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Wonders Great And Small

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2017

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Emma had flattened the flyer so many times that the cheap black ink had begun to come away on her fingertips. The paper had been folded into her bag that morning, unfolded in second period, folded again when a teacher passed, then pressed beneath a history book until the creases became four white scars crossing the image. By lunch, the face printed beneath the names of the bands had grown even less intelligible. Zoë held the page sideways and squinted at it through one eye, trying to decide whether the pale form in the centre was a woman’s spine, a dead tree or a badly photographed length of rope.

“It’s a woman,” Emma insisted, leaning across the table until the chains at her waist dragged through the corner of her tray. Her auburn hair fell forward in thick waves, catching on her lashes and the little silver clip above her temple. “She’s lying in grass. You can see her hand there.”

Zoë rotated the flyer another quarter turn. Her platinum layers shifted around her face as she considered this new orientation. “If that’s her hand, she needs immediate medical attention.”

“That’s a branch,” Wanda said. She had already given the image all the attention she considered it worth. Her dark-rimmed eyes had moved down to the smaller print beneath the venue address, and one black-polished nail rested beneath the line that mattered. “The last bus leaves at nine forty.”

Piper reached across Raquel’s tray and seized the opposite edge of the flyer, nearly dipping one corner into a puddle of fruit drink before Raquel caught it with a napkin. “The headliner starts at eight thirty,” Piper said. “That’s plenty of time.”

“There are three opening bands,” Wanda replied.

“They’re probably all terrible.”

Lily lifted her gaze from the cassette case resting beside her lunch. Her long black fringe almost concealed her eyes, but not the faint disapproval in them. “Needle Hymn isn’t terrible.”

Piper’s green hair swung across her face as she turned. “You’ve heard them?”

Lily touched one finger to the handwritten label on the cassette. “Half a song.”

“Half a song is not evidence,” Wanda said.

“It stopped in the middle,” Lily explained. “The tape broke.”

Zoë lowered the flyer and looked at her with sudden reverence. “A song so powerful the medium couldn’t contain it.”

“The tape was old.”

“That’s what the authorities want you to believe.”

Emma laughed before she could decide whether anything had been funny. The sound came out warm and helpless, and her hand rose instinctively to cover her mouth even though none of them expected her to make herself smaller. She was still laughing when Raquel pulled the endangered fruit drink closer to her cardigan and smoothed the damp corner of the flyer with the cleanest part of the napkin.

“If we miss the bus, it’s more than three miles,” Raquel said. The lavender sleeves of her cardigan had migrated over her hands again, leaving only her fingertips visible. A small ivory bow sat among the dark curls above her left ear. “And there isn’t a sidewalk for part of it.”

“There’s a shoulder,” Piper said.

“There’s a drainage ditch,” Wanda corrected.

Piper spread both arms as far as the crowded table allowed. Tiny metal rings, sewn patches and safety pins shifted across her denim vest. “A drainage ditch under the moon after a show is atmosphere.”

“A drainage ditch beside a six-lane road is how they find one of your boots in May,” Zoë said.

Emma’s face tightened immediately. “Don’t say that.”

Zoë’s expression softened beneath the comedy. “They’d find both boots,” she amended. “They’re huge. Satellites can see them.”

Piper planted one on the metal support beneath the table, displaying the worn black leather and its broad sole. “These boots have survived things.”

“Most of those things were you,” Raquel murmured, and Piper’s grin flashed across the table.

Wanda slid the flyer away from the sticky patch and began calculating with the stern concentration of someone preparing a case. If the first band began when the flyer claimed, if each set ran no longer than thirty minutes, if the changeovers remained brief and if the headliner showed any respect for time, they might reach the bus. Nobody at the table believed all four conditions would occur. Emma nevertheless watched Wanda’s face with growing hope, because Wanda’s attention made impossible plans feel less foolish. Lily nudged half of her untouched apple toward Emma while they waited. Emma accepted it without interrupting Wanda, took one small bite, then held it forgotten in her hand.

Zoë was still turning the flyer when Wanda looked past her.

The change in Wanda was almost invisible. Her chin lifted. Her shoulders remained square to the table, but her attention travelled beyond it toward the nearest cafeteria entrance. Emma followed her gaze first. Piper stopped arguing about the spiritual value of drainage ditches. Raquel drew her elbows inward, already making room before she had seen who was coming. Lily looked last, her eyes moving from the cassette to the approaching figure without any hurry.

Glenda walked through the lunchroom carrying a black notebook against her side and a wide cream envelope beneath it. Her badge shifted against the pocket of her dark blue shirt with each step. Two pens were clipped beside it, one red and one black, and her glasses had slipped slightly down her nose. She moved quickly enough to suggest that she had somewhere else to be, though not so quickly that any student crossing in front of her had to jump aside. The cafeteria seemed to part around her by habit. A boy carrying two trays moved one of them away from her sleeve. A teacher at the end of a nearby table began to raise a hand, remembered whatever she wanted could wait, and lowered it again.

Piper’s foot came down from the support. Zoë gathered the flyer and three loose cassette inserts into a pile. Emma pulled her bag off the bench, catching two of its pins on the table edge before freeing them. Raquel shifted close enough to Lily that their sleeves overlapped. Nobody asked whether Glenda intended to sit. They simply made it possible.

Glenda stopped at the end of the table and looked over the cleared space. “I see everybody’s capable of moving when properly motivated.”

“We thought you might have snacks,” Piper said.

“I have crackers in my office.”

Piper glanced toward the envelope. “Flat crackers?”

“Paper-flavoured.”

“That’s cruel.”

“You’ll live.” Glenda laid the notebook down but retained the envelope, one hand resting over its unsealed flap. There was pleasure in her face, held low and quiet beneath the ordinary weariness of her workday. “Something came in this week. I picked up the photograph yesterday, and I thought y’all might like to see it.”

Emma’s apple descended slowly to her tray. “A photograph of what?”

Glenda opened the envelope without answering. She reached inside with careful fingers and drew out a broad glossy print, holding it by its white edges. Warm amber light appeared first, then the dark rectangle of a mirror and the honey-brown grain of old wood. Piper saw the green before Glenda had lowered the photograph far enough for the rest of the image to emerge.

“That’s my hair.”

The declaration was loud enough to turn two heads at the next table. Piper rose halfway from the bench, both hands braced against the tabletop. Glenda lifted the print beyond her immediate reach.

“Sit down, and nobody touches this with a lunch hand.”

“I have clean hands.”

“You have ketchup on your thumb.”

Piper looked. A red crescent marked the side of it. She wiped the thumb furiously on a napkin while Emma leaned so far across the table that Wanda caught the back of her belt before she could put a sleeve into Raquel’s drink.

There were six small figures on the dresser. They stood in a single close row beneath the mirror, their rounded felt faces turned toward the camera, their enormous embroidered eyes made from the same dark thread. Woollen hair, lace, miniature knitwear and scraps of black fabric absorbed the warm bedroom light. At the left stood a doll with a torrent of auburn hair. Beside it was one with a long black fringe and a faded grey dress. Green burned at the centre of the third doll’s choppy black bob. The fourth wore lavender around brown felt skin and tightly worked curls. The fifth had a white forelock through short black hair, and the last was crowned with shaggy platinum layers.

