?" 

"Well... luckily for me my hybrid genes include the enzyme needed to break it down. Otherwise I would've dropped dead by now from the amount of coffee Sojiro makes me drink." 

"Sojiro?"

"My guardian." 

Akechi's expression turned a bit more serious. "You know, you never did get round to telling me why you--"

 

Their conversation was interrupted as a waitress came to their table.   

"Hi guys, are you ready to order? If so what can I get for--" She gasped loudly. "Oh my.....? Are you... are you the detective prince????" 

Akira watched in real time as Akechi's eased expression quickly morphed into that of the plasticky caricature he portrayed on TV.

He turned to the waitress, looking at her with a fake smile. One that Akira knew all too well, and one that he had come to detest. 

"Indeed I am." 

"Can I get a picture with you?" The waitress all but pleaded. "My friends won't BELIEVE you showed up at my workplace." 

"Of course." Akechi responded, his smile becoming a little more strained. But the girl didn't notice, seconds later shoving her phone into his face, the flash going off multiple times. 

"Thank you so much!!" She said, slipping her phone back into a pocket. "Wow, you really are even more handsome in real life! It's literally a dream to be able to see you like this." 

"Ahh, you're too kind." 

"Such a gentleman too. But since you're here - why not try out some of our new super sweet cakes? On the house!" 

"Oh thank you but I'd rath--"

"GREAT! I'll be right back with it and-- oh sorry, did you want anything?" She asked Akira, having suddenly remembered that Akechi wasn't the only occupant at the table. 

Akira quickly ordered a few things and the waitress swiftly headed back inside. 

Only when she was fully out of sight did Akechi's relaxed expression from before return.

"My apologies for that. My fans can be a bit... Overwhelming." 

"Mhm... It's fine. You're getting free food out of it after all."

Akechi rolled his eyes. "Of course you would focus on that point."

 

A short while later the same waitress arrived with their orders. She placed Akechi's down last, looking at him expectantly. "Soooo... go on! Try it!" 

The detective gave her that same false smile he had done a few minutes ago, before helping himself to the cake. 

"Mmmm. My, this is truly delicious." He said that, but Akira didn't miss the way he winced while chewing - as if the cake was too sweet for his liking. 

"Ahhh! I'm so glad you think so." The waitress beamed at him. "Be sure to enjoy your time here! Leave us a nice review while you're at it as well!" She said, proudly sauntering back inside and finally leaving them alone. 

 

Akechi then allowed himself to sigh heavily. 

"I suppose I should apologize for that as well." 

"No its fine...Its just... I can't believe you get free food just because you're famous." 

Well, that wasn't entirely true. Akira could understand why Akechi got free food. Hell, he himself used to give Akechi free apples all the time when they were kids. But that was out of friendship, appreciation.

This however... it seemed...

 

"Ah, it's not quite that simple. Are you aware that I run a food blog?"

The wolf nodded. Of course he was; it had been one of the first things to pop up when Akira had searched up Akechi's name. It was very popular, almost all the posts bombarded with multiple comments, presumably from his myriad of fans. Each picture of food coupled with a pic of him smiling  in an extremely attractive way into the camera. A few photos even including a white dove (Robin?) happily perched on his shoulder as he ate. It was no wonder why so many girls had subscribed to it, lured in by the immediate eye-candy. Though credit where its due, each of his reviews were very thorough and detailed - at least a paragraph dedicated towards describing each dish, price, the staff and overall atmosphere of the place. 

"Well then you must know my posts have garnered quite a bit of attention. So by posting my review of this restaurant online, it will encourage some of my fans to try this establishment. Hence, bringing the company more business."  

"I...see." Akira was beginning to understand. "If I'm being honest, it all seems a bit--" 

"Transactional? Exchangeable? Welcome to the world of humans." Akechi finished for him, smiling. Though while this smile wasn't like the false one he had given the waitress, it also didn't quite reach his eyes either. 

A wave of silence fell upon them for a minute or so. Akira kept his gaze down at his food, chewing slowly - anything to stop his mind from thinking about Waka-- 

He felt Akechi gently kick him from under the table, causing him to look up.

"So," The brunette began, "Did this help you relax at least?" 

"Relax?" Akira questioned.  "Um... why do you ask?"

"Well if I'm being honest you... it looked like you were about to have a breakdown. Back in Shibuya that is." Akechi explained. "That's why I thought it would do you good to bring you here. Figured you could do with a distraction." 

If the circumstances were normal... Akira would feel touched by this. But honestly it... worried him. Up until this point, Akira had assumed he had been masking his stress well enough. None of his friends, not even Morgana had noticed that he was acting weird. And then there was Akechi, who supposedly knew from one glance. 

Either his mask had slipped significantly... OR Akechi, being his estranged childhood friend just knew him better than he expected. 

And honestly, he didn't know which was more terrifying. 

"Thanks." He began. "But you don't have to worry, I feel completely fine--"

"Did something happen?" Akechi pressed, completely ignoring him. "Akira, look. I'm aware that we're not as close as we used to be but... If anything is bothering you, you can talk to me. I want you to know that at least." 

The look on the brunette's face was so genuine, almost as if he knew something was up - but wanted Akira to admit it himself to him. But he couldn't... it was just... to risky.

"I'm okay... just a little tired." He lied, using one hand to rub the back of his neck. He couldn't meet the other's gaze. "But enough about me, how are you? Are you making sure to get enough slee--" 

He stopped when he heard a fork drop. "Stop... Stop doing that" 

"...Doing what?"

"That thing where you try to avoid talking about yourself or your own feelings by changing the subject."  He scolded, crimson eyes seemingly looking right through him. "You always did that back when we were kids. It was one of the things about you that always infuriated me." 

"I...."

Except he knew he couldn't refute that.

Because Akechi was right.

Akira rarely ever spoke about his troubles with others. People had different ways of coping. Many turned to various outlets, others isolated themselves. Akira's way of getting by was making himself useful to whoever he could. Be the person that people relied on. The one that people turned to. And looking at most of his bonds, that's exactly what he was.

Assisting Ryuji while he built a new life, separate from the track team he had left. Being there for Ann's photoshoots and listening to her worries regarding Shiho. Aiding Yusuke in his quest to understanding the human heart, and moving on from Madarame's shackles. Supporting Yoshizawa through her gymnastics journey. Listening to Morgana's concerns regarding his 'human past'.  

In the case of a crisis his friends could call him at any time of the day and he would show up for them in a heartbeat. But when it had happened to him, he couldn't find bring himself to tell his friends. He was their leader, someone they relied on. Someone they found to be useful. Someone they associated with solving problems and alleviating stress. So it would be irresponsible for him, as their leader and friend to drag them into the ribbon decapitation mess. 

But he and Akechi had never shared such a dynamic. At the beginning, they were always on equal footing. Confided in each other, trusted each other. They had seen each other.

So it wasn't too surprising, that all these years later - despite the fact that they know stood on opposite pillars of society, their bond strained...

That they still were able to understand each other, in a way nobody else could. 

Even then, the bizarre circumstances circumstances he was in made it so he couldn't be fully honest with Akechi either. 

 

"I...I've just been feeling overwhelmed with everything that's happened recently." Was what Akira eventually settled with saying. Not a lie, but not something that exposed the actual truth either. 

For a minute or so Akechi didn't say anything. He wasn't looking at the wolf, his crimson eyes fixated into something in the distance. When he finally did look in Akira's direction, his expression there was understanding. But there was also something else, a bit more difficult to deduce. It wasn't pity or even relief. 

No, it was something more akin to... guilt? 

"Akira, I'm--"

 

"Ohhh my god! Is that the detective prince?"

"Akechi-san? It does look like him!" 

"We're a bit of distance away though."

"CMON! Let's get closer and find out!" 

 

A small crowd, no doubt Akechi's fans had spotted him on the balcony, making their way towards them. 

Akechi had caught the commotion too, sighing a little at the sight.

"Well, I guess our time is up." He said, the smile on his face not doing well to hide his exhaustion and annoyance at the situation.  "Though I wish we could've stayed a little while longer." 

"You shouldn't have to put up with this." Akira expressed. And it was true. It was strange to think that Akira had once looked at Akechi, who had so many fans, humans who adored him - wondering what it would be like to experience that. Instead of whispers, fear and silver scraps thrown at him. But after today, his viewpoint had changed a little bit.

If this is what Akechi had to deal with on a daily basis, on top of his detective work and school - it was no wonder he was so exhausted.  

"Ah, its quite alright." He responded, but they both knew he was lying. The resigned look confirmed that enough. 

Then a thought... (not a particularly good one) struck Akira.

 

 

"Come here a sec."

 

***

 

"Wha-- why are we here?" 

In hindsight, grabbing the detective's hand and taking him into the nearest bathroom probably wasn't the best idea. 

But they were here now so, not like they could go back. 

"I have an idea." He simply responded, his lips forming something of a smirk. Akechi's eyes grew a bit wider and before he could respond (or Akira lose his nerves) the wolf raised his hand, threading his finger's into the brunette's hair.

His hair was... soft. Unbelievably so. It also had a nice fragrance to it, smelling of a mixture of strawberries and shea butter. It was just... beautiful, it forms outside of just visual. 

He felt the other stiffen under the touch, mutter something inaudible under his breath...but didn't make an attempt to push the wolf away. 

After about a minute of ruffling through his hair, Akira finally (rather reluctantly) stepped back to admire his handywork. The detective's usual well groomed hair was now a complete mess, strands sticking out everywhere and his bangs disheveled. 

A good start. But to succeed in disguising him, they'd have to do a bit more. 

"Take my glasses." 

Akechi scoffed. "Don't you need them to see?"

Akira shrugged. "They're not real."

"Knowing what I do about you, I'm not even surprised." He retorted but reached out anyway, gently taking them off the bridge of Akira's nose and placing them on his own. 

"This better work." Akechi grumbled.

 

 

 

It ended up working perfectly.

As they returned to their seats and the crowd of pests got closer, their enthusiasm vanished upon seeing the 2. And not even a minute later and they were gone. Mission accomplished. 

Akira smirked and while the other rolled his eyes in retaliation, the wolf could tell he was trying to fight a smile too. 

"We should get going before it gets too late." 

 

They made their way to the station, (but not before Akira summoned Morgana) catching the train back to Shibuya. Neither spoke, but unlike the earlier scenario - it was a peaceful silence. Even with the usual subway noise, Akira didn't feel the need to use his headphones. 

A few more minutes pass as they stand close to each other at the platform, waiting for one of their trains to arrive. 

"Hey... Akira?"

"Hmm?"

"Look at me." 

He looked up from the endless scrolling he was doing on his phone to find Akechi looking at him with an unreadable expression. 

 

 

"Earlier on, were you perhaps looking for someone?" 

 

Akira's blood ran cold. It took everything he had in him to not flinch at that question. He could even feel Morgana stiffen from within his bag. 

 

How long had he been there?

How long had he been watching Akira and his friends?

How much did he hear? 

Was he aware of the scams? 

 

Even more perplexing was why Akechi was asking this in the first place... was it out of concern? He had to remember that his friend ultimately worked for the police. Did he perhaps suspect him to be behind what happened with Kamoshida and Madarame? If Nijima had figured it out, there was no doubt that a genius detective could. 

What was worse was he knew the other had asked in such a vague way, most likely to lessen the chance of being given a false answer.

"Ah, I'm not trying to catch you out or anything." He said suddenly. "You see, recently there's been a case of students in Shibuya falling victims to drug trafficking scams. Presumably run by a mafia boss. One that's quite elusive. Or at least that's what Sae-san believes." He muttered that last part more to himself. 

"Unfortunately the police aren't any closer to finding the mastermind behind it either. Anyway, the point I'm trying to convey is - be careful." 

 

"I was trying to help out a friend." He said, using a hand to rub his neck. Again not a lie, but nowhere close to the full truth. Maybe it would be easier if he was truthful, but the risk if it wasn't was not worth it. 

Akechi looked at him, as if he didn't quite buy it - but Akira wasn't sure. The brunette had never been the easiest to read. 

After a moment, he opened his mouth to speak. 

But whatever he was going to say, never would see the light of day. His train had arrived at the platform, and it would only be a minute or so before it would disappear again.

"Guess I'll be off." The brunette said. "Make sure to text me when you get home." 

"Likewise." 

Akechi gave him one last look before heading in and finding a seat. And just like their last outing, making no attempt to look back at the Akira.

And it was only when the train had closed and the wolf looked at Akechi, fiddling with his collar and then used one gloved hand to rub his neck. A sudden melancholic, drained look upon his face. Only then did Akira realize - No - remember something. Something that he should've remembered from the get-go but had completely forgotten about. 

 

Upon Akechi's neck... in the same position that he had remembered Wakaba's to be in.

 

That ribbon. The ribbon was still there. 

 

 

He had completely forgotten to ask him about that

But it would it had even been wise to ask?

Would asking potentially put Akechi in danger?

 

 

"What did I tell you about being careful?" Morgana scolded, starting him from his thoughts. He had only come out of the bag once the train had fully disappeared. "He was almost onto us!"  

"I didn't tell him anything." 

"You were hesitating back then." 

"That's because he knows me too well." Akira retorted. "If I had tried to lie it would've made me look more suspicious."

"All the more reason you should stop hanging out with him." Morgana responded. "If you're going to ditch me for someone, at least let it be someone with Lady-Ann type looks. Not him." 

 

Akira didn't respond but instead gave Morgana a few head scratches, which made him start purring loudly. 

"Cmon, let's get you home." 

"Don't think you can head-scratch your way out of this." The cat chided him. "We'll talk more about this later." 

Deep down, he understood where Morgana was coming from. Akechi firmly stood against everything he and his friends were doing. 

But he couldn't just leave him. Not after so many years of hoping that he was still alive. Not when something akin to fate had made them reunite again.

 

Not when his life... quite literally was dangling by a thread. 

 

As he restlessly lay in bed while staring at the ceiling, he realized that he was so unsure about what would happen day to day. Regarding school, their next target, Nijima's blackmail, how tomorrow with Futaba would go, how Wakaba had ended up there, how and why ribbons had such power... 

But he was sure of one thing. 

 

" I can't lose him again. I refuse to. Whatever it takes... whatever I have to do,

I'll make sure he doesn't meet the same fate Wakaba had."

 

***

The next day when Akira made his way downstairs he was greeted by Sojiro and a very resigned-looking Futaba. She was eating her curry in a neutral way. Not too slow, but nowhere near as fast or enthusiastically as she normally did. 

Morgana was already curled up in her lap, probably in an attempt to comfort the girl. 

When Futaba looked up and saw Akira, she gave him a small smile.

"Guess you're going with me huh?" Akira didn't miss the sadness in her tone as she said that. He knew it wasn't directed towards him but it didn't help ease the guilt. He had inavertedly let her get her hopes up, thinking that her mother would somehow show up and take her instead of him doing so. 

It disturbed him to think how much he was lying to her. Her and Sojiro. Even if it was for their own good and safety. It was eating heavily at him.

He knew he couldn't hide it from them forever.

 

"Yeah, I guess so." 

 

About 10 minutes later Futaba finished her meal and they got ready set off, Morgana swiftly hopping into Akira's bag. 

"You taking the cat with you too?" Sojiro asked as they headed to the door. Akira nodded. 

The man was currently drying some cutlery, looking at Futaba with a lot of concern in his eyes. It wasn't surprising. Although he had only known the both of them for a few months, he had never in that time really seen Futaba go outside on her own. Much less to a different district by train. 

 

"Be careful out there." Is what Sojiro eventually said to her. "And remember to stick by him."  

"I- I will!" Futaba reassured him, shuffling a bit closer to Akira. 

"And you." Sojiro turned to look straight at Akira. "Make sure she's within your peripheral vision at all times." 

"Yes boss." Akira promised, and that response seemed to satisfy the man enough.

"Alright. Go have fun, the both of you." 

 

 

***

 

 

The moment Akira stepped foot in Akihabara, he immediately understood why Futaba had been so adamant on visiting. From first glance it seemed to be the ultimate haven for nerds. He watched as Futaba slowly began to take the scenery in, her eyes lightening up in excitement. In the exact same way Morgana's would when he would come across Ginza sushi.

"Is this your first time being here?"

"F- First time in person." Futaba answered sheepishly. "But.... I visited countless times via Google maps! So I pretty much know where everything is!" She added on, rather proudly.

"Now, let us commence!" 

And before he could respond or react, Futaba set off - bolting into a nearby store, presumably the one she had set her eyes on. 

"Not so fast!" A half-asleep Morgana grumbled from within the bag when Akira set off to try to catch up with her. 

 

Honestly? Akira was glad to see some her enthusiasm back again. She had been mostly silent throughout their train journey, more than happy to occupy herself using her phone. 

Normally he would be fine with the quietness but with Futaba - considering what he knew - what he was hiding from her - it was unsettling. It somehow felt like a ticking time bomb, as if he was half-expecting her to starting screaming at him for covering up what had happened to her mother. Or worse, blaming him for her death. 

He knew that Futaba wasn't really keen on crowds either, which is why he was glad he opted take her here on a Sunday. The subway and Akihabara while still busy, were nowhere near as populous as it would be a Saturday or weekday.  

Unfortunately, the store Futaba had chosen to run into turned out to be a huge electronics store and he couldn't see her anywhere. Having unintentionally already broken Sojiro's 'peripheral vision' rule he sighed, wondering how many aisles he'd have to scour before he'd come across familiar orange hair. Then he remembered the hidden weapon in his bag.

Before he could ask Morgana to run through the aisles, his phone beeped. 

[ Unknown number ] : Aisle 15, around the middle

 

He found Futaba in the lane mentioned in the text, being questioned by a police officer. Though the officer's tone was one of concern, Futaba was shaking out of fear, struggling to say anything.

"Miss, are you lost?" 

"I-I... uhhh... OH!" Having spotted Akira, Futaba immediately ran to stand a little behind him, her hands gently grasping one of his arms

"Is she with you?" The officer asked him. Akira was about to answer but Futaba beat him to it, nodding rapidly against his arm. But that didn't quite seem to satisfy the officer, who was still looking at Akira for a response.

How was he supposed to answer that?

 

[ "She's my friend." ]

[ "She's family." ]

But neither of those seemed entirely accurate. 

[ "She's my friend." ]

[ "She's family." ]

[ "Sorry for the trouble." ]

 

"She's with me. I'm sorry for the trouble." He apologized to the officer and that was enough to appease him, leaving them both be.  

"S- Sorry... for... running off like that." She sheepishly apologized, once the officer had gone out of sight. "I... guess I was so excited to be here I forgot how over...whelming crowds are." 

"It's alright." He reassured her. "Just let me know beforehand okay?" And she nodded in response.

"By the way, how did you get my number?" 

"Oh about that. Well you see... I'm a little skilled when it comes to hacking." She simply explained. "Anywayyyy. I came here to look for some new computer parts. Let us commence part 2!" And she ran off, this time dragging Akira with her. 

"N- Not so fast!" 

 

By the time they had finished checking out all the stores Futaba wanted to, the sky had matured from a pure deep blue, to having a slight pink tinge. With evening approaching, they agreed it was time to head home. Even while holding multiple bags the girl still surprisingly had a lot of energy, walking a bit ahead of Akira towards the station with a slight spring in her step.

It was... nice to see Futaba so carefree. 

Akira, while clutching one bag himself took the time to absorb the scenery of the place. Just like Kichijoji, another new puzzle piece that made up Tokyo which he had only just begun to explore. It wasn't long before his wondering eyes set upon an item displayed in the shop window. 

It was... a toy gun.

But not just any toy gun. 

It was a gun from... the show Featherman.

The wolf felt a sudden wave of nostalgia hit him. 

Fond memories of when he and Akechi as kids used to talk about this show endlessly with one another, many many times deep into the night. 

 

"Wait- You- You like the show Featherman?" Futaba suddenly appeared right next to him and had taken note of what he was staring at. She was now looking at him with...shock?

Good or bad, he wasn't sure yet.

"Well I guess s--"

"And you didn't think to TELL ME?" She interrupted the wolf, looking very offended. "You've literally known me for 2 months, 2 months and not ONCE in that timespan have you even mentioned Featherman in my presence?? A crime! A crime against humanity!!" 

He couldn't help but smile at her exaggerated response. "To be fair, I haven't really been able to watch most the show." 

When he had previously lived in Tokyo he had viewed the first few episodes of the show. But after moving to the farm and having no access to a TV, that diminished. He was aware of the general gist of the show, characters and updates but had never been able to watch the full series. 

"Then I'll just have to make you binge watch the show from the start!" Futaba suggested, a glint in her eye. "And I'll watch it with you!"

"... You just want an excuse to watch it again don't you?"

"Well... duh! Absolutely!" She admitted with no hint of shame. "And it's waaay more fun to watch a show with someone instead of by yourself." 

Well he couldn't argue with that. 

Futaba smiles for a few more moments before looking down and fiddling with her fingers. "To be honest... I would've watched again it with my mom but..." She takes a brief second to sigh. "Apparently someone she works with is a fan of the show too and basically got her up to date with everything... so there'd really be no point. And I doubt she'd be interested in doing anything with me anyway." 

On the outside the wolf just frowned at that. On the inside however - pangs of guilt and repressed memories swam through his body.

He was glad that Futaba was looking downwards, unaware of the emotional turmoil going on his head. The sudden imagery of Wakaba. The sudden remembrance of Nijima's blackmail and limited his time really was. 

2 weeks... Less than 2 weeks

"We can watch it together." He said.

She looked up to give him a warm smile. "Thanks, Akira." 

 

 

***

 

Just like the morning, the train journey back to Yongen-Jaya was mostly silent. But this time, a much more peaceful silence between them. Futaba once more occupied herself with her phone, only choosing to speak when she noticed that the wolf was putting on the headphones she had given him - commenting that she was 'glad they were being put to use.' 

After today he definitely felt like their bond had gone up, even if just by a little bit. 

Akira in the meantime played the breathing video Takemi had sent. He wasn't feeling as restless as before, but it was still a good way to keep his breathing and stress levels in check - considering all that was going on.

By the time Futaba and Akira reached Leblanc, the sky was a navy blue. The bell chimed as they walked into the empty café, altering Sojiro to their presence.

"I was thinking it was getting a little late." He commented, his shoulders relaxing as his viewed the pair. "Good to see you're both back and safe." 

The man's gaze then set upon the bags they were holding.

"Hold on-- Futaba...how did you manage to afford all of that?"

Futaba looked sheepish then. "Uhhh...Through my usual route!" 

Sojiro shook his head sighed but didn't press further, most likely used to this. "Well as long as it doesn't trace back to you. Alright, let's get you home. I've made your favorite type of curry."

"Ohhhh yes! I hunger!" She exclaimed excitedly, rushing out of the door with immense speed. Sojiro just sighed again.

"She's just like her mother." He commented fondly, more to himself than the wolf.

 

As Akira made his way upstairs Sojiro called out to him once more.

"Hey kid."

"Hmm?"

"Thanks for doing that for Futaba. She may have an odd way of showing it but it meant a lot to her." 

"It's nothing." He responded. It's the least I could do

"Well, I just thought I'd express my gratitude anyway." Sojiro shrugged. "With Wakaba being so... busy now... I'm glad Futaba has someone her own age to hang out with." 

"For sure." 

"Anyway, I'm gonna head out now. Can I trust you to lock up behind me?" 

Akira nodded.

"Oh. One last thing. There was a parcel that came addressed to you." Sojiro mentioned just before he got to the door. "Didn't have a sender though. I left it behind the counter for you."  

 

A parcel? 

 

Akira locked the door and went upstairs to deposit a sleeping Morgana onto his bed, before heading back down and going behind the counter. Just as Sojiro had said - a parcel. Addressed to him but void of any sender. 

Immediately he was on guard. The last time he had gotten an unexpected gift like this... well.

The first thing he did was smell the box. Unlike last time, there was no metallic scent. Instead it smelled... almost book-like? 

He decided it would be best to open a little... and see for himself.

 

When he peered through he found there to be a huge stack of photos. All neatly organized into separate groups 

At the top were multiple photos of a large man with long and slicked back brown hair. A gold chain hung round his neck, coupled with a cheap-looking suit. 

Another batch of photos were of an 3 different establishments - which looked to be something like a hideout. Some of which including the individual mentioned above. Behind a couple photos, the full address and postcodes of each area.  

Another batch mostly consisting of lackeys - some of which Akira recognized from yesterday. Some of the photos were said lackeys in Shibuya, trying to coerce Shujin students into the scam. Under that, photographs of those same lackeys handing over large sums of cash to the individual. 

There had to have been around 100 different pictures. 

And at the very bottom of the box was a photo that was almost entirely white - except for some neat handwriting in the corner. 

 

'Junya Kaneshiro.'

 

'...That's who you were looking for, correct?'

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 9: Intention

Summary:

"Thank you for doing what you did. Your secret is safe with me." 
And with that...
Akira really... could cry.

 

Akira and the group deal with Kaneshiro.
Meanwhile Goro has his own dilemma to tend to.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Monday 20th of June

 

As the night approached and the full moon began to make its monthly appearance - Akira and the others knew it was time.

They had only had 24 hours beforehand to effectively plan and then conduct the heist and somehow they managed to pull it off. 

They had decided to tread a lot more carefully with this heist. Unlike their previous 2 targets who had mostly committed their crimes alone, they were dealing with a mafia boss - one who had a whole crew of lackeys at his dispense. 

They couldn't just mess up his property like they had Kamoshida. Nor would it be wise to try to confront him head on, like they had with Madarame. 

 

Nijima's comment about perceiving him to be a danger rung through his head too.

It wasn't just that either.

Regarding the ribbons and decapitations, Akira was no closer to discovering the perpetrator today than he had been when he first came across the truth behind them. 

What he was aware of however was how the public were becoming increasingly impatient. 

And with that, the police.

A very real scenario would be them trying to pin the decapitations on him and his group. And considering the corruption and gullibility of humans - it wouldn't be difficult. Because just as Nijima had pointed out, the damage he had done to Kamoshida and Madarame's property (although extremely justified) didn't exactly paint him in a good light. 

 

Two major factors as to why Akira had opted for a much more passive approach this time round.

And it wasn't so bad this way he thought - as he jumped between building to building, soaring through the sky as the cool breeze seeped through his fur, his friends not far behind - faces concealed with masks carefully crafted by Yusuke, their identities further obstructed by Takemi's age altering glamours - 

 

"Its true that you never win if you're always on the defense but..." 

 

"Once in a while its pretty effective." 

 

:) 

 

 

By Tuesday morning, every photo that Akira had been given were plastered all across Shibuya central street. Most were low enough for the average passerby to take notice of, others deliberately too high for a lackey to rip down. Akira had taken an extra precaution, sending some photos to Mishima for him to upload on their vigilante website. Because even if by some miracle all these photos were stripped down and the public forced into silence - the internet would never cease to forget.

And just as expected, news online spread fast. Their vigilante website was going crazy. Before today, the site would average around 100 visitors per week. So far today it had 5,000 visitors and was growing. 

Mishima had also added a poll asking the public if they supported this group. And it was clear from the response and comments that Akira and his group's popularity had grown exponentially. 

The public were very clearly supporting them and at the same time - were slowly giving up on the police. 

It wasn't just online either. As Akira made his way through the station - it was filled with passengers gossiping about the incident.

 

"Hey, did you see what happened in Shibuya last night?" 

"Yeah its currently trending on Twitter."

"Word is the person in the photos is some sort of mafia or yakuza boss."

"But who put all those photos up on central street?" 

"Word is it was that vigilante group. The same group that went after that pedo teacher." 

"Didn't they go after that artist last month too?" 

 

Akira meanwhile refreshed yet another news page reporting the incident as he waited for his train, halfway through a yawn when he felt a playful slap on his shoulder.

When he turned round he found it was Ryuji, grinning gleefully - though he was looking even more tired than the wolf. "Man...have you checked the news online? What we did is literally going VIRA--" 

"SHHHHHHH!" Morgana rapidly leaped out of Akira's bag to hiss at the blond. "Have you forgotten where we are?? Keep that fat mouth of yours sh--" 

"I did." Akira replied quickly to avoid the chance of the blond and cat scrapping in the middle of a public subway station.  

"On my way here I kept hearing people call us heroes and shit." Ryuji excitedly continued, completely ignoring the cat's warning. "Pretty crazy right?"

"Definitely." He smiled at his friend. "Looks like all the training we did paid off." He had felt a lot stronger in his wolf form this time round. Was able to jump higher and much more nimbly. Didn't feel as exhausted the next day. Working out with Ryuji and Kasumi had definitely paid off. 

"Hell yeah man!" 

 

A short while later their train arrived at the platform and they hopped on.

"Real shit though, I don't know how you managed to find all that dirt on him." Ryuji said as he took hold of a hand rail. 

Akira by this point was certain that it was Akechi who had given him the stack of information needed to carry out this heist in the first place. The entire gesture of it caught him completely off guard - but with the time limit he didn't have long to think it over. Now that it was done and dusted... he found himself with more questions than answers. 

 

To have done what he did he must've known... or at least suspected that Akira was involved. He honestly wasn't too surprised that detective found out. What surprised him was that the detective hadn't sold him out or tried to frame him but instead....

Had Akechi... having noticed how stressed out Akira was gone out of his way and compiled all this evidence for him to take down Kaneshiro? 

Had Akechi... really risked his job and reputation... just to help him? 

 

If that was the case, then Akechi's stance on the whole vigilante matter was far more complicated than what he portrayed in his interviews. 

But it also wasn't lost on Akira that one of the ribbon's powers was to limit one's speech. That he wasn't able to say how truly felt on the matter.

Because perhaps if he did...

 

 

As much as he loved and appreciated Akechi for doing this for him, he couldn't keep relying on the detective to bail him out of situations like this. 

 

Not if he wanted to keep him safe.

 

"I told you I'd figure something out." Akira reassuringly replied to his friend, giving him a smile.  

Ryuji shrugged and looked up from his phone. "I know you did. Just... However it happened... I'm just grateful that it all worked out man."

 

When they reached the stop and stepped off the train, both were so heavily glued to their phones that neither of them noticed Kasumi approaching until she greeted them.

"Good morning Akira-Senpai, Ryuji-Senpai!" She beamed at them both, looking like her normal chirpy self. A complete contrast to how lethargic the pair were currently feeling due to last nights affairs.

"Oh-uh- um... hey Sumi!" Ryuji spluttered. Well, that had managed to make him a bit more alert. 

Akira being a little too tired to give her a verbal response settled for a small wave and smile. 

And Kasumi - being the ever polite person she was - didn't comment on the pair's very apparent drowsiness, instead continued to smile at them both cheerfully.

"Mind if I walk with you guys?" 

 

As the 3 made their way to the school gates Akira switched from the web tab to his messages one. 

 

[ Ann ] : Okay so I'm already at school and everyone here is talking about it!

[ Ann ] : Like non-stop 

[ Ann ] : It's a little overwhelming to be honest 

[ Ann ] : Where are you guys rn??

[ Yusuke ] : Unfortunately I had to leave a little early this morning

[ Yusuke ] : As I feared I would not have the sufficient funds for the train fare needed to travel all the way to school

[ Ann ] : ........

[ Ann ] : Oh my god Yusuke 

[ Ann ] : Did you spend your entire allowance on art funds AGAIN?? 

[ Yusuke ] : Worry not, I am currently at school

[ Yusuke ] : (After getting off a stop early)

[ Ann ] : ....

[ Yusuke ] : And the Shibuya incident seems to be quite the hot topic among my fellow peers as well 

[ Ryuji ] : Same here

[ Ryuji ] : Me n Akira just got off the train

[ Ryuji ] : N it was literally all anyone would talk about. 

[ Ann ] : Omg hurry up both of you!!

[ Ann ] : Esp you Akira!!

[ Ann ] : Mishima is driving me nuts 

[ Akira ] : We're almost there

[ Ryuji ] : What Aki said

[ Ryuji ] : Hey btw

[ Yusuke ] : Hmm?

[ Ryuji ] : Does this mean the student prez will finally be off our asses?

[ Ann ] : Oh! I passed by her omw to class 

[ Ann ] : She was too busy talking to some students to notice me

[ Ann ] : But I would think so tho

[ Ann ] : We 'dealt' with her request so

[ Akira ] : Let's not celebrate just yet  

[ Akira ] : Mona says we should wait to see what she says

[ Akira ] : And keep our heads down in the meantime 

 

 

[ Yusuke ] : I fully agree

[ Yusuke ] : Kaneshiro is still at large after all 

[ Ann ] : Ughhh 

[ Ann ] : Waiting around is just going to make me anxious :/ 

 

"Hmmm..." Kasumi too was looking at her phone as she hummed out loud. But her tone was one of unease, which caused both Ryuji and Akira to look up from their phones and at the red-head with concern.

"Oh!" She exclaimed, upon seeing two pairs of eyes on her. "I was just looking at the news regarding the Shibuya incident." She turned her phone round and held it out for them to see.

Of course Akira and Ryuji were already aware, considering they were the ones to have done it. All they had to do now was act clueless.

 

And of course that was easier for some than others

 

"Oh- Uh- Yeah right! Its trending everywhere!" Ryuji said, stammering a bit at the beginning. Akira could literally feel Morgana rolling his eyes from within his bag. "What do you think of it? Pretty crazy right?"

Kasumi hummed in thought. "Well everyone seems to be talking about it. Even father mentioned that once the man is caught he wants to hold a TV segment on the matter." 

"Father? TV?" Ryuji looked even more puzzled.

"Oh! I don't think I mentioned this to either of you before." She said after taking note of Akira's equally curious expression. "My father is the director of 'Good Morning Japan'. It's a pretty popular talk show. The one you and Akira-senpai visited for your 2nd year social studies trip?"

"Wait for real??" Ryuji blurted out. "So if he's caught they'll broadcast it there?"

Kasumi nodded. "I believe so." 

 

[ Ryuji ] : Guys new idea 

[ Ryuji ] : How about we go to Leblanc after school and watch the news there!

[ Ryuji ] : Just in case it he gets caught then

[ Ryuji ] : Boss has a mini TV in the café right?

[ Ann ] : Oh yeah I remember! He does 

[ Yusuke ] : Splendid! What a marvelous idea!

[ Ryuji ] : ... You just want free curry dude

[ Yusuke ] : Ah! That too!

[ Ann ] : Will boss be okay with that, Akira?

[ Akira ] : Okay with it?

[ Akira ] : Lmao more like ecstatic to finally have some customers

[ Akira ] : And Yusuke

[ Akira ] : I got you covered :')

 

[ Yusuke ] : I am forever in your debt Akira <3 

[ Ryuji ] : All right!!

[ Yusuke ] : Ah 

[ Ryuji ] : It's settled

[ Ann ] : Sweet!!

[ Yusuke ] : But I don't believe I have the funds to get there

[ Ryuji ] : ...dude, I'll spot you 

 

***

 

Kaneshiro remained at large for another 2 days.

By Thursday evening Sojiro had become long accustomed to the group showing up. He had been making curry for the bunch as they walked into Leblanc. Ensuring that there were extras of course - much to Yusuke's delight. Making sure that the channel was on the news station. His charity had ended there however, as he put Akira in charge of coffee-making duty.

And just like the previous 2 days they had eaten, talked about various things. Said hello to Futaba (whom on the first day had almost ran out the café when seeing Akira's friends, but was now a bit more used to them - waving and smiling back).

And perhaps got about 5 minutes of actual studying done when the announcement was made. 

BREAKING NEWS : MASTERMIND WHO IS BELIEVED TO BE BEHIND SHIBUYA'S BIGGEST DRUG SCAM TURNS HIMSELF IN. 

Junya Kaneshiro, believed to be aged between 35-39 is facing multiple drug trafficking charges...

 

 

It took another 24 hours for Kaneshiro to actually be charged for said crimes. 

Another full day before the reports showed that while Kaneshiro had been offered bail, he had refused it.

A mugshot of the man revealed that there was no ribbon on his neck. 

 

Throughout the week Nijima had made no attempt to contact Akira or the others. Though she was also no longer attempting to stalk any of them either - which was definitely a good sign.

It wasn't until the following Monday before Nijima summoned Akira, Ryuji and Ann into the student council room after school.  

There she wasted no time in expressing her gratitude towards the group for taking Kaneshiro down. And she seemed to be sincere, a complete contrast to the normal condescending tone she usually used with the group.

Which honestly... blind sighted them all.

But that wasn't it either. 

 

"I also want to apologize to the two of you... Sakamaoto-kun, Takamaki-san." Nijima looked at the blonds earnestly before continuing. "Kamoshida was abusing the both of you... and so many others. And as student council president I did absolutely nothing to help."

Ann remained silent, looking at the girl in slight shock. 

"Ehhh don't sweat it. You don't have to apologize." Ryuji shrugged. "In my eyes, the blame is purely on that piece of shit. Besides, most people didn't even realize how much of a scumbag he really was."

But Nijima shook her head. "That's still no excuse on my part. I could've found out. Could've done something. It's not that I couldn't investigate the matter... I just chose to remain ignorant and put it down to baseless rumors instead." 

She sighed, looking down at the table. 

"I guess I just... wanted to be useful. And I thought the best way to do so was to put my head down, keep quiet and just do whatever the adults told me to. People like me... really must be what others call scum of the earth." 

"You're wrong."  

 

Everybody turned to Ann, who up until this point - had not spoken a word. She was looking directly at Nijima, something akin to determination apparent in her expression. 

"I... I didn't even realize Shiho was suffering until she..." Ann stopped to take a breath, her eyes becoming more glossy with every word she spoke. "I had no idea of the pain my best friend was under... So if you think you're scum... How much worse does that make me?"

 

"Takamaki-san..."

"And real scum wouldn't call themselves that. Maybe you could've done more, maybe I could've paid more attention to Shiho... But at the end of the day the blame lies solely on Kamoshida - that piece of shit - who willingly abused students and the adults who knew and let it happen anyway." 

Nijima was silent for a few minutes. 

"I guess you're right." She eventually said to the blonds with a small smile. "And... while I can't change the past I can and will start implementing changes now. For one, I will be deleting all the evidence I have pointing towards you being vigilantes. Secondly, I am going to start putting the needs of students first."

"All right student prez!" Ryuji cheered. "Looking forward to seeing your new upgrade!"

Nijima shot him a look that could kill.

That look was then replaced by a smug smile. "That reminds me... mock exams are starting in a few weeks from now. Have you started studying - if at all for them Sakamoto-kun?"

Ryuji groaned so hard Akira was half convinced that the windows would start to crack. "Okay first of all, you know you can just call me Ryuji right? Secondly - why the hell would you bring that up?" 

"Well Ryuji, I did say that I would be putting the needs of students first. That includes education wise of course." 

The blonde's lack of a response was answer enough.

"I know being vigilantes must be time-consuming, but school and grades are important too." She continued. "If no one else is going to remind you of that then I guess I'll have to."

"She does have a point." Ann reluctantly admitted. Aside from English, her grades were nearly as bad as Ryuji's. 

"Yeah yeah I get it." Ryuji huffed. "Glad we got this genius here to aid us though." He added, slinging an arm round Akira. 

"I wouldn't say genius." Akira responded, but he couldn't help but smile at the compliment.

Nijima turned to look at the wolf too, giving him a small smile. 

 

They all stayed for a few minutes longer, before Ryuji and Ann got up, said their goodbyes and left the room. Akira too would've joined them, except... 

 

"Kurusu-kun?" 

The wolf's hand was on the door handle when he turned round to look at Nijima. She was still seated - staring at him, looking almost slightly nervous. Her eyes scanned his face, almost as if asking for permission to speak. 

"Hmmm?" 

"I've been meaning to apologize to you as well." She began, tucking a tuff of hair behind her ear. "The way I treated you was absolutely unacceptable." 

"It's alright. My kind are feared by humans. I'm used to it by this point." Akira shrugged it off. His response sounded nonchalant... removing as much vulnerability as possible.

But this had always been a sensitive topic for him. And hearing Nijima apologize... almost made him want to cry. 

"No it isn't. Nor should you have to be 'used to it'. Discrimination in any kind of form is wrong. And to think I contributed and then blackmailed you on top of that..." She looked away then, staring at nothing in particular. A few more moments pass before a small chuckle escapes the girl's lips.

"It's ironic... to be honest. There I was, lecturing you about the dangers of individuals taking matters into their own hands... complaining about vandalism...even calling you a danger... all the while doing nothing to help the situation." 

 

When she turned to look at him again she was holding her phone in one hand - the screen on and unlocked - equipped with a new resolved look on her face. 

"What I said to your friends applies to you too." And with that she went to photos app, scrolling till she got to photos of him.

The same photos she had used to blackmail him with over a week ago.

Without blinking she deleted every photo of him.

"Thank you for doing what you did. Your secret is safe with me." 

 

And with that...

Akira really... could cry. 

 

"I know I can't erase the past and what I did." Nijima said after a moment, pocketing her phone. "But I would like to extend my help to you too, if you'd like that Kurusu-kun." 

"Call me Akira." 

"What?"

"We kinda met on the wrong footing didn't we?"

"We did. I guess you're right." She smiled back. "Then I suppose you can call me Makoto." 

"All right." He responded. "See you round Makoto." 

"Take care, Akira." She smiled.

 

He left the student council room feeling so much lighter. One problem was solved. He wasn't facing arrest in 2 weeks. Of course, he still had the whole Wakaba situation but. 

He at least had a bit more time now. 

And to be honest, Makoto didn't seem as bad as he had originally thought. 

 

Maybe all of this would turn out okay. 

 

 

 

***

 

 

 

 

Having completed his interview for the day Goro returned to the dressing room, seating himself right in front of a mirror. He took a brief moment to scan his face. He found himself extremely grateful for how strong the stage lighting was - because no matter how much foundation he applied to his skin - it seemed to be useless in concealing his exhaustion. 

To say that the last 2 weeks had been tiring for him would be an understatement. In between his usual obligations of keeping the conspiracy members in check, his regular TV appearances and his day job of being a detective Goro was drained beyond belief.

And as if fate really was fucking with him Shido had somehow found out about Goro's plans - ultimately destroyed the chance of an antidote and had left him with a dead body at a university to clean up. 

Had he have gotten there 10 minutes...

 

"I'm so close to making a breakthrough."

 

Maybe even 5 minutes earlier.... 

 

"Neither of us will have to wear that thing for much longer."

 

He was once again reminded of how unfair the human world really was. 

 

The only silver lining in all of this had been Kaneshiro turning himself in. A choice, no doubt heavily influenced by the fact that his face, establishments and occupation were exposed all over Shibuya and the net.

Of course, like the last 2 times - he had been prompted to speak ill of the group behind exposing Kaenshiro during his interview today. With the mafia boss now behind bars - Shido had lost one of his biggest benefactors yet.

 

He could only imagine how outraged Shido was right now. 

Oh how it made Goro smile. 

Even better knowing that he had been the reason why Kaneshiro's exposure had happened in the first place.

Yes, Akira may be the one with the 'power'. Yes he may have a group of friends to rely on. But Goro was ultimately the one with the inside information. 

 

And although he disliked talking badly about the group... for he disliked doing anything that benefitted Shido interests... he couldn't say he entirely agreed with the group's actions either. 

As much as they tried to portray themselves to be the heroes of the weak... No one... No one was that selfless. Be it human or animal.

Another thing about the group that bothered Goro was that the vigilante's form of justice seemed to rely on the victims being completely faultless and the perpetrator completely at blame. Of course... he didn't for one second doubt that Kamoshida, Madarame and Kaneshiro were atrocious human beings who got what they deserved.

But what would happen if they came across cases that were more complicated than that? Where there wasn't any concrete evidence or proof to back up ones claim. Were they just going to expose and ridicule the party they deemed to be at fault? On the basis of what? Heresy? 

Humans were cunning... and it was easy to make yourself victim when you really are anything but. 

And if they did make a mistake and ruin some innocent person's life, would they take responsibility for it? Since they were anonymous they could easily just shrink back into nonexistence like before right?

Sae was vehemently convinced that the group were based off of childish ideals... and Goro couldn't refute with that.  

But Akechi also wasn't one to waste an opportunity when he saw fit. Whatever Akira and his group's motives were - it contrasted Shido's interests. And as long as it stayed that way - he would use that to his advantage. 

The irony of Akira's power compared to Goro's wasn't lost on him however.

Akira's power was cheered by the masses... whereas Goro's... caused immense fear.

.....

A human's power was more feared than a wolf's. 

In nature, wasn't it supposed to be the other way round? 

 

 

The detective took one last moment to apply a bit more foundation to his skin before leaving the room. No matter how tired, how drained he felt - he could NOT let it show. Humans were fickle and he had an image to upkeep. The interview he had just done where he disagreed with the vigilante group's actions already was threatening to tank his popularity. The last thing he needed was some tabloid to add to that and say he looked sloppy or something.  

 

Once he left, he didn't get far before bumping into a familiar face.

 

"Ah. Akechi-san." The familiar voice spoke, giving him a polite yet sad smile. 

"Yoshizawa-san." Goro politely greeted back. 

 

Shinichi Yoshizawa was the director of 'Good Morning Japan', a show where Akechi was often interviewed at. To Goro, he came across as a decent enough human being. And like Sae-san was someone that Akechi knew for certain wasn't affiliated with the conspiracy. 

"It has been quite a while. I hope you have been well." The man responded. 

"Likewise."

 

The elephant in the room as to why it had been a while... neither of them seemed willing to bring up. 

 

"Was there anything you needed?" Goro asked.

The man shook his head and Goro began to slowly make his way down the hallway.

 

"Actually." Yoshizawa began, making Akechi halt again. "I wanted to thank you again for speaking to Sumire back then." 

 

Ah. 

Goro remembered that quite clearly

 

Sumire was one of Yoshizawa's daughters. His other daughter - Sumire's twin Kasumi had died in a horrific accident back in March. 

Goro had never found out the full story behind Kasumi's death and he knew better than to ask a grieving parent for the details. 

But having known the twins for some time (and weirdly enough - growing to enjoy their company) - knowing Sumire was there when it had happened and witnessing Sumire's reaction following the accident he was able to put the pieces together. 

Both the sisters were heavily involved in gymnastics. Every time Goro had got together with the twins Kasumi would enthusiastically update him on the latest regarding her progress. 

Sumire... on the other hand rarely ever spoke a word about how her own gymnastic progress or merits - unless prompted to by her sister. 

And that to Goro had spoken volumes. 

Having spent his whole life analyzing humans, he was able to spot telltale signs of jealousy and resentment almost instantly. 

 

When Kasumi had died Sumire had gone into catatonic state. She wasn't speaking at all, had almost stopped eating completely, was barely reacting to people or anything in her environment. Her parents had panicked and tried contacting numerous councilors, but to no avail. Yoshizawa not knowing what or who else to turn to had asked Akechi to talk to her.  

The first time the detective had seen Sumire after her sister's death, the girl barely looked alive herself. He wasn't really sure how long the 2 of them had sat there but somehow... something he had said or done had gotten Sumire to mumble a few words. Something so miniscule, but her father had been so grateful towards Goro for even being able to do that. 

 

He hadn't seen or heard from Sumire since.

 

"How is she doing?" Goro was somewhat concerned about the girl's wellbeing. He was no stranger to death himself. Not when his ribbons left a trail of death in their wake. 

"She's... doing a lot better." Yoshizawa responded. Akechi didn't miss the uneasiness in the man's tone, but didn't press further. Honestly, it wasn't his business and he already had enough on his plate

"I'm happy to hear that." Goro settled with saying, making sure to plaster on another one of his fake yet considerate smiles. "Please send my regards to her." As he finished that sentence, his phone in his pocket buzzed. "Sorry, I have to take this. Take care Yoshizawa-san." He waved at the man - who nodded back at him in understanding -  before quickly walking down the hallway. 

 

Once completely out of sight, he took his phone out to investigate who had tried to contact him. 

 

[ Unsaved number ] : Get here immediately 

[ Unsaved number ] : We need to discuss your next move 

 

 

***

 

Throughout his time living with Shido, never once did he receive a gift from the man. 

Of course Shido gave him many things. Provided him with a home, food, clothing, education. All of which he appreciated.

But all of that that was under the guise of one condition.

 

"Make more of that ribbon of yours."

 

The unspoken part of the condition being if he didn't make them on command, Shido wouldn't hesitate to revoke all those things and make him destitute. And with his mother long gone, Yumi dead, him being god knows how many miles away from the farm and wolf he considered home, stranded in a city where there was no other being for him to turn to - what other choice did he have other than to be grateful and comply? 

Years later in the present however... Goro found himself wondering...

 

If he had known the true power behind his ribbons back then, would he of still agreed to make them for Shido? 

 

What alarmed him is that he didn't know the answer to that. 

He couldn't pretend to care about the human species as a whole. Not with the way they had treated his mother and him - and had ultimately pushed her to her death. 

But he himself was human too. And there were certain human needs that even Goro couldn't ignore.

As mentioned before, Shido gave Goro many things. But one of the few things he didn't give him was... 

Acknowledgement. 

 

When Shido spoke to Goro he never looked at him. His gaze was always casted slightly below his face, onto his neck - where Goro's own ribbon was plated. Almost as if the rest of him wasn't even worth wasting his sight on. 

When Goro was younger... he naively thought that if he did what he was told, made however many ribbons Shido wanted without complaint that maybe one day he would acknowledge him. 

Perhaps even come to like him. 

 

His younger self had been so foolish. 

 

 

After nearly an hour commute between making use of the subway and manholes - Goro reached Shido's mansion. Having moved out a few years ago, it was not a place he often frequented. From the outside, nothing seemed to have changed. It still looked pristene 

When he pressed the doorbell, the doors were opened a few moments later by a young-looking lady who he didn't recognize.

She looked somewhat exhausted, holding a broom in one hand and what looked to be a piece of broken glass clutched in the other.  

Goro's immediate response was to scan the woman's neck, withholding a breath of relief when he found there to be no fabric there.

So she must be new. 

"Are you... here for Masa-san?" She asked tiredly. 

Goro nodded.

She looked at him with a bit of curiosity... as if wondering what business could a high schooler have with such a man.  

But one thing that every employee of Shido's learnt pretty early on... is that you don't ask questions.

"He's... in his study. The main one." She eventually informed him, before turning her gaze towards the floor. "He's not in the best of moods right now. I would tread carefully, if I were you."

 

Oh did Goro, having spent most of his adolescence dealing with Shido's frequent outbursts - know that better than anyone. 

 

"I'll be fine. I'm quite experienced regarding his tempers." He assured her. That didn't seem to convince her anymore so but she refrained from arguing, stepping aside to let him come in and venture down the hallway.

Though he hadn't stepped foot in the mansion for a couple years - Goro remembered the layout quite well. Nothing much had changed inside either. The front still had the spotless marble flooring from before. The hollow feeling throughout the entire mansion had only seemed to grow however. He walked past his room, peeking through to see it looked the exact same way as he had left it. Another slight detour to the library. Memories of times where he and Yumi would be sat there - endless amounts of books and papers sprawled about amongst them - flooded his mind. 

 

When he eventually arrived at Shido's main study the door was wide open and their was a strong scent of alcohol flowing out. 

Out of spite, he decided against knocking before entering.

 

"Akechi." Shido didn't even bother to look up to greet him. He was sat down at his desk, a glass of half-drunken whisky situated not far from reach. The bottle it belonged to, placed on the other side. Goro could tell from the pinkness in his cheeks and lingering smell that it hadn't been his first glass. "About damn time you showed up."

 

"I was ensuring that I wasn't being followed here, sir." Which technically wasn't a lie - considering how stalkerish his fans could be. 

"And if you took all your obligations as seriously as you seem to do with that, we wouldn't be in this fucking mess in the first place." 

"...as I have tried to inform you before, trying to narrow down a group of potential suspects has been qu--" 

The sound of a glass slamming down on the wooden table made him flinch, effectively shutting him up. 

"All I hear from you are excuses, Akechi. Your complete incompetency allowed those damn brats to get Kaneshiro busted. Do you have any idea how much money you've caused me to lose out on? Kaneshiro is currently sat in a prison cell and I can't touch him without looking like some sort of sympathizer."

Shido raised his glass once more, gulping down the remaining liquid. 

"Every day you turn out to be more and more of a disappointment to me. All that money sunk into you a complete waste. I fed you, clothed you, provided you with an education and got you the damn detective role in the 1st place. Everything you have is because of ME. And you would do good to remember that."

 

Only after finishing his speech did he make the effort to look up at him.

 

Or more specifically... his neck. 

 

"Just be thankful you haven't outlived your usefulness yet." 

 

And there it was.

The reminder that his life always was - quite literally -  dangling by a thread.

It wasn't that Shido didn't want to kill him, it was just that he couldn't

His own father...

To think that this was once someone his younger self had so desperately tried to obtain acknowledgement and love from. 

So foolish

 

"So what's my next move sir?" He asked instead, doing his best to not to show that the man's words had cut him deeply. 

 

The man didn't respond straight away. Instead reaching out for the whiskey bottle, pouring the liquid till it reached the brim of the glass. He took his time to gulp down a portion of the drink before once again slamming into back onto the table. 

 

"Wakaba Isshiki." And the moment that name had left Shido's lips, Goro could've sworn he saw a smirk forming at the corner of his mouth. "Surely you remember such a name?" 

 

Goro's own hands began to morph into fists.

How could he not remember her? When he had been the one to stumble across her dead body only a few weeks ago? Had to witness the way one of her hands were wrapped around her severed neck in what was a futile attempt to prevent her ribbon from being taken off - the other arm stretched out towards her computer - which had been completely destroyed. 

"Shido's giving you a break? Good riddance! Go and be a teenager for once." 

"Akechi... don't worry so much! There's no way he'll find out and even if he did - the antidote is almost complete."

But Wakaba had been wrong. And Akechi had been even more wrong to have trusted her judgement. 

Somehow Shido had found out what they had been planning. And it had cost them both dearly.

 

"I do, sir. What's the concern regarding her?"

"A missing person's report was filed in her name." Shido began. "No surprise it took weeks for even the man she was shacking up with to notice she was gone." Goro could hear the humor and disregard laced in Shido's tone as he said that and it enraged him. 

 

Shido gestured towards a piece of paper that had suddenly appeared on the desk.

"You are to glamour yourself as an investigator, head to Sojiro Sakura's residence and hand him this. Inform him that this was found in her lab at the university."  

Goro took a few steps closer and grabbed the paper. He could feel heavy indentations upon his fingerprints. He flipped the paper over, eyes inspecting the words on the page.

"Or preferably... hand it to her daughter." 

 

...Daughter?

 

Wasn't that....

"To think you and my daughter share the same blood type..." 

"You like featherman too? God you really are Futaba's sibling."

 

But... why? 

 

Only when he began to read the contents of the paper... he understood why... and his rage intensified massively. 

