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  1. who cares (i'm fine) by ,

    Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

    15 Sep 2025

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    Jax is fine.

    Completely and totally fine.

    He's fine when his best friend suddenly becomes aggressive and turns on him. He's fine when he starts pushing everyone else away. He's fine after fighting with Pomni when she claims they're friends. And he's sure as hell fine when he locks himself and his room, slowly beginning to abstract.

    Jax's world is coming down around him and he struggles to admit that he's lost control, that maybe he's never been in control.

    When he started to abstract he didn't expect to wake up. He didn't expect the rest of the circus to suddenly be rallying with him after everything he said and did.

    And he definitely didn't expect that he might finally have to admit, to himself and everyone else, that he's not okay.

    (OR: After episode 6 Jax starts to abstract. The gang finds a way to stop it but there are… consequences. Jax is forced to think about his past and becomes angry at the idea that he once again could be hopeless. But is he really?)

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