For one beat, the table held its breath.

Then all six girls spoke at once.

“Oh my God,” Emma said, the words breaking into a laugh before they were fully formed.

“No,” Piper said, although her whole face meant yes. “No, absolutely not. Why am I six inches tall?”

“That’s me,” Raquel whispered.

Zoë stared at the rightmost figure. “We’ve been felted.”

Wanda reached for the lower edge of the photograph, stopped short of touching it and said, “Put it down before one of them bends it.”

Lily said nothing. Her fingers had risen to the small pendant at her throat.

Glenda waited while Raquel moved her tray, Zoë stacked the loose papers beneath the flyer, and Wanda inspected the tabletop for moisture. Only when Wanda had placed two dry napkins beneath the lower corners did Glenda lay down the print. Emma accepted it by the border with both hands. The others closed around her so quickly that their hair and shoulders obscured the image from anyone beyond the table.

Piper knelt on the bench rather than sit. “Look at my vest. Look at it. It’s crooked.”

“So is your real one,” Wanda said.

“It is not crooked. It has structural opinions.”

Emma’s laughter shook the photograph. Wanda immediately put two fingers against one corner to steady it. “Stop moving.”

“I’m trying,” Emma said, which was untrue only because trying had never made her feelings less visible. “I can’t—Glenda, these are us. They’re really us.”

“That was the general intention.”

“But they’re us.”

“I had gathered.”

Emma looked up as though Glenda might not have understood the scale of what she had done. Whatever she saw in Glenda’s expression made her lower her eyes again. She moved the print closer, and the entire group followed.

The dresser occupied most of the photograph. Its wood had been polished often enough to glow, though shallow scratches remained around the drawer handles and along the front edge. Glenda’s glasses rested on two books at the far left, one temple folded and the other partly open. A dark record sleeve leaned against the mirror behind the first two dolls. At the right stood a small wooden box with a lid worn pale at its corners. The mirror reflected a patchwork quilt, the lower curve of a bedside lamp and one narrow slice of wall washed in honey-coloured light.

The dolls were not arranged with the sterile precision of objects prepared for sale. One of Emma’s boots pointed a little outward. Lily’s cardigan hung lower on one side. Piper’s head tilted beneath the weight of her woollen hair. Raquel’s lavender sleeve pressed close to Wanda’s black coat. Zoë’s pale fibres lifted toward the wooden box as though static had found them. The small irregularities gave them a bodily presence. Each seemed capable of shifting position the moment the camera looked away.

Emma’s doll stood at the far left, its auburn hair spreading behind it and over one shoulder in layers of copper, rust and dark red. A pale clip had been fastened near its temple, too delicate to restrain the abundance beneath it. The doll wore a sleeveless black dress with a fitted bodice and a skirt that ended in torn lace. Fine mesh covered its arms. A tiny chain hung from its belt beside several embroidered pendants, and its boots were disproportionately heavy, planted firmly beneath all that hair and fabric.

“My hair is bigger than the whole rest of me,” Emma said.

Piper bent until her chin nearly rested on Emma’s shoulder. “Accurate.”

“It’s beautiful.” Emma touched the matching clip in her own hair, then seemed surprised to find it there. “She even put this in.”

Glenda adjusted one of the napkins beneath the photograph. “The artist thought it needed something pale there.”

“But this dress doesn’t exist.”

“No.”

Emma traced its outline in the air without touching the print. “I would wear it.”

“I thought you might.”

That silenced her more effectively than any solemn declaration could have done. Emma had approached the picture as proof that Glenda remembered how she looked. Now she saw something stranger and more intimate: Glenda had imagined what she might choose. The black dress was not copied from a school day or a group photograph. Its lace belonged to several dresses Emma had worn and none of them. The chains resembled things hanging in her room. The pale clip was familiar. The boots were steadier than most shoes she owned. Someone had assembled these details into an Emma who had never existed and who nevertheless looked entirely herself.

She lowered the print slightly. “Did you tell her what to put on us?”

“Some of it.”

“How much is some?”

“I sent her a few pictures so she could see faces and hair. Rita handled that part. Then I wrote descriptions.”

Zoë glanced from the dolls to Glenda’s thick black notebook. “How long were the descriptions?”

Glenda folded her arms. “Long enough.”

“That means very long,” Wanda said.

“It means useful.”

Emma smiled down at her doll again. Her eyes had begun to shine, but nobody turned the fact into an event. Raquel’s sleeve came to rest against Emma’s forearm, providing contact without requiring an answer. Emma breathed in carefully and passed the photograph to Lily.

The change of hands slowed the table. Lily placed her thumbs against the lower white border and held the print nearer than Emma had. Her dark hair fell on both sides of it, forming another frame around the dresser. The other girls continued talking for several seconds, their voices crossing above her, until one by one they noticed the concentration in her face and allowed the noise to thin.

Lily’s doll wore a grey dress beneath a black cardigan. The centre of the dress looked washed by many wearings, neither silver nor white, its colour closer to smoke caught in old cloth. Black fishnet stockings disappeared into rounded Mary Jane shoes. A narrow strip of pale lace edged the neckline and another bordered the hem, rising slightly on one side where it had been attached by hand. Its hair descended in a dark, straight curtain, heavy across the forehead and uneven around the felt cheeks.

The pendant was so small that Lily had to tilt the photograph toward the cafeteria lights before she could see the line of red thread beneath it.

Her own fingers closed around the pendant at her throat.

Piper leaned closer, then checked herself before she blocked the light. “Is that the same one?”

Lily studied the tiny stitched shape. “Almost.”

Glenda’s voice remained casual. “I couldn’t describe the crack very well. She tried.”

Lily’s thumb pressed against the border. “She put the thread.”

“She did.”

The pendant in the photograph was little more than a dark oval with a silver stitch across it. The red thread was more certain. It rested against the grey bodice in the same place Lily’s pendant rested whenever she sat still, and the knowledge of that made the miniature seem less like a likeness than an object which had watched her. The dollmaker had given it the calm, neutral mouth shared by all six figures, but the dark hair and subdued clothes turned the expression inward. It looked quiet without looking absent. It stood between Emma’s spreading copper hair and Piper’s rough mesh sleeve, touched on both sides by girls whose shapes were louder than its own.

Lily shifted the photograph a fraction. The light caught the fuzz at the edge of its felt face. “The sleeves aren’t the same length.”

Glenda bent to look. “No.”

“One is longer.”

“I noticed.”

“Did you ask her to fix it?”

“No.”

Lily looked up.

Glenda gave the smallest shrug. “It didn’t need fixing.”

Lily lowered her eyes before her face could be studied too closely. The smile that touched her mouth was faint and private, but the girls saw it. Piper drew breath to announce the discovery, remembered what the photograph had already done to Emma, and let the breath leave without a sound. Lily returned to the pendant. She looked at it until she appeared to have stored not merely its presence but each imperfect stitch.

