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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “Alpha.” He let his omega take charge of his tone of voice, his logical thoughts taking the backseat at the moment, and he sounded wrecked. “Please be mine.”

    He felt more than heard Ilya’s chuckle, making him shiver, “I’ve always been yours, Shane.”

    “Bite me, Ilya.”

     

    the mating of two lovedrunk fools.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “Well, I was up late last night thinking about what you said, and I think that’s what I want to do.”

    “Want to do what?”

    “A gay sex bucket list?”

    “Eddie, I was joking, you’re not serious.”

    “I am and I did some research.”

     

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    Buck and Eddie make a gay sex bucket list after Eddie come’s out and wants more experience.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Eds,

    So I might’ve accidentally joined the Parent Council? They asked for volunteers and somehow everyone stepped back except me? I think I got tricked. And suddenly I’m in a group chat with twelve mothers, a dad named Rick who has no spine, and a principal who types like she’s angry at the keyboard.

    Anyway, the moms are insane. They keep flirting with me. FLIRTING.

    I kept saying “I’m married,” and they kept going “oh that’s sweet, but we’ve never seen your wife.” YOUR WIFE???

    Babe. I think this is bisexual erasure?? I’m being erased. I’m being doubted in my own bisexual existence.

    Do you know how insulting it is to have your very real, very hot husband dismissed because they’ve never seen him? I’m offended on behalf of our marriage. You need to come home before I have to bring Christopher as a witness.

    Miss you. A lot.

    —B.

    Ps. Chris is fine. He got an A+ for the science project.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    Eddie shook his head and turned towards the locker room, “Go ahead, man, I’ll wait.”

    “Don’t bother, we’re all going out together it’ll only slow everyone down. Let’s just share. It’s not the first time, right?”

    (What Eddie did not see as he pulled the curtain closed, was Hen and Chim’s heads pop out from where they were showering alone and mouth “Not the first time?” with incredulous looks on their faces.)

    OR

    5 times Buck and Eddie shared a shower platonically (and one time it wasn’t).

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    07 Nov 2025

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    [He knows it doesn’t mean anything, and he knows there are rules, and he knows it’ll break his heart when Eddie finally gets tired of it, of him, and finds a nice girl to marry and settle down with. He knows all that and it’s fine.
    It has to be fine.]
    ***
    OR, after Eddie comes back from Texas, he and Buck begin a friends with benefits kind of relationship, and get a lot more in the process

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    25 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 76

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    They married in secret—just a signature and a whisper, tucked away in a world of glass towers and silk lies. Eddie Diaz was a billionaire wrapped in legacy, power, and a past he never quite let go of. Buck was the quiet in his storm, the softness he clung to in the dark—until he didn’t.

    For years, Buck gave everything—his heart, his silence, his understanding. But when Marisol, Eddie’s first love, returns like perfume on old letters, Buck begins to feel the shift: laughter he’s not part of, glances he’s not meant to see, conversations spoken in a language they think he doesn’t understand.

    And still, Buck stays.

    Until the quiet starts to bleed.

    What Eddie doesn’t know is that Buck understood every word.
 And what Buck doesn’t expect is what grows inside him before the goodbye.
    By the time Eddie reaches for him again—
The man he once held has already disappeared.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    20 Jun 2025

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    "Buck, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand."

    Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists.

    "Come on, man. I don't know… what am I supposed to do? What are we supposed to…"

    The Eddie voice catches and stops. Evan squeezes his fists tighter.

    Still nothing. He's literally trying to hold onto air.

    ---

    OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm.

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    Chapters:
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    20 Sep 2023

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    Buck goes on dates now.

    Not often, and never with the same girl twice in a row, but he goes on dates.

    And the thing is — the thing is, Eddie can’t be mad about that, because he goes on dates too.

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    or, five (ish) times eddie and buck go on dates with other people, and one time they go on a date with each other

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    08 Jul 2023

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    It’s such a small act, but it’s got Buck’s heart racing. The way Eddie thinks of him when he isn’t even here, the way he knows all of Buck’s favourites without even having to ask.

    Buck swallows the lump in his throat and it tastes a lot like I love you.

     

    (Or, five silent acts of love, and one very, very loud one.)

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    05 Jul 2023

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    “Are you happy?” Buck hears himself ask, the words slipping through without passing his brain-to-mouth filter.

    Eddie hums. “Most of the time.”

    Buck just nods in reply, picking at the label of his beer.

    “Are you happy?” Eddie asks him, voice quiet in the night, and when Buck glances over, his eyes are a little red and glassy.

