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Destiny's Funny, Sometimes

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1990

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The girl was crouched at the tideline with the concentration of a jeweler examining a crown.

Delaney noticed her from halfway down the black sand at Tjørnuvík, where the beach lay damp and shining under a low pearl sky and the waves came in with a cold white edge, folding themselves over and over as though the Atlantic had all day to make the same argument. The village sat behind her, tucked into the green and shadowed bowl of the valley, roofs low against the weather, windows bright in the gray. Ahead, the sea opened toward the dark shapes of Risin og Kellingin, the giant and the witch standing beyond the water like pieces of a story that had been left out overnight and turned to stone.

Delaney had walked there because the road had looked impossible from the lower turn, which made it attractive. She had driven as far as she could without feeling foolish, parked near the village, and let the wind have its way with her. She wore black jeans, black boots, a thick fisherman’s sweater under her leather jacket, and a knitted cap pulled low over her cropped blond hair, though the cap made her feel faintly ridiculous and she had nearly taken it off twice. Her hands were in her pockets, her shoulders up against the cold, her face bare to the salt air. At forty-two, she had become better at letting herself be affected by places. The younger version of her would have treated the wind like an opponent. This one let it press against her and did not have to win.

The girl did not look up.

She was small in the way some ten-year-olds were small because the world around them was too large rather than because their bodies lacked courage. She wore a red wool hat with one frayed tassel, a navy coat fastened wrong at the second button, green waterproof trousers, and yellow boots crusted with sand. A cloth satchel lay open beside her, already holding shells, smooth stones, two pieces of sea glass, and what looked like the rusted curl of some old metal thing she had decided was treasure. Her hair, brown and loose under the hat, kept blowing into her eyes, and she pushed it away with an irritated little sweep of her wrist without ever taking her attention from the sand.

Delaney slowed. Children sometimes stared at her, especially children who had seen her in films their parents thought they were too young for. Adults tried to hide recognition and failed. Children did not bother. They looked as if looking were a civic right. This one, however, seemed immune to celebrity because she was busy with the business of the shore.

A gull screamed overhead. The girl glanced up at it and said, in English with a strong Faroese lilt, “You cannot have that one. I saw it first.”

Delaney looked around. There was no one else close enough to be addressed. “Me or the gull?”

“The gull. Unless you were planning to steal my shell.”

“Hadn’t decided yet.”

The girl finally turned.

The girl turned, pushing her brown hair out of her eyes with the back of her wrist the way she always did when something important was happening. She looked up at Delaney and went very still for a second. This woman was nothing like the people who usually walked the beach. She was tall—properly tall, with shoulders that filled out the leather jacket like she could lift one of the fishing boats if she felt like it. Her hair was cropped short and blond, almost white at the ends from the sun or the salt or both, and her face had the kind of strong lines Birita had only ever seen in the old pictures of Viking women in the school books she sometimes looked at when the teacher wasn’t watching. She didn’t smile big or talk in that high voice grown-ups used with kids. She just stood there like the wind belonged to her.

“You’re big,” Birita said, tilting her head all the way back. “Bigger than the fishermen. Are you from far away? You look like you came out of a story. Like the ones with the shield maidens who don’t need anybody to save them.”

Delaney’s mouth twitched, not quite a laugh, but close. “Far enough. Name’s Delaney. And you?”

“Birita. Birita Hansen, even if I don’t have the papers to prove it anymore.” She held up the shell she’d been guarding from the gull. “You really weren’t going to steal it?”

“Hadn’t decided,” Delaney said again, and this time it sounded like a joke between them. “But I’m not in the habit of taking things from kids who work this hard for their treasures.”

Birita grinned, the gap where her front tooth used to be showing. “Good. Come on then. I’ll show you the rest. My tent’s not far. It’s little, but it’s got the best spot on the whole beach. The wind hits the rocks first so it doesn’t blow my stuff everywhere.”

They walked side by side along the tideline, boots sinking into the black sand that still held the shape of the last wave. Birita talked the whole way, words tumbling out the way they did when she finally had someone who listened instead of walking past. She told Delaney about the smooth stones that felt nice in your pocket when the nights got too quiet, and the piece of sea glass that was exactly the color of the sky right before it rained, and the rusted metal curl she was pretty sure used to be part of an old ship. Delaney didn’t interrupt or tell her to slow down. She just nodded and asked real questions like “What do you do when the rain comes sideways?” and “You ever get lonely out here at night?”

“Sometimes,” Birita admitted, kicking at a clump of seaweed. “But then I remember I’m tough. Tougher than most kids. My mum died when I was six and my dad… well, he wasn’t around after that. Nobody came looking, so I made my own place. It’s okay. The sea takes care of me most days.”

