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What ever comes i'll be here. by SnowyHusky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jul 2026
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shane gets outed by a sports news paper reporter. what will happen, how will people take it, how will he take it.
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- English
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- 42/?
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Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
27 Aug 2026
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One side of his brain is going: this is insane, don't do this, just stay in this room, what can he do? Whether you like it or not, he's hurt you, and chances are you've hurt him too, because you can't read a situation for shit, so what are we trying to do here? Get some fucking sleep instead.
The other side of his brain is going: He's hurt you, and you've probably hurt him too, and what if this is your only chance to talk about it? What if Paris makes the difference?
Five months after Sochi, Shane's set to play a charity hockey game in Paris. So is Ilya.
They run into each other in the lobby of their hotel the night before. Twelve hours stretch out in front of them, and Ilya suggests something different: no phones, no expectations, no past, no hockey. Just the city, and whatever they can be when nobody else is watching.
It's obviously a terrible idea, but Shane says yes, anyway.
- Language:
- English
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- 75,690
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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02 Aug 2026
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The Breakaway by Ishipthisshitokay for azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.
No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
No one knows he’s planning to run.
No one knows how much he’s breaking.And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.
Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.
Shane is learning how to live again.
Ilya is learning how to feel again.
Both are learning how to trust.But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.
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Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.
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- English
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- 587,444
- Chapters:
- 105/?
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Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
30 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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- English
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- 85,533
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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29 Jul 2026
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the island by constellaetions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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the hollanov love island au
I appreciate not everyone watches love island, so I’ll try and explain it as best as I can as we go
featuring my favourite sassy shane and you’re lucky we’re in public right now ilya combo
in this universe, love island is r rated and contestants can in fact sleep together on camera - if anyone is from the UK and has watched open house on channel 4, that’s where I’m going with this
open house: a VERY spicy reality tv show in which the participants very much do have sex on camera
anyway *clears throat*: this programme contains strong language, and scenes of a sexual nature
thank you for being here !!
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- Part 1 of the island universe
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- English
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- 256,535
- Chapters:
- 64/64
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- 2,463
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Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
17 Jul 2026
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The Rozanov Rose: No Feelings, No Exceptions. 🌹❤️🌹 by DjingisAttila
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹
Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star—brilliant, reckless, and incapable of following rules he didn't make himself.It should be easy to walk away.
Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see. Shane carries his secrets inked beneath the roses winding across his skin, a constant reminder that some things survive only as long as they remain sub rosa.
Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
Shane was never meant for something like this.But he stays. And he falls anyway, caught between stolen moments and borrowed time.
And when it finally falls apart, Ilya might realize too late what it means when there’s nothing left to hold onto—and that this time, love might not be enough to bring Shane back.
(fake dating • secrecy • loving someone who was never going to choose you • happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️ • 🔥🔥🔥)
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- Part 2 of The Rozanov Rose
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 112,446
- Chapters:
- 32/32
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- 2,502
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- 2,527
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05 Jul 2026
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Somebody To Love by shadow_lilies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.
Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.
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- Part 1 of One Good Memory (After Another)
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- English
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- 16/17
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- 7,018
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Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
02 Jul 2026
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Ilya is all but forced to leave Russia to play in Montreal after rumors of his sexuality are surfacing.
He also is faced with questions of where he sees himself and his hockey career over the next 5 to 10 years.Due to a severe injury Shane hasn't played hockey in several years and as a result has been dealing with depression. Shane turns to working at a high end escort agency to help fund his need to feel normal again.
An encounter sets their paths on a collision course.
Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
27 Jun 2026
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Welcome to Boring Ottawa by Letter4No1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Aug 2026
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“I think we need some rules for this year,” Shane admits. He knows it’s not fun or cool. It’s also the only way he’s going to be able to drive away from this ugly ass apartment and not have a panic attack.
“Like your rules for loading the dishwasher?” Ilya teases, his thumb rubbing a gentle circle on the apple of Shane’s cheek. “No, No you would want something more serious.”
Once Ilya told him he preferred to have hard conversations in person so that he could reach out and touch Shane. He said it was grounding and made him feel safe. Shane gets it. All of this is less scary when their knees are bumped together and Ilya’s hands are gently holding his head.
“More like some guardrails to make sure your first year in Ottawa is a success.” It’s a cop out. He wants rules to be sure that come next summer they are just like this with a few more memories thrown in for good measure.
