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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    28 Feb 2024

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    There he was, basking in the first rays of sunlight he had seen in over two hundred years.

    The very same man who would one day swallow the sun whole, just because you asked one too many times to be allowed to walk in its light.

    You curled your hand tightly around your dagger. The fastest and easiest way to assure he never completed the rite of profane ascension and destroyed the world would be to kill him, right here and now.

    More importantly, this was your one chance to save yourself from the man you loved.

    “Is there something on my face?” Astarion inquired, entirely oblivious to the threat poised against him.

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    27 Feb 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    With your bleeding heart and altruistic bravery, it is almost too easy for Astarion to come to the conclusion that his best plan of action is to seduce you. All he has to do is not fall for you-- a feat easier said than done.

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    (Where were you ten, fifty, hundreds of years ago when he needed you? How dare you come now, the knight in shining armor for the less fortunate, when he has been waiting centuries for someone like you to save him? How dare you come to him now when he is like this?)

     

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    (cross posting from tumblr @epiphyllous)

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    26 Feb 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    I ACCIDENTALLY CREATED A SERIES INSTEAD OF DOING CHAPTERS SO PLZ CLICK MY PROFILE FOR THE WORK "Bound by You: Love is Power, Love is Weakness"

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    04 Feb 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    Astarion and Ellana have a — complicated — relationship, to say the least. With the end of the world on the horizon, looming ceremorphosis, and enemies stacking up, one must form alliances where one must, by whatever means necessary. Love though? Love wasn’t in the mix for either of them. . . at first.

    Set just after Cazador’s death with Astarion being talked out of completing the Rite of Ascension.

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    A first person POV fic flipping between Astarion and my Tav (Ellana/Wood Elf Ranger). POV character will be noted at the start of each chapter or section break.

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    31 Jan 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 66

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    Astarion and you (Tav) are best friends. So close that you've stayed together after saving Baldur's Gate. When Astarion wants to find a way to move on, build himself a new life, you would do anything to help. It turns out to be easier said than done when your father stands in your way.

    Caught between your best friend and father, you have no clue what to do. What you do know is that your father won't be helping-- At least not until you fulfill his request.

    When you propose a solution to your best, most handsome friend, you begin to find the lines between you blurring, begin to wonder how much your own pleasure is factoring into the decisions you've made...

    AKA: Marriage of convenience Astarion x Tav; watch these two idiots fall in love despite already caring for each other a great deal!

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    25 Jan 2024

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    “I would say good luck out there, but honestly? I hope you die screaming.”

    Intimacy is not something you like to indulge in after your last lover nearly strangled you to death. Sometimes, you wonder if letting him ascend would mean he would still be here, by your side, rather than lurking in the shadows of Baldur's Gate.

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    19 Jan 2024

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    Astarion had a plan. A nice, simple plan: seduce Tav, sleep with her, manipulate her feelings so she'd never turn on him.

    All she had to do was fall for it.
    And all he had to do was not fall for her.

    Which is where his nice, simple plan fell apart.

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    Exploring Astarion's POV throughout the game while romancing Dark Urge/Tav. Canon is followed in most cases, including with lines of dialogue from the game, but Act 2 and 3 break off from canon a few times in fun ways.

    Content warnings are listed ahead of the more intense chapters. Overall this fic (like the game) explores what healing from abuse looks like and has a lot of references to those themes.

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    19 Jan 2024

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    “Oh, gods forbid they respond positively to you doing a good thing,” Neve deadpans. She squeezes him a little again. “That’s sort of how it works, Astarion.”

    She can’t even see it. Believes the best of them all so earnestly, himself included, that she can’t see how it would all fall away without her at the center. It’s enough to make a person feel like they might actually deserve it.

    “And by it, you mean…?” he asks instead.

    Her huffed laugh of disbelief ruffles the hair at his neck. “Friendship, you idiot,” she answers. “And the general acquisition thereof.”

    Astarion cuts a sideways look at her as best he can with her still nestled so close. “And is that what we are? Friends?”

    He’d meant it to tease her, and yet finds that the silence before her answer twists his stomach. Because…he doesn’t actually know, either.

    “Yes, Astarion,” Neve says gently, after a moment. “I think we’re very good friends.”

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    Neve and Astarion, continued. She's not a victim. Not a target. Not just one night it's better to forget. But then...whatever in the world could she be?

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    09 Jan 2024

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    08 Jan 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Gale...he's gone."

    "Gone?" Astarion's eyebrows raise in surprise. "As in dead?"

    I shake my head sadly. "No...just...gone." My voice cracks on the last word and I have to take a deep breath to compose myself.

    A look of understanding crosses Astarion's face and he nods slowly. "Well, it looks like he really went all in on his illusions this time."

    After defeating the Nether Brain, Gale makes a promise to Elara: he will move to Waterdeep and marry her. However, he breaks his pledge when he feels the pull of his former goddess, Mystra, and leaves to forge the Karsus Crown and become a god, which leaves Elara feeling betrayed and alone.

    Astarion, now fully consumed by the shadows, offers her a new mission. Together, they try to rebuild themselves and move on from their past. As they rely on each other in unexpected ways, they will find a new sense of purpose in the form of 7000 spawn and a murder.

