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    Chuuya goes missing. Everyone assumes. Dazai investigates.

    One: Everyone in Port Mafia believes that Chuuya is with him.
    Two: They believe Chuuya has been with him for a month now.
    Three: Both are patently untrue, therefore Chuuya has been missing for a month.

    Mandarin translation now on weibo

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    Chuuya is fascinating. Not in the same way that Odasaku is. He cares so much, about everything and nothing. About his men—they’re pawns, Dazai has tried to tell him before, but it’s no use, because Chuuya still goes out and learns all of their names. Beats himself up when they die anyway. It’s heartbreaking and so, so interesting.

    He burns like a fire. Out of all the people in the darkness that he’s met—and that’s practically everyone—Chuuya is the most alive. He looks at him and sees his skin and the rise and fall of his chest as he breathes and the way his eyebrows furrow with irritation and sees someone so painstakingly human. Standing beside him, he feels like a ragdoll. He also feels alive. What a weird contradiction.

    Dazai’s plastic smile falls as he looks at Chuuya for a moment, out of the corner of his eye. He’s beautiful to him in a way that nobody else ever has been.

    It’s alright. Chuuya won’t miss him.

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    Dazai doesn't get sick.

    So of course it was his rabid sheepdog would afflict him with something that made it so difficult to breathe.

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    For years now, Osamu Dazai has been trying to die. So when he finds out that he actually is, he should be happy, relieved, victorious even, but he’s not. Because nestled in his bandaged hands are marigold petals, blinking back at him in bright orange.
     
     

     

    In which Osamu Dazai suffers from the Hanahaki disease.

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    Something bubbled up in his throat, small and thin and tasting vaguely like dirt, and Dazai spat out whatever it was with blood still sticking to his tongue and teeth.

    He paused.

    There in the grass, stained red and mocking him with its delicate innocence, was a pink petal.

    Or, Dazai is only sixteen when he begins coughing up flowers. It takes him eight years to find a cure.

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
    _______

     

    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    The day Chuuya's car exploded, they finally confirmed something everyone suspected. Boss, Ane-san, Hirotsu, everyone was forced to listen and believe something they had all only whispered until that moment:

    “Dazai Osamu doesn’t love Nakahara Chuuya. Never had. Never will."

    Chuuya truly believed that, left with nothing but the carcass of a car and memories he genuinely wanted to forget. 
    Until the voices became wrong again.

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    “Cat fur?”

    Ranpo nods enthusiastically. It looks like the whole situation is more fun than anything else to him, whereas Atsushi still feels quite worried and confused.

    “Seems like our ability user wasn’t one, after all. And that our dear Dazai got turned into a cat!”

    Dazai nullifies abilities, not witchcraft.

    Or: Dazai gets turned into a cat and is picked up by none other than his former partner, Nakahara Chuuya.

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    “Oi, Dazai, what are they saying, anyway? Too many people. It gets confusing.”

    The detective smirks.
    “They are just discussing the budget for the next mission. Kunikida insists he wants an ice cream, a drone, and a goat.”

    From the Port Mafia dungeon to the depths of Meursault, Dazai and Chuuya keep finding each other.
    They fall in love all over again — or, maybe, they never stopped.

    That’s all.

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    During a joint mission, Chuuya gets with an Ability that affects his mind and instead of nullifying it at the source, the Ability User, Dazai his partner’s unconscious body home. He doesn’t know what to expect but he knows one thing for sure: he won’t be disappointed.

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    It's a short story where Chuuya meets the Ghosts of the Past, Present and Future Christmas, as embodied by his worst nightmares: teen!Dazai, adult!Dazai and dilf!Dazai.

    And the Dazai is not happy about it.

    Or: A Christmas Carol but make it soukoku being pining idiots :D

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    When they were in the mafia, Chuuya once gave Dazai a gift: a silver watch befitting the youngest executive of the Port Mafia. Four years since the Demon Prodigy disappeared, white bandages are the only thing Dazai’s wrists wear anymore.

