not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
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stay. please. by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
08 Jan 2024
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All the torture she has subjected him to, and what hit him the hardest was being alone in here, not knowing if she’d ever return, with no way to distract himself from the terrible state his body is in, or cope with the equally concerning state of his mind.
Maybe she has broken him beyond repair, and this is his way of dealing with it: Attaching himself to the only person who can still see beauty in the pure suffering his life has become.
Maybe he has always been like this, and this is what she gets for choosing him, of all people, as her victim: Affection she doesn’t deserve, directed towards her simply because she made herself the last semblance of pleasure left in his world, the last personal connection he has, the only beautiful thing he still gets to see, however superficial that beauty might be.
First moment that begins to turn a kidnapper/random victim relationship into something more personal.
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things that make tenderness null and void by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
07 Sep 2023
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Any memory of the kiss remains lost, but the thought of h e r returns like the first ominous rumble of thunder in a gathering storm, and though the world is still hidden behind a thick, milky gray veil and Calren's eyelids feel too heavy to lift, he suddenly remembers where he is.
The fingertips that caress his cheek a little later are confirmation enough. Amilía's touch has become so familiar over time; he would recognize her effortlessly without looking.
Little drugged dubcon kissing scene with Cal & Ami, my kidnapper/fawning victim ship <3 Takes place when Cal is still human and in captivity. Chapter 1 is the English version, chapter 2 is the original German version.
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- Deutsch
- Words:
- 758
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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leuchten, strahlen, funkeln by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
21 Mar 2021
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- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 222
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 41
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little lies & empty promises by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
24 Sep 2024
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Amilía’s kisses taste like little lies and empty promises; they always have.
A little snippet of my fave kidnapper x fawning victim ship, inspired by a prompt from the Fucked Up Kissing Meme. They're travelling around together trying to build a new life away from their old city. Takes place when Cal is still human, in the late stages of his captivity and their relationship.
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- English
- Words:
- 473
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 47
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hypothermia by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
03 Jan 2023
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Maybe he won't freeze to death, after all. Maybe he just needs to rest.
Victim escapes from his kidnapper and finds himself lost in a town distorted by the freezing cold of a merciless winter.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 404
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 37
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not in life, not in death, not in eternity by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
25 Dec 2025
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Calren knew he shouldn't be here. Not in this part of town, not in this street, not walking in the shadow of this person, silent and invisible as his attentive gaze followed her through the rainy alleyways, watching her every step.
3rd person limited POV | present tense | Iri's shitty OOC summary: chronologically ordered collection of scenes starting from Calren's first time seeing Amilía (his sadistic serial killer trauma bond ex I guess, it's a long story) up close again after becoming a guardian angel (aka toxic yearning galore)
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,510
- Chapters:
- 4/?
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- 22
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eternally claimed by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game), Original Work
24 Jul 2025
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Surrendering himself to her again after all this time was supposed to be a one-time sacrifice. Just like she hadn't planned to grow attached to him and his destruction, he sure as hell hadn't expected to find himself craving more.
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- English
- Words:
- 2,880
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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i'd never leave you wanting by drahtseiltakt (tears_into_wine), herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
16 Oct 2024
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Byleth watches sharp teeth gnaw the last remnants of flesh from a pale cream-colored femur as widened eyes dart around, searching for more. One would think a heavy, muscular body, six feet and two inches tall in life, would suffice for a meal, but with Amilía’s kind, it’s hard to tell beforehand (...)
She seems tense, wanting, but not aggressive; never aggressive, not towards him. »I need more«, she says, scraping together all that is left of her humanity right now.
A powerful demon supports his partner in crime during a crucial transformative time and reflects back on a past moment the present seems to be mirroring.
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- Part 4 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Part 8 of not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
- Language:
- English
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- 793
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 10
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nie wieder vorwärts, schritt zurück by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
10 Mar 2021
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- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 400
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 16