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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    “There’s nothing like this,”—Yuzuru must still be catching his breath—“Watching you get off on me like the wild dog you are. It’s delightful and pathetic. Do you wish I’d touch you?” He pets one hand through Ibara’s hair, fixing the man's glasses. “Do you wish I’d let you fuck me?”

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    06 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Mika falls in love with Shu, an octopus. They have been a couple for the last year, and to celebrate it, Mika asks for having all of Shu's tentacles inside of him.

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    05 Apr 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Seeking healthy male aged 19-25
    needed for medical research, generous compensation

    mika picks up a suspicious flyer asking for help with a medical research project, knowing damn well he shouldn't sign up.
    he does.

    [tags contain spoilers]

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    14 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Long distance was incredibly hard, but that just meant the time spent with his Oshi-san was even more precious—and he wasn’t about to give that time up because there was work to be done. It was selfish, he knew that, but he also couldn’t bring himself to care much. Not with long, elegant fingers carding through his messy hair.

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    04 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Sometimes, he wants to be held. Sometimes, he just fucking wants to be held.

     

    (written for rnhm week! day 4 - touch starved)

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    11 Aug 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 48

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    16 May 2024

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    “Sakaguchi Ango,” Dazai insists. “I did not just ask Chuuya out on a date—”

    “But don’t you want to?”

    Silence.

    Dazai turns, very slowly in his seat, like the earth on its axis, until he comes face to face with the culprit. “OdaSaku,” he says, pained. “My best friend… why have you forsaken me?”

    Wherein Dazai invites Chuuya to Lupin, his sole two friends take the opportunity to gently bully and humiliate him under the guise of wingman-ing, and his regret is as deep and vast as the sea.

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    01 May 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    Suguru looked divine. Everything about him was, really; his arms, lean and strong, relaxed now; his face, softened by pleasure and warmth; his neck, two hickeys slowly blooming near a collarbone.

    He could not fathom tearing his eyes away. He could not imagine ever leaving the bed.

    “Staring, Satoru,” Suguru murmured, and his raspy voice rippled through Satoru’s veins.

    “You are,” he said.

    “So what?” Suguru slowly grinned.

    “Nothing,” Satoru said, and then, after a pause, leaned down for a kiss. It was a slow, tame thing; a moment to feel close again, to ground himself, to do something other than just look, although he did so much more than look mere minutes ago.

    or

    Satoru loves, and loves, and loves, and it is a never-ending sickness.

    (works in series can be read separately)

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    27 Apr 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Hey, hey, what’s wrong?” Satoru cups his cheek in his hand, swiping his thumb over a freshly shed tear. Suguru’s never heard him speak so quietly. So delicately.

    He merely averts his gaze, hope and despair clashing in the back of his mind. He feels so small right now.

    Guilt is thrown into the mix when he realizes that Satoru is waiting for him.

    Or
    Satoru comforts Suguru after a sleep paralysis episode.

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    26 Apr 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 46

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    They’re barely 16 years old, cursed with anger and suffering and misery beyond their years. Why wouldn’t they grasp onto the one, single, lonely thing that seems to bring them some comfort?

     

    Nakahara Chuuya is a workaholic, he’ll be the first to admit it. He pushes himself too hard and often returns home with only enough energy to drag himself from the front door to his bed.
    Today is one of those days, except there is something in the way of his plans for sleep.

    It's been four years since he saw Dazai Osamu. And yet he isn't really surprised to find him in his bed.

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    19 Apr 2024

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    "What did you feel when he told you I was gone?" Satoru's voice is barely a whisper.

    The answer should be as simple as the question is. But he's having a hard time forming words in his mouth, as he feels Satoru's thumb gently stroke his skin.

    "I was... scared. Frightened. And like... very, very empty. I don't remember much to be fair. Messed up my head."

    "What would you do if it turned out I really dropped dead?"

    "I... don't know." I wouldn't be here right now, he thinks. "Why are you asking me all these questions?"