    Chuuya isn’t hurt by that. At all.

    He is, however, very unhappy with being woken up in the middle of the night just because someone decided to bombard his phone with drunk calls.

    OR: canonverse scenario, where Chuuya goes to pick a drunk Dazai up from a bar and things happen~

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    “Oh, my~”

    Of course.
    Of fucking course.

    “If it isn’t my favourite and shortest mafioso,” Dazai muses all too happily and openly in a public space, taking a seat on a stool next to Chuuya. “Getting drunk by yourself? How pitiful, Chuuya, really.”

    What a peaceful night it was.

    OR: skk meet up not so by accident a few days after the events of Dead Apple and end up working out their feelings by doing everything EXCEPT talking about it

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    Chuuya being hit with an Ability that alters his mind in a very specific way, where he’s not in a coma, nor is he in any sort of pain, but he’s also very much not himself, and it's up to Dazai to help him — but first he'll have to figure out how.

     

    [Russian translation available HERE]
    [Українська translation available HERE]

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    He can’t stop, not now, so the detective keeps moving. He has to do something with his legs before his body can move on its own and out of sheer desperation: then, Dazai is pretty sure he'd fall on his knees to beg. 

    He’s been on his knees for Chuuya countless times, before and after their reunion, but that was different. 

    Now— now Dazai would gladly curl on the floor and bow and beg Yosano to save his partner no matter the cost. Might the entire world burn, he’ll try.

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    "The marriageable half of Double Black, huh?"

     

     

    The Port Mafia and the Armed Detective Agency celebrate the newfound peace in Yokohama, but there are a few secrets Dazai is tired of keeping.

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    “Why, I’ll be on my best behavior. Chibi will see I can be an absolute angel~”

    With a slight twitch of lips, Chuuya leans forward. He leaves a peck on Dazai’s mouth, and the man can’t tell up from down anymore. Chuuya rattles him.

    “Then, angel, I suggest you get moving,” he says, “go get your colleagues.”

    [Or: Chuuya wears Dazai’s shirt. Dazai malfunctions.]

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    He exited the building, paying no mind to the backup that was waiting around. They didn't matter. The ones that called out to him, the ones that stared from afar- he ignored them all the same.

    The only thing that did matter was the man in his arms.

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    Soukoku has a mission, and the unthinkable happens. Dazai makes a miscalculation, and pays the price.

    But it's fine- it will be fine. Chuuya will make sure that its fine. No matter the cost, Dazai will be okay. Chuuya will ensure that.

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    INSPIRED BY "This is how it feels to take a fall" by forest_raccoon, PLEASE CHECK THE FIC OUT ITS SO GOOD!! (and their other fics too!!)

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    Gazing down into those blank, empty blue eyes, Dazai felt something shatter inside him. And in the wake of the destruction, the emptiness, he was flooded by sudden, ice-cold clarity.
    It wasn't okay. But it would be.
    He would make it okay.

    [Or, something unthinkable happens, and Dazai goes more than a little feral in his attempt to reverse it.]

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    The world refocuses itself. Chuuya blinks, confused, even as the familiar rush of exhaustion fills his veins. His heart thunders in his chest, he can taste blood on his tongue, his knees wobble.

    All he can think is that this shouldn’t be happening. He wasn’t supposed to wake up. Not this time. He’d -

    A movement on his left makes Chuuya look. The grip on his arm is weak, shaky. Dazai barely standing, bloodied face shadowed by his hair. Chuuya’s own black cloak is still wrapped around his shoulders, hiding the worst of the damage.

    You’re dead, Chuuya thinks. I held you in my arms; I know your heart stopped.

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    They're alive against all odds, but the fight continues without them. Huddled against a crumbling wall, Chuuya and Dazai find themselves discussing fairytales and their own roles, and (they will later blame adrenaline/near-death experiences/ general after-battle delirium) accidentally confess. Or something like that. The words 'true love' are used, however.

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