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    05 Jan 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 31

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    Astarion didn’t get jealous. Scared and lonely? Well yes, of course he did. He even felt angry and vengeful as well but when one considers the life he had been forced to live up until his involuntary relocation to the nautiloid you could hardly blame him for feeling those things.

    Astarion was sure that he had never been jealous before yet here he was, most certain that as he stared across the fire of their ever-growing camp that was exactly what he was feeling and all because Gale of bloody Waterdeep couldn’t leave well enough alone.

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    05 Jan 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    Astarion POV of canon scenes, including the first meeting and the main romance cutscene from each act. All dialog is taken from the game, with a few changes.

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    Fear had been Astarion's close companion the past two centuries, and probably all of his life before that, if he could recall much of it; but this fear was not for himself. For a brief second, he hadn't known if Tav would get back up, and that prospect scared the absolute shit out of him. Not even because of the worm or Cazador or her blood but because it meant that she could be gone from this world, and he could no longer comprehend of his life without her; he'd bound their fates. All of a sudden he’d felt sick to his stomach. All of the guilt, the self-loathing that clung to him like a shadow, had been for nothing because somewhere along the way, and he wasn't even sure when, his lies had ceased to be lies. When you build everything on the truth, maybe that's all that's left in the end. And the truth was that Astarion felt… something for Tav. He didn't even have the words to define it, but it was stronger than he thought himself capable of feeling for another person, and that scared him almost as much as the thought of losing her.

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    01 Jan 2024

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    Astarion has ascended, and she has stayed with him. Life in the Crimson Palace isn’t as idyllic as it seems. Is there a chance for their relationship to go back to how it was? Or is it too late for the Ascendant and his consort?

    This series is about Ban, my Tav, and the Vampire Ascendant. Will be angst and smut, with sprinkles of fluff.

    This fic is a softer take on Ascendant!Astarion and of the changes he undergoes after the rite. Can Ban handle the change, and if a chance came, would she choose to run? And can the Ascendant win her back in time? Inspired by the concept of vampire wives and that IGN interview with Larian that discussed the ascension.

    Professionally edited by Midnight_Bibliophage
    Sequel: "Remember ye not the former things"

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    29 Dec 2023

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    She wraps her arms around him and lets him complete his checks, and when he pulls back to look into her face, she’s giving him the smile she reserves only for when she’s about to say something completely saccharine and embarrassing.

    “Whatever you’re thinking darling, don’t say it.”

    “You are so unbearably sweet sometimes.”

    If Astarion could blush, he would. Since he can’t, he puts on his most pompous and condescending look and stares down his nose at her in clear disdain.

    “You, my love, are brain-damaged.”

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    Astarion and Tav are travelling Faerûn to find a way for him to walk in the sun, but Astarion is still struggling to discover who he is, and when Tav is stolen away from him in the worst way possible he must turn to his old companions for help

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    29 Dec 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 65

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    “As I told you—you broke my cold, dead heart. Of course it was cruel,” Astarion says, melodramatic, hamming it up for her. He wants her to feel guilty for it; he wants her to stop being so tiring and play right into his hand. Make it easy for him.

    “I don’t believe you,” Tav says. “Everything you say sounds like a pretty lie, and you all but told me that’s what it is. Pretty lies. I’m not interested.”

    this is just my silly little comfort cringefic :)

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    26 Dec 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    After successfully saving Druid Grove, Astarion has one goal in mind: secure his safety. His strategy? Seduce Tav.

    But what if that plan goes horribly wrong and he falls for his own game?

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    22 Dec 2023

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    Tavya watched Astarion's eyes scan the name written across the front. Once, twice, three times. Then he looked to her, nearly stunned into silence. “I— What is this?”

    She gently tugged the envelope from his grasp. “I wrote to them. Your family. Or, well, your parents, anyway," Tavya stuttered. "I searched and searched and I finally found names and an address, but it’s been so long since I've written… I didn’t think…”

    “You… found them?” he asked numbly.

    “I… I think so.”

    * * * * *

    Astarion is enjoying married life in Baldur's Gate when he discovers his parents are still alive. Alongside his wife, Tavya, he travels to Evereska to meet them - but family reunions are seldom simple.

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    22 Dec 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    With the Elder Brain defeated and the question of "What next?" hanging in the air, Tav decides to find a way for Astarion to walk in the sunlight again. The party reconvenes to go on this new adventure with a strong trust and bond between one another. Of course, things aren't always as they seem in the land of Faerun and their goal might turn out to have a much greater sacrifice than they originally thought.
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    As always, Tav is gender neutral and there are no mentions of their appearance <333

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    21 Dec 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 99

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    Astarion, once Ascended, wakes as a spawn again at the beginning of his tadpole journey. With much to atone for, he sets off on his second chance with one goal in mind: keep Tav safe, especially from himself. Tav, unaware of Astarion's pining and scheming, has other plans.

    Tags will be updated depending on future content, with each chapter giving specific warnings at their beginning if necessary.

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    19 Dec 2023

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