Or: After a year of living in different countries Ilya has successfully been signed with the Ottawa Centaurs. Now both he and Shane have to learn to navigate what it's means when long distance doesn't involve plane rides and stolen nights while Ilya establishes roots in Shane's boring hometown.
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- Part 6 of Hollanov Extended Universe
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- English
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- 104,226
- Chapters:
- 13/24
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- 471
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- 468
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24 Jun 2026
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The Centaurs Have a PR Problem (and It’s Married) by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.
Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.
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- English
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- 80,816
- Chapters:
- 19/26
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- 5,455
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- 27,408
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- 7,520
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23 Jun 2026
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Operation Honeymoon by saffron1221
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya are celebrating their second anniversary in a big way. They first plan a trip to Ibiza as the first destination of a second honeymoon. The goal is simple but absolute: they want to actually see and experience the rugged, natural beauty of the island while fully experiencing each other in as many ways and places that they can find.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov: The First Two Years
- Language:
- English
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- 175,553
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- 14/14
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- 144
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- 371
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22 Jun 2026
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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
- Language:
- English
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- 127,267
- Chapters:
- 14/14
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- 6,656
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- 30,688
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- 12,768
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- 1,020,110
Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
19 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov doesn’t remember loving Shane Hollander.
Not the beginning. Not the middle. Not the life they built together.
But memory isn’t the only way back.
Because even without it some choices still feel inevitable.- Language:
- English
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- 33,658
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- 15/15
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- 139
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- 667
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17 Jun 2026
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‘cause i feel safe in your arms by CastielPizzaMan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Aug 2026
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When Shane and Ilya got the call that a Russian-Canadian 3 year old had been taken from her abusive parents and needed an emergency placement, they agreed to it immediately.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov give a traumatised 3 year old a home and a dog. (The dog is important, just ask Anastasia)
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- Part 1 of Dasher
- Language:
- English
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- 33,518
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 388
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- 3,264
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Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
16 Jun 2026
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“Dude, this is so dumb,” JJ said, looking over the documents, “but also the best fucking thing we’ve ever done. It looks so real.”
Hayden grinned proudly, “Yeah? I got a friend who’s a lawyer to write them up.”
JJ looked up at him impressed. “Prank commitment on point, man”
Hayden’s grin widened.
He could already imagine Shane’s face when he saw the official-looking divorce papers from Ilya Rozanov. Shane would open the envelope, read the first few lines, spiral for solid thirty seconds, and then notice the tiny line Hayden had hidden near the top of the page.
April Fools, bitch.
or - a really dumb prank + series of unfortunate events = angst with happy ending
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- English
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- 14,698
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 109
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- 2,478
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Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
16 Jun 2026
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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself- Language:
- English
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- 93,547
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 2,410
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- 21,612
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15 Jun 2026
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The Same Fight by the_weight_of_small_things
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Apr 2026
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Sunday was blocked off in protective grey.
REST DAY. DO NOT BOOK.
Then Ilya committed them to dinner without checking the shared calendar.
The fight is not really about Sunday.
It is about timing, trust, and the terrible marital distance between “I’ll do it” and “I need it done before I can stop carrying it.”
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Shane lives in the then. Ilya lives in the now.
They are both trying their best.Series
- Part 14 of Adulting
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15 Jun 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 93,307
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Comments:
- 4,359
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- 20,978
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- 7,649
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- 590,854
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14 Jun 2026
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take it easy on me by jacemorgensterns
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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This is not the time for a full-blown sexuality crisis. Not with both J.J. and Hayden near. Yet Shane feels like that’s exactly where it’s going.
“Roz,” Svetlana says with a grin on her face, “this is J.J. and Shane. They are hockey players for the Montreal Voyageurs.”
“Okay,” the man called Roz replies, seemingly unsure what to do with that information. He definitely isn’t impressed. “And they want tattoos, yes?”
The Voyageurs win their third Stanley Cup. J.J., Hayden and Shane wonder about the definition of a dynasty and get a specialists' opinion about tattoos. Shane meets a mysterious tattoo artist named Roz and gets too honest about hockey life.
Or: the tattoo artist Ilya AU that no one asked for.
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- Part 1 of Vivid Ink | Tattoo artist Ilya AU
Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
12 Jun 2026
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Shane is a new assistant coach and is traveling on his first road trip with his new team, while Ilya stays home with their kids. He has a whole fun itinerary for them while Shane is gone but not everything goes according to plan...
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- Part 2 of Life After Hockey
Bookmarked by AmyDawn13
12 Jun 2026