This was a falsified suicide note.

A suicide note heavily implying that Wakaba had 'killed herself' due to her own daughter. 

"I regret ever giving birth to her. She was the biggest burden and curse upon my life..." 

 

He couldn't read anymore after that, the sides of the paper crumbling as his fingers trembled. That sentence came off as far too similar to his own experiences,  Except his own experience had been very real. He had been a burden and curse upon his mother. Had he not existed, she for sure would've lived a much happier life.

She would still be alive.

 

He knew better than anyone the lasting, detrimental effects believing knowing that you caused your own parent to commit suicide. It didn't matter how many years passed - the pain was always there. It never fully went away. It was never something you could just 'get over'. The fear of abandonment ever growing... your sense of trust still permanently fractured. 

Wakaba had been a single mother too... just like his own mother had. 

 

"She's always whined about wanting an older brother." 

"Once this is all over, I'll introduce you to Futaba."

 

"I think the two of you would get on well." 

 

 

Father of the year, ladies and gentlemen. 

How many more children did this man have scattered around Japan? Goro couldn't help but wonder. He thought back to when he lived with Shido, how a handful of the maids hired never made it to a full year - were always discarded around the 7th to 9th month mark. Was it just a sport for him to impregnate women... abandon them... and if they were ever so fortunate... later drive said mothers to their deaths and thrust the children left behind into despair? 

 

"You have until the end of July to get it done." Oh how incredibly thoughtful of him. How incredibly considerate of Shido to give him over a month of time to figure out how to break such FALSE news that would only serve to thrust his sister into the same hell he himself had endured for the past 9 years. 

A hell that he was responsible for creating.  

Sure, he hadn't been the one who had physically pulled the ribbon off of Wakaba's neck.

But...

 

He had been the one who killed her.

 

The ribbon on her neck was manufactured by him, years before he had even met the woman. Unknowingly sealing her fate before their paths had even crossed.

His childish...desperate need to be acknowledged all those years ago had come to haunt him. 

 

Goro made his way to the door, resisting the urge to scream and break down right there - refusing to dignify anything that man with such a spectacle.

 

"One last thing." Shido's tone was low and Goro's hand clasped over the doorhandle. "If either of them ask for her body, just say that it was donated to science. If they insist on having her body, glamour a corpse to look like hers. It is crucial that they never get access to her real corpse." 

"You did dispose of Wakaba's body... and the head properly, didn't you?" Shido was looking straight at Goro's face, bloodshot eyes scrutinizing his face for an answer. 

 

That day... and the few days after he had discovered Wakaba's body - he could barely remember any of it. 

But there was one thing... one event that he definitely recalled happening. 

 

 

 

The tired, defeated look on Akira's face when they had hung out in Kichijoji. The slight panic on his friend's face whenever he brought up anything remotely related with the serial killings. 

How he wished he could just be upfront with his friend. But... he couldn't. He couldn't SAY IT

 

 

'You said I can trust you right?'

'Then forgive me, but this was the only way I could truly show you'

 

"...My lips are sealed." Was the only thing he could say. "I'll see that the note is delivered sir."

"Good. Now get out of my sight."

 

Goro dashed out of the mansion, not bothering to say goodbye to the maid on his way out. He felt bile travelling up his throat, his vision fading, the nails on his fingers digging deeply into his hands. 

 

One day. One day he would expose everything he had on this man. He only had to endure this for a few more months. 

And he would do whatever it took for it to happen.

Even if that meant...

 

 

"... Akira... I'm sorry for all that I have put you through."

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

This is the 'things are going to get A LOT worse before they get better' arc

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Chapter 10: Sister

Summary:

"Featherman? Isn't that a show for kids?" Ryuji asked, and Akira had to stop himself from laughing when he saw the blatant horror on Futaba's face. 

 

Finals, Featherman and Festivals

Notes:

Check out this fanart of Akechi in the previous chapter and this fanart of how Akira has been feeling since Chapter 6/7

Both drawn by Guess who? on twitter :)

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Chapter Text

Another weekday. Another day consisting mainly of school. 

It wasn't long before June had become July, brining 3 consecutive days of midterm exams along with it.

 

Perhaps if the last few weeks had been normal, Akira would've put more effort into studying. 

But a few weeks ago he was almost certain that he would be in a prison cell by now - either by Makoto's hand or by being framed. When compared with how stressed the majority of his classmates were regarding the upcoming exams - it seemed almost insignificant to him by comparison. 

Nevertheless... he did want to do well. Back in May he had come up with top scores, much to the surprise of all of his classmates. Something that he had secretly relished over. The abhorrent revelation that yes, he may be a criminal delinquent, but he was an intelligent one at that. To fail this set of exams would only make his previous scores come off as a fluke. 

That wasn't to say he had completely abandoned his studies. After Makoto had reminded them about the upcoming midterms - Ryuji and Ann had become surprisingly determined to revise. And so the 3 of them would sometimes spend their lunch breaks in the library, numerous books out. That wasn't to say that they were on topic the entire time however (but it was better than nothing).

"You're a good influence on them." Makoto had commented to him one day when they were in the student council room. Ann and Ryuji had headed off to the cafeteria to grab them all snacks. That particular day it had been raining heavily causing both the corridors and library to become much more packed than usual. Makoto as a result had let the trio use the student council room to study in. And they actually did study, with the student council president keeping them all (Ryuji and Ann in particular) on task. 

"Ryuji-kun especially. I didn't think I'd ever see him dedicate a lunchtime of his to study." 

"It was all him." 

"I'm sure part of that is thanks to you." Makoto gave him a small smile, before her expression became pensive. "But there's actually... something else I wanted to discuss with you." 

Her more serious tone caused Akira to look up from his textbook, nodding at the girl to continue.

"I'm not sure if you're aware but my sister is a public prosecutor at the Tokyo District Special Investigation Unit." Makoto explained. "She's also the one who is currently assigned to the vigilante case." 

Now that was worrying

"You don't have to worry about her finding anything out from me." Makoto quickly reassured him, like she somehow knew that was what he was thinking. "What I said to you and the others before still stands. But it is something you all should be aware of." 

Part of Akira was wondering why Makoto seemed to be putting his and his friend's interests over that of her sister's. But that was another can of questions to unpack. 

 

Nevertheless she was correct. Akira knew from the start that his actions would cause him to be hunted, thus it was essential to cover his tracks efficiently. And so far through Takemi's glamours and eventually Yusuke's carefully crafted masks - he had accomplished just that. 

His wolf power that only operated on a certain night was a benefit too. In his complete wolf form his entire body was covered in dark fur - the color matching his hair. It allowed him to camouflage during the night, as well as utilize the light coming off the full moon to navigate where he was going.

 

... But then there was always a disadvantage. 

"Has she told you anything?"

Makoto looked slightly down towards the table, fiddling a little with her Buchimaru pencil case. "Sis and I don't really... she hasn't said much. But from what I gather she's having trouble deciphering whether the suspects are human or non-human." 

"I don't think it has occurred to her... or anyone really... that it could be both." Makoto concluded, looking straight at him. "You also should be aware that principal Kobayakawa believes that the culprits are students from here. He's been desperately trying to come up with proof. He even asked me to conduct an investigation on the matter." 

"And that's why you approached and blackmailed us back then."

Makoto nodded sheepishly. "...Back then I thought I was acting in the best interest of the students and the school. I believed that the principal shared those views too. I guess I was just doing what the adults told me to and hoping that I was useful to them. Now I realize there's a fine line between being useful and being used." 

She looked back at Akira. "And truthfully, partially thanks to you and someone else... I've realized that there's more to life than being well... in their terms, a 'good girl pushover'." 

"That being said, I would advise you and the others to continue studying and focus on your exams. Best to prevent any attention being cast onto you." She added on, giving him a small smile. 

"That's all I know for now. If anything else happens I'll inform you." 

Akira couldn't show enough appreciation towards the girl for protecting his identity, divulging this information to him and going as far as to give him and the others tips about how to remain undetected. 

 

 

"Thank you, Makoto." 

 

 

 

***

 

 

The Sunday before midterms were due to start Akira invited Ann and Ryuji to Leblanc with the aim to study, bringing Yusuke (who unlike them - did not currently have the terrible burden of exams) along with them. Sojiro was so used to them all by this point - for they were his most 'regular customers'. Well, if he considered giving someone curry for free as a customer. 

Sojiro however... Maybe Akira was imagining it? But he looked to be a bit under the weather this time. As if there was something on his mind. A part of Akira wanted to ask his gurdian if he was okay, but he was also conscious of the fact that the man may prefer to just be left alone for now. 

 

"If either of you need help with anything English-related let me know!" Ann offered cheerfully, once they had all settled into a booth and got their books out.

Ann as it happened to be, was half-American and had spent some time abroad. Her distinct blonde hair and blue eyes being part of the reason why she had been shunned by her peers in the first place. An aspect of hers that Akira - having a mixed background himself - found that he could relate to all too well. Although in his case being half-wolf, half-human was a bit more complicated. 

Throughout his life he had never been "human enough" to ever be fully accepted by other humans. And while he knew his wolf side would be accepted by the average wolf pack... he had never really... felt like he belonged to one. Yes he somewhat looked the part. Yes his senses were slightly better than a human's. Yes he could even activate full-on wolf mode every month.  

But one thing he had always lacked was the hunting instinct that most full wolves possessed. Eating meat was a right of passage for wolves that would take place when they were young. Akira didn't remember much about from when he was a baby or pup - most likely down to infantile amnesia, a condition that most humans experienced as infants. 

But according to his father... even back then he had refused to eat meat. Though back then it was less of a conscious choice and more of a 'every inch of my body rejecting any type of meat to come anywhere near my mouth' kind of thing. Had he have been made of many other species - he would've been abandoned by his parent for being so defective.

But fortunately for Akira, wolves were a species that took care of their own - even if they were weak or defective. A full grown wolf took Akira in and had raised him with kindness, never forcing him to eat meat or made jabs at his human-like characteristics or features. Even when Akira had struck that drunk human (rightfully so) and ended up with a assault charge and shipped off back to Tokyo - his father never turned his back on him. Didn't even chastise Akira for his actions like so many others would've. Simply told him to stay safe, keep in contact and visit the farm if he ever got the chance. 

When Akira thought back to that and then reflected on Akechi's lack of a supportive parent or Ryuji and Yusuke's abusive ones - he realized that he was fortunate in one way that his fully human friends weren't. 

Ryuji sunk his head into his hands, groaning loudly in the process. "Ughhhhh... Why do we even need to know English again? Not like I'm ever going to need to use it here in Japan." 

Ann gave him a look. "You might as well try to learn it. Considering you can barely read or write in kanji." 

Anddd with that they began to squabble. Well, so much for studying. 

 

And while the blonds continued to quarrel with one another, Yusuke meanwhile buried heavily within his sketchbook - drawing god knows what...Leblanc's front door bell jingled open.

Long orange hair sauntered into café, clearly indicating that it was Futaba. She was clutching some colorful-looking figurines in one hand, slowly making her way to the booth they were all at.  

Futaba was now much more used to Akira's friends, always making the effort to say hi whenever she saw them. Though this time, her motive for coming to Leblanc in the first place was pretty obvious. 

"Akiraaaaaa. Are we going to finally start with Featherman now?" The girl asked him, holding out said figurines which seemed to be Featherman-related for him to look at. Upon closer look... Yup, they were. 

He couldn't help but feel guilty whenever she asked. He had originally promised to watch Featherman with her when he was certain that he only had 2 weeks of freedom left. But then circumstances had changed and between taking Kaneshiro down, the ribbons, preparing for his midterms and just life in general - he hadn't been able to put some time aside to watch the show with her. 

"Soon..." He reassured her. "I promise." 

Futaba looked disappointed at that, but nodded understandably.  

"Featherman? Isn't that a show for kids?" Ryuji asked, and Akira had to stop himself from laughing when he saw the blatant horror on Futaba's face.  

Yusuke on the other hand had now emerged from his sketchbook, staring at Futaba with intense curiosity. One hand began to slowly reach out. 

"How fascinating. I feel a sudden rush of inspiration hitting me. Say, would you mind if I took a look at yo--" 

"Yusuke!" Ann quickly reached over the booth to grab his wrist. "Don't mind him, Futaba-chan." 

The artist looked at Ann, with an expression of bewilderment. His eyes then widened when he figured out what Ann had assumed. "Oh heavens no. I'm not interested in drawing her in that way. Although if she'd like a headshot self-portrait I'd be glad to assist. At this current moment however...I'm much more intrigued with the ornaments she's holding." He explained, pointing directly to Futaba's figurines. 

"They're 'Phoenix Rangers Neo Featherman' figures." Futaba swiftly corrected him. "Get it right!" 

Yusuke uncharacteristically shrugged. "And they appear to be quite shoddily made." (He wasn't helping his case at all) "Regardless, I am drawn to them due to their compelling aesthetics. Ah, I must put this thought to paper immediately!" 

"As if you would even know aesthetics if it hit you in the face." Futaba muttered, making both Ann and Ryuji snicker. 

"How preposterous and rude!" Yusuke exclaimed which made Futaba smirk triumphantly at his outburst before she delivered another playful jab at the artist.

 

...Anddd just like that, they too began to bicker.

 

But despite the failure of getting much studying done, Akira couldn't help but smile at it all. It was... nice... to just hang out with his friends like this. Without the looming of a deadline. Nice to see Futaba fitting in well with his friends.

... One day... ideally when he had figured it all out... he would have to tell her about the truth about Wakaba.

And it would be easier for her to deal with it all if she had the support of friends around her. 

 

 

At least he hoped it would. 

 

***

 

The next morning Akira got ready and headed to the station for school. He ended up getting there much earlier than he normally did. Hanging out with all his friends like normal teenagers should be - void of any stress of taking down an adult or thinking about a certain serial killer - had greatly reduced his anxiety levels. So much so he had been able to both fall and stay asleep the entire night. Something he hadn't been able to do for over a month.

Though the bliss was short lived. A quick scrolling through his news articles on his phone showed that the serial decapitator had struck yet again. 

Akira's finger hovered over the article for a bit, deciding whether or not to actually click and find out more, but he eventually decided against it. It's not like the report would tell him anything that he didn't know already, otherwise nobody would be wearing any sort of necklace or jewelry around their necks right now.

What was concerning was that the ribbon killings were so frequent now they were no longer making headline news. It just seemed that the general public had accepted it to be a regular occurrence and continued to get on with everyday life. Ironically enough, Akira couldn't tell if that worked to his advantage or not. 

He felt his bag shuffle a bit before a weight settled onto his shoulder.

At first Morgana didn't say anything, simply remained perched on his shoulder - looking directly at the wolf's phone. 

 

What the cat said next however... nothing could've prepared him for. 

 

"Hey Akira... do you think its possible that the targets we've taken down so far are somehow related to the killings?" 

Akira had to stop himself from freezing on the spot. With how hectic the past few weeks had been, he often forgot that Morgana was almost always with him. 

The other thing he forgot is that cats... are unbelievably perceptive. 

But the cat's tone wasn't one of suspicion. More of just a thought or concern he obviously wanted to bring up to him. 

 

"It's possible. What makes you think so?"

Morgana shifted a bit on his shoulder.

"Well... when we first exposed Kamoshida and Madarame and they turned themselves in, at first I believed they had done so due to having a change of heart."

"Change of heart?" Was that another human saying?

"In other words, they came to realize that their actions were wrong." Morgana explained. "However... I've been recently thinking about what they both said just before they went to the police..." 

 

....What had Kamoshida said...?

 

"FUCKING CALL THEM!! IT'S TOO LATE... BUT I WON'T LET THEM LAY A FUCKING FINGER ON ME." 

 

And then a month later... Madarame...

 

"Don't... Don't let them put that thing on me." 

 

 

At the time Akira had never really put much thought into what they had said. In the midst of it all coupled with their meltdowns...perhaps he had subconsciously equated it to delusion. 

But... considering that he now knew the ribbon was what killed. And if he was to go by the assumption that it could be put on.

He was almost certain that 'thing' was... 

 

Maybe it was less about them going to prison as a way to take responsibility for their crimes. Maybe they hadn't had a 'change of heart' after all. Perhaps the true reasoning behind all 3 of them turning themselves in was for protection. 

Coupled with the fact that none of the victims of the decapitations had happened in prison. 

So whoever was responsible obviously was influential enough to scare an olympic gold medalist, an world renowned artist and an elusive mafia boss into running to the police for protection. That meant that even if you weren't wearing one - the risk of even talking about it put you in danger. 

 

And then even with what Wakaba had said... 

 

"I'm close to making a breakthrough in my research. And that may lead to certain..."

 

It suddenly occurred to Akira that whoever was behind these killings were a far bigger match then anything he and his teammates had dealt with before. All of these potential victims... or victim - seemed to connect to this one being - one obviously had more power and influence than all of them combined. 

"I think it's possible." Was the answer he eventually settled on. Morgana's theory was most likely correct but he couldn't outright say that. He found himself immensely grateful towards the cat for not trying to prompt him further. 

 

His information about the ribbons and killings - while better than that of the general public's was still limited. Takemi... even weeks later still hadn't gotten back to him yet with anything regarding Wakaba's head or ribbon, but she texted him every now and then to let him know that she still had to run more tests. Akira trusted her enough to take as much time as she needed. Because one thing he knew for sure was that he was nowhere near strong enough to take on such a killer yet. 

 

The idea of one day confronting the perpetrator and potentially ending up the same way Wakaba had...  

 

He was so lost in his multitude of thoughts that he didn't take note of a figure approaching him, or Morgana returning swiftly into his bag. 

 

"What a refreshing morning. How are you doing, Akira-kun?" 

 

...And there Akechi was... standing right next to Akira, leaning slightly on the wall as he was... while smiling softly at him.

Akira suppressed the urge to blink a few times to check if this was actually real. 

"Fancy seeing you here at this time." Akechi added on with a small chuckle. 

"It's a public subway station, what did you expect?" He heard Morgana mutter from inside the bag.

 

Akira decided to ignore it. 

"It's been a while, detective." He responded fondly.

And it was true. It had been a few weeks since they had seen each other in person. Their last time together had been them hanging out Kichijoji, just before they took Kaneshiro down. The fall of Kaneshiro and upcoming midterms had meant that both their schedules had become hectic. They texted fairly often and Akira would tune into Akechi's interviews whenever he had the time, normally while he was helping Sojiro with the cafe.

But seeing him in person was a different feeling entirely. The detective looked to be in his school uniform, void of his light brown coat or black gloves. 

"Indeed it has." the brunette agreed. He then looked away from the wolf, his gaze on the floor. In much softer tone he then said, "I wish it wasn't that way however." 

 

Akira could feel the inside of his cheeks warming up at that. But before he could even come up with a response-

"But there's no real use talking about hypotheticals. Are you free anytime this week? I'd quite like to spend some more time with you."

"I....um..." As much as Akira would love to jump on the opportunity and say yes... he was reminded that he really needed to study. Today's date was July the 11th. His exams would commence on the 13th. "I have midterms starting this Wednesday and truthfully... I really do need to study."

The detective gave the wolf an understanding nod. He then placed a hand on his chin, stroking it in thought. "I understand. Would you like my 2nd year notes to help with your revision?" 

It was like a miracle had just hit him. "Do your notes include calculus and advanced trigonometry explained in heavy detail?" 

Akechi laughed. "Ahh, is advanced trig still causing you grief?" 

Akira just nodded sheepishly.

"It is a tricky subject. If you'd like, I could explain the process to you. After school of course. I'll be sure bring my 2nd year notes along as well." 

"Y- Yeah sure. It'll be easier for you to just come round to my place." Akira responded. Then with a bit of a smirk added, "Not like you don't already know where I live right?" 

The detective looked a bit taken aback by that, but quickly recovered. 

"Well I guess there's no point denying that." He quipped back with a small chuckle. "I'll make my way there." 

 

A few moments later a train pulled into the station, causing the detective to pry himself off the wall. "Seems like my train has arrived. I'll see you later. Have a good day, Akira." And with that, the detective gave him a small wave, before stepping onto his train. 

 

 

 

After school Akira made his way to the Shibuya station in a bid to get home. He had given Morgana to Ann, whom was going to visit Shiho in the hospital and wanted some moral support to bring with her.

So here he was, accompanied by Kasumi, who he had bumped into on the way there. It was one of the days where the girl didn't have club practice. Maruki's lecture regarding short and long term memory hit a little too close to home for Akira - considering all that had happened in the last few weeks - and as a result he was feeling slightly tired. Luckily Kasumi had picked up on this, so their journey towards the station had been in a comfortable silence.

Only when they actually reached their destination did the red-head suddenly speak. 

"Oh! That reminds me....There's something I wanted to tell you. Would now be a good time?"

"Sure thing." From the tone of her voice, the news she had seemed to be positive. 

Kasumi smiled in response. "Thank you. Why don't we find a seat somewhere?" 

Before either of them could find a place to sit another... far more familiar voice was heard.

"Akira?" 

Before he knew it Akechi had appeared right before them, almost as if he had teleported - looking at the wolf with a curious expression on his face. 

When he turned to look at Kasumi however, his eyes widened abruptly.

"...Y-Yoshizawa?" 

If Kasumi had noticed his stutter, she was far too polite to show it. Instead she turned to the detective, giving him a warm smile.

"It's been quite a while, Akechi-san." 

Hold on... they knew each other?

Akechi gave Kasumi a smile back, but Akira could tell it was a manufactured one. His mouth may be smiling, but his eyes remained confused. 

"And the same for you." 

Was this... were they...?

 

Akira ignored the slight jealousy arising in his chest before he asked what was on his mind. "You two have history?" 

"Akechi-san is a family friend." Kasumi explained. "Do you remember when I told you and Ryuji-senpai about my father being the director of 'Good Morning Japan'?" 

"I work often with that station, so I eventually became acquainted with him and... friends with Su-- Yoshizawa-san." Akechi finished, still looking slightly bewildered. He turned to look at Kasumi again, and even though the look in his eyes remained complicated, this time he had a more genuine sort of smile. "You...look well." 

Kasumi gave him a small smile. "Thank you. I've been doing a lot better. Starting high school without my sister was..." She paused. "It was tough... But Senpai here has been a huge help!" 

"You're giving me too much credit. It was all you."

"A huge help huh?" Akechi was looking at Akira with a knowing smile. "Sounds exactly like him." 

Kasumi was now looking between the detective and wolf with a curious smile. 

"So... I've been wondering. How do you two know each other?" She asked, cocking her head a little. 

"We've known each other since we were kids." Akira explained. That was the short explanation. The longer version was far too complicated.

And Akechi seemed to share this view, just nodding in agreement. "So what were you two talking about? Anything interesting?" 

"Oh right! I was going to head home but I have some exciting news to share. I might as well tell you too, Akechi-san!" She answered, turning towards Akira. "It's about the summer competition I mentioned to you before. I was chosen to be club representative!" 

"Congrats!!" the Akira couldn't help but feel extremely proud - knowing how dedicated the girl was to her gymnastics. "You worked really hard for this. 100 per cent deserved." 

The red-head beamed. "Thank you so much Senpai! You've been such a huge help so far. I probably wouldn't of been able to do it without you." 

"Isn't your club's team considered to be quite prestigious?" Akechi chimed in. "Then I must say, it's extremely impressive that you're their representative." 

"Thank you." Kasumi said. "I feel like this is just the beginning..." Her phone then buzzed, drawing her attention to that. "Oh, that's my father. I promised him I'd come home early today. Good luck with your exams Senpai! And it was nice to catch up with you too, Akechi-san!" She waved before heading off. 

 

The detective gave her a warm sort of smile as she departed, but the moment she was fully out of sight the smile vanished. Quickly replaced by another complicated expression.

"What's wrong?"

Akechi raised a hand to stroke his chin, turning to Akira with one of his telltale TV smiles. "Oh, nothing serious... Just... That was the first time I believe I've ever heard Yoshizawa-san talk proudly about her gymnastics." 

"Wait really?? Kasumi talks about her gymnastics progress all the time with me." 

The brunette's confused look returned and was now directed towards Akira.

"May I ask... Why are you calling her Kasumi?" 

"Because that's her name...?" He couldn't for the life of him understand why the detective was asking this. "Or at least I hope it is." He half-joked, because maybe there was some inside joke to this that he was missing. 

But Akechi wasn't laughing.

"Because that isn't her real..." He paused for a moment, turning slightly away from the wolf, then shook his head in dismissal. "...Actually never mind. It's likely I've mistaken her for someone else." He said that, but the look in his eyes still indicated that something was up.

Akira made a mental note, but decided to drop the topic for now.

"Alright, so are you still up for helping me study?"

The detective smiled. "Of course. Lead the way, Akira." 

 

 

***

 

The train journey back to Yongen-Jaya was silent, but peaceful. Akira had tuned into his headphones and Akechi was more than happy to look over some case files in the meantime.

Once off the train Akechi stayed close by his side, their shoulders brushing against one another countless times as the pair made their way towards Leblanc. It was just...nice.

If the rest of his life were to include quiet moments like this with Akechi, Akira definently wouldn't object to that.

But once again, the peaceful bliss was cut short the moment Akira opened Leblanc's door. 

 

Inside the café was a silver-haired woman, stood next to the bar, arms crossed. She took no notice of the bell ringing as the door opened - or perhaps she simply didn't care, her gaze focused on Sojiro as she continued to glare at him.

 

"Regardless, her daughter will need to be removed from your care." 

"Y- You can't do that!" 

"As I stated clearly earlier on, you have no parental rights towards her. You are not her father or even a relative. And although you claim to have been granted legal guardianship through her mother... she conviniently isn't here to back up that claim." 

She was talking about Futaba wasn't she?

Was Sojiro going to lose Futaba?

 

"How dar-- If she was here she'd be more than happy to clear up any confusion for you!!"

If only he knew 

"So you keep saying." The woman responded dismissively. "Tell me, what sort of mother abandons her child with no notice? Seems to me like she isn't fit to be a parent. And since you were most likely aware of this neglect taking place and didn't notify the proper authorities then neither are you." 

"She would never abandon Futaba! Why do you think I filed that missing person's rep--"

The woman's eyes narrowed. "Yes, conveniently filed a week after she supposedly went missing. Tell me, why did it take you so long to file said report? Is there something else you're not telling me?" 

 

Just from that comment alone Akira felt himself beginning to shake. The fact that this woman was not only trying to take Futaba away from Sojiro but was now trying to imply that he was somehow involved in Wakaba's disappearance. 

HE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT - Was what Akira desperately wanted to scream.

But he couldn't. 

Waves and waves of guilt that he had experienced weeks before began to flood his entire body. 

All this was happening because he couldn't protect Wakaba.

She had warned him.... straight up told him... and he didn't do anything about it 

So much so that her only choice was to die and send him evidence from the grave.

And he hadn't gotten any closer to solving the actual case. 

Half of him wanted to just confess there. The other half wanted to bolt out of the café and keep running and running until he couldn't anymore. 

 

Suddenly, Akira felt Akechi's warm hand gently take his, giving it a gentle squeeze. A few moments later and Akechi began slowly rubbing his thumb over Akira's knuckles, instantly relaxing them. 

The unexpected contact from the detective greatly soothed Akira. It didn't completely rid his nerves - but it was enough to prevent him from going into a full panic attack.

Akechi squeezed Akira's hand once more, before letting go and slowly walking towards the woman.

 

"I advise you stop right there, Sae-san." His voice was controlled, but his crimson eyes were almost burning in anger. 

The woman's eyes widened. "Akechi-kun?? What on earth do you think you are doi--"

"I think we both know what you are doing is unacceptable." He interrupted, tone low but firm. "Threatening someone like that? I never expected such behavior from you." 

"I--"

"Please understand, Sae-san. I'm not trying to attack or undermine you. As both my colleague and superior, I have a deep amount of respect and admiration for you. And as someone I consider to be a friend, you are of the few adults I have come to genuinely like and trust. Which is why witnessing you behave in such a manner, resorting to threats is so disheartening to see. I understand the importance of getting cases solved, but there are better ways than this to go about it." 

The detective's look and tone softened as he said the last part. "I think it would be best if you leave for now. Take some time to think this through. Before you do something you regret."

"Akechi-kun..." The woman said, clearly taken aback by what he had said. She glanced at Sojiro one last time. "Don't think this is over." She warned him. And then she marched out the café - the door abruptly slamming shut behind her. 

 

All 3 of them stayed silent for 30 seconds or so. It seemed that none of them were sure what to say. Akira himself still felt slightly shaken from the entire experience. Sojiro just seemed surprised that she had finally left.

"Ah, I apologize for getting involved in your private affairs, I just couldn't watch that continue." Akechi said.

"No need to apologize, kid. I was trying to get rid of that woman for some time. That damn Nijima really seems to enjoy riling people up." 

 

... Wait 

... Nijima?

 

That wasn't too common of a surname. The only other person he knew with that last name was...

"Does Nijima have a younger sister?" He asked the detective, to which he received a quick nod.

Ah. So she was Makoto's sister. 

Another streak of anxiety surged from Akira's veins. He was even more appreciative of Makoto for warning him to be careful now. If this was who was investigating them, he had to be even more vigilant.

 

"It's not intentional." Akechi defended. "She's just passionate about what she does. Sometimes it takes over her rational judgement." 

"If you say so kid." Sojiro responded. "I'm just thankful you got her out of my hair."

"Its no problem at all, sir." 

Sojiro looked at the detective for a moment, as if he was scanning him before he spoke. "Hold on... why do you look so familiar?" 

"Oh, to think I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Akechi Goro and I'm detective intern who often works with Sae Nijima." 

Sojiro just continued to look at him until what seemed to be a bright bulb moment in the man's head occurred.

"Aren't you that kid detective that often appears on TV?"

"... That too." 

The man shrugged. "Well as long as you don't bring any trouble here you're good with me." 

"Oh, of course not sir. I actually came here to help Akira here with some last minute revision." 

Sojiro chuckled. "Good to see you're a positive influence on the kid." He pointed in Akira's direction. "Well, you two go and get seated. I'll rustle up something for you both to eat." 

The pair did just that. The café was empty, so they both went the nearest booth. 

"I did manage to bring my notes from last year." Akechi said once they had settled. "So... what would you prefer we tackle 1st? 

 

 

Over an hour in... and Akira... actually did understand both trigonometry and calculus more than he did before. Akechi explained each step thoroughly, patiently guiding Akira through the entire process. His notes (just as expected) were clear and concise - easy for anyone to make sense of. 

That didn't prevent his head aching from all the mathematical equations thrown at him however. 

Sometime in the middle of all it, Sojiro had placed 2 plates of curry (vegetarian version for Akira) in front of them. He adamantly refused to take any sort of payment from Akechi - despite him offering numerous times. 

Akira was starting to succumb to the early stages of sleep, when he noticed Akechi's face appear on TV.

 

"Akechi-kun, I assume it must be frustrating for you and your colleagues to see that Junya Kaneshiro were caught by the vigilantes. A group that you are also trying to apprehend."  

"Indeed, I can't deny it was a little disheartening. I need to step up my game, otherwise they might just do me out of my job, haha!" 

The audience then erupted in laughter. 

"Well I believe I speak for everyone when I say we hope it doesn't come to that. Can't have our favorite detective sacked can we? But back to the topic at hand. Since Kaneshiro's arrest, more of the public are praising the vigilante group for what they did. Given what was happened, has your views on the group stayed the same?" 

There was a short pause, whispers slowly mounting in the audience - before Akechi provided an answer.

"While I can't deny that the group's actions have been beneficial to the public, I still believe they should be tried in a court of law. Vigilantism is still very much illegal. We have an established law system that ensures fair justice to all. So to answer your question, I am still very much committed to bringing this group down." 

The audience began to whisper amongst themselves once more. 

Clearly, Akechi's response was met with mixed responses. 

 

The Akechi in front of him wasn't even looking at the version of himself on TV, instead was fiddling with some of the papers on the table, a neutral expression on his face. 

What Akira asked the detective next... he knew was risky...

But considering that Akechi knew that Akira was somewhat involved... he desperately needed to know. 

 

"Do you really believe that?"

Akechi looked at him, one eyebrow slightly raised. 

"Believe what?"

"Believe that they should be tried in a court of law?" 

Akechi just looked confused. "Well, I believe I made my thoughts pretty clear on T--" 

"No." Akira interrupted. "I mean... yeah you did make it pretty clear on TV. But I'm not asking the detective prince. I'm asking you." 

The detective looked stunned for a split second, before relaxing into his neutral gaze once more. "If you want my unfiltered opinion, I believe what they are doing is dangerous. But not for the reason you may think. They're dangerous because they are beginning to allow the public to elevate them as some type of indestructible hero. And yes while they may have been fortunate the 3 targets they have so far exposed... I believe they need a face for that to even take place." 

 

"Say... what would they do if they came across another faceless criminal and were not able to find a way to decipher their identity? Its not like they can rely on someone out of the blue delivering evidence to them at their doorstop..."

Scarlet eyes seemed to burn straight into Akira's.

"... can they, Akira?"

 

Oh. He did get him there. It wasn't lost on Akira that if Akechi hadn't of given him all that photographic evidence when he had, he would be in juvie at this present moment. But it seemed that the detective was trying to tell him to just... give up? 

 

"So what are you saying? That they should just disband?" 

"For their own sakes, yes. Granted it would be easy for them to step back into the shadows - considering that they are faceless." He stated, taking his gaze away from the wolf.

"But if they really want to continue operating so badly then they're going to need to be a bit less naïve. It's all too easy to end up in a situation you can't get out of...And then be left unable to speak up about it." His voice began to dwindle as he finished that sentence, and his gaze was directed downwards to the table. 

Was he speaking from experience? Akira couldn't help but wonder. But his query was answered when the detective brought a hand to his neck, fiddling with the fabric on it.

 

Oh right. 

The ribbon. 

 

If what Akechi was saying was true, then Akira's theory on the culprit having a huge influence was most likely correct. 

And that's also when Akira understood that the detective was trying to warn him. Even though he disagreed with the wolf's actions, he still cared enough to keep him safe. 

However...

"Sorry." Akira eventually countered. "But as long as there's people out there that need their help, I doubt they'll quit." 

"Very well... Then I hope they look forward to me hunting them down." The detective responded, giving the wolf a cunning smile.

 

Akira knew a challenge when presented with one. 

 

"It's a deal, detective." And he stretched out his hand for the other to take.

Akechi wasted no time in taking it. 

"Let the games begin." he said with a smile. 

 

And for a while they sat there in a firm handshake - neither seemed willing to let go of the other.

Only when Leblanc's door bell rang and a familiar face raced in did they both quickly pull their hands away. 

 

"Akiraaaaa!" It was Futaba, this time carrying a laptop under one arm. She almost sprinted to the booth he was seated at. "They announced today that the Featherman movie is premiering next month!! We gotta start watching ASAP if we want to have any hope of finishing all the seasons before it starts show-- Oh...." She stopped, becoming a lot more nervous when she realized that he wasn't the only occupant at the booth. 

But the detective looked even more shocked, staring at the girl with wide eyes. If Akira didn't know better he would've assumed the detective somehow knew her. 

 

"Wait..." She stared right at the detective, looking shocked. "Aren't you--" 

"Did... did you just say Featherman?" Akechi abruptly interrupted. He was trying so hard to mask his excitement, but Akira could see the glint in his eyes. 

"Oh... um... yeah I did!! But hold on a sec... aren't you--"

"Ahhh... My apologies." The detective said a bit sheepishly. It was sort of adorable, how excited he had become at the mere mention of the show. "If your question was regarding whether I am the detective prince, I indeed am. I truly didn't mean to interrupt you but the sudden mention of Featherman caught my attention." He explained. "I can only apologize once again." 

Futaba just stared at him for another few seconds.

And then as soon as it clicked... 

 

"N- NO WAY! The Akechi Goro is a Featherfan???" Futaba squealed. Akira was certain that if the girl didn't have the laptop perched under her arm, she'd be jumping up and down by now. "My mom and I used to watch your interviews a lot. She would sometimes jokingly say that the whole 'detective prince' act of yours seemed to be bullshit but... no you really are pretty cool irl too!!"

A comment like that would normally make someone's day, but there was a complicated look on Akechi's face as the girl spoke. He quickly recovered, but not before Akira took note.

"Your... mother?"  

Futaba nodded. "I... we don't watch it together anymore. But, it was fun while we did. Anyway, who's your favorite character? Me personally - I'm a Feather Green stan till the very end!"

"Black-Condor." Akechi immediately answered. "I'm quite a fan of Gray Pigeon too.

Futaba smiled. "Ah, so you like routing for the morally grey, anti-hero character types?"

"Hmmm... I'd say its more because I can understand where both characters were coming from. Hypothetically speaking, of course." He chuckled, then turned to Akira. "What about you, Akira-kun? Who would you say is your favorite?" 

That was an easy question. "Red-Hawk." Just like him - a leader who everyone looked up to and depended on. 

"The protagonist in you really jumped out." Futaba commented. "Anyway! Let's all watch from the beginning!! Just one episode at least!" 

Honestly Akira didn't want to think about anything Math-related for even another millisecond. And he had promised her so. 

"Alright, let's do it."

Futaba beamed at him. "Alright! Let us commence!" 

"I would be happy to join too, if you are okay with that." Akechi chipped in, looking slightly apprehensive.  

Futaba's smile only increased.

"O- Of course!!! Now, let us commence par--"  

 

"Hey." Sojiro who had stayed quiet the entire time, still behind the counter, head buried within a newspaper suddenly chimed in. "If you're going to watch that show, head upstairs. I know for a fact you're going to have it on max volume, Futaba. And while I'm aware that this café is mostly vacant, I am still running a business for the 1-2 regular paying customers that come about." 

 

"... Fair enough." Futaba said. "Alright, I'm going to go grab my laptop charger I left in my room. BRB!" And she sprinted out the café.

Sojiro shook his head, but he was smiling.

"Thank you for doing this with her, both of you. Anyway, head upstairs." 

 

Bringing Akechi to his room was a bit nerve racking. Akira had done his best to turn the tiny attic into something that would resemble a home - but with not much luck. He had cleaned all the dust and cobwebs away. Yusuke and Ryuji had brought him a cheap TV - courtesy of the antic shop across the road. There was a plant he had been regularly watering. The contents of his shelves slowing filling up with ornaments from all the people he had befriended during his 3 months in Tokyo. In one corner, a small bed. In another - a work bench. There was also a small couch pushed up against one of the walls. 

Akechi was looking around said room - in a curious sort of way. His silence was making Akira anxious. 

"Um... I know its... a bit run down and all." He began, nervously fiddling with his fringe. 

The brunette just shrugged. "I've lived in much worse conditions." 

Okay... There's a lot to unpack there - Akira thought yet again. Just what had his friend gone through in the decade they were split apart? 

"On the contrary." Akechi continued. "It feels quite nice. Homey, even." 

Akira couldn't help but smile at that.

"Thanks, Akechi." 

The detective smiled back. "Although." He began. "I have to admit I am a bit curious on what circumstances lead you here. I assume Tokyo is quite a journey from the farm. Assuming you still lived there up to that point?" 

"It's a long story. Are you sure you want to hear it?" 

"Only if you feel inclined to." 

 

"Okay. Do you remember the club that your mom and my dad worked at?" 

Akechi nodded.

"Well, my dad still works for that very club. When I got old enough I'd sometimes help him out a bit. One night as I was leaving the club and planning to head home I started hearing the sound of someone shouting and woman crying for help close by. When I went to see what was happening, the man was raising his fist and I could tell he was going to hit her, so I stepped in before that could happen. But then he tripped over himself and fell. Ended up blaming ME for it." Akira explained, not doing well to disguise the bitterness he felt towards it. 

"He said that he was going to sue me. That he'd accuse me of hitting him. All the animals at the farm vouched for me but it didn't make a difference. The jury were all human and none of them believe a half-wolf, half human over a powerful person. Even the woman I helped out testified against me. Next thing I know I'm being given an assault charge and shipped off to Tokyo." He finished, gaze tightly fixed on the floor. 

 

The small attic was silent for a moment. Neither saying anything. Akira half-wondered if Akechi was planning to bolt and never look back. A prince detective friends with a criminal delinquent?? Even if the charge was false - it still stuck. Akira half-wished he had hit the man, at least then the treatment he received would've been justified. 

 

And then Akira felt a hand take his, slowly intertwining their fingers together. "Akira." Akechi began softly. "Do you remember what he looked like?" 

He didn't remember that much. It had been dark and his memory hazy from the entire experience and everything that followed after. All he knew was that it was a man. One that was influential enough to force a woman into making a false testimony.

"It's fine." He said, giving the brunette's hand a small squeeze. He greatly appreciated the detective for wanting to attempt to clear his name but Akira had long accepted it. "It happened a while ago. I've moved on now." 

"You can't be serious." Akechi said, looking at him in disbelief. "Someone essentially ruined your life and you're just... what? Fine with it???" 

"Well I wouldn't go that far." Akira responded. "I'm not fine with it per say. Never expected to get a criminal record... not this young at least." He half-laughed, nervously rubbing his neck with a hand. "But...." He hesitated. He had to choose his next words carefully.

 

[ "Its too late to change anything now." ]

[ "Its not so bad being here." ] 

[ "I'm finally able to be useful to humans." ] 

[ "I made so many friends here." ]

 

 

No. None of those reasons... despite them all being somewhat true, were quite right. He greatly appreciated his friends and loved operating his vigilante activities but that didn't make what he had gone through to get there 'worth it'.

There was only one thing that made it all worth it. 

 

 

[ "I got to see you again." ]

 

 

 

"Sometimes bad things leads to... much better." He said, looking straight at the brunette in front of him. 

 

It took less than 5 seconds for the confession to click in the detective's mind. What followed after was a long silence. The brunette eyes had widened dramatically, and he had quickly turned away from the wolf. 

"You shouldn't..." He eventually sighed and then removed his hand from Akira's. "Being so sentimental will only end up getting you killed one day."

Akira expected some sort of snarky retort to follow after it but... no... his crimson eyes were completely serious. 

 

 

Before Akira could decipher  - or even ask Akechi what he meant by that, Futaba had made her way up the stairs, loudly announcing her presence. 

"Alright!! Charger obtain- wait you have a TV up here too? Lemme connect my laptop to that and we can watch it on there!" 

The pair nodded, both giving her a smile. They both knew they owed the girl far more than this and they were going to make it the best experience for her possible. 

 

The pair moved the TV, placing it near the couch so that they could all watch it from there. Futaba meanwhile placed some snacks on the armrests, grinning. The 3 of them then settled onto the couch before Futaba enthusiastically pressed the play button. 

As the opening credits started, Akira reached over for some popcorn, popping it in his mouth, which earned him a scolding from Futaba, who was sitting beside him. 

"SHHHHH. It's starting!" She hushed him, eyes glued to the screen. Akechi who seated his other side said nothing, probably because he was too absorbed into the show. From the corner of his eye, he could see the detective smiling, his eyes lightening up as the episode began. 

 

Akira found himself smiling too, placing his own gaze back on the screen. 

 

1 episode turned into 2... then 3... then 4...then

Well it would've been longer, except Akechi had to get going.

 

"I should get going before the last train leaves." He stated, reluctantly getting off the couch. "As much as I would love to stay and watch this endlessly, I don't wish to walk all the way back home." He chuckled. 

"Do you want me to walk you to the station?" Akira offered.

"Ah, I'll be alright." Akechi politely declined. 

"Text me when you get home." 

"Will do. See you soon, Akira." He smiled, then turned to Futaba. "It was nice meeting you too, Futaba."

 

"You too!! I hope we can do this again sometime!" She smiled at him when he nodded. "Mission get home safe!" Futaba waved at him, and he waved back before making his way down the stairs and out the cafe.

 

Futaba then turned to look at Akira, taking one step forward, quickly wrapping her arms round the wolf's. 

"Th- thanks for today. I.... I can't remember the last time I felt so... happy? I begged my mom for ages to watch Featherman with me but... Just... Thank you for watching it with me, Akira." She squeezed him a bit harder, then added in a softer voice. "You're sort of like the older brother I never had." 

Futaba was hugging him hard enough that he was struggling to breathe. But after hearing that the girl considered him to be a brother... He couldn't bring himself much to care about his restricted airways. No, he much more felt like bawling.

Futaba... thought of him as a brother. In a way, he likewise did consider Futaba to be the younger sister he never had too. Even if that almost definitely came about from the guilt he had about not being able to save her mother. 

"I'm... so glad." He said. And he really was.

 

Perhaps everything really would be okay.

 

 

***

 

 

 

After that day, he didn't see Akechi or Futaba for a while. The detective was busy keeping up with his internship, school, interviews and other obligations so it made sense.

Futaba - for the first few days made sense. He knew via Sojiro that the girl was very introverted and would probably need a few days to recharge after hanging out with his friends and Akechi in the space of 48 hours. Even when exam week had came to an end and he still hadn't seen Futaba he just put it down to the girl wanting her own space.

 

The following Monday morning he texted Futaba in regards to the firework festival - asking if she'd like to come along too.

 

[ Akira ] : Ann, Ryuji and Yusuke are going too.

[ Akira ] : Its fine if you don't have a yukata to wear.

[ Akira ] : Me and Ryuji are both going casual

[ Akira ] : But if you want, I'm sure Ann has some yukatas that you can use

 

His messages were on delivered for a few hours before getting a response. 

 

 

[ Futaba ] : I don't feel up to it

[ Futaba ] : I'm sorry

 

Still, he didn't think much of it.

The fireworks festival started out fun before it started raining cats and dogs. Akira and his friends were reminded that before doing any outside event, they should probably check the weather forecast. 

He was still drenched by the time he got home. Morgana was in the bag, having happily found refuge in the wolf's bag. It was late enough that Sojiro had returned home and the lights were off but as Akira noticed that the door wasn't locked. 

Did Sojiro forget to lock it? Unlikely.

He pushed open the door, ready to head upstairs and dry himself off when he saw a figure sitting at the booth closest to the stairs. 

 

"... A-Akira?" 

The wolf registered both the figure and quiet voice as Futaba's. 

 

"Futaba?" He asked. "What are you doing here so la--" He was silenced when the girl came running towards him, pulling him into a hug like before. There she began to sob heavily, clutching his arms for dear life. When she looked up at him, Akira was shocked to see that her eyes were red and bleak. Like she had been crying for the last few days. 

"What... What happened?" He asked. 

 

Sniffling, she handed him a piece of folded paper, slightly wet from her tears.

As Akira unfolded the paper and began to read, Futaba spoke up once more... and he got his answer.

 

 

 

 

"My mom... she... she's dead... She... I... She died be- because... because of m- me." 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

*9k words later*

Whew I just realized its been 6 months since I first started writing this fic. It's wild to think that my original plan was for it to be a 2 chapter story but it sort of spiraled into this :')

On a separate note... A lot happened in that chapter.

As always thank you for reading :)

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Chapter 11: All that takes place in the dark

Summary:

“We’re going to tell them the truth eventually, right?” Morgana whispered to him from under the desk. Classes had now begun, but he was in no state to concentrate.

Before he could even stop himself - Akira blurted out, “Which one?”

Or

Akira and Goro reflect on the position they are currently in, and the choices they made to get there. And of course, face the consequences

Notes:

Chapter number has gone up again... ever so slightly

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

≈ August 2013

 

By age 15, any slimmer of childlike naivety that Goro once possessed had been long beaten out of him. Gone were any childish delusions he once had about the world. A world that had never once been kind to him. A world that had been his mother’s ruin. A world where people like his father prospered. 

When Shido had first instructed Goro to make ribbons, back when he was around the age of 10, he had gotten Goro to mass produce them. There was always a set amount to make on a certain day. At the very beginning it was just 1. Then 10. Then 20. Then eventually 50. 

If he ever failed to meet his target for the day, he was barred from eating or bathing for 48 hours. He had only ever had to experience that once to ensure he’d never make the same mistake again. 

Back then Goro wondered what was so important about making them, what could possibly be so special about a piece of fabric. But he never dared question Shido about it. Even as young as he was, he could tell that the man wasn’t particularly fond of his presence. And so a desperate, childish, human part of him wanted to do anything he could to be acknowledged by the man. 

Shortly after he turned 12, Shido stopped demanding ribbons and Goro thought that was the end of it. 

Only… it would take a few more years before he witnessed pandora’s box be opened.

 

It had been a frosty night in November. The huge mansion should’ve contrasted such temperature, but the icy atmosphere inside was more of a contender. Shido, like so many other nights, was in a foul mood, the stench of alcohol circling him as if it was his own luna halo. 

Goro had long learnt to stay out of the way during these times, retreating and busying himself in his room. For whatever reason this time, he instead stayed at the top of the stairs, silently watching the scene play out. 

And when Shido couldn’t find his son to unleash his anger on, he subjected it to an equally helpless target. 

Goro had met countless maids who all had been hired by Shido. They were always young, barely a foot into adulthood. Shido would always seek them out from cabaret and strip clubs, promising them a better quality of life. He always chose women without much support, or ones who had moved from the countryside, who were ignorant of how things in the city truly operated. 

 

Add in the rising Tokyo rent prices and lack of decent paying civilian jobs going round -  It was obvious why they were always so happy to be picked by him, so eager to please him, in a bid to accept a better life, just like Goro once had been.

So naturally, when Shido would offer them a ribbon in the form of a ‘gift’ naturally they happily accepted. Unaware of the irreversible consequence they had put themself in. 

That day, Shido had started yelling at the maid. It wasn’t abnormal for him to treat them in this way. The sweet, kind honeymoon period was short before they registered the type of man he truly was. Most of them just learnt to take his yelling, hoping that the extent of the abuse would just be verbal.

But this maid, understandably Goro had thought - instead snapped and yelled right back. That action alone aggravated Shido. But it was what she said next that would prove pernicious

 

 

 

“You don’t think I can’t find a way to expose what you're doing? Even if my own lips are sealed I have friends in the journalism industry that would kill for a story li–” 

 

She stopped midway through her sentence and would never have the opportunity to finish. 

Shortly after, the sound of something firm hit the floor. 

His legs moved before his brain did, making their way down the stairs before he could think to stop them. 

A few metres away from him lay the decapitated body of the woman - who had been alive and screaming less than a minute before. A minimal amount of blood seeping from the clean cut made on the neck. 

When Goro turned round to look at Shido, he found a wicked smile on his face. 



 

“She won’t be a problem anymore.” 

“It was a necessary precaution.” 

….

….

….




“Who do you think YOU are, to look at me like that?” 

….

…..

…..

….

 

“Did you happen to forget, Akechi?” 

 

“This ribbon was what killed her.” 

 

You were the one who manufactured her noose.”

 

YOU were the one who is responsible for this.” 

 

YOU are the one with blood on your hands.” 

 

“YOU are the one who killed her.”

 

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO KILLED HER .”





When told something enough times, you eventually come to believe it. 

 

Every time after that incident Goro would try to spare the maids that came afterwards the same fate, but his pleas always fell on deaf ears 

 

 

 

DON’T PUT IT ON 

 

“My lips are sealed.”  

 

IT'S A TRAP 

 

“My lips are sealed.” 

 

HE’S GOING TO KILL YOU

 

“My lips are sealed.”

 

The only thing he could do was stand and watch as they would unknowingly seal their own fates.

If they were lucky, they would escape - forever sworn to secrecy and never able to come out about what they had suffered - but they were alive.

The ones that weren’t so fortunate…

 

The only evidence that proved that they had even been here was the dried out bloodstains on the carpet. 

 



 

***

 

 

Shido didn’t only exert his influence on the unfortunate. Goro had been to countless business events, filled with people who had more power and money than the majority could ever dream of. 

When Goro was younger, he had honestly believed that all rich people were happy. And why wouldn’t they be? When you were financially stable, what more could you ask for? He knew for a fact that if he and his mother had even a fraction of the wealth these people held, no doubt they would be more than satisfied. 

He quickly learnt how false his previous belief had been. In every one of these events Goro attended, everywhere he turned there was always someone chugging down an expensive glass of wine, another with a cigarette perched within their mouth, someone else inhaling a substance that looked awfully similar to a drug that was illegal for the general public. 

 

The phrase “money can’t buy happiness” was neither a solid truth nor lie. 

Money to a person living in poverty absolutely could buy them happiness.

But supplying money to an already wealthy person?

It bred boredom.

Because what else was there left for them to do, when they could afford all the privileges money could buy? When anything they wanted would be at their beckon call with the snap of their fingers? 

So naturally when Shido introduced them to the ribbons - a piece of fabric that could be used to control and then kill without any risk of leaving a trace of even a fingerprint behind - naturally some of the rich jumped on the wagon.

As protection from keeping the information about the ribbons from going out, the price that said wealthy people would have to pay to have access to the ribbons was to put one on themselves, fully informed of the risks. 

The risk that the very same thing could happen to them. 

 

And that was how the conspiracy began to form. 

 

Goro could recall a few who had jumped on the deal. The SUI chief - the chief who Sae-san worked directly under. Shido had been all the more keen to get an executive member of the police force on his side. Goro didn’t even want to think about the amount of decapitations they had committed and covered up together.

Another example was Kunikazu Okumura, the CEO behind Okumura foods and by extension, Big Bang Burger. Though Goro had never eaten from the establishment, he was aware of its popularity. 

All it took was a quick Google search to showcase a snippet of negative reviews left by ex-employees of Big Bang Burger, along with the biggest competitors of the restaurant - it suddenly became very clear to Goro why Okumura wanted to make use of the ribbons.

Silence his employees from speaking out about the inhumane conditions they were forced to work in, eliminate anyone from the competitors that threatened his success.

 

 

“We can just explain it away by saying something heavy fell on his head.”

“It was just an unfortunate accident… his family will probably eat that story up.” 

 

 

 

It was disgusting. They were all disgusting. Sick sick vermin who used whatever method possible to control those less fortunate than them. 

There were many Shidos, SUIs and Okumuras lurking within the world. 

In fact, a few times while attending the events, Goro had caught a few glimpses of Okumura's daughter. She was around the same age as him, normally  situated within a corner when alone, delicately holding a glass and smiling at anyone who took the time to stop by and chat to her. Never one to unnaturally draw attention to herself. If she was with company, it was only ever with her father or a slightly older-looking man. 

While others may have described the daughter of Okumura as ‘naturally elegant’, Goro could quickly decipher that from her mannerisms and appearance that she - perhaps similarly to him - had been groomed from a young age to play a certain role. One that of course was designed to benefit her father. 

He found himself somewhat relieved when he realised that she didn’t have a ribbon around her neck. At the very least, her father’s plan for her didn’t involve death. 

He vaguely wondered if Okumura was even aware of the monstrosities her father had committed. If she had even the faintest clue of how much of her privileged upbringing had been financed via blood money. 

