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“Shit,” the figure swears desperately under their breath, covering Eddie’s bloodstained hands with their own. “Oh God, Eddie. You’re—fuck, okay. You’re gonna be fine. Alright? You’re gonna be fine. We just—we just have to wait until this is over. I’m here. I’ve got you.”
‘Until what is over?’ Eddie wants to ask. His head hasn’t stopped spinning, his vision going in and out of focus with every ragged breath, and it takes all of his energy to steady his eyes long enough to get a good look at the person hovering over him.
A slow, soft smile spreads across his lips.
“Chris…” he sighs with relief, reaching a shaky hand up towards the familiar head of brown curls.
or: Eddie is dying in a hospital elevator. Delirious with blood loss, he assumes Buck is Christopher, and he has something very, very important to tell his son. A 9x18 Hearts and Flowers spec(ish) fic.
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Once he’s safely in the Jeep Buck lets his head fall back against the seat. He’s not having a panic attack, he’s not going to be sick, and he’s certainly not going to cry. Buck just feels lost. Suddenly he’s as much the kid the others think him to be. How is he supposed to cope with this.
“Why are you still fucking dead?” Buck asks the imaginary Bobby in the passenger seat. “You were supposed to be here for me for this sort of shit. You were supposed to tell me what to do.”
In the wake of Bobby's death and the birth of his nephew, Buck receives a diagnosis and makes some well meaning, but ultimately ill considered life choices. Will the path he's set himself on break him? Or will it be the making of the next new iteration of Buck?
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I can’t show you by readingchameleon
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Sword Art Online (Anime & Manga), ソードアート・オンライン - 川原礫 | Sword Art Online - Kawahara Reki
02 Mar 2025
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“Exulansis n. the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it” –John Koenig, The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows
2 years after the game ended, Izuku continues to keep a secret and a heavy weight in his heart.
Standalone canon-adjacent crossover. Heavy themes, but ultimately hopeful. Trigger warning: Grief, detailed graphic descriptions of trauma and PTSD.
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“Catwoman, huh?” Buck’s eyes flick down again, snagging on the shape of Eddie’s torso. “Yeah, you’re, uh, pulling it off. But, uh…”
Buck straightens, licks his lips, voice shifting to something practiced, polite, and extremely strange to Eddie’s ears. “Look, you seem cool, and that suit’s... heh, working, but I’m— I’m not really doing the whole hookup thing anymore."
The words don’t register at first—then they do, and the world tilts, grin falling right off his face.
Buck doesn’t know it’s him.
Buck doesn’t know it’s Eddie.
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Eddie doesn’t quite know how he got here, crashing the Calamigas Ranch Club, intent on stopping a wedding he wasn’t even invited to.
Well, no, that isn’t quite true. He does know how he got here. It’s all his abuela’s fault.
Eddie meets Buck. Eddie falls for Buck.
But Buck's getting married.
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Buck’s vision was starting to blur at the edges, a dark vignette creeping in like smoke. His hand fumbled for Eddie’s sleeve but didn’t quite make contact. He slumped further down, back pressing against the base of the table, trying to stay quiet. Trying not to make this worse.
His fingers came away from his chest, soaked in red.
No one had seen it yet.
And Buck couldn’t find the air to call out.
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The 118 only meant to attend a gala—but by the end of the night, Buck was shot, and nothing was ever the same again.
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“Buck,” Eddie says, and yeah, Chimney’s pretty sure there are literal stars in his eyes. “Hey.”
Buck jolts into motion but stalls out again when he gets close. “H-Hey. Eddie. Uh. Hi. Eddie.”
“Holy fucking shit,” Chimney mutters.
Buck and Eddie figure it out, through the eyes of Chimney, Hen, and Bobby.
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"Bobby, I swear to God. Just tell me what's going on," Eddie blurted out harshly.
The 118's captain sighed on the other end of the line. "Buck got into an accident during shift this morning."
Eddie's breath caught in his throat. He thought he'd kind of predicted something like this, but nothing could've prepared him for hearing these words out loud.
OR, another story in which Buck confesses his love to Eddie during a near death experience, but in a voicemail, while Eddie and Chris are still in El Paso.
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“STOP”
The whole room collapses into silence as Chris stands. “Stop talking like that right now. You know nothing. Nothing!” The teen is vibrating in his rage and all heads are turned to him.
“You don’t get to say shit about Buck. You know nothing about him. You have never cared to ask, to find out how wonderful he is. How important he is. If you had, you would know that he is the best thing to happen to us, both me and dad.”
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or, the one where Eddie meets with Chris and his parents for dinner, The Diaz parents suck, as usual, Chris defends his dad(not the one in the room), and Buddie happens(eventually)
Or, what I think should happen in 8x12 when I feel delulu
**Written before 8x12 released**
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Buck and Eddie were together in El-Paso, living together and raising Chris together after Shannon left shortly after Chris turns three. While Eddie's parents were not happy about it, there was not a lot they could do since Eddie had made it very clear that he would not let them drive away another partner. However, when Eddie is shot and falls into a coma, and Helena and Ramon are the only ones informed about it, they see their chance to finally get rid of the blight on their family. They tell Buck that Eddie was killed and sue him for custody of Chris which is granted by the judge along with a restraining order forbidding Buck to ever knowingly come within a hundred miles of his son. When Eddie wakes months later, they tell him that Buck is the one that died and left Chris with them.
