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  1. 53

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    "I fucked her," Ilya blurted. "I fucked her after you left."

    Shane tightened like a bow about to be plucked. "What?"

    "Last week."

    "Who?"

    "…Penny."

    Or, Shane crashes out (again).

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    @privrozzz if he thinks i'm changing MY routine or MY spot at the gym he's fucking insane
    @privrozzz wait that's him????
    @privrozzz those fuckass shorts

    or; a texting smau where popular yoga instructor shane and gym bro ilya become sworn enemies after the gym moves the yoga studio right next to the weight room

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  3. 99

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    “You like tuna melts?” Ilya asks, opening his fridge. He closes it, turns around, cracks open a can of ginger ale, and slides it across the counter to Shane. The thing was that he did it like it was the most natural thing ever. He looks at the brand, it’s his favorite Canada Dry.

    “Sure, I like tuna melts. You don’t like ginger ale,” Shane states.

    - - -

    OR what if because Shane and Ilya do things like communicate properly and openly we never have the Tuna Melt incident? Instead, we just have our boys being soft and domestic and caring for each other.

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    Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.

    And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.

    Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

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    “If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?” Quickly, Ilya adds, “Don’t say that you want to know if you win the Cup.”

    “Why not? What if that’s my answer?”

    “Is so boring, Hollander. Of course you want to know this. But Ilya Rozanov and Boston Raiders exist in this world, so crystal ball says, so sad, but no.”

    “Fuck off. What are these questions even for, anyway? Are you interviewing me for something? Wouldn’t you have to, like, tell me if you were?”

    Ilya is quick to assure Hollander before his paranoia takes him right out of this phone call. “It is not for interview, Hollander. I am just wondering. Answer the question.”

    “And I can’t say that I would want to know whether I win the Cup.”

    “Yes, other than that.”

    “I guess… I guess I would want to know, like, am I happy?”

     


     
    Ilya reads an article about 36 questions that are supposed to make people fall in love. He decides to ask Shane.

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    ilya finds himself on his knees praying to the wrong god far too often.
    the one he should be worshipping is the one who begs to be fucked beneath him and has a big, useless dick.

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    “There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”

    Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?

    “Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."

    For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.

    Positive.

    Pregnancy panel.

    Then, all at once, they crashed into him.

     

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    Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.

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  8. 44

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    “Um…” he winces, “I don’t have the key. It’s the drawer.”
    “Okay?” Hayden frowns in confusion, “So grab it?”
    Cliff groans, “I can’t. We’re both-” He yanks on their hands to emphasize.
    “What-? Oh god.” Hayden’s face morphs into horror, “OH GOD! WE’RE STUCK!?” He yanks at the handcuffs making them both wince with pain as they click tighter.

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    After sex, Hayden and Cliff realize that in order to get free, they'll need to phone a friend.

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  9. 55

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    “It seems to me like you need some practice,” Cliff proposes with a sly grin on his face, and it can only lead Hayden to believe that he’s fucking with him.

    Hayden crosses his arms and kicks one of Cliffs legs from where they lay across from him, “Fuck right off with that. I don’t need to practice how to kiss a woman, I’m not some fucking virgin.”

    “Sure, man.” Cliff states blankly.

    “I’m not!” Hayden immediately argues.

    “I didn’t say anything!” Cliff throws his hands up in defense, “Listen, all I’m saying is, if you want to learn from a pro, you’re living with one, alright?”

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    After Hayden Pike comes home from another date gone wrong, his roommate Cliff Marleau offers to help him practice his skills.

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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  11. 82

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    “Man.. Are you in a rut?” Marlow asked as if the answer should be obvious

    “Shut your idiot face Marly”

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    Ilya goes into rut in the middle of a game and everyone notices, now the team has to get him to his omega. Ft dom bottom shane

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    "Bear Ilya" this. "Shane with a pussy" that.

    What if Shane was a #healedindividual when it came to food and his body and Ilya gets so hard at the sight of bulking season Shane that he almost passes out? What then?

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    People used to tell Ilya he was just like his mother.

    As he sits in his car, preparing to overdose on pills, he wonders if maybe he's too much like her.

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    The blackouts are getting worse.

    They aren't dangerous, in the long run, just strange. Strange because they only ever happen when Shane is at home; never on the road, at the rink, or even when in public.

    His blackouts only ever happen in his condo.

    Shane doesn't even realize something is happening at first. He'll get home after practice or a game, exhausted, and the second the front door closes behind him something in his body loosens. A warmth spreads through him and his thoughts will go fuzzy at the edges. His inner omega will start purring low and smug in the back of his mind.

    Nest, it says.

    Once the thought hits, the urge becomes almost unbearable. He usually makes it to the bedroom before the rest hits. Shane will crawl into bed still half dressed, burrowing instinctively into the blankets, dragging pillows close against his chest while warmth floods his body in thick, heavy waves. His painfully organized nest will become messy, Shane digging around until the chaotic placements feels perfect.

    And then—nothing. Absolutely nothing. Hours vanish, sometimes even entire evenings.

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    “You all good, Hollander?” Wiebe asks, startling him as he turns his head to see their coach standing beside the bench. 

    “Fine, coach,” he huffs out his reply, a little embarrassed at how out of breath he is. “Just taking a quick break.”

    “You know, you can sit out practice?”

    “I know, you’ve been telling me for months.”

    “Well, you’re gettin’ there, kid. That baby looks about ready to score a hat trick. I’m thinking you should probably start taking it easy. When’s your due date again?”

    Shane’s eyes darken, lips thinning. “Not until next week.”

    “Next week?” Wiebe looks surprised by this. “What the hell are you even still doing here, Hollander?”

     

    --shane gives birth to his and ilya's first baby at the cottage---

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  16. 24

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    Matching freak for freak, who would thought that Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander would be the perfect match.
    (Made in heaven, or maybe hell)

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    Ilya is wallowing after getting back from Montreal, when there's a knock at his door. Shane Hollander is here, and probably definitely going to break up with him for real.

    or: alternate version where shane flew to boston after his convo with rose, instead of waiting for the all-star game

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    He closed his eyes briefly and felt Ilya’s hand lightly shake his own. “Shane?”

    He looked up at Ilya. Beautiful Ilya. Who had been so excited that the news was out. Who was ready to go public all these years while Shane had been a coward. Who was looking at him like he was a good person.

    Shane slowly unbuckled his seatbelt. The bubble had popped; a new reality was beginning. He offered Ilya a tight smile, and let himself be pulled from his seat.

    He didn’t want to leave the car.

    Or, Shane flees to the cottage after his and Ilya's relationship goes public.

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    To Ilya’s horror, Shane’s big doe eyes are glassy when he drops his hands back to his lap. Ilya’s heart drops to his stomach. 

    “No, no moya lyubov, no sorries.” Ilya straightens up and rushes to stand by Shane’s side. He cannot stand the sight of a teary-eyed Shane Hollander. Ilya cradles Shane’s face in his hands delicately, thumbs brushing over freckles that have darkened beautifully over the course of the past week spent in the sun. “Ya tebya lyublyu, Shane. I love you, yes? It is never chore to take care of you. You are feeling overwhelmed; I want to help. Is my duty as boyfriend, sweetheart.” 

     

    Or: Shane is still riddled with anxiety after coming clean to his parents. Luckily for him, Ilya is dedicated to the art of unraveling Shane Hollander.

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    Sasuke wants to remember these softer moments, keep them where there used to be nothing but darkness.

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