Either way, it didn’t really matter. Sooner or later, she’d wake up to reality. She's have to take off the rose tinted glasses. Bear witness to how the world truly operated. Transactional to its core. A place where you either ate, or were eaten. 

Naturally, Goro learnt swiftly not to trust anyone. 

 

So when he a few months later was introduced to Wakaba Isshiki, a scientist who was a genius in her research field he no longer held any delusions regarding the morality of humans. Or really, anyone who willingly decided to work for Shido.  

Shido’s aim was to find out all the information he could regarding the ribbon. Its 2 main uses were controlling speech and decapitating users. However, of course, this wasn’t enough for a man like him.

Because the only setback was that Goro needed to be alive for the spell to work.   

And that enraged Shido. 

 

So he hired Wakaba to investigate what was so special about Goro’s genetic makeup that only he held the power to make and activate said ribbons. And whatever it was, to extract it. 

And Wakaba - being the scientist that she was - had been more than ecstatic to obtain a new lab rat to play with.

 

But from the very beginning, Wakaba was unlike any adult Goro had come across so far. 

 

A woman who was kind enough to ensure that she had gotten written consent from him, but ruthless enough to carry out every experiment she pleased on him. 

A woman who would panic over the smallest spillage of one of her chemicals, yet was seemingly immune to Goro’s screams when she subjected him to electric currents.

A woman who would keep a stash of granola bars and dried fruit for him, yet didn’t seem to care about the health hazards that came with consistently drawing his blood or exposing him to countless X-rays and MRI scans. 

 

That was the sort of person Wakaba was. She didn’t go out of her way to help anyone, unless she considered them family or beneficial to her research in some form. 

But, as he would a few years later on come to realise… that would also be the exact reason why said treatment only lasted for a few weeks. 

 

Because he had entered the lab one day, instinctively making his way to the table where all the tests commenced. He had laid down, closed his eyes - bracing himself for whatever treatment she felt like subjecting him to. Like he had so many times before. 

However, when he opened his eyes he was instead met with Wakaba standing in front of him, her face a little pale. 

He blinked at her in confusion, wondering if he had done something wrong. 

She blinked back at him before extending a hand that had a granola bar in her palm towards him. 

Goro was a lot of things, but he was NEVER the type to refuse free food. 

 

Silence filled the lab for a few minutes as he slowly ate. Wakaba continued to stare at him, deep in thought when she softly broke the silence. 

“To think you and my daughter share the same blood type.” She mumbled suddenly, so quietly she might as well have whispered it. 

But whether she was actually talking to him , or just wondering out loud in front of her lab rat… Goro wasn’t sure. 

 

He looked up from his snack, visibly confused. “...Sorry?” 

Wakaba cleared her throat.

“You have an AB blood type. A blood type which is extremely rare in Japan. The only other person I know with that type of genetic makeup is…” She trailed off, beginning to mumble to herself again.

Goro couldn’t stand listening to her absent-minded tone. As if she had somehow forgotten how much experimental pain she had put him through. The amount of suffering he had had to go through. All in the name of what? Science? To receive a paycheck from Shido? 

Shido and Okumura, for as bad as they were… they both at the very LEAST acknowledged the damage their actions caused. Even if it was only to relish in the misery they had caused for so many.

It seemed like Wakaba couldn’t even do that much. Still looking at him as if he was nothing more than an experimental rodent to prod at. Subject him to endless torture, so long as his was alive… or at least animate - it didn’t matter to her did it? She obtained the results she wanted. Why waste precious time considering the permanent damage done to the test subject?

He knew. He knew that she ultimately owed him nothing. 

Her task was to extract whatever made him unique, and after that there would be no reason left for Shido to keep him alive. 

His fist clenched the granola bar tightly, feeling the food slowly squish from the pressure when he felt a hand gently clasp his shoulder. 

“Hold on.” She said, her tone a little less neutral than what he was used to. 

“I would like to make a deal with you.” She said simply. “One that would keep you alive.” 

He… couldn’t believe what he was hearing. 

Was this a trap? Was this Wakaba’s way of trying to entice him into allowing him to conduct numerous barbaric practices on him? Because when he thought about– 

“Why? Why on earth would you want to help me?” 

She paused for a moment, as if trying to mentally compute the best way to answer that.

Her fingers instead did more of the talking, slowly making their way to the top of her turtleneck jumper pulling it down ever so slightly… 






…Revealing a lilac coloured ribbon fastened round her neck. 



“Maybe… we’re more similar than you think.” She simply said. 





“So how about it, Akechi?”



 

 

 

***

 

July 13th 2016

 

 

"She would never abandon Futaba! Why do you think I filed that missing person's rep--"

"Yes, conveniently filed a week after she supposedly went missing. Tell me, why did it take you so long to file said report? Is there something else you're not telling me?"

 

As he watched the argument play out in front of him... Goro faintly wondered... wondered if refusing Wakaba's deal would've changed anything.

Would she be alive right now? Would everything had worked out okay?

Would she of still met an early demise, merely a victim to Shido wanting to get rid of her anyway?

 

 

But thinking about hypotheticals was utterly useless now. 

 

Although he knew one thing for certain.

 

His magic, along with his very existence - was nothing but a curse. Had been the culprit behind the shortening of the lifespans of the very few who actually had given a damn about him. 

First his own mother, then Yumi, most recently Wakaba... 

The even worse part was that... he at the very least could've prevented Wakaba from dying. 

Wakaba's solution had been to create an anitdote which would nullify the magic in the ribbon. Meaning that you would be able to speak freely and wouldn't die if you took it off. 

Days before she had been killed, she had - in her own words, been extremely close to making a breakthrough. 

 

But even now, there was still a way for Goro to break the curse. A way to free all the users under the spell. 

 

However...

 

 

No. Regardless...There was no use thinking about that right now. His main priority was still to expose what Shido had been doing. 

 

Which also meant...

 

 

 "I can't let HIM die." 

 

He turned his attention over to said person, who had gone completely pale - no doubt from what Sae-san had just said. Before Akira’s anxiety could transform into a full-blown panic attack, Goro instinctively wrapped his hand around Akira’s, giving it a soft squeeze. There was so much he wished he could say, but was barred from it. This would have to do. 



It was never your fault

 

It was me

 

It was me who was the cause of the killings 

 

It was me who was responsible for Wakaba’s death

 

It was me who disguised myself as her that day

 

It was me who tried to warn you

 

It was me who left her at your doorstep 

 

It was me who put you in this position

 

It was all me 

 

 

He went another step further and began to gently rub his thumb over Akira’s knuckles. Almost instantly, he felt the other’s hand begin to relax in his. 

He gave his friend’s hand one last squeeze, before reluctantly letting go so he could confront his colleague.







***

 

 

"It was nice meeting you too, Futaba."

"You too!! I hope we can do this again sometime! Mission get home safe!”

 

It was eerie, almost painful how taken aback Goro was by how kind and friendly Wakaba Ishhiki’s daughter really was. When he was her age, any interaction that came by his way was met with some level of skepticism. 

Yet… despite him being a complete stranger to Futaba, she had befriended him easily. All it had taken was for him to enthusiastically (accidently) mention that he enjoyed Featherman. That was all it took. 

 

He felt his teeth bite into the skin inside his mouth. 

There he had been, spending years fruitlessly chasing the validation of a man he believed to be the only family he had left…

And what had he gotten from it? Absolutely nothing but pain, suffering and a trail of death that had begun with him. 

And then here was his half-sister… who undoubtedly… if she knew the truth, would’ve most welcomed him into her life with open arms. 

Blood spilled into his mouth. 

He refused to let his mind wonder towards a hypothetical timeline. One where he had never been cursed with a ribbon. 

One where…

 

"She's always whined about wanting an older brother."

"I think the two of you would get on well."



But that type of scenario was long impossible. Futaba could never find out that truth.

And besides…

"You're sort of like the older brother I never had."



It seemed that she already had Akira for that. Someone who fit that role better than he ever could. 

 

Goro slowly made his way down the stairs, making sure to give Sakura a nod before leaving the cafe. 

The brunette wasn’t certain of exactly how long he had spent in Leblanc’s attic watching Featherman back to back without a care in the world, but if the dark pink tinges in the sky were anything to go by, he would guess it had been a few hours. 

The July climate meant that it took a little longer for the darkness to come about. If he strained his eyes a bit, he could see the remnants of a waxing gibbous moon begin to make its way to the sky from the horizon. 

 

Hmmm…

Was Akira planning to take someone down soon? 

 

What a privilege it must be, Goro then thought… to have a power that only bothered you once a month. What he would give to be afforded such a luxury. 

And as thankful and as guilty Goro felt towards Akira for what he had put him through, it was hard to not also be envious sometimes.

 

From the time they had met, Goro had always thought of Akira as an enigma. He just could never fully understand him.

Since the very beginning they both had been trashed by the human society. Akira arguably - had started off even worse than him, having been only-half human. He remembered back when they were at the farm, when Akira off-handedly told Goro about the brief time he spent at the nursery in Tokyo. How some of the kids were so concerned they would throw silver scraps at him. 

Goro had begun to see red after that. It wasn’t like he didn’t have his own hatred towards humans due to how they had treated him. But somehow - when the human’s mistreatment was directed towards Akira - the hatred he felt was multiplied. 

Although, Akira had brushed off his friend’s concern.

“It’s okay, Goro. I’m sure they had their reasons to be scared.” 

 

If Goro had been given the same power that Akira had, he wouldn’t have hesitated to wreak havoc on every human that had so much as given him a dirty look. 

But Akira… used his powers… to help humans instead. Was so forgiving towards them. Didn’t have a single bone of hatred in him. So forgiving that even receiving a false charge wasn’t enough to make him reconsider. And Goro for the life of him couldn’t understand why .

Humans didn’t deserve Akira’s help. They were all vultures. Actually, vultures were a far more dignified species. They at least waited for their prey to be dead before feasting upon them. 

 

But maybe judging Akira was a tad hypocritical, considering what he had done in the past. After he had first witnessed the ribbon decapitatation, Goro had countlessly tried to warn other maids not to accept the gift of a ribbon.

Of course, whatever he said, his pleas always fell on deaf ears. 

 

“My lips are sealed.”

 

“My lips are sealed.” 

 

“My lips are sealed.”

 

 

Maybe it was less that he didn’t understand Akira - but more that unlike the wolf - what Goro had to work with was very limited. He had never been able to speak out about the ribbons, and there had been very few around him that cared. 

Akira's power gave him the freedom to unleash his power. Goro's was an eternal prison sentence. 

 

There were so many he wasn’t able to save. He, at the very least, refused to let Wakaba become another ‘mystery missing person’.

That didn’t mean that what he was going to next didn’t feel any less sadistic however. 

 

Goro was so certain that if Robin - his pet dove -  was here right now he'd attempt to talk him out of it. 

 

Goro made his way to the nearest manhole to hide out. Of course, the moment he popped down onto the sewer floor - a bunch of rodents instantaneously appeared at his feet, silently demanding their next supply of food.

He thrust an opened bag of nuts their way, watching with slight humor as they bolted towards the food source, leaving him alone once again.

Goro sighed, taking out the suicide note that been stuffed in his pocket. 

Prepped his glamour pack for usage. 

 

All that was left to do now was wait. 

 

 

 

Wait until Futaba arrived home. 

 

 

***

 

 

So much had changed after that day. 

Futaba had screamed and sobbed uncontrollably into Akira's arm. His other hand had been firmly clutching Wakaba’s supposed suicide note - slightly wet from tears, which had greatly placed the blame of her demise on her daughter. 

Morgana, having heard the commotion had immediately appeared at the girl’s side, gently rubbing his head along the girl’s legs - in a bid to try and calm her down, if even a little. 

He wasn’t even sure how much time had passed until Sojiro had come into the cafe, at first merely curious as to why Futaba was at the cafe so late. It had only gone even more downhill from there.

 

 

Sojiro ended up closing the cafe for a week. Only coming into said cafe to pick up a few supplies and then swiftly leaving. 

He wouldn't see Futaba for even longer.

 

More often than not Akira would be in his attic, sitting on his bed, Morgana curled up at his side,  both being painfully aware of how silent the cafe now felt, with the absence of the pacing, slight chatter, smell of curry cooking and coffee brewing. 

 

One of those nights, when the silence had become unbearable and his thoughts running mayhem, Akira found himself hopping on a train to Shinjuku and heading straight to Crossroads to do an evening shift. 

The atmosphere in the bar always had an element of tranquility to it, equipped with gentle music playing softly in the background.

He had started working at Crossroads shortly after taking Kaneshiro down. The bar was nothing conventional - and that included Akira’s work schedule. He was free to take any evening shifts when the help was needed and when he was available. 

Though… due to exams and just life… he hadn’t stopped by much. 

Which is exactly why the owner, Lala gave him a small nod and smile when she noticed him. 

 

“Welcome, honey. It’s been a while. I take it you’re available to do a shift tonight? It’s not too busy right now… however…” 

She turned her gaze to the sink which was half-full and then to a woman who was hunched at the counter, her fingertips brushing against the almost empty glass. Someone who Akira had begun to become familiar with too. 

 

He couldn’t help but smile. She was giving him a choice. 

“I’ll get her some water.” 

Lala smirked. “What would I do without you?” 



“Oh! It’s you!” The woman, Ohya, rejoiced as Akira set the glass of cool water by her side. “Man! It’s been a while hasn’t it? School kept you busy? Say… Got any gossip regarding the Phantom Thieves?” 

“...Phantom Thieves?” 

“That's what their fans have begun to call them online.” Ohya answered. 

Huh.

It was a little alarming how Ohya had known that before he did. When he watched Akechi’s interview, the host very clearly referred to them as the ‘vigilante group’. Although… that interview was now over a week old. So the shift in name change must’ve taken place sometime after they had taken Kaneshiro down. 

He half-wondered why Mishima - moderator of their website and (if Akira was being generous) biggest fanboy of their group - had failed to inform him of this. 

Actually…knowing Mishima, he probably had informed - but Akira had long learned to tune out most of what he said,

Because. It. Was ALL. He. Talked. About.   

 

He loved doing what he did. He really, sincerely did. But hearing Mishima endlessly gush about it got bothersome after a while. 

Well it was better than just being known as the ‘vigilante group’.  

“I figured I’d ask. It seems that all the youngsters today are crazy about them.” She added before giving the wolf a curious smile.

“Say… what’s your take on them?”

 

Akira hesitated. 

Did he - at this current moment - have the emotional labour required to come up with an intelligent, non-suspicious answer? 

No, no he didn’t.

In that case, best to play it safe.

“I think they’re alright. To be honest, I don’t really think about them much.” 

The woman raised a brow. “ Really ? For someone of your age, that's unusual. You’re not interested in them? Even though it's rumoured for the group to be students at your school?”

 

Oh for the love of God.  

 

It had completely slipped his mind that Ohya had approached and given him her contact card back when he and the others had been investigating Madarame’s shack. And he had had his full school uniform on display.

Well she was a journalist. Being perceptive was probably instinctual to her. 

 

Akira just shrugged. “Maybe they are. Maybe they aren't. I wouldn't know. Been too busy trying to keep my grades up to notice.” 

“Ah, so you’re a studious type. Guess I can work with that.” She smiled. “Sooooo…how ‘bout we–” 

 

“Ohya.” Lala sternly warned, looking up from the glass she was cleaning. “May I remind you that he’s still a minor. Whatever you’re planning make sure its–”

“Age appropriate Lala-chan… I know.” She grumbled back. “Anyway… how 'bout we do this... You supply me with info on the Phantom Thieves and in return...” She paused, using one hand to shift through her pocket. 

 

A few moments later, she was holding 2 small cards between her fingers.

“2 tickets to the aquarium.” Ohya said. And Akira must’ve looked confused at this because she then added, “You’re a self-proclaimed nerd right? Well then I’m sure your biology grade could benefit from taking a trip or two there.” 

She then paused, scanning Akira’s face before giving him what could only be described as a sly grin. 

“Or better yet… maybe take someone along with you. If you have that special someone.” She said, still grinning at him. “Though, I’m fairly sure someone with your looks is spoilt for choice.”

“You’re… trying to bribe me into getting info about the Phantom Thieves… by giving me aquarium tickets?” 

Ohya shrugged. “My goal isn’t to catch them. I just would like to know more about them, if possible. They’ve done a great deal of good so far. I doubt Madarame or Kaneshiro would've turned themselves in without their input… But… Even if you don’t take up my offer… Those tickets are yours. My colleague had a few spare so… take them. They’re free to use until the end of August.”

 

Hmmm

Maybe having a journalist on his side would be beneficial later on. 

He already had someone in mind who would be more than satisfied to talk endlessly about them.

 

“…I’ll see what I can do.” 

Ohya smiled. “That’s good enough for now.” 

 

 

***



 

Akira’s mind would drive him insane during school time too. It was the last week before summer break would commence - so everyone was a bit distracted. Still, it didn’t take long for Ann and Ryuji to notice that something was up.

The school day had barely started and they already were asking questions. 

 

He managed to brush their concerns aside, and was sincerely grateful when Morgana backed him up. 

Though, neither Ryuji or Ann looked too convinced afterwards.

 

“You have been looking more restless recently.” Ann commented, reaching over his desk to place her hand on his forehead. “Hmm…You’re a bit warm too! Maybe you’re catching a fever from the rain back at the festival?”

“Aghhh hell… don’t remind me of that.” Ryuji shivered at the memory from a few days ago before turning his attention to the wolf. “Anyway… Akira? Whatever is going on, you know you can always talk to us about it right?”

“Yeah.” Ann agreed, removing her hand. “I know you have a habit of dealing with things on your own but… it’s okay to rely on us too! We’re a team after all. If we don’t look out for each other, who else will?”  

 

Such a simple saying. 

Would it still hold the same weight if they knew what he was really hiding from them?

 

“Thanks guys.” He said instead, forcing a smile.



“We’re going to tell them the truth eventually, right?” Morgana whispered to him from under the desk. Classes had now begun, but he was in no state to concentrate. 

 

…The truth?

 

Before he could even stop himself Akira blurted out, “Which one?”

Morgana didn’t respond at first yet Akira felt him stiffen from within his bag. 

“Futaba’s mom…? The note…? Akira are you sure you’re feeling oka–”

“We’ll– I’ll get round to telling them eventually. Just… I think Futaba and Sojiro deserve privacy right now.” 

Morgana sighed. “Alright. That makes sense. It’s just… I don’t like lying. Especially to Lady Ann!” 

 

 

***

 





During break Akira made his way to the school rooftop, a place he hadn’t visited ever since the day Makoto had barred them all from it. He was surprised to find that the door was unlocked, gently pushing it open and allowing the summer breeze to hit his face. 

It was… weirdly nostalgic. 

Visually, the rooftop hadn’t changed one bit. The decaying chairs that he, Ryuji and Ann would often occupy were still in the exact same position. It had been one of the few quiet areas of the school that the group could retreat to, away from prying eyes, other judgemental students and just forget the system they were all under. 

Akira slowly made his way to the edge of the roof. He placed his hand on the fence. A fence that had only been erected due to what had happened with Shiho. Made sure to keep his gaze straight ahead. 

Beyond the tall fence panel lay a view… a huge view of the city. So many buildings, decreasing in size the further in distance they were from Shujin. Countless humans walking about - whom from this height and distance away looked more like ants. 

 

What was that human saying? Small fish in a big pond? 

 

That was an accurate way to describe how he was feeling right now. Taking in the entire sights… reminded him of how small he really was. 

As a wolf… on a certain night every month… he was powerful. A force to be reckoned with. A being that was useful to others. But on every other day… when he was mostly human… When he was just Akira …what had he achieved? 

Stepping in to aid a woman and ending up with a criminal record? Failing to save a woman who told him in advance that she was in danger and was now dead? Lying by omission to said dead woman’s family and letting her daughter believe that she was the cause of her mother’s death? 

He hadn’t been able to make much progress with the ribbons either. And the longer it took him to figure it out, the more potential people would die…

Hell, someone had already died. And that was just from what was reported online. Who knew how many victims of the ribbons slipped through the cracks, never to be heard of again. 

 

And that would include Akechi…

 

Time was running out. The fact that his friend, who was in charge of looking for said killer hadn’t been killed yet was something of a miracle. 

Fate had allowed him to reunite with him again… And now Akira was potentially going to spit in said fate’s face because he just… couldn’t do anything.

You couldn’t stop him from being abducted all those years ago, what makes you think you can save him now? 

The Joker in him wanted to defy that thought… But his normal Akira self couldn’t argue against it. 

Where it mattered, he truly was useless. He had so desperately wanted to be accepted by humans. But as one himself, he was… useless. 

 

He suddenly turned his vision to look straight downwards at the courtyard that lay many feet below… and suddenly…

 

Felt unbelievably…

 

Calm. 

 

At peace. 

 

Serene.

 

And he couldn’t help but wonder… if even for a split second.

Is this how Shiho had felt just before she…



“It’s a beautiful view, isn’t it?” A sudden soft voice, which had seemingly come from nowhere, managed to cut through his self deprecating thoughts. 

While the girl’s voice wasn’t one that Akira recognized, her tone was calm and thoughtful - void of even the smallest hint of malice. 

He didn’t feel like turning round just yet, in case she changed her mind once she realised that he was the ‘scary delinquent’. There was only so much discrimination he could take in one day. 

So he settled for nodding instead, hoping that that would be a sufficient enough response.

Surprisingly enough, it was. 

“I like to think that it’s a gentle reminder of how vast the world really is.” She continued. “Just from here, I can see so much of the city. Everything and everyone looks so tiny. Each passerby has their own individual story… their own life and strengths and struggles. It’s a reminder that we should all be kind to each other, and try to help one another, in whatever way we can.” 

“Yeah.” Akira agreed. “Yeah, you’re right.” 

 

They fell into a short silence after that, the gentle breeze of the wind replacing the sound of speech. Akira hears the faint sound of footsteps moving away from him.  

He for a moment wonders if the girl decided to just leave him to his own thoughts. But soon enough, the soft sound of her footsteps returned, and Akira felt something cold touch his hand. 

When he accepted it and brought the item into his peripheral vision, he found it to be - a small cucumber. It was a beautiful shade of green, free from any sort of cracks or tear. It smells fresh, and when he takes a bite out of it, he finds it to taste just as refreshing as he imagined it to be. 

“Thank you.” He says, finally turning around to look at the girl. 

 

Her voice matched her appearance. She had soft curly hair, the colour a mixture of auburn and pink. Like Makoto, her Shujin uniform was neat as ever, with the added touch of a pink sweater draped over her shirt. She was smiling softly at him.

“Oh, I’m so glad to hear that you liked it!” She beamed, gently clasping her hands together. “I grew the cucumber myself.” 

“They’re really good.” 

 

She gave him another warm smile, before her expression became a little contemplative.

 

“Oh! How rude of me to not introduce myself!” She laughed, looking a little sheepish. “I’m Okumura Haru, a third-year.” 

 

...Okumura…??

...As in?

 

“Okumura foods? Big bang burger ?” Akira thought out loud. 

Okumura nodded, though this time - her expression was a tad complicated. “Yes, Okumura foods are run and owned by my family. My father is the current CEO.” 

“I see that making good food runs in the family then.” He responded jokingly, taking another bite out of his cucumber. 

“You’re… very kind.” She said, genuinely meaning it. Her expression then became slightly sheepish.

“I apologise… It's quite embarrassing of me to not be familiar with my fellow underclassmen.” She began. “But, you look familiar. May I ask what your name is?” 

“Kurusu.” He supplied. 

“Kurusu…?” She repeated. And then… “Ohhhh yes! You must be Akira-kun! Mako-chan has mentioned you quite a few times.” 

 

Mako? 

…She was talking about Makoto right?

 

“All good things I hope.” He half-joked.

“Yes indeed! She spoke very highly of you. And I’m beginning to see why.” She added, pausing to give him another look. 

“Anyhow, please call me Haru. Any friend of Mako-chan’s is a friend of mine.” 

“Sure.” Akira smiled. “In that case, feel free to call me Akira.” 

Haru smiled. “I would love that.” 

 

They fell into a comfortable silence after that, basking in the calm summer breeze as they viewed what was beyond the roof. 

When break ended and Akira made his way to the door, he felt Haru tap his shoulder. He turned around to see her holding a small plastic bag.

“Some more cucumbers.” She said, extending the bag towards him. “I would like you to have them.” 

“Oh– no no I couldn’t.” He protested. He already felt immensely grateful towards the girl for feeding and just for keeping him company.

But Haru vehemently shook her head. “No, I insist. Please take them.” She smiled, turning her attention to the compost boxes stationed one corner of the roof, tiny saplings breaking through the soil. “I grow vegetables all the time and knowing that someone will appreciate them is more than enough for me.” She explained. 

He nodded, taking the bag. “Then… Thank you, Haru.” 

“Thank you as well.” She responded. “Oh… and Akira?” 

“Hmmm?”

“You’re always welcome here.”   

He gave Haru one last smile and nod of acknowledgement, before making his way back into the school.

 

 

 

***

 

 

Summer vacation couldn’t come fast enough - Akira pondered as he sat at his desk, counting down the seconds of this final class of both the afternoon and term.  

He had been tempted… so tempted to just skip coming in today entirely. It was the last day of term after all. He doubted his lack of attendance would go noticed. Until Morgana very adamantly reminded him that his delinquent status meant he couldn’t miss days off. 

 

Fortunately for him, Kawakami was teaching and due to their… unorthodox arrangement she tended to cut him far more slack than any normal teacher was.

Akira of course used this privilege to his benefit, propping a book up and proceeding to take a short nap. 

He needed it after the morning he had had.

When Akira had headed downstairs in a bid to get to school, he had run into Sojiro. 

His guardian had been situated behind the counter, a cloth in one hand heavily scrubbing a part of the wood that already looked spotless. The man’s eyes had been distant, as if he wasn’t really in the moment - most likely running on autopilot. 

 

It had been a week since the wolf had seen him.

 

Part of Akira just wanted to leave him be and head upstairs. The other half wanted to somehow tell him the truth. Even if it would end up with him being kicked out. Even if it would jeopardize his freedom. He was just so tired. So tired of keeping this a secret. 

But just like before, back when he had comforted Futaba… his vocal chords were rendered useless. 

So when Sojiro looked up and acknowledged the wolf’s presence for just a moment before looking back down, the only thing he found that he could utter was…

 

“I’m sorry.” 

 

And Sojiro’s immediate response was to look right back up again, his brows furrowed in confusion at what the wolf had said. 

“You don’t need to apologise, kid.” He responded eventually, shaking his head a bit. “It’s not like you could’ve prevented any of this from happening.” And with that, turned his gaze once again to the counter. 

His answer was supposed to comfort him, but the irony in that statement only served to worsen Akira’s nerves. 

“Still,” Sojiro continued, this time with a much more wistful expression. “Thank you for being there for Futaba.” 

And that was when his nerves shattered into pieces. 

 

Lies upon lies upon lies. It had been over a month since this whole situation had begun. It was getting harder and harder to keep silent about it. But it already felt too late to confess. He sighed, beginning to feel the guilt once again flow through his veins as he closed his eyes - hoping to at least catch up on a bit of sleep. 

 

Soon enough, the final class of the term ended. Back in May or early June, thinking about this moment would’ve made Akira ecstatic - but now considering the circumstances he was in - it only felt bittersweet. 

He was interrupted from delving any further into his thoughts when he heard his phone vibrate from within his pocket. And weirdly enough, that made him smile. Remembering that despite all of this… even if he had to keep it a secret… he wasn’t alone. 

 

Maybe it was Ryuji or Kasumi - asking if he wanted to train. 

Perhaps it was Ann - inviting him to another photo shoot.

Possibly Yusuke - he had been progressing on his journey to discovering the human heart.

The most reliving text message he could receive right now however… would have to be from Takemi. He hadn’t seen her much, that he almost forgot that she was the only other being who knew the true story. 

Though he could only hope - as Morgana perched himself onto his shoulder - that the doctor would be subtle in the messages if that was the case. 

 

#But when Akira unlocked his phone and entered his messages… he found it to be… from none of the above options.

The thieves group chat consisting of him, Ryuji Ann and Yusuke was still buzzing, but Akira had permanently put that into do not disturb due to Ryuji’s tendency to text while they were all in class. 

 

No… there was another.

 

[ XXXX-XXXX ] : Nice to meet you

 

…Unrecognised number? 

 

[ XXXX-XXXX ] : I am the one they call Alibaba

Alibaba? That wasn’t a name that he had heard of. Judging by the fact that there wasn’t even a number attached to this line, Akira had to assume that this was some sort of prank.

He was going to delete the messages entirely when– 



[ Alibaba ] : I want to ask you something 

Alibaba is typing…

Alibaba is typing…

[ Alibaba ] : You’re the leader of the Phantom Thieves, aren’t you? 

 

He immediately froze.. This couldn’t be happening. Had he been that careless? Had someone managed to figure it out? Yet again? First Makoto then Akechi and now this anonymous entity? All this time he had been worrying about being potentially framed for the ribbons he didn’t even consider–

Wait

 

Breathe 

 

Breathe.

 

“Is one of our teammates pulling a prank on you?” Morgana questioned, sounding equally as alarmed as Akira felt. 

Except that didn’t seem like a likely possibility. Ryuji definitely would play pranks… but normally it would be in person. Ann… her acting skills left much to be desired. Even over text.

And Yusuke wasn’t the type to play pranks. And even if he was, his texting style was more formal than this. 

And even though Makoto wasn’t a part of their group, she was well aware of their identities and fully supported them from the sidelines.

“Shouldn't you respond to it?” Morgana asked. 

 

Shit, he was right. 

 

 

[ Akira ] : You got the wrong guy

 

[ Alibaba ] : No

[ Alibaba ] : I don’t think so

[ Alibaba ] : Besides 

Alibaba is typing…

[ Alibaba ] : You’re not exactly in a position to be playing games 

Alibaba is typing…

[ Alibaba ] : I wonder what everyone will think when they find out about the skeleton in your closet 

 

He froze. That… That was a joke right? A human saying? A figure of speech? She didn’t mean that literally, right???

Skeleton in your closet? Akira, what do they mean by that?” Morgana asked.

“I… I don’t know.” He answered. And for once, he was telling the truth. 

 

[ Akira ] : I don’t know what you’re talking about

 

[ Alibaba ] : Still choosing the denial route?

[ Alibaba ] : So be it

Alibaba sent a video 

 

Akira's finger hovered over the play button, shaking slightly.

Just from the format layout of the video Alibaba had sent, it looked to be from a CCTV. The timestamp showed it to be 20 seconds long.  He was sure he and the others had been so careful when they had plastered Kaneshiro all over Shibuya. And even with the help of Takemi's bootleg glamour and Yusuke's mask they had made sure to steer well clear of any security cameras. 

He felt Morgana tense on his shoulder, but he didn't say anything. 

 

He decided to press play... How bad could it be? 

 

 

 

 

As it turned to be... far worse than anything he could've anticipated. 

 

The video didn't have anything to do with the night they had taken Kaneshiro down. In fact, it wasn't based in Shibuya. Or even outside.

 

It was based in Leblanc

 

The footage consisted of Akira behind the counter talking to a customer, their back turned to the camera. They looked to be a woman, wearing a turtleneck sleeve. She had short black hair, one side of her glasses visible in the frame. 

 

Hold on...

 

"Isn't that Futaba's mother?" Morgana thought out loud.

 

It was indeed her. 

 

That had been the last time he had seen her alive. Before all the events afterwards took place. The problem was that, that day there had been no one else besides them and Morgana at the cafe. He was sure Sojiro would've informed him if there were cameras about. 

So how did someone manage to film this??

 

 

[ Alibaba ] : So you watched it 

Alibaba is typing…

[ Alibaba ] : I take it you recognize the woman in the video 

[ Alibaba ] : Wakaba Isshiki 

 

Akira froze. 

 

[ Akira ] : Where are you going with this? 

Alibaba is typing…

Alibaba is typing…

 

Alibaba is typing…

 

[ Alibaba ] : You were the last person to see her alive 

 

[ Alibaba ] : The Phantom Thieves motto is about always helping those in danger

[ Alibaba ] : You helped so many escape from that teacher, the artist dude and the mafia guy 

[ Alibaba ] : Yet this woman warned you that her life was in danger 

 

[ Alibaba ] : And you... 

 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Why didn't you do anything to help her? 

 

 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Why did she have to die?

 

 

 

 

Notes:

Alright, so now that Goro has confessed to the readers, explanation time :)

So from Chapter 6 onwards Akira - without a doubt - has believed that Wakaba was the one who tried to warn him about the ribbons and her potential death. But it was actually Goro, who was heavily glamoured (disguised) as her who had been the one behind doing all of this.

Because by the time the events above took place, Wakaba was already dead.
Goro left her head on Leblanc's doorstep making sure that Akira would be the one to discover it.

The reason why he did that? Goro knew that Akira was part of the Phantom Thieves because he confessed it to who he believed to be Wakaba. Since he can't speak about it, this was the only way he could ask for Akira's help.

And this was also how Goro got an inkling about Kaneshiro being their next target when Akira let slip that his student council president (aka Makoto) had been blackmailing him.

Hope that clears any confusion up! My thought process while writing this plot twist was - if you catch on to what's going on, that's great! If you don't, that's also great! Either way I'll explain the twist fully in a later chapter.

But man, this was one reason why it was so difficult when it came to tagging Akechi's role in the story. Because while he IS the black mask, unlike in canon he's not guilty of murder. Just a victim of heavy manipulation.

Also fun fact: Wakaba's scene in this chapter was highly inspired by this official concept art of her experimenting on a human . I think I've said this before but writing her character in particular is so fun (even if she's unfortunately only alive in one chapter)

And lastly...Haru has arrived... I've been aiming to introduce her into the story for the last 3-4 chapters but she finally is here :)

Next chapter: A lottt of uncomfortable, but VERY necessary conversations. Akira will finally learn the importance of relying on others. (And maybe... a trip to the aquarium with a certain someone? But we'll see)

Till next time :)

Chapter 12: Eventually comes to the light

Summary:

Takemi chuckled. “Fair enough. I guess you’re also wondering why it took me so long to get back to you, hmm?”

 

 

 

Akira shrugged. “Maybe a little.”

 

 

 

“Then I’ll answer 2 questions in one.”

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Why did she have to die?



 

 

That was… 




 

 

…That was a good question. 





One that if Akira was being honest… he had never expected. 




In hindsight, at least subconsciously - Akira had long known that this day would eventually come. 

 

It had been over a month. A month consisting of not lying once - but over and over again - everyday. Every time he had looked at Sojiro, every time he had stayed silent when Futaba spoke about how she felt abandoned by her mother. Every time one of his friends had suspected that something was up and he had swiftly brushed off their concerns. 

 

Quite frankly, to say that the whole ordeal had left him exhausted would be a huge understatement. 

 

The guilt and stress from all the deception had been slowly eating Akira from the inside out. It often felt like there was a tapeworm situated in his stomach, slowly feasting upon every lie and falsehood he had uttered, biding its time until the day it grew too big and began to rupture his organs. 

 

That day had finally arrived. 



And maybe that was why, even more than feeling terrified or shocked… as he peered down at the text message once more, he felt a wave of relief invade his body. Relief at the revelation that someone now knew

 

From the nature of the last texts, it didn’t seem like they were accusing him of killing Wakaba… but instead… letting her die. 

 

Whether that made him feel better or worse, he truly didn’t know. 

 

His phone buzzed again, causing him to turn his attention to the screen, where he was met with more messages. 

 

Alibaba sent a audio recording 

Alibaba sent a audio recording 



[ "Can you keep a secret?" ]

 

[ "I'm literally a scientist working with chemicals that aren't known to the general public. As in not even Futaba or Sojiro know. What do you think?" ]

 

[ "Ah... Okay. Well... you know how Kamoshida and Madarame got exposed and arrested?" ]

 

[ "Hmmm. I'm aware. I have a friend investigating that. Why?" ]

 

[ "I'm responsible for that." ]

 

[ …… ] 

 

[ …… ]

 

[ "Why am I not surprised?... Akira, you really are...." ] 




[ Alibaba ] : You don’t want to answer my questions, fine.

 

[ Alibaba ] : I won’t hesitate to send this admission of guilt to the police

 

[ Alibaba ] : I’m sure they’ll have MANY questions to ask you

 

[ Alibaba ] : You AND your co conspirators. 



Akira froze once more, his finger refusing to swipe down in order to read the rest of the messages. Morgana said nothing, staying put in his position, but the wolf could feel his sharp claws begin to dig into his shoulder. 




[ Alibaba ] : Ryuji Sakamoto

 

[ Alibaba ] : Ann Takamaki 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Yusuke Kitagawa 



The sight of his friend’s names on the screen made him tense that much further, Morgana following suit. It was one thing to have his own freedom put in jeopardy - but when it came to anyone else – 



[ Akira ] : Look

 

[ Akira ] : I understand that you want answers 

 

[ Akira ] : I truly do

 

[ Akira ] : But please 

 

[ Akira ] : Please keep the others out of it

 

[ Akira ] : I acted on my own accord.

 

[ Akira ] : They had nothing to do with this




Alibaba is typing…

Alibaba is typing…




[ Alibaba ] : And that’s exactly why

 

[ Alibaba ] : I’m including them on this matter

 

[ Alibaba ] : I have a feeling that if I only came after YOU, there would be no incentive to cooperate with me




[ Akira ] : …What do you want?

 

[ Alibaba ] : What I want is simple 

 

Alibaba is typing…




[ Alibaba ] : Tell Futaba Isshiki the truth

 

[ Alibaba ] : The truth of what happened that day 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Why you decided to let Wakaba die

 

[ Alibaba ] : Why you never bothered to tell the police of her disappearance 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Whatever the reason, her daughter deserves to know 



‘Why you decided to let Wakaba die’

 

That statement again…. 

 

The way they continuously used the term ‘let her die’ instead of…

 



[ Akira ] : How do you know that she’s dead?



For a short while, Alibaba didn’t respond. Not even the small bubbles to indicate typing appearing on the screen. 

 

Alibaba is typing…

 

Alibaba is typing…



[ Alibaba ] : Because her family were recently notified of her suicide

 

[ Alibaba ] : But it was suspicious from the get go

 

[ Alibaba ] : For starters, they weren't even allowed access to see her body  

 

[ Alibaba ] : Secondly

 

Alibaba sent an audio recording

 

[ "I'm close to making a breakthrough in my research. And that may lead to certain..." ]

 

[ Alibaba ] :  What person would commit suicide when they’re so close to finishing their research? 

 

[ Alibaba ] : Especially HER 

 

[ Alibaba ] : I just know she wouldn’t be the type to do that 

 

[ Alibaba ] : And I know YOU know something 

 

[ Alibaba ] : As I said before, YOU were the last person to see her alive 

 

[ Alibaba ] : There’s something you’re hiding 

 

[ Alibaba ] : And at the very least, Futaba should know the truth



Alibaba is typing…



[ Alibaba ] : She was the one who came to me for help

 

[ Alibaba ] : Do you understand now?




So Futaba… had been the one to reach out to this Alibaba person? 







[ Akira ] : I can’t 



[ Alibaba ] : And why would that be?

 

[ Akira ] : Because the truth could put her own life at risk



[ Alibaba ] : So you admit it

 

[ Alibaba ] : And you don’t think letting her believe that she was the reason behind her mom’s death isn’t also putting her life at risk?

 

[ Alibaba ] : She’s not as stupid or as helpless as you seem to believe 

 

Alibaba is typing…

 

[ Alibaba ] : You have until August the 1st to tell her 

 

[ Alibaba ] : If you fail to do it by then…

 

[ Alibaba ] : I’ll expose all your identities 



Alibaba is typing…

 

[ Alibaba ] : And you’ll be labelled as an accomplice in Wakaba’s death…. 




He tried sending a message after that, but found that there was no longer a sender recipient. 

 

He took a moment to sigh, suppressing the urge of a potential panic. He had fucked up. Royally and truly fucked up. Once again, his identity and freedom was at risk. 




“Akira… what… what have you done?” 

 

He had never heard Morgana sound so shaken. Had never heard the cat use a tone that came off as so accusatory. 

 

Morgana was looking at him in a way that indicated that the solid trust he had once had in him had now cracked under pressure, at risk of shattering entirely.

 

He decided not to entertain that question yet, quickly swiping out of that chat and to the group chat he shared with the thieves.  




[ Akira ] : Hey 

 

[ Akira ] : Can we all meet up tomorrow?



[ Ryuji ] : Hell yeah man! 

 

[ Ann ] : Sure

 

[ Yusuke ] : I believe my schedule for tomorrow is also clear

 

[ Yusuke ] : What may the occasion be?

 

[ Akira ] : Urgent meeting 

 

[ Ann ] : …Urgent??

 

[ Ryuji ] : For real?? 

 

[ Ryuji ] : What about??

 

[ Akira ] : Can’t say here 

 

[ Akira ] : I’ll explain in person

 

[ Ryuji ] : Uh… sure 

 

[ Ryuji ] : So what time should we head to Leblanc? 

 

[ Akira ] : We can’t….



[ Ann ] : Akira?

 

[ Akira ] : It’s not safe to talk there anymore 



[ Ann ] : ….What??

 

Ryuji is typing…

 

[ Ryuji ] : For real??

 

[ Ryuji ] : Hold on…

 

[ Ryuji ] : Did boss find out about us??

 

[ Yusuke ] : If that is the case, I assume he didn’t take the news too well

 

[ Akira ] : No

 

[ Akira ] : No that’s not it

 

[ Ann ] : Are YOU safe at least? 

 

[ Ann ] : Like you’re not at risk of getting kicked out or anything right?



[ Akira ] : No no don’t worry

 

[ Akira ] : It’s just that we need somewhere else to hold the meeting 

 

[ Akira ] : Someplace where no one can potentially eavesdrop 

 

[ Akira ] : I can’t risk it this time 

 

Ryuji is typing…

 

[ Ryuji ] : I would offer my place but my ma is on a zero hour contract 

 

[ Ryuji ] : So I don’t know when she’d be back. 

 

[ Ryuji ] : Sorry man

 

Ann is typing…

 

[ Ann ] : My place wouldn’t work either :/

 

[ Ann ] : I have a housemaid and front house security… so if I was to bring all you guys over one of them would definitely call my parents 

 

[ Ann ] : I’m sorry 

 

[ Akira ] : It’s fine

 

[ Akira ] : I’ll figure out something 

 

[ Yusuke ] : Hold on 

 

[ Yusuke ] : May I suggest we hold said meeting in my dorm? 

 

[ Akira ] : Yusuke…

 

[ Akira ] : Are you sure?

 

[ Ryuji ] : Didn’t you once say that the dorms were too loud for you? 

 

Yusuke is typing…

 

[ Yusuke ] : That much is still true 

 

[ Yusuke ] : But many of my peers have returned home due to vacation 

 

[ Yusuke ] : So I believe we can discuss private matters without much disruption

 

[ Yusuke ] : Also 

 

[ Yusuke ] : It would be beneficial to my funds if I didn’t travel

 

[ Ann ] : Alright Yusuke :D 

 

[ Ryuji ] : Hell yeah Yusuke!! 



[ Akira ] : Yusuke… You’re a lifesaver 



[ Yusuke ] : I am merely returning the favour you once did for me, Akira 

 

[ Akira ] : Either way I’m bringing food over for you :)



[ Yusuke ] : Ah, I would very much appreciate that 

 

[ Ann ] : I’ll bring over some snacks too!! 

 

[ Ann ] : Oh by the way… What time should we drop by? 

 

[ Ryuji ] : Can we make it sometime after 10am? 

 

[ Akira ] : Does noon work for everyone? 

 

[ Ann ] : Sure! 

 

[ Yusuke ] : Certainly

 

[ Ryuji ] : Yeah

 

[ Ryuji ] : See you all tomorrow then!! 



“Tomorrow.” Was all he said to Morgana, as he pocketed his phone, putting his all into sounding calm. “I’ll explain everything tomorrow.” 



 

 

 

***

 

27th July 

 

Days left until exposure: 5




Yusuke’s dorm room was so… unequivocally Yusuke that had it been any other circumstance, Akira would’ve been smiling at the sight. 

 

There were canvases all around the small room, a good portion of those filled with finished pieces - as well as half-finished ones. Yusuke’s paintbrushes, pencils and other artistic equipment were also scattered upon different areas of the room.  

Ann and Ryuji had already arrived - chatting amongst themselves - occasionally one of them firing a jab at the other like they so often did. Again, if the circumstances had been different, Akira would’ve smiled at that too. 

 

As soon as Morgana had seen Ann - he had jumped out of Akira’s bag and ran straight towards the girl. For the entire journey, Morgana had not uttered one word to Akira. In fact, he had been uncharacteristically quiet ever since yesterday afternoon. 

The reason why wasn’t difficult for Akira to decipher. Morgana had seen every single text message between him and Alibaba. Morgana was literally by Akira’s side (or bag) most of the time. He knew that the cat was hurt by the fact that he hadn’t shared what had been going on. 

 

Even with all the commotion going on in the background, the artist in question was still heavily concentrated in his element. After he had escorted Akira from the Kosei dorm reception to his room, he had sat back down on his wooden stool, a sketchbook and pencil in hand as he drew in the paper, whilst maintaining said deep concentration. 

 

On his way here, Akira had made sure to stop by a convenience store in order to buy some Jagariko chips for Yusuke. He placed the bag of chips by the artist’s side, confident that sooner or later he would get hungry and take notice of the food nearby. 

 

“Thank you again for doing this, Yusuke.” Akira said, smiling at the artist. 

The artist in question didn’t look up from his drawing, but nodded and hummed in acknowledgement. 

 

Akira took one last look at the scenery around him. At Yusuke in his own world, at Ryuji and Ann talking and laughing with each other. At Morgana, who had cozied himself upon Ann’s lap.

 

If Morgana’s very recent treatment towards him was any indication of how this meeting would go on then…

 

This was likely the last time he would be able to see imagery like this.  

 

He took a deep breath, before getting up from the beanie, and clearing his throat. 





This was it. The turning point. 




 

“I’ve found the culprit behind the serial decapitations.” 



He witnessed Ann’s eyes go wide as she simultaneously gasped, her hand quickly shooting up to cover her mouth. In her lap, Morgana was looking at him with an equally shocked expression. Seconds later, the sound of Yusuke’s pencil hitting his sketchbook could be heard. 



“Wait… For real??” Ryuji exclaimed. “That’s sick news man!” 

 

“As expected from our leader.” Yusuke praised. 

 

“Yeah.” Ryuji agreed excitedly, before taking a moment to scan his face. “But why the long face about it bro? Ain’t this a good thing?” 

 

Ann, who had stayed quiet up until now lowered the hand from her face, looking at Akira with concern. 

 

“Akira…There’s more to it, isn’t there?” She speculated, her features portraying worry. She then began to nervously fiddle with one of her pigtails.

 

“Could it be that…” 

 

“You’ve known for a while.” Morgana finished for her. It wasn’t a question, but a statement. 

 

His only response was to nod. 

 

“How long?” Morgana asked next, his tone laced with frustration. “How long have you kept this from us?” 

 

“Since June.” 

 

The excited smile on Ryuji’s face vanished, swiftly replaced by a confused look. Ann looked equally as confused, but at the same time - it was as if something had also clicked for her. Even Yusuke briefly looked up from his sketch. Though unlike the blondes, his expression was completely unreadable. 

 

“So that’s why–” Ann muttered out loud.

 

“Dude… You’ve known for almost 2 months?” Ryuji asked in astonishment. “Why didn’t you tell us sooner?? We could’ve exposed the culprit by now!” 

 

“It’s not that simple.” 

 

That only caused the blond to look even more bewildered. 

 

“Perhaps the dilemma was similar to Kaneshiro's.” Yusuke calmly chimed in. “Akira may have known one aspect of the culprit’s identity, but not enough to formally expose the person.” 

 

“Close.” Akira confirmed. “My reasoning behind not saying anything sooner was because I didn’t know anything at the time… And I didn’t want to risk putting any of you in danger or burden you with–” 

 

“Akira, why don’t you trust us??” 

 

“Of course I trus–”

 

NO YOU DON’T !” Morgana screeched. “If you did, you wouldn’t have gone this long without telling us. Even now, you’re STILL hesitating to tell us. You’ve known about the culprit for WEEKS! You’ve been acting off for weeks and everytime I ask you just brushed me off!” 

 

“Tell me Akira. Would you have even said anything if I hadn’t been there with you yesterday? If I hadn't read those texts too??” 

 

“Mona…” Ann gently ran her hand on the feline’s back, soothing him greatly. Though Akira didn’t miss how the girl didn’t refute what Morgana had said. 

 

After she felt satisfied that the feline had calmed down enough, she turned towards him. 

 

“…When I said you can rely on us, I wasn’t saying it just to be nice you know? I genuinely meant it. You’ve always been there to support me during my shoots or listen to my rants about Mika but you never…” She sighed. “I could tell that something has been bothering you for a while too.” 

 

Akira turned his gaze to Ryuji, who looked like he too wanted to say something.

 

“I know you and I don't talk about our feelings much, man. But you were the first person to stick by my side when I was going through all that shit with Kamoshida… even when it almost caused you to get expelled. Ain’t no way in hell am I going to abandon you now. Whatever the reason.”  

 

“Likewise.” Yusuke agreed. “Had it not been for all of you, I likely would still be under the clutches of Madarame. Akira, I’m certain you had excusable reasons for concealing the truth from us for such a period of time. And regardless of what the reasons may be, I am more than willing to listen.” 

 

“Our decisions…” Morgana concluded. “We always agreed to make decisions unanimously. We all want to hear the truth. We want you to trust us, just as we do you.” 

 

They all nodded. 

 

Trust…  

 

He thought back to that day in the courthouse. The judge and jury had been made up of humans. Thought about how not one of them had believed him. Thought about how even the human who he had helped that day - had decided to testify against him. 



“But things are different now.”



“You can trust them .” 



He took a deep breath, pushing his glasses back against the bridge of his nose. 




“Alright, I’ll tell you everything.” 

 





And he told them everything. Starting with Wakaba. The day she came to Leblanc. How he had then been woken up hours later in the middle of the night to knocking and found her detached head neatly wrapped in his doorstep, along with the note.

He told them how he had freaked out, how he had no fucking clue of what to do. After inspecting the body, he realized she had died the exact same way as the victims of the serial killings had. How he had gone to his doctor for help. How they both came to realize the true identity of the killer. 

How after that day, he decided to keep what he had discovered a secret - at least until Takemi found out more about the ribbons. How he had never meant to lie to any of them, but did so for their own safety. 

 

“At the time, I panicked…I didn’t know if you guys would believe me.” He confessed. “Not that I wouldn’t understand if you hadn’t… To be honest, I’m still overwhelmed by all of this.” 

 

Ryuji looked sympathetic. “Man… to be honest. I’m kinda glad you didn’t tell me back then. I don’t think I could’ve gone through school knowing something like that without going crazy.” 

 

“I have no choice but to agree. Had I been a witness, I would’ve been eternally scarred and traumatized by such a sight.” Yusuke said. “Not to mention, the revelation that the weapon is not a human but a mere piece of fabric… I suppose the truth really is stranger than fiction, hm?” 

 

“And to think they couldn’t speak out about it either.” Ann said. She hesitated for a moment, biting her lip as she stayed deep in thought. 

 

“Hey… is that why Kamoshida freaked out back then? Is that what he meant when he said he didn’t want anyone to ‘lay a finger’ on him?” 

 

Akira nodded. “Most likely. The ribbons don’t just kill. Having one on you prevents you from being able to speak out about it. That’s why Wakaba could only tell me that she was going to die… but not how or why .” 

 

“Then that must mean… Madarame too.” Yusuke thought out loud. “I believe he said something similar.” 

 

All the pieces were coming together. 

 

“They most likely knew.” Morgana concluded, his tiny face scrunched up in thought. “At the very least, they knew about the ribbon and how dangerous it really was. Kaneshiro too.”

 

“So their intention regarding heading to prison wasn’t to repent for their crimes, but to seek protection from being noosed.” The artist added. “How cowardly.” 

 

“I guess that means that asshole Kamoshida never really changed either then.” Ryuji huffed.

 

Ann nodded, before she hesitated again. “And the fact that Akechi has one too…”

 

“I still can’t believe that pretentious ass is somehow involved in this.” Ryuji scoffed. “Hey…Ain't he the one looking for that serial killer in the first place?” 

 

“He is.” Akira fiddled nervously with his bangs. “But to be honest, I don’t think that’s by choice.” 

 

“By choice?” Yusuke echoed. “Hmmm… That would explain that rather odd phrase he often uses.” 

 

“Y- Yusuke?? Don’t tell me you’re a fanboy of–” 

 

“I make no such claim. I cannot, however, deny how aesthetically pleasing he is to view. Light brown hair and a perfectly sculpted jawline… I wonder if he’d ever agree to being my muse…” The artist’s tangent was swiftly cut off via Ann nudging him, Ryuji meanwhile rolling his eyes. 

 

“Many of my fellow peers seem to be fans of his.” Yusuke explained, looking a little sheepish. “While I can’t claim the privilege of having companions at this facility, I am somewhat perceptive to those around me. They would often speak about a certain saying of his. ‘My lips are sealed’ - I believe it was.” 

 

“I remember him saying that exact phrase before!” Morgana recalled. “Me, Akira and Futaba were watching one of his interviews at Leblanc! He said it when the host asked him to give a clue on the suspect.” 

 

“Maybe he already knows who… or what the ‘culprit’ is then.” Ann chewed her lip. “He just can’t say it.” 




“I…think so too.” Akira eventually said. “But... I don’t want to ask or do anything that would compromise his safety.”

“I certainly can empathize with that.” Yusuke commented. “When you all tried to make me see sense regarding Madarame, I was… terrified of the repercussions that could have potentially materialized. I would not be surprised if Akechi is experiencing a similar predicament.” 

 

That… was something that had crossed Akira’s mind. 

 

Many, many times.

 

"Hey... Don't you ever feel scared that the killer might target you one day?"

 

Come to think of it, the brunette had never actually answered his question; 

 

 

But had instead responded... 




"Do you like my ribbon?" 

 

 

He finally understood now.

 

Back then... Akechi had actually been trying to ask him for help. 

 

 

 

“I want to help him. I understand if you guys dislike him due to what he’s said about us and we do. Still... I need your help with this. I just... I can’t lose him…” He said, and then much more softly added, “...Not again.”  

 

They all stared at him, absolutely stunned. It was so rare that Akira ever asked for help, even more rare for him to say it so helplessly. 

 

It was suddenly obvious to them all how much Akechi meant to him. 



Ann gave him a reassuring smile. "You know you don't have to ask." 

 

Yusuke and Morgana nodded in agreement

 

And finally...