    Buck lets out a breath and shakes his head. “Not even half of the time.”
    --
    Or, the one where Eddie's getting married, but not to Buck, and Buck is not a selfish man.

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    27 Jun 2023

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    Buck knows what he’s doing might be constituted as ‘a bit creepy,’ but he can’t really help it. He has a book in his lap, so it’s not like he’s just staring at Eddie, but—ok, so he hasn’t actually read a page in over twenty minutes, and in the meantime he has watched his best friend chop like six different kinds of vegetables to go in Bobby’s ragu.

    “How’s it going, Buck?” Hen asks, flinging herself into the adjacent arm chair.

    “Fine,” Buck says, barely looking at her. “But something’s up with Eddie.”

    or, Eddie flirts. Buck worries.

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    23 Jun 2023

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    He could totally have read this whole thing wrong. Eddie could be straight, for one. Eddie could’ve given him Christopher, his heart and soul, in a platonic best-friend way. Eddie ‘I don’t panic’ Diaz could’ve screamed Buck’s name until his vocal cords nearly snapped in half because he simply cared if he lived or died, you know, in a bro way. Eddie could’ve dedicated the past five years building a family with him, inviting him to Diaz-only gatherings, letting him co-parent Christopher in a—

    Yeah, there’s not really an explanation for all that that doesn’t scream, hey I’m secretly in love with you, right? It’s what wine-tipsy Buck thinks anyway.

    ___

    OR buck is finally ready for eddie. but has he lost his chance?

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    10,086

    17 Jun 2023

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    “Ah, no…” Eddie pulls his lower lip between his teeth, a smile still battling its way through. “That had nothing to do with me; I’ve never been great at those school projects.” Carmen frowns, about to ask who helped Christopher then, when Eddie continues with a fond lilt in his voice that simultaneously has Carmen’s heart doubling in size and dropping to her feet. “It was my husband.”

    It takes a moment for Carmen to find her voice after that mind-blowing revelation.

    Seriously, how had Ana missed that this man was married?!

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    Comments:
    435
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    1,654
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    100,848

    01 Jun 2023

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    It’s the Summer of 2015, and Eddie had reenlisted into the army to provide for his young son. But an impromptu detour because of his friends leads to Eddie spending a week in a place he had never expected - Peru.

    While there, Eddie begins to become captivated and charmed by a bartender named Buck.

    In a week filled with lust, passion, sex, and no regrets, the two of them share a unique experience that has an expiry date until they’re apart.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    15,389

    27 May 2023

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    “I don’t think you need a dad, that’s not how families work, right? Like, they all look different,” Chris says. “But it’s okay if you want one. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

    “What’s it like, having two?” Denny asks, and Buck has to cover his mouth so he doesn’t give himself away.

    Christopher’s laugh is loud, and sweet, and tugs on Buck’s heartstrings in the same way that it always has done. He doesn’t even hesitate to say, “It’s fun. I love them.”

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    24,254

    20 Apr 2023

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    “I think this is where I was always supposed to end up.”

    And Buck knows exactly how that feels, so his voice is thick with emotion when he replies, “Yeah. Yeah I think so, too.”

    Eddie smiles at him - one of those gentle smiles that teases the corners of his mouth upwards and softens his eyes. It makes Buck feel like he’s the only person in the world worth looking at.

     

    (Or, five kitchen conversations and one kitchen confession.)

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    10 Apr 2023

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    “The roof didn’t collapse because of what I said,” Eddie adds, a little petulantly.

    They’ll have to agree to disagree on that one. Because from where Buck’s standing- leaning- trapped- this has cosmic retribution written all over it. The 118 were called to the subway station for a passenger complaining of chest pains. Buck can count on one hand the number of times he’s ever even set foot in LA’s little-known underground railway system. And before the doors to the compartment with their would-be patient could even open, the ceiling gave an almighty rumble and rained down right on top of them.

    “Still think you should’ve let me kiss you when we had the chance,” he grumbles.

    Buck can be petulant too, thank you very much.

    “Did you say kiss? Did he say kiss?!” Chimney’s voice projects from the radio on his shoulder that is not, in fact, broken.

    “I definitely heard the word kiss,” Hen confirms.

     

    Or

     

    Buck and Eddie fight the universe to get their fairytale beginning

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    1/1
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    Comments:
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    567
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    16,838

    09 Apr 2023

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    Eddie doesn't deserve a soulmate.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    216
    Kudos:
    3,724
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    804
    Hits:
    33,073

    01 Feb 2023

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