Clown's DID fics
Series Metadata
Listing Series
-
Tags
Summary
Npc stared at him.
'𝘿𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙚?'
Knowledge wasn’t the problem. Npc knew Mumbo’s habits, his voice, the cadence of his laughter. He knew how Mumbo took his tea, knew which projects stressed him out and which ones lit him up with excitement. He knew Mumbo’s tells when he was lying, when he was worried, when he was trying not to be.
He knew all of that because Grian knew all of that.
But knowing 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 someone wasn’t the same as 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 them.
Series
- Part 1 of Clown's DID fics
-
A dusty cartridge from the VCs is on the way to see old friends by ClownCar420
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
03 Mar 2024
Tags
Summary
He missed Taurtis.
He missed his best friend. His partner in crime. He missed him so much. But he was glad he had his own life now. He was glad he escaped from Evo, even if they were split up again.
Grian wanted to go home. He wanted to feel human again. He missed the taste of cigarettes and regrets on his lips, he missed it.
Series
- Part 2 of Clown's DID fics
-
Cold dark sea, your waves are rocking me. I close my eyes and fall asleep. by ClownCar420
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
29 Aug 2024
Tags
Summary
He felt sick, a deep nausea rising in his throat. The room spun slightly, the table beneath his fingers the only thing anchoring him to reality.
He wanted to get up, to leave, to find somewhere he could be alone. But he couldn’t move. He was trapped, his mind spiralling as he struggled to keep himself from falling apart completely. The feeling of not belonging, of being out of place, washed over him in waves. He didn’t belong here. He didn’t belong anywhere.
//
Or Grian spirals after receiving a message from someone he least expected to hear from again and his brain resorts to coping in the only way it knows how to.Or:
Grian is a system.Series
- Part 3 of Clown's DID fics
-
Make me feel like I am breathing, Feel like I am human by ClownCar420
Fandoms: Marble Hornets
14 Sep 2024
Tags
Summary
Brian’s expression softened further, his concern evident. “Also, don’t forget we’ve got filming tomorrow. Alex gave us all lines for the script, and we’ll need to be ready. I know it’s the last thing on your mind right now, but it’s something to keep in mind.”
Tim nodded again, the mention of filming adding another layer to his already full plate.
Series
- Part 4 of Clown's DID fics
-
Love enough and you'll start to bleed by ClownCar420
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
03 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Tango’s chest heaved.
“They taught me early that love meant pain,” Tango whispered. “That attention came with a cost. That my body was something I traded to keep people close.”
Tears blurred his vision.
“So when I grew up and ended up with people who hurt me, it didn’t feel wrong.”
It felt familiar.
“It felt normal,” he admitted.
Series
- Part 5 of Clown's DID fics