When she passed the print to Piper, she did so with both hands.

Piper had finished cleaning the ketchup from her thumb. She displayed both palms to Wanda before touching the border, then lifted the image with theatrical care. “I am handling the sacred document according to archival standards.”

“You’re holding it upside down,” Zoë said.

Piper corrected it and immediately found the third figure. Her doll occupied one of the central places, impossible to overlook. Black fibres formed a short, rough bob, shaved close on one side and cut with a vivid fall of green across the other. Its sleeveless denim vest had been pieced from fabric in several shades of blue-grey. Tiny patches and embroidered marks covered the front, while silver loops had been sewn where safety pins might have been. Mesh sleeves emerged beneath it. The trousers were torn at both knees, and the boots beneath them were so wide that they seemed built to hold the entire row upright.

Piper made a low sound of delight. “Those boots could kill a mouse.”

“That’s not what they’re for,” Raquel said.

“I know, but they could.”

She angled the photograph toward herself, trying to see the vest’s side seam. The movement revealed one silver loop stitched flat against the fabric, its placement too high to fasten anything and too low to be useful decoration by ordinary standards.

“That pin is doing no work,” Piper said.

Glenda looked over her shoulder. “It’s sewn on.”

“That makes it worse. A fake safety pin is a betrayal of the labour movement.”

“It’s thread,” Wanda said. “It doesn’t have a labour movement.”

Piper ignored her. “And these patches are wrong.”

“Wrong how?” Glenda asked.

“Not wrong wrong.” Piper’s voice lost some of its volume as she studied them. One patch was a crooked red mark over black cloth. Another consisted of three white stitches crossing a grey square. None copied the markings on Piper’s own vest, though all looked as if they might have accumulated there over months of repairs, shows and afternoons spent drawing directly onto fabric. “They’re things I don’t have yet.”

“That was the idea.”

Piper looked at Glenda, then down at the vest again. “So this is what you think I’d do to a new one.”

“If anybody made the mistake of giving you a new one, yes.”

The grin returned, but more slowly. Piper’s delight had begun as the pleasure of seeing her most obvious features made small and soft. Now she saw that none of the things adults tended to call excessive had been removed. The green remained violent against the black. The vest was crowded and visibly repaired. The knees were torn. The boots were enormous. Even the stitching wandered. The artist had not converted Piper into a neat child fit for a dresser. Glenda had asked for the parts that refused neatness and then placed the result in the centre.

Piper rubbed her clean thumb along the white edge. “She got my hair better than school picture day.”

“School picture day made you take the metal out of it,” Emma said.

“They suppressed my full splendour.”

“You set off the detector.”

“It was a political statement.”

“It was seven hair clips,” Wanda said.

Piper laughed, but the laughter did not last as long as it ordinarily would. Her gaze remained on the little vest. The doll’s head tilted slightly toward Raquel’s, not from intention but from stuffing and the weight of its hair. Piper went still for several breaths. There was nothing strained in the silence. She simply did not need to fill it yet.

Then she found a loose green fibre protruding from the doll’s fringe and said, with much less volume, “It’s perfect.”

Raquel’s hand was already extended when Piper passed her the print. She accepted it carefully, holding one corner in each sleeve-covered hand. Her first glance went to the fourth doll, where the lavender cardigan immediately separated its body from the surrounding black.

The figure’s skin was made from warm brown felt. Its curls had been worked from tightly twisted dark fibres and attached in dense rows around the head, some compressed beneath the small ivory bow at the left side. The cardigan was not flat felt but miniature knitting, its loops visible even in the photograph. Beneath it was a black dress whose skirt opened into layers of muted purple lace. Patterned stockings and small dark shoes completed the figure. A flower-shaped scrap of fabric rested near its waist.

Raquel’s smile began before she spoke. “She knitted that.”

“Crocheted, I think,” Glenda said.

“It has sleeves.”

“That is generally where sleeves go.”

“No, I mean—” Raquel glanced up, laughing softly at herself. “They’re so little.”

She studied the cardigan’s front edges, one curling outward as though the yarn retained the shape of the hand that had made it. The stitches were not perfectly even. One sleeve appeared slightly fuller near the wrist, and the fastening at the chest was only a loop of pale thread around a bead. The tiny construction filled Raquel with the same careful wonder she gave to seedlings, half-finished embroidery and flowers that had opened overnight. Somebody had spent part of a life making a sleeve no longer than Raquel’s thumb.

The bow affected her almost as much. She reached toward the one in her own curls and touched it lightly. “You remembered which side.”

Glenda looked at her. “You nearly always put it there.”

“I change it sometimes.”

“Not often.”

Raquel lowered her hand. The pleasure in her face did not harden into embarrassment. It simply deepened.

She took in the flower at the waist, the purple lace and the warm brown of the face. Then, because looking outward was as natural to her as breathing, she stopped studying herself.

Emma’s hair lay across the empty wood behind Lily. Lily’s cardigan nearly met Piper’s mesh sleeve. Piper and Raquel occupied the centre with no more than a narrow line of dresser showing between their boots. Raquel’s lavender sleeve pressed toward the edge of Wanda’s black coat. Wanda and Zoë stood so close that a pale fibre from Zoë’s hair seemed to rest against Wanda’s shoulder.

Raquel leaned nearer. “Look.”

Everyone leaned with her.

“They’re touching,” she said.

The table quieted.

The figures had not merely been placed close for the photograph. Their separate outlines formed one continuous shape. Hair entered the space behind neighbouring shoulders. Sleeves approached sleeves. Skirts and coat hems overlapped when viewed from the camera’s angle. Their feet stood unevenly along the same narrow depth of wood, giving the row the crowded intimacy of people who had long ago stopped apologising for taking up one another’s space.

Piper lowered herself from her knees to the bench.

Emma’s shoulder came to rest against Lily’s.

Wanda looked from the image to Glenda. “Did they arrive arranged that way?”

“No.” Glenda’s hand settled on the back of the empty place at the end of the table. “They came in separate boxes.”

“So you did it,” Raquel said.

“I stood them farther apart at first.” Glenda glanced down at the row. “It looked wrong.”

“What was wrong with it?” Zoë asked, although her voice suggested she already knew.

“They looked like six dolls somebody happened to own.” Glenda moved one finger over the air above the photograph, indicating the narrow spaces without touching the surface. “So I brought them in.”

Raquel looked again at her doll’s lavender sleeve and Wanda’s black coat. Nothing in Glenda’s explanation had been ceremonious. She had seen the distance, disliked it and corrected it. The simplicity made the act more difficult to dismiss. Raquel held the photograph long enough for all of them to absorb the arrangement, then turned it toward Wanda.

Wanda did not reach immediately. She checked Piper’s drink, Emma’s apple and the damp napkin near Raquel’s tray, then shifted the print to a clear part of the table before accepting it. Her inspection began at the top of her doll’s head.

