old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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You were given godlike powers, and I can’t save you from that awful burden.
The power over life and death is enough to break anyone.
I let myself care about you.
I’m an idiot. I’m an absolute idiot.Series
- Part 1 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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I won’t die.
I can barely breathe, but this isn’t over yet. Someone will come for me.
Gods don’t die.
Part of me whispers that they aren’t supposed to bleed either, but I ignore it.
This won’t be the end.Series
- Part 2 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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Maybe I don’t hate him as much as I wish I did.
I should, but I don’t.
I think I’ll miss him once he’s gone. I’ve never missed anyone before.
Or maybe I won’t, maybe I’m just hoping he’s different. I don’t see why he should be.
Even if I don’t, it was fun. He made this stupid game more fun while he was here.Series
- Part 3 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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I can’t emotionally connect with them.
To them I’m just that one kid who lashes out all the time and wouldn’t shut up about books for years.
I hate school.
I hate home.
Maybe it’s just me.
There’s not really a maybe about it, is there? It’s obvious I’m the problem.Series
- Part 4 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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“There’s something strange about the notebook.”
Kira didn’t break his act. Not yet.
In fact, he only looked more smug. “Oh? What is it Ryusaki?”
L brushed his thumb across a page, before sipping his tea and flipping to the last rule. At the end of the book; he noted. “This rule. It seems like it was added last minute.”
That made Kira’s smile falter.
Sometimes he wondered how no one else saw it. How everyone else was so utterly convinced he was innocent.Series
- Part 5 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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L was still sitting in his usual spot, attentively switching between cameras when Light came downstairs to check on him. It was 4 am.
They’d been together for 5 years, and L still had the same awful habit of staying awake until he crashed, but thankfully it’d become less common, since Light was constantly making sure he took care of himself.Series
- Part 6 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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“You know, I get them too.”
When the taller one gave a look of confusion, Makoto smiled awkwardly.
“Flashbacks. Panic attacks and stuff too.”
Byakuya looked dumbfounded. “Really?”
“Yeah. You’re not alone, and I’m sure the others do too.” He took Byakuya’s hand in his own, squeezing gently. “You’re allowed to feel those things, you experienced trauma. It’s a natural reaction, as much as it can suck.”
They sat in silence for a minute, before Byakuya squeezed his hand back.Series
- Part 7 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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This wasn’t the first time they’d done this, and Aziraphale knew it wouldn’t be the last.
He also knew that Crowley would tell him what was bothering him in his own time.
That was okay.
Nothing could hurt him while they were together.Series
- Part 8 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore
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we’ll never grow old together by redpandashoess
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
01 Nov 2021
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Feelings are so frustratingly intricate.
I can turn them into song, but the words die in my throat. The notes twist into discord.
My fingers pause and stutter as I attempt to play the strings of his own heart, and I find myself unable to return to my rhythm, head dizzy from the pure joy of his presence.Series
- Part 9 of old fics i’m not proud of anymore