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    No matter how hard Shane tried, he could never erase the memories of the night that echoed in him every time they bent their heads over the puck, every handshake a shock to his system.

    So when the call came early last week that he had been flipped to Ottawa in exchange for a decent defenseman, one of their top prospects, and a handful of draft picks, of course the first thing he thought of was Ilya Rozanov.

    Not his family, not his hometown, not the exciting team they’re building. Shane only thought of eyes the color of the sea, his hand pulling on dark blond curls, and the sound of a Russian accent moaning his name that rang out in his mind more often than not when he jerked off.

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    In June 2010, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first and last time.

    In July 2021, Shane Hollander is abruptly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    10 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 63

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    10 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is having trouble sleeping, nothing seems to help anymore, scrolling through TikTok sends him on a discovery when he finds a man monotonously talking quietly and about very boring things that he can’t stop watching, his big beautiful hands and quiet voice hypnotize him and he can finally feel himself relax enough to sleep. The videos intrigue him but also wow how can anyone be so boring (and interesting at the same time) 🙄

    Ilya is hooked on Shane Haruto Hollander's ASMR channel Shh ASMR. How soon will he realize the channel belongs to his biggest rival on the ice, the man that gets under his skin is the same man who finally helps him sleep again at night.

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    09 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Oh, sorry.”

    Shane’s head whipped to the side. Rozanov.

    “Someone said you wanted me next.” He was chewing gum. Shane could hear the squish between his teeth from across the room.

    “I’ll double check,” the person directing the shoot grabbed a clipboard. “Uh, no it’s Hollander first, then the guy from Detroit. But you’re up after that. We’ll get someone to call you through when we’re ready, okay?”

    “Okay,” Rozanov echoed, and straightened up to leave. But not before obviously looking over Shane’s clothes, or lack thereof, lingering on where Louise was still highlighting his fucking left ass cheek.

     

    Or: Shane and Ilya don’t hook up for the first time until 2015, after a photoshoot for a charity calendar.

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    09 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov gets traded from Boston to Ottawa out of the blue and not a soul knows why. On his first visit to the Centaurs arena, he meets the team equipment manager, Shane — a quiet and illusive man that captures Ilya’s interest immediately.

    Shane Hollander has loved hockey since before he could walk. Unfortunately, the one thing he cared more about was living life as his authentic self. He gave up what would have been a promising career in the PWHL—the only chance in this lifetime at professional hockey—to transition. Once the initial sting had worn off, Shane took up equipment managing to keep as close to the game as he could, silently hoping that someday the NHL would be a safe space for people like him. What happens when Ilya Rozanov joins the centaurs and appears dead set on working his way into Shane’s life (and heart)?

    OR - Role Model AU!

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    07 May 2026

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    “Don’t marry her.” Shane blurted out, his heart unable to contain itself anymore, “Don’t marry Svetlana.”

    “Hollander, I need Citizenship to keep playing. I don’t have any other option.” Ilya told him.

    “Marry me.”

     

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    The fic where to avoid deportation, Shane asks Ilya to marry him, and chaos ensues.

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    07 May 2026

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    “It’s alright. I’m Shane.” He reached out his hand
    The man looked at it, then at him, and finally shook it. “Ilya,” he said.
    “Ilya,” Shane echoed. “That’s a good name. Russian?”
    “Yes.” he confirmed “You don’t know me?”
    Shane tilted his head. “No. Should I?”

    Shane Hollander usually walks with his gaze down, but one evening, as he crosses the bridge on his way home from work, he notices a man with piercing blue eyes and, for reasons he can’t quite explain, finds himself unable to look away.

    Ilya Rozanov has just been traded to the Ottawa Centaurs. One evening, on a bridge overlooking the Ottawa River, he just want to disappear, until a young man with freckles reaches out a hand to him.

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    07 May 2026

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    “I’m gay”

    The silence that followed was deafening. He ignored it and went on to put his gear on. After that it was like a flip had been flipped. No one spoke to him during practice or in the changing room, the team chat was suspiciously quiet. No one did anything physical but they didn’t need to. Their silence spoke louder than anything they could have possibly said and Shane wasn’t stupid despite what many of them thought.

     

    Or: After Rose helps him see that he's actually not broken Shane finds it harder to pretend to be something he's not so the truth slips out without his permission. The fall out is unpredictable and the life he's spent years building is falling apart. Still he can't find it in himself to regret it because while it might have caused him a lot of pain in the moment that little slip up might have been the best mistake he'd ever made.

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    06 May 2026

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    Cliff would probably remember if he was there when Ilya met a woman so earth-shattering that he would chase after her for nearly a decade. Probably. Cliff thinks he would probably notice something as life-altering as a meeting like that. Who on earth is this woman and how did they find each other? Did Cliff watch Ilya’s life change before his eyes and not even realize what was happening?