 

“Okay, I may not care much for his stuck up ass but that doesn’t mean I want him dead either.” Ryuji grimaced. “But wait… how does that Wakaba chick you mentioned before come into all this?” 



“Wakaba is a genius scientist. And… Futaba’s mother.” 



And that was when he told them about about the fake suicide note Futaba had been given, outlining that she had been the reason for her mother’s demise. 

 

After hearing that, Ann had gasped, looking visibly shaken. 

 

“Oh… Oh my God…Futaba-chan… How horrible…” 

 

“What an abhorrent thing to put on a child.” Yusuke commented, looking equally appalled at what he had heard. 

 

Ryuji meanwhile was furious, seconds away from banging his fist onto the nearest surface. “So someone killed her mom and then made it look like she killed herself and then blamed it on her kid?? What the actual fuck?? That’s so fucked up!! She’s a CHILD. How the hell could anyo–”

 

“Ryuji...” Ann stopped him, and her sad tone alarmed him enough to stop. She looked at Akira once more. “Is Futaba… is she… I mean she’s not at risk of…?” 

 

Given what had happened with Shiho, he knew exactly what she was trying to ask. 

 

“I know she’s alive.” He took out his phone, holding it out so the others could see. “Because she’s waiting for answers.” 

 

Morgana recognized immediately. “That’s… the person who was texting you yesterday.” 

 

Yusuke got up from his stool, approaching the phone so he could get a clearer look. 

 

“Alibaba… That word translates to ‘Great Leader’ in Arabic. A very interesting name, I must say.” 

 

“Dude… I don’t think that's important right n–  HOLY SHIT THE GREAT LEADER KNOWS ALL OUR NAMES?? AND THEY WANT TO FRICKEN EXPOSE US??”

 

“Ryuji!” Ann harshly nudged him. “Shut up! Do you want the entire floor to hear us??”

 

 “Sorry, my bad. But seriously. Is there anything we can do to stop Alibaba from telling everyone?” 

 

 



 

***

 

28th July 

 

Days left until exposure: 4





 

“Futaba-chan? We brought you some curry!” 

 

“Boss said it’s your favourite. The one that your mom helped him create?” 





“Boss told us about your mom. He talked about how much she loved you especially.” 






“I’ll leave it just outside your door.” 



“… Please know it wasn’t your fault, okay? Whenever you’re ready, we’ll tell you everything.”





 

***

 

29th July 

 

Days left until exposure: 3




 

“Hey… uh… Futaba? I brought up some curry for ya!” 

 

 



“Akira told me that you’re into manga and stuff, so I brought some of my volumes over!” 



“Oh, I remember you mentioning before that you play on the switch. We should play sometime! I’ve left my friend code on the tray!” 



“Feel free to add me whenever! We can play Mario or Zelda if you want.”

 

 



“Also… Akira didn’t lie to you on purpose… he just wanted to keep you and boss safe. We all do.” 




 

*** 

 

30th July

 

Days left until exposure: 2

 

 

“Greetings, Futaba.” 

 

“I’m just here to aid boss in ensuring that you are fed.” 

 

 

“I wholly apologize for calling your ‘Phoenix Rangers Neo Featherman' figurines shoddily made. It was a completely insensitive comment to make.” 

 

"And thus I have decided to replicate the Featherman sculptures on paper! I truly hope it is to your liking." 

 

 

"Futaba. I too know how hard it can be to avert your eyes to the truth. Truth hood can often be greatly more grotesque than the false alternative." 

 

 

"In your own time, when you're ready we'll be here to aid you. Just as they once aided me." 









***

 

31st July 

 

Days left until exposure: 1



 

“Hey, Futaba.”



 “It’s just me today.” 



“I didn’t manage to bring any curry today… Sojiro beat me to it.”



“I’m glad you’re eating at least. I was so worried that you… I’m glad that you’re okay.”




“I’m so sorry for hiding the truth about your mom from you. When she came that day and told me that she felt like she may die soon, it freaked me out. I didn’t know what to do.” 



“And then when I found her dead hours later… I… I just panicked.” 



“There’s absolutely no excuse for me lying to you and Sojiro for as long as I did. I know now that I should’ve told you, but… I didn’t know how.”



“You know… When I came back to Tokyo again, I didn’t really know what to expect… But from the beginning... you, Sojiro and your mom made me feel so welcome here. You guys were the 1st humans in a long time that treated me like one of you. And when you told me that you thought of me as a brother, I was so happy.” 

 

“The truth is…The suicide note wasn’t real. Your mom never committed suicide. Her death wasn’t your fault in any way. I understand if you refuse to believe anything else I say, but please, please believe that at least.” 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[ Alibaba ] : I heard everything

 

[ Alibaba ] : Everything you told your friends too

 

[ Alibaba ] : About the ribbon 

 

[ Alibaba ] : About why you didn't tell anyone

 

[ Alibaba ] : And…



Alibaba is typing….



[ Alibaba ] : I believe you 

 

[ Alibaba ] : ….But



The door in front of him had now become ajar. 

 

Futaba slowly made her way out of her room. She looked exhausted, her features clearly showcasing the grief she was in. 

 

“I already lost my mom... I don’t want to lose you and Sojiro too.” 

 

“Futaba…” 

 

“And I’m… I- I’m sorry for threatening you and the others like that. I just… I needed to know what happened to my mom.” 

 

“It’s okay…”

 

Futaba shook her head. “N- No. It… It’s…” 

 

She stopped, approaching Akira and wrapping her arms round him.

 

“My mom… in that video… she said that she loved me…” She sobbed. “She didn’t hate me… She…” 

 

“She never hated you.” Akira said gently. “Sojiro told me before that she did her best to raise you alone.” 

 

“I— I know… I was a selfish kid…” 

 

She sighed… sniffling and shaking amongst Akira’s arm. 

 

“The very last time I spoke to my mom on the phone… I shouted at her… I told that I was sick and tired of her choosing her lab work over me. That she didn’t care about me. I even told her that Sojiro was a better parent than she ever was. That he at least cared about me.”

 

She looked up at the wolf.

 

“And do you know what she did? She just listened to me scream and vent all my frustrations about her. When I was done, she just told me that she was sorry and that she was close to finishing her research.” 



“Just wait a little longer, Futaba. Please understand that this research means more to me than my life. Why don’t we go to Akihabara next week? As my way of making it up to you? And once I’ve fully completed my research… let’s go somewhere nice.” 



“Just the 2 of us. I promise.” 



“But she… she never… she never made it that–” 

 

Futaba buried her head into Akira’s clothes, clutching one of his arms. 

 

“I- I just… wanted… to tell mom that I’m sorry. That I was sorry for all the things that I said. But i- it’s too late now! S- she’s g- gone and I can’t… I can’t ever tell her…” 

 

The girl sobbed and sobbed into his arms, struggling to stay upright as she broke down in the hallway. 

 

Akira simply raised his hand, placing it on the girl's head, and began to gently pat her, the gesture helping the soothe the girl.

 

“Futaba." Akira began gently. "Listen to me. Whatever happens… I promise, I’ll find whoever was responsible for your mom's death."

 

 

 

 

“I know. I believe you.” 










 

 

7th August 

 

11:30pm

 




 

[ Tae Takemi ] : Hey there, little cub

 

[ Tae Takemi ] : Your test results are finally ready 

 

[ Tae Takemi ] : Drop by whenever 





 

 

“It’s been a while, little cub.” Takemi greeted him. 

 

“Sure has.” Akira greeted the fae back. “Did you enjoy the show back in June?”  

 

“I did indeed.” She gave him a cunning smile. “Good to know that my glamours and medicine are going towards a good cause.” 

 

“More could be going to a good cause if you—“

 

“I’m not lowering my prescriptions again.” 

 

Takemi laughed, gesturing at the wolf to take a seat, which he did. 

 

The fae then quickly placed on a pair of disposable gloves, before disappearing behind the curtain. When she emerged again, she was holding a prickly type of pl–

 

“Datura stramonium.” She clarified, giving the wolf a smile. “Remember? I did promise to look after her. Though having to remember to reapply a glamour every 12 or so hours gets strenuous." 

 

Her navy blue wings continued to flutter in the air as she looked at Akira contemplatively. 

 

“Well let’s get down to it. What do you want to hear first, my little cub? The good or the bad?

 

“Bad.” 

 

Might as well get it out of the way.

 

Takemi chuckled. “Fair enough. I guess you’re also wondering why it took me so long to get back to you, hmm?” 

 

Akira shrugged. “Maybe a little.” 

 

“Then I’ll answer 2 questions in one.” She responded. And with that, she poured a colourless liquid onto the plant, which removed all the glamour - revealing Wakaba’s head. 

 

Even though a month had passed, it was as if the head hadn’t aged - or decayed - at all. Though she was looking a lot paler, evaporation fog arising from the top. 

 

“Liquid nitrogen. Near absolute-zero temperature.” She had taken note of Akira’s confusion. “Speaking of which, did you ever happen to come across the rest of her body by any chance?” 

 

 “No. I would’ve come straight to you if I had.” 

 

Takemi frowned. “That complicates things.” 

 

“What do you mean?” 

 

“I’m no pathologist… but even the most experienced would struggle to run an autopsy when you only have 1 major organ to work with.” 

 

She sighed, her wings flickering in frustration. 

 

“In other words, I wasn’t able to determine an exact time of death.” 

 

Akira… couldn’t hide his disappointment at that. 

 

But …” The fae began, her eyes now boring into the wolf’s. “One thing I do know for sure. The day she died and the day you found her were not the same.” 

 

Akira rubbed his neck. “Yeah… I came across her early the next da-” 

 

“No… what I’m saying is that by time she had come to ‘warn you’, she most likely was already dead.”

 

Already dead…?

 

“What are you saying?” 

 

“Soon after someone dies, a process called rigour mortis takes place. Think of it as a temporary hardening of the muscles. In this case, the facial ones.” Takemi explained. 

 

“It usually disappears anywhere between 24-36 hours. But by the time she was in my hands, the entire process had already taken place.” 

 

Her wings fluttered in deep thought. 

 

“Meaning that at the absolute earliest - she was killed at least 4 days prior to her visiting and warning you. And 5 prior to you finding her dead.” 

 

… Wakaba had supposedly died almost a week before Akira had found her?



 

“Then… Who was the woman who told me that she was going to die soon?” 




Takemi looked equally conflicted. “I don’t know. My only guess someone that had access to an exceptional glamour." She stopped to look Akira dead in the eye, "...And knew in advance that she was dead.”

 

"But why would someone cosplay as a woman who they knew was dead?" 

 

"...Maybe they knew it was the only way it would bring attention to their death." Takemi answered softly. "We already know that wearing one drastically limits what you can say. Its more than likely they were wearing one too. I'm not a psychologist but...Maybe they finally grew tired of watching others in their same predicament die." 

 

So... Wakaba had never spoken to him that day?

She hadn't even been alive then...?

 

If that was the case... whoever had come to him...

 

 

They too, had been asking him for help...

 

Just like...

 

"Akira, you truly do intrigue me. You always have. So I'll tell you, but may I ask you something 1st?" 

 

 

 

 

Was he missing something?

 

Something that would just make all of this make sense...?

 

 

She rested a hand on the wolf’s shoulder. 

 

“Hey, don’t look so down. I haven’t even gotten to the good news yet. I promise that it’ll be worth it.” She smiled, to which Akira nodded weakly. 

“Turns out… There is a Fable that the ribbons relate to. Even if it took near forever to find it.” Takemi handed him a book. 

 

“The ribbon derives from a fable called ‘the girl with the ribbon’ . Originally, she was the very first to bear the curse of the purple ribbon. The reason as to why is unknown to this day. But essentially, any attempt to talk about it was thwarted by the spell casted on it. And of course, she was unable to take it off. She however - was able to make ones just like her own, which held the same powers and thus subject others to the same curse.” She explained as the wolf flipped through the pages. 

 

“Once put on, there is no magic nor medicine that can free you. However… there is still one way to release the spell and break everyone from the curse.” 

 

“What do I have to do?” Akira immediately asked. 

 

If it meant saving others from Wakaba’s fate

 

If it meant freeing Akechi…



He would do anything 



“You have to find the original.” 

 

“The original?” 

 

“The one who has the ability to make them.” She clarified. “Find that person…”




 

 

 

 

“And kill them.” 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

TLDR: Akira finally provides answers to everyone, then goes to Takemi for more answers... and ends up with even more questions.

(I have made this poor boy suffer so much)

My main thought while writing this chapter: Okay how do I write the thieves (particularly Ryuji and Yusuke) showing support for Futaba in their own ways? I liked the idea of Ryuji and Futaba being gamers (Ryuji a more casual one). And Yusuke... trying to apologize for insulting Futaba's figures

Next time: Akira tries to figure out what to do with his new found information and... Aquarium date :)

Chapter 13: Be careful what you wish for

Summary:

“...What?”

“Did you seriously research facts about the sea in preparation for this date?”

“Not at all. They were indeed facts that I had known for a number of yea–”

“...Akechi. Admit it.” 

Notes:

TWs listed in end notes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

9 years ago

 

Morning was arriving at the farm, the sun having only just peaked out from the horizon. Akira and Goro were perched outside, having made seats for themselves via the hay. And there they sat, sharing one apple between them, observing the farm around them.

Akira took in the sights, slowly leaning into Goro’s side, their arms pressing up against each other. 

They continued to bask in silence for a few more minutes until… 

 

“Hey Goro…? If you could be anything, what would you be?”

The young brunette smiled. He had known Akira for a few weeks, but that was long enough to have grown accustomed to his random questions.

 

…Never unwelcomed, however.

 

“That’s simple. I’d like to be a hero of justice! Just like Red.” He gestured his fingers to resemble a gun, just like the one from Featherman. 

He had lost count of the amount of times he had been home alone, running around - playing pretend hero. 

His mother had never been able to afford the official show’s gun but—

 

The action prompted Akira to laugh. 

“Sounds just like you.” 

 

“But..” Goro continued. “If I can’t be a hero… then I’d like to become a crow instead.”

Akira gazed at him curiously. “A crow?”

“Yeah.” He smiled. “To me, they’re so intriguing! I read somewhere that if you feed them enough, they’ll start to bring you stuff!”

 

“Huh, I never knew that.” Akira commented. “... Maybe I should start feeding crows apples then.” 

“Worth a try. It worked for me.” The brunette smiled. “What about you, Akira? What would you be?” 

 

The wolf pondered for a few seconds. 

“I think I would like to be a hero too. ” He began, before his happy expression dulled a bit. “One that humans weren’t so afraid of.”

 

The other couldn’t help but frown.

“Akira…I was never scared of you.” 

 

“I know…” He looked towards the ground. “But–” 

“Humans are stupid.” 

“Goro…” 

 

“They are. Anybody who is afraid of you is just stupid.” He declared, crossing his arms in disgust. He had seen enough of the damage humans had inflicted on his friend.

It ENRAGED him 

Meanwhile, Akira felt warm and happy over the gesture. 

 

They fell into a calm, serene silence after that, the only noise being the wind gently brushing the leaves, the sounds of birds chirping - signifying the morning. 

The sun was still low, resting just above the horizon, slowly making its way to the top. The remnants of the moon, fully glowing mere hours earlier, now gradually fading into the atmosphere. 

It was… beautiful 

So much like… 




“Hey Goro?” 

“Hmm?” 

Akira stretched his hand out.

 

“Let’s both achieve our dreams someday.”

 

Goro smiled, wrapping his own finger around the wolf’s. 





“It’s a promise.” 









August 8th

 

( 1 day later )



When Goro opened his eyes, he found himself in a white room, void of any windows. His first instinct was to rub his eyes, concerned as to why his surroundings looked nothing like his bedroom. Why was he sitting on a chair as opposed to laying under covers? His qualms were answered when he took note of the mirror slightly above him, and the door situated on his left. 

 

Ah

 

He was at the TV station

 

In the dressing room

 

 

 

He had fallen asleep in said dressing room 



He groaned, blinking a few more times in order to adjust to the light. Goro couldn’t remember a time where he hadn’t felt somewhat tired… but falling asleep somewhere that wasn’t his own apartment was a whole new level of exhaustion entirely. 

Then again, his schedule lately has been hectic. 

Unlike the rest of his age group who were currently enjoying their summer vacation and time off, he unfortunately did not share that same luxury. 

It had been over a week since the Phantom Thieves had declared victory over Mejed -  a group that consisted of highly skilled cyber-hackers, who had threatened the group at the beginning of this month. 

 

In all honesty, Goro had been all the more curious to see how Akira would deal with such an opponent. One that was both faceless and intangible, orchestrated by Shido in an attempt to catch the Thieves. 

But of course, the wolf once again managed to defy his expectations. Somehow, he had managed to temporarily shut down their systems, essentially succeeding in taking them down. 

 

… All while the moon was barely in the first quarter. 

 

It seemed that Akira’s powers extended to that of the cyber-world too.

That, or he had a seriously talented hacker within his team. 

 

Another jolt of jealousy threatened to creep down his spine. 

Either way, after that event, the popularity of the Phantom Thieves soared rampantly, all their critics and sceptics seemingly vanishing overnight. 



But as with Newton's law, when something was pushed, something else pulled to compensate. 



Consequently, Goro’s own popularity had begun to dip. The day he had first spoken out about Mejed’s defeat, the audience had noticeably been less reactive to his disapproving statements regarding the group. What he used to receive in the form of rounds of applause and gushing from the audience had now been quickly replaced by uneasy whispers and murmurs amongst the crowd. 

It wasn’t that much of a shock for the brunette. His reputation had been on the verge of taking a dive ever since Kaneshiro’s downfall. If anything, he had known from the very start of his idol career that any ‘love’ and ‘support’ he received from fans would only ever be directed to the carefully crafted caricature he displayed to the masses. 

 

Never, ever, him

 

Still, it was a testament of how fickle humans really were. How in essence, they were essentially just sheep, grazing on whatever was popular at the given moment. 

Goro simply was no longer the grass the public wanted to indulge in.  

It also didn’t help that Sae had now become even more determined to catch the group. He was running out of red herrings to feed her. The fact that she had bought into his acting for this long was nothing short of a miracle. 

 

Shido had also long believed he was merely too incompetent to have figured out the identity of the Thieves, but as of late…

 

It wasn’t like the man could kill him... not yet

 

However… 

 

He winced. 



The bruises on his arm were still fresh. 




… He was running out of time. 



 

He sighed, resisting the urge to further slump within the chair.

 

He had fallen asleep here 

 

… Shit 

 

Thank god he had passed out in the privacy of his own dressing room, and not in some public area. He didn’t even want to imagine such mugshots of him making their rounds on the internet. As if his reputation needed any more shots fired at it. 

Speaking of phones… What time was it?

He lazily stretched one arm out, reaching for his device in a bid to check. Upon grabbing it and attempting to turn it on, he found that it was completely dead. 

He frowned, making a mental note to charge his phone during his train ride home. 

 

His eyes then scanned all four walls of the room, in an effort to locate a clock. 




… Except there was none.



Hmm. How odd. 

Goro shrugged it off. Considering that no one had come by to kick him out, it couldn’t possibly be that late. It was at least early enough for the TV station to still be open. 

He got up from his chair, placing extra care to not exert much pressure on his hands, before taking a moment to gaze at his reflection. He was relieved to see that aside from his mascara makeup being a little smudged round the eyes, his appearance was relatively acceptable. 

It was comforting to know that amongst all the current stresses in his life, he could at the very least tick off the probability of a sloppy photo of him being pasted in some tabloid. 

 

Still - he thought as he suppressed the urge to yawn - Best to head home and get some sleep.

When he exited the dressing room and entered the hallway, he was surprised to see that around half of the ceiling lights had been switched off, the area completely silent, clearly void of anyone else.

 

A ‘caution wet floor’ sign along with cleaning supplies was stationed beside a door, a bit of a distance from where he was standing. 

 

Hmm

 

It was likely that the cleaners were doing their last rounds through the building. 

 

 

He had slept a lot longer than he originally thought

 

He needed to hurry.

 

He started making his way briskly down the hall. Maybe it was just exhaustion, but he didn’t remember the hallway being this long… nor having so many doors.



… Or a single clock.





Even when he attempted to pick up the pace, it didn’t seem to make a flicker of a difference. 

When he finally made it to the door with the wet floor sign, it, as if on cue, became ajar. 



He paused, wondering why he suddenly felt the hairs on him stand up. 

Why the ribbon on his neck had begun to feel that much tighter. 





…. He really was going insane. 

 

Countless lucid nightmares and subsequent insomnia over the years had caused Goro to become so neurotic that now even the sight of a damn door opening had threatened to put him on edge. 



No 



Don’t lose it here



Not now





He began to walk again, but only managed to progress a few steps when he felt a gush of wind brush on his skin, the sound of a door loudly hitting the wall, making him turn round, only to be hit with a blinding light. 

Somewhere within the luminance lay a figure, slowly making their way to him. They were dripping wet, one hand covered in foam, the other holding out a plate.

 

A plate filled with…



"Happy birthday sweetie.”






“Mother…?” 




She smiled warmly. 




(Wasn’t she supposed to be…?)



“I'm a little late, aren't I?"



He stared at her, dumb-founded. 



“It was your 19th birthday yesterday, remember?” 




(…Was it? 



… Had he seriously managed to make it that far?? )





Either way 





"It's okay, mom." 



Her smile widened. 



“I’m glad. Here, eat the pancakes before they go cold.”



 




The pancake tasted absolutely heavenly. The top was buttery and crisp, the inside delicately soft and light, the perfect temperature to finish it off. 

She watched as he ate, still smiling warmly. 






 

“...I made sure to make them just the way you like it.” 

 



It was true. Going off taste alone, the pancake had been completely catered to his liking. 

 

That is until… the moment he decided to swallow 

He wasn’t sure why 

Had he eaten it too fast?

Had some of the food gone down the wrong windpipe? 

 

Whatever the case, it suddenly got harder and harder to breathe.

He felt himself falling to the floor, his legs unable to stay afloat.

 

He felt a hand on his back. It didn’t attempt to pat, nor rub. 



Just stayed there



He looked up





“M-Mother….?” 







…She was still smiling. 



“Oh, my child...” 



 

Her fingers curled up against his back



 

 

“...You were always so foolish.” 



His eyes widened at the pressure. 

 

Skin chilled at her cold words. 



 

 

“Ever since the day you were born, I found myself wondering…” 




Her nails digging deeper into the flesh 




 

 

“...what possible atrocity did I commit to be cursed with someone like you.”  




And deeper 



“You RUINED my life.” 



 

He winced, clenching his teeth in pain. 



“That day… You forced ME to take my own life.”



 

 

The hand abruptly left his back, travelling upwards. 



“BUT…” 



 

 

Her hand was on his neck, a few fingers brushing against his ribbon.



 

 

“If I had known then…  that you were bound to turn out like this…”







The hand around his neck tightened. 




 



“...I would’ve taken you with me.” 





He immediately started gasping for air, one hand hoisted up in a bid to pry the tightening hand away from his windpipe. 





 

 

“How SELFISH of you to keep living… when your very existence had SEVERED the lives of many!!” 





 

 

Her hand squeezed with all her force. 

 

He could no longer see clearly 

 

He felt a finger worm its way into the inside of his ribbon, trying to tear it open. 






YOUR TIME IS ALMOST UP.” 







Goro shot up awake, screaming and crying, a waterfall of cold sweat travelling down his face. One hand was instinctively clutched round his neck for dear life, fingers desperately circling round the fabric, checking to see if it was still intact.



“There was no clock… there was no clock...” He whispered repeatedly, clutching a pillow while shaking. “It was just a dream. It was just…” 



It had only been a dream.



(Clocks don’t appear in dreams)



It had only been a dream.





(FOR NOW)

 

He hadn’t failed 




(YET)




He still had time 





(NOT MUCH LEFT…)




A minute or two passed before his breathing began to slow. It would take many more before his rate gradually returned to something normal. 

 

You would think, after years of suffering through nightmares - many of which consisted of his victims… he would’ve somewhat built a resistance to it. Ironically enough, the exact reverse had occurred. 

It seemed that with every passing night, his insomnia only worsened, his night terrors only becoming that much more lucid… feeling that much more real. 

His mother appearing in dreams wasn’t an uncommon occurrence. But usually, her face was blurred, her features blotched. 

This time, she appeared so clearly… 

That hadn’t felt like a dream 

 

Amidst his ghoulish thoughts, he felt a small presence nuzzle the back of his hand softly. It was Robin, one of his wings stretched out, slowly swaying back and forth against his skin, in the way the dove always did to provide Goro comfort. A few moments passed before the dove let out a few soft coos, snuggling deeping into the brunette, greatly helping him calm down. 

Even for a dove’s standards, Robin was extremely quiet. Goro was certain that the bird had the ability to speak; he just for whatever reason, decided against doing so, choosing to maintain an unobtrusive personality instead. But whenever he had a particularly bad night terror, the bird wouldn’t hesitate to exit his cage and fly to his side, comforting him with gentle sounds. 

Without Robin… he was certain he would’ve gone insane a lot sooner. 

He smiled thankfully at the dove, using a hand to gently stroke his head, his eyes meanwhile scanning the room, trying to locate a clock. 

“1:30am…” 

 

A sliver of relief rippled through him. 

More than enough time to get himself together before heading to work. 



***



As it turned out, some parts of that dream did hold some truth. 

 

Goro arrived at the TV station later that day, prepared for his interview. Copious amounts of sub-par coffee flowing through his veins in a bid to keep him awake. Layers of concealer rubbed into the darkness circling his eyes. A pleasant smile, straining his muscles. 

 

He had made all that effort. 

…Only to be informed that said interview had been cancelled 

 

“My apologies, Akechi-kun. Your scheduled slot for today was cancelled. I assumed that someone would have informed you.” 

Goro listened to all this, his usual polite smile plastered on his face, hands dismissively shaking in an indication that it was completely fine. 

 

Just fine. 

 

“Well of course none of you imbeciles would bother. I’m no longer useful for your ratings, am I?”

 

He figured that since they had failed to inform in advance, and thus wasted his time, he might as well help himself to some of the food situated in the cafeteria before leaving. 

He was useless when it came to cooking, and he wasn’t certain if the few remnants of frozen food in his freezer was even edible at this point. 

He was about to head back out when he noticed a bit of the distance away - a familiar figure seated at one of the tables. 

 

… Sumire Yoshizawa was sitting by herself, seemingly staring at nothing. There was what looked to be a semi-eaten bento in front of her, a chopstick absent-mindedly playing with the food. 

Normally, with everything he had going on, with the absolute exhaustion he felt, Goro simply would’ve turned the other way. 

Talking with Yoshizawa wouldn’t serve to benefit him in any form. As far as he knew, she wasn't affiliated with the Phantom Thieves. Her father wasn’t involved in the conspiracy. It wasn’t his problem. And frankly, he had enough of those already. 



… Except



(…Sigh)



He walked over to her table, stationing himself so he would drop within her peripheral vision. 

Upon seeing him, the girl snapped right out of her daydream. 

 

“Akechi-kun!” The red-head looked completely startled. “Hi!” 

Goro did his best to give her a friendly smile. “Hello, Yoshizawa.” 

The girl returned his gesture. “It has been a while! It’s good to see you!” 

“Likewise.” And that much was genuine. Unlike the majority of his peers, the twins were one of few that he hadn't ever minded being around. Neither had never cared about his celebrity status. Not once had either of them asked for an autograph or used him as a way to propel their own social standing. 

 

Unbelievably, all they had wanted from him was friendship.

Even if he had always been closer to Kasumi than Sumire, even with the current circumstances… he still preferred her company to the majority of humanity. 

“What brings you here?” He asked, taking a seat. 

 

“I didn’t have practice today and I promised my father I’d spend some time with him.” She answered cheerfully, gesturing to her bag. “So I made him a bento box for his lunch!” 

Sumire then sighed, looking downwards at her own lunch. 

“Though I’m still nowhere near as good as my sister was when it comes to seasoning. She always knew the right amount of salt and herbs to use. Mine always tastes a bit off. But, I can always improve!!” 

 

 

… Bullshit. 

 

Had she somehow forgotten about the many occasions Kasumi would proudly praise her cooking skills?? 

 

Didn’t she remember the time she had shyly supplied him with some simple, quick-to-make, beginner recipes when she found out about his (atrocious) eating habits? 

 

… 




“I also managed to get my father some new glasses for his birthday!” That was enough to startle him out of his thoughts. He blinked back into focus, seeing her holding up a pair of specs. 

“What do you think? Senpai helped me pick out this pair.” 

 

It was funny. She didn’t even have to provide a name for Goro to figure out the ‘Senpai’ she was referring to. 

If the way she had been looking at him that day was any indication…



“They look quite nice.” He forced himself to say instead. “I’m certain they will make a lovely gift.” 

“Thank you so much!” She beamed. “...So did you have an interview today?”



Good grief

 

Even her mannerisms were beginning to match that of Kasumi’s. 

Kasumi had always been eager to make conversation, be it small talk or what else. 

Sumire on the other hand… had always been a bit more subdued. Always a slight step behind her twin wherever they went. Would shyly provide input on nutrition and eating habits, but was never really one to initiate conversation. 

 

“Ah…” He faked a nervous chuckle. “Indeed, I was scheduled to have one today. But it seems as if the public are no longer interested in hearing opposing views regarding the Phantom Thieves.” 

Yoshizawa frowned. “Oh, I see. That must’ve been annoying!” 

“It’s not that big of a deal, I can assure you.” (It absolutely was). He used a hand to stroke his chin, eyes narrowing at the red-head as a thought popped into his head. 

 

“Say… what do you think of The Phantom Thieves, Yoshizawa? Are you a fan, or a critic?”

He wasn’t quite sure why he was even asking. 

 

Sumire took a moment to digest the question. “Well um… I think what they are doing is admirable, helping all those people. But… I just can’t agree with their methods.” 

Oh. He hadn’t expected that.  

 

“I see. Care to elaborate further?” 

“I worry that if people start to rely too much on the group, they may not want to help themselves anymore.” She explained. “It’s just– um… I think they should let people try to better themselves before helping! Otherwise I feel like people will just give up on helping themselves in the long run.” 

“That’s… an interesting way to view it.” A very unique way, if anything. If Goro was being completely honest, he had half-expected Sumire to blindly regurgitate the same nonsense that the majority of their age group were.

Sumire didn’t respond verbally, but instead nodded in agreement 



A wave of silence filled between them for a minute or so. 

Only to be broken when he felt a hand cover his. 

 

“Thank you.” 

He gave her a confused look. “What for?” 

“... For talking to me that day.” 

“Oh.” He was somewhat surprised that she even remembered that. “Surely there’s not much to thank me for, I hardly even remember what we spoke about.” 

Sumire shook her head, her gaze dropping downwards. “That’s okay! I don’t either…I was kind of a mess after losing my sister. Father… he um… apparently the way I was acting really scared him.” He felt her hand shake on top of his, as she turned to him, a look of determination clear on her face.

“It still hurts but I…I want to make my sister proud. She can no longer accomplish her dream of competing in the Olympics but I will do it for the both of us!” 

 

And there it was

 

The more the girl spoke, the more he wanted to scream and shake some sense into her.




“You NEVER used to speak highly of your gymnastics progress before… why now?” 



“Did you honestly believe the flash of hopelessness that would form on your face every time your sister used to talk about her progress slipped my mind?”



“I can understand you pretending to be excited around Akira… he didn’t know before…” 





“... But why me?” 




“... Are you doing this by choice?” 






“Did the survivor's guilt make you forget who you truly are?” 







Even at this current moment, she still looked awfully like her deceased twin. Her red hair that used to freely hang on her shoulders now tied up into a neat ponytail. 

 

The glasses that she always used to wear, now nowhere to be seen. 

 

People dealt with death in different ways. He knew that. Understood it better than anyone. 



Unaware of his inner thoughts, Sumire spoke again. 

“I still miss her so much. But thanks to you, and Senpai and others too, I- I don’t feel so alone anymore.” She was now smiling at him.

 

Could it be a glamour?

...Unlikely    

 

Sumire was still smiling; but not in the form her twin used to. The ends of her mouth strained a little too much, her eyebrows raised a bit too high to be considered genuine. 

From the way she was viewing him, Goro could tell that she was looking for a response. 

Most likely some form of encouragement. 

 

“Kasumi!” 

 

His thought process in how to respond was interrupted as Yoshizawa made his way to their table. He was smiling at his daughter, a vaguely wistful smile. 

The red-head immediately turned her attention to him.

“Father!” She beamed excitedly. She then gestured to her bag. “I made you a bento box! Would you like to eat lunch together?” 

“Of course, Kasumi. But first…” His eyes glossed over Goro’s, and the detective could’ve sworn he saw a flash of panic appear in them. 



Ah

He understood now. 

 

“...Why don’t you head into my office? I need to have a quick word with Akechi here. I'll only be a few minutes.” 

The girl nodded obediently, gathering her things from the table. She stood up, giving the detective one last smile. 

“It was nice seeing you again, Akechi-kun!” 

 

Her father smiled as she set off towards his office, his expression immediately falling when she disappeared down the hallway. Only then did his eyes meet the brunette’s, who now had his arms crossed against his chest, full attention on the man. 

 

He sighed before speaking. 

 

“...Judging by your expression, I can already tell what you’re thinking. All I ask is—“

“I only have one question, Yoshizawa-san.” Goro cut in, one gloved hand tapping against his arm. “Why are you indulging her like this?” 

 

The man looked slightly alarmed, before sighing tiredly. 

 

“…Hypnotherapy.” He answered simply. “The therapist strongly recommended us to cooperate for her healing process.” He sighed again. “I’m aware of how this looks. I won’t ask nor force you to indulge her, Akechi-kun, but I would request you refrain from…” 

“I’m not planning on saying anything, Yoshizawa-san.” He clarified. “It’s neither my business nor my affair to get involved with. However…” 

He turned his attention back to the hallway. 

 

“We both know that this isn’t a healthy way for her to process her grief.” 

 

“... I know.” He responded, a relieved yet resigned look on his face. “I know. But there wasn't really have much of an alternative.” 

“So your only option was to purposefully allow Sumire to be deluded to the point where she genuinely believes that she is her sister?”

 

It just sounded ridiculous. His opinion towards therapy in general was low. What use was there, sitting down in front of a stranger and telling them your feelings? What good did it do? Did it solve the problem? 

In his case, he couldn't even go that far. A hypnotherapist however? Was that truly a legal profession? Or just the polite, dignified version of calling someone a quack?

 

Whatever the case... 

 

“…Surely it would be healthier for her to face the truth head on? Instead of resorting to this? Wouldn’t that be more beneficial for her in the long run? Does she even know what’s going on??”

 

Yoshizawa shot him a glare; but not a harsh one. One instead that signified deep exhaustion, resignation. He took a deep breath before making his next statement. 

“...This is what is best for her. You witnessed for yourself what she was like back then, Akechi. Before I took her to see you, my wife and I brought in several councilors, therapists, doctors… Nothing. Eventually we started to worry that she too would…” 

 

He took another shaky breath. 

“I was already in the process of burying one daughter… If saving my other daughter meant restoring to this as an alternative… I can live with that.” 

Goro found himself to be a little stunned at the man’s raw honesty, having to take a moment to digest what had been said. 

 

Perhaps he had been naïve. 

 

It wasn’t like he was a father, or even had an understanding of family.

However, he did know about the detrimental impact that survivors' guilt had on one’s psyche. The mere thought of Yumi or Wakaba was torturous enough on his mind. 

The feeling of knowing that someone had to die… in order for you to live.

The people close to them who were left behind to pick up the pieces. Unable to know why or how they had died.

 

Sumire… she would never understand, at least not while he was still breathing. But he was most likely the only person close to her who could truly relate to what she was going through. 

That’s not to say he agreed with her living in such delusion. He didn’t agree with any procedure that ridded one of their free will. 

But it wasn’t about what he thought. 



Because really, upon reflecting on his short life… whenever has that turned out well? 



“… I understand.” 



(Perhaps the kindest thing he could do this time…)





“... Thank you, Akechi.” 





(…Was refrain from getting involved. )



 

***



Having felt overstimulated from the earlier events, it wasn’t long before Goro passed out upon arriving at his apartment. 

Hours passed by as he remained in a dreamless, pitch-black state. It presumably would’ve been many hours more… if it hadn’t been for his phone ringing deep into the night, thus disrupting said state. 

He groaned, using one arm to blindly search for the device in the darkness, meanwhile wondering what on earth had spurred Shido to call him at such a time. He only ever called when a task needed to be completed or simply to bitch and scream his frustrations out at him. 

Considering his cancelled interview, he very much suspected it was going to be the latter. 

Well, better over the phone as opposed to in-person, he supposed. 

 

He sighed, not bothering to look at the caller ID as he placed his phone to his ear, mentally bracing himself for whatever came next. 

“Akechi speaking.” 

“Akechi…?”

He almost jumped when a deep, raspy voice echoed back. 

 

“… Akira?” 

 

This was unusual. Though they did occasionally call each other, it was never this late into the night. Normally Goro would just wake up to a barrage of text messages from the other. 

 

“Sorry. Did I wake you up?” 

 

“Indeed you did.” He rubbed his eye, suppressing the urge to yawn. “Anyway - I have to admit, I’m curious as to your reasoning for calling me at such a time.”  

He heard a nervous chuckle. “... I guess I just wanted to check up on you.”

 

At 1am in the morning?? He couldn’t help but think internally. 

“Akira…You know you can always text me.” 

 

“But it's not the same.” Akira responded swiftly, shocking the brunette. “I don’t know, maybe I wanted to hear your voice too? You don’t pick up as often anymore.” He sighed. “I do miss you, you know? It’s been a while since we’ve seen each other in person.” 

 

Truthfully, ever since that day, he had been distancing himself from… well everyone. 

The look of absolute horror and devastation on Futaba’s face as she read the note that day served to haunt him. 

At the start, it had been easy enough to bury that imagery at the back of his head, instead dedicating his thoughts towards his studies, upcoming interviews and assisting Sae. 

He was so good at playing his role… sometimes the line between his true self and the mask he portrayed for the public became blurred. 

So blurred in fact, that he had even forgotten about his actions one evening in late July, heading to the very cafe when his craving for a decent cup of coffee had become overwhelming. 

 

…Only to find Leblanc closed, the inside completely dark, void of any existence inside.

Only then did the weight of his previous actions hit him in full force all over again, the realization of what his existence had caused. 

They would still text. Cutting Akira off completely would be too abrupt… not to mention unwise. He still needed him for… 



Hah…



Really… What did his existence provide, aside from severing the lives of others? 

 

Would anyone even miss him if he—



“Akechi?”

 

Oh right. Akira was still here.

 

He sighed. “Still awake.” 

 

“Oh good. I thought…A- Anyway! Are you free tomor— later on today?” 

 

“I believe so. Why?” 

 

He could hear Akira hesitate on the other end of the line. 

 

“Great then… So… Would you like to go to the aquarium with me?” 



 

***



Goro wasn’t quite sure how he expected this day to go.

 

He wasn’t even sure why he agreed. 

 

Predictably, the aquarium was relatively busy, but luckily not swarming to the point of being crowded. Just from where he was standing, he could see a few kids running about, pointing and naming various fish. 

There were a few couples too, standing far too close to be considered platonic - admiring the scenery within the tanks and well… each other 

He found himself wondering what Akira’s motive to invite him here entailed. 

 

He also wondered why. 

 

Perhaps all the members of Akira's merry band of followers were busy today. It was likely that he was indeed the last resort. 

Another possible explanation was that it may just be a trap. Maybe Akira had somehow found out the truth… what he had done and subsequently put him through and was going to confront him there and then.



… Then again, it would seem unwise to do such a thing in public…

(… Then again, when had Akira ever really made much sense to him?)

 

Either way, whatever the reason - he supposed after all he had put Akira through, he could at least indulge him on this request. 



Thankfully, the journey to the aquarium wasn’t too long; Only requiring him to change lines once he reached Shibuya station, heading in the direction of Shinagawa. 

When he arrived at the venue, Akira had already been standing by the entrance, slouching in his usual manner against the wall. 

Goro had taken a few seconds to scan the wolf’s appearance. He was wearing a dark grey turtleneck, coupled with black jeans - both of which were doing a suburb job at showing off his lean figure. 

 

Upon walking towards him, he also realised that Akira had forgone wearing his (fake) glasses, his bright golden eyes on full display, flickering as he scrolled on his phone. 

What had stayed the same however, was the bag that Goro had often seen Akira carrying, strapped around one shoulder. Even from a slight distance, it seemed that there was something taking up a lot of space within the inside. 

 

“...Did you bring your cat with you?” Was the first thing he asked when he approached the wolf.  

Akira looked up from his phone. “Nah, I left him with Futaba. Goodness knows the state he’ll be in when I get back.” 

He gave the brunette a warm smile. 

 

“It’s just the 2 of us today.” 



Goro wasn't sure why, but at that moment he felt a sudden heat spread across his cheeks. He turned away, praying that his concealer would hide any evidence. 



“W-Well, let's head on inside, shall we?” 






They hadn’t really progressed too far into the aquarium, supposedly having an unspoken agreement to take their time with the sights. 

 

Akira hadn’t said much, though Goro couldn’t be certain whether that was due to being engrossed by the scenery or… something else.

 

Normally, the detective would welcome such peace… God knows how much he had craved it whenever he had been bombarded by his fans, putting up with his peers or dealing with his colleagues. 

But when it came from the wolf… it was slightly unsettling. 

There they both stood, in front of a huge tank, attention directed at the different coloured organisms scattered amongst the water. 

So naturally, Goro decided to break the silence in the only way he could. 



“Are you aware that sea anemones are closely related to jellyfish? Upon their surface are these tiny hairs that are used to stun prey such as fish, shrimp or plankton in order to feed upon them. Although, they can survive for years without food. In captivity, provided they receive the correct care, they can live for over 70 years. There are a type of fish that are able to live inside them, I believe their name is– ” 

Goro’s passionate speech came to a drastic halt when he suddenly realised that Akira had still failed to utter a single word. He turned his attention away from the tank and towards his friend, making sure that he was still present…

 

…Only to find that he was indeed still by his side, though now looking at him curiously, one eyebrow raised. 

“...What?” 

“Did you seriously research facts about the sea in preparation for this date?” 

“Ah!” Yet again, Goro found his cheeks heating up as he quickly scrambled for an explanation.  No way was he going to admit that yes, he had done exactly that. How utterly embarrassing. 

“Not at all. They were indeed facts that I had known for a number of yea–” 

 

“...Akechi. Admit it.” 

“I can assure you, I am telling the truth.” Goro retorted, shooting him a glare. “Are you insulting my intelligence?” 

 

“Not at all, detective.” Akira quipped back with a smile, before turning his attention back towards the tank. Goro watched as his flaxen eyes scoured the contents of the water, before honing in on a particular organism, one situated on the sandy ground. 

 

“Hey, did you know that starfish are able to feast on almost anything in the ocean? They feed on their prey by sticking their stomach out from their mouth.”

He turned to see Akira’s eyes on him, displaying a shit-eating grin, golden eyes twinkling as if to indicate the start of a challenge.

“Say…Do you know any other interesting facts about starfish, detective?”



Goro felt his own mouth quirk involuntarily into a smirk

Bring it on you insufferable little— 

“Hmmm… Many of us typically imagine starfish only being able to have 5 arms. But there are many variations that have a much higher number, sometimes up to 40.” 

 

Akira raised an eyebrow.

“Hmmm… Well, following on from that point, did you know that they are able to regrow their limbs?” 

“I do indeed. I believe the time taken for said limb to regenerate is anyway from a few months to a year.” Goro supplied back, before resting a hand on his chin. 

“Furthermore, I do recall remembering that in many languages across the globe, starfish tend to have star-related names. Take for example… in Italy they’re called stella marina which I believe translates to ‘star of the sea’ .” 

 

Feeling immensely proud for having remembered such a fact, he turned to fully face the wolf once again, triumph apparent in his expression. 

 

“I do hope that was an educational enough talk for you. Do you have anything else you’d like to add?” 

Akira opened his mouth, presumably to fire back a retort– 

 

“Oh, look who we have here!” 

They both jumped a little, turning their attention away from the tanks and towards the sudden sound. 

A woman with dark bobbed hair had approached them, seemingly out of nowhere. Currently giving Akira a bright smile. 

“I see you made use of my gift.” She chuckled, gesturing to their surroundings before she turned her attention to Goro.

It was then that her expression immediately went from chuffed to complete shock. 

 

Unfortunately, said shock only lasted a couple of seconds. 

 

“What do we have hereee? A nerdy high schooler spending his vacation with the detective prince?” She teased, waving a finger in Akira’s direction. “And at the aquarium no less…” Her eyes narrowed in thought. “You know… this would really make a good…” 

 

Oh no. 

Absolutely not. 

 

Ever since Goro had become detective prince, he had been bombarded with questions regarding his personal life, particularly his love life. Either by his fangirls or hosts that wanted to cash in on quick views. He refused for his speculation of a ‘love life’ to be revealed on some cheap tabloid magazine cov–

“Ohya…” Akira intervened.  

The woman looked a little surprised… perhaps even intimidated at his serious tone and stance, but she eventually shook her head dismissively.

“Oh, I’m only joking. I’m a journalist, but even I know better than to get involved in a student's private life.” Her eyes darted between the 2 of them, before she gave Akira a knowing smile. 

“Be sure to have fun on your outing!” She said to them both, before finally (thankfully) leaving.

 

“Sorry about that.” Akira said once she was out of sight, rubbing his neck nervously. Maybe Goro was imagining it, but he could’ve sworn that there was now a faint tinge of pink on the boy’s cheeks.

 

(Or maybe he really did need to go to specsavers)

 

(Maybe)

 

“Ah, it’s no problem at all.” Goro waved his hand dismissively. He was so sure that he looked and sounded genuine when saying that.

So certain until Akira shot him a look. 

“You don’t have to lie to me, you know. I could tell you were a second or two away from ripping her to shreds.” He paused only to laugh at the brunette’s scowl. “Anyway, you don’t have to worry. She isn’t the type to invade one’s privacy like that.” 

Goro scoffed. “I doubt that. She’s a literal journalist. Isn’t that the entirety of her job?”

“I know that she wouldn’t.” 

“How can you be so sure?”

‘Well for one, she didn’t take any pictures of us.” He shrugged off. “Secondly, I trust her.”

 

Trust   

 

“Trust?” Goro echoed. 

Akira nodded. “Mhm. Trusting people... Sometimes that’s all you really need. Though that’s something I only learnt recently.” 

 

Trust…?

 

Come to think of it, Akira did look a lot more… Relaxed. A little less on edge compared to the other times they had met up. 

“… I see.” He turned his gaze to the floor, trying to ignore the flash of guilt that threatened to creep up his veins. 

 

“Hey.” Akira nudged Goro softly, prompting him to look back up. “Do you trust me?” 

Trust you? Of course I—

“Is that a rhetorical question?” He scoffed, not quite meeting the other’s eyes. “We both know I hardly trust anyone.” He paused, sensing the other shift beside him. “But you…” 

 

He took a deep breath. 

 

“...You’re special, Akira.” Another brief pause. “From the start, you were never as bad as everyone said you were.” 

 

Another wave of silence met them. For a moment, he could’ve sworn he saw a flash of shock appear in those eyes. The brunette was unsure of what really to do, turning away again, praying that his concealer would carry him through. 

And then he felt his hand gently being taken, his fingers gently intertwined with another. 

 

“I’m glad to hear that.” Akira said softly, his golden eyes filled with emotion. 

“It’s true.” He responded simply, meanwhile not knowing whether to internally curse for choosing to forgo wearing his gloves today. He had held Akira’s hand before but usually, it was without the direct skin contact. 

All that to say that he didn’t necessarily dislike it…

 It was just different. 

 

Akira cleared his throat, giving the brunette’s hand a small squeeze. “Would you like to see the penguins next? I heard that the feeding session is due to start in 10 or so minutes.” 

Goro couldn’t help but smile at the adorable display of enthusiasm. “You want to see penguins?” 

 

“Yeah…” He smiled. “I’ve never seen them before. Only in books. Even on the farm, they never came by.”

“Well I imagine a flightless bird may feel a bit wary in the vicinity of carnivorous beings.” 

“Yeah, I guess that much is true.” He laughed, gently tugging Goro’s hand. 

 

“C’mon, let’s get going.” 




***



The day turned out very well. Never before in his life had Goro ever imagined how entertaining he would find thrusting a pack of sardines into a herd of peckish penguins. It reminded him of the shenanigans the rodents would bring him, everytime they wrestled for scraps of nuts. 

Akira seemed to find it more endearing than anything, going as far as to gently hand feed the penguins, smiling as they gulped their lunch down. 

After they had explored the rest of the aquarium, they had retreated to get some crepes. Conversation flowed effortlessly, although it never delved into anything too deep. It was as if they were both participating in a dance, carefully choosing their words, observing what the other would say. 

By the time they had reached the station, ready to head home, the warm summer breeze had become a bit chilly, the blue sky now tinged with pink. 

Goro would be lying if he said he wasn’t mildly disappointed at the prospect of going home. Today was fun. Just spending time with Akira… was fun.

 

He looked out at the platform, when he felt Akira tap his shoulder. 

“Let me walk you home.” He insisted. 

 

“… You don’t have to do that.” 

“I know. But I want to.”

“I can assure you, there’s no need. I’m fully capable of–”

“I know.” Akira repeated. “But I want to make sure you get home safe.”

Goro opened his mouth to counter yet again, but Akira was having none of it. 

 

“Please…?” 



Sigh…

 

Damn those ornate eyes

 

Who was he to deny…  

 

Thankfully, the train cart wasn’t too occupied, allowing him to settle down without much fuss. Akira was seated next to him, aureate eyes directed towards the view outside. 

He wondered, why had Akira been so insistent on walking him home? Was he worried for his safety? Was it what friends normally did?? 

He truly didn’t know. 

When it came to humans, Goro had long mastered the art of masking, practiced phrasing and expressions. He knew how to capture an audience, how to play a role. But outside of that, when it came to the more authentic parts of relationships, his knowledge was extremely limited. 

That being said, even with his poor expertise regarding social relations… When he reflected upon today, his time with Akira… he almost… maybe would’ve assumed… maybe even wanted it to be a da—




“Hey… Akechi?” 

“Hmm?” 

“...Do you know what you want to do in the future?” 

“...The future?” 

“Yeah. I mean, do you have any plans for what you want to do after you graduate?” 

 

In all honesty, he hadn’t expected that question. Though it wasn’t an unusual thing to inquire about. He was a 3rd year student afterall, and many of his peers had already planned which college they wanted to go to, the subject area they wanted to study, the career they wanted to pursue. 

…Except his circumstances were a little more complicated than most. 

 

Graduation was due to take place in March. 

For his plan to work, for Shido and his conspiracy to truly be exposed, for his crimes and ribbons to be revealed and thus taken down…

 

“To be honest, I haven’t really given it much thought.” He eventually settled on, forcing a small chuckle. 

 

“You haven’t applied to any colleges?” 

 

“I have. But I suppose that’s the sort of thing everybody does. Ah, I suppose what I meant to say was, I don’t have a clear idea of what I’d like to pursue.” 

 

“... I see.” And the conversation ended there and then. 





Their journey stayed silent as they hopped off the train, navigating the neighborhood - until they reached his apartment. 

 

The brunette fished through his pocket, locating his keys before turning around to Akira. 

“Thank you for walking me home.” He said, smiling softly at him. “And… thank you for today in general. I can’t remember the last time I had so much fun.” 

He turned back round again, ready to head inside and crash for the night, when a hand grabbed his wrist. 

 

“One last thing.” Akira’s hand stayed firm on his arm for a few more seconds, until he was certain the other wouldn’t leave.

He spent a moment rummaging through his bag, before pulling out a wrapped item, holding it out to the brunette. 

 

“For you.” 

 

Goro raised an eyebrow.

“Did you seriously carry that around with you the entire day?” 

 

Akira shrugged. “I barely felt a thing.” He waved the gift slightly, motioning for the other to take it.

The item… was indeed lighter than Goro had expected, fitting comfortably within his arms. 

Upon looking up, he found Akira smiling warmly. 




“Happy birthday.” 




…Happy

 

…Birthday?  




“Akira… I’m not sure you’re aware but my—“

 

“Your birthday was June 2nd.” Akira interrupted. “I’m aware. But we never got the chance to celebrate, did we?” 

 

That much was true

 

The last time they had celebrated his birthday was…

 

“I mean— you can instead think of it as an early 19th birth—“ 

 

He hadn't ever really celebrated any birthday that had surpassed his 9th. The day was more like an anniversary, marking the death of his mother. On good years, it was just a day he treated as any other. On the more challenging ones, he would opt to isolate himself for the day, closing himself off in his already barren apartment... wondering why... why had it gone all wrong?

 

Would he even make it to his 19th? 

Would it even matter?

 

Either way...

 

“It’s okay.” 

 

Akira looked a little unsure at first, but began to smile. He slowly reached out, tenderly cupping the side of Goro’s face. 

 

“I’m glad.” He then whispered softly after a moment, a thumb gently stroking Goro’s cheek. 



Goro instinctively froze, his ability to speak rendered useless. 

Before he could even think to lean into the touch, Akira retracted his hand, placing his fingers to fiddle with his dark bangs instead.

 

“I…should get going.” He murmured, no longer looking at Goro. 

“A—Alright.” Akira’s brief contact was still lingering upon his skin, threatening to make the entire area combust. “Text me when you get home?” 

“I will.” The other nodded, “Goodnight, Akechi.” 

And with that, he gave Goro one last wave, before walking away. 

 

 

Goro entered his apartment, making his way towards the couch. He had originally planned on crashing the minute he had arrived home; hoping to acquire as much sleep before having to deal with Sae and the SIU director tomorrow.

But… he found himself curious about what Akira had gotten him.

He sat down, the gift nestling in his lap as he began to unwrap the paper. He took his time, doing his best to not tear the wrap. He wasn’t quite sure why he was going to such an effort… 

 

Nothing could’ve prepared him for what was waiting once it had been fully unwrapped. 

He stared in awe. 

 

It was… a Featherman toy gun?

 

A Featherman gun 

The exact one that Red used to…

The exact one that he had spent the majority of his childhood wishing he had.



He stared at the gift. 

 

Then at nothing.

 

Then at the gift again. 



And then it finally clicked 



“Let’s both achieve our dreams someday.”

 

“So sentimental…” He cursed, hugging the gift that much tighter, resisting the urge to laugh or cry in irony. 


 

“...It’ll eventually get you killed.” 









