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Ivan never meant to start internet drama. He simply posted a well-researched video essay titled “Why Screaming Isn’t a Personality,” lightly critiqued a trend in gaming content, and included exactly one (very recognizable) clip of a certain Roblox YouTuber.
Then he took a nap.
Now the video has gone viral, the internet is divided, and the guy in the thumbnail—loud, chaotic, beloved by millions—has just subscribed to Ivan’s channel.
What no one knows is that Ivan quite literally used to be his first fan. Back when the videos were about music, awkward thoughts, and late-night honesty. Back when Till wasn’t screaming over horror maps and meme edits every five seconds.
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Ivan is a video essay YouTuber, and Till just so happens to be the one his most recent (and viral) video is about.
Currently on hiatus (app. few months long) due to real life responsibilities.
Will NOT and NEVER be abandoned!
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14 Jul 2025
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El gran secreto de Till es que es un camboy. Uno bastante popular, por cierto. Pero cuando conoce en persona a uno de sus espectadores más acérrimos para cumplir por fin sus fantasías, quizá sea demasiado tarde para alejarse de las garras de un extraño que sólo lo quiere para él.
(O, simplemente, donde Till es un camboy e Ivan es su donador más frecuente que a la vez está obsesionado con él.)
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14 Apr 2025
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Born unwanted, raised out of necessity, and shaped into something he never wanted to be. Ivan is the bastard heir to a once powerful dukedom, a puppet to be used by those grasping at the remains of their former influence. But emotions can’t be learned from books and no amount of training can make up for what he lacks.
Until he sees Till.
A street boy who burns with every feeling Ivan has never understood. A boy who fights, laughs, and loves with reckless abandon. A boy Ivan becomes obsessed with, watching closely from the shadows, mimicking every expression until they feel like they’re his own. But just as quickly as he appears, Till vanishes.
Years later, their paths cross again, only now Till belongs to someone else, the empire is on the brink of war, and Ivan is no longer satisfied with just watching.
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14 Apr 2025
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Till always said he wanted someone to protect, someone soft, someone delicate.
Ivan was none of those things. He was tall, powerful, and born an Alpha in a world where that meant everything... and nothing to the one he loved.
So he stayed silent. Watched Till fall for someone else. Watched him smile in ways he never did for him.
Loving from a distance was bearable, until Ivan discovered a way to change. A way to maybe become what Till wanted.
Even if it tore him apart.
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𝘖𝘳
𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘯, 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢, 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘮𝘦𝘨𝘢.Finally available with its "Playlist"
[𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝟮 𝗦𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗟𝗦]
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- Part 1 of For What I'm Not (With Sequel/s)
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14 Apr 2025