     

    In the fall of 2017, Cliff Marlow notices evidence of Jane all over Ilya’s apartment. He decides to investigate.

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    06 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one.

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    06 May 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    06 May 2026

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    It takes a minute for him to realize something.

    “Hey, I’m an omega.”

    It’s not like he forgets he’s an omega. He’s all too familiar with the nasty business of slicked up thighs, dirty sheets, the wafting of the last remnants of heat. He just. Spends a lot of time wishing he wasn’t one.

    “I know that, Shane.” He blinks. He forgot Hayden was there, for a second.

    He doesn’t hate his designation. He just… thinks it’d be so much easier to not spend three days with his legs spread and his hole wet, aching for something outside of himself to fill him oh so good.

    He clears his throat. “I could provide a sample?”

     

    OR the nhl runs an incentive program for its top players to motivate them to win. clothing worn by the omega of their choosing will be sent to them throughout the season to encourage and/or soothe them. alphas that win the cup get a chance to meet their scent-picked omega companion and share a rut or heat cycle.

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane narrows his eyes, focusing on the flirtatious tilt of the alpha’s mouth as he smiles at him. And then what he just said finally registers in his mind. What the fuck? Is that guy for real? Flirting with him on the first day of school? With his daughter only standing a few feet away?

    “Was that supposed to be a pick-up line?”

    The alpha’s grin doesn't waver. If anything, it grows more pronounced, those unfairly blue eyes crinkling at the corners. “If you want to.”

    Shane Hollander was nineteen when he finally presented. Twenty-one when he got diagnosed with IOED, a rare condition that shows itself with delayed secondary omega traits and absent heats. In other words: infertility.

    When his boyfriend breaks up with him for this very reason, Shane has to come to terms with the fact that he’ll probably be alone forever. What alpha in his right mind could possibly want a defective omega?

    That’s where Ilya Rozanov comes in, proving him wrong at every turn, because loving Shane appears to be the easiest thing he’s ever done.

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    06 May 2026

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    Ilya’s heart shattered. Tears sprang to his eyes, and he buried his face in Shane's neck to hide them, kissing him and whispering how much he loved him as Shane whined and begged and whimpered for something he couldn’t give him. It lasted for hours, no matter how hard Ilya fucked him or how many times he used the knotting toy. Shane was delirious, could not seem to comprehend that Ilya was a Beta, no matter how many times he reminded him, apologized to him, begged him with his eyes to please stop. When Shane finally passed out, Ilya sat up staring at the wall for hours.

    He’d finally figured it out, the one thing he could never give Shane, no matter how much he tried. There was no substitute, no toy that could compare. Ilya was lacking, and Shane knew it now, would come to his senses and realize Ilya couldn’t give him what he really needed. For the first time since his childhood, Ilya thought about dying. Not killing himself, never that, but maybe somehow going to sleep and not waking up.

    Or, Beta Ilya Rozanov loves Omega Shane Hollander so much it hurts. A hit on the ice changes everything between them, but not the one thing that matters.

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander likes his life. Between his sledge hockey career and starting his own hockey camp, he has enough on his plate. He has a routine and the last thing he needs is someone disrupting that.

    Falling in love with Ilya Rozanov was never part of the plan.

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    06 May 2026

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    Following a forced and early retirement from the NHL, Shane Hollander finds himself spending his days working at the local Omega Shelter where he can still make a difference with his life.

    One evening in early autumn, a bloody and bruised Ilya Rozanov walks into his arms and changes the projection of his life forever.

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    05 May 2026

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    In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.

    It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"

    Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.

    They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.

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    04 May 2026

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    Draco Malfoy does not lose.

    Not matches.
    Not control.
    And not the one witch he has spent years pretending not to want.

    Hermione Granger was never meant to be his.

    Too bright.
    Too powerful.
    Too dangerous for a man like him.

    It didn’t matter.

    Because Draco has been watching her since Hogwarts—learning her, wanting her, denying it until it nearly ruined him.

    Now she’s finally free.

    And Draco is done pretending this is anything but what it is:

    An obsession.

    One he intends to act on.

    Because a Seeker doesn’t wait forever.

    And Draco Malfoy has always known exactly what he’s hunting.

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    04 May 2026

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    Sveta
    Help me
    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

    Or,
    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    A newly-single Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    03 May 2026

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    “My parents are coming before. For dinner.”

    “Is that an invite?” Ilya hummed, lips twitching with a smile. 

    Shane faltered. “I-”

    “Relax Hollander. Is just a joke.”

    Obviously. Of course it was a joke. The idea of Ilya sitting down for dinner with his parents was ridiculous. Impossible.

    When Montreal is hit by a bad storm on the night of their game, Ilya thinks Shane might let him stay the night. What neither of them knows is that Shane's parents, also caught in the storm, have had the same idea.

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    6,524

    03 May 2026

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