 

 

Notes:

Trigger warning: Attempted strangulation/Sleep paralysis/Attempted Murder (in the context of a dream)

Remember the Featherman gun Akira and Futaba came across before? (He may or may not of bought it in advance :D)

Big shoutout to chapter 113 of chainsaw man for this scene which is basically the reason behind Goro's speech about sea anemones and Akira suggesting to look at the penguins :') Probably one of my favorite chapters out of the entire manga so far.

 

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 14: The boy who cried wolf

Summary:

“Honestly, if I could have my way, I wouldn’t leave her side again. Though I don’t think she’d appreciate that much.” She half joked, before giving Akira a sympathetic look.

“…I’m guessing you feel the same way about Akechi-kun.”

 

Akira opens up a bit more, and visits someone he saved in the past.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

***

1 day earlier 



Akira was on the train, Ann sitting next to him while Morgana purred happily in her lap. 

Normally their outings would consist of Akira tagging along to Ann’s photoshoots or frequent visits to the crepe store. This time however, they were heading to central hospital. 

Having spent most of his life in a farm situated far from human population, he couldn’t recall a time that he had stepped foot into a hospital. It just wasn’t a facility that was ever near to him, Takemi’s clinic being the closest he had gotten to it. 

But Ann had invited him to come along to visit Shiho if he wasn’t busy, and he figured why not. 

 

By the time they had arrived, Shiho was in the middle of a physiotherapy session, in between 2 bars, a lady on one side, helping to guide her. Ann gave her a small wave as they entered, and the girl responded with a nod and a smile. 

Akira watched the girl slowly progress her way from one side of the room to the other, hands gripping the metal tightly. 

Every now and then, she would pause, clearly wincing in either pain or frustration. Or maybe both. And every time, Ann would give her a thumbs up, or an encouraging smile.

 

“She’s doing really well.” Akira whispered, in slight awe of the sight. Ann had often supplied both him and Ryuji with frequent updates about her progress, but to see it in person… 

Beside him, Ann nodded. “Yeah! She’s…. She’s amazing.” Her voice was laced with admiration. “It makes me want to work just as hard.” 

“And you will.” He reassured. 

“Maybe once I’ve found a way to deal with Mika.” 

“… One step at a time.” To which he received a playful nudge. 

“Really though.” She began. “Thanks for coming with me today. And, for being there for me in general.” She turned her attention back to Shiho, who was standing stationary, while the lady was crouched by her leg, slowly positioning it. 

 

Ann’s expression turned forlorn as she spoke once more.

“When she was in a coma, I was so afraid that she wouldn’t wake up and that I would lose her.” She whispered, not once taking her eyes off the girl.

“Honestly, if I could have my way, I wouldn’t leave her side again. Though I don’t think she’d appreciate that much.” She half joked, before giving Akira a sympathetic look. 

“…I’m guessing you feel the same way about Akechi-kun.” 

“I… Yeah.” He rubbed a hand down the back of his neck, having remembered his plea to his friends to help said detective. 

Ann gave him a small smile. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you as unguarded and vulnerable as you were back then.” 

“...I’m sorry if I worried you–” 

“No, no!” Ann waved her hands slightly. “I never said it was a bad thing. I was glad that you finally opened up to us, is all. Plus, now that Futaba-chan is with us, it doesn’t feel like there’s SOOO much testosterone in our group.” 

 

“I guess that much is true.”  

“Yeah.” Ann agreed. “And…You are human, after all.” 

 

Huh  

…Perhaps he had more to learn about the human psyche after all. 

 

“You are right though... I guess I am scared of losing him.” He admitted, feeling slight relief now that he said that in the open. 

 “We… We've known each other for a long time, but also not THAT long. We got separated a few months after meeting.” He sighed. “…But he was… my first friend. The first human who treated me like an equal. Before then, everyone either feared… or hated me.” 

 

“I sort of know how that feels.” Ann responded. “I spent some time abroad, and when I came back to start middle school my accent was different to everyone else’s. No one wanted to be friends with the foreign-looking girl who talked weirdly.” 

She looked back at Shiho, who had almost completed her journey.

“… Well, almost everyone.” She grinned. “You won’t believe how we first met.” 

“Oh? Do tell.” 

“We were in an art class and we were painting… well I don’t remember what exactly. But out of nowhere Shiho comes over to look at my work and just says ‘wow, that looks terrible’.” 

That… had not been what he was expecting 

 

“...Wow.”

“Wow indeed.” 

Akira snorted. “Good to know that acting isn’t the only thing you’re terrible at. Yusuke would be ashamed.”  

“Shut up.” She gave him another light punch. “Anyway, the rest was history.” 

 

They settled back into silence for a few moments, before Ann asked... 

“Does he know how you feel about him?” 

 He supposed he shouldn't be too surprised that she, of all people, had caught onto how he felt. After all, she had been the one he had gone to for advice when Akechi had first invited him out.

 

“... Not directly.” He admitted. That wasn’t to say he hadn’t tried. But… “With everything going on, we haven’t been able to see each other much.” 

The last time they had hung out, Akechi had come over to help him study, until Futaba had gotten them to watch Featherman back-to-back. 

It was fun. But since that day, he hadn’t seen the other in person. Akira had tried calling, but the other didn’t pick up. They still texted, but even that was beginning to become more sporadic. It was like Akechi was slipping out of his fingers.

 

And Akira hadn’t understood why

 

… Until yesterday, that is

 

“...I guess I haven’t found the right time.” 

“I don’t think there really is a right time.” She responded thoughtfully. “Before everything happened, I used to look at Shiho and think, ‘one day, I’ll tell her.’ Then when she… I thought I was too late.” 

“Does she know now?” 

She nodded. 

“How did she react?” 

“She said she felt the same way.” Ann smiled. “But, we’re going to wait until she recovers before we figure out dating and relationship stuff.” 

She then placed a comforting hand on his arm, giving him a warm smile. 

 

“We’ll save him, Akira.” She said, earnest as ever. “But you should tell him his feelings. Or at least, spend time with him. Invite him out.” 

He resisted the urge to flinch. He knew she was right.

 

He hadn’t gotten round to telling the others about the only option available to save him. Not necessarily because he didn’t trust them but— 

Taking a potential life was far more serious than anything they had done so far. Takemi had greatly stressed that it was the only way to break the curse… 

He had to find the original… somehow remove their ribbon… 

 

 

And then it would all be over…

Right? 



Luckily, Shiho’s physio finished seconds later, bringing both the conversation and his thoughts  to a halt. Ann rushed over, eventually helping her back into the wheelchair, alongside a nurse. 

A few moments later, she was whisking Shiho towards Akira, the latter with a curious expression as she scanned his features. 

 

“…Kurusu-kun right?” He nodded, causing her expression to relax into a smile. 

Shiho turned back to Ann. “Can you take me to the roof? I feel like having some fresh air after that workout.” She chuckled. 

“Do you guys want anything from the vendors?” Ann asked.

“Anything that’s cold will be fine.” Shiho answered.

“Same here.” 

Ann gave them a nod, before heading back down. 

 

Morgana hopped out of his bag, settling into Shiho’s lap, the girl raising a hand to slowly stroke the feline.

There was a period of silence for a short while, the only exceptions being Morgana’s purring and the gentle sound of the breeze. Akira had expected it to stay that way until Ann returned, not really knowing what to say, but Shiho looked up at him, still stroking his fur.

 

“Is he your cat?” She asked. 

He nodded. 

“Ann sometimes brings him along when she visits. Though we always have to hide him from the hospital staff.” She chuckled with a smile. 

“They’re not a fan of cats?” 

“Not a fan of animals in general. Unless they’re a guide dog.” 

“I see.” He smiled. “Well, I’m glad you’ve taken a liking to him.” 

She smiled back, and they fell into another short silence. 

 

“...Kurusu?”

“Hmm?” He sensed how much more serious her tone was now. 

“... Thank you.” 

He immediately knew what she was referring to. 

“We wouldn’t have been able to do it without you.” 

“Ann told me as much.” She responded. “But you did it anyway.” 

Akira didn’t miss the way her hands tensed in her lap, slowly curling into fists.

 “...When I left all that evidence behind, I’m sure you knew I didn’t plan to be around to see the aftermath. I’m just grateful that a few people cared enough to take action.” 

 

It was surreal to think that had she not left that cluster of evidence against the man, Akira would’ve likely ended up expelled, and the Phantom Thieves would’ve never existed.

 

“Don't mention it.” 

“Although...” She leaned back in her chair, a slightly mischievous tone to her words. “... I wish I could’ve been there to see it happen in person.” 

“It was a shitshow.” 

“God I can only imagine.” 

“His room was scratched to shreds.” 

Shiho grinned. “...Wonder who did that.” 

He laughed. It was… strange. Though he hadn’t been close to the girl, he had vividly remembered her jumping, the commotion, the way she had looked near lifeless when she was lifted into the ambulance.

 

He had been so relieved when he got the news that she had woken up from her coma. He even remembered the time Ann had told himself and Ryuji that the chances of Shiho being able to walk again was unlikely. To see her now slowly learning to walk again...

 

“I often wonder too. On a serious note, I’m glad you’re doing okay, Suzui-san.” 

Shiho’s eyes widened a bit. “Y- You can call me Shiho. After everything you’ve done, it's only fair.” She requested, turning back to look at the sky. 

“Alright. Then feel free to call me Akira.” 

 

She nodded, and they returned back to a peaceful silence. 

Ann appeared a few minutes later with some drinks for them both. The trio then spent a while on the roof, just chatting and appreciating the view and breeze. 

The entire time Ann’s advice and Shiho’s words never strayed far from his mind. 






(Late in the night, he did end up taking her advice.)




***



The journey between the station and to Akechi’s house had been done in complete silence. It gave Akira the opportunity to scan the area, committing the sight to memory. 

It was a nice neighborhood; Clean pavement and roads, apartment blocks neatly stacked upon one another, the only sound he could make out being the gentle evening breeze. 

Akira vaguely wondered how expensive living here must be. It was affluent, at least more so than Yongen-Jaya. 

The pair suddenly stopped in front of a door, and suddenly Akechi had a hand in his pocket to locate his key. Once he had done so, he turned round, smiling softly at him.

“Thank you for walking me home.” He began, with such an honest smile it almost took Akira by surprise. “And… thank you for today in general. I can’t remember the last time I had so much fun.”

 

Akira could’ve sworn that he noticed a dust of pink in the other’s cheeks, but before he could confirm, the other turned round, presumably to head inside. 

Without thinking, Akira grabbed his wrist. Akechi turned round instantly, surprise evident on his face.

 

“One last thing.” He said, only letting go when he was certain the other wouldn’t leave. He took a moment to search his bag, taking out the neatly wrapped gift he had planned in advance for the brunette.

“For you.”

It had been back when he had taken Futaba to Akihabara, when he had stumbled across the Featherman Gun. Akechi had often spoken about wanting merch from the show, but his mother had never been able to afford it for him.

 

 

Akechi’s gaze flickered to the gift, before looking back at him, one of his eyebrows raised. 

“...Did you seriously carry that around with you the entire day?”

 

He resisted the urge to laugh. Truthfully, carrying Morgana 24/7 was more a strain on his back than this. 

“I barely felt a thing.” He said instead, holding the gift out for the other to take. 

He watched fondly as the other reached out to do just that, inspecting the present, the item eventually slotting into his arms. 

Akira couldn't help but smile at the sight. 

It was cute… 

He resisted the urge to finch when Akechi looked back up, maintaining his smile.

 

“Happy birthday.”

Which only caused the detective to frown.

“Akira… I’m not sure you’re aware but my—“

 

Of course... Of course he was well aware of the fact that his birthday had already passed. Akechi’s fangirls had all but spammed his birth date online. 

 

But that wasn’t the reason behind why Akira knew.  

Flashbacks of the few months they had spent on the farm came pouring back. Akira remembered the very last day he had spent with the brunette before they had been separated. The way he had gently taken Akechi’s hand, carefully guided him to rocky terrain in order to view the stars. 

 

It had been many years since they had been able to celebrate. 

“Your birthday was June 2nd.” He said carefully, scanning the brunette’s face.  “I’m aware. But we never got the chance to celebrate, did we?”

 

A flash of sadness appeared in Akechi’s eyes, before he turned away - looking towards the ground. His ruby eyes flicked side to side, never leaving the floor - his face a little pale. And Akira fully understood. Even if that was his birthday, the very next day had consisted of his mother being killed. Or what he should really say was murdered. 

 

(But back to the point) 

 

“I mean— you can instead think of it as an early 19th birth—“

Akechi flinched ever so slightly, and if Akira didn’t know him the way he did, would’ve missed entirely. 

A few more moments of silence before… 

“It’s okay.”

 

He was unsure at first if Akechi was being genuine. He waited a moment, stepping forward and reaching his hand out, to gently cup the brunette’s face. 

 

He wanted to confess right there, right then.

How he felt, how important the other was to him

But most of all, he wanted to tell him: 

“...I know it was you who started all this.” 




The revelation that Wakaba had already been dead by the time she had come to ‘warn him’ had shook him to his core, even hours after finding out. It had forced him to reevaluate everything he had thought up to that point. 

…But at the same time, small details that had been confusing him to no end… had suddenly begun to make sense.

Because it was only when he realised that she was dead… that whoever was glamoured up as her, somehow knew his name. Somehow knew he was half blood.  

And according to Futaba, her mother had been right-handed.

…The person had drunk the coffee out of their left hand.

 

The fact that Akechi had left that parcel of evidence regarding Kaneshiro. The fact that he had known that Akira was a phantom thief. 

It wasn’t that Akechi had somehow figured it out. It was because Akira quite literally TOLD HIM



"... you know how Kamoshida and Madarame got exposed and arrested?" 

 

"I'm responsible for that."

 

"Say hello to Sojiro and Futaba for me, will you?" 

 

"And... tell Futaba that I love her, and that I'm sorry." 



 

Akira was certain that Akechi had known Wakaba well enough to be aware of Futaba and Sojiro’s connection to her. Sojiro had mentioned once that Wakaba had never regarded relationships highly, with the exception of himself and Futaba. According to him, she didn’t even speak to her own family members. 

He could tell. As friendly and as cordial as Wakaba had been to him, he understood that she was a private person. So for Akechi to have known… even to the extent of knowing the guilt she had towards not being there for Futaba… she must’ve expressed these concerns to him at one point. 

Which made him wonder… What exactly was the connection between her and Akechi? A part of him wondered if it could be family related, but that was… unlikely. Outside of his mother, Akira hadn’t remembered Akechi having any other family members. Not to mention that Futaba hadn’t recognized him. 

…Whatever their connection, it was clearly one that had to be kept a secret for a reason. 

One thing he did know however, was that Wakaba was a remarkable woman. There were very few humans that Akechi tolerated, much less liked. For him to have gone this far to raise awareness as to what had happened to her… 

He wished he had gotten the opportunity to know her better. 



But what had confirmed Akechi’s involvement the most… was a simple sentence.

 

The very last thing he had said that day before leaving. Before putting the head on his doorstep and starting the whole process. 



"You're not as bad as everyone says you are."



… He had said the same thing today



“From the start, you were never as bad as everyone said you were.”



Akira could’ve sworn this was Akechi’s way of confirming his involvement, and he wanted nothing more than to confirm and ask the other upfront. 

… But he couldn’t risk the other’s safety like that. The fact Akechi had to go as far as cosplaying a dead woman and leave said woman’s head on his doorstep to alert him about the ribbons spoke volumes enough. 

There was no telling that there wasn’t some spy or decoy perhaps glamoured into the scenery, listening in on their conversation. 

And it wasn’t like the other could say anything. 

 

He gazed at the other, his hand still resting on his cheek. He quickly lowered his gaze towards his neck, scanning the area, internally breathing out a sigh of relief when he found there to be no ligation marks. 

 

… At least he was safe for now. At least Akira now knew where the other lived, so if anything DID happen - he'd know where to look for him first. 



But for how long would it stay that way? 



Akira couldn’t verbally express his concerns to the other. It was far too dangerous for that.

So instead, he gently brushed his thumb over Akechi’s cheek.

“I’m glad.” He whispered softly, forcing himself to smile. 

 

In truth, he was anything but. 

 

He wished things didn’t have to be this way. He wished for Akechi to be free from this. When he had asked him what he had planned to do for graduation, the other had hesitated, indicating that he perhaps didn't expect to live that long. Then again, who would... having a continuous noose tied around your neck, ready to be ripped off at any moment. 



How many others had Akechi had to witness die right before him? 

 

…How many others had had their lives severed in an instant? 



…And why was the only solution to stop this was to kill the person who can make them? 



Akira had never in his wildest dreams imagined having to consider killing. He was someone who had never even let meat or blood enter his body. 

But he would do anything for Akechi to be free. For Wakaba’s fate to never be repeated. And as the cherry on top, find out what had happened to Akechi’s mother that day. 

Even if doing so meant having to take someone’s life…

He could easily confess his feelings now. Akechi hadn’t corrected him when he had called their outing a date, nor had he protested whenever he had taken his hand.

 

… But he couldn’t 



So he pulled his hand back from the other’s skin, resorting to playing with his fringe.

“I…should get going.” He mumbled, ignoring the coldness surfacing on his hand, doing all he could to resist the urge to place his hand right back.

“...A-Alright. Text me when you get home?” 

 

Akechi had always requested for him to do that, every time they had hung out. It made Akira feel warm inside, knowing that the other always insisted to let him know that he was safe. 

The little things he had done, taking him to eat when he saw him stressed over Makoto’s deadline. Providing him with needed evidence so he wouldn’t end up in juvie. Always reassuring him that he could come to him

The brunette had a peculiar way of showing it, even all these years later. But he did care. He still trusted him as much as when they were kids. 

And to Akira, that was more than enough. 

 

“I will.” He smiled.  “Goodnight, Akechi.” 




As he began to walk away, he didn’t dare look back once. 

All he could do…

 

…Was hope that the contents of his gift would get the point across. 




Wait for me

 

And when all this is over   

Let’s both achieve our dreams.  

Just like we promised :) 

 


 

( 30 minutes later) 






[ Akira ] : Honey I’m home

[ Akira ] : (๑ > ᴗ < ๑)



Akechi is typing…

[ Akechi ] : Thank you 

[ Akechi ] : For everything 

 

 

 

[ Akira ] : It’s alright :)

[ DRAFT] : Anything for you 

[ Akira ] : We should do this more often

 

[ Akechi ] : I agree 

[ Akechi ] : My schedule is a bit more free 

[ Akechi ] : Mostly thanks to a certain group of Thieves 

[ Akechi ] : Who demolished Mejed

 

[ Akira ] : … Wonder who that was

[ Akechi ] : Ah. I wonder indeed

 [ Akira ] : But anyway

 

[ Akira ] : Whenever you’re free

[ Akira ] : Just drop by at Leblanc

[ Akira ] : I’ll make it worth your while

 

[ Akechi ] : I’ll keep that in mind 

[ Akechi ] : Goodnight, Akira 

 

[ Akira ] : Goodnight, Akechi  

[ DRAFT] : <3



***




[ Futaba ] : Gooood afternooooon! 

[ Futaba ] : I’m ready to talk 

[ Futaba ] : Front door is open 

 

 

It was almost evening the next day by the time Akira made his way to Sojiro’s house, a bowl filled with steaming curry under one arm, a chilled water bottle in the other. As Sojiro always said, Futaba often forgets to eat, so he figured the girl would be hungry by now.  

It had been a few days since he had spoken to Futaba. Having been on the other end of the speaker phone the day he had visited Takemi, she had found the truth about her mother’s time of death the exact same time he had.

Not only that, but the exposure that they had to kill the original to free everyone affected. 

After all that had happened, they had both promised to be more open, Akira promising to keep her updated on what he found regarding her mother. No matter how painful it was.

As a result, he more than understood her need to isolate and knew it was best to give her some space.

 

When he entered the room, Futaba was hunched in her chair, legs up on the seat as she stared at the code on her computer, headphones making her blind to the world. It wasn’t until he placed the bowl and water onto her desk, in front of the screen did she realize she had company.

“Is that curry I smell?? I hunger!!” 

He watched in slight amusement as she enthusiastically ate. Within minutes she had devoured half of it, opening up the water bottle.

As she drank, Akira sighed having known why she had gone AWOL for the past few days. 

 

“...I’m sorry you had to hear all that.” 

Futaba stilled, placing the bottle on her desk. “... Don’t be.” She said after a moment. “I mean, yeah it sucked to hear that the person who said that they ‘loved me’ wasn’t my mom… But…” She lifted a hand, pointing to her neck. 

“Mom had this weird habit of telling me to always cover my neck. She’d always encourage me to wear turtlenecks or really bulky necklaces. And I always found it weird, because mom never really cared about fashion.” She paused, taking another spoonful of food. “...But after hearing about the ribbons… I realised she was trying to protect me.”  

 

“She loved you.” 

“Yeah… she did.” Futaba curled back in on herself. “I still wish I could’ve told her the same. That I didn’t mean all the mean things I said.” 

“I’m sure she knew.” Akira responded, placing a hand on her shoulder. 

“Yeah.” She sighed. “I just wish I could talk to the person who cosplayed themselves as her. If they knew my existence, it means that mom talked to them about me. And for her to do that, she must’ve trusted them a lot.” 



You’ve spoken to them already - But something told Akira that revealing to Futaba who it was would not be a wise move. At least not now. 

 

Best to change the subject 

“So what did you want to talk about?” 

“Oh.” She took a moment to readjust her glasses. “Do you remember that suicide note I was given?” 

He nodded. How could he forget? 

“Well, that wasn’t the only thing they gave me that day.” She pointed to the side of her computer, revealing a USB stick sticking out, before pressing a few keys. 

And Akira’s eyes widened in shock as he read the words on the screen



WAKABA ISSHIKI RESEARCH  

 

[ Password ]



“Impressive, isn’t it?”

 

Akira was still in shock. 

 

“... Futaba?” 

 

“Yeah?”

 

“The person who gave you this–” 

 

“I couldn’t tell who it was.” She immediately sensed what he was trying to ask. “I couldn’t see much of their face, it was too dark! Ugh if only I remembered to take my phone so I could use the built-in flashlight!” She groaned. “But they did look like they were from the police.” 

 

 

…It was you, wasn’t it? 

 

 

“Did they say anything about what was on there?” 

She shrugged. “All they said was that it was ‘proof’. I… I never brought it up or opened it because at the time, I just thought that it would be the online version of the note.” She looked at him guiltily and he ruffled her hair in reassurance. 

“It’s alright. You do know you aren't at fault for any of that, right?”

She nodded, albeit a little shakily. “I know… Anyway, mom did mention that she was close to finishing something. Something her life depended on. Maybe this file will give us some info, hopefully so we can save everyone affected… including your boy.” 

 

Akira blinked. 

“My… boy?” 

Futaba gave him a look. “That detective! That one who is a huge featherman fan?? The one who was giving you heart eyes?? Duh, who else??” 

“Heart ey–” Akira could feel his cheeks inflaming. “Futaba, I highly doubt that was the case.” 

 

And Futaba gave him a second look, before muttering something that sounded dangerously close to ‘denial is a river in Egypt’ - but didn’t press any further. 

“Anyway, I’m going to start hacking into this… Seems like whatever is on here is important enough to be password protected.” 

She began typing away on her screen. At the exact same time, Akira’s phone buzzed. 

 

[ Akechi ] : My work for today has finished 

[ Akechi ] : Is your ‘drop by at Leblanc whenever’ offer still in effect? 

 

[ Akira ] : Hey!!

[ Akira ] : Of course!!

 

[ Akechi ] : Very well 

[ Akechi ] : I’ll be on my way

 

And that was when Akira heard a shriek of success, and was met with Futaba - standing on her chair peering over his shoulder.

“Futa–” He turned away, his cheeks undeniably feeling hot. He wouldn’t hear the end of it if she noticed his blush. “Did no one ever tell you that eavesdropping is rude??” 

She snickered. “...So is lying. ‘Ohhh Futaba I highly doubt that was the case’ my ass.” 

 

Before he could even open his mouth to speak she sighed, before saying, “Once again: Denial is supposed to be a river in Egypt!! Now... Go commence and make decent coffee for your boy!” She shoved him towards the door. “Meanwhile, I’ll try working on this, I’ll update you if I find anything.” 

Akira nodded, making his way downstairs. 

 

 

(Meanwhile making a mental note to google the meaning of that phrase) 



***

 

Futaba got to work, fingers continuously hitting the mouse and keyboard - ebbing away at the firewall preventing her from delving into the file. 

 

She couldn’t save her mother. And that would forever haunt her. But she, just like Akira - wanted to save Akechi. The once genius detective she and her mother frequently watched, whom she now knew was an equally Featherman-obsessed. The one who made Akira smile. She didn’t want him to go through the same hell she was (and always will). 

She also wanted to free everyone effected from the curse. She had kept up with the news enough, to see the death reports, some of politicians found dead outside government buildings, train drivers severed while on the job. 

 

But to have to kill someone in order to do so?

 

Futaba wanted nothing more than to confront her mother’s killer. To stare them in their eyes and let them acknowledge the damage they had inflicted upon her life. As far as she was concerned, the original was the killer. How could someone make such ribbons, knowing full well their purpose? 

But that didn’t mean she wanted them dead either. Maybe more than anything, she wanted to know why. Why was her mother targeted? What was so important about her research that someone would kill her over it? 

She didn’t even know where the rest of her mother’s body was, having seemingly vanished from the earth. She wondered, had it not been for whoever glamoured themselves as her, she would’ve spent the rest of her days believing her mother was missing, with no closure. 

She wanted closure. But she didn’t want that closure to involve killing someone… in the exact same way her mother had been. 

 

Then again, did she really have a choice? 

 

She pushed the thought aside for now. Even if Akira’s doctor had said severing the original’s ribbon was the only way to nullify the curse, maybe there was another way. Her mother was the smartest person she knew, if there was another way - surely it would be somewhere in this file. 

Besides, the original could be anyone, right? It was hardly likely to be someone she or even Akira knew.

 

For now, she’d focus on getting access to the files on the USB, her fingers typing viciously at the keys, getting closer and closer to bypassing the password. 



And whatever information was waiting to be discovered

No matter how painful or hopeless

She would face it head on 

 

 

 




Notes:

TLDR:

Akira: *Figures out that Akechi was behind Wakaba's glamour and the identity behind the person who gave Futaba the suicide note. Purposefully walks Akechi home so he knows his address in case anything happens*

Meanwhile Akechi: *Doing everything he can to aid both Futaba and Akira from the shadows*

Meanwhile Futaba: I want to find my mother's killer... but I don't want to kill anyone and I will find another way but if it gets to that point the original probably isn't someone me or Akira know.

I think that about explains it....🤫

So I believe the chapter number will probably stay at around 21, which means!! We have officially reached the final 1/3 of this story. If you're reading, shoutout to making it to this point :')

Next time: Futaba makes a discovery, Akechi and Futaba confidant time, the beginning of Okumura's arc.... and the killing begins once more

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Chapter 15: Brother, watch over me

Summary:

“Wanna play against me?” She held up her switch, pointing to the Mario game case.

Akechi raised an eyebrow.

“Is that a portable playstation?”

TWs in end notes.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

September 2016  
 

 

Summer vacation had gone by, September and lukewarm days being the replacement. Goro was currently in the police station, situated in front of the director’s desk. He recognized both the name and photo of the man in front of him.

 

“Kobayakawa.”

   

Principal of Shujin Academy, the school that both Akira and the younger Nijima attended. Part of Shido’s conspiracy circle, high enough in the ranks to be wearing a ribbon.  
 

He gave the director a look of enquiry before saying, “What about him, sir?”  

“He is to be dealt with.”  

It was easy enough to read between the lines  

 

He’s going to be killed. 
 

“I see.” The detective responded, placing a gloved hand on his chin. A practiced gesture. “And may I ask, what prompted this?”  

The director slowly clasped his hands together, the corners of his mouth gradually twisting into a smirk.  

 

“To put it in simple terms, he forgot his place.”  

And Goro had to restrain himself from smirking. Not because that statement wasn’t true; quite the contrary in fact.  

No, just the plain irony in the fact that the director himself had stated so.  

 

You see, anyone who worked for - or with - Shido, understood to some extent that they were subservient to him. Maids, employees, contractors whom he collaborated with. They were all equal in that regard.  

Even Okumura, someone with such great status, someone who had also greatly benefitted from the use of the ribbons, utilizing them to exterminate competitors and silence upset employees… Even he knew that it was the very same thing that made him inferior to the other man.  
 

There was a reason why Okumura had been slowly ascending into the political realm.  

After all, he had to wear a ribbon to have access to such privilege. His price for such privilege was his freedom of speech. Shido didn’t. That alone said it all.  

The same level of awareness couldn’t be said for the man seated right in front of him. 

Goro raised his hand, using one finger to point gesturally towards his neck. 

The director’s response to the silent enquiry was a devious smile.  

 

“...Not this time.”  

 
 

He gestured to the falsified death certificate on the side of his desk.  
 

“He and I have made appropriate plans.” 
 

Goro let his eyes flicker slightly downwards, gazing upon the ribbon fastened upon the man’s neck.  

He imagined that the director genuinely believed that he and Shido were on equal standing. That they were partners in crime. For someone who was in charge of the investigations unit, he was scarily oblivious to his own circumstances.  
 

“He’ll get rid of you eventually too, you know.”   

 

Goro briefly wondered how the director would act when the time arrived. The moment when he would inevitably have his own ribbon snatched off him. Almost hoped he could see the moment when the realization that yes.   

Even you - are a pawn in his eyes.   

 

No amount of covering up decapitations as ‘workplace accidents’ or ‘mysterious disappearances’ would spare him from the same fate.  

But he knew the moment the director died, his own clock would begin to tick.  

 
 

He gave the man a knowing smile.  

 
 

“My lips are sealed, sir.”   

 
 
 

The minute he had exited the office, and by extension the police department, a hand clamped over his mouth, as if in preparation for vomit to spill out.  

He would need to find a way of subtly telling Sae to not accept any necklace-like gifts from the director.  

   

As for now…  
 

 

 
 
 

*** 
 

WAKABA ISSHIKI RESEARCH    

 

[ Password ] 
 

 

[ xxxxxxx ]   

 
 

 

 

 
 

ACCESS GRANTED   

 
 
 

Name: Subject Zero   

Age:  Retracted   

Sex: Male   

Blood type: AB  

Date: August 2013   

 
 
 
 

Entry #1   

[ Subject deemed externally healthy. We will begin to conduct research tomorrow ]   

 

Entry #6  

[ X-ray of Subject showed that there are no abnormalities to his skeletal makeup. His neck still has the same amount of disks as every other human… so why? ]   

 

Entry #10  

[ Subject reacted normally to being electrocuted, dehydrated, being exposed to hypothermia. There is a concern of what may become of his health long term, but if we get the results we need… ]   

 

Entry #15   

[ Subject didn’t react at all to being held under water. It was fascinating to watch. He didn’t show any sign of drowning… not even DRY drowning after a good 5 mins of being under. Could this have something to do with the power of the xxxx? ]   

 

Entry #19  

[ Subject has… AB blood?? Holy shit. Holy fucking shit. It can’t mean… Surely not… ] 
 

Entry #22  

[ I finally found the abnormality. Subject had tiny gills, situated on the left side of their neck, underneath the ribbon. Subject’s fingertips are also slightly wrinkled. ]   

 

Entry #25   

[ Full DNA test came back. The subject is only 50% human. No wonder…   

So he has a non-human parent. Definitely the mother. If I had to hypothesise, she must be some sort of fae… presumably an aquatic one?   

Possibly even a mermaid?  I didn’t even think such a combo was possible????  And the majority of her features didn’t pass onto him?  

Best to find out why ]   

 

It had taken longer than expected to hack into the document. As a result, Futaba tried to dedicate at least 2 hours per day towards researching. There was 3 years worth of research and findings to uncover, her mother having recorded every little detail she found.  

 
 

“... So cockroaches can survive without a head, huh?” 
 

Even as August came to an end and September began… she still was nowhere near uncovering it all. 
 

But what she had discovered was… pretty intriguing.  

For one, the revelation that the original user was only half human. And on top of that, half-mermaid? Futaba didn’t even think that such a combination was possible. From what she knew, mermaids rarely - if ever appeared above the surface of the water - much less.  

Then again, she hadn’t believed half bloods were possible until she came across Akira.  

Fables DO exist, but the likelihood of seeing one in Tokyo was close to none.  

Having watched the story about Ariel as a kid… she did vaguely remember the part where the mermaid made a deal with Ursula to be able to live on land as a human.  

 

Give up your voice and tongue… and I’ll reward you legs 
 

Futaba thought for a moment…  

And a moment more… 

…And then it clicked.  

 
 

“...To become human, she put a ribbon on?”  

 It sounded even more alarming when said out loud.   

 
 
 

Entry #26   

[ *Reference to story of the little mermaid*   

*Reference to the story of the girl with the ribbon*]   

 
 

Turned out her mom thought the exact same.  
 

She sighed, leaning back in her chair. All of this was beginning to make her feel uneasy.  

She sighed again, taking off her glasses and forcing her gaze away from the bright screen. Her eyes were beginning to ache, she was tired.  

...She’d resume tomorrow.  

 
 
 

*** 

 
 

Futaba would sometimes take a day every now and then off from researching. Usually when it got too gruesome, upsetting, or overstimulating.   

Today was one of those days.  

 
 

Truth be told, she was feeling a little restless. Akira and the others had all been abroad for the past few days.  

When Akira had first told her that he’d be travelling to Hawaii, Futaba was admittedly nervous. She had become used to… maybe even slightly codependent on the older boy. He was her key item, slowly helping her to step outside her comfort zone, getting used to using the subway.  

 

Akira had been the one to introduce her to his friend group - and by extension the Phantom Thieves. And they had been all the more welcoming, inviting her to do things with them the entire summer.  

Futaba smiled when she thought about the swimwear sitting in her wardrobe, courtesy of Ann taking her out shopping in preparation for the beach. 

She also smiled when she thought about all those duals she and Ryuji would have over Mario Kart. It was fun being victorious.  

She however, rolled her eyes in annoyance whenever she took note of her once perfect Featherman figurines - now completely jumbled up thanks to a certain Inari.  
 

(All in all, having friends was pretty cool) 

Anyway, she had figured that even with Akira, Ann and Ryuji off to Hawaii, she would at least have Inari around.  

But it turned out he too was jetting off to Los Angeles.  

[ Ryuji ] : Lmao you’ll never guess who we bumped into  

(Or maybe not)  

 

Well, she still had Morgana.  

She was currently sitting in one of Leblanc’s empty booths, full attention on her Nintendo switch. Morgana was resting under the table, on top of her feet, purring peacefully.  

“That cat will have to go upstairs if anyone comes by, you know.” Sojiro began.  

“But Sojirooooo.” She began, not once looking away from her screen. “Morgana is practically sleeping now, and it’s unlikely that anyone will co–”  

And then on cue, the door jingled open.  

“What did I tell y–”  

Futaba looked up, and there was Akechi. His eyes flickering around the cafe, as if searching for something. He gave her a nod of acknowledgement, before continuing to search.  

 

“He’s not back yet from abroad, kid.” Sojiro said, having figured out who the brunette was looking for. 

“Ah, is that so?” And Futaba watched as the brunette chuckled politely, but didn’t miss the way his eyes dimmed at the information.  

“I suppose I got the timing wrong. Time differences are always a little confusing, aren’t they?” He chuckled again, before shifting a little. “My apologies, I’ll get go–”  

“Nonsense.” The older man brushed him off. “At least let me feed you before you get going.” 

 

Akechi looked like he wanted to retort, but he knew well enough by now that Sojiro would not take no for an answer.  

So instead he nodded, making his way to the booth where Futaba was seated.  

She made no attempt to look up, but did ask - “Have you seen the latest post from the official Featherman page?”  

(Mentioned anything Featherman related had become her way of greeting him.  

 

“The one that spoke about a live action being in the works?” 

“Yup! The very one.”  

“I have to admit, I’m intrigued to see who they’ll cast - particularly for Red and Black. They have a dynamic that isn’t easy to replicate.”  

Futaba hummed in agreement. “I mean, even if they mess that up, we’ll always at least have plenty of fanfiction to fall back on.”  

That got him to laugh. A laugh that was more natural than the forced chuckles earlier on.  

“That is indeed true. If you find any completed ones, please let me know.”  

“I got you covered.”  
 

Over the summer vacation, Akechi had visited Leblanc quite often. To the point where Sojiro began to ask Akira where his shadow was.  

Futaba would often join, if only because she wanted someone to talk about Featherman to. And so many evenings were spent with the 3 of them eating coffee and curry - multiple Featherman episodes playing in the background.  

They had managed to rewatch the entire series, and even at one point went out to watch the movie. Both Futaba and Akechi had chided Akira whenever he dared to eat popcorn.  

It was weird to think that the celebrity detective that she and her mom used to watch so frequently was as nerdy as she was. Not like she was complaining.  

The game finished, allowing her to look up from the screen and at the older boy. He had a distant look in his eyes, as if something was bothering him.  

 

Futaba knew well enough by this point that asking what was wrong wouldn’t work… So instead… 

 

“Wanna play against me?” She held up her switch, pointing to the Mario game case.  

Akechi raised an eyebrow.  

“Is that a portable PlayStation?”  

 

It took everything in Futaba to not roll her eyes  

 

“...No wonder you and Akira get on so well.” She deadpanned. “Both of you are techo noobs!!”  

Akechi chuckled. “I suppose that’s true. I didn’t really have the opportunity to engage in devices growing up.”  

“Meh.” She shrugged. “...Never too late to learn.”  

“... You just want an excuse to beat me at something, I presume?”  

“Whaaat?” Futaba snorted. “Pffft… absolutely not! How could you accuse me of such a thing??" She pushed a joy con to Akechi’s side of the table, watching in silent amusement as he picked it up and inspected it with curiosity.  

Futaba got up and moved to his side, gently organizing his fingers until he was holding it correctly. 

 
 

“Like that.”  

“Hmmm, how interesting.”  

“...Grandad.” She muttered under her breath.  

Akechi gave her a smirk. “My apologies, would you mind repeating that, Futaba?”  

Futaba rolled her eyes. “You heard me. Anyway, here are the rules and controls…”  

 

15 minutes in and Futaba had absolutely underestimated Akechi. He may have been an absolute noob when it came to tech, but shit - he was a fast learner.  

Many races she only won by the skin of her teeth. Of course, she would NOT let him know that.  

 

“Andddd I win yet again!!” She screeched, pumping her fists in the air.  

Akechi gave her a small smile. “I do believe you cheated.”  

“Absolute lies! Provide evidence!”  

“Well, I do recall being ahead of you many times. Until you deviously threw multiple bananas in my path. Is that not sufficient evidence?”  

 
 

It was Futaba’s turn to roll her eyes. “That’s not cheating and you know it.”  

 

She took note of Switch’s cautioning of low battery, sighing and turning the device off.  

The charger was back in her room, and she was far too lazy to go back to retrieve it.  

Luckily, Sojiro came by with 2 plates of curry, and the two of them tucked in, eating in a comfortable silence.  

 

Futaba shifted nervously.  

The morning he had set off to Hawaii, Akira had asked her to keep an eye on Akechi.  

“If he does pop by, make sure he’s okay. So long as his neck is free of marks, we still have time.”   

Her gaze flickered onto the other’s neck. It was still there - of course it was - but there were no ligaments or marks on the neck. 

She sighed internally.  

 
 

We still have time 
 

She clenched her spoon harder. She needed to keep searching. She needed to either find the cure, or the original killer.  

She had already lost her mother. She refused to lose anyone else.  

“I should get going.” Akechi stood up, taking his plate to the counter. “Plenty of paperwork waiting for me at home.”  

“Remember to take a break, kid.” Sojiro scolded, taking his plate. “Someone your age shouldn’t be working the way you do.”  

 
 

And Akechi chuckled once more, in the fake way that Futaba… Just like Akira… had begun to detest.  

“I will try. Thank you as always for the food.” He turned to face Futaba, giving her a smile. But there was a complicated look in his eyes. “...It was nice seeing you too, Futaba. Take care.”  

 
 

“You too.” She waved at him. “You better come by again soon! I have so many other games to introduce you to.”  

 

“I look forward to it.” He gave them both one last wave, before heading out.  

It wasn’t even 5 minutes later when the front door jingled open again.  

 
 

“Welcome!” Sojiro began, most likely eager to finally have a paying customer. “What can I–”  

At the abrupt change in tone, Futaba looked up and her eyes widened.  
 

She recognised that man. Despite having only seen him a few times within her life, she knew exactly who it was. 

 
 

…It was her uncle.   

 
 

“Lovely welcome, isn’t it?” He said, a sinister smile appearing on his lips.  

“Get out, you know damn well you’re not we–”  

“Is that any way to treat a guest?”  

Her mom had never spoken highly about her uncle - or really any of her family members.  

 

“You and Sojiro are the only family I need.” She had once said to Futaba, many years ago.  

 

Morgana was awoken from the commotion, emerging from the table and jumping on top of it.  
 

“Who is that?” He mouthed, but Futaba was past the point of focusing.  

 
 

“You ain’t her father. You ain’t even blood. A judge would easily hand her over to me.”  

 
 

No  

 
 

“And you think I would sit there and allow that to happen?! Absolutely not!”  
 

“Try as you might. Your chances of winning are practically zero.”  

 
 

No no  

 
 

“Futaba is safe and happy here! They would never–”  

“You and I both know the courts favour family over strangers. If my bitch of a sister truly loved and valued, you as a father - she would’ve for damn sure would’ve got it in writing.”  

That single sentence, along with the shock and abruptness of the situation - brought her into a full-blown panic attack.  

Her vision blurred, her hands pressing deeply into the side of her ears. She could feel herself scream, waterfalls of tears falling from both eyes.  

“See what I mean?” Her uncle sneered.  
 

“That was because of you!”  

 
 

“Whatever you say.” Even amidst her blurry vision, she felt a bright light. “I’m sure the courts will appreciate this photographic evidence.”  

“LEAVE HIM ALONE!” Futaba heard herself scream, blindly running towards Sojiro. She couldn’t take anymore of this. This hadn’t been the first time someone had tripped to rip her from the man’s care.  

“This child clearly has no discipline.” Her uncle scoffed. “Not good. Not good at all. If I was in charge, she would’ve received a hard slap by now.”  

Sojiro stilled, before curling one hand into a fist and lunging at him.  
 

“You lay a finger on Futaba, and I’ll gladly kill you.”  

 

The man clutched the side of his cheek, a fresh bruise already forming. “Y- You hit me! Oh you’ve really done it now! I will be pressing charges!” He screamed, running out of the cafe.  

 

***  

 

Later on that same night, Goro made his way down the dark street, the sound of barking both faint and loud filling his ears. He was absolutely livid, his entire body bursting with rage.  

It wasn’t long before he reached his destination, wasting no time in knocking. The stench of alcohol filled his nostrils from the moment the door peaked open.  

 

Daisuke Ishiiki, - Futaba’s uncle -  emerged from inside, a cigarette perched between 2 murky fingers.  

“What do you want?” He started, taking a moment to scan Goro’s glamoured appearance more in detail.  
 

“Ha, I see that fucker is now resorting to reinforcements huh?” He pointed sharply to a fresh bruise on the side of his cheek. “Did the punch he gave me earlier not suffice? No matter. All evidence that I can provide in court.” 

“I don’t know who that is.”  
 

The man scoffed. “Like hell you don’t.”  

“No. I really don’t. I’m simply someone who works for the law, and happens to care about the wellbeing of children.”  

The man looked offended. “What are you trying to imply, that I don’t?”  

“Oh, I’m not implying.” Goro swiftly responded back, “I’m simply stating the obvious.”  

The man was shouting some sort of rebuttal, but Goro had long lost the patience to entertain it any longer. It took all his willpower to not slip a ribbon on and behead the man there and then.  

Not like anyone would miss human scum like him

He instead pulled out a document, holding it out to the man. “You’re a business owner, am I correct? From what this bank statement provides, it strongly suggests your company is on the brink of bankruptcy.”  

The man said nothing, and Goro took it as a cue to continue.  

“I’m sure you… as any other business owner would do absolutely everything you could to prevent such a thing from happening. And after unsuccessfully obtaining external ways of funding… You resorted to other methods… Would I be correct in assuming gambling?”  

The cigarette fell from his hand. 
 

“How in the fuck did you–”  

“Well it was obvious.” He tapped his gloved finger against his arm, before pulling out another document.  

A bank statement. 
 

“Surely you were aware that every transaction leaves a paper trail.”  

“So– So what?” He yelled, snatching the paper out of his hand. “I needed a little bit of extra cash to keep the company going. For fuck sake… If that bastard had handed over that bitch’s brat of a child the paycheck would’ve been enough to–”  
 

He stopped, having realised what he had just said.  

“... Thank you for admitting what I suspected all along.” Again, it took everything in him to not behead the man there and then.  
 

“You take Sakura Sojiro to court, I’ll take this little piece of evidence with me.”  

Even in the darkness, he could see the flash of panic appear in the man’s eyes.  

“You– You really think a court would take your and that bastard’s words over mine? Would let a child stay with mere strangers over blood??” 

Goro had to refrain himself from laughing. How stupid was this man? Blood meant jack shit. His own father… No… his and Futaba’s sperm donor of a father was obsolete proof of that. The courts - just like any part of the system was corrupt and biased - but they had limits.  

He waved his phone.  
 

 “...I say the likelihood is pretty high, considering I have been recording this entire conversation.”  
 

“.......”  
 

“And that’s not all.” He took out the last document. A will, Wakaba’s will - clearly appointing Sojiro to have legal guardianship over Futaba. “What was that you said, that she ‘didn’t love’ him or ‘think of him as a father’?” He scoffed audibly. Sojiro was a better father to Futaba than their shared sperm donor or this piece of shit ever could imagine to be. “How fucking foolish. But what does one expect from a rat who only emerges to exploit a vulnerable grieving child?”  

Silence… Absolute silence   

 

None of this would ever make up for the hell Goro’s actions had put his sister through. But if he could do one… just one decent thing for her before he left this world.  

 

It would be doing everything he could to ensure she had at least one decent parental figure in her life.   

Something he had never had.   

 
 

“...So what will it be, Daisuke? Would you like to inform the justice system of your incriminating activities?”  
 
 

***  

 
 
 

One week later - The morning after the full moon commenced  

Kobayakawa was found dead on the crossway just outside the police station. Death was caused by being hit by an upcoming vehicle. Nearby CCTV showed that he was running away from an unknown source.   

 

That same day, Sojiro received a call from a lawyer - informing him that Futaba’s uncle had dropped the case. She was beyond shocked and couldn’t understand why  (She hadn’t even managed to dig up all the online dirt she had on him!!)  

 

But nevertheless, she had felt eternally grateful. She didn’t waste time running up to Sojiro, giving him a hug. 

“F- Futaba!” The man was startled. 

“Sorry… I’m just… I’m so happy!!” She exclaimed, tears falling down her face. With everything that happened in the last few months, this was a relief. She didn't know how or WHY this had happened... but...

 

“I know my mom would’ve wanted this. And I do too… I’m happy that I’m able to stay with you… Dad.”  

She felt the man stiffen ever so slightly, and she was worried that she had said something wrong or overstepped, but he quickly hugged her back.  

“You can stay as long as you want.”  

“... I will.”  

 

Later on that day, Futaba retreated back to her room. She was happy, but she could only take so much excitement before fatigue began to close in. Before she could fall asleep, she felt her phone buzz. 

 
 

[ Akira ] : Futaba?  

[ Futaba ] : Sup  

[ Akira ] : I need you to do a deep dive on someone   

[ Akira ] : They’re likely to be heavily involved in the ribbons   

[ Futaba ] : !!!!!! 

[ Futaba ] : Okay shoot   

 

 

 

Akira is typing…. 
 

[ Akira ] : Kunikazu Okumura 

 

 

Notes:

TW: Panic attack, Mention of death, Threat of abuse.

Shoutout to the person who commented way earlier on about how Akechi's mother may be a fae instead of human... You were correct! :)

Akechi and Akira both being half human 🤝 two sides, same coin

And Akechi silently aiding Futaba once more... In another universe, he would've absolutely been the protective older brother she always wanted.

Next time: Akira and the others attempt to take down Okumura... and the aftermath of doing so :')

Chapter 16: The day will come...

Summary:

“Haru…” He began gently, doing his best to keep his voice level. “Are you aware of what the ribbons do?”

She looked up, giving Akira a sad smile.

 

...What she said next, he would never forget. 

 

Akira and the others take down Okumura + the aftermath
And we find out a little more about Goro's mother

Notes:

Little notice! I have finished writing the majority of this story so tags have been updated (^_^)

There is implied artificial insemination/experiments regarding Goro's mother.
The rest of the TWs are in the end notes

Happy reading

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Originally, she was the very first to bear the curse of the purple ribbon. The reason as to why is unknown to this day.”   

 
 

***  

 
 
 

Goro’s mother, Mitsuri - was neither a being of fish nor flesh.   

 
 

But both. And neither.   

 
 

Her kind existed in the depths of the oceans, embodying all kinds of water. They feasted upon seaweed, small fish and occasionally crab.   

The land above was aware of their existence, but they still kept to themselves. But even then, mermaids were curious beings. Many - once old enough - would swim to the top, curious on what the world above the sea level offered.   

Humans and mermaids were synonymous with water and oil.   

 
 

They were never supposed to mix.   

 
 

The human equivalent would be walking through a zoo. You can look, you can admire, but don’t cross the protective fencing.   

 

Unfortunately for Mitsuri, she didn’t find this out by choice.   

 
 

The first time she emerged from the water, she was entrapped into a net.  

 
 
 

 

 
 

“Let the jellyfish electrocute her!”  

“Throw her to the sharks!”   

“Fill her lungs with blood!”   

 
 

Those were the chants thrown at her via the crowd. When she had finally been released and retreated back into her home. A mermaid who just so happened to be captured in a net. A mermaid, who had been drugged and injected with all sorts by humans.   

 

Whom was now being treated as a traitor   

 
 

All because she was captured  

….None of this was her fault.   

But did that even matter to anyone?   

 
 

As she watched the Queen listen intently to the crowd’s execution suggestions, she grew petrified.   

But not for herself.   

The Queen slowly approached Mitsuri. Once close enough, delicately placing a hand on her stomach.   

Her eyes widened ever so slightly.   

“... I sense a heartbeat.” She spoke. “A human did this to you?”  

 

Mitsuri nodded.  
 

The queen pondered for a moment, taking her hand away and swimming back. She swam a few more feet away, seemingly placing something in her hands before approaching Mitsuri once more.

 

"I'll give you a choice." She said, and then opened both her hands

 

In her left, lay a shackle chain and ball.   

In her right… was a ribbon.  


 

“Go up to the human world.” She gestured to the ribbon. “Give up your voice and tongue... and I’ll reward you legs. Do your best to survive up there. Or…” She pointed downwards, towards the darkness. “Fasten this onto your tail and perish.”   

 
 

“But know… whichever you choose.” She gestured specifically to the ribbon. “The day you die, your child will inherit.”   

 

Mitsuri didn’t think anything of it, falling on the sand and crying. Yes, she would be banished, exiled to the human world - never able to return to the ocean again. But she was thankful towards the queen for giving herself and her baby a chance to survive.   

She said as much to the queen and received a sad smile in return.  
 

 

 

 

 

“...The day will come when you won’t be.”  
 
 

 

*** 

 
 
 

15 hours. That’s how long it took - after the principal’s death - for Akira to find a potential lead.

His demise naturally caused tensions to be high, particularly in school. Both students and staff discussed it. From what Akira had gathered, it was a tragic accident. One that… had taken place last night. When the full moon was present.  

 
 

…Was he overthinking this?   

 
 

He somewhat believed so. That is, until Makoto sent him a text, informing him to come by the student council office after class ended.  

 

Alone.  

 

Ann and Ryuji had looked slightly concerned over that, but Akira brushed it off - promising them both that he would update them on whatever she had to say.  

 
 

 

“Thank you for coming.” Makoto greeted him, dark red eyes staring intensely as Akira made his way to a seat. Some would call her gaze unsettling, but Akira knew her well enough now that it was also laced with worry.  

She cut right to the chase. “Where were you last night?”  

“At home.” 

“And you didn’t go out at all?”  

“No.”  

“And you have someone who can vouch for you?”  

“My sister easily could.” He shrugged, giving the girl a quizzical look. “What’s with the interrogation?”  

 

He knew one reason why she was asking… but there was something else.  

 

Makoto sighed. “Sis spoke to me this morning…About principal Kobayakawa’s death.” She tucked a tuft of hair behind her ear. “Are you aware of how he died?”  

“He got run over?”  

She nodded, still looking unsure.

“Yes… but there’s more. He died on the crossway just outside the police station. However, CCTV footage shows that moments before he was struck - he was running away from something. Nobody has been able to confirm what but… considering what night it was…” She looked him right in the eye.  

Akira’s eyes widened.  

 

“You can’t possibly think–”  
 

I don’t.” She interrupted. “But my sister already believes that the decapitations and your powers are somehow related.” She clarified. “And if she does… well… You need to be careful.”  

Akira paused, having realized she was completely correct. There was a chance that the principal dying on the same night as the full moon was a coincidence… however…   

 

“Makoto?” 
 

“Yes?”  

“Was he wearing a ribbon?” 

She raised an eyebrow. “...What?” 

 

“A ribbon. Did Kobayakawa ever have one on?”  

 

“Why are you asking? What does this have to do with the killings?”  

Akira shifted, eyes flickering across the room.  

Makoto took note of his hesitancy, shaking her head in confirmation.  

 
 

Akira slowly lifted one hand up to his neck, motioning a cutthroat gesture.  

She stared at him for a long moment.  

“Are you… Are you serious?” To which he nodded. 
 

“And how can you be so sure?”  

He instantly thought back to the day.  

 
 
 

You said I can trust you right?  

Then forgive me, but this was the only way I could truly show you  

 
 
 
 

“Because… I’ve seen it happen in real life.”  

 

He took a deep breath when Makoto nodded at him to continue. 

And that’s when he told her everything.  

 

(Well almost everything - he made sure to leave out Akechi’s involvement) 

She listened without saying a word, all the meanwhile - the blood rapidly draining from her face.  

A long silence passed between them; Makoto essentially too stunned to speak.  

 
 

“My lips are sealed...” She repeated that phrase, just loud enough for him to hear it. Her nails were meanwhile digging deeply into her Buchimaru pencil case.  

“Haru...” 
 

He froze. He had become friendly with Haru, sometimes even spending some of his lunch breaks aiding her with her soil and garden - alongside Makoto.  
 

And every time he did so - he always made sure to check her neck. Her and Makoto’s.  

It was something he did with everyone.  

He couldn’t have possibly….

