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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Either this was a very authentic re-enactment, or this was the war, and by the reactions of the couple in the room, this didn’t seem like a game.

    But that was impossible. The technology for time travel simply didn't exist.

    Bucky turned back to the frightened couple. “What year is it?”

    He needed confirmation that this was an idiotic thought because it was. The old man opened and closed his mouth, like a fish out of water, until he stuttered out–

    “1943.”

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    14 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    Natalia was never supposed to meet the Winter Soldier.
    The Winter Soldier was never supposed to notice his doctor.

    But when S.H.I.E.L.D. sends Natalia undercover into HYDRA, she’s assigned to monitor their most dangerous asset. Keep him breathing. Keep her cover.

    She’s in too deep before she realizes it.
    He’s not as empty as they say he is.

    Because she’s close enough to touch the scar tissue, and he’s close enough to see she’s lying.

    The Winter Soldier watches her, notices things he is not supposed to. And in a place where every secret is a weapon, the ones they share might be the most dangerous of all.

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    30 Jun 2025

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    When Steve and the team return to Avengers tower to find Bucky gone, they must venture into B.A.R.F. to figure out what triggered him to leave and hunt those who wronged him. Trapped in a simulation of Bucky's worst memories with rogue HYDRA agents waiting to strike, 100 years of secrets, lies, pain and love drive the team to their limit and push Steve towards a realisation that is a century in the making.

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    20 Jun 2025

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    Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.

    To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.

    Because war doesn’t just take—it remakes. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed out, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: death. the weight of what can never be undone.

    All wars end the same.

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    This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blossoms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.

    Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.

    Before it all got worse .

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    16 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    War creates invisible scars that never go away

     

    This story is part of a series but can be read by itself, it is self-contained.

    This is the story of Bucky's experiences from 1943 to 1945, from the Battle of Azzano and Krausberg in 1943 to falling off the train in 1945.

    This is a story about friendship, solidarity, brotherhood, secrets, betrayal and trauma.

    Bucky went through a lot more in World War 2 than Steve ever knew about, this is the story of what happened. So much trauma, and angst. And blackmail and military homophobia. Please check the tags.

     

    He never would have thought it possible for a person to be held hostage by their own brain, but that’s what it felt like now. Sheer force of will could only get you so far.

     

    He felt a horrible sense of inevitability and impending doom that there was only one way out of the dreadful situation he had managed to get himself into.

     

    And sometimes he felt such a deep desire and such a desperate longing to simply just not exist anymore.

     

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    17 May 2025