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1. enough discipline for the both of us by vvayside

   Fandoms: League of Legends RPF  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   28 Dec 2025

   Tags

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   • Park Jaehyuk | Ruler/Son Siwoo | Lehends
   • Hwang Seonghoon | Kingen/Son Siwoo | Lehends
   • Son Siwoo | Lehends
   • Park Jaehyuk | Ruler
   • Hwang Seonghoon | Kingen
   • Work In Progress
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Internal Monologue
   • Character Study
   • POV Third Person Limited
   • Lehends POV
   • Smoking
   • Cigarettes
   • Drinking
   • Alcohol
   • Infidelity
   • Emotional Infidelity
   • Cheating
   • Homewrecking
   • Lack of Communication
   • Break Up
   • Break Up Talk
   • Morally Ambiguous Character
   • Driving
   • References to Depression
   • Passive Suicidality
   • Self-Destruction
   • Banter
   • Late Night Conversations
   • Texting
   • (not a chatfic but there are some texts embedded)
   • Drunk Texting
   • Exes
   • Ex Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • Mirror Sex
   • Eventual Smut
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • There Was Only One Bed
   • kinghends breakup
   • rulhends endgame
   • not kinghends-friendly! i recommend averting your eyes if you're a kinghends shipper.
   • chat is it cheating to sneak out at 2 am for a romantic walk by the river with your ex-situationship that you never really got over
   • you can pry my em dashes from my cold dead hands
   • no beta we die like ruler's luscious locks
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   what if we're still meant to be? / crazier things have happened

   Siwoo has never wanted to be any one thing forever, but sometimes, he wonders if maybe he could have been Jaehyuk's.

   Or: Lehends tries to avoid Ruler. Ruler refuses to be avoided.

   (Third installment of a series. Not intended to be read as a stand-alone. Written for RuLehends Week 2025, Day 5: "Parents." Chapter 2 will be hopefully be posted in January 2026.)

   Series

   • Part 3 of with something that's thicker than smoke

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