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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    ❝… Dazai isn't thinking about anything, he just feels a mess of things, and it's perfect, because the weight of Odasaku's corpse in his arms is gone, and in its place only Chuuya remains. His hands. His lips. His strength. His hatred. His damn wonderful loyalty. His gentleness in the strength with which he picked him up, dragged him back down the hallway, and pushed him against the bed… ❞

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    Dazai believes that his work in the world is done and that all he has left in life is to die. Life shows him that he is very wrong in the most unexpected way possible.

    For his part, Chuuya had resigned himself to a life of keeping his distance from everyone around him so as not to repeat the tragedies that took his barely formed families from him so many times, when, unexpectedly, a new possibility of a family smacks him in the face.

    Oh, and they're two idiots pining in the middle of all.

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    10 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I’m not going in there,” he insisted, hiding his hands behind his back.

    “You don’t have a choice. This is your job whether you like it or not.” Fukuzawa was obviously agitated, pinching the bridge of his nose.

    “I’m not doing it. It’s too loud.”

    “Too lo—Ranpo, this is ridiculous. Come on. We don’t have time to waste.” With that, the silver-haired man turned around, walking into the station. In a split second decision, Ranpo followed him, much to his own dismay.

    Or, Ranpo has a meltdown long-coming.

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    12 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Chuuya Nakahara was dead. He was dead, and he was never coming back. That was obvious, but when you are mourning, you go through a little thing called denial. Just like when you fall in love. You deny that they are gone, in hopes that maybe you will be right if you just don’t face it.

    Osamu Dazai was not an idiot. He knew death like a close friend– he’d witnessed it, caused it, and he’d attempted to bring it to himself many times. He knew how it worked like the back of his hand.

    But, as always his partner was different from the rest and managed to change many things about him. Brought new thoughts to him, made him feel things nobody had made him feel before. One of those new thoughts was, why wasn’t Chuuya home yet?

    Realistically, Dazai knew. He knew that his husband was dead, that he wouldn’t walk through that door and announce loudly how he was home, and pretend to be annoyed with how Dazai didn’t eat the lunch he’d made for him, when really he was just concerned.

    But, as was said earlier, when your loved ones die you grieve, and part of grief is denial.

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    02 Aug 2025

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    A typo that was made when being onboarded led to some misidentification that, more or less, has caused improper speculation and lighthearted jests. All of which could have been avoided, yet neither one of them made any correction. Which left them both to wonder how a team of profilers didn't piece together the evidence sooner.

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    26 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 86

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    26 Jan 2025