    Satoru shrugs, gaze never leaving his face, gentle hand never leaving his jaw. "I said, don't be dumb."

     

    -or alternatively, the night when everything clicks into place.

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    16 Apr 2024

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    It takes Suguru years to figure out Satoru's touches aren't meaningless. It takes him years to realize Satoru needed touch like a dying plant needs water.

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    16 Apr 2024

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    "Shoko," Suguru hisses, somewhat desperate, still very much panicked. "How long have I been in love with Satoru?"

    Shoko looks at him incredulously before throwing her head back with a loud cackle.

    or, Suguru finds himself in love with his best friend

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    13 Mar 2024

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    Satoru doesn't survive the fight with Fushiguro Toji. He dies, cold and alone, leaving behind only a curse with a taste for carnage. Suguru brings that curse to his lips, swallows down the remains of his best friend, his one and only. He doesn't know if it's Satoru's soul or just a mindless curse he's ingesting, but still, he can't part with it.

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    11 Mar 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 83

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    the sake in his bloodstream and the saltwater in his lungs couldn’t drown out the noise. and so, without further hesitation, he reaches for the silence.

    dazai's brain doesn't shut up. well, it doesn't shut up for anything but a very particular redhead. well, a certain body part attached to that redhead, in particular when it's shoved down dazai's throat. sometimes desperation overtakes dignity and you have to suck it up for some peace and quiet.

    yes, i do believe dazai osamu cockwarms nakahara chuuya in lieu of therapy. wouldn' t you?

     

    alternatively; my version of dazai and chuuya seeing each other for the first time in four years

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    15 Feb 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 30

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    Chuuya can still taste the wine on his tongue, and still feel the blood on his hands.

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    09 Feb 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 4

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    "It would be so easy to kill you right now, wouldn't it?" He spoke as his fingers applied the slightest bit of pressure to Fyodor's throat.

    "Mhm, it would. But I doubt you'd do that" A faint chuckle might've been heard from his mouth as he spoke. Was there a bit of playfulness in his voice, too?

    "What makes you so sure?" Nikolai leaned in, a smirk now across his face.

    "Let me rephrase, I know you won't"

    Or as I like to put it, Fyodor and Nikolai explore each others bodies—as Nikolai is trying to make Fyodor more comfortable to the feeling of touch

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    05 Feb 2024

  18. Rec 27

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    [Spoiled]

    "Lecherous bastard."
    "Oh your spoiled me." He said, his index and middle finger teasingly tiptoeing their trip towards Fyodor's crotch in an uneasy slow motion. "You spoiled yourself." and a brief stop of the trip, "Oh? But I remember you moaning my name with passion---"
    "Shut your mouth."
    "Would you stop me if I don't?"

    Or,
    [The hopeless romance brewing between the Philosophy Professor Fyodor and his darling during their voyage to France.]

    Author's note: I just realised how bland this piece of work is. How did I produce such an expired bread quality thing.

    Rewritten some parts on 9th of February.
    I was lazy to edit. Apologies.

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    04 Feb 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 56

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    “What the hell is going on here?” Oda croaks, looking over the finely-tuned machine that has taken root in his house.

    “We’re making dinner.” Ango says. He brandishes his peeler. “And you need to go back to bed.”

    or: oda is sick, ango is a good samaritan, and the kids just want to help.

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    01 Feb 2024

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    In a small seaside town after a night of drinking, Dazai Osamu, the local liquor store owner, wakes up beside a naked Nakahara Chuuya. Relieved to learn the worst they did was make out, Dazai seeks to make amends for their past high school rivalry and his more recent drunken mishaps. Along the way, he discovers they don't hate each other as much as they say.

    Or: Dazai owns a liquor store. Chuuya owns a crab stall. Each has something the other wants. Together, they find something they want more.

    Written for the SKKRBB

    Art by luminanight.

    Betaread by lameykindaworld.

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    Comments:
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    11,991

    25 Jan 2024

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