The white forelock was exactly where it belonged. It cut through the short black fibres above the left side of the forehead and swept back without becoming a broad, generic stripe. Beneath it, the felt face shared the same large embroidered eyes and restrained mouth as the others. A narrow choker circled its neck. Several tiny pendants lay above a black top, most of it concealed by a long coat with broad lapels. Lace-patterned tights descended into high combat boots. The coat hung straighter than any other garment in the row, and the doll’s feet were planted squarely beneath it.

Wanda turned the image toward the cafeteria light. “The coat’s different.”

“I know.”

“I don’t own that coat.”

“No.”

“It’s more structured.”

“That was one of the words I used.”

Wanda’s thumb settled against the lower border. She examined the lapels, the small stitched buttons and the line of the shoulders. The felt body beneath the coat followed the same pattern as Emma’s, Lily’s, Piper’s, Raquel’s and Zoë’s. Its softness had not made it weak, and its severe clothing had not made it less clearly a girl. Nothing extraneous had been attached to interpret her. The white streak, the coat, the boots and the unyielding little stance were enough.

“What pictures did the artist have?” she asked.

“Two group pictures and one of each of you, where I could find one.”

“You had a picture of me?”

“Rita did.”

Wanda glanced over the rim of her glasses. “How?”

“School fundraiser.”

“I was in the background.”

“You were still in it.”

That answer held Wanda for a moment. She returned her attention to the white forelock. “Did she use one pattern for the faces?”

“The same basic pattern for all six. I asked her to change whatever made each of you yours.”

Wanda’s eyes moved along the row. The embroidered lashes were identical, but skin, hair, clothes and posture altered every face around them. No doll had been built as an explanation. The artist had made six girls and then attended to who they were.

Wanda looked directly at Glenda.

Glenda met her gaze without softening it into pity or demanding a reaction. Her expression held the same quiet certainty with which she answered questions in her office, as though the truth did not need decorating to make it safe.

Wanda gave one small nod.

Then she looked back at the photograph and kept her thumb pressed against its border long after she had finished checking the workmanship.

Zoë waited until Wanda passed it willingly. She took the print with unusual care, first finding her own doll at the far right. Its shaggy platinum hair expanded around its head in several pale shades, some nearly white and some grey enough to catch the amber light. Longer pieces dropped around the face while shorter fibres lifted outward. A black hooded layer lay beneath an oversized charcoal shirt marked with a dark, indistinct image. Fishnet gloves covered its hands. Torn patterned stockings led into heavy boots almost as substantial as Piper’s.

Zoë peered at the shirt. “What is that?”

Glenda bent slightly. “It was supposed to look like one of your horror shirts.”

“It looks like a bird eating a cathedral.”

Piper craned over her shoulder. “It’s a screaming possum.”

“It could be an anatomical heart,” Emma said.

Wanda considered it. “It could be a stain.”

Lily’s quiet voice entered beneath theirs. “It’s better if it isn’t anything.”

Zoë looked at her, then returned to the blurred shape. “It’s the poster for a film that was banned before completion.”

“There you go,” Glenda said.

Zoë tilted the photograph several directions, trying to make the flat image yield information from behind the doll. “Does she have anything on the back?”

“Hair.”

“No laptop?”

“No.”

“No tablet?”

“No.”

Zoë touched one hand to her chest. “She’s free.”

The others laughed, but Zoë kept looking. Her doll had no prop explaining what it did for the group. There was no screen, no sticker-covered machine, no caption or miniature joke. The dark shirt bore only a shape nobody could read. Its pale hair remained unruly, its clothes unmistakably hers, and it stood beside the others without entertaining them.

She began to say something else about the image on the shirt. Then her attention slipped past the doll to the wooden box beside it.

“Wait.”

The laughter subsided.

Zoë brought the photograph nearer. Her gaze moved from the box to the mirror, then into the reflection. The patchwork quilt appeared behind the row in muted pieces of red, cream, charcoal and faded green. The reflected lamp threw a broad pool of amber across the bed. At the opposite edge, Glenda’s glasses rested on their books, recognisable by the dark rims and the slight outward bend in one temple.

“This is your dresser,” Zoë said.

Glenda nodded.

“In your actual bedroom.”

“Yes.”

Zoë pointed to the mirror’s reflection without touching it. “That’s your bed.”

“Ours,” Glenda corrected.

“Yours and Rita’s.”

“That is generally what ours means.”

Zoë’s mouth opened for another joke, but no joke arrived. The photograph altered around her. The warm light was no longer a pleasing backdrop chosen by the artist. The old wood was furniture Glenda touched. The glasses were the pair she wore through the school day and removed at night. The books had been interrupted rather than arranged. The record sleeve leaned where someone had left it. The quilt folded across the bed belonged to the room in which Glenda and Rita slept.

The dolls did not inhabit a display case or a temporary table cleared for a photograph. They lived in the middle of Glenda’s bedroom.

Zoë looked at the row again. “They stay there?”

“That’s where they are.”

“All the time?”

“When they’re not falling over.”

Piper’s concern returned immediately. “Why are they falling over?”

“They’re soft dolls, Piper. Sometimes one leans.”

“Which one?”

“Usually yours.”

“That is slander.”

“Rita found it facedown twice.”

Piper placed a fist against her heart. “She’s overwhelmed by existence.”

The laughter returned, softer now. Zoë smiled with them, but her eyes remained on the room beyond the dolls. She found the glasses again, then the corner of the bed. Her doll occupied the edge of the row and yet was not separate from it. Wanda’s coat almost touched its sleeve. Its pale hair rested near Wanda’s shoulder. It did not have to speak or produce anything. It merely stood there, close enough to belong, while Glenda moved through the room around it.

When Zoë passed the photograph back to Emma, she left one hand near the lower corner as though she had not entirely released it.

The print began a second circuit without anyone deciding it should. Emma did not return immediately to the details of her dress. She looked at the whole dresser. Lily followed the reflection of the quilt. Piper examined the slight irregularity in the row of boots. Raquel counted the places where fabric seemed to touch. Wanda studied the objects surrounding the figures. Zoë kept pointing out new evidence of habitation: a faint ring left by a glass near the wooden box, one corner of a folded cloth beneath the record sleeve, a strand of real hair caught beside the books.

“That’s yours,” Piper told Glenda.

Glenda leaned closer to see where she pointed. “Could be Rita’s.”

“It’s dark.”

“So is hers.”

“Rita’s hair isn’t that long.”

“You have become remarkably invested in evidence for somebody with ketchup on both cuffs.”

Piper looked down. There was, inexplicably, ketchup on one cuff. She pulled her hands beneath the table.

Emma held the photograph flat and stared into the reflected room. “Did you clear the dresser for them?”

“I moved a lamp.”

“That’s it?”

“And some hairpins. Rita moved the record, then put it back because the empty place looked strange.”

“You gave us the middle,” Raquel said.

Glenda looked at the row. “It was the space that fit.”

Emma’s eyes brightened again. “But you could’ve put them somewhere else.”

“I could’ve.”

“You wanted them there.”

Glenda did not reach for a larger explanation. “I liked them there.”