Delaney was quiet for a few steps after that. Her hand brushed Birita’s shoulder once, light and steady, like she was making sure the kid was still there. “You’re doing a hell of a job, Birita. Most grown-ups couldn’t keep it together the way you do.”

Birita’s chest got warm at that. Nobody had ever said anything like it before. She walked a little closer to Delaney after that, matching her longer strides as best she could.

The tent sat tucked against the low rocks at the far end of the beach, half-hidden behind a driftwood log Birita had dragged there herself last winter. It was made of old tarps and fishing nets weighted down with stones, the opening just big enough for a small person to crawl through. Inside you could see the sleeping bag, a plastic bag with dry socks, and the rest of her collection laid out like it was a museum.

“See?” Birita said, proud. “Told you it was little. Your head would poke right through the top if you tried to sit down. And your boots are too big for the floor.”

Delaney crouched to look inside, her broad frame blocking most of the light. She stayed there a moment, taking it in—the neat way everything was folded, the single tin cup, the way Birita had made a real home out of almost nothing. When she stood up again her face was soft in a way that didn’t match her tough jacket and boots.

“This is a good spot,” Delaney said. “You’ve got it set up smart. But it’s cold tonight, and that sleeping bag’s looking thin. I’ve got a room at the little hotel back in the village. Warm bed, hot water, the works. Why don’t you come stay with me tonight? You can have the bed. I’ll take the floor or the chair or whatever they’ve got. This tent’s way too small for someone my size anyway—I’d rip the sides trying to turn over. And I’m not about to leave a little lady sleeping out here on her own when I’ve got space.”

Birita’s eyes went wide. “A real hotel? With lights that stay on and a bathroom that’s not the rocks and maybe even breakfast that somebody else makes?” She bounced on her toes, the tassel on her red hat swinging. “I’ve never been inside one. I’ve looked through the windows when the tourists leave the curtains open, but I never went in. You really mean it? I won’t be any trouble, I promise. I can sleep on the floor. I’m small.”

“I mean it,” Delaney said, and her voice had that same steady sound the waves made when they were being kind instead of angry. “No trouble at all. Grab your important stuff. We’ll come back for the rest tomorrow if you want.”

Birita didn’t need to be told twice. She darted into the tent, stuffed her favorite stones and the blue sea glass and the rusted curl into her satchel along with the dry socks and the tin cup, then crawled back out dragging the sleeping bag behind her like a tail. Delaney took the bundle without asking, slinging it over one shoulder like it weighed nothing. Birita slipped her small hand into Delaney’s bigger one without thinking about it, and Delaney didn’t pull away. They walked like that all the way up the path from the beach, past the low houses with their grass roofs glowing warm in the windows, past the little church and the harbor where the boats knocked gently against each other.

The hotel was the white building with blue paint around the doors, the one Birita had always wondered about. Delaney pushed the door open and the heat poured out like a hug. Birita stopped just inside the lobby, her yellow boots leaving tiny sand prints on the clean floor. The lights were bright but not harsh. There was a desk with a lady behind it who smiled like she meant it. A fire crackled in a little stove in the corner. Stairs went up to rooms that probably had real beds with blankets that didn’t smell like salt and old fish. The air smelled like coffee and clean wood and something sweet Birita couldn’t name.

“Delaney,” Birita whispered, squeezing the tall woman’s hand tighter, “it’s… it’s like magic. But real. And warm. I can feel it all the way in my bones. Is this what inside feels like all the time?”

Delaney looked down at her, and for the first time since they’d met on the beach her face cracked into a real smile, the kind that reached her eyes and made the lines around them soften. “Yeah, kid. This is what inside feels like. Come on. Let’s get you upstairs before you decide to live in the lobby.”

Birita didn’t let go of her hand the whole way to the desk. She stayed close, small and bright-eyed and trusting, while Delaney talked to the lady about the room and maybe extra blankets and whether they could get some soup sent up. For the first time in a long time, Birita didn’t feel like she had to be tough every single second. She had a giant warrior woman from a story walking beside her, and the story was turning out better than the ones in the old books.

The room on the second floor was small and plain but blessedly warm, with thick curtains drawn against the night wind and a bed that looked like it had been made with real care. A single lamp cast a soft circle of light over the quilt. The bathroom door stood open just long enough for Birita to dart inside with her satchel clutched to her chest, eyes bright at the sight of the deep white tub and the little bottles of soap lined up along the edge.

Delaney had barely kicked off her boots and shrugged out of the leather jacket before the water started running. “Take as long as you want, kid,” she called through the half-closed door. “Make it a good long one. I’ll be right here.”

She heard a muffled “Okay!” and the soft splash of bubbles being stirred, then the door clicked all the way shut. The sound of running water settled into a steady, soothing rhythm.

