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    Jean is quiet for a moment, and Jeremy assumes that’s the end of the conversation until he adds, “I have never” —voice catching, he clears his throat and coughs a few times into the pillow he’d brought over— “never gotten in another man’s bed by choice before.”

    The bare admission takes Jeremy’s breath away; he’s known the truth about what happened at the Nest for a while now, but Jean never brings it up and Jeremy sure as heck isn’t going to ask about it again. He lets Jean’s words settle between them, grateful that they’re not facing each other. He weighs his own words, all of the possible responses, and finds them lacking.

    “You always have a choice,” he says, “with me. With us—the team, I mean.”

    Jean hadn’t had a choice in coming to USC, but Jeremy would make sure that he had a say in everything that happened to him here.

    “I know.” Jean coughs again, and there’s another long pause after. “You’re a good man.”

    It takes all Jeremy has not to roll over, to look Jean in the eyes as he speaks; instead, he says to the wall, “You are, too.”

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    Jean doesn't feel well; Jeremy's bed is warm and safe.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    He sips his coffee, slowly coming to his senses, and stares at Jeremy’s back. It takes a couple of minutes of thorough inspection when something in Jean’s mind clicks, and he stills completely with the cup brought halfway to his lips.

    The shirt Jeremy is wearing seems too loose. It doesn’t hug his back as his shirts usually do, and Jean can’t see the fabric fighting for its life between his shoulder blades. It isn’t snug enough around his sides. The sleeves are too long. Jean’s gaze slips further down, to the hem of the shirt. It hangs too low. It’s plain and white and looks a bit too worn out to be new.

    Which can only mean one thing.

    Or: Jean Moreau unexpectedly loves to see his closest people wearing his clothes (and has a heart attack when it's Jeremy).

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    02 Jun 2025

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    “Marry me.”

    Megumi glanced up from behind the rim of his reading glasses. “What happened to ‘hello’ and ‘how are you’?”

    “Hello, Megs. You look particularly handsome today. How are you? Will you marry me?”

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Jeremy hasn't been sleeping much, not since the fire and the move into the Lofts.

    Jean doesn't say much, but he knows how to watch. And he knows as Jeremy's partner, it is his job to deal with things like this.

    Like getting Jeremy to finally stop and get a good nights sleep.

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    22 May 2025

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    Matt befriends a new student who takes a particular interest in Neil. Andrew doesn’t care. He doesn’t care about anything.

    And Neil thought he was the only liar.

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    13 May 2025