11 Works in Matthias Helvar-centric
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I was dead when I woke up this morning by SaxyFangurl for SadbutRadWriter
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
23 Aug 2025
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Matthias Helvar had never been anything more than one of his chess pieces to move whenever it suited his schemes. He was a cog in the machinery, a means to an end, a tool to wield and discard once his purpose had been fulfilled.
Kaz Brekker was not accustomed to needing anyone, so why did he feel so empty? Why did it matter to him, apart from the obvious lost investment, that the Fjerdan was dead?
Matthias had become more than just a pawn; he had belonged to them, to him. And someone had stolen him from right under his nose.
Did they not understand the consequences of crossing Dirtyhands? Did they not understand the lengths he would go?
Matthias Helvar would be brought back, no matter the cost.
(Being rewritten! Chapters 2/6 complete, rest are still available)
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- Part 1 of And we will find new saints
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Looking at Me by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
19 Mar 2025
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Matthias is uncomfortable with who he sees in the mirror. Not because he is no longer Druskelle, but because his appearance doesn't match what he's expecting.
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I struggle to find my faith as I’m slipping from your arms by kaderade
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
20 Feb 2025
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“Nina,” he whispered gently. “Please. I learned and they can too.” He was desperate. He couldn’t watch her destroy everything he’d ever known, even if it was for a just cause.
She glanced over at him, her expression almost pitiful. “They won’t learn,” she argued, squeezing her fists.
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singing hymns at heaven’s gate by th3oracle
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
07 Jan 2025
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"Matthias was dreaming again. Dreaming of her."
Days at Hellgate were torture no being, if unbeknownst to them, could understand. It was only in the nights that Matthias found solace. In his dreams, he found his only true escape, and in each one, she was present. In the good dreams, he pinned her to the ground, reveling in the sight of life fading from her eyes. Oh, but, in bad dreams, he kissed her and every ache, every painful memory would dissolve into numb nothingness. As he oscillated between desire and despair for one hundred eighty days, there was only one constant. Nina.
or: a collection of matthias' dreams at hellgate
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The Water Forgets by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone, Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
25 Feb 2024
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Matthias is a trained soldier, but this is a lot to endure for anyone.
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- Part 25 of Unlucky Me (Febuwhump 2024)
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Instantaneous by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
23 Feb 2024
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It happened so quickly.
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- Part 23 of Unlucky Me (Febuwhump 2024)
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The Wolf by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
15 Feb 2024
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Matthias may be new to the Barrel and to Ketterdam, but he's not stupid. No one will touch his boy. Never again.
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- Part 15 of Unlucky Me (Febuwhump 2024)
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Cover the Green by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
14 Feb 2024
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Red is very quickly becoming Matthias' least favorite color.
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- Part 14 of Unlucky Me (Febuwhump 2024)
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Won't Let You Die by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
09 Feb 2024
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Matthias found him unresponsive and he hopes to Djel that his own strength can keep up until someone can relieve him.
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- Part 9 of Unlucky Me (Febuwhump 2024)
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My Little Beast by LuckyyWritess
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
30 Oct 2023
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It is an inevitability, when sharing a life with another being, that there will come a time that they are lost. Matthias thought that he was prepared for it.
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- Part 6 of The Hurt Within Us
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palpable peril by orphan_account
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
16 Aug 2022
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what i think happened when wylan and matthias were going over the ice court map