this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
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all the more glorious by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game), Original Work
30 Nov 2025
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“You don't have to say anything,” Alessia said as if reading her mind. “Just let me have this for a few minutes. Let yourself have this.”
The weathered granite was pleasantly cool beneath them; it barely mattered that it was a bit too hard for comfort. The morning sun caressed them graciously, and Leraikha let her body, burdened with the weight of longing, sink into the ground more heavily — into Alessia, too. She closed her eyes and inhaled: soil, dust, moss, sweat, sandalwood.
Alessia. Alessia.
aka stubborn enemies-to-lovers sapphics have a soft moment for once
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- Part 1 of hit me with your best shot (Alessia & Leraikha)
- Part 1 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
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collateral damage by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
06 Apr 2025
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[ESCAPRIL 2025]
Eligor honors rules. Byleth breaks them. A dead body wasn’t part of the plan — but revolution won’t wait for them to stop arguing.
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- Part 2 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 292
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Hits:
- 6
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[ESCAPRIL 2025]
A little raw, graphic, and heavy scene about a werewolf soldier dealing with what’s left behind when the fighting ends. CN: death, war violence, disturbing imagery, implied sexual violence.
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- Part 3 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Part 2 of hit me with your best shot (Alessia & Leraikha)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 407
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Hits:
- 13
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i'd never leave you wanting by drahtseiltakt (tears_into_wine), herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
16 Oct 2024
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[WHUMPTOBER 2024]
Byleth watches sharp teeth gnaw the last remnants of flesh from a pale cream-colored femur as widened eyes dart around, searching for more. One would think a heavy, muscular body, six feet and two inches tall in life, would suffice for a meal, but with Amilía’s kind, it’s hard to tell beforehand (...)
She seems tense, wanting, but not aggressive; never aggressive, not towards him. »I need more«, she says, scraping together all that is left of her humanity right now.
A powerful demon supports his partner in crime during a crucial transformative time and reflects back on a past moment the present seems to be mirroring.
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- Part 4 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Part 8 of not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 793
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Hits:
- 10
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held at gunpoint by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
01 Feb 2023
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[WHUMPUARY 2023]
He doesn’t hesitate, doesn’t flinch when he pulls the trigger, sending a bullet right through her leg.
»Come on«, she hisses once that first long scream of agony has ended, still kind of breathless from the pain. »Are we really doing this?«
Snippet from a Modern Crime Syndicat AU I came up with for my storyverse. Gay demonic femboy kidnaps his lover's lesbian best friend out of paranoia lol
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- Part 5 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 348
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Hits:
- 17
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special treats for special occasions by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
07 Sep 2022
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»what did i do to deserve this, your highness?«, you manage to ask. (...)
a playful smirk dances on baëll’s lips. »are you complaining?«
A little steamy scene between a king of hell and his lover while their world is on the brink of war.
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- Part 6 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 337
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Hits:
- 48
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this can't keep happening by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
31 May 2022
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Pavel never could have anticipated what he was getting himself into. It was supposed to be a fling, nothing more. But Byleth set his heart ablaze, as he tends to do with everything he touches — and it’s been burning ever since.
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- Part 7 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 566
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 21
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when i opened my eyes by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
01 Apr 2022
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little poem
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- Part 8 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 53
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Hits:
- 8
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Am Ende by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
15 Oct 2018
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[GORETOBER 2018]
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- Part 9 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 984
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 6
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i want to ki__ you (answers may vary) by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
13 Oct 2018
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[GORETOBER 2018]
Heute geht es ihm nicht um Angst oder Schmerz. Sondern um Präzision. Genuss. Das Böse in seinem Inneren will das Gute aus diesem sterblichen Körper herausholen. Und oft ist das Beste an einem Menschen sein Blut, das in die Bettbezüge sickert — das Innenleben, das Byleth fein säuberlich auseinandernimmt.
[Modern Crime Syndicat AU] Just 7 x 111 words of Byleth being an absolute menace to humanity.
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- Part 10 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 776
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 14
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lass uns diese welt verbrennen by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
30 Sep 2018
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Baëll.
Den Namen auszusprechen, fühlt sich an wie ein Gebet, das man nur gen Himmel schickt, weil man vor Verzweiflung nichts anderes mehr zu tun weiß, obwohl man gar nicht an den Gott glaubt, den man um seine Gunst und seine Gnade anfleht.
Es fühlt sich schmutzig und falsch und nach Selbsthass an, aber auf seine eigene Art befreiend, denkt Byleth. Es fühlt sich an, als könnte man sich daran gewöhnen, mit diesen Silben auf den Lippen einzuschlafen.
A powerful demon finds himself falling for the literal King of Hell despite (or precisely because of?) the power games he keeps on playing.
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- Part 11 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 3,311
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 1
- Hits:
- 30
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because you're mine by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
23 Dec 2017
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Jadzia lehnt den Kopf gegen Jaceks Brust und atmet tief seinen vertrauten Duft ein, der selbst in dieser Situation beruhigend auf sie wirkt, obwohl (oder vielleicht auch gerade weil) er sich mit dem Geruch von Blut und Tod vermischt.
»Ich dachte, ich müsste mein ganzes Leben mit ihm verbringen«, flüstert sie.
»Und ich habe dir gesagt, dass ich das nicht zulassen werde«, erwidert Jacek mit fester Stimme. »Hast du daran gezweifelt, dass ich mein Versprechen halten würde?«
Little scene after shadow daddy just killed off his one true love's abusive husband.
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- Part 12 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 772
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 14
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run run blood | the butcher and the sun by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game), Original Work
30 Jul 2026
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I watched Pavel closely today; I always do. More so than anything else I have watched, including my targets. I notice every time he rights his gold-embroidered tie. Every time he fidgets with one of his immaculate braids, the fiery red and orange extensions woven into the ends complementing the warm sepia of his skin like the gleaming glory of an August sunset. Every folding of his hands, every nervous twitch of his left eye, every sound that passes the opulent curve of his lips. He’s gorgeous like that, too — stone-faced, bossy, radiating grace and danger in equal measure without trying. But I couldn’t stop thinking about being alone with him — a gentler version of him, relaxed and attentive and all mine, just like the kills I like to savor when I’m not on duty — instead of focusing on the meeting.
aka unhinged twink hitman falls for his boss and is not being normal about it [MODERN CRIME SYNDICATE AU to my Dark Fantasy WIP]
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- Part 13 of this is the new disorder (Daenoxa)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,694
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 22