Alone in the bedroom now, Delaney stretched out on the bed with a long, low exhale. She propped two pillows behind her back and let her head fall against them, legs extended, one arm resting across her stomach. The fisherman’s sweater was still damp at the cuffs from the walk up from the beach, but she didn’t bother changing yet. The mattress gave under her weight in all the right places after weeks of hard location beds and red-eye flights. She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the quiet of the room sink in.

From behind the bathroom door came the occasional soft splash and the faint, clean scent of whatever bubble bath the hotel kept on hand. Birita was clearly making the most of it—Delaney could picture the girl’s small hands working up a mountain of foam, the way she’d probably talk to herself the whole time the way she’d talked nonstop on the walk up from the shore. The thought pulled a tired smile across Delaney’s face. That kid had been living rough for who knew how long, and now she was getting her first real hot bath in what might have been years. It felt like the smallest thing in the world and the biggest at the same time.

Delaney reached for her phone on the nightstand, thumb scrolling lazily through the sparse menu the front desk had left behind. Soup. Fresh bread. Maybe some hot chocolate if they had it. She’d order extra portions without saying why. Birita would need real clothes in the morning too—something warmer than the thin navy coat and the green waterproof trousers that had seen better days. Delaney made a mental note to ask the woman at the desk about the nearest shop once the sun came up.

Outside the window the wind still moved through the grass roofs of the village, but inside the room the only sounds were the low hum of the radiator and the steady, contented rush of water from the bathroom. Delaney let her shoulders sink deeper into the pillows. The hard shoot in Morocco already felt like it belonged to another lifetime. Here, with the sea murmuring beyond the hills and a small, brave girl finally getting warm on the other side of the door, the world had narrowed down to something simple and good. She closed her eyes again, not to sleep yet, just to rest in the quiet, listening to the bath run on and on the way Birita deserved.

The morning light came in pale and clean through the thin curtains, carrying the sound of the sea and the low murmur of the village waking up. Delaney woke first, the way she always did, and lay still for a minute listening to Birita’s steady breathing from the bed. The kid had fallen asleep the second her head hit the pillow, still damp-haired from the long bubble bath, one small hand curled around the edge of the quilt like she was afraid someone might take it away. Delaney had taken the armchair and the extra blanket, boots off, jacket hung on the back of the chair, and slept deeper than she had in weeks.

When Birita stirred and sat up, blinking at the strange room, her face split into a grin the size of the harbor. “It didn’t disappear! I thought maybe I dreamed the lights and the warm bed and everything.”

Delaney sat forward, stretching the stiffness out of her shoulders. “It’s real. And we’re going to make it even better today. Breakfast first, then we’re heading into town. You need proper clothes—stuff that actually fits and keeps the wind off you. My treat.”

Birita’s eyes went wide. “New clothes? Like, ones that nobody else wore before? Really?”

“Really. Come on, kid. Let’s get some food in you first.”

They ate downstairs—thick porridge with berries, fresh bread, and strong coffee for Delaney, hot chocolate for Birita that left a brown mustache she wiped away with the back of her hand. Then they stepped out into the cool morning air. Delaney’s rental car was still parked where she’d left it near the village edge. Birita climbed into the passenger seat like it was the most exciting thing she’d ever done, seatbelt clicked with both hands, legs swinging because her feet didn’t quite reach the floor.

The drive to Klaksvík took twenty minutes along the winding road that hugged the coast. Birita pointed at everything—the sheep on the green hills, the waterfalls tumbling straight into the sea, the little clusters of red-roofed houses—and talked the whole way in short, excited bursts. “I’ve never been in a car that wasn’t a tourist bus. And I’ve never had new clothes. My old coat was from the lost-and-found box at school. It was too big and it itched.”

The shop they found was small but well-stocked with practical island gear: thick Faroese wool sweaters, waterproof jackets in bright colors, sturdy boots, warm trousers, and soft base layers that would actually keep a small body warm against the Atlantic wind. The woman behind the counter smiled when she saw them and didn’t ask questions, just let them browse.

First came the bright red waterproof jacket with a hood that actually stayed up in the wind. Birita spun in front of the mirror, arms out like wings. “It’s like a superhero cape but better! And it doesn’t smell like fish at all.”

Next was a pair of dark green waterproof trousers that matched the ones she already had but fit properly and didn’t bag at the knees. She did a little jump test. “These won’t fall down when I run. I can chase gulls in these and not trip.”

Then the wool sweater—navy with a pattern of tiny white waves around the hem. It was soft against her skin and smelled like clean sheep. Birita buried her face in the sleeve and came up laughing. “It’s so warm I feel like I’m wearing a cloud. Can I keep it on right now?”

Delaney nodded, already adding it to the pile. “We’ll get two. One to wear, one to wash.”

Boots came after—yellow like her old ones but new and shiny, with good tread and thick socks to go inside. Birita stomped around the shop testing them, then looked up at Delaney with serious eyes. “These won’t let the cold in. My toes were always cold before.”