Emma lowered her face before her expression could become too much even for her. Lily’s shoulder received part of her weight. Raquel’s hand settled over the blue-black fabric at Emma’s wrist, warm through the mesh. Nobody told Emma not to cry. Nobody told her she was crying, either. The tears remained suspended along her lashes, allowed to exist without becoming the price of admission to the moment.

Wanda’s gaze shifted to the left edge of the dresser. “Are these the only dolls in the room?”

“No.”

The question turned Lily’s attention from the print. “There are others?”

“A few.” Glenda removed her glasses, cleaned one lens with the corner of her shirt and put them back on. “They’re outside the picture. There’s a narrow shelf by the wardrobe, and another part of the dresser Rita cropped out.”

“Why did she crop them?” Emma asked.

“She was taking a picture of these.”

“What are the others like?” Lily’s voice remained low, but the speed of the question revealed more eagerness than its volume did.

Glenda considered. “One has been mine since I was a girl. Her hair’s been brushed nearly smooth, and her dress has been mended enough times that there isn’t much original hem left. One came from one of my daughters. Another has moved through several houses with me. There are a couple more.”

“You kept them,” Lily said.

“I keep the ones I mean to keep.”

Piper stopped pulling at the ketchup on her cuff.

The statement did not change Glenda’s face. She had offered it as ordinary information. Lily nevertheless looked back at the six new dolls with the grave attention she gave to objects whose continued existence mattered. She knew the difference between accumulation and keeping. She knew what it meant for cloth to survive handling, for hair to retain the evidence of brushing, for a broken edge to be sewn instead of discarded. Glenda had not placed six new figures in an empty room newly devoted to collecting. She had admitted them into a small company of survivors.

“Are the old ones on the dresser too?” Raquel asked.

“One is. The rest are on the shelf.”

“And these are in the centre,” Zoë said.

“That is where y’all have established they fit.”

Zoë’s humour did not rise to shield her this time. She touched the blank tabletop beside the print and nodded to herself.

Emma studied the photograph again. “How did you even think of this?”

Glenda moved the flyer away from a wet spot before answering. “I saw an embroidered doll at a craft fair in December. It didn’t look like any of you. It was a woman in a yellow coat with a little felt dog. But I liked the way it was made.”

“So you saw one doll,” Wanda said, “and decided to commission six.”

“That is what happened.”

“In December?” Raquel asked. “You’ve been doing this since December?”

“The artist had other work. Then six took a while.”

Piper’s eyes widened. “You’ve been secretly manufacturing us for four months.”

“I have not personally manufactured anybody recently.”

Emma gave a wet little laugh and wiped beneath one eye with her smallest finger. “Did you have to describe all of us at once?”

“Mostly. She wanted the bodies made as a set so they’d match.”

“What did you say?” Zoë asked. “Exactly.”

“I don’t remember exactly.”

“You wrote it.”

“That does not mean I brought the pages to lunch.”

Zoë nodded toward the black notebook. “Are they in there?”

“No.”

“Where are they?”

“At home.”

Piper drew her hands back onto the table now that the ketchup was gone. “So there’s a dossier.”

“There are some notes.”

“A textile dossier,” Zoë said.

Wanda’s expression remained serious, but amusement moved briefly at one corner of her mouth. “She means she wants to know how you described us.”

“I know what she means.”

Glenda looked at the six faces around the table. Their attention had become almost unnerving in its intensity. Even Lily was waiting without retreating behind her hair. Glenda rested one hand against the tabletop and gave them what she could without turning her care into a demonstration.

“I wrote that Emma’s clothes look considered even when she thinks they don’t,” she said. Emma lowered her eyes at once. “I wrote that Lily likes faded colours and things that look as though they have a history. I told her Piper’s vest needed to look repaired, not ruined.”

Piper’s expression changed.

Glenda continued before any one girl could become the centre of the explanation. “I told her Raquel needed something soft in the colour, Wanda needed a coat with a proper shape to it, and Zoë needed a shirt nobody could quite read.”

Zoë leaned back. “That last one is devastatingly accurate.”

“What about hair?” Emma asked.

“There were pictures for hair.”

“But you told her about the bow,” Raquel said.

“I did.”

“And my streak,” Wanda added.

“That was in the photograph.”

“Not clearly.”

Glenda met her eyes. “I described where it went.”

Wanda’s shoulders loosened by a degree.

Piper touched the battered front of her real vest. “How did you know which parts were repairs?”

“I’ve sewn two of them.”

“You fixed the shoulder.”

“And under the arm.”

Piper looked down at the place where Glenda’s stitches disappeared beneath a patch. “I forgot that.”

“I didn’t.”

The table quieted again, though not as completely as before. The lunchroom refused complete quiet. Chairs scraped. Trays struck the conveyor near the dish window. Somebody shouted a name from across the room and received a louder answer. A carton burst beneath a shoe near the middle tables, followed by a chorus of disgust. The six girls remained gathered around the small warm bedroom inside the photograph.

Emma was thinking of every ordinary day on which Glenda had seen her hair, her chains and the anxious care beneath clothes other people dismissed as attention-seeking. Lily was thinking of a red thread and one uneven sleeve. Piper was looking at a repair she had forgotten receiving. Raquel touched her ivory bow. Wanda’s fingertip rested against the place where her own white streak began. Zoë had gone back to the unreadable image on her shirt and no longer seemed troubled that it meant nothing definite.

Glenda watched these small movements and understood that the picture had travelled farther into them than she had expected. She had imagined noise. Piper had supplied that. She had anticipated teasing about the faces, the proportions and the hair. She had not anticipated the way they would look at the bed reflected behind the row, or how carefully Lily would inspect a crooked hem, or the directness of Wanda’s gaze after finding the white forelock.

She could have made the moment easier for herself by talking. There were things she might have explained: how long she had spent choosing fabrics from photographed samples, how Rita had laughed when Glenda rejected three shades of green, how she had moved the figures several times before their closeness felt right. She might have told them what she had felt on waking that morning and seeing the six small bodies beneath the mirror. Any of it would have allowed her to control the meaning before the girls made their own.

Instead, she straightened the flyer and asked, “What’s this for?”

The return to ordinary conversation loosened something around the table. Emma blinked and looked at the flyer as if she had forgotten it existed. “A show on Saturday.”

“Three opening bands,” Wanda said. “A headliner that won’t finish before the last bus.”

“A drainage ditch,” Zoë added.

Glenda considered the address. “That road doesn’t have a safe shoulder.”

Piper pointed at Wanda in wounded accusation. “You see what you’ve done? You’ve brought the state into this.”

“I’m not the state,” Glenda said.

“You have a badge.”

“It says nurse.”

“That’s how it begins.”

Raquel laughed, the sound light enough to release Emma’s breath. Piper grinned at having restored the table to movement. Zoë returned to examining the pale figure on the flyer. Wanda drew the bus schedule nearer to Glenda, already prepared to seek a practical answer. Lily kept one hand close to the photograph.

“You might find a ride,” Glenda said. “You have several days.”

“We need someone who can take all six,” Emma said.

“Or two cars,” Raquel offered.

“No splitting,” Wanda said automatically.

