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    “No reason,” Neil bluffs. He chews on his cheek. “I just had a question. That’s all.”
    “Oh,” Todd replies, a little mumbled. He yawns. “What was it?”
    Neil stares up at the ceiling. Carpe diem, and all that, he thinks. The sentiment feels a little too large to carry.
    He asks, “Have you ever been in love?”

    Neil auditions for a play, accidentally reads a poem, and falls in love – not necessarily in that order.

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    "It’s then that Todd wonders if you have to read poetry or if it can be seen in someone’s eyes. If that’s so, Todd can see it, the begging, romantic verse in Neil’s eyes."

    Todd Anderson has to read for Romeo in John Keating's class and Neil answers all his questions along the way.

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    During an intense phonecall with his mother, Neil reveals to her for the first time some of his bottled up emotions, thinks about their broken bond, and finally aknowledges how he truly feels about his new roommate.

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  4. 39

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    It's easy to watch Todd, he realizes, because they're both watching Neil.

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    Instead of just handing the cigarette to Todd, Neil placed that cigarette between Todd's pink lips and held it there while Todd inhaled. He brought it back to him when Todd let go and blew, coughing a bit. Neil grinned and laughed that stupid laugh of his and brought the cigarette to his own lips. 

    "That was good...good puff." 

    "I know, right." Neil raised his eyebrows and inhaled more and more. "Want more?" 

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    Neil has been restless. There’s been an inexplicable buzzing in his chest keeping him from focusing, and he’s stressed beyond belief.

    Luckily, it all becomes more manageable when he and Todd hold hands.

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    In art history, only few of the greatest masters were able to portray that void that expressed what's unsayable, that emptiness capable of containing everything – Michelangelo in The Creation of Adam, Canova in Psyche revived by Cupid’s kiss.
    But none of them had managed to instil, in their figures and their absences, the tension that comes in knowing, deep down, that it's forbidden. The loves of art are meant to be seen – because art is expression, it is a feeling that takes shape: none of this could express the silence, the “whisper” that characterized their feeling; none of this could represent what's not supposed to be seen, and, even, to be thought. 

     

    Todd and Neil start hanging out in a secret place and struggle to accept their feelings.

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    Todd tries hard to avoid temptations, but a cigarette offered to him by a boy who's been plaguing his mind seems all too much to say no

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    The realisation suddenly struck Todd that all those nights he’d spent, notebook and pen in his hand, scrawling words that came nowhere close to a poem were in vain, because Neil had always been right there, a paragon of poetry if Todd had ever laid eyes on one.

    He remembered something Mr Keating had told them before, whispering in his wise, secretive way like he always did: Sometimes, poetry is so raw and beautiful that it takes a second glance for us to fully drink in its breathtaking nature.

    And here was Todd’s second glance. It was a glance that did much more than merely observe Neil, it was a look that scrutinised each and every one of his features, and one which helped him to the startling realisation that Neil Perry was gorgeous.

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    Todd and Neil throughout the years as they struggle to consolidate their feelings towards each other, and more importantly, keep it from the others.

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  10. 69

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    Sometimes he missed his father. The thought made him want to die.

    or, Neil's struggles with fatherhood and family while staying with Mr. Keating after the night of the play

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    Todd could feel his heartbeat in his head. He'd always been sort of outwardly nervous, terrible at hiding it, concealing it, pushing it down. He knew Neil and the others must have noticed and cursed himself for not being more subtle. They didn't seem too bad—a little confrontational for Todd's taste—but not rude, not going out of their way to exclude him. They still made him nervous, though. They knew of Jeffrey's excellence and could see plain as day that Todd was far from being like his brother.

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    In which Todd gets dragged out of the shadows for the first time in his life and realizes that maybe the daylight isn't all that bad.

    [Currently being rewritten]

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    Neil has one night left at the Welton Academy, but his presence remains long after he left. Todd tries to manage on his own. The more time he spends writing about the feelings he have for Neil, the more apparent it becomes that the only word there is to describe it is 'love'.

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    Neil had disappeared with his father, leaving Todd with nothing but tire tracks in the snow, and a voice screaming wrong, wrong, wrong in his head.

    And that voice would not shut up, even now, even hours later.

    Or, basically, how Todd saves Neil's life.

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    On the morning of December 5th, 1959, Neil Perry made a phone call from a dingy little diner in Montpelier, Vermont.

    Or, basically, how Dead Poet's really ends in my imagination, ie: a lot gayer and happier.

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    When Neil gets a part in a play, Todd helps him rehearse and the moments between real life and rehearsal begin to blur.

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    A rewriting of The Dead Poets Society, as it should have ended, as it does.

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  16. 15

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    In another lifetime, down a road not taken - Todd Anderson phoned Neil Perry literally thousands of times throughout the course of their shared existence. 

    He called Neil to tell him he loved him. He called Neil’s hotel when he was on tour with his troupe to tell him he missed him and that the house felt empty without him. He called Neil’s office to say he was still mad at him after their fight last night but also he had decided he was cooking dinner this evening and so what would Neil like to eat? 

    But that first time Todd Anderson ever called Neil Perry? On December 15th, 1959 at precisely 1:07 am?

    That was the most important phone call the two boys would ever share.

    (or, alternatively, the Neil!lives au that has been living in my mind rent-free for the past two years, that I'm finally getting around to finishing.)

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    Neil made the mistake of telling Charlie about his feelings for a certain poetic blonde, and in true Nuwanda fashion, he got up to some mischief. Now, stuck in a plan to sneak out of school to go to an underground swing dance club, Neil has to make the best of it and pray to God his father doesn’t find out. Hopefully, Neil will get something out of this excursion, perhaps the heart of the object of his affection. He believes it’s nothing more than a dream, a wish. However, Todd Anderson falling for Neil is more likely to happen than he thinks.

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    Todd plans a whole day of events in town for him and Neil. As the two spend the day together, Neil finds himself wishing that they were on a date…unless…?

    In other words, Neil is a dumbass and Todd thinks they’re on their first date.

    Title is from the Dinah Washington song.

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    Todd Anderson does not have enough room on his bookshelf for all of the many, many books he packed. Neil tells him that he can put books on his shelf on one condition: any book Todd puts on Neil's shelf, Neil is allowed to read. Thus, Neil falls in love with Shakespeare, and Todd falls in love with Neil.

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  20. 56

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    After Todd Anderson started getting nightmares about his best friend and secret crush Neil Perry dying, his life seemed to be plagued by it; with that, and the pressure to tell Neil how he feels, his life definitely takes a turn. And are his dreams just dreams, or are they more?

    Meanwhile, Charlie Dalton's crush on Knox Overstreet seems to be hopeless as Knox chases after the girl of his dreams, Chris. Knox seems oblivious to Charlie's suggestions, but is it all just a ruse...? Who does Knox truly care for, and is he willing to risk everything to follow through with it?

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