A new red wool hat replaced the frayed one, this one with a proper pom-pom that didn’t look like it was about to fall off. Birita pulled it low over her ears and checked her reflection again. “Now I match the jacket. We look like a team.”

Delaney bought everything without hesitation—two full outfits, extra socks, a warm scarf, a small backpack so Birita could carry her treasures properly instead of the old cloth satchel. She added a pair of soft pajamas with little boats on them because the kid deserved something silly and cozy for nighttime. The total came to more than Birita had probably ever seen in one place, but Delaney just handed over the card like it was nothing and thanked the shop lady.

Back in the car, Birita sat in her new red jacket and new hat, new boots on her feet, the rest of the clothes in a neat bag at her feet. She kept touching the sleeve of the sweater like she couldn’t believe it was hers. “Nobody’s ever bought me this much stuff at once. Not even on my birthday when I still had birthdays. Thank you, Delaney. I’m gonna take such good care of it all. I won’t get it dirty on purpose or anything.”

Delaney reached over and ruffled the new hat gently. “You don’t have to thank me every five minutes, kid. It’s what big sisters do when they find someone who needs looking after. Now—lunch? Or do you want to go show off your new gear on the beach first?”

Birita grinned so wide her missing tooth showed. “Beach first. I want the gulls to see I’m not the same girl anymore.”

They drove back toward Tjørnuvík with the windows cracked, the new clothes smelling faintly of wool and fresh dye, the wind carrying the sound of the sea and a small girl’s happy chatter all the way home.

The hotel room felt even smaller and cozier once they got back from Klaksvík, the new clothes piled on the chair like bright promises. Birita had insisted on wearing the red jacket and the new hat the whole way home, even though the sun was already sliding behind the hills. She kept checking her reflection in the car window, tugging the pom-pom straight and grinning every time she caught Delaney looking.

Now the jacket hung neatly on the back of the door and Birita had changed into the soft boat-pattern pajamas. She sat cross-legged on the bed while Delaney sorted the rest of the things into the little dresser, the wind outside making the curtains breathe in and out like the room itself was alive.

“I never had pajamas with boats on them before,” Birita said, picking at the fabric. “They feel like they were made for somebody who gets to sleep in a real bed every night.”

Delaney glanced over, smiling without showing too many teeth. “They were made for you now. You earned them.”

Birita went quiet for a minute, just watching Delaney move around the room with that easy strength she always had. Then she scooted over on the bed and patted the space beside her.

“Delaney? Can you sit here for a bit? Not to read or nothing. Just… sit.”

Delaney kicked off her boots and lowered herself onto the edge of the mattress. The bed dipped under her weight. Before she could say anything, Birita crawled over and tucked herself right up against her side, small head resting against Delaney’s shoulder, one arm wrapping around her middle like she’d been doing it for years instead of one day. Her new wool sweater was still warm from the shop, and the top of her head smelled faintly of the sea and the clean soap from last night’s bath.

“You’re warm,” Birita mumbled, voice already getting sleepy. “Like a big heater but softer. And you don’t smell like fish or old rain. I like it.”

Delaney let out a quiet breath and slid her arm around the kid’s shoulders, careful and steady. Her hand rested lightly on Birita’s back, feeling the small ribs rise and fall. Outside the window the waves kept their endless argument with the black sand, but inside the room everything had gone still and safe.

“You can stay right there as long as you want,” Delaney said, voice low. “I’m not going anywhere.”

Birita made a small contented sound and pressed in closer, her fingers curling into the front of Delaney’s sweater the same way they’d curled into the quilt the night before. “Good. ‘Cause I’m not scared or nothing, but it’s nicer when you’re here. Feels like maybe the giant and the witch can’t get me if you’re sitting with me.”

Delaney didn’t laugh. She just tightened her arm a fraction and let the quiet settle around them. The day had been long—shopping and lunch and another walk along the tideline so Birita could show off her new boots to the gulls—but this moment felt like the real ending to it. A small, brave girl who’d been on her own for too long finally letting herself lean on someone. And Delaney, who’d spent years keeping most people at arm’s length, finding that she didn’t mind at all when this particular someone wanted to stay close.

They stayed like that while the light outside faded from gray to deep blue. Birita’s breathing slowed, her body growing heavier and warmer against Delaney’s side. Every now and then she’d murmur something half-asleep—“the red jacket is my favorite” or “tomorrow can we get pancakes?”—and Delaney would answer with a soft “Sure, kid” or just a gentle squeeze.

The wind kept moving outside. The sea kept talking to the shore. But in the little hotel room in Tjørnuvík, with the new clothes folded nearby and the lamp casting its steady circle of light, everything felt exactly the way it was supposed to be.