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Holding hands in the dark by Aspendoesinfactlive
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
07 Aug 2024
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Dazai glared at the floor. Shattered glass littered the wood and he could barely see the outlines of it through his tired eyes. He forgot to tell Chuuya that he was going blind. He forgot to tell him a lot of things. Like how he could never quite blame him, how he could never really forgive him.
He was trying to look for acceptance in every person who despised him. He always was a helpless fool. He was stumbling through the darkness of life towards the only person who granted him light. Like a moth to a flame, he was drawn into the possibility of warmth only to find out that Chuuya was just as cold as the rest of the world.Or
Chuuya ghosts Dazai and a year later they are forced to meet back up after Dazai is diagnosed with stage four medulloblastoma (brain cancer). This is the story of the last few weeks of Dazai's life as they grow together through the heartbreak of grief and hope.Series
- Part 13 of Starlit Tears
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01 Aug 2024
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i don't need to breathe when you look at me (& i think we're inbetween everything i've seen) by lambslaught
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Bungou - Fandom
30 Jul 2024
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“If you’re looking for me to throw a fucking pity party for you, you’ve got the wrong—”
“Would you do it all again, Chuuya?” His voice is barely audible above the pattering rain.
“What the hell does that mean?”
“Don’t play dumb.” Dazai doesn’t look at him. “Would you do it all again?”
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or, a moment shared in two universes, with two dividing outcomes. please be mindful of the tags / archive warning!
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01 Aug 2024
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Until I Found Him by Esthellee
Fandoms: 憂国のモリアーティ | Yuukoku no Moriarty | Moriarty the Patriot (Manga), 憂国のモリアーティ | Yuukoku no Moriarty | Moriarty the Patriot (Anime)
03 Jan 2024
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"𝙄𝙛... 𝙞𝙛 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙧𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙙𝙤𝙪𝙗𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚... 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙙𝙤"
Sherlock failed. He failed to save William from the river Thames. The water engulfed both of them. They both didn't make it.
Over two centuries later, the former lord of crime had been reborn but with the memories of his life from the 1800s. With the occupation as a math professor, William James Moriarty had to live with the memory of his heinous crimes as the lord of crime and especially he has to endure the memory of... 𝒉𝒊𝒎.
However, what William didn't know was he wasn't the only one with the memory of his past life.
What will happen when a private consultant detective was invited to be the special guest in a science fair that is situated near the university William teaches in?
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- Part 1 of Until I Found Him
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01 Aug 2024
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Just a bunch of incorrect BSD quotes!
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01 Aug 2024
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thursday boys by evyanne
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
26 Apr 2022
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One of the most peculiar things about life is how it could be so more, and yet all it is now is racing with a cute boy in his passenger seat who just so happens to be as bored as him.
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Maybe he is dreaming, maybe the past few days of haunting and walking have been his hallucination. Maybe he's still there- watching Kugisaki's body hit the ground with thud and there's blood everywhere. Maybe he's still watching Sukuna kill people with his hands- but that doesn't explain why Fushiguro is looking at him like that.
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Kugisaki Nobara and Fushiguro Megumi save Itadori Yuji.Bookmarked by Aicai_06
01 Aug 2024
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the souls we've been given by popcap
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
28 Sep 2023
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Sukuna’s being pretty quiet right now, so Yuuji can almost pretend he’s by himself. He’s sprawled on his back in his new bed at Jujutsu Tech, staring at a smudge on the ceiling. There’s a demon in his head and the uneasy aftermath of a cursed finger in his stomach. It’s the perfect time to break down, and he has more reasons to cry than he’s ever had in his life, so everything should be hitting him all at once.
Except it isn’t.
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He dreams of red flowers and skies. The naked feeling of his bare neck and wrists, free of their shackles. A hand in his leading him away from all he’s ever known, and the sensation of it slipping away.
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Till feels with his entire being. He bleeds, he loves, he rages. He was never going to ignore the death of a constant in his life. Remorse and reflection of the past is an inevitability to mourning.
Love is a complex illogical emotion when you’re raised on the back of a merciless reality.
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01 Aug 2024
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Hyun Woo gets to start over.
Also known as: Hyun Woo’s Pacifist Guide to Not Getting Murdered.
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01 Aug 2024
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what faith provides by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Oct 2021
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The first prayers are hazy, fragmented things. They’re wordless, made only of emotion and impression—a flash of longing, the burden of grief, an overwhelming scent of blood. They lurk in the corners of his mind at all times, but they don’t feel like they belong to him. They feel other.
Xie Lian thinks he’s going crazy.
Hua Cheng prays for centuries as he searches for his god. His god hears.
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01 Aug 2024
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blooming in the rain by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Oct 2021
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“I’m just saying, if you ever needed money there’d be plenty, so don’t worry about—hey.” He scowls, whipping around to face her. “We’re not friends.”
“Okay.”
“I don’t have friends.”
“Okay.”
“Xie Lian is the only one I give two shits about.”
“Hua Cheng,” Yushi Huang says gently, smiling. “It’s okay.”
The Rain Master befriends her local feral Ghost King—much to the Ghost King's chagrin.
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01 Aug 2024
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burdens far less worthy by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 May 2022
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When the god leaves, she goes with it—though she takes care not to touch it again. They travel many li together. At first, it is hard for Ruoye to keep up. Her paws are still soft, her muscles still new, her balance awkward and ungainly. She trips many times. The god never stops to wait for her.