 

“She hasn’t got one on, has she?” 

 

Makoto shook her head. “No. Not yet.”  

 

“... Not yet?”  

 

She bit her lip. “Are you aware that Haru is engaged?”  

He was. Haru had once offhandedly mentioned to him that she was preparing for marriage. She had said so with a smile, but also with a tone that Akira couldn’t quite register.  
 

“Vaguely.”  

Makoto stayed silent, having taken out her phone and seemingly texting someone. A minute passed and she stood up abruptly, motioning for Akira to do the same.  

 
 

 

Akira wasn’t surprised to see Haru seated on the roof. It wasn’t uncommon for the girl to spend her time tending to her garden. She looked up, giving them a small smile and wave before approaching them.  
 

“Haru.” Makoto said softly. “Show him your engagement present.”  

She looked confused but complied anyway - taking a moment to carefully rummage through her bag.  

Akira wasn’t sure what he expected to see.  

But he certainly didn’t expect Haru to pull out a small box, and open it…  

 
 

 Showcasing a ribbon.    

A purple one.  

 
 

The same one that Akechi was wearing.  

 
 

And he felt his blood go cold once more, just like the night he had discovered Wakaba.  

There were many questions he wanted to ask. Who had gifted it to her? Did she know what power it held?  

 

But the only word he could utter was… “Why?”  

Why would someone gift you this  

 
 

“Father is marrying me off.” She began, her eyes tired. “For the benefit of Okumura foods. As his daughter, I must do all I can to continue the reputation. As a result, I will be moving to the Sugimara residence next month.”  

She paused for a moment, studying the small saplings she had planted a few weeks prior. Beside her, Makoto was shaking.  

“This was an engagement gift from my father. I will be required to wear it the day I move in with my fiancé.” The way she spoke was so robotic, so rehearsed… so retiring. As if she had long accepted her fate and was just going along with it.  

“Haru…” He began gently, doing his best to keep his voice level. “Are you aware of what the ribbons do?”  

 

She looked up, giving Akira a sad smile.  

...What she said next, he would never forget.  
 

“Father said I’m aware of too much.” She stood up, dusting off the bits of soil that had come onto her blouse. “So, my lips need to be sealed. It's to ensure that Okumura Foods keeps its reputation.”  

“Haru–”   

“It’s fine.” She reassured her friend calmly. She placed a hand on the girl’s shoulder, rubbing it softly. “Even when I put it on, I’ll still be able to speak. Just… not freely anymore.”  

Makoto opened her mouth, and then shut it once more - clearly at a loss for words. She looked at Akira, deep fear within her eyes.  

 

Akira meanwhile just felt… he felt numb. What kind of father would subject their child to such a thing? And not even have the balls to be fully transparent about it? Haru… it seemed only knew half of the ribbon’s function.  

 

He vaguely wondered if Akechi had been tricked in a similar way.  

 

Makoto was still shaking under Haru’s touch.  

 
 

“It’ll be okay, Mako-chan.”  

“Haru– you--”  

 
 

“No, it won’t.”  

Haru looked up to Akira then, a slight surprise evident on her face.  

“Akira-kun?”  

“Haru… If you put that thing on… You’ll never be able to take it off. And even in the case you do…” He held up his phone, which showed the news a recent decapitation.  

Haru’s eyes scanned his phone, slowly widening in shock. She just stared at him. And continued to stare.  

“Akira…” She said, although she was shaking. “My father may be corrupt, and he may only see me as a benefit to his political career… But I don’t think he would…”  

“Haru…” Makoto began softly. “He’s telling the truth. I only just found out myself this afternoon. Besides…” She turned to look at him. “We both know he wouldn’t lie about something like this.” 

Haru froze, the realization slowly settling in. She continued to shake, the blood simultaneously draining from her face. Makoto reached out to grip her firmly, preventing her from potentially collapsing onto the floor. 

“Father— No…No he wouldn’t he…” Tears were beginning to form in her eyes “How…How could you–”  

 
 

She did eventually fall to the floor, Makoto gently going with her. And from there she began to scream.  

She screamed. And screamed. Tears abruptly streamed down her face.  

Makoto comforted her, wrapping her arms as she continued to wail. Akira just stood there, still partially numb from all that had taken place. Eventually, she began to stop, slowly getting up.  

Akira watched as she wiped the last remaining tears from her cheeks, the way her expression went from betrayal to simmering rage.  

“I’m done.” She spat. “I did everything he ever asked of me. And it was never enough. Nothing ever will be. Even if I…” She brought a hand up to her neck, delicately brushing the skin.  

 

She clenched her jaw in anger, stopping only so she could take a few deep breaths.  

Haru then turned to look at Akira. “I can’t turn a blind eye to this anymore.” 

“You don’t have to. We can help you.”  

She looked at him curiously “We?” 

Makoto cleared her throat. “Akira is part of the Phantom Thieves.” 

Haru didn’t look surprised, but she did give him a small smile.  

 
 

“The world is a small place, isn’t it?” She chuckled, sniffling slightly. “I did place a request regarding my father on your website a few months before. But nobody responded.”  

 

“I’m sorry. If I had known what you were going through, I would’ve helped a lot sooner.”  

 

She shook her head sadly. “Please don’t misunderstand me, Akira. I’m not upset with you. There are many other requests there, placed by people in circumstances far less privileged than my own. I just…”  

She shook her head again. “So many employees at our company have been mistreated in such disgraceful ways… some have even passed on in strange ways… and I was unable to do anything about it.”  

 

That got his attention. “...What do you mean by strange?” 

 

“Accidental deaths in the warehouses.” She clarified, sniffling a little. “No matter how many died, my father did nothing to improve the work conditions.”  

 

Akira opened up his own phone, preparing to send a text to Futaba. “We can help you; we can help expose what he is doing, expose the power of the ribbons and ensure that it doesn’t happen to anyone else.” 

If Okumura had access to so many ribbons, enough to be able to threaten and kill multiple of his workers… As well as even entrap his daughter… 

 

It was too early to say if he himself was the original. But based on what Haru had just said, he must be close enough to the original to obtain such access.   

He had been too late to save Wakaba   

 
 

He had seen the flashes of hopelessness on Akechi’s face whenever the future was brought up.   

 

He’d be damned if he let Haru go through the same  

 

“Do you know the date of when you’re scheduled to move in?”  

She nodded. “October 21st.”  

The next full moon was scheduled to appear the night of October 19th. 2 days. Just enough time for the effects to take place. They could work with that. It was possible.  

There wouldn’t be a repeat of Wakaba.   

 

Not to mention, exposing Okumura would undoubtedly get them closer to the truth. Because even if he wasn’t the original… he must be close enough to them to obtain ribbons to give out like that.  

Not to also mention… by exposing Okumura, it would thus prove that Akira had nothing to do with the killings…  

He placed his hand on the table.  

 
 

“I’ll still need to talk to the others about this, but if they all agree… We’ll take down Okumura next month. Do you two care to join us?”  

Makoto wordlessly placed her hand on his.  

Haru followed shortly after, flashing Akira a smile that could only be described as deadly.  

 
 

“...Will I be allowed to use an axe?”   

 

 

***  

 
 
 

Very early on, Akira had sought out Ohya to see if she knew anything about Okumura. As it turned out, plenty.  

 

  1. Okumura foods was one of the most popular fast-food restaurants in Japan and was beginning to branch out worldwide.  
  1. When it came to workplace conditions however - the reviews were polar opposite  
  1. The bad reviews had come to a complete halt 3 years ago  
  1. The strange workplace deaths began to commence around the same time 
  1. Almost all of the deaths consisted of some sort of head/neck injury 
  1. They were all written off as accidental  
  1. The turnover rate of the company dropped 
  1. A few employees and even managers who worked in competitor companies ended up dying the same way.  

 

Futaba’s deep dive into Okumura had confirmed all that was listed above. And then more.  

She had tracked down an offshore bank to which he was sending a large amount monthly. The currency was in bitcoin, which made it near impossible to determine who was on the other side of the transaction - even for Futaba’s standards.  

What she was able to trace was one address, which just so happened to be the Diet Building.  

At the current moment, there are 465 members of the House of the Representatives.  

So, Akira was right. The potential mastermind behind it all was indeed influential.  

 

The evidence was only made stronger once Futaba found evidence that proved that Okumura was attempting to move into the political realm.  

The problem was, they both had dedicated one full night to looking at every single representative of the House. 

… And not one of them was wearing a ribbon.  

 

They had brought it up the entire group the next day, to which Makoto had suggested something he himself had thought about… but never really considered.  

 

“... What if the original has no say in how their ribbons are used?”   

“Say what?”   

“Could it be possible that someone hired the original to carry out the killings?” She clarified. “Like some sort of hitman?”   

Yusuke agreed immediately. “Perhaps this person was unaware of the true power their fabric held.”   

Haru nodded. “I was only made aware of its full ability recently. If I had put it on before knowing it could…” She trailed off, a hand slowly balling into a fist.   

Futaba spoke up nervously. “Mom… In her report, mom mentioned many experiments she put the original through. And she referred to them as ‘he’. Not to mention, she sounded… really cold… as if she was experimenting on a lab rat or something.”   

Ann bit her lip nervously. “Perhaps the original was a victim too.”   

Even Ryuji… struggled to come to a rebuttal. “Yeah… I don’t know what I would do with a power like that. Probably would have accidentally killed many by now.”   

“We know!”  

“Shut it.”   

 
 
 

Akira meanwhile… began to wonder… could the original have possibly…?  

 
 

"Hey... Don't you ever feel scared that the killer might target you one day?"  

“I want to at least know who you most suspect.”   

 
 

"Akira, you truly do intrigue me. You always have. So, I'll tell you.”   

"Do you like my ribbon?"  

 
 

 

 

 
 

That day… had he been pointing to his ribbon?  

 
 

…Or himself?  

 
 
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You’re overthinking this   

 
 

There was no way it could be him. There was no way.  

 
 

Remember, he was the one who started all of this   

 
 
 

He shook that ridiculous notion out of his head.  

 
 
 

He needed to focus   

 

(Continuing on)  

 
 

Akira and the others did everything they could to prepare. He and Ryuji trained any moment they could, with Kasumi occasionally joining them. Yusuke got to work on crafting new masks for the 2 newcomers. 

Speaking of which, Makoto and Haru’s joining of the group shifted the dynamics quite a bit. But not in a negative way. Makoto brought order, while Haru offered a sense of calmness.   

Makoto had been more than irritated upon finding out that with all the Thieves' prior heists… they had never come up with a thorough plan, instead opting to just wing it. With everything that was at stake this time round, no one argued when at her insistence to plan properly.  

 

“If only you joined our cause earlier.” Yusuke had then mused. “Your sharp mind would’ve made you an excellent advisor.”   

 

Thus, they headed to Roppongi - where Okumura headquarters was located in a bid to scope the place out. They quickly - mostly thanks to Morgana - came to the conclusion that the building was far too secure to attempt to break into.  

 
 

… But it would be the perfect place to plant photographic evidence.  

 
 

There was also a warehouse where Okumura employees worked. The reviews from the workers 3 years ago showed that the conditions were extremely poor - borderline illegal even. It was safe to assume that even though they were unable to speak up about it - the circumstances had remained the same.  

When Morgana scoped out the inside, he reported that the working conditions indeed were awful. There also was not a single camera anywhere on the premises, which explained why it was so easy to write off the deaths as accidental.  

It was also overcrowded and even though there was a register system, nobody bothered to check it thoroughly, which worked greatly to the Thieves advantage. Once Haru managed to find some spare uniforms for them to use, it was easy to disguise themselves as workers and secretly photograph and record evidence during the evenings.  

Almost a month later, and they had enough evidence to carry out the final step. That being, Akira covering the Okumura headquarters with all the photographic evidence for his crimes.  

In 36 hours, Okumura’s life would be altered forever. In 36 hours, they’d be closer to the truth. In 36 hours, the truth about the ribbons would come out.  

 

In 36 hours... Haru would be safe.  

 

Even still, he had to ask her a final time.  
 

“Are you sure about this? If we go through with this, you’ll be labelled as a criminal’s daughter forever.”   

It was a stupid question. But he needed to make sure. Afterall, he never would’ve exposed Madarame’s crimes if he wasn’t 100% certain that Yusuke would be safe.  

Haru didn’t hesitate when she nodded. “I’m okay with that. I’ve thought about it before… so much of my privilege is a result of the mistreatment… and blood of my father's employees. I refuse to ignore it anymore.”   

“Even if it leads to his demise?”  

“Then I simply chose my own.” Haru supplied. “When you told me what the ribbons do, I realised that my father died a long time ago. Otherwise, I’d have to come to terms with the fact that my own father was willing to...”  

Akira had hummed. “I’m sorry. I just had to make sure you were certain.”  

“I know. Thank you, Akira-kun.”   

 
 
 

***  

 

Later on that day, he received a message.  

 
 

[ Akechi ] : Are you free tonight?  

[ Akechi ] : There’s somewhere I’d like to take you   

 
 

And that’s how – an hour or so later, Akira found himself at Kichijoji station. Akechi was already there waiting, one gloved hand scrolling through his phone. He wasn’t dressed up in his uniform or normal detective attire - but one of his many sweater vests.  

…Only he could wear such an outfit and still look attractive while doing so.  

When Akechi looked up and saw the other, he smiled, holding out his free hand for Akira to take.  

And so he did.  

 

Akira had been to Kichijoji a few times before. Akechi had introduced him to the game of snooker… and had then beat him at both. Akira had been almost insulted when he took note of the fact that the detective had opted to use his right hand.  
 

“You’re going easy on me.”   

“Ah, indeed.”   

“...Are you underestimating me?”   

“Akira…. You only learnt what snooker was 10 minutes ago.”   

 

Darts on the other hand…  

 

“You cheated.”   

“Accusations! Akechi, you wound me!”   

“Hmph. Futaba always denies cheating too. Now I see where she gets it from.”  

“Did she really cheat, or did you once again fail to dodge the banana in Mario kart?”   

“R-Regardless! I merely refuse to believe you could’ve beaten me on your 1st go.”  

“Well… maybe if you decided to use your left hand instead of–”   

“Insufferable little sh–”   

 
 
 

(Akira would be lying if he said it wasn’t funny to watch how competitive Akechi got during their games. He was the same with Futaba whenever they played Mario Kart - but to a lesser extent.)  

(Akira - dare he actually say this out loud - would even wager that the brunette would sometimes let her win.)  

 
 
 

This time however, Akechi gently took him to the jazz club. Akira had passed by the establishment whenever he had gone to play darts or snooker but had never ventured inside.  

Akechi walked in, politely greeting a man whom Akira assumed to be the manager. Said man shifted his gaze between them, before smiling knowingly at the detective.  

They settled down at a table, Akechi ordering drinks for the both of them.  

Akira meanwhile began to relax. The club itself had a calming and peaceful atmosphere about it. There were other guests about, but not so much that it was crowded.  

The soft sound of jazz was playing in the background and with everything going on in his mind at the moment - it somewhat made him feel at ease.  

 
 

Akechi looked at him curiously. “Enjoying it?” to which the other nodded.  

 
 

Akechi then took a short sip of his drink, before saying, “I’ve been thinking about what you asked…”  

“What I asked?”  

“Regarding what I plan to do in the future.” 

“...Oh.” It had been a while since he had.  

 
 

“To be entirely honest, I’m still not sure what I’d like to do.” Akechi added with a chuckle. One that Akira had grown to detest.  

He took another sip of his drink.  

 

“What about you… Akira? What do you plan to do once your probation ends?” 

Akira thought for a moment.  

 

“I think I’ll go back to the farm. I’d like to see my father and everyone else.”  

Akechi hummed thoughtfully. “Interesting. And here I was, thinking you’d want to stay close to your merry band of followers.”  

Friends, Akechi.” Akira corrected. “They’re my friends.”  

He snorted. “Without you, they’d be headless chickens.” 
 

Akira shrugged. “You can’t survive without a head, but you also can’t survive with just a head.” He supplied. “I wouldn’t have been able to do all I have without them.”    

“Perhaps you have a point.” The brunette responded, before looking down at the table in thought. “Because I have to admit, I am quite jealous of you. It must be nice to have somewhere to go back to.” He sighed. “I... I don’t have anything like that.”  

 

“...Then come back with me.”  

Akechi looked up in surprise. “What?”  

“When all this is over, come back to the farm with me.” Akira repeated. And when Akechi just gave him a confused stare, the other shrugged. “I doubt you’ll believe me when I say it, but they do remember you, you know?”  

“They… they do?”  

He nodded. “The day you… the day you left, my father and many others ran a search party for you.”  
 

Akechi’s eyes widened. “Y-You’re joking…”  
 

Akira nearly rolled his eyes at that. Is it really so hard for you to believe that people care? - But then perhaps it was.  

 

“My father always asks about you whenever I call. You should’ve heard how relieved he was when I first told him I found you alive.” Akira placed a hand on his. “So come back with me. The farm is as much of your home as it is mine.”  

Akira blinked for a few moments, before laughing softly. “...I suppose all those tales about wolves looking after humans weren’t entirely false.”  

Akechi finished the rest of his drink, before adding. “I think… If mother was still alive… she'd be glad that I got to reunite with you.”  

He flashed Akira a soft smile, one that was so unfiltered it almost took the other by surprise. He then turned his gaze away, placing it towards the singer making their way to the stage.  

“Even still…” He then began, his voice laced with sadness. “I wish you stayed in my life a few years longer.”  

If Akira had been holding his drink at that moment, he was certain he would’ve dropped it in shock.  

But even before he could formulate a response, the singer began their piece and they once again fell into a peaceful silence.  

 

 

A while later, after the show finished – they emerged from the jazz club, heading towards the station still in silence. Akechi’s full attention was on his phone, but something told Akira that there was more to this...  

The station was almost empty – safe for a few drunks and patrons from the club.  

 

“My train should be here soon.” Akira commented. “Thanks for inviting me out today. I’ll see you later?”   

Akechi then looked up from his phone but didn’t respond. He wasn’t smiling, but he wasn’t frowning either - instead wearing his signature unreadable expression.  

Akira meanwhile took note of how his chestnut-coloured bangs swayed elegantly against the autumn breeze. Observed the slight redness in his cheeks, courtesy of the chilly weather.   

 

“Akira.” He eventually said, looking straight at him.  

 “Remember to text me when you get home.”  

And he nodded, albeit with slight confusion. It was something they had always done. 
“Of cour—“  

 
 

And tomorrow .” And only then did Akechi turn his attention away from Akira and towards the sky. The near full moon was partially out, shining brightly through the dense clouds.  

He lifted one gloved hand - pointing at the shining rock.  
 

Tomorrow.” He continued. “If anything goes wrong tomorrow night and you can’t find a way out… Call me. I…I don’t care how fucking late it is, Akira. Call me. And in the absurd chance that I don’t pick up, leave a voicemail.”  

Akira blinked. In theory, he should be concerned that the detective had somehow figured out his plans. Then again, it wasn’t that surprising.  

 

“Akechi…You don’t have to–”  

“Don’t even try to convince me otherwise.” He snapped, before pointing to his neck. “After everything you’ve done for me… and after everything I put you through…” He brought his hand to his face, dedicating wiping against his eye, before he rushed to Akira, wrapping his arms tightly around his shoulders.  

Akira froze for a moment. It wasn’t like they hadn’t hugged before. But it had been over a decade since Akechi had initiated and clung to him this tightly while doing so.  

It wasn’t something that bothered him. The brunette had never been one who enjoyed close physical touch and Akira had always respected that.  

 
 

Which is why it took him a while before he slowly raised his own arms and wrap them around Akechi- rubbing slow circles upon his back. He was worried for a second that Akechi may flinch at the intimate gesture, but he actually leaned into the touch - his breathing steady.  

And for a few precious minutes, the world around them faded, each peacefully basking in the other’s presence and warmth. Nothing else mattered.  

Eventually (unfortunately) though, Akechi took a step back, untangling himself from Akira’s arms. He was sniffling slightly, his gaze upon the floor, one gloved hand fiddling with the other.  

“Just… please come back.” He stated. “And if you are unable do that, call–” 

“Call you immediately,” Akira smiled. “I know. And I will.”  

 
 
 
 

*** 

 
 

Over 24 hours later, and the full moon was stationed high. It was a clear sky, not a cloud in sight.  

Akira had made his way to Roppongi hours beforehand. As efficient as trains were, they unfortunately didn't run after midnight. Not to mention, it was easier to hide within the crowd during rush hour.  

At 1am, the streets were completely scarce. He took off his glasses, staring hard at the moon. And in a flash - the transformation began.  

 
 

When he had 1st awakened to his powers back in April, the process of ‘becoming’ had been near painful. This time, it merely felt like ripping a band aid off.  

His earpiece buzzed.  

“Joker! I’ve temporarily modified all CCTV in the area so that only I have access to them! The backups should kick in about 45 or so minutes!”  

Akira smiled. “Got it. Oracle, let me know if you notice anything.”  

“Okey-dokey!”   

 
 
Akira clicked his tongue, eyeing the building. It would make more sense to start from the top and work his way down. That way, even if he couldn’t place all the photos on the building – it would be difficult for even a high-rise window cleaner to take off.  

The building was a tad bit too high for him to maneuverer in just one jump, however. And it would be disastrous if he fell and created noise. 

 

...Climb it is. Akira walked to the edge of the building, placing the papers under his arm. He reached his other arm out, pulling himself upwards.  
 

“Joker! Wait! That’s a blind spot - I can’t see y–”   

 

Before he could even react to Futaba - he felt something - someone - grab him onto his fur from behind. Seconds later, and he was yanked back onto the concrete.  

 

Akira was barely able to force himself up when a pair of hands transported to his neck, tightly squeezing the flesh. Akira gasped, involuntarily dropping all the papers onto the ground, his claws frantically scraping at the attacker's arms, hoping the pain would be enough to make them stop. But it only encouraged them to tighten their grip.  

Soon enough, his vision began to blur. He could hear himself coughing frantically, as well as faintly make out Futaba in his ear, shouting his name in confusion. He felt something soft around his neck, before the world around him went dark.  

 
 
 
 
 
 

When Akira gained consciousness, he was surprised… relieved to find that he was still alive. Memories of what had taken place before he had passed out resurfaced, and he was relieved that he had somehow come out of the ordeal alive.  

He still felt groggy and hazy, his arms and legs feeling oddly sticky. The revivor in his ear was still working, but all he could hear was static.  As his vision slowly unblurred itself, he coughed into his claw.  

He got the shock of his life when he noticed said claw was stained with red. Which was odd. Because despite being strangled to unconsciousness, he couldn’t feel any pain. 
 

He lifted his head to look downwards, only for his eyes to widen when he realized he was covered in blood. It only served to confuse him further.  

He quickly inspected his arm for any sort of cuts or injuries. None. Same with the other.  

 
 

He used a hand to push back the fur on his chest - but was unable to find even a scratch.  

Which raised the question… if this wasn’t Akira’s blood - who was it?  

 

It was only when he turned his head to inspect the left side… that Akira got his answer.  

Okumura was lying nearby, only a few feet away.  

 
 
 

When Akira edged closer to inspect… his blood ran cold.   

 
 
 

Okumura was dead   

 
 
 

His head detached from his body, the ripped ribbon in a pool of blood.  

His suit had been ripped beyond repair. 

Scratch and bite marks indented on his hands, legs and torso.  

 
 
 

Blood everywhere  

 
 
 
 

Akira looked at the bloody scene, then back at his own hands.  

 

Then back at the scene again.  

 

The blood splattered upon him was Okumura’s…  
 

A horrifying realization began to dawn. 

 

“Did I…” He whispered to himself, his hands and entire being shaking. “Did I… Could I have kil–” 

 

At that moment, a sharp pain erupted throughout his throat, disabling his ability to finish the sentence. Akira brought up a bloody hand clutched his neck in pain, only to freeze at the point of contact.  

 
 

Because he could feel… fabric on his neck 

 
 

No 

 
 
 
 

 


 

No 

 

 


 
 
 
 
 

No  

 
 
 
 

 

 

No no no no no no no no  

 
 
 
 

It couldn’t be   

 
 
 

He frantically kept touching his neck, foolishly hoping that his senses were just off. He began to desperately pinch his arms - in the hope that he would eventually wake up from this sinister nightmare. 

 
 

There was fabric on his neck  

 
 
 

He had fucked. He had royally fucked up. As the realization set in, Akira covered his hand over his mouth, knowing that he was on the brink of hyperventilating. He did nothing to stop the tears from falling down his face, clenching his jaw from preventing himself from full on sobbing.  

 
 
 

THERE WAS FABRIC ON HIS NECK  

 
 

“Please…” He whispered… begged . “This can’t… I can’t… not now… not when I’m so close to–”  

 
 

Another soar of pain shot through his throat, making him recoil in pain - once again thwarting what he was about to say.  

 
 

And as the faint sound of a police siren neared his location…He got his answer.   

 
 
 
 
 
 

 

 

 

 

 


 

His lips were now sealed.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

TWs: Description of dead body, blood, mention of decapitation, strangulation, ribbon placed on, artifi

 

*Challenge make Okumura even more despicable than he was in canon: Accepted*
I like to think that his reasoning behind gifting Haru a ribbon is because he genuinely believed he (and as an extension her) would be too valuable to be killed off. Still... absolutely despicable.

As for Akira... it pained me to write that...And it will 100% complicate his actions going forward.

Also... for anyone who likes mermaid lore, Mitsuri's backstory is inspired by the Disney version of the little mermaid. Except instead of literally losing her voice, she's cursed with being unable to speak freely.

Next time: Akira gets interrogated and Sae has many questions.

Chapter 17 and 18 are both nearly done, so I'll most likely update later on this month.

Thank you for reading :)

Chapter 17: Decide

Summary:

With his life now dangling by a thread, Akira faces interrogation.

TWs in end notes

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“...The day will come when you won’t be.” 

 

It would take a few years of Mitsuri living on land for her to fully understand that statement.

Every step she took was akin to stepping in shards of glass; Humans treated herself and her son like dirt. And to top it all off–

 

“Mom, why don’t I have a dad?”

 

As her son aged, Mitsuri found it harder and harder to look at him. Features inherited from that man slowly forming on his face. He looked nothing of a mermaid, but pure human - despite only carrying half the DNA. 

… He was a constant reminder of her fate. A constant reminder of why she had to keep running. The fear that kept her awake at night. 

If the day ever came that he found them… 

“My lips are sealed.” She had stated, feeling guilty for her tone, but grateful that her son dropped the subject. 




Mitsuri finally understood what the queen had meant. 

 

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“I will die soon.” 

 

It wasn’t an assumption. Mitsuri knew well enough that her time was borrowed from the beginning. She knew that he was closing in on her. 

The elder wolf gave her a confused expression. “Sorry?” 

“If something happens to me.” Mitsuri began. “Know that it wasn’t by my own hand.” She fiddled with her ribbon, knowing there was only a slight chance her point would come across. 

“Hold on a moment–”

“When that day comes, look after Goro for me.” 


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Mitsuri was strangled the day after her son’s 9th birthday



Mitsuri knew exactly who her killer was, making sure to lock eyes with him as he committed the act. 

Masayoshi Shido 

 

Smiling sinisterly as he continued to squeeze the life out of her. She tried to fight back, but her resistance proved futile.

“Allow me to use your ribbons, and I’ll allow you to live.” 

 

Mitsuri decided instantly that if that was the condition to stay alive, she would gladly welcome death. She refused to allow her life to be in the severement of others. She had made such a choice once, and look what that had caused. 

In her last dying moments, she thought about her son. Thought about the surprise on his face when he saw her making pancakes for him earlier on. 

… He thought she had forgotten his birthday.  

And she couldn’t blame him for believing so. 

 

She thought about the half-blooded boy he had befriended. Who had given him apples, who kept him company. She thought about how her son seemed to have gained more life in the 4 months they had known the wolves. She thought about how the boy was a half-human too, just like her son. 

She died believing that at the very least - she wouldn’t be leaving her son completely alone in this cruel world. 

… She died hoping that the curse of the ribbons would end with her. 




*****

 

October 20th 

3 hours later  



When Akira awoke, he was back in his human state. Every part of him, with the exception of his eyes, were rendered immobile, having been locked into a restraint chair. He looked around, trying to make sense of his surroundings, but with his vision so blurred, he could only make out fuzzy shapes, grey and white. 

His arms had a prickling ache, as if they had been continuously pricked by a needle. 

“He’s awake.” 

 

He saw an object move towards him before feeling a hard material rip off his mouth and chest, allowing his ribs to expand once more. 

“To think the monster behind all this mayhem was some high schooler.” 

 

His vision had cleared enough for him to make out his surroundings. There were a few humans surrounding him. All unidentifiable. All dressed up in complete black. 

“Let’s see… Vandalism, Harassment, Assault with a deadly weapon…”

It was impossible to tell whether it was night or day. Akira examined each of the walls, searching for a clock. He found it on his 3rd try. It was high on the wall, and so out of focus he couldn’t make out its readings. But it was there. Proof that he truly was conscious. 

 

“…And murder to finish it off.”



Although his memory was hazy, that part he remembered clearly. One moment, he had begun to climb the Okumura headquarters building, the next he had been gasping for life. After that - he had been laying next to the man’s beheaded corpse. 

Had he truly been the one who killed Okumura? Had he been the one to pull his ribbon off? Akira would’ve vehemently denied it, had it not been for the man’s blood dripping all over him. 

Even if it had been a matter of life and death, the guilt of potentially taking one’s life began to weigh heavy on Akira. It was like he had crossed the silent, delicate line between human nature and that of a wolf’s. 

Makoto had warned him about this long ago. Had warned him that his powers were potentially dangerous. And while Akira had truly thought he had his wolf powers under control, he had been gravely mistaken. 

And it ended up with him most likely killing Haru’s father. 

 

Haru…

The guilt inside of him then multiplied. How on earth was he supposed to face her? 

Amongst all the guilt and realisation of his actions, there was something else that he felt like he was forgetting. However he was still in complete shock. So much shock in fact, that he didn’t feel the sharp prick upon one of his arms. Nor did he take notice of the man approaching him, unshackling him from the chair - only to push him harshly onto the floor. 

 

His vision blurred once more, his motor skills fried from whatever they had injected him with. He felt a foot collide with his cheek, felt the coldness of water slamming into him. 

In the top left of the room, he noticed a black-like box protruding slightly from the wall, a single red dot of light from its middle blinking methodically–



“Don’t think that camera will save you.” 




Another prick on his left leg, and the bottom half of his body went completely numb. With his hands cuffed behind his back, the constant hitting and kicking and a sudden wave of nausea manifesting from whatever was being pumped into his veins…

After a few minutes - or hours, he couldn’t be sure - he felt the figures move away. He vaguely felt someone hoist him upright, before being roughly placed back onto the hardened chair. Another moment passed, and he could hear the slamming of a door. 

He could hear the faint sound of arguing. One of the voices - sounding vaguely similar, demanding that they be let inside. 



“Let me talk to–” 

“--be able to talk for a short ti–” 

“--your own safety–” 

 

The dialogue stopped, and it wasn’t long before the door opened… and he heard the sound of boots clattering upon the floor. 

The person made their way towards the table, taking a seat in the chair opposite to his. Even with his sub-par vision, Akira could make out vaguely familiar silver hair and grey attire. 

The figure in question was currently staring at Akira, their expression completely unknown to him. A hand extended onto the table, picking up a now empty syringe. 

Akira could sense the person’s gaze was flickering between himself and the needle. 

 

“...What did they do to you?” 


… Makoto’s sister. It had to be. 

There was an element of anger and disbelievement in her tone. It was a tad reliving, to know that the likelihood of her inflicting the same onto him was low. 

Then again, Akira hadn’t forgotten about the way she had threatened Sojiro with social services. Nor the warnings Makoto had provided him with. 

 

“Sis likes to win. Above all else.” 

 

It was unlikely she’d believe anything he’d say. 

 

“Are you even listening to me??” He heard a fist collide with the table, too numb to so much as flinch. 

It was, however, enough to shake him out of his thoughts and lift his head up towards the woman. 

“Whatever drugs they injected you with still seem to be running their course. And I’m already limited time-wise…” She muttered that last part to herself, sighing heavily in the process. 

 

Akira meanwhile did his best to hold her eye contact. 

She shifted through her files before placing a mugshot onto the table. 

“Let’s start here. Your first target was Suguru Kamoshida. A teacher from the school you attended, Shujin Academy. Am I correct?” 

 

He nodded.

 

“Good. Now, how and why exactly did you choose to target him?” 




“Tell me everything. Start right from the beginning.” 




***



The first few months were easy enough to relay. That is until Sae started probing deeper. 

“According to many witnesses, before turning himself in, Kamoshida mentioned something about… ‘not wanting a finger laid on him’.” She narrowed her eyes. “Care to explain what that’s about?” 

“It had enough to do with us.” 

Her eyes only narrowed further, clearly not buying it. 

“Madarame’s written police statement corroborates the claim.” She added. “ ‘I couldn’t allow them to lay a finger on me.’” 

“That’s because we didn’t.” 

“And who is that we ?” Sae folded her arms. “You have yet to name even one of your co-conspirators.” She pointed out. 

 

He wasn’t doing that. “Because we’re innocent.” 

 

“Is that so?” 

“All we did was help those in need.” He rested his head on his elbow, ignoring the throbbing pain in his head. 

Sae remained silent for a while, just observing him. 

“Golden eyes.” 

 

Akira raised an eyebrow. 

“A very, very rare genetic makeup for a human. At least one that is of full blood.” She paused to shift through her files again. 

All the meanwhile, Akira’s own blood temperature began to freeze, the realisation that he no longer had his glasses that shielded his eyes. 

She placed a bundle of pictures onto the table. Photos of both Kamoshida’s office, Madrame’s shack after those moonlit nights. 

 

“It would seem like an animal scratched this to shreds.” 

“…Like I said, I was helping those in need.” 

 

“This is what you call helping those in need?! Destroying people’s property???” 

Why did this feel like deja vu? 

He didn’t even hesitate this time. 

“Yes.” 

 

“So you think threatening people to the point where they seek out protection in custody is justifiable?” 

“Yes.” And with just as much conviction, then added. “Better than what any of the police managed to do in that time.” 

Sae’s face scrunched up. She stood up, banging her fists onto the table. 

“Do you have any idea of the trouble you’re in??!” She nearly screamed. “Do you understand the charges you are facing right now? And you still choose to maintain such a childish outlook!” 

 

“But it’s the correct one.” 

She looked like she wanted to scream, but was halted by a knock on the door. She heaved, sitting back down, gaze flickering to her watch. 

 

“I don’t have time for this…” She muttered. 



“Keep going.” 



***

 

“So let me get this straight.” At this moment, Wakaba’s Ishiiki’s photograph was on the table. 

“A woman that you barely know tells you that they believe they may die soon, and a few hours later their head is deposited at your doorstep.” 

 

She paused, looking at him in near disbelief. 

 

“And you didn’t bother to notify anyone???”

 

He despised how she had used the word bother. As if he was just some animal who had come across a carcass, shrugged and went about their day.  

It was clear as day how she viewed him. 

 

He needed to tell her this incident to potentially prove his innocence, but he was beginning to regret it more and more. 

 

“I decided to keep it a secret.” 

“And you honestly believed that was the better option as opposed to going to the police??” 

 

He looked at her then, not even bothering to hide the annoyance on his face. 

“I think we both know what would’ve happened if I did that.” 

 

Sae stayed silent for a moment, before looking towards syringes. It was clear that she was unable to disagree. 

Then she scoffed. “So what exactly was your reason for concealing such a killing? Because from where I’m standing, the evidence is piled up against you.” 

 

You killed Wakaba - is what she actually was trying to falsely convey. 

You killed Okumura - he himself wasn’t sure if that was false. There was something he felt like he had forgotten… something important. 

 

At best, he was only guilty of self-defence. But if he truly wanted Sae to trust him, he would need to do the same. 

He took a deep breath. 

 

“I wanted to find out the truth.” 

 

“The truth?” 

“The truth behind the decapitations.” A pause, and Sae was looking at him expectantly. 

“Well?” 

“I know the truth behind the killings.” He said, making sure to look up in order to maintain eye contact. “I can prove to you that I have nothing to do with it.” 

“Who is it?” She asked, not enthusiastically, but not with complete disbelief in her tone either. 

“The killer is the one who makes r——“



A sharp, sharp pain manifested in his neck, the sensation akin to choking. Akira stopped mid sentence, coughing exasperatedly. 

He then heard footsteps shuffling, the feeling of water entering his throat. 

“Drink.” Sae was standing next to him, holding a water bottle at an angle that allowed him to consume the water. 

“It’s likely that the drugs they gave you had some sort of muscle spasm.” She said, removing the bottle and returning back to her seat. 

She waited another minute for Akira’s coughing fit to end, a slight expression of concern plastered on her face. 

“As you were saying. Who is the killer?” 

 

“It’s the r—“ 

The same thing again, except this time - 



“My lips are sealed.” 

His mouth had spoken on its own. 

 

Sae looked puzzled. “Excuse me?” 



No no no no 

That’s not what he had meant to say— 

 

“What I meant was that it’s the—“



‘My lips are sealed.” 

 

Why couldn’t he say it? 

 

“It was the—“ 

 

“My lips are sealed.” 




He was bewildered, wondering what magic had overcome him. And then he remembered 

 

The fabric 








THE RIBBON 







ON HIS NECK






When on earth had he??  



Ah



When he had been strangled to near death, and had then woken up next to Okumura’s dead body, that’s when. 

When he had gotten too close to the truth, and consequently been silenced for it. 

His entire body felt like it was on fire, panic striking every one of his veins. He refused, however, to succumb to it. He needed to think… 

Funnily enough , even though the man’s skin had been torn and bitten, Akira subsequently covered in his blood…. He didn’t remember tasting any blood. It was something he would never forget. Blood or any meat would be like a foreign entity to his stomach. 

 

So that’s why… 



The only reason why his fate didn’t match that of Okumura’s… 

 

…was most likely because they needed someone to frame 




And what better way to silence a witness, than to quite literally seal their lips?

And then what after this? Would he be silenced permanently?? Or— 



“Your lips… are sealed?” Sae repeated, looking bewildered. “What on earth are you talking about?” 

There was no way for him to tell her the truth directly. He looked away, trying to think of some way to convey his point. 

She unfortunately took his silence for miscoperation, her fingers bow now chattering impatiently against the table. 




If he couldn’t tell her… he’d have to show it

 

He lifted his cuffed hands, manoeuvring them towards his neck. 







“Do you like my ribbon?” 





“What?” 







He gestured to it more. 

“Do you like it?” 




“……” 



“If you intend to waste my time, then—“ 




“NO!” - He screamed. 

 

He couldn’t let her leave without her knowing. In the growling likelihood that he leave this room in a box, he refused to let the circumstances behind how die with him. 

 

Wakaba’s death had been written as a suicide. There had been no camera around; Takemi hadn’t even been able to determine her time of death. It would be easy enough for the same to happen to him. 



He took a deep breath. He needed to do this. 




“Let me ask again. Do you like my ribbon?” 




This time Sae entertained it, scanning his neck. A few moments and her eyes widened. 

“…Those are strangulation marks.” She whispered, still staring at the bruised skin.



She looked at him, then his neck, then at him once more. 

“…Was that put on without your consent?” 

He nodded again. 



“But I still don’t understand. What does this have to do with—?” 

Akira manoeuvred his cuffed hands towards Wakaba’s and Okumura’s pictures. Sae took note, picking them both up. 



“…They’re both wearing ribbons.”

 

“I believe I’m starting to get the picture. That ribbon prevents you from speaking, doesn’t it?” 

Another nod. 




“… And what would happen if you were to remove it?” 

He gave her a sad smile, looking back at the photos, and then back at her. 



“You can’t possibly be saying—“ 

“If that were to happen to me, know that it wasn’t by my own hand.”







***

 

Sae’s allotted time eventually ran out, and she left looking far more pale than when she had entered. 

But the important thing was that… she believed him. 

And while she didn’t have the authority to release him or at least take off the handcuffs, she had promised him that she would do everything she could to unveil the truth. 

 

And that was enough for Akira. 

By this point, it was getting harder and harder to keep his eyes open. Lifting his arms even an centimetre upwards felt akin to burning. His throat was still sore from his attempts at speaking freely. The nausea he felt had since multiplied to something he had never experienced before 

 

Death at this point would almost be a mercy. Almost… 

Because there were so many things he wished had gotten to do before reaching such a point. 

He wondered what his father was up to right now. Most likely tending to crops, perhaps picking up an extra shift at one of his jobs. He wished he had called the wolf more frequently. 

 

He thought about Sojiro and Futaba, who were essentially his family at this point. The memory of his sister screaming into the receiver as he was strangled. 

“I don’t want to lose you or Sojiro.” 

… He had failed her in the worst way possible. 



He thought about Ryuji, Ann, Yusuke and Kasumi. Who, from the very beginning -  had accepted him for who he was and had never treated him any differently for it. He felt so privileged to have been able to experience such loyalty and friendship. 

…He wished he had had the opportunity to tell them so. 

He wished he could apologise to Haru, and maybe even thank Makoto for - as usual - being correct.



But most of all, he wished he had told Akechi his feelings. He wished he had been more honest. He had held off doing so, in fear of ruining their friendship. But now that he was most likely not getting out of this alive, he greatly regretted that. 

 

Because maybe then… just maybe things would’ve turned out differently. 

He heard the door open once more, and was met with the sight of someone concealed in an all black - their face included. 

 

… His time had come. 



There was nothing he could do to stop it. His hands were restricted; he doubted he’d be able to scream. And even if he could, no one would come to save him. 

He wondered if Wakaba… and all the other victims had gone through the same. 

He watched the figure approach him, meanwhile keeping his own expression stone faced, his eyes on the mask obscuring the person’s face. He heard the click of a gun,

If he was going to die, he would do so in dignity. 



A gloved hand eventually made contact with his neck, sliding down towards the fabric, a thumb slowly caressing the skin around it. Only then did he close his eyes, in preparation for the darkness that awaited him. 

 

He waited. Waited to feel the fabric slowly become undone and with it, his life. Waited to hear the sound of a gun fire off. 












… But when the hand disappeared without severing said life, he couldn’t help but wonder. 



Why? 



“Why?” So astonished, he had also thought it out loud. 



The same gloved hand cupped his cheek, allowing it to linger for a moment. It disappeared, once again without taking his life. 

Another moment, and his hands were suddenly freed from the cuffs, allowing him to move them once again. 

He then heard the sound of something ruffling, all to more confused as to why he had been uncuffed, why he was still breathing— 










“Akira.” 






He knew that voice. Knew it better than any other 

 

His eyes shot open, and there he saw no other than Akechi standing right in front of him. The mask had been removed, revealing dishevelled hair and bloodshot eyes. He looked beyond tired, shooting Akira a sad smile. 

Akira had so many questions, but what was the most shocking was how Akechi had placed his arms. 

He was looking at Akira expectantly, silently conversing a message that he wasn’t able to outright say. 



On his right hand, only a single finger lifted. 




One, first, single



Meanwhile his left hand was pointing towards his own ribbon. 



Me, my, own 





….






The shock on his face must’ve been apparent, because Akechi lowered his arms in acknowledgment. 





“…You finally understand.” 















…Akechi was the original

 



The pain of the injections and torture he had gone through a short while ago, was nothing compared to what he was feeling right now. 

 

It couldn’t be. 

 

… But it was 

 

And to a certain extent, Akira had suspected it. But he had always buried such a feeling down, because… how could it be? 

The one who he was trying to protect from getting shot was essentially the gun all along…

The one who had been the core reason behind Akira’s investigation into Wakaba - was also the reason why she was dead.

The victims who had been discovered decapitated in the middle of the night. 

The others… whom had been written off as suicides and accidents. 

All… because he was the original. 





That day, you really were pointing at yourself, weren’t you? 




Akechi was who he had to kill 

 

….And Akechi was who had been sent to kill him  






But then… if Akechi was refusing to kill him, all while revealing that he was the original then… 

The detective reached out to cup Akira’s cheek, stroking it gently, wiping away a tear that Akira was unaware he had even shed. 

He leaned into the touch, savouring any sort of comfort at this point. 

The hand on his face caressed his cheek once more. Akechi leaned in, looking seconds away from breaking down himself. 

“Thank you… For everything.” 

 

He paused, leaning in further, and before Akira could register what was happening, warm lips brushed against his own lightly, before the brunette pressed his lips more strongly. 

In the first few seconds of it, Akira’s mind went blank, too overwhelmed by — everything — to respond. 

Akechi’s lips were soft, a faint aftertaste of sweetness in the mix. He kissed Akira with softness but also desperation… sadness…as if he was trying to convey all he wanted to say. 

 

Akira wasted no time in kissing back just as earnestly, placing both his hands on the detective’s back in a bid to pull him closer. 

Akechi responded by licking his bottom lip, requesting permission to enter, wasting no time in exploring the other’s mouth once it had been granted, Akira only then gaining the courage to follow suit. 

He had no idea what was to come of all of this. He had no idea of anything. But he also didn’t have the energy to care. 

They kissed until they were both out of breath, only then deciding to part. Neither made an attempt to separate themselves any further than that, their foreheads touching, their breaths mingling with each other’s. 

Right here, right now, all he wanted to do was to convey all the love and care he felt for the brunette… feelings that he had suppressed for somewhat half his life… in any way he could. 

 

Akechi kissed him once more, threading a hand into his black curls. He then pulled away, taking one of his hands in Akira’s, interlacing their fingers. 

 

“Let’s make one last deal.” 


He gently tugged Akira’s other hand, bringing it towards his neck. Akira’s arm became limp as he felt his skin brush against the brunette’s ribbon. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


“Please… Free me.” 




 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

TW: Strangulation (Akechi’s mother), Canon typical violence (interrogation room), mention of death.

…And once again, things have gotten worse

Chapter 18: And live with it

Summary:

“But you knew.” Akira gestured to his neck. “You… you knew this would happen, didn’t you?” 

Notes:

*Updates almost 2 months later*

It's been a while! It is slightly surreal to think that I started this fic over a year ago and here we are - almost at the end.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A few weeks before Wakaba died, she entrusted her will to Goro.  

 

 

“I thought about the concerns you brought up.” She had said one day, placing the envelope by him, “And while I still believe you’re paranoid, I do think your paranoia is somewhat valid.”  

Goro raised an eyebrow. “Are you sure you want to entrust me with this?”  

 
Wakaba shrugged. “In normal circumstances, you still would’ve been my 3rd option.” She responded nonchalantly, before she paused, fiddling with her ribbon. “But should anything happen to me… you would be the only one alive who would know the full truth.”  

 
“Besides,” She then began, a small smile on her face. “You are more family to me than the ones I have to call siblings.”  

 
 

There was no teasing or apprehension when she stated that. Wakaba wasn’t one to sugarcoat either.  

 
 

“Good to know you finally listened to my advice.” Goro smiled, ignoring the tears threatening to spill down his face.  

Wakaba only shook her head fondly. “I still think you’re being neurotic. But it would be unwise to completely dismiss it.” Her expression dimmed slightly. “I’ve already bought a bunch of turtlenecks for your sister in case.”  

 
 

She fiddled with her ribbon once more.  

 

 

“Hopefully, it won’t come to that.”  


 

 

***

 

 

Akira allowed his fingers to linger over Akechi’s ribbon for a moment, his hands shaking from the shock and adrenaline running throughout his body.  

He could still feel the remnants of Akechi’s lips on his; The side of his face that Akechi had caressed now lingering with phantom touch.  

Any other scenario, and he would’ve been the happiest being on earth. But he just felt like screaming. Screaming and screaming until he woke up from this nightmare.  

 
Except it wasn’t.  

 
He let his hand drop back to his side, the burning sensation from keeping it up slowly subsiding.  

 
“I-I can’t.” He croaked out, feeling the burn rising in his throat. “I can’t do that to you. Please don’t–”  

“... You can take as long as you like.” Akechi whispered reassuringly.  

 
Akira slowly shook his head.  

 
“You… You can’t ask me to do this.”  

 
His entire body felt like it was on fire; at this point, it was merely the shock of everything going on that was keeping him conscious.  

 
Akechi reached over, using a gloved hand to cup his cheek.  

 
“You’ve always said you wanted to become a hero, even when we were young.” He whispered again. “I’m giving you that chance.”  

 
And Akira felt his eyes widen at that. The knowledge that Akechi had remembered such a thing and also because–  

“You intended for this to happen, didn’t you?” Akira then rasped out, and the brunette’s lack of answer was indeed an answer. In retrospect, the fact that he was even asking Akira to do this spoke towards the premeditation behind all of it.  

 
“How long? And why ?”  

 
He felt the way Akechi’s hand tightened slightly at the question.  

 
“...Since the day Isshiki left.” He eventually answered with a sad smile. “That was the day I knew that… my own time was limited. What she… What I said to you that day, I wasn’t lying.”  

 

 

"Akira...I think I might die soon."  

Of course. Oh of course.  

 

 

And just from that answer alone… he felt a different type of emotion take over.  

 
Then last night.” Akira began, as a new wave of anger began to envelop his body. “Were you the one who sealed my fate?”  

 
“Akira, I would never—“  

 
“But you knew.” Akira gestured to his neck. You… you knew this would happen, didn’t you?”  

 
Akechi flinched slightly at the other’s harsh tone. He then took a step back, swiftly removing his hand from the other’s cheek.  

“You and I both know you would’ve still gone ahead with it.” He snapped, his bloodshot eyes staring right into his. “I know you , Akira. I know damn well you would never allow that rich, rose-tinted glasses friend of yours to be imprisoned in your place.”  

He then sighed, hands shaking slightly. “I tried to warn you. So many times. Do you honestly think I wanted things to turn out like this? That I would want you to–” He paused, running a hand through his hair.  

“Why do you think I left that information regarding Kamoshida? Why do you think I advised you to disband your group? Why do you think I begged you to call me should anything happen?!?”  

 

“But I understand why you would think that of me…” Goro then thought, his eyes scanning the dark bruises on Akira’s neck. He knew well enough that he shouldn’t be surprised; his actions after all had caused this. Had caused the suffering of many.  

The ribbon… the noose around Akira’s neck had indeed been manufactured by him. His childish desire to be fed, clothed, housed… acknowledged… to stay alive … had almost caused Akira’s life to be severed.  

What would've happened if Goro hadn’t been appointed to deal with this? He became hyper aware of the gun situated on him. The gun itself wasn’t anything out of the ordinary, rather the contents inside.  

 
It had been loaded with 6 bullets. 6 silver bullets.  

Essentially, only one of them was supposed to leave this situation alive.  

 
He pulled out his phone, silently scrolling the screen before placing it within Akira’s field of vision.  

 
 

  • FEROCIOUS BEAST SAVAGELY MAULS AND DECAPITATES OKUMURA FOODS CEO TO DEATH -  

 

He watched Akira’s eyes widen at the headline, before those same golden eyes began scanning the contents of the article. It was placing all blame on him for all the decapitations that had taken place. There was no such mention of Okumura’s mistreatment to his employees or his role in the ribbons.  

 
The comment section was brooding, and Goro purposely did not scroll far down enough for the contents to be shown. He had already read the contents of that section beforehand; it was as pleasant as you could imagine.  

 
Akira felt another round of tears fall. Whether from anger, panic, or just overwhelmed by the entire situation, he truly didn’t know. He didn’t know anymore.  

“You asked earlier, if I sealed your fate last night,” Akechi began, then pocketing his phone. His gaze honed in on Akira’s neck.  

“I was nowhere near you last night.” He then said, then lifting a hand to point at the fabric on Akira’s neck. “That would’ve taken place, with or without my involvement.”  

He brought his arm down, his expression looking scarily apathetic.  

“It was my idea to frame you.” He chuckled, but there was no warmth nor sincerity to it. “Afterall, your record is already tainted and surely that is preferable to a death certificate.”  

 
Even in Akira’s half-conscious state, he could read between the lines.  

 
“You… saved me?”  

 
He wouldn’t quite put it like that. It was the equivalent of having your wounds treating by someone who had attempted to kill you.  

 

In an ideal world, Goro would’ve had at least 2 months of life before such a moment came. It had always pained him to know that even if Shido was taken down - he wouldn’t be around to witness it.  

But he refused to let Akira die, under any circumstances. One could say that a portion of his reasoning was due to sentimentality. They wouldn’t be wrong.  

Akira was one of the few beings in this world who understood him. Who understood the pain and confusion of existing in a world where you would never be fully accepted - for not being fully human. 

It was why Goro had gone to such lengths to protect Akira’s identity from Shido. It didn’t matter how many beatings he received, it didn't matter how much his arms would be cluttered with bruises, it didn't matter how often the man would scream about how useless he was.  

 
The man was unable to kill him, and Goro had exploited that to the nth degree.  

 
He wasn't sure how much longer he could exploit that weakness anymore.  

 
But that wasn’t his sole reasoning.  

 
Goro knew that when he died, nobody would truly mourn his loss. There would of course be his fans, but it would only be in a superficial type of way. They would cry until the next young idol appeared, and he would swiftly be forgotten about.  

Sae may spare him an occasional thought, but she too would quickly get over it.   

Even Futaba, while he could imagine her feeling sad for a while - would move on quickly. He hoped she would, considering that he had been the sole reason behind so much of her grief and pain.  

Essentially, his absence would not be missed. Nobody else would be victim to the ribbons, and those that had escaped would no longer have to live their lives in constant fear.  

 
If he died  

 
Akira could be free.  

 
It wasn’t the same the other way round. 

 

Akira remained silent for a moment, and Goro watched as his golden eyes softened ever so slightly.  

 
“Who is making you do this?”  

Goro felt himself stiffen.  

 
“What?”  

 
“It’s obvious enough to me that you’re not doing this out of choice.” He reasoned. “You mentioned that framing me was your idea, so you must’ve talked this through with someone else. Who was it?”  

 
Curse Akira and his unbelievable perception. For once, Goro was almost annoyed that whatever drugs they had pumped him with weren’t having that much effect on his clarity.  

 
“...I did have a choice.” I made the wrong one.  

 
“How SELFISH of you to keep living… when your very existence had SEVERED the lives of many!!”  

 
He understood why his mother had done what she did. He understood now, that he should’ve just starved in the orphanage. He was never supposed to live this long; he was never supposed to exist in the first place.  

The day he was conceived, was the day she began to die.  

 
Akira looked at him, in a way that indicated that he wasn’t buying it. But that didn’t matter. It didn’t matter either way.  

 
Goro reached into his pocket, placing a small bottle of glamor by Akira’s side. 

