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Arthur dies quietly.
Not in the blaze of legend, not in the roar of prophecy fulfilled — but under a thinning canopy of late afternoon light, breath rough against Merlin’s shoulder, weight growing heavier in his arms. Merlin braces him close — one hand around his back, the other pressed hard over the wound that will not close, fingers slippery with blood his magic can no longer answer.
“Just… hold me.”
Merlin holds him as though the world might end if he lets go. One arm braced around Arthur’s shoulders, the other pressed firmly to his side, fingers slippery with blood no magic can mend. His power flares weakly beneath his skin — flickering, protesting, refusing to accept that it is too late.
Arthur’s eyes wander — first to the golden haze between the leaves, then back to Merlin’s face.
“I don’t want you to change.”
Merlin’s breath catches. He nods, even though every part of him is already breaking.
“I won’t,” Merlin promises, voice breaking on the vow. “I’ll still be me.”
Arthur exhales softly, as if that answer alone is enough. There is peace in his eyes. Not because he is ready to go, but because Merlin is here.
Merlin leans their foreheads together so Arthur doesn’t have to look far to find him.
“So… there you are,” Arthur whispers, and the corner of his mouth tilts with a familiar, weary fondness.
“Always,” Merlin promises, and grief slips loose in the spaces between his words. “Arthur, I’m sorry. For everything. I should’ve told you sooner, I should’ve — please, just stay. Please.”
Arthur doesn’t argue. His hand twitches against Merlin’s sleeve, the last flicker of will in a body already surrendering.
Then —
“Thank you.”
Barely sound. Barely breath. But it lands between them with the weight of a lifetime.
Gratitude. Forgiveness. Farewell.
Merlin stiffens as if struck.
He opens his mouth — to answer, to plead, to laugh or curse or say don’t thank me for loving you — but before he can speak, Arthur’s gaze — still fixed on him — begins to fade.
The blue loses focus, turning glassy. His pupils no longer track Merlin’s movement. His eyelids don’t close; they remain half-open, reflecting light instead of receiving it. His fingers slacken. His breathing thins into shallow wisps. His body sags further into Merlin’s hold, growing heavier as if surrendering to gravity at last. Warmth drains from his skin beneath Merlin’s hand — first the palm, then the wrist, then the cheek Merlin cradles as if sheer conviction could restore heat.
“Arthur. Arthur, look at me — look at me.” Merlin’s voice cracks. “Please. Please, don’t go, stay with me. Just one more breath — Arthur — Arthur —!”
No answer.
No gasp. No jolt.
Only silence.
Only a gradual stillness — so quiet that it almost feels like rest.
His skin grows paler beneath Merlin’s touch. His lips cool. The body in Merlin’s arms is suddenly too heavy, too quiet, too wrong.
The world does not end.
It should.
Merlin stays holding him until his arms tremble, refusing to surrender even to death. When he finally forces himself to move, he carries Arthur to the lake with steps that feel borrowed from someone else.
He lays him gently in the boat, arranging his cloak beneath him, straightening his armour, brushing blood from his cheek with a tenderness meant for the living. His thumb lingers there, remembering warmth that is no longer there.
Avalon lies silver and silent. The mist welcomes without question.
“Take care of him.” Merlin whispers to the water. It is not an order. It is a prayer.
He pushes the boat.
It drifts, slow and obedient, swallowed little by little by white.
Merlin watches until Arthur disappears.
He stands long after the boat is gone. Breath unsteady. Hands numb. His grief comes in a sudden break — his body folding forward as a ragged, helpless cry tears from him, carried across the water like a wound.
But the sound dies too soon.
Because something is wrong.
Merlin feels for Arthur the way he always has — through that invisible thread no title, no spell, no death could sever.
It should lead to peace.
It leads to nothing.
Arthur is gone.
Not passed on. Not resting.
Gone as if torn away.
The space where his presence should linger is empty. Not quiet — emptied.
A tremor of fear ripples through Merlin’s magic.
This is not the end.
This is a mistake in fate.
And standing on the shore with blood drying on his hands and thank you echoing through his skull, Merlin understands:
Arthur is not dead.
He has been taken.