“We could arrive in two cars without splitting,” Zoë pointed out. “We would be spiritually continuous.”

Wanda ignored that. “Everyone gets collected from the same place afterward.”

Glenda nodded toward the flyer. “Then work that out before anyone buys a ticket.”

“We were,” Piper said. “Then you emotionally devastated us with miniature versions of ourselves.”

“That sounds inconvenient.”

“It has destroyed productivity.”

“You were discussing walking home in a ditch.”

“That was still a plan.”

While Piper argued, Emma slid the photograph toward Lily. Lily accepted it and returned to the tiny cardigan, but now the other girls looked with her rather than waiting for turns. The rigid circuit dissolved. The photograph belonged to the middle of them. Fingers indicated details from a safe distance. Heads drew close. Their bodies unconsciously assumed the arrangement on the dresser: Emma pressed to Lily, Lily touching Piper, Piper leaning into Raquel, Raquel near Wanda, Wanda allowing Zoë’s sleeve against her own.

Raquel noticed the echo first. Her eyes travelled from the row of dolls to the line of shoulders around the table. A smile gathered slowly across her face.

“What?” Piper asked.

“Nothing.”

“You’re doing a face.”

“I’m not.”

“You are. It’s your secret flower face.”

Raquel’s smile deepened. “We’re sitting the same way.”

The girls looked at one another and immediately disrupted the resemblance by becoming aware of it. Piper straightened. Wanda shifted half an inch. Emma nearly withdrew from Lily, then felt Lily remain where she was and stopped. Zoë glanced at Glenda as though suspecting a trap.

Glenda picked up her notebook. “I wasn’t going to point it out.”

“You noticed,” Raquel said.

“I notice things.”

The answer sent their attention back to the photograph.

Zoë indicated the record sleeve leaning behind Emma and Lily. “What record is that?”

Glenda tilted the print toward herself. “Cheap Trick.”

Piper looked scandalised. “You put tiny us in front of Cheap Trick?”

“It was there first.”

“Which one?”

“I can tell you when I get home.”

“You don’t remember?”

“I remember the record. I can’t read the spine through a photograph.”

Emma smiled through the last dampness on her lashes. “What books are under your glasses?”

“One is a nursing journal. The other is a novel Rita finished and left on my side.”

“What novel?”

“I don’t remember.”

“Does Rita know she left it there?” Wanda asked.

“She knows now. She saw the picture.”

“What did she think of them?” Raquel asked.

Glenda’s face warmed. “She liked them.”

“Just liked?” Emma asked.

“She watched me arrange them for half an hour without leaving the room.”

“That is love,” Zoë said.

Glenda looked down at her. “She also told me if I moved them one more time, she was taking the picture without warning.”

“Also love,” Raquel said.

The image acquired another unseen layer. Rita stood somewhere beyond the frame, holding the camera while Glenda adjusted the spacing. The glasses and books remained because neither woman had needed to make the room look like a catalogue. The record had been moved and returned. The lamp glowed against the quilt. Glenda had stepped out of the shot, leaving the six girls together.

“Did she help choose the order?” Wanda asked.

“No. That was me.”

“Why this order?”

Glenda considered the line. “Emma’s hair needed room. Zoë’s did too. If I put them together, the pale hair disappeared against the red. Piper and Raquel brought colour into the middle. Lily and Wanda broke up the shapes.”

Piper nodded solemnly. “Curatorial science.”

“It was mostly standing in front of the dresser and moving things.”

“Curatorial science,” Zoë repeated.

Raquel looked at herself beside Piper. “We’re in the middle.”

“You match,” Emma said.

“We do not,” Piper replied, glancing at Raquel’s lavender cardigan and then at her own distressed vest. “We are a study in contrast.”

Raquel touched the flower at her waist in the photograph. “The green and purple look good together.”

Piper’s resistance vanished. “They do.”

Wanda took the print again, this time without pretending to inspect it only for accuracy. She followed the arrangement Glenda had described. Emma and Zoë held the ends without enclosing anyone. Lily’s stillness remained near Emma’s emotional abundance. Piper’s energy pressed into Raquel’s softness. Wanda stood between that softness and Zoë’s pale disorder. There was no hierarchy in it, no prized centre and neglected edge. Every doll required the others for the composition to balance.

“You checked them when they arrived,” Wanda said.

“Yes.”

“For errors.”

“For anything that needed changing.”

“Did anything?”

“The artist had Zoë’s hair too smooth.”

Zoë looked genuinely offended. “Unacceptable.”

“She added another layer.”

“What else?”

“Raquel’s cardigan was dark purple at first. I asked for something softer.”

Raquel studied the lavender yarn.

“Piper had matching gloves,” Glenda continued.

Piper looked at the photograph. One miniature wrist was wrapped in black fabric while the other wore a grey-black fishnet glove. “You asked her to make them different?”

“You almost never match yours.”

“I lose them.”

“I know.”

Emma pointed to her doll’s hair. “Was mine always this big?”

“No.”

Her mouth fell open. “You made it bigger?”

“I told her it needed more.”

Emma pressed both hands over her heart. The photograph remained safe beneath Wanda’s fingers. “Glenda.”

“What?”

“You told an artist my hair needed to be bigger.”

“It did.”

Emma appeared ready to cry all over again, though laughter rescued her first. Lily’s quiet smile returned. Even Wanda allowed hers to become visible.

“And mine?” Lily asked.

“Yours was nearly right.”

“Nearly?”

“The dress was too white.”

Lily looked at the soft, exhausted grey. “You changed it.”

“You don’t wear much clean white.”

“It looks new,” Lily said, and the distaste in the word made Piper grin.

“Exactly.”

Lily’s fingertip hovered over the lace. The doll’s dress looked as though it had already survived a life. That was not an accident of fabric or light. Glenda had rejected the untouched version.

Wanda glanced at her coat. “Mine?”

“The white streak needed moving. The coat was right.”

“And Raquel’s bow?”

“Wrong side.”

Raquel laughed under her breath. “You really did notice.”

Glenda’s gaze passed over them. “I did not spend eighteen months looking at six of you without learning what your hair does.”

The number landed without ceremony. None of them needed to ask how long Glenda had known them. The months lived in habits already embedded at the table: the way they made her space, the way Piper checked herself when Glenda said clean hands, the way Wanda trusted her with questions whose answers mattered, the way Lily spoke before rehearsing every word. Glenda’s simple arithmetic gathered those days into one span and laid it beneath the photograph.

Emma turned the apple in her hand. “Did you call us the Gothlings when you ordered them?”

“I wrote it on the first page.”

Piper leaned forward. “Capital G?”

“Yes.”

“Correct.”

“The artist thought it was the name of a band.”

“We could be a band,” Emma said.

“We have no instruments,” Raquel replied.

“Glenda has guitars,” Zoë said.

“That does not make you a band.”

Piper tapped the table with both hands in a quick rhythm until Wanda caught one wrist. “I can play drums.”

“You are hitting plastic with your palms.”

“Every civilisation begins somewhere.”