“You can’t save me, Akira.” He began. “But… you can save yourself. Disguise yourself as me, and get out of here. Give up the Phantom Thieves business and live a quiet life. Hell, go back to the farm where you’ll be–”  

 
The sound of fingers impatiently hitting against metal forced him to be quiet. When he turned to look at the one responsible, he was met with golden eyes near burning in anger.  

 
“You never answered my question.”  

Goro sighed. “I told you; it doesn’t matter.”  

“IT DOES!” Akira screamed back, a new set of tears falling down his face. “How could you– why are you acting as if this is small potatoes???”  

Goro turned away, feeling an ache from knowing that he was once again responsible for such pain. “Because… it is. I’m not quite sure why you’re pretending that I am somewhat important, or as if my very existence isn’t a curse. My existence is the reason so many are…” He paused, sighing once more. “Or have you conveniently forgotten about that??”  

“Of course not.” Akira snapped back, sniffling. “Even still, you were never a curse to me. More than anyone else, you were my hero, back when we were kids. Had it not been for you I–” He wiped his face, taking a moment to breathe.  

Goro almost laughed at the insanity. “I wasn’t a curse in your life?? Akira–”  

“Look, even if I…” He pointed to the brunette’s neck. “It wouldn’t fix anything. Because you’re not… you were never…” He paused again, having figured out that he was getting dangerously close to saying what was prohibited.  

 
Akira instead looked towards the gun, pointing at it.  

 
“You brought that here, but you’re not the one who intended to pull the trigger. Whoever is the one pulling the strings behind you, is. Until they’re dealt with, this will never end.”  

 
“There is no one else. Everything I did was of my own choice.”  

Akira stayed silent for a moment, eyes scanning him intently.  

“You know, I had always wondered how you managed to become a detective and amass such fame at your age.” He then wondered out loud. “When I looked you up, there was nothing regarding your past. Even the day you disappeared, it was done in such a way that it was like you had never existed.”  

 
Goro looked at him. What on earth was he getting at? Why bring this up now?  

 
“...Then I remembered when you mentioned that you got adopted.” Akira continued. “And then, it all suddenly makes sense. My father was right.”  

 
“Right about what?” 

 
“That whoever adopted you, was most likely responsible for your mother’s murder.”  

 
Akechi’s face went pale. That couldn’t be right. It couldn’t be.  

 
“What are you– My mother committed suicide, I’m sure of it.” Hadn’t she? That’s what he remembered. That’s what he had seen “I– There was a note where it stated that she had been fired–”  

 
“Was that note written in her boss's handwriting, or was it typed up?”  

Goro froze. There had never been much technology at his mother’s workplace, or really anywhere on the farm. But still–  

 
“It doesn’t matter, Akira. She… She…” Goro was shaking. It couldn’t be. “I– I saw her lying in that bathtub– ”  

 
“Your mother was placed there after being strangled.” Akira finished for him. “My father was the one who discovered her body. He said himself that her wounds could not have been self-inflicted. It’s impossible for a human to strangle themselves. What you saw wasn’t the aftermath of a suicide, but the staging of one.”  

 

Goro didn’t know how to feel. The revelation that his mother possibly hadn’t committed suicide, but had been murdered somehow made him feel worse. It didn’t change the fact that she still had died because of him. Whether it be true or not.  

 
“And— and how can you be so certain of this?”  

Akira looked away. “Because shortly beforehand, your mother warned your father that she would die soon. ”  

 
The gun clattered onto the floor.  

 
She had known… all this time, she had known.  

 
“You also said that you had awoken in a white room, with no recollection as to how or why you were there. Presumably an orphanage, am I right?”  

His ruby eyes widened. “Akira–”  

“How long were you in that orphanage before you got adopted?”  

“...I’m not entirely sure. Sometime before my 11th birthday, I believe.”  

 
The memory was hazy, but he had always wondered how Shido had known of his identity. At the time, he had been too focused on the promise of a warm home, of food, of proper shelter.  

 
A chance at living.  

 
Even when Wakaba uncovered the fact that Shido was indeed his biological father, even when she later uncovered that his mother hadn’t been human… it had never occurred to him that–  

He began to clutch his head, feeling the beginning of a migraine coming on. This was too much. 

He was supposed to be dead by now, his head detached from his body. Not– Not finding out that his mother… after all this time…. 

 
 

Her reaction when he had asked about his father.  

Her constant reappearing in his dreams.  

It was all beginning to make sense.  

 

Shido hadn’t found him and his power by chance. From the very beginning, this had all been orchestrated.  

He had strangled her, and then he had been dumped in an orphanage far from any prying eyes. He had been left there to rot, to be malnutritional and mistreated - not long enough for that process to end up killing him - but just enough that he would do almost anything to get out of that situation.  

 
And then Shido showed up, masking as a hero who had come to rescue him from such a place. Without question, without asking for anything but…  

 
 

"I do, however, have one small condition."  

"...What's the condition?"  

"Make more of that ribbon of yours."  

 

 

Shido had done the exact same with Wakaba, had even gone as far to make him give Futaba a fake suicide note. He wouldn’t even be surprised if Sae’s attempts at ripping the girl from her guardian was inspired by the SUI and by extension - their father.   

 
From the very beginning, he had been a mere puppet. So, from that he would then ask:  

 
How much of his actions up until this point had truly been his own, and not partially manipulated by some imaginary string?  

 
Was Shido counting on him ending his life here?  

 
Would doing so even make a difference?  

 
His whole reason for surviving this long was so that he could expose all of what his father had done. He was about to give all that up, to save Akira’s life.  

 
He felt his shoulders being grasped, pulling him out of his spiral.  

 
“Goro, listen to me.” The brunette was still in such shock he didn’t even clock how the other had used his first name. “That mission yesterday wasn't just to save my friend. We— one of my associates found evidence of Okumura sending large sums of money to an offshore account.”  

 

Goro shook his head.  

“Don’t bother.”  

“With what?”  

“It’s impossible to take him down. Akira, just— forget it.” He pushed the glamor bottle towards Akira’s hands. “You should still have enough time, and then I’ll—“  

Akira shoved it back. “I’m not leaving you.” 

 
Goro sighed exasperatedly, running a hand through his hair. “Are you not aware of the position you are in? Why are you—“ 

 
He wanted to scream. Why couldn’t Akira just leave? Why couldn’t he just let Goro free him of this curse, and thus allow him to die doing one good thing in his life? 

 

Why did he insist on still attempting to save him?  

Why, when all that Goro’s existence did was kill, or ruin the lives of everyone around him?Why… when Akira’s own life was now dangling by the same thread as his own?  

 
Akira didn’t even hesitate.  

 
“Because I can’t lose you again.” He turned his gaze towards the floor. “When you disappeared that day, I genuinely believed you died–” He wiped a single tear that was traveling down his skin. “I can’t go through that again.”  

 
“Even if you end up taking that place?”  

“Is it so hard for you to believe that we could both make it out of this alive? That… we could just… Don’t you want a chance at your own life? At being happy?”  

 
…Perhaps if Goro was a more sentimental being, he’d find such a reason endearing. But he was not. Or maybe he once was, but life had long beaten such sentimentality out of him.  

 
But he was also intelligent enough to know that while Akira would refuse to kill him, or even leave him - despite the consequences that would have on the both of them. 

 
In the complete absurdity of this situation, he - once again - couldn’t help but find the humour in it all.  

 
“I had expected you to say something like that.” He shifted his gaze away from the other, ruby eyes fixated towards his ribbon. “Even with your own life hanging by a thread, your heart remains free. The exact opposite of mine.”  

 

And that was part of the problem. Because it was then that he too began to wonder, maybe there was a chance. So long as he stayed alive, Akira’s circumstance would stay that way. Maybe... if they found a way to destroy all the ribbons that were not yet preoccupied... maybe... just maybe...

 

“Masayoshi Shido.”  

“... What?” 

“Masayoshi Shido.” Goro repeated, firmer this time. “That’s who you’re looking for. That’s the name of the one who took me in. He’s… he’s my father.”  

Akira nodded silently; his face unreadable as ever.  

He then got up, scraping the legs of the chair as he shakily pushed his way off the seat. He stepped towards the brunette, before enveloping him into a hug.  

“Thank you for telling me.” And though Goro didn’t respond to that verbally, he nodded against the other’s shoulder, squeezing him further.  

 
Akira squeezed back, before cupping Goro’s face in his hands.  

 

"Aren't you angry with me? For getting you involved in all this?" 

"Of course I'm angry." And Goro felt weirdly relieved at that. At least Akira retained some common sense. 

"But not just at you." He admitted, before sighing again.

"Look, we can deal with Shido, if you want. But if you feel like its safer to just... run away and start afresh somewhere else... somewhere safe for the both of us, we can do that too.

 

Goro leaned into the touch, savoring the suggestion “You’d really do that?” 

"I'll do anything to keep you safe, yes." 

 
(Akira’s stupidity really knew no bounds) 

 

But that same stupidity was the reason why Goro still clung onto the hope of life. 

 
“I still want him dealt with.” He didn’t have to even consider it. It after all, had been the only reason why he had stayed alive for so long. Leaving now would mean that his mother, Yumi, Wakaba and so many others had died in vain.  

Running away, when so many had died for him to even get to this point, was wasteful at best, downright insulting at worst. And it would never sit right on his conscience either, if he left Futaba vulnerable to such a man.  

 

But he was also just tired. So tired.  

 
Akira nodded. “Whatever you want. Just… stay with me.”  

 
Don’t die - Had been left unsaid.  

Goro said nothing. It would be far too cruel to promise otherwise.  

 
He instead slowly removed the glove on his right hand, before carefully placing it onto Akira’s.  

“When all this is over, let’s go back home.” He murmured softly. “And if… when we get there.” He lifted up the other hand, which was still gloved. “This too, will be yours.”  

Akira smiled tiredly at the glove, before hugging him once more.  

“Okay.”  

 

They would smile then, hugging each other tightly. They both knew that tomorrow, even the next hour of their life wasn’t promised. But at the very least… they had each other.   

 
 

Perhaps, against all the odds, they’d return home together.  

 









 

 




 

 























 

… Or perhaps not  

 

Notes:

Andddd we end this chapter on a happy(ish) note

(Question is... will it stay that way?)

Chapter 19: Do dreams come true?

Summary:

Humans at their core, were a fickle species. He had always known, he shared 50% of his DNA with them. But it was always interesting to be reminded of that fact.

 

The aftermath of the interrogation

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

(They would smile then, hugging each other tightly. They both knew that tomorrow, even the next hour of their life wasn’t promised. But at the very least… they had each other) 


Neither took note of the quiet footsteps approaching

(Perhaps, against all the odds, they’d return home together)



A bullet propelled towards them, at the speed of light. 

And in a single instant, the back of Akira’s jumpsuit became red. His eyes  widened. He breathed slowly, clutching onto Goro’s arms while the other screamed. 




(…Perhaps not) 






***



4 days later 




There was a saying

“A lie often travels across the world before the truth gets out of bed.”

 

Goro knew how true such a statement was. His life had practically been prodded with it. But it was only in very recent events did the above quote truly slap him in the face. 


“Say Akechi-san, it must be quite annoying to have finally found the serial killer, only for them to be found dead less than a day later.”

Goro was currently sat in the TV studio, being filmed live amongst a full-house audience. Many were looking at him in awe, as if he had been the hero in all of this. 

He had responded with a caricatured laugh, meanwhile digging his nails into his non-gloved hand. 

People were willing to believe anything, so long as it entertained or benefitted them.

He laughed, because even he wasn’t sure whether that statement was true or not. 

It had been 4 long days since the events in the interrogation room. Goro had long lost count of the amount of times he had touched his neck, almost shocked that he was indeed still alive. 

 

But not without acknowledging the consequences. 

 

He cleared his throat, doing his best to keep the smile plastered on his face from cracking. 

 

“I suppose it was somewhat frustrating for things to end this way.” He fiddled with his ribbon.  “But, I’m more satisfied that there will be no more victims of such heinous crime.” 

 

That part had been true to an extent; Now that Akira had been framed and subsequently ‘killed’ , Shido wouldn’t dare organize another killing. At least, not publicly. 

So no, Akira wasn’t dead. He had come close but…. But even if he made a full recovery, with his face plastered on every screen and newspaper, there was no chance of him ever leading a normal life again. 

The events of that day would forever be burned into Goro’s conscience. His body had reacted on its own when he had taken out his gun, making sure to shoot the perpetrator, and was somehow sane enough to ensure it hit the side of his head. 

Strangely enough, this had been the 1st time he had directly killed someone. There had been no ribbon, nor a string influencing his fingers to commit the act. 

 

No. He had chosen to kill this time. 



The scary part? He had felt absolutely nothing while doing so. He would do it again, however many times needed - if it meant Akira would stay alive. 

His arms still ached from dragging a half-conscious, bleeding out Akira through the maze of the underground. Somehow, he managed to get him somewhere safe . For the time being at least 

Perspective was an interesting concept. Because amongst those cursed with the ribbons, one could consider Akira’s fate to be fortunate. Growing up, Goro had watched countless maids try to escape Shido’s crutches, and while very few were successful… The majority were not as lucky. 

He wondered about how the few fortunate ones were doing… if they had been able to put the past behind them… and live a somewhat normal existence. 

He vaguely thought about Yumi… the woman who had looked after him all those years ago. 

Goro struggled to remember what she looked like, but somehow - he remembered her warm smile. He remembered the look of horror on her face that day Shido had given her a ribbon. 

He remembered the rage that she had directed at him, those days later when he had found her, arms purple and blotched beyond recognition. 

He remembered how lonely he felt when she had disappeared for good. How it hadn’t made sense to his young self at the time. 




…Years later, and Goro had never been able to figure out whether Yumi had left via foot, or via box. 

He didn’t dare think of the hopeful… 

He didn’t dare resort to wishful, sentimental thinking. 



He instead smiled sadly at the now booming crowd. The cameras now flashing with white, continuously taking pictures. 

 

Because if they only knew the truth, they would’ve ripped the string from my skin 




***

 

Later on that day, Shido would ask him something that Goro would have once killed to hear. 

 

“Is there anything you want, Akechi?” 

 

Goro knew he wasn’t fast enough to hide the surprise on his face. Never, in all the years that the brunette had known the man, had he ever been given such a request. 

“You’ve been a convenient asset to my plan.” The man continued with a smirk, whilst lighting a cigarette. Goro didn't miss the way he had been described. 

Not vital. Not essential. 

 

Convenient.

 

Implying that Shido had never really needed him in the first place. He had just been an easier option. Goro’s method of death was undoubtedly cheaper than hiring a hitman

After all, it was easier to manipulate a child into doing your dirt work. 

That’s all the was to it 

Goro wasn’t sure why his stomach sank at that. The notion that even after all he had done, all the lives he had severed, Shido had never considered him to be priceless. 

…It really all had been for nothing. 



Goro kept his face straight, trying to ponder - wrinkling his nose slightly at the smoke. 

Shido was not a smoking addict, but he was methodical about it. Goro had long figured out that the man only ever smoked in the hours following a beheading. 

It didn’t take a genius to figure out who’s life had been guillotined this time round. 




“He’ll get rid of you eventually too, you know.”




Goro knew exactly what he wanted. 

All these years, Goro had fantasised about the day he’d finally expose Shido for all his crimes… watch as the man who essentially was set to become the next prime minister fell down from his high podium. 

Goro had never necessarily wanted him dead. At least, not in an instantaneous manner. He was intelligent enough to know that such an action would garner sympathy and mourning from the public. 

To Shido - having hierarchy above all was what he valued. The man relished in being praised, respected, admired. He loved having people at his beck and call. He loved the privilege that came from having a high status, the power, wealth and influence he had over it. 

The detective once again watched Shido inhale his cigarette, carelessly tapping the ashes amongst the table. 

That’s when he realised there was of way he could enact his revenge, prevent anyone else from being cursed - as well as bar his father from ever becoming prime minister. 

 

Goro knew exactly what he wanted. 


He gave his father a smile.

 

“I think I’d like to focus my attention on my studies, and lay low for the meantime.” 

 

The man’s eyes narrowed, but he had said nothing more. 

 

“Very well. You’re dismissed for the time being.” 





***

 

In the end, Goro never got the chance to visit Akira. But not due to his own accord. 

 

A fairy stood (floated) in his way, her tiny figure barricading him from progressing into the clinic. Her eyes were cold, and her sapphire wings flapped in a way that could only signify rage. 

It was only when Goro took note of where her gaze lay, right upon his neck… that he realized—

 

“So it’s you.” 

 

It wasn’t a question, but a statement. 

 

One that held multiple meanings. But most importantly—

She knew. 

 

Or rather, she had figured it out. 



He wasn’t surprised. She was a fae after all. 


A few moments passed before she spoke again. She turned round, looking inwards towards her clinic before saying: 

“When you left him on my doorstep… Had it been 10 minutes later…” she had winced, her wings fluttering in sadness. 

No words needed to implicate what she meant. 

 

The fae looked straight at him, cold eyes hardening right into his soul. 

“You are the original. You are the reason why he now carries a rope around his neck. And yet, you brought him to me alive. Which begs the question…” 

She flew closer to him, one minute finger pointing towards his ribbon. 

 

“You were also the one who left that woman’s head on his doorstep. You do not intend to kill, but you understand you must allow it to happen, to stay alive. You are not a killer. But you are the object used to kill.” 

And boy, did hearing that from a being other than his own conscience sting. 

Her expression softened slightly. “Forgive me. Your… he didn’t tell me. But there is something about you. Something that made me sense that you are the cause of all this.” 

She sighed. 

“I understand that your predicament is a curse, the few books I found confirmed that… but that very reason is why I cannot let you see him.” 


Goro nodded. It would be unwise, practically attempted murder to fight her on this. Even glamoured, he still had to watch his every move. Even glamoured, she knew he was the original. 


In such case— 

 

“Keep him safe.” Goro said, his tone pleading. “I’ll stay away. For however long it takes. Forever, even. But… please… do whatever you can to keep him alive.” 

The fae nodded understandably.

“You can come back.” She then said, and Goro felt his heart perk up.  “But only when you manage to sever the string of the one that controls you. And only when you are certain that it is safe, and that you can keep him safe.”  






***



3 weeks later








NEWS HEADLINES - CANDIDATE RUNNING FOR ELECTION LEFT WITH 3RD DEGREE BURNS

 

Masasyoshi Shido was rushed to hospital early Saturday morning, after suffering 3rd degree burns over his face and entire body. The cause of the fire, which destroyed the building is currently unknown. 





Humans at their core, were a fickle species. Goro had always known, he shared 50% of his DNA with them. But it was always interesting to be reminded of that fact. 

Normally, - hypocritical as it sounded - that very fact enraged him. But as he sat on the sofa, looking fondly into the camera… at what would hopefully be his last interview. He couldn’t help but feel somewhat… free. 

The house where this abyss had all begun, the man who had controlled him, and the very fabric that had trapped him… had all been burnt to a crisp. 

Shido would likely survive. But that was fine, because the life he would lead now - would be nothing like before. His once arrogant and proud figure, now humbled within thick white bandages. His once sneer and untouchable attitude, now surrendering to even the slightest movement of the wind. 

And while the public were sympathetic… 

 

“I feel terrible for him… but there’s no chance of him winning now. Who wants someone who is that disfigured representing us?” 

“Oh my! He would’ve gotten my vote too. What a shame!” 

“We don’t need a prime minister that would scare the children!” 

“What a fucking bozo.” 



They were not loyal. 



….Just as Goro expected. 



If this was how revenge felt… then he had succeeded. 




***



[ Private ] : I saw the news 

[ Private ] : Hmm. Can’t say I’m surprised 

[ Private ] : Anyway

[ Private ] : He’s woken up 

[ Private ] : And he was asking for you, I believe 

[ Private ] : A deal is a deal

[ Private ] : So drop by when you’re ready. 




Goro was sitting in his dressing room at the TV station when he received that message. He couldn’t help but smile at his phone, a wave of relief hitting him. Weeks… months… years of dread, anxiety and hopelessness leaving his conscience. 


Akira had finally woken up. 

Akira was going to be okay. 

It was going to be okay. Shido was gone. All the ribbons were destroyed. He and Akira could leave… could finally return home… and start over. 

 

It almost felt like he was dreaming. 

He felt tears welling up in his eyes. For the first time… happy tears. 

And perhaps he would’ve cried, had it not been for the soft knock on the door, abruptly reminding him of where he was. 

He wiped his eyes, fiddling with his hair. Even if he had finished his very last interview, even if he would be back home a few weeks from this moment - he still had a role to play. 

 

“Come in.” 

The door opened slowly, revealing a woman dressed up in cleaning attire. She had a curious look on her face, one hand clutching a broom as her eyes swept across the room, presumably assessing whether it needed to be cleaned. 

That… and she was wearing a scarf… indoors? Well, it was November. People got cold. Who was he to judge?

“Oh my!” He feigned fake surprise. If the cleaners were already here, far more time had surpassed than he realized. “I suppose I must’ve lost track of time! I’m incredibly sorry.” He flashed the lady a polite smile, making an effort to getting up. 

The lady shook her head, flashing him a fond smile. “It’s no bother.” She reassured him. “I was just starting my shift. Feel free to take your time.” 

 

Goro nodded. “Well. Thank you.” He began to gather his things, pocketing his phone within his coat.

When he looked up to view the woman again, her expression had become subdued, a strange glint in her eye. When she took note of him looking at her, she shook her head again. 

“Sorry… it’s just… I suppose I’m in a bit of a shock. With well— the news about Masayoshi Shido being hospitalized. It… I still can’t believe it.”

 

Oh. Of course she was a fan of his. Who wasn’t?


“It is indeed.” He said carefully. “It’s very devastating.”

 

“But why would it be devastating to you?” She asked, and there was a genuine curiosity to her tone. 

She continued to stare at him, her subdued face then slowly morphing into a smile. 





 “After all, you were the one who started that fire.” 




 

What…

 

What….



How on earth did this stranger… whom he had never met—



“You do not have to lie.” She reassured him, as if reading his very thoughts. “I’m not upset. Rather, you did me a huge favor.”

Goro shook his head in disbelief, half-wondering if he was stuck in some sick dream. But no — there was a visible clock upon the wall. He truly was awake. 

 

She took note of his growing agitation. 

“You don’t remember me.” She stated, tilting her head. “Perhaps this will help.” She pulled out a bottle of clear liquid, spilling its contents all over her body. 


The figure in front of him disappeared… revealing a new woman, with dark hair and gloved hands. Upon her face lay a scar, dashed upon her right cheek. Her arms were too filled with faint scars. She had wrinkles and baggy eyes… but not due to age… no… rather due to stress. 

 

The scarf that she had been wearing had fallen to the ground, revealing a neck that was covered with a bandage, a wisp of violet seeping through the cracks. 




….





(Years later, and Goro had never been able to figure out whether she had left via foot, or via box).



“…Yumi…” Goro felt his voice crack, he felt his entire body go into shock. He could feel the beginnings of tears dropping down his face. 

It was too much. Too much was happening in too short a time. The woman whom he had met all those years ago, the woman whom had been both a mother and friend to him.

 

The woman whom he had unknowingly cursed… her being the first of many— 



That same woman - Yumi nodded, obvious relief in her features. 

 

“So you remember me.” 

 

Goro felt his entire body shake. 

Yumi stepped forward, enveloping him into a hug. Goro didn’t waste any time reciprocating. 

 

“I-I thought you— I thought you were—“ The words fumbled out his mouth, seemingly forgetting the limits his speech were forbidden from trespassing. 

 

But she too understood, and figured it what he meant, responding with a smile… albeit a sad one, using one finger to point towards the bandages on her neck. 







“Almost. He failed to unravel me completely.” 

 

 

 

 

 

 



Notes:

I cannot believe we’ve nearly reached the end—

Every chapter I think ‘wow I have put Akira and Goro through absolute turmoil’ and this chapter?? Is no exception.

(At least this time, Shido got what he deserved)

Next time: Goro and Yumi have a long needed conversation… and Akira POV returns :)

Thank you for reading

Chapter 20: The forbidden fruit

Summary:

Yumi watched the brunette shift slightly.

“Because I feel like I’ve forgotten something.” He answered, the faraway look in his eyes having now returned.

“Something important.”

Notes:

Me: this chapter shouldn’t take long to do

*famous last words*

Thank you to everyone who has read up to this point. I had planned to get this fic finished by the end of the year, but evidently life had other plans.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

9 years ago 



“You brought a kid back home with you this time?” 

He was a child, older than 8, but younger than 12 - if she had to guess. His hair was light brown, his clothing slightly tattered. His red eyes were currently darting across the room, as if he had never seen such a sight before. 

Yumi could understand. Up until recently, neither had she. 

“Yumi, this is Akechi Goro. He’ll be staying here from now on.” 

She couldn’t stop herself from raising an eyebrow. She had been under the assumption that Shido didn’t like children. It was an easy enough assumption to make, considering the disdain she had seen him show to babies and toddlers, their only crime being crying. 

She on the other hand loved children. And this child in particular… was likely the same age as her brother. 

“Goro-chan huh? Well, it’s nice to meet you.” She placed a hand on his shoulder, not missing the subtle flinch the boy made, nor the way his eyes lit up in fear. 

Yumi removed her hand, conscious of the child’s manner. She was not a stranger to tribulations herself; her father was dead, her mother was crippled. And as much as she had tried to keep her brother a child, in between keeping them afloat…he had lost some spark. 

 

But there was still some childlike wonder in his eyes.





… There was none in Goro’s 




Which prompted the young woman to wonder: 







“What the hell have you seen in your short life, to have eyes so cold?” 








***





Yumi stared at the now young man who had collapsed into her arms. The very same one she once knew to be a small child, all those years ago. 

Though he may have struggled to remember her, for better or worse — she would never suffer with the same issue. 

He was different now. It was a weird thing. She had seen him on TV, who hadn’t? But it was still weird, seeing him again - in the flesh. To see how much he had changed. 

She had to carefully crane her neck to observe him now, him being several inches taller. His arms were currently clutching her own, squeezing tightly - as if to confirm that she was really there. 



For better or for worse… she was 




“I-I thought you— I thought you were—“

She took a step back, one gloved hand pointing towards the bandages, wrapped fiercely around her neck. She took note of how the boy’s gaze flickered worryingly to one side of her hip, where her other arm lay, flapping uncontrollably against her side. 

 

I thought you were dead 



***

9 years ago

 

Yumi stumbled out of the mansion, her feet bare, her body half dressed. Her face and arms were peppered in bruises, dark blotches painting her skin. She was only able to feel a portion of her left arm, and could feel something warm and wet dripping off her skin. That alone was enough for her to realize that something had gone terribly wrong. 

She was in too much shock to scream; too much pain to cry. But even then, it didn’t matter. At that moment, all she knew was that she needed to run. 

She used her remaining functioning hand to clutch even tighter against her neck, her fingers grasping at the fabric’s weakest point, as if it was her lifeline, praying that the few remaining fibers would hold on. 

 

Otherwise 

Otherwise? 

 

 

She didn’t know 

She didn’t dare think about it. 

 

Her ears picked up the sound of an arrow landing just a few feet from her standing. 



She needed to run. 



***



Yumi raised her only remaining hand, using a finger to point towards her neck. Never taking her eyes off the shade of red that was staring back. 

“Almost.” She stated, unable to control the sadness that leaked from her tone. “He failed to unravel me completely.” 




 

 

***

 

Takemi’s clinic 


(30 minutes before)

 

Upon opening his eyes, Akira was met with brightly fluorescent lights, making him blink rapidly from the throbbing pain it caused. He tried to lift a hand in an attempt to shield himself from the light, only to experience another surge of pain shoot through his muscles. 

He could faintly hear someone gasp, the calling of someone else to announce that he had awoken. 

His entire body followed suit, akin to feeling as if he was set on fire. Even simple breathing turned out to be an intensely painful process. As his senses slowly began to return, he realized that the main source of his agony was buried somewhere deep within his chest. 

“Y-You’re awake!” He recognized that voice to be Futaba’s. “Doctor!! He’s awake! He’s awake!” 

He made a small effort to move his neck to view her, but failed to do so. While it wasn’t as torturous to move compared to the rest of him, it felt oddly restricted. He instead used his eyes to look downwards, viewing the source of the pain. 

He expected to see a mixture of fur and skin on his chest, but when he craned his neck a bit  to look down, he was met with a bundle of bandages, tightly wrapped around the majority of his torso. 

“Wha– what happened?” 

“You are able to speak and see, that's a good sign.” A familiar voice. Akira lowered his hand and was met with a small figure with wings, floating above him. Futaba was hunched up on the chair beside his bed. Just from looking at her, he could tell that she had been crying. 

 

…What the hell had happened?

 

“I’ll explain everything.” Takemi responded, picking up on his obvious confusion. “But first… can you tell me your name?” 

“...Kurusu Akira.”

 

“Good. Can you tell me where we are?” 

“... Your clinic?” 

“Good. Do you know who the person sitting beside you is? And their relation to you?”

“Futaba. My sister.” 

“Very Good. Do you know what today’s date is?” 

“October the–”

“Wrong month. But I suppose that’s more of a trick question.” The fae paused, giving him a contemplative look. 

“Can you sit up for me?” 

 

If Akira was in pain while staying still, the thought of moving even an inch sounded excruciating. Nevertheless he obliged, using his hands to slowly push himself upright. The process was equally time-consuming as it was agonsing. It was almost like he had to re-teach himself how to use his limbs. 

Futaba reached over, hesitantly placing one hand on his arm when Takemi tutted softly. 

“Leave him. He needs to do it himself.” 

 

The girl still looked worried, but trusted the fae’s judgment, reluctantly removing her hand. 

Akira did eventually manage to get himself to sit upright, his legs dangling slightly over the edge - finding himself out of breath despite not having gone anywhere. 

Surprisingly enough, he didn’t feel dizzy. Perhaps due his senses being too overwhelmed to notice. The pain, while still present - began to slowly subside. In the meantime, his eyes had now adjusted to the lightning, allowing him to explore more of his surroundings. 

 

The clinic looked relatively the same as he remembered - safe for a small trolley situated near his bed. 

Futaba gave him a thumbs up, equipped with a smile - looking far more relieved than a few minutes ago. 

“First off, I should let you know you were out for 6 weeks.” Takemi began, taking a moment to gauge Akira’s reaction. He nodded slowly. 

“You were shot with a silver bullet.” She continued. “A pretty nasty one. The silver deformed and shredded upon impact. Your right lung and chest were riddled with bits of silver.” 

Takemi then turned her attention to the tray, specifically on a plastic container. Akira could vaguely see a reddened object within the transparent box.

“I wasn’t able to save that lung.” She stated, her wings drooping. “I tried everything I could it but… the damage done was far too severe for it to be salvaged.” 

Akira nodded, not really having the energy to respond verbally. The explanation supplied why his chest in particular felt incredibly sore. And why taking a simple breath felt like such a strain on his body. 

Beside him, Futaba reached forward, squeezing his arm reassuringly. 

Takemi watched them carefully, regret apparent on her face. “Akira… I’m so sorry it came to this. But to be frank, had I not extracted every last bit of silver within you, you would’ve been liable to suffer long term toxicosis.” 

Akira sighed softly, mindful of how empty the right side of his chest now felt. It was a funny thing; breathing was something that almost everyone took for granted. A painless, involuntary activity - that you often did without thinking. 

But with every breath he took now, he was hyper aware of how much more of a strain it was on his body, how much more exhausting it suddenly was. 

“What about my other one?” 

Takemi gave him a small smile, one that didn’t quite reach her eyes. 

“In stable condition. You’ll feel weak and lethargic for the next few weeks, perhaps even months but…” She paused, her smile becoming a lot more genuine. “With time, your body will eventually adapt to only having one lung. Breathing can also be improved with regular exercise. Not anything too strenuous, of course.” 

 

Speaking of which— 

 

Without thinking, he shot a hand up ignoring the sharp pain that followed as he grasped onto his neck. He had fully expected to feel skin, as well as the presence of his ribbon. 

And yet— 




***



“How are you feeling?” 

Yumi turned to look at him, an eyebrow raised. They had both relocated to the outside balcony of the TV station, leaning on the rails, observing the sky slowly transition from late evening to night. She exhaled a breath of smoke, the cigarette parched between her remaining fingers. 

 

It was a stupid question, and they both knew it. 

 

“Empty-handed, I suppose.”  

She then watched him shift uncomfortably at the response, struggling to even make eye contact. 

It was a stupid question, and she had provided an even stupider response. Nevertheless, there was some truth to it. Every now and then, she could still feel the fingers upon her left hand, believed she could feel the breeze passing through the crevices, only to look down and realize— 


“Truthfully?” She pondered out loud. And it was difficult, it really was. She couldn’t remember the last time she had spoken to anyone like this regarding her raw feelings. Nobody had cared to ask.

 “I… I think I finally understand what your mother went through, all those years ago.” 


The only way to describe what her life had been like for the last decade was that of a fugitive. Constantly looking over shoulder, hyper aware of any hand or eye that wandered too closely to her nape. 


Except most fugitives would've long rid themselves of any physical shackles upon their body. 

 

… That wasn’t an option for her own circumstance. And she was reminded of that every time she came across a mirror, a bandaged neck gazing right back. 

And while she could conceal the scars littered among her arms, she could not remove the scar upon her face — nor compensate for her lack of fingers. 

In the eyes of employers, visible scars were treated in the way tattoos were. Amputees were undesirable, seen as a liability- defective  

 

In the eyes of society - her face was ruined, her body handicapped, her value damn near worthless. 

Yumi was barred from many industries, even before attempting to step her foot within it. 

The only industry she wasn’t, was the one that ironically pushed the stigma even further. 

She watched as the boy — teen — young man — Akechi’s eyes widened in surprise, before nodding in acknowledgement. 

She heard the brunette take a deep breath, witnessed as he turned his head to look at her, straight at her - ruby eyes making contact with her own. 

“It’s because of me.” 

Yumi nodded. “I know.”

He broke eye contact, looking towards the sky. “It’s completely my fault that this— that you—“

Yumi took another deep breath, observing how the smoke evaporated into the darkening sky. 

“You do realize that when a dog is violent, you don’t blame the dog itself, but rather its owner.” 

She didn’t miss the way Akechi flinched at the ‘ owner’ part. It was subtle, but enough for her to take note. 

“No child should ever be exploited in the way that you have been for all these years.” In truth she had suspected from the beginning that something hadn’t been right… had never bothered to inquire hard enough until…



 

"Goro... that ribbon... did you always have that?"

"No. It was my mothers before."

"I... see."

"Nevermind... Let's get back to the movie." 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Until it had been far too late. 

 

 

 

“Yumi—“ 

“Don’t get me wrong. You absolutely played a part in the fate I was dealt with. But unwittingly, I have to admit. And it would be vastly irresponsible of me to blame everything that happened on a 10 year old.” 

Akechi shook his head. “Don’t not try to make excuses for me. I chose to go with him, and it was of my own free will that I chose to make those r-“ He began to cough violently, and Yumi immediately dropped her cigarette, placing her hand on his back to soothe him. 

“So did I.” Yumi wished she still had both hands, she wished she could hug him tightly. She didn’t know. She wasn’t sure. All she knew is that she wished she could go back and inquire more about his ribbon

But it was impossible to turn back time, and life was never meant to be a fairytale. 

 

She waited for the brunette to calm down, continuing to rub her hand down his back. 

“Do you remember my reasoning for working for him in the first place?” 

 

Akechi nodded.

Yumi thumbed her neck. “After everything that happened, I spent so long trying to justify the path I had taken. I tried to rationalize it by saying that it was to provide for my family. To support my mother, to allow my brother to stay a child for as long as possible.” 

 

The brunette stayed silent.

 

“Truth is…” She continued. “You always have a choice. There were other ways of viable employment, hard as it would’ve been. But not impossible. I made my own choice for that wretched man. What took place after that is my own burden alone.” 

She rubbed the skin under her eye, hyper aware of how blurry her vision was becoming. 

“And maybe if I had stayed… maybe if I had found a way to warn you…” 




Because then, 

 

Maybe… just maybe, 

 

Things would’ve turned out differently. 




There was blood on her hand, and there was nothing anyone could say or do to change that matter. Yumi knew that by leaving (escaping) she had left him alone in that house with Shido, leaving him free to manipulate the boy as he saw fit. 

She knew her disappearance had caused a chain reaction of many maid’s demise. Many women who did have the same luck — or curse — as her to escape. 

If she had just tried to be compliant… if she had just tried to be obedient… maybe…just maybe 



(Then again…)



She felt a hand hesitantly touch her arm. “There’s nothing you could’ve done.” 

Yumi turned to view the owner, who was staring right back with a deadpan expression. 

“If it hadn't been you, it simply would’ve been someone else.” The brunette reasoned, and Yumi nearly flinched at how resigned, how tired he sounded. “You say I was exploited, and that much is true. But my choices were my own. Even back then, my actions were always done out of self-interest.”  




….





“I always did believe there was something wrong with you.” 

“Oh?” Akechi chuckled. “Care to enlighten me as to why?”

“Whenever I had the chance to watch an interview of yours.” Yumi began. “About all those… mysterious cases. One thing that always bothered me was how callous you often came across.” 

 

Akechi said nothing.

Yumi turned her gaze back to the sky, the first few wisps of stars slowly becoming visible. 

“I can forgive you, for what was done to me.” She raised hand, wriggling the five fingers she had left at him. “I long made peace with it. Not only because you were a child then, but I wager that even you weren’t aware of the true power you held.”

 

Still. Nothing. 

 

“But what you did— no, what you allowed to happen to all those after me… When you were finally aware of...” She took a deep breath, a hollow laugh escaping. “All those people. All those women . And all with that smile on your face.” 




 

 

“Goro. Be honest with me.” 








 

 

“How many lives did you selfishly sever, in order to maintain your own existence?” 








***

 

The clinic 

 

(15 minutes before)

 

 

 

He felt neither 

 

 

Akira began to panic, wondering what the hell had happened while he had been comatose. He could no longer feel the ribbon. And if the ribbon was no longer there— didn’t that— didn’t that mean— 

“…Akira?” Beside him, Futaba’s expression morphed into worry. “What’s wrong?”



Shit. Shit… He had been too late 




“Ah, I must’ve forgotten to mention.” Takemi piped up. “Aside from the obvious injuries to your chest, your neck was quite bruised as well.” She explained, but there was a faraway look in her eyes. Far worse than before this time. 

“I— I can remember hearing you choking on the receiver… that… that day.” Futaba whispered, visibly shaking. 

“To be frank, you’re extremely lucky to be alive.” Takemi added. “Your life truly has been hanging by a thread.” and Akira knew then and there that she was not referring to his chest, nor lung. 

He also knew that she had most likely withheld informing Futaba - or anyone else -  about it either. He felt immense relief, knowing that Goro was still alive, but it was short lived - as the guilt of knowing the pain he had caused to all those around him was all-consuming. The realisation that his body and health would never be the same as before. 

Because even though she managed to keep her tone firm, did her utmost to keep her expression neutral, Akira could clearly see the worry in her eyes. And even though Futaba looked relatively fine - her eyes were still red. 

 

“Had the initial shot been any closer towards the heart, you would’ve been dead upon impact.” 

He could sense Futaba’s flinch upon hearing that. He turned to look at her, to find that she was still shaking. 

“I was… I was so scared. The news they— I thought you were dead— ” She rubbed the skin underneath her glasses, breathing shakily. “And then I found out you were here and I was so… I was so relieved. But you weren’t… you weren’t awake. You didn’t wake up for so long! I thought…” 

Futaba burst into tears and Akira lifted an arm, beckoning her to come forward, 

She sobbed into his arm, one of her hands tightly clutching his. 

 “I thought I was going to lose you again!” She sobbed, tears flowing down her cheeks. “One moment I could hear you on the receiver, the next you disconnected— I had no idea what to do! And then the next day the news said that you— you—“ 

He lifted his other arm, gently patting her hair.

“I’m so sorry for putting you through that.” His conscience ached knowing what the girl had gone through, on top of everything else. 

“It- it wasn’t your fault! I know you were set up. There’s no way you killed…” she stopped, nervously twiddling her thumbs. “…There’s no way you killed him.”  

Akira’s eyes widened at that. Amidst everything that had gone on, he had completely forgotten about Okumura. 

“How is everyone doing?” 

“They’re all okay. We’re all just trying to live life as normal, as to not raise suspicion. But they visited you often.” Futaba answered. “Ryuji and Ann came by yesterday…A-And, Haru doesn’t blame you at all. None of us do.” 

“Is she doing okay?”

“She insists that she’s doing okay. I— to be honest, the entire situation reminds me too much of my mom. But, she made it very clear that her father died the moment he chose to endanger her life for his own gain.” 

Akira closed his eyes, feeling a sense of relief enter his veins that despite all that happened - that at the very least - his friends were doing okay. 

He heard Futaba clear her throat dramatically, making him turn his gaze to her.

“So you’re not going to ask about a certain someone?” She inquired, and good grief she was smirking

“Where is he? Can I see him? Is he—?”  

“Probably still at the TV station.” Futaba supplied. “He just did an interview about a certain presidential candidate’s dream of running the country going up in flames!” 

Akira lifted his hand up to his neck once more, thumbing the soft bandages that had now occupied the skin - internally thanking Takemi for concealing the true extent of his fate. He was so thankful to know that despite all that had happened, his friends were still okay, and Goro was still alive. 

 

That they could go home together 



Akira lifted his hand up to his neck once more, thumbing the soft bandages that had now occupied the skin - internally thanking Takemi for concealing the true extent of his fate. 

It was safer this way, for everyone involved. He had long accepted that he’d ever be free of this curse, and had accepted the very likely possibility of having a shortened lifespan due to it.

But that was fine. If it kept Goro alive, in whatever capacity - then he was okay with that. 




Then the other part of Futaba’s statement settled in. 

 

“Wait? ‘Up in flames’?” 

“Yup!”

“Oh. I guess it must’ve been so incredibly damming intel for him to have to drop out of—“

“No, I mean he literally set himself and his house on fire!” Futaba exclaimed, watching in amusement as Akira’s eyes widened. “All because he apparently didn’t properly dispose of a cigarette!” She snickered. “What an absolute bozo.” 

 

And then a thought struck him. 

 

“Futaba. What was his name?”

“Um… Masayoshi Shido I believe? Why?” 



“Masayoshi Shido.That’s who you’re looking for. That’s the name of the one who took me in. He’s… he’s my father.”  






He felt a tap on his shoulder. “Akira… are you okay? I’ve never seen you smile like that.”

Takemi coughed, a small smile adorning her features. “Now, Futaba. It probably is not best to overwhelm someone who’s trying to adjust to losing such a major organ. There will be plenty of time to update him on what’s happened during the last 6 weeks, but now is not that time.” 

 

She then turned to Akira, flashing him a sly smile of her own. 

“That being said, a deal is a deal.” She took out her phone. “And despite everything…I’m sure he’d love to see you too.” 






***




“How many lives did you selfishly sever, in order to maintain your own existence?” 



She didn’t even have to turn, to acknowledge the way he flinched at her question. She knew, even without looking, that he was frozen in place. 

 

What she didn’t expect, however, was to hear him then laugh softly.

 

It’s not uncommon for murders to go insane - she theorized. But said theory was thrown out the window when she did eventually turn to look at him. 

 

Goro too was staring into the night sky, the corners of his mouth forming a smile. One hand was clamped firmly against the railing. The other—

 

The other was caressing his ribbon. 

 

She continued to stare, long enough that she knew that he too was aware of it. 



“…I suppose it never was a dream.” He eventually whispered, his thumb still stroking the fabric. 

“Sorry?”

 

Akechi chuckled at her confusion, and he - dare she assume - sounded relieved. 

 

“I had a dream a few months ago.” He began, removing his hand from his neck. “I suppose it’s often believed that dreams exist to tell us something, perhaps an aspect of ourselves that our subconscious acknowledges, but we deny.” 

 

The brunette fiddled with his glove. 

 

“And what you just said… I remember hearing vividly in that same dream.”

“Is there anything else you can recall?”

Goro sighed again. “Ah, no. Not really. Which… if I’m being honest, terrifies me the most.”

 

“…Because?”

 

She watched the brunette shift slightly. “Because I feel like I’ve forgotten something.” He answered, the faraway look in his eyes having now returned. “Something I fear is important.” 

There was nothing in his demeanor, neither tone that indicated any deception. And Yumi wasn’t sure whether to be relieved or terrified at that. 

 

“So… is that confirmation that it was bad?”

“I can’t remember the last time they weren’t.” He shrugged. “Though that one never did feel like a dream.” 




What do you mean by that - She wondered, but before she could ask out loud— 





“Too many.”

“Hmm?”

“Too many lives.” The brunette clarified, his gaze upon his gloved hand.

Yumi hummed in thought. “Did you ever feel guilty?” 

“Not for every victim.” Goro smiled wryly at her confusion. “Shockingly enough, my bastard father didn’t just target young, destitute women, you know? There were plenty that held as much power as him, who willingly chained themselves for their own benefit.” 

“…And the others?” 

“Some… more than others.” He confirmed. “But no one else will fall victim. That much, I can confirm.” 



Yumi nodded, before turning her gaze towards his ungloved hand. 

 

“Did you ever get to meet that wolf friend of yours?”

It was almost comical how fast his gaze snapped back up again, the way she witnessed his eyes wide. 

Yumi had remembered a young Goro speaking so fondly about him. That being perhaps the only thing the brunette spoke about with genuine happiness in his eyes. 

So she was slightly surprised to then see his hands tighten upon the railing. 

 

“Sometimes I wish I hadn't.” 

 

Yumi nodded in understanding. 

 

“He was the best thing to ever come out of my life… but I—“ Both his hands were shaking. “But it’s not the same, the other way round. He would be free, if not for me.”

 

So he’s alive 

 

“But is that what he wants? Maybe to him, you are his freedom.” 

Goro gave her a strange look. His overall demeanour was still cold, but within his eyes lay a faint reflection of hope.

“That’s part of the problem. He has not spent long enough living, watching over his shoulder. Much like you have had to.” Goro chuckled sadly, now looking slightly below her face.

“When was the last time you felt the breeze against your neck, Yumi? When was the last time you truly felt safe? Did you ever get to reunite with your brother, and your mother?” 

 

Yumi swallowed, realizing her throat suddenly felt dry. 

 

“Your lack of an answer, is an answer.” Goro waved his gloveless hand. “You know what’s truly ironic? For so long, I truly believed you were gone from this world.”

 

Nothing.

 

“I remember how callous you acted towards me, those few weeks before you left. I couldn’t understand what I had said or done, to evoke such a response.” 

 

Still nothing.

 

“I understand completely now.” Goro flashed her a smile. “How could I not? I was the catalyst in your suffering. You must resent me, must regret the day you decided to watch over me, do you not?”

 

“Goro—“

“I fear that one day, he will come to feel the same way.” 

 

He turned away again, most likely in a bid to shield himself from being anymore vulnerable. But the volume upon the balcony was near silent, so it was impossible to conceal the sounds of sniffles that followed shortly after.

Yumi’s arm acted on impulse, pulling Goro into a hug. 

There, his hushed snivels became vehement sobbing, as his gloved hand grabbed her arm. 

 

“Y— Yumi—“ He croaked, tears now streaming down his face. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry—“

“It’s okay,” she soothed, her arm shakily patting his back. “It’s okay. I’m here. I’m still here.” 

 

The sobbing continued, but she felt the brunette relax slightly in her arm. 

 

“And for the record, I never regretted meeting you.” She added. “Please don’t ever think otherwise. I regret working for that man, I resent not looking into things more when I was able to. But not you, never you, despite how odd you were.” 

“Yumi…”

“And I’m sure that wolf friend of yours shares a similar sentiment.” 

“I—“

Yumi smiled. “You love him, don’t you?”

 

He nodded against her shoulder. 

 

“And have you told him that?” — From the way he stiffened in response, she already knew the answer.

 

“You should.” She could feel the first wisps of tears falling down her own face. “You should. You never know when it’s your time. You never realize when it’ll be the last time you’ll get to talk to your loved ones. Not until it’s too late.” 

She took a step back, before reaching up, using her hand to cup his face. In the way a mother would do to their child. 

“Tell him how you feel. When the chance next arises.” 

Goro nodded. “I will.”

Yumi smiled, only then removing her hand. “That’s all I ask.” She scanned his face for a moment longer. “Now, are you hungry? I know I am.”

 

Goro opened his mouth to respond, but his stomach was faster.

Yumi couldn’t help but chuckle at the spectacle, and Goro didn’t even bother defending himself. 

 

“I’ll head to the cafeteria. Any preference?” She probed. 

“Nothing too sweet.” 




***



Yumi made her way back indoors, heading towards the cafeteria. It was late evening, so the majority of the staff had already left for the day

When she reached the cafeteria she found it to be nearly empty, safe for a few of the cleaning staff scattered around the room. 

There was still a variety of food provided at the buffet. Poached eggs, sushi, vegetarian gyoza, fried katsu chicken, medium-rare steak - all foods that Yumi had rarely had the privilege of savoring. 

Still, it was the pile of freshly cooked pancakes that stole her attention, and she quickly piled up a plate full of them.

 

He always did like pancakes, at least from what I remember 



(Well even if his preference had changed, more for herself anyway).



Yumi carefully carried the food back, balancing the plate between her fingers. She kicked open the balcony door, causing it to harshly hit the wall.

Goro turned around immediately, looking slightly surprised at the sight in front of him. 

 

“I’m a little late, aren’t I?” She breathed. 

 

He shook his head with a smile.

 

“It’s okay, Yumi.” 



Her own smile widened.





“I’m glad. Here, eat the pancakes before they go cold.” 







***

Takemi’s clinic 


(13 hours later)



When Akira woke up, he felt slightly better than had the previous day. His chest still ached, and he still felt somewhat out of breath. 

He shifted slightly, stretching his right arm and flexed his fingers in a bid to properly wake them up. 

When he tried to do the same with his left, he found that something was clutching it.

 

Something warm 

He looked up, and was met with a face he had often feared of losing. 

 

There by his bedside, sat Goro. He was awake, studying the other carefully, bundled up in his usual brown coat, yet equipped with a scarf that Akira had never seen before. 

His hair looked disheveled, and his eyes were bloodshot. But he was here

His hand was connected with Akira’s. 



“…Goro.” He managed to say. 

“Akira.” He felt the brunette’s hand shake within his grasp. “I finally found you.”

Another shaky breath, as ruby eyes gazed at Akira’s chest and neck. “I’m so so sor—“

“You came back.” Akira breathed out, and he genuinely could cry of happiness. “You came back for me.”

It seemed that Goro felt the same, as he then used his arm to pull Akira into a tight embrace. The raven grunted slightly, as he felt a sharp pain erupt through his chest. 

At that, Goro’s arm immediately relaxed, his eyes scanning Akira in concern. 

“I’m fine, I’m fine.” He reassured the other, smiling softly. “It looks more painful than it is.” 

“Somehow I doubt that.” Goro whispered, but he snaked his arm back round Akira’s shoulder, giving him a light squeeze. “How are you feeling?”

 

So much better, now that I’ve seen you. Now that I know you’re alive. Now that I know we can go home together - like we planned. 

 

“Not great.” He answered instead, knowing that the brunette was likely looking for a practical answer. “But far better than yesterday.” 

Goro nodded, his face contorting into an expression of guilt. He stepped forward, using his hand to hesitantly cup the raven’s face. 

“I’m so, so sorry.” He began, the first few tears running down his cheeks. “For everything that I have put you through.”

 

Akira’s eyes widened in shock, but he leaned into the touch and smiled softly. 

 

“Don’t be. I forgive you.” 

The brunette shook his head frantically, refusing to make eye contact. “You don’t understand—“

“I don’t have to.” The other reassured, placing his hand on Goro’s arm, rubbing gently. “You’re here, and that’s all that matters.” 

Goro didn’t look the slightest convinced, his eyes still distant. 

 

“Did anything exciting happen while I was asleep?” He asked, hoping that a slight change of subject would help the other relax. “Futaba informed me about a certain politician’s circumstance.”

“It’s been taken care of.” He simply answered, a slight smile on his face. 

But his smile vanished as fast as it appeared when he then said: “You’re free now, we all are.” He paused, then flashing him a sad smile. “But it was never supposed to be this way.” 

 

Why do you sound so upset about that? Isn’t it a good thing? Although we’re still chained, we no longer have to live our lives in complete fea—

 

He felt Goro take his hand in his, thumb gently caressing the surface. 

 

“Akira, listen to me.” He took a deep breath, continuing to stroke the back of his hand. “Yesterday… Yesterday I—“ the hand upon his stilled. “I got to speak with someone. Someone I haven’t seen for a long time. And they reminded me of the importance of saying things before it is too late.” 

Akira nodded, giving him all the time in the world to continue. 

“And that’s why I need to tell you.” Goro whispered, bouts of tears now falling freely down his face. “That I love you, Akira. I always have, and I always will. And I fear that even if you don’t already do so, you will one day come to resent me, for all that I have put you through.” 

Akira just stared at him with a shocked expression, the corners of his mouth forming into a tired smile, as he reached out to cup Goro’s face - ignoring the strain in his arm. 

“For someone who is remarkably smart, you can be incredibly dense.” Akira deadpanned, but there was a small smile present, too. “I could never hate you, I never have and I never will. If anything, I love you too, Goro.” 

 

They stayed sitting in each other's company for a short amount of time. Eventually, Goro retreated from his chair, the distant look in his eyes now returned. 

 

“There’s a few things I need to sort out.” He explained. “After that, we…” 

Akira understood. “Take all the time you need.” 

Goro nodded, smiling fondly. He gave Akira one last squeeze, before he made his way towards the door. 

He looked back one last time, a sad smile on his face, pausing for a moment before saying: 




 

 

 

 

 

"You're not as bad as everyone says you are." 





 

 

 

 


…By the time he had computed that statement, the door had already closed. 

 

And only then, did Akira realize that it hadn’t been the only thing that had been bothering him. 



Because only then did he realise

 

 


Goro hadn’t used his left hand once  




***



Later on that day, Akira needed his bandages changed.

The process was due to take a while. Takemi was skilled, but her hands were small. 

She slowly undid the dressings upon his chest, revealing some small scars scattered upon his skin. 

 

The fae picked up Akira’s confusion. “The main scar is situated on the right side of your back.” She explained, watching his reaction carefully.

“Maybe that’s for the best.” Akira smiled. “Though now I’m curious, how bad is it, doc?”

“Nobody will mess with you again, that’s for sure.” She teased, now beginning the process of redressing the wound. 

“Now, time for the neck.” 




Undoing his neck bandage didn’t take as much time, but it did take far more precision. He couldn’t be more grateful for the fae’s nimble fingers. 



Unfortunately… 



“….Akira.”  The raven looked towards the fae, concern beginning to wash all over him as he noticed how pale her face had become. 