It all comes out two years later when Eddie joins the 118.
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- Part 1 of Presumed Dead Universe
- Part 14 of Fire Family Conflagration
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He doesn’t feel better about any of it after leaving Maddie’s. There’s a bag of banana muffins tucked under his arm, the rest left behind for his niece. Her question runs on repeat in his mind.
Would it be so crazy?
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“Buck,” he says softly. “He told me I had to be brave and that you would find me. And he said everything was going to be okay. He lied!” Chris yells the last part and Eddie's heart breaks.
Eddie pulls his son into his lap and scents him. He breathes in his pup's sorrowful scent and wants to wail. His son is so young to lose so many people. He buries his nose into Chris’s unruly hair again and breathes deeply and feels a flare in his chest. Buck scented him before letting him go. He can smell Buck on his son. Even in his desperation to get Chris to safety, he had thought to offer his son comfort, even offering his own shirt.
Eddie's alpha howls. Mate, mate, mate. Buck isn't his, he reminds himself again, but it doesn't seem to matter. All he wants is to have Buck in his arms.
A tsunami fic with omegaverse where Eddie finds Chris before he finds Buck and Buck is not doing too hot.
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With Eddie having moved back to El Paso, Buck spirals, feeling like he's struggling to stay afloat. That all comes to head when he gets into a near death experience, feeling like he doesn't have something to fight for, so he doesn't. But the next thing he knows, he's in a hospital room, still alive, not sure of what he's feeling. But as soon as he notices Eddie by his side, his thoughts become a little clearer.
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There’s mud on his hands. There’s mud on his hands and he has to dig deeper, quicker, because Eddie is forty feet beneath him and surely he can’t breathe because the well is gone and Eddie is gone and Buck can’t follow him.
“Eddie,” his throat feels raw, the words wrong to his ears, “Eddie.”
“Yeah,” Eddie says, holding onto him, “I'm right here, Buck, I’m right here.”
“I can’t—” Buck breaks off, his trembling, dirty hand in the air and Eddie must understand because he takes Buck's hand without question and pulls it to his chest, right over his heart.
{or five times Buck needs to feel Eddie's heartbeat and the one time Eddie needs to feel his}
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“Abby?” Rachel said, coming into the living room carrying the mail. She was home for Christmas from UCLA law school, where she was now an L2.
“What, sweetie?”
“Um, who’s Evan Buckley?” She was frowning down at an envelope.
Abby’s head jerked up. “Buck?”
“Oh, that’s Buck?”
“Yeah, that’s his real name. What’s that?” She held out her hand.
Rachel met her eyes, a significant look there. “Um, it feels like a wedding invitation.”
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In which Abby Clark attends Buck and Eddie's wedding.
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Buck’s not really sure what to say here, so he doesn’t say anything. For a minute they stand there in total silence, the TV muted, and looking at Eddie – the defeated slump of his shoulders, the hand over his mouth, the eyes staring blankly at nothing – it’s like those modern art installations one of Buck’s exes used to take him to: Man, with broken heart.
Man, eviscerated.
Buck’s no good with people being sad around him – it always feels like his responsibility, like if they aren’t smiling it’s his fault, and this time it really is his fault, at least partially, so he offers, “You can beat me up, if it would make you feel better.”
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[OR: Buck accidentally fucks Eddie's wife.]
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"911. What's your emergency?"
"He-he won't wake up."or: something is wrong with Buck and we have lots of emotional moments about it
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the not so misconstrued observations of a confused nurse by coupe_de_foudre
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
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“Sorry, sir, but you’re going to have to wait here.”
“I-… No. No, I need to be with him.” the man frowns, licks his lips, and then pulls a face at the taste.
“He’s going into surgery. You can’t go through there.” Jeremy gives the man a once over. “Are you hurt?” he asks, pointedly looking at the blood covering the guy.
He wrinkles his nose up, looking down at his stained hands. “No. I-I don’t think so. I think it’s all Ed-” his voice quivers dangerously, “My partner’s blood.”
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It’s been 5 years since that day when Buck’s whole world crumbled. When he lost the love of his life, family and home all at once. He tried to keep in touch with Chris, he really did. But time and distance made it go further and further between the calls, and eventually they died out, transitioning into a venmo for birthdays and Christmas’s.
He never spoke to Eddie again.
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The man freezes at the sight of him and Buck sees how his eyes widen in shock. For a moment they just stare at each other.
“Buck..?” Eddie eventually says hesitantly, eyes darting behind him towards the road, almost like he was looking for an explanation for his presence behind him, and Buck clears his throat before lifting an eyebrow.
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There’s a quiet determination to his step when he walks into the locker room that morning, but any and all thoughts he had come to a grinding halt as he takes in the scene before him. Buck is sitting on the bench, back to him, and blowing out air slowly like he’s bracing himself for something. That something turns out to be putting on a shirt.
He lifts his arms a fraction and immediately drops them with a hiss, movement tugging at the vicious splotch of purple and blue bloomed over the right side of his lower back.
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A close call on the side of the freeway has Eddie reevaluating his relationship with Buck, particularly how strained it's become due to Eddie's anger since the lawsuit. Some domestic love and more than a few heart to hearts have Eddie confessing things he should have a long time ago.
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