Glenda waited for Wanda to release Piper. “I explained that it was what I called you.”

“What did she say?” Emma asked.

“She said it suited you.”

Piper sat back with satisfaction. “A professional confirmed it.”

“She makes dolls.”

“She is a professional witness.”

Zoë reclaimed the photograph and peered at the rightmost figure. “Did she try to put stickers anywhere?”

“There was going to be one on your shirt.”

“What did it say?”

“I tried to explain the little skull reading a book.”

“The Knowledge Is Fatal sticker?”

“Probably.”

Zoë’s face brightened. “That’s my favourite.”

“I did not explain it well enough. The sketch looked like a potato holding a rectangle.”

Piper folded over the table laughing. Emma joined her at once, the remainder of her tears spilling harmlessly into laughter. Raquel hid her mouth in one lavender sleeve. Wanda held the photograph away from the shaking tabletop. Lily’s shoulders moved with one silent laugh.

“A fatal potato,” Zoë said when she could speak. “You should’ve kept it.”

“I spared you.”

“I don’t know if I can forgive that.”

“The unreadable shirt was the alternative.”

Zoë examined the dark mark again. “The potato may still be in there.”

Piper leaned close. “It’s been abstracted.”

“It transcended form.”

Their laughter loosened the intensity without erasing it. Glenda let it run. She occasionally defended the artist when Piper identified another functionless silver loop or when Wanda pointed out that one coat button sat higher than the other, but she conceded the pale thread protruding from Emma’s hair was probably not intentional. Raquel worried that the cardigan’s bead fastening might come loose. Lily wanted to know whether the pendant could turn. Zoë remained convinced that a suppressed potato haunted her shirt.

Beneath their analysis, the quieter understanding remained. Glenda had spent months thinking about shades of yarn, placement of hair and the emotional difference between white and grey fabric. She had known that matching gloves would misrepresent Piper and that Raquel’s purple needed warmth. She had asked for more hair around Emma’s face, corrected Wanda’s streak and rejected a neat version of Zoë. None of these decisions had been necessary. That was precisely why they mattered.

Piper’s energy receded first. She stopped searching for flaws and looked at the full row.

“How much did this cost?”

Wanda glanced sharply at her.

“What? I’m not asking to be rude.”

Glenda’s answer remained easy. “Enough that you’re not getting another set next week.”

“But was it—”

“Piper,” Raquel said gently.

Piper closed her mouth. She looked down at the little repaired vest and nodded, accepting the boundary. “Okay.”

Glenda touched two fingers to the photograph’s border. “I wanted them. I could afford them. That’s the whole answer.”

Piper nodded again. The vulnerable unease beneath her question settled. Nothing had been taken from somewhere it was desperately needed. No debt waited behind the warm dresser. Glenda had chosen them without turning the choice into an obligation the girls would have to repay.

Lily was still looking at the red thread. “Can they be held?”

“Of course.”

“All of them?”

“They’re dolls.”

Emma looked alarmed. “But are they display dolls?”

“They are displayed.”

“That isn’t what she means,” Wanda said.

Glenda’s mouth curved. “They’re made to be handled carefully. The clothes can come off, though I have no intention of losing six sets of tiny boots around my bedroom.”

Piper looked at her own broad miniature footwear. “Mine would be impossible to lose.”

“Rita found one under the dresser.”

The table reacted as if a crime had been reported.

“How?” Raquel asked.

“I don’t know.”

“Was the doll barefoot?” Emma’s concern was sincere.

“For about ten minutes.”

“Which foot?” Wanda asked.

“The left.”

Piper placed one hand over her left boot beneath the table. “She suffered alone.”

“She was standing beside five friends,” Lily said.

Piper’s face softened. “That’s true.”

The sentence lingered after the humour had passed. In the photograph, no missing boot was visible. Piper’s doll stood restored between Lily and Raquel, its feet broad and secure.

Lily studied it and then looked at Glenda. Asking for anything directly often required her to cross a distance others could not see. The others recognised the preparation in the way her fingers tightened around her pendant and gave her the silence she needed.

“Could we see them?” she asked.

Glenda did not make her clarify. “Yes.”

“The real ones.”

“I know what you mean.”

“At your house?”

“Yes.”

Lily’s gaze dropped. Relief appeared not as a smile but as a small easing around her eyes.

Piper immediately leaned over the photograph again. “Can we pick them up?”

“If your hands are clean.”

“They will be purified.”

“No purification. Soap.”

“I’ll wear gloves.”

“You’ll wash your hands.”

Wanda looked at Piper. “You are not touching anybody else’s without permission.”

“I know doll law.”

“You have violated photograph law twice in ten minutes.”

“Allegedly.”

Raquel pointed to her cardigan. “I want to feel that.”

“You may,” Glenda said.

Emma’s attention returned to the auburn fibres. “Can the hair be brushed?”

“Very gently. I would prefer nobody attempt a new style.”

All eyes moved to Piper.

Piper drew back. “Why is this court prejudiced against me?”

“History,” Wanda said.

Zoë tapped the air above her doll’s shirt. “I need to inspect the suppressed potato at close range.”

“You can inspect it.”

“Could we take a picture beside them?”

“If Rita agrees to operate the camera.”

Emma glanced at the reflected bed again. “We wouldn’t just show up.”

“I would hope not.”

“We’d arrange it.”

“I would also hope that.”

“After school?”

“Not today.”

“No, I know.” Emma spoke too quickly, afraid her eagerness might sound like entitlement. “Just someday.”

Glenda’s expression gentled without becoming solemn. “Someday is fine.”

The possibility changed the dolls again. They were no longer unreachable objects sealed behind the photograph. They possessed texture and weight waiting in a room the girls might enter. Raquel would feel the cardigan’s tiny loops. Lily could turn the pendant and see whether the red thread continued behind the neck. Wanda could inspect the coat seams. Piper could determine whether the silver loops were truly useless. Zoë might discover what shape had survived on the charcoal shirt. Emma could hold all that auburn hair in one palm.

Their actual bodies drew closer around the print as they imagined their felt counterparts.

The cafeteria had begun to empty by degrees. Students carried trays toward the dish window. The roar softened into separate currents of conversation. Chairs dragged backward, bags were lifted from the floor, and the first anxious glances went to the clock above the doors. A teacher near the centre raised her voice to remind everyone that wrappers belonged in bins. Nobody at the Gothlings’ table moved.

Wanda noticed the time. She always did. Her eyes went from the clock to Glenda’s notebook, then to the cafeteria doors. “How long were you planning to stay?”

Glenda followed her gaze. “Not this long.”

Piper folded both arms over the table as if that might physically retain her. “You can stay another five minutes.”

“Can I?”

“Yes.”

“No.”

“Four.”

Glenda reached for the photograph.

The resistance was immediate but careful. Emma drew in a breath. Zoë’s fingers remained near the right corner. Lily watched the approaching hand. Raquel checked that everybody had finished. Wanda looked at each girl in turn before giving the smallest nod. Only then did Zoë lift the print and return it.

Glenda took it by the edges. A faint crescent smudge marked the upper border where somebody’s fingertip had strayed beyond the white. Wanda saw it at once.