“What’s wrong?”

“Your ribbon.” 

“What about it?” But Takemi remained speechless, her hands shaking in shock. 

As her silence continued, Akira lifted a hand without a second thought, swiping a finger over the fabric to confirm its presence. 

“It’s still there. Takemi, I’m still here.” He reassured her, but the fae’s expression did not change. She stared at him for a few moments more, before she muttered something under her breath. 

Her wings began to flutter, and she dashed towards the corner of the room, seemingly searching for something. 

“Takemi—“ Akira rasped, wondering what the hell had caused her to react like that. 



The fae returned a few moments, now clutching a mirror. She said nothing as she approached, only raising her hand so Akira could witness his own reflection.

 

 

***

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"If only I knew more about my father, mother." 

 

"If only I paid more mind to your disappearance, Yumi." 

 

“If only I had found you in time, Wakaba.”

 

“If only I had remembered that dream in time.” 

 

"And…If only, if only I could've stayed in your life a few years longer, Akira." 

 

 

 

 

 

***




And that’s when he understood. 






The ribbon was still there. 

 

The ribbon was still there. 










But the ribbon—

 

 






Maybe things would’ve turned out differently 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The ribbon…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Had lost its color 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

The dream that Goro is referring to is from chapter 13: ‘Be careful what you wish for’

There were very few parts to this story that have remained the same as the chapters progressed. But as for Goro and Akira’s individual fates? You could say - for better or worse - they have always been set in stone, from the very beginning.

Which will be explored fully, in the final chapter

 

As always thank you so much for reading, and remember to drink water <3

Chapter 21: Where you won’t be

Summary:

“If I can’t be a hero… then I’d like to become a crow instead.” 

Notes:

We are back!!

I did not intend to go 5? 6 months?? without an update, but my fibro has been flaring up the past few months, causing sm brain fog. I finally feel better, so here we are 😅

This… was supposed to be the final chapter, until I wrote it all up and it went over 10k words. So I figured it would make more sense to split into 2 parts.

Anyhow, enjoy the penultimate :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

9 years ago

“Hey Goro…?” A young Akira pondered, on a random morning, as they watched the sun rise. “If you could be anything, what would you be?”  

  “That’s simple.” Goro responded, because it was. “I’d like to be a hero of justice! Just like Red.”  

“But..” 

Because he knew, even back then, that it would be unwise to not have a backup plan. 



“If I can’t be a hero… then I’d like to become a crow instead.” 




***



(16 hours before)

It was often said that sleep was a form of escape. Dreams were but an alternate world, allowing the mind ease. 

Not everyone was afforded such a luxury. Goro knew that better than anyone. His own had served as a constant reminder, of the torture and demise his existence brought upon those around him. 

It was also often said that dreams, no matter how ridiculous they were, usually held some sliver of truth. 

Goro would’ve been less inclined to believe this, if his own nightmares weren’t a literal testament; almost every night, he would abruptly wake up, drenched in a cold sweat, adrenaline, fear and guilt flowing through his veins. 

No matter if he was awake or within slumber, he could not escape his actions. His victims filled every news outlet, and would further plague his dreams within the night. Some of his victims were solo. The few times Wakaba had shown up, she had always been alone. Situated within her lab, lying on the floor, the light of life having been stripped of her seconds before Goro’s would find her. 

 

Even in his dreams, he had always been too late. 

 

Other times, they’d be within a group. The various maids Shido had hired in his childhood were an example of this. Outside of Yumi, and the lucky few who had escaped, he had witnessed them all within his nightmares. 

There had been one occasion where they had all been lined up, heading towards a guillotine board. One by one, they’d all experience their fate. Upon approaching their fate, some of the maids would howl a bloodcurdling scream, turning towards him fear and hatred imprinted within their eyes. 

Other maids would take the same fate with complete silence, as if they had long accepted the outcome. But seconds before their fate, a finger would be pointed towards his direction, still and unmoving. The implication far louder than any scream could ever be. 

Ironically enough, Goro’s dreams had rarely consisted of him dying. Even more ironically, he had rarely ever seen his mother appear in them. And if she ever had, her form was blotched to a point beyond recognition. 

There had been one time, however, when she had appeared clearly. It had been sometime in August. Her face was clear, and her voice was audible. 

His recollection of the dream was hazy, but he could recall that she had appeared in the halls of the TV station, and greeted him with a smile. 

He could piece together some of the occurrences that had taken place, could even vaguely recall him strangling her within the last few seconds of the dream. But there had been another factor that he could also vaguely recall, which… now that he really thought about it… was beginning to confuse him. 

Because when she had appeared within his slumber, one of her hands had been completely covered in foam, almost concealed entirely by the suds. 

She had strangled him, with only one hand. And the other hand, that had been engulfed in foam had never once moved from its original position, either. 

Which… was odd. Because up until the day of her, his mother had always possessed both her hands. Both of which, had also always been fully functional. 

 

…So for her to appear in a dream where one of said hands had seemingly been rendered useless….

 

…Why?  

 

Had it simply been the fault of his mind? That, over the years, his memory and subconscious state had forgotten the completed image of his mother, to the point where full body parts were missing? 

 

That dream, even with his hazy recollection of the event… had never felt like a dream — but something more of a warning. Perhaps…

 

Perhaps even… 




‘It’s probably nothing.’ - Because it probably wasn’t. 

 

Perhaps it was just a result of overthinking. But who could blame him for contemplating it to be more? Countless lucid nightmares and subsequent insomnia had caused Goro to become neurotic that he damn near questioned everything. 

 

‘It’s probably nothing’ - Because it probably wasn’t. 



His thoughts were interrupted when the door opened, slamming into the wall. 

There stood Yumi, balancing a plate of fresh pancakes within her hand. 

Her way of opening said door would seem dramatic to some, until you noticed that she only possessed one hand. 

 

She used her foot to open the door. It’s not like she was able to prevent it slamming into the wall. 

 

Shame and guilt filled his mind, as his eyes looked towards her left arm, of a hand that no longer… existed. 

 

He hadn’t asked how she had lost it. The answer was glaringly obvious. Yumi had been cordial, kind, even — But Goro was not blind to the subtle expressions of resentment that had appeared upon her face, during their conversation. 

He couldn’t blame her for that. He knew. He knew exactly why. 

 

 “I… I think I finally understand what your mother went through, all those years ago.” 





That statement took a whole new meaning when he truly took in her appearance… of how aged and tired she looked. 

It was easy to forget that the woman wasn’t even a decade older than him. She was still in her late twenties, but she looked nothing like the average woman within that age range. 

At first, he was relieved to see her again.  But his feeling had turned bittersweet, when he had taken true note of her appearance, of how aged… tired she looked. 



Yumi hadn’t been living… she had been existing . Surviving as best she could. 



At this particular moment however, she looked calm. Serene, almost. She smiled at him, her breathing a little fast, when she said: 

 

“I’m a little late, aren’t I?” 

And Goro responded with a smile, shaking his head. 

“It’s okay, Yumi.” Because why wouldn’t it be? 



Yumi’s own smile widened. 

“I’m glad.” 



She took a step towards him, a tight hand holding the side of the plate. 

“Here, eat the pancakes before they go cold.” 




So he indeed reached forward, taking the entire plate from Yumi’s hand, placing it upon a nearby table. 

And he ignored the feeling of the hairs upon his neck standing up, nor his ribbon seemingly tightening, as he picked up a pancake— bringing it towards his lips. 

 

And It tasted absolutely heavenly. The top was butter and crisp, the inside delicately soft and light, the perfect temperature to finish it off. 

…If he didn’t know better, he would’ve assumed that it had been his mother who had made it. 



Yumi watched as he ate, still smiling warmly. 




“I see they are made just the way you like it.” 





It was true. Going off of taste alone, the pancake had been completely catered to his liking. 







…That is until, the moment he decided to swallow. 
















And that was when…

















He remembered everything





***








 

 

(Present) 




Akira blinked, and blinked again at his own reflection. He blinked rapidly, as if the action could alter the imagery he saw within the mirror. 

It was a futile attempt. 

What Takemi had stated was true; the ribbon was indeed still there, still wrapped securely around his neck. Akira had even made the effort to lift a hand, shaky fingers touching the fabric, confirming its presence. 

 

… Everything that she had stated was true.

 

The ribbon was no longer purple. 

Akira didn’t ever think there’d come a day where he’d miss any part of the ribbon. This fragile fabric had only been an object that represented being a prisoner , being chained

 

Oh, how fast circumstances change. 

 

The ribbon was no longer purple. It was no longer really… anything. It was now an incorrigible shade… slithering between brown and black. When he brushed his fingertips against the fabric, he was met with a dry, desolate material, the light snuffed out. 

Akira took a deep, shaky breath, aware of the pressure upon his chest. 

He tried to speak, attempted to form a sentence— 

 

“I…I— I— don’t—“

 

A sharp pain formulated in his head, preventing him from finishing. 

If Akira still had both his lungs, he would most likely be having a full fledged panic attack right now. But even in this circumstance, he was hyper aware of what effect that would have on him right now. 

So he took a different route, casting his gaze away from the mirror, ignoring the look of horror upon Takemi’s face. 

“I don’t understand.” Because he truly didn’t. It didn’t make any sense. “It can’t be. He can’t be.”

Takemi was graceful enough to not provide a response, instead slowly lowering the mirror. 

 

Akira lifted his hand to his neck. 

“May— Maybe my ribbon was false. Perhaps it was brown all along.” 

 

Yes. Yes. That was it. Afterall, when he truly thought about it, Akira had never actually seen the ribbon bestowed upon him. He had simply just assumed that it was the same fabric that all the others had been cursed with. Perhaps… maybe…

Takemi’s expression shifted to something sympathetic. 

“Kurusu…” 

“It’s possible, Takemi.” Akira proclaimed. His voice was calm. Far too calm. 

 

“Afterall.” He continued, pointing to his neck, “I— I never… It’s not as if I ever got to see the exact shade of ribbon that was put on me.” 

But I did — Takemi thought internally. And it had been unmistakably purple. 

 

“Kurusu.” 

“And I saw him today, Takemi. I saw him , and I know that you did too.” 

His tone remained neutral, but his pace became erratic. It wouldn’t be long before his breathing followed suit. 

He didn’t dare let his mind ponder about the strange, near eerie way Goro behaved that morning… the way he hadn’t once used his left hand— 

 

“…Kurusu.” 

Akira stopped, flinching slightly at the fae’s harsh tone. He stared at her for a moment, in complete silence, before he cast his gaze away, looking towards the bed sheets. 

 

“He said he’d come back…” Akira whispered, almost to himself. “He said… he promised… ” 

“Akira… I’m so—“ 

“And he— I don’t believe he would just… leave me. Not at least without explaining why. It… it just doesn’t make any sense.” 

Takemi sighed inwardly, allowing her wings to droop. What was that saying again? That the first stage of grief was often— 

 

“Akira.” She said softly. 

Akira looked at her, an unreadable expression upon his face. He once again made no motion to speak, prompting her to continue. 

“Haven't you realized?” 

 

He flashed her with a look of utter confusion. 

 

“Realized what?” 

 

The fairy said nothing, allowing her gaze to drop towards his neck, and then mouth. She bit her lip, wondering if it was even a wise thing to point out, considering Akira’s state. 

Had he been perfectly healthy, and not recovering from a near fatal injury, no doubt she would’ve been straight up. 

But alas, she was a doctor, and she knew better than most of the dangers of stressing out a patient. Especially one that had only just exited a coma, running high on pain medication, now only equipped with one lung. 

 

Turns out, she needn’t say anything. Akira brought a hand to his mouth, his eyes widening in realization. 



Because… 




‘You lips are no longer sealed.’




Akira could deny the color, deny it was truly purple— for he himself had never seen it. But he couldn’t deny the fact that there was no longer a chain against his speech. That he was now able to speak freely. 

His memory was hazy, but not so blurry that he couldn’t recall his experience within that interrogation room, where every attempt to vocalize his circumstance had been. 

“The ribbons— the ribbons...” He began to utter that, hesitating as he waited for his speech to be thwarted. 

 

…But 

 

“…The ribbons are the killers.” 



…Nothing was happening. No violent coughs, no excruciating throat pains, not even a warning— 

 

“Akira—“ 

 

Nothing was happening. 

 

To think there would come a time he would wish more than anything— to feel that pain again. 

And that the absence of it could only mean—

 

Akira took a deep breath, taking note of the discomfort within his chest. His hands curled within the sheets, turned his head towards the wall. 

He tried to ignore how puffy his eyes suddenly became, but he was unable to prevent the single tear dropping down his left cheek. 

“Akira…” Takemi’s tone was alarmed, which was unusual for the normally calm fae. Akira's ears picked up the way her wings were fluttering with worry. “Oh honey, listen. I know this can’t be easy at all.” 

 

Akira turned to look at her, his usual neutral face taken over with distress. 

“I don’t believe it.” He declared. “Call me a heretic, calm me crazy, I can understand! But I just… I don’t… I can’t accept it. Not yet.” 

Whether he was talking out of denial, delusion or desperation— He truly didn’t know. 




…But








“But…” Akira began, his eyes now holding a conviction that had not existed prior. “ If … and I say if anything has happened to him… know that it wasn’t by his own hand .” 





***



(16 hours before)


Within a split second, Goro suddenly remembered everything. 





“…I suppose it never was a dream.”



He blinked, feeling his throat burn. The once heavenly pancake that he had bitten was now akin to bile within his oesophagus. 

Almost immediately— his breathing began to quicken. His throat began to feel as if it had been set alight and he felt the pillar of his legs stumble, no longer able to stay afloat — his entire being hitting the floor. 

He stifled a sob, pushing his hands into the cold floor, if only to keep himself from crumbling completely. 

Sharp pains would then streak all over his palms, halting his progress. He only had to look down to figure out why. 

The once whole plate that had been filled with pancakes was now on the floor, shattered into numerous segments, sharp pieces slicing throughout his skin.  

He hadn’t even realized he had dropped the plate, hadn’t heard such an occurrence— did he could barely even acknowledge the blood… his blood smeared all over the floor — considering what he had just realized… came to finally understand —  it hardly mattered. 

 

Because the dream he had had now made complete sense. 

The way it was set within this very TV station. The fact that his mother had appeared. The fact that only one of her hands had been covered in foam. 

The fact that she handed him pancakes, and he had eaten it. 







“If only I had remembered that dream in time.” 





It hadn’t made sense then, all those months ago — when he had woken up in a cold sweat, struggling to breathe. It barely made sense — even now. But he understood enough.  

The dream he had had all those months ago, had never truly been a dream. 









  But more akin to a warning. 






One that he had realized seconds too late. 

He pressed one hand upon the floor, once again trying to himself upright — ignoring the way his arms and fingers shook in fear. Ignoring the excruciating sensation of the shattered pieces of the plate that further pierced through his skin. 

He didn’t dare consider if his mannerisms were down to shock and stress or worse— 

 

The tightening of his throat had subsided, which— it was a positive. It was positive. 

 

Good. Good. 



He slowly lifted his other hand, the left one — bringing it towards his mouth, positioning his index and middle finger to venture inside, applying pressure to the very back of his throat.  

It had been a few minutes since he had swallowed the food, it would’ve hardly had time to digest 

 

It took a moment, but eventually he was able to feel the affects within his stomach. 



 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

…But nothing came out. 

 

It wasn’t working. 




It wasn’t working. 



Nothing was coming out










He felt a hand touch his back. 





The hand did not pat, nor rub soothingly 

Panic began to spread throughout him. Because he realised only then… that he had truly fucked up. 


That dream had never truly been a dream 

 

But more akin to a warning 






A warning… not about what… but about who  



Minutes beforehand, he would’ve considered Yumi’s touch to be a comfort. He would’ve happily leaned into it, accepted any sort of embrace she offered. For she had been the only person to have ever given him motherly affection. 

 

Which is exactly why… 

 

He reached out, slapping the hand upon the back with force. He did not care for the harshness, nor the intake of breath that he heard. 

If Yumi’s touch had been a source of comfort mere minutes before, it was now akin to cyanide.

Hindsight, in its own twisted way, truly was 20/20. Goro wondered how he hadn’t figured it out before. 

Almost everything that had taken place within that dream, practically mirrored what was happening right now. 

 

The fact that it had taken place at the TV station. The fact that one of his mother’s hands had been concealed with foam. 

The fact that Yumi only had 1 hand. 

The fact that in both scenarios he had been offered pancakes— and he had willingly taken it. 

One of the few differences was that the person now responsible for his impending murder… was not his mother…





But instead… the woman who Goro in eyes, had been the closest thing to it. 



He turned to look at that very woman. 




Why? — He then asked, pleaded . Not with his tongue, but his eyes, wide and watery — the portrayal of betrayal seeping through his crimson irises. 

 

Yumi simply stared back, delivering her own answer in the same form. 





You know why — Her own eyes communicated back. 









“I should’ve known…” He then declared, his volume no louder than a faint whisper. He wasn’t in pain — not yet — but it was getting harder and harder to keep his posture upright, his form getting weaker and weaker. It was getting harder and harder to speak. 

A prolonged silence, the only noise being the nature of the night, and Goro’s quickened breaths. 

Goro lifted his head to face her again, fully expecting to see her smiling warmly at him, just like his mother had within that dream. 

 

But despite her words, there was no smile upon her face. She wasn’t even looking at him. Instead, her gaze was… complicated? And was cast downwards, her single hand caressing her stomach. 

The gesture confused him, but he had no time to question it. A few seconds later, she looked straight at him. He noticed then that her eyes were bleary, her overall demeanor screaming of coldness. 

 

“Funny.” She finally uttered, in a tone that could only be described as neural. Void of any emotion. “Funny, because I said the exact same to you, many years ago.” 

Goro smiled slightly then, in spite of the pain reeling through his system, the panic arising in his system. The seeping feeling of betrayal through his veins. 

 

“So you did.” 

 

He stopped speaking for a moment, focusing his attention upon the floor. He pressed both hands on the surface once more, finally hoisting himself up. One hand quickly grabbed an edge of a table, maneuvering himself so his back could rest against it. 

He felt exhausted by the action, his lungs and arms littered with anguish. His mind was spinning, his vision had become slightly blurred at the edges. Both his hands were clamped onto the wooden material, providing only a shaky foundation. 

 

But he was able to hold himself upright, a privilege he would soon lose. 

He turned his gaze back to Yumi, who now was standing on the other edge of the balcony, her hand clasped upon the railing. She was still staring at him, her face now inconstructible. She offered no comfort, not in her words… nor her expression. 

 

…Almost as if waiting for him to speak first. 



Goro took a deep breath, in a bid to decipher the state his body was in. His arms still ached from the stress of keeping his entire body standing. He could barely feel his hands, having been littered with cuts. His legs were long gone, now comparable to dead weight working against his body. 

The burning sensation within his throat had calmed slightly… but had been replaced by a constrictive pressure. 












Of course



Of course. 







You will die, just as you have lived

 

“It's strange,” He began, a certain quickness in his manner. For he did not know how long he would have it. “How it is often said that poison is a woman’s usual preferred choice of weapon.” 

It was a phrase that Shido had often related to him, along other pieces of ‘advice’  

“Don’t ever believe the emotions of women. Those cretins will use their assists and tears to lower your guard so they can get what they want. They are weaker than us, so they must stoop to lower means to obtain what they want. Only a foolwould be stupid enough to entertain them.” 

 

Goro had never much cared for what Shido had to say, and he still didn’t. 


However….

 

His eyes skirted below her face, towards her arm. 

 

There are many ways to kill, and even more ways to evade being killed. 



…But how much harder would it be, when you’re missing 

a hand and your throat is barely protected? 



“It can’t have been easy for you.”




Silence. 




“When you asked me earlier, about how many lives— in your words ‘did I selfishly sever to maintain your own existence?’ — Was it possibly because you were planning to execute the same practice onto me?” 



“My— My lips are—“   

 

Goro pointed to his ribbon. “How exactly did you figure out that I…” He raised one finger  “Something must’ve made you realize, hmm?”

 

He watched as she flinched at his question, a solemn tear falling down her face.

“What gave me away?” Goro prompted, genuinely curious. Because few knew his status as the original, and even fewer realized what that entailed. 

Yumi remained silent for a short moment. She raised her hand, positioning her thumb to soothe over her bandaged neck. 








“You.” 






“The fact that you made it this long.” She then clarified, sensing his confusion. “After I escaped, I didn’t dare think that he’d keep you around for long.” 

“So imagine my shock when years later, I see you on TV, supposedly investigating the unusual deaths. Right around the time he is preparing for the elections, no less.” 

She sighed, fiddling with her hand. 

“At first, I was so relieved to know that you were still… I was happy to know that you were still here. I’d tune in whenever you were due on air… just to make sure you were still…”



Still here 

 

Still alive 






“…But that’s also exactly why I suspected something wasn’t quite right.” 

She slowly lifted her left arm, wincing slightly. “ This was what was done to me, Goro, for simply deciding to voice my opinion… once . ” 

 

She lowered her arm swiftly, her tired eyes meeting his. 

“I was almost unraveled, for having a fucking opinion. For simply voicing my thoughts on how he used to treat you. So it confused me, why he would paradoxically keep you around, all these years.”

 

“…And that’s when it hit me. It’s not that he didn’t want you severed, it’s that he couldn’t .”  




“And I— fuck. I’m tired, okay?  I’m so, so tired. I’ve felt like this for years . And perhaps if it had just been me, it was only myself that had been cursed… I would’ve left things as they were. You destroying the untouched fabrics would’ve been enough. But that’s not possible. Even if no one else can be imprisoned… I, and so many others in my position are in constant danger and we just…just want our freedom back.” 



Goro nodded, ingesting her words with ease. 



“As expected.” Perhaps he should feel rage, anger at her words. But the only true emotion that he could muster was understanding. 



If they knew the truth, they would rip the fabric from my skin.

 

It was beyond foolish of him to ever believe that Yumi would be different. That she would actually put his life above her own. 



“So that’s why you decided to conduct this plan. To warm me up, to lower my guard, just enough to ensure I’d eat the pancakes you laced with poison.” 

Yumi wiped another tear that strayed down her cheek. “…I never expected you to actually take it.” She smiled, sad but almost fondly.  “You were foolish, in that regard.” 

 

“It’s ironic you say that.”

 

Because she too called me foolish, in that dream of mine



“And what would you have done, if I had seen through you?” 





He always did like pancakes, at least from what I remember

(Well even if his preference had changed, more for herself anyway)







Yumi looked at him, and then cast her gaze towards her stomach. She placed her hand upon her stomach, clenching the fabric ever so slightly.

She never gave a verbal answer, but her mannerism was answer enough. 









Had he not have taken it, she would’ve eaten them herself 



After all, his decisions across the years had ultimately cost the lives of many. It would only make sense that his own demise would follow suit. 

It was funny; Goro had imagined his death, prepared for it even. He had known for a long time that he was a dead man walking, his existence prolonged only to end that of others. 

It was when he had offered Akira the opportunity to kill him, to end the curse altogether— only for the other to refuse… despite everything…to beg him to stay instead…  that Goro had then started to imagine living

 

…And how exactly had that turned out? 

 

Akira had ended up with a bullet lodged within his body. Barely clinging to life those 6 weeks he was immersed within a coma. 

And even if he did survive…what kind of life would he lead, if everyone believed him to be the perpetrator? 

Everyone who he had gotten close to… who had tried to help him— Had either ended up dead or close enough to it.





His thought process was suddenly halted by his throat, which had begun to constrict at an increasingly alarming rate. 



He was running out of time. 



He collapsed to the floor, hands now far too occupied to keep his form upright. The pain erupting from his throat numbed the collision. 

 

He coughed and coughed, phlegm and spit erupting from his mouth. The pain was extreme, and he truly felt as if his lungs had somehow erupted into flames. 

 

After an agonizing minute, the cough died down, and the swelling within his windpipe tamed.




Tamed… not extinguished 








If… If Goro was to call the hospital right at this moment, perhaps there would be a chance… minuscule as it was, that he could make it out alive. 

He cannot believe that the thought hadn’t crossed his mind sooner.

 

But what difference would it make? How much more time would he be afforded? A week? A month? Perhaps longer. And how many others would have to compensate? And what if one day Akira or Futaba— 

 

 

No. No. Fuck it. 




This was a doomed scenario, but the alternatives should he stay alive much longer would be even worse.


It was pointless, futile to fight anymore.


 

 

So instead— 

 

 

“That night,” He croaked out, before pausing to take a deep breath. His throat was tightening, at an increasingly alarming rate. 

But he had to ask. It wouldn’t make a difference, not to the circumstances, not in the long run. 

But it had been a question that had lingered on his mind for years… a plea that he had never believed would ever be answered. 

“That… That night.” He paused, scrambling for breath. “The… The night that you had planned to leave… Did you ever consider taking me with you?” 

“…I tried.” She wasn’t looking at him, but her hand was shaking. “I intended to— I truly did.”

Goro slowly raised his arm, pointing towards her left arm. 

 

“Because he—?” 

 

Yumi sobbed quietly into her hand. 

 

“Even if by some miracle, that was made possible.” She began, wiping her face. “You wouldn’t have survived with me. Broke, destitute, and one-handed? You would’ve died far faster in my care.” 

“But as furious as I was at you at the time, never did I intend to abandon you there, with him ! If I could’ve…. I would’ve taken you.” 

“I believe you.” 

 

And he truly did. 

 

He wished more than anything that things could’ve been different. Life had been so cruel to the both of them, he then realized. 

How much different would their lives have been, if Yumi had succeeded in taking him with her? How much different, if Shido had never approached either of them in the first place?

How much different… if Shido hadn’t killed his moth— 





A tight constriction within his esophagus that breached his ability to breathe, brought him back to reality. 

For it was far, far too late to fantasize about useless hypotheticals. 

What was done, was done. 





And he would ultimately die, right here. 

 

Was he ready for that? Of course not. But there was nothing he could do about it. The attempt at vomiting had failed, and even if it hadn’t — it would by no guarantee ensure that all the poison would be out of his system. 

His legs had already failed him, his respiratory system closely following suit. 

It was funny… for the ways he had imagined to die… for all the moments he had expected the moment to come, for his own lifeline to be swiftly removed — the act akin to one snapping their fingers.

 

He had never quite imagined that he’d experience dying

That there’d be time in between being murdered… and well— dying

 

He looked back at Yumi. 

 

“I’m sorry.” Was all she said, voice now hoarse. “For what it’s worth, had there been any other way —“ 

“…Don’t be.” Never in his life had he ever been one to care for empty platitudes, and he certainly wasn’t going to start now. 

 

Besides— 

 

“What you did was understandable. Many people had tried… and ultimately failed to help me.” He gave her a melancholic smile. “Not entirely for my own sake, but more for the desire to be free again.” 



It would make sense that someone eventually would opt for the opposite approach. 



“The definition of insanity is to repeat the same action continuously and expect a difference in results. Look what happened to you, the first time you tried to intervene.” 

 

It ruined you

 

“So I hold no blame towards you. Because—“ His airways were tightening once more, and he placed a hand upon his neck, trying to soothe the tension.

 

“Either way, I’ll at least be free… from all this.” 



Goro wouldn’t classify himself as suicidal, but he too was tired. So, so tired. 



Yumi looked up at him, her eyes dark and gaze upon that very hand. “You should be furious . At the fact that I only came back to ki—“ 

She coughed, having clearly forgotten the limits she was bound by. 

“Not yet.” He croaked, his tone of slight teasing. “You’re not free just yet .” 

 

Yumi smiled, before her expression quickly switched to forlorn. “I wish life had been kinder to you.” 

 

“And I hope your life going forward is kinder to you than it has been.” His vision at this point had blurred, and her image through his lens was blotched. 




It was nearly time 






“Yumi.” He rasped, using the last of his strength stored in his vocal chords. “Let’s make a deal. You won’t say no, will you?” 








***





10 minutes later, Yumi would leave, the door shutting behind her with a soft click. She made sure to lock the door behind her, taking the key in her possession. 

Alone, he turned his gaze towards the sky. It was dark, the stars long taken their place within the sky. 

Alone, he finally allowed himself to cry. Tears streamed down his face, through choked breaths, through his worsening eyesight, through his pain-inflicted body — through the realization of all the experiences in life he had not yet gotten to enjoy.

He cried, at the thought of leaving Akira alone in this cruel world… after everything he had put him through. 

He cried at the pain erupting in his throat, the way the simple ability to breathe was slowly ebbing away. 

He ultimately grieved his own life, of what could never be, one that would soon be severed. 

After a while, his sobbing would halt. Not out of choice, nor because he had no tears left to shed. But simply from the tightness of his throat, the increased breathlessness within his lungs. 

Slowly and tentatively, he removed the glove enveloped on his left hand — the only one he had left — 

 

“We were close.” He whispered, to nobody but the worn glove now rested within his palm. “But it’s unlikely I’ll ever get this gift to you now.” 

With the last of his strength, he lifted his arm, throwing the glove over the balcony and into the darkness that lay ahead. 

“Ah, it would've been nice to return home.” Back to the farm, with you. “But I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Akira It just wasn’t meant to be.”

“I could never be the hero in this life.” 




Still…



“I love you, Akira. I loved you I think… perhaps from the very start. Before I was even aware of what the term meant. I… I was a fool to not tell you so in person.” 

 

You’ll hear it from me , but it won’t be from me 



…Yet another mistake amongst many. 


But… The fact that he had managed to survive 18 years, as an existence that was never supposed to be? He supposed that was something to take pride in. 

A small part of him would then relish… rather callously, at the absolute chaos his death would cause amongst the public, and oh how he wished he would be alive to witness it. 



Oh, how unfair life was 



Goro took a deep breath, taking in his surroundings for the last and final time.

He lifted his left hand towards his neck, fingers grazing against the ribbon.



He thought of only 4 things:



"If only I knew more about my father, mother." 

"If only I paid more mind to your disappearance, Yumi." 

“If only I had remembered that dream in time.” 

"If only I could've stayed in your life a few years longer, Akira." 



Because perhaps if he had, 







The ribbon snapped 







Maybe, just maybe 







His head collided onto the floor 













Things would’ve turned out differently 






 

 

 

 

***



13 hours later 




In the end, Goro never got to visit Akira, but not due to his own accord. 

 

Yumi stood in front of a mirror, slowly removing the aged bandages upon her neck. Her breath hitched when she had reached the deepest layer, tentatively stripping it away— 


When she saw  that her ribbon was no longer purple… but brown. 

Her eyes widened, shaky fingers circling the fabric. 

 

Slowly… she pulled on the string. 




She would never be able to tell if it had been seconds, minutes or perhaps even hours when the fabric teared completely within her fingers and she— 

 

She was still alive.



She was alive 




She could feel the breeze glaze upon her neck and she—

 

Flows of tears fell from her face, her hand coming to her mouth in shock.



The curse had been broken. The curse had been broken 

 

When she dared take a look at herself in the mirror, she would come to realize the faint, red scar circling her throat — right where the ribbon had been so shortly beforehand. 

She fell to the floor, single hand upon her stomach, sobbing profusely.

 

“I’m free…” She whispered, clutching her stomach. “We’re free.”



She had taken her freedom. And in all but a few hours, many others would be able to do the same. 

 

It had been almost a decade since she had felt air on neck, since she had been able to speak without restraint… since she had felt remotely safe— 

But it was not lost on her, the atrocity she had committed for this circumstance to take place. 

 

 

 


Nor the impact it would have on— 

 

“You’re free now, we all are.” She had told his beloved , as he lay within the hospital bed — his entire chest bandaged, only half conscious, eyes struggling to stay open — but elated to see who he believed to be Goro. 

 

Victory was bittersweet. Even if she had freed herself, and many others. Even if she could finally now live as she wanted. 

 

Because in the end, she had to end the life of one, and destroy another’s to achieve it. 











“I barely knew you, but I know for a fact that you aren’t as bad as everyone says you are, Akira.”

 

 

 

“And I’m sorry, for what I’ve ultimately put you through.”

 

 

 

Notes:

Let me know your thoughts. I love reading your comments and viewpoints of the fic

I cannot believe this fic is nearly ending. It was my first time writing on AO3 and almost 2 years later… it has come to this. It’s been a wild ride writing this.

Thank you as always for reading, I genuinely appreciate it. And remember to drink water

Till next time

Chapter 22: Full circle

Summary:

“All life goes in a circle, around and around, you started at one place, and then came right back to it again.”

Notes:

Well, 2 years later and we finally made it to the end :)

The strange thing is, despite how many changes I have made to the my original plans of this story, the ending (and beginning) has always remained the same.

…Whether that is a good or bad thing, I’ll let you as the reader decide

Happy reading :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 









In the world of Fables, who and what you are born as will determine your fate.





***




 

 

18 years ago, in the depths of this very ocean, I gave you a choice. 



To give up your tongue and tail, and elevate to the human world, OR to fasten the chain upon your tail, and drown.



…And you thanked me, profusely. You cried immensely, for allowing you the chance to survive up there. For allowing you to live

 

But I knew from the very beginning that the day would eventually come where you wouldn’t be.



“Today is that day.”



Mitsuri… did you not know that when I said that when you die, your son inherits, I wasn’t just referring to the ribbon. 

 

Ah… wasn’t it tragic, that upon your demise, that your son had already surpassed half of his remaining lifespan? 

 

Wasn’t it tragic that his demise was so similar to yours? 

 

Wasn’t it tragic that neither one of you got to witness a full decade past receiving the ribbon?

 

Wasn’t it tragic that neither wolf was able to save mother nor son?

 

I can’t help but wonder, if you had known the way this would eventually end… 



 

 

 

 

 


Would you still have made the same choice? 










***



The young man’s body was discovered on the balcony floor of the TV station, at approximately 3pm, — surrounded by a murder of crows, each of the bird's heads drooping towards the floor — as if in mourning.

As if mourning one of their own.

Lying lifeless on the concrete floor of a balcony, head detached from his neck, dried blood strewn across his mouth and hands, the remnants of a delicate fabric tangled within his left fingers.

 

He had been right about one thing. His death indeed brought upon chaos, one of a magnitude that had never been felt before. 

For the average citizen, for those who had never experienced the curse of being imprisoned— fear and panic erupted throughout. Because they simply couldn’t fathom how or why— the popular detective prince could die in such a way. Why he would be targeted. 

But for those who were , for those who had long forgotten what if felt like to speak without limit, for those whose weight of life was strung upon their neck — for so many of them to wake up that same day, with their once purple ribbons now brown, no longer feeling a sharp pain when their speech crossed a boundary, when they, one by one , dared remove the fabric over the hours and LIVED to tell the tale. 

The severed ribbon in his left hand was not a coincidence, for however many had been victim to the same demise, never once had said ribbon been left behind. 

 

His fingerprints being the only ones upon the ribbon further solidified it. 

It was a message, one that every previous prisoner understood. And without the chains, people spoke. 

Within less than a week, the freed victims, the ones with no power, began to expose those who had placed the ribbons upon them, their fingers pointing towards the rich who had willingly chosen to imprison themselves. 

The rich’s reaction to the loss of the ribbon differed greatly to the poor. Because unlike the maids, the minimum wage workers and the ladies of the night — 

Had he been alive, he would’ve taken great joy in witnessing the downfall of the conspiracy. Of watching the sheer terror and horrors upon their faces, as they realised that their layer of protection had been rightfully stripped from them. 




 

 

…But he wasn’t. And wasn't that better for everyone, that way? 

 



 

 

 

***




 

 

Life on the farm had always been better than that of the city.

The soft sounds of birds chirping occurred, signifying that the morning had begun. 

The warm summer breeze slowly made its way through the cracks of the barn, baby rays of sunlight following suit.

Akira witnessed it all, eyes wafting between closed and open. 

 

Life on the farm had always been better than that of the city.

 

The other inhabitants on the farm had always been cordial with the wolves, surprisingly not ever seeing them as a threat. The reason why was always apparent. Here resided a couple trolls, bears, an alligator - and many more creatures that would be considered "ones to be feared" . Saying that everyone lived in harmony would be pushing it, but there was a high amount of tolerance and respect for every being on the farm. 

 

Perhaps because they all shared one thing in common.

He spent a while basking in the peaceful silence before eventually getting up, hunger having gotten the better of him. He made his way to the table, finding a note there - from his father. A fresh red apple placed by its side.

Remember to take it easy — The very ending of the note read. 

Akira smiled at the note. The reminder was not needed, but it was appreciated. It had been over 3 years since he had been shot. He had long gotten used to the empty space within his chest. 

 

Of course, that’s not all the letter was referring to. 

 

He would get ready to head out a short while later. The process was not long, nor complicated. He simply located his glasses, and spent a few seconds fiddling with his unruly bangs. 

And then he would take a look in the mirror, his own reflection staring right back. His eyes would travel towards his neck and— 




It never gets easier, does it? 



Nothing had quite been the same, since that day. Although, he was certain that the majority of Tokyo shared a similar sentiment.

Even 3 years after Akira had awoken from that coma, it would still seem that with every second that passed by, he couldn’t help but wonder if he was still enveloped in the nightmare that he currently found himself within. 

Said delusion of thought would be shattered each and every time he’d cast his gaze into the mirror, the reflection of a ribbon, void of power, void of color still fastened upon his neck. 

Some would say that he was crazy, for having kept it on, for so long. It’s not like it was a danger to him anymore. It merely was just a normal ribbon now. Yet…Most of the imprisoned had long since removed their chains and yet he… he just couldn’t. 

 

The missing lung wasn’t the only empty hole within his chest. 

 

Outside of the glove on his right hand—



The ribbon was the only thing he has left of him




Akira took a shaky breath, tearing his gaze away from the reflective glass. He exited the barn, wordlessly walking across the field. 

The morning was still fresh; the sounds of birds chirping could be heard from all and every direction. As he made his way towards his destination he spotted a few animals upon the grass. Some of the creatures were in the midst of awakening, or falling asleep, should they be nocturnal whilst others were grazing upon said grass. 

There were various types of creatures on this farm. Animals, mythical beings, the like. Many that would be considered ones to be feared . There had always been various types of creatures on this farm. 

To say that everyone lived in complete harmony would be pushing it, but there was a high amount of respect and tolerance for every being on this farm. 

 

Even in his absence, that rule had never changed. 




Akira kept walking and walking, until he reached the very edge of the field. From here, it was possible to take note of the rocky terrain that marked the ending of the farm. 

During the night, the entire sky would be adorned with stars, shining brightly. 

 

At this time, however, it was merely bare and dark. Hard, cold, rocks everywhere. 

 

Akira took a few more steps, until he finally reached 2 carved stones — that stood out amongst the rest. For they were the only stones that had been purposefully placed there. 



One of the stones had the name:




 ‘ Akechi Mitsuri, 1981 - 2007’  




carved into it, whilst the other—




‘Akechi Goro, 1998 - 2016’  




Akira took a deep breath, finally gathering the strength to sit in front of the stones, finally allowing the tears to fall from his eyes, and stain his face. 





“…Happy birthday, Goro.” 













***






His initial reaction back then had been denial… because there had to be an explanation… right ? Perhaps his ribbon had always been brown, perhaps Goro had sprained his left hand before coming to the clinic… perhaps that’s why it didn’t work. 

Perhaps he was still within a coma, experiencing some abhorrent dream, and he’d eventually wake up and Goro would be fine and they would be free to go back— 

And then Takemi had purposely turned the TV on, showcasing the news. The discovery of a body in the TV station — 

Akira still hadn’t believed it, still reasoned that perhaps this was a cruel prank — perhaps someone had used a glamour— 

 

That is until, he looked upon the left hand of the corpse upon the screen, and noted that there was no black glove on the hand. 

 

He knew. He knew.

 

His brain knew. His heart wished it didn’t. 

 

And then Futaba had come rushing in, her face pale and white and utterly filled with panic. She had approached Akira’s bed, one of her hands clutching onto one of his arms, whilst the other had been clutching a document— a will — her mothers will. 

“Akechi gave me this.” She had whispered, her entire form shaking. “A—a few hours ago. He hugged me, and he told me that he wished things could’ve been different.” 



Had it really been him? 




She had handed Akira the form, allowing him to shift through the pages, waiting for his eyes to widen in realisation.  

“He’s my brother.” She whispered, still shaking. “I had a brother.  A half brother. Another brother.” She squeezed his arm, looking at him reassuringly, before her expression turned dark . “…And that same brother is the reason behind my mom’s death.” 

 

“I- I’m not mad at him though. I can’t be. I read all of mom’s notes, from her memory stick. I— I read everything . And I finally understand.”

 

She looked at him, tears in her eyes. 

 

“I used to beg my mom for a sibling. I dunno, I just thought having one would be nice.”

“In one of her last notes, before she— she said that she couldn’t wait to introduce me to someone. Someone that she knew that I would be fond of. And he— he must’ve known that too, right? That’s why he visited often— right?” 

 

Akira couldn’t answer. This was all news to him. But in perspective, it made complete sense. 

She wiped a tear from her eye. 

“I— I just wish I could’ve told him that I forgive him. I just…”

Tears began streaming down her face, both hands now clutching onto Akira’s arms as she sobbed and sobbed

 

“…He’s dead.” She whispered, her body shaking as she continued to weep. “He’s dead. He’s dead. Akira—”

Akira said nothing. He didn’t know what to say. His entire body was numb, unfeeling. He had barely left the stage of denial. 

So he instead lifted his hand, pulling down the worn bandage from his neck. Showcasing the colorless ribbon. 

Futaba immediately looked up, eyes taking in the sight, eyes quickly widening at the sight— 

She observed Akira’s neck for what seemed to be a minute, before he felt the grip she had upon her arms tighten so much more. 

 

“There’s a game I played ages ago. It was a choice-based game. Mom bought it for me. Said it would help me with making decisions.” She explained softly, sniffling slightly. “The game had about 4 different endings… I think? Obviously there was one ending that was significantly worse than the others.”

 

Akira flashed her a questionable gaze, wondering where this was going. 

“I like to think of life as a game. You have sets of choices, and depending on how you play, the ending will differ.” 

 

And for the first time since she had entered the room, Futaba flashed him a smile.

“Akira. There are so many ways this mission could’ve ended. The fact that you’re still here, after everything… against all odds… means that we avoided the worst ending.” 

Akira's own eyes widened, his remaining lung suddenly feeling breathless. 

“Futaba—“

“A—And the rest of the Phantom Thieves!” She added, grinning for a second before her expression morphed to something more solemn. “Seriously though. I’ve already lost one brother. I don’t think I could handle losing another.”





***



A week later, Sae paid him a visit. 



“Makoto informed me that you’d be here.” She  said. “How’s your recovery going?”

“Not bad, for the most part. Slightly harder to breathe, however.”

Sae nodded understandably. “You’ve gone through more than most kids your age ever should.”

“Maybe.” Akira shrugged wistfully. “But I’m still alive.” 

“That’s a good perspective to have on the matter. I’m glad to see that despite everything, you still manage to stay positive.”

“Why did you come here then?” Because while Akira didn’t mind Sae visiting him, he ultimately knew that her visit would be for a reason. 

“I’m here to offer you a choice.” She answered, predictably not beating around the bush. 

She took a seat by his bedside, taking out some documents within her folder. 



“I’m sure you’re aware by now of Akechi Goro’s demise. And the ramifications that  have come with it.”   

He nodded reluctantly. 

“The public as we know it is now in complete chaos. Understandably, citizens have lost complete faith in both the police and justice system. Not surprising, considering how and who the culprit turned out to be.” 

A flicker of betrayal and anger, yet mixed with understanding and grief seeped through her eyes. Akira noticed the way she clutched her necklace for what was a brief second. 

“However, if he was the one behind all this. It would undoubtedly mean that everything you told me that day was indeed the truth.” 

“Where are you going with this?” 

At this moment , the public are under the impression that you are dead. Regarding Akechi, there’s no doubt.” Sae explained. “There’s also another problem.” 

“Nobody has been able to determine whether his death was a suicide or homocide.” 

 

Akira’s breath hitched. “What do you mean?”

 

So Goro potentially hadn’t left him on purpose? 

 

Sae eyed him carefully. 

“I cannot say more, other than this: it is very likely that someone else was present at the scene when it happened.” She sighed frustratingly. “Unfortunately for us, the surveillance surrounding the balcony was broken. How ironic for a TV station.”

She leveled Akira with a stern gaze, eyes boring into his. 

“Do you now understand what I meant, when I said ‘at this moment’ ?”

 

Akira absorbed the statement for a second. 

 

“Are you trying to say—“

“It is only a matter of time before the public discovers that you are still alive. And when that happens, considering the rampant conspiracy theories and heightening panic they—“ 

“May pin his death on me.” May pin the deaths on all the victims on me.

 

“It would not be difficult for them to pin it on you. The higher ups would want nothing less.” 

Akira nodded, his form calm. His golden eyes, however, were scorched with anger. 

“You have to understand, many people have lost faith in the government and the judicial system. Many of the culprits of the ribbons, the wealthy ones have a lot to lose should they ever be tried. For chaos to subside, someone needs to be held responsible.”

“You are innocent in all the ways that matter, Akira. But not in the ways that count .” 

 

Ah. Of course. 

 

“So? Is it time for my arrest?” 

Sae searched his face, eyes flickering to his neck. 

“Yes. I came here to request that you turn yourself in. Plead guilty to the crimes of vandalism and destruction of property. I will happily represent you, and will do everything I can to ensure you get a fair hearing and that proves that Shido is the main conspirator behind the deaths. But to do that, I need time—“

 

Akira’s claw scraped through the sheet, ripping through the delicate fabric. 

“I’d rather be shot once more, and have my second lung removed before I ever willingly subject myself to another trial.” 

He had experienced it before, back when he had been on trial for hitting that man. He had experienced his features and genetic makeup being used as evidence, used as ammunition to explain why he was a monster. 

Why on earth would he subject himself to such humiliation once more? 

Tigers and lions have always been considered to be the most powerful of animals, on the very top of the food chain. Humans too wielding a considerable amount of power.

But unlike any of them, the wolves had never been a part of the circus. 

Not to mention, if Goro had killed himself in that way, that shrouded his demise in such mystery wouldn’t that mean… he wanted it to stay that way? 

 

And then Sae spoke again. 



“If you don’t want to turn yourself in, then I will not force you to. I came here to offer you a choice.” 

“And what would you have me do instead?” 

 

Her answer was immediate. 











 

“Leave Tokyo. And never return.”








***



It felt too similar to deja vu, Akira had thought - as he was escorted to the truck, a mere week later, the few of his belongings already bundled up in the back seat. It was due to rain later on that day, and he could only hope that the roof would be sturdy enough to keep the water out. 

 

Only Futaba, Sojiro and Takemi could accompany him that day. 

 

If Akira had asked, if he had stayed to fight, Futaba would have happily fought alongside him until his innocence was proven. He knew that the other phantom thieves would do as well. 

 

But Akira did not want to. And they all understood. 

 

And even if he did, it wouldn’t matter how much Akira insisted that he had no interest in harming humans or anything of the sort. It didn’t even matter that Akira’s actions had helped uncover Shido’s atrocities and hence freed the people. Humans at the center of their being, were fickle and self-centered creatures. 

But it was more of a double-edged sword as opposed to a complete negative. Because even with the masses amount of sympathy Shido obtained due to being crippled and burned beyond recognition, it did nothing to benefit him vote wise. 

It didn’t matter how powerful he had come across before. How promising of a leader he once was. How the public used to latch onto his every word as if it was the sinking titanic. It was apparent that the citizens didn’t deem someone who was essentially burnt to a crisp fit to run a country. 

If Akira had to guess, then perhaps this was what Goro wanted all along. For Shido, the man that had essentially destroyed both their lives to finally receive what he deserved. 

And perhaps, for society, who had judged both of them so harshly, for them to forever be confused and terrified— never knowing the truth behind Goro’s death. For his demise to cause chaos amongst society — for them to never know if the true killer was alive or dead, dormant or still active. 

If that’s what Goro had wanted, had wished for, in his final seconds of life— then perhaps this wasn’t the worst ending. 

 

So Akira left with a wistful smile on his face, later on that day — as the rain pattered against the roof, heading towards the place that he had only lately grown to understand, was his true home, forever. 




***



3 years later, here he was, sat by the graves, single droplets of tears falling down his face. 

 

He had never been one to cry. Not even when he was young. Wolves didn’t cry when in mourning. They howled. Howled until their throat was sore. 

He had never quite gotten to this point either, being this near the graves, that is. Farm life was peaceful, but it was busy and accompanied by so many beings, that it was easy for him to get lost within it, allowed him to forget, to not have to think about the gaping hole within his chest, about what he had lost—

But now— he finds that all years worth of emotions buried deep within him erupt almost immediately. 

If Goro could hear him, could see him he would most definitely chide Akira for acting in such a way. He would most definitely tell Akira that he had better ways to spend his time, aside from sitting at a grave, reminiscing and indulging in sentimental bullshit

 

Afterall Goro had told him, indirectly — so many times — that this was the way things would end. 




"Akira...I think I might die soon." 




He shouldn’t be surprised. Yet, he had still held hope that against all the odds, that they both would’ve been able to make it home alive. 



After a certain point, Akira started speaking to the graves. Perhaps it was out of insanity, perhaps it was to get some of the weight off his chest. He didn’t know.

He started off with Mitsuri, first apologizing for not being able to save her son. He relayed to her all that had happened in her absence, including the fate of her killer. He thanked her for being one of the first who had accepted him and like her son, had never viewed him as a monster. 

 

He then spoke to Goro’s, starting off with his new life on the farm. 

 

“I stopped being vegetarian, you know.” He said, a small smile on his face. “I’m barred from ever living amongst humans again, so why not? And I have to admit, steak has a nice kick to it. I don’t think I could ever go back to before.”  

“…Futaba is doing well. She’s in her last year of Shujin, looking into her options for university. Whatever she chooses to study, I know she’ll do well. It’s Futaba, after all.”

“…She forgives you. She talks about you sometimes, even now. She wishes things could’ve been different… as do I.”

“Sumire too. She’s grateful to you, for you were the only person who tried to help her overcome her grief, without feeding into her delusion.” 


“I’m sure you’ll be happy to know that Shido’s condition has not improved one bit. As for the people, from what Futaba and the others have told me, there’s still an abundance of chaos and fear within Tokyo, even years later. Huh… I suppose that’s what you wanted, isn’t it?” 

 

“Isn’t it funny that I’ve known you for so many years, yet I only got to celebrate your birthday with you once? During the first year we met, no less?” 

“I’m glad I got to know you, but I wish we had more time together. I wish… I wish you could’ve come home with me.” 

 

 

“I wish I could’ve told you that I love you more. Once is always better than never, but infinitely worse than any other number.” 




***



Akira stayed by the graves, until the bright blue sky morphed into a dark indigo. By that point, his eyelids began to droop, and his body felt tired. 

But there was a lightness to his chest, one that he hadn’t experienced in years. 

He got up, slowly making his way towards the barn, when he heard a sudden squawk. He made his way towards the sound, and was met with a surprising sight. 

There lay a lone crow, situated on the ground, its wings spread out. Had it not been for the subtle chest movements of breathing, equipped with the squawk, Akira would've assumed it was dead. 

He quickly ran towards the bird, hoping that his presence wouldn’t startle it. The bird did not look scared, rather— it looked relieved. Which was unusual, because crows were usually more weary of humans… or beings that looked human. 

Hmm… perhaps it was a crow that had traveled from the city? Crows over there were more relaxed around humans. 

 

But why would a crow travel all this way? 

 

Upon closer inspection Akira noticed that there was plastic enveloped tightly around its neck, most definitely constricting his breathing in some form. 

Slowly, Akira lifted a clawed finger and pressed it on the plastic, delicately cutting through the material until it snapped in half, falling into the ground. 

The crow exhaled immediately afterwards, and though it was impossible to tell if it was smiling through sight, Akira could tell that it was grateful. 

“There you go, little guy.” He whispered. “Would you like some water? You must be thirsty.”  He held out his arm, inviting the bird to perch upon it, if it wished. 

 

The crow did just that, settling itself comfortably upon Akira’s shoulder. 

Akira made his way towards the barn. Once there he quickly acquired water for the crow, who drank it willingly. 

Akira couldn’t help but watch in amusement. He smiled at the sight before yawning, his tiredness finally catching up to him. 

What a strange crow 

“Feel free to rest here if you wish.” He said sleepily to said crow, before heading to bed and succumbing to the realm of sleep. 




***



When he awoke the next morning, there was no sight of the crow from last night. 

Akira paid no mind, simply happy that the crow was likely healthy enough to leave of its own accord. He started to get ready for the day ahead. 

It was only when he had finished getting ready, and exited the barn, that he was met with a surprise. 

There, just beside the door lay a black glove. 

Confused, Akira picked up the fabric, breath hitching when he then realised—

 

 

That it matched the glove already upon his right hand. The one that Goro had given him— 

 

It couldn’t be

 

 

It couldn’t be 

 

 

With a shaky hand, Akira placed the glove upon his left, only to find that it fitted perfectly. A perfect match, to the existing right one he had. 

 

 

His eyes darted everywhere, in a bid to find the owner of this gift. He found said owner perched upon the top of the barn. The same crow from last night, beak turned down towards him.

And although it was impossible to decipher whether said bird was smiling, he somehow knew. 


 

 

In the end, Goro had never promised to stay alive. He had known that such a feat would be too difficult.

 

 

However—

 

 

“If I can’t be a hero… then I’d like to become a crow instead.”


 

“When all this is over, let’s go back home. And if… when we get there.” He lifted up the other hand, which was still gloved. “This too, will be yours.”  

 

 

 

Which could only mean— 

 

The crow cooed happily, as if to confirm Akira’s thoughts before stretching its wings and flying and disappearing into the bright blue sky. 

 

Akira turned his gaze down to his hands, which were now identical, now both adorned with the same glove, before turning back towards the sky. 

 

 

Whether it was truly him, or some unfathomable coincidence, or just a lucid dream— 

 

 

 

 

It didn’t matter. Because— 

 

 

 


“You came home.” Akira whispered, tears once again falling down his face. He lifted his left hand, brought it towards his neck — and pulled the dead fabric from his neck.

 

 

 

 

You’re free now, we all are 

 

 

 

 

 

And you finally made it home

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

Crows are known to give gifts to those they like/feed them etc.

Crows do also mourn their own (I was surprised when I initially found this out)

 

Thank you if you made it to the very end of this story. I truly hope you enjoyed reading, I thoroughly enjoyed writing this (even if it did take me forever to finish)

If you enjoyed please kudos or comment your thoughts 💓 (good and bad are welcome)

Notes:

My google search history be like
"Do werewolves like pancakes"
"Can werewolves climb" LOL

I'm aiming to get chapter 2 out sometime next month

Warnings: Mention of death at the very end of the chapter