Fortunately, Ruoye is a dragon and not a dog.
Every god is granted a dragon. Xie Lian gets his a little later than usual, much to his chagrin.
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01 Aug 2024
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centuries since paradise by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Jun 2023
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Xie Lian has spent long enough around sirens to have some grasp of their communication, and some of it is even a little similar to mer noises. This sound, for example, is like the one podmates use to call for each other—curious, beckoning. He suspects it means much the same thing for sirens. Has this siren lost someone, maybe?
Hopefully it will find its lost someone soon, so Xie Lian can go back to sleep.
Then, because nothing good can ever happen to Xie Lian, the siren peeks beneath the overhang. It hangs its head over the jut of stone, its hair billowing like a crown of ink and the yellow sclera of its eye bright against the black. That singular eye catches on his, its pupil dilating, and Xie Lian stiffens.
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01 Aug 2024
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This Calls for a Groupchat! (Completed; Editing) by FanGirl09
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Mar 2023
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Fukuzawa instructs Kunikida to create a group chat between all of the members in the Armed Detective Agency and the Port Mafia. He believes it will be important to keep in touch while they work together... or so he says. Perhaps he just wants to see the shit that goes down?
Read for a whole lot of crack, which does actually have a plot, I swear. After being asked for angst, there has been quite a bit. It's a good mix of both! Mostly chat style with some prose sections later on. A lot of attention on minor characters as well!
UPDATE (March 9, 2023): THIS FIC IS NOW UNDER EDITING!! It will not be taken down, but I am editing it in chunks of about 10 chapters at a time! I will keep updated here where it has been updated to until it is finished!
EDITED TO: chapter 10 (11/03/2023)
TRIGGER WARNING: s*icide attempts, self-h*rm, past child abuse, mental illness(es), eating disorder, bl*od, v*miting.
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- Part 1 of The Groupchat of Chaos
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but i'm a cheerleader by jujuxx
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
01 Aug 2024
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But I'm not gay.
Yuji, a cheerleader, is sent to a 'rehab camp' after his friends and family suspect he's gay. He doesn't understand why being gay would be so wrong, but he doesn't want to disappoint his family, so he promises to 'get better'.The trick is to not get caught.
Megumi is sent to the same 'rehab camp' after his cousin accidentally outs him to their family. Megumi never wanted to be out to anyone, so now he needs to pretend he's 'getting better' in order for his family to get off his back and not cut him off.Yuji and Megumi meet at the camp, and it messes up their plans immediately.
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eat your young by anooks
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
06 Apr 2025
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Satoru is still, his feet riveted to the lush green grass underfoot. His throat is dry, and his tongue laps up the bitter taste of cotton and ash. With a stuttering heart, Satoru advances forward. The dead body of his kid who’d been alive just an hour ago slips from Yuuji’s grasp as Yuuji himself jolts away to throw up. Satoru doesn’t spare a reaction, gag, or nothing, his mind blank with all but one thought:
Megumi is dead.
Or, Megumi 'dies' while on an urgent mission, Gojo struggles to cope, Yuuji doesn't, and Kenjaku has the ultimate ace in his sleeve.
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01 Aug 2024
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When two boys with anorexia nervosa and intermittent explosive disorder fall in love in a psychiatry.
CURRENTLY ON HOLD!!
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01 Aug 2024
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Everything is the same, but Oda survived the fight with Gide. After that he attempts to invite Dazai to leave with him, but that is unsuccessful leading to Oda leaving and Dazai staying. Oda joins the ADA and Dazai remains under Mori. Years later and he meets Dazai again in a scuffle, he attempts to change his mind again, but Mori’s grip on Dazai is tight, and the ADA is going to learn about Oda’s past and his connection with one of the most feared criminals in Yokohama, The Demon Prodigy.
CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN AS OF MAY 2, 2023
8/14 chapters revised
THIS ISNT DISCONTINUED, i’m just on vacation :)
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- Part 12 of BSD: Dazai angst
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01 Aug 2024
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The President cleared his throat. “Good morning, everyone. Yosano is starting a project that will be sponsored by the Agency. Please support her in whatever ways you can.”
The announcement seemed to grab the attention of everyone in the room, even Ranpo, who put down the chocolate crêpe he was enjoying. The detectives around him looked expectantly at Yosano while Dazai looked just over her right shoulder. She passed a stack of paper to Kenji, who took one and passed it along.
“It’s an initiative to spread awareness for sexual assault and harassment in Yokohama,” Yosano announced. The room somehow grew quieter than it already was. Yosano’s face was steeled, it showed no weakness, only confidence and conviction. Dazai both admired and envied her.
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01 Aug 2024
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“What’s the scariest thing you’ve ever been through?” Tachihara asked out of the blue.
Scariest?
Hundreds of memories flooded Chuuya’s brain.
Being stabbed in the back by people he trusted.
Opening Arahabaki’s gate.
Watching his best friends die.
Torture.
Watching himself die.
Hundreds of memories of times when Chuuya’s heart pounded in his ears. Though looking back on it, Chuuya thought his heart might have been pounding just as hard during his first kiss as it had been when he’d come close to being crushed by a collapsing building.
Fear was such an obscure concept to Chuuya. He didn’t fear many things. Not anymore, at least.OR
Chuuya comes to the realization that he really, really does not want Dazai to die.
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01 Aug 2024