“There’s a print.”

“It’ll clean.”

“Let me.”

Glenda held the photograph still while Wanda breathed lightly on the border and polished it with an unused corner of Raquel’s napkin. She worked with the same controlled attention she had given her doll’s coat. When she finished, she checked the surface at two angles before releasing it.

“That was probably Piper,” Zoë said.

“It was not.”

“You had ketchup on your entire body.”

“Two places are not an entire body.”

Raquel inspected the lower corner where one napkin had left a pale fibre. She removed it with the edge of her sleeve. Emma watched the dolls throughout, her expression changing when the print began to slide into the cream envelope. Lily followed the movement until Emma’s hair vanished, then her own grey dress, Piper’s green, Raquel’s lavender, Wanda’s white streak and finally Zoë’s pale head.

The envelope closed over the bedroom.

Glenda tucked it between the cover of her notebook and the first page, then held both securely against her side. The ordinary care of the gesture reached them almost as deeply as the photograph had. She did not cradle the envelope as a sacred object, nor did she bend it beneath her arm. She simply knew where it was and made certain it would remain safe.

“Wait,” Emma said. “What did Rita say when she first saw them?”

“That they looked good.”

“No, after that.”

“That Piper’s hair was going to catch dust.”

Piper gasped. “Tell Rita I reject this attack.”

“You can tell her yourself.”

“When?”

“Someday.”

Zoë raised a hand as though Glenda had called on her. “Were the bodies sewn together at the same time, or did the artist make one complete doll and move to the next?”

“The bodies together. Then faces. Then hair and clothes.”

Raquel leaned forward. “How long did the cardigan take?”

“I don’t know.”

“Could you ask?”

“Yes.”

Wanda spoke over her, not rudely but with urgency. “Do they stand by themselves, or are there supports behind them?”

“Small wire stands.”

“Can you see them?”

“From the back.”

“Are they attached?”

“No.”

Piper pointed toward the envelope. “Can their knees bend?”

“A little.”

“Can mine sit on the edge of the dresser?”

“Yes.”

“Have you tried?”

“No.”

“Glenda.”

“I have a job.”

Emma’s hands gathered around the apple she still had not finished. “Do you look at them in the morning?”

Glenda’s attention returned to her.

Emma seemed to regret asking. Her eyes lowered to the bruised place her fingers had made in the fruit’s skin. “I just wondered.”

Glenda shifted the notebook beneath her arm. “They’re opposite the bed. I see them when I put on my glasses.”

Emma nodded. Raquel’s hand covered part of her sleeve again.

“And at night?” Zoë asked more quietly.

“When I take the glasses off.”

The answer settled around them. There was no speech about remembrance, no grand assurance that they occupied Glenda’s thoughts beyond the school walls. There was only a dresser opposite a bed, a pair of glasses lowered onto books and six soft figures waiting beneath a mirror. The girls could see the action without being told what it meant.

Piper looked down at her hands. “That’s a lot.”

Glenda understood her. “They’re only dolls.”

Piper looked up.

Glenda’s face remained kind and untroubled. She was not withdrawing the gesture. She was making it small enough for them to hold.

“Right,” Piper said. “Only dolls.”

Lily touched her pendant. “But you keep the ones you mean to keep.”

Glenda looked at her for a long moment. “Yes.”

Nothing else needed to follow. Emma leaned into Lily without seeming aware of it. Lily accepted the pressure. Raquel’s shoulder touched Piper’s, and Piper did not convert the contact into movement. Zoë rested her hand flat on the table near the place where the photograph had been. Wanda’s posture, usually angled enough to monitor the room, softened until she sat fully inside the group.

Glenda let them be still.

A tray struck the floor near the bins. Half the cafeteria turned toward the sound. Glenda’s head moved before anyone else’s, her gaze finding the student, the scattered plastic dishes and the teacher already bending to help. Nobody was hurt. She looked back at the table.

Piper noticed. “See? You’re already working.”

“I am at work.”

“You could pretend you aren’t.”

“That tends to end badly.”

Emma looked toward the clock and then immediately back at Glenda. “You didn’t tell us when the dolls arrived.”

“Tuesday.”

“Tuesday? You had them for two whole days and didn’t say anything?”

“I wanted the photograph printed.”

“You could’ve told us.”

“Then the photograph would not have been a surprise.”

“That’s reasonable,” Wanda admitted.

Piper stared at her. “Whose side are you on?”

“The side with a clean print.”

Zoë retrieved the flyer from beneath the cassette inserts and slid it toward Glenda as though introducing a second item of official business. “While we have you trapped, do you know anybody with a vehicle that can hold six emotionally complex minors?”

“No.”

“Seven, if the driver is emotionally complex.”

“That does not improve your chances.”

Raquel began folding the napkins away from the cleared space. “We can ask our moms tonight.”

“Ask before buying tickets,” Glenda reminded them.

“We know,” Emma said. “Same place, same ride home, nobody alone.”

Wanda nodded approval.

Lily moved the cassette case onto the flyer. “I can bring the tape.”

“The broken one?” Piper asked.

“I fixed it.”

All attention shifted to her.

“You fixed it?” Emma asked.

Lily nodded.

“How?”

“Clear tape. Very small piece.”

Zoë placed both hands over her heart. “The medium has been resurrected.”

Lily’s mouth curved. “Half the song is still missing.”

“We’ll hear it Saturday,” Emma said. Hope entered her voice at once, bright and unguarded. “If we can go.”

“When,” Piper corrected.

“If,” Wanda said.

“When, provisionally,” Raquel offered.

Glenda looked at the six of them, crowded around the damaged flyer in the same uneven closeness as the dolls on her dresser. “Work out the ride.”

“We will,” Emma promised.

“And eat the rest of your lunch.”

Emma looked down at the apple. Piper hid two abandoned fries beneath a napkin. Zoë finally opened the packet beside her untouched sandwich. Raquel lifted her drink. Lily took a small bite without being prompted twice. Wanda began packing the flyer into a dry folder.

Glenda stepped back from the table.

Six faces rose with her.

“You’re leaving?” Emma asked.

“I was always leaving.”

“You could sit for one minute,” Piper said, patting the bench beside her.

“We still have questions,” Raquel added.

“Many questions,” Zoë said. “The artist’s methods, the structural integrity of the wire stands, the legal status of the potato—”

“Whether the clothes can be changed,” Emma said.

“Whether mine can stand without the wire,” Wanda added.

Lily’s fingers remained around her pendant. “Which old doll is beside them?”

Glenda adjusted the notebook and envelope against her side. Her gaze travelled briefly across the cafeteria, taking in the remaining students, the overturned chair near the bins, the boy laughing too hard while his friend coughed into one fist, the girl reading an ingredient label with growing concern and the teacher waving impatiently for another adult across the room. Then she looked back at the six girls trying to keep her among them and smiled with the weary fondness of someone who knew precisely what several hundred adolescents could accomplish in the span of one meal.

“Lunch is the busiest time of my day.”

(gothling-dolls)