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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Do not go back to them.” Jean breathed, quiet yet unwavering.

    Jeremy smiled humourlessly. “I wish it were that easy.”

    Jean’s hand on his chin shouldn’t have startled him—he should be used to the sensation by now—but it was possible he was more out of it than he realized.

    “I do not want anyone ever hurting you. Not when you are this insistent on hurting yourself.”

    When Jeremy returns to their hotel room after hooking up with Faser, he’s bordering on an anxious break. Jean suggests he take a bath to relax, helping him destress while asking about Jeremy’s past. Their feelings for each other become harder to suppress as the night goes on, and worn down by the weight of his mistakes, Jeremy stops denying what a good thing him and Jean and their love could be.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Jeremy fought every instinct to scream himself hoarse and instead choked out the only thing anchoring him to the present. The only person he could rely on to lift him back up. One that he had come to depend on as a steady unwavering presence always by his side. A different kind of partner. The only one that mattered.

    “Jean. Where’s Jean? I need…” he sucked in a ragged breath between clenched teeth.

     

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    the one where jeremy has a breakdown

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    31 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Five times Jeremy Knox was jealous and the one time Jean Moreau was

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Ever since your youths, the two of you have been quite the pair: the toddler son of a prostitute and the child-thief who protected him; a thug who could waltz and a whore who could kill; humanity’s strongest soldier and an officer’s mistress. And now, after years of separation: diamond and dust.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Andrew Minyard often got 2am cravings for ice cream. He would often get up and drive to the store to pick some up if they were out. Neil Josten would often go with him on these night time outings.

    It was not often that they would be hit by a drunk driver.

     

    After a bad car accident that lands Neil in the hospital, Andrew deals with the aftermath and the fact that Neil might not wake up.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Andrew knows he treats Neil different. So why is it so bothersome that everyone else seems to know it, too?

    Five times Neil gets boyfriend privileges, and one time it doesn't piss Andrew off.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Ash just wanted Eiji Okumura’s attention.

    He couldn’t justify it, couldn’t unravel the logic of why he always craved the older boy’s dark eyes on him. Ash had spent most of his life being the centre of the show; the disgusting old men in Golzine’s club, the patchwork of gang members who followed his every move like he was a messiah. Even simple passerby seemed to watch him like they were cataloging something glamorous, something other worldly.

    He always hated the attention he drew, and yet—he would do anything for Eiji to look at him, to focus on him, to stay with him just a little bit longer.

    [Ash's need and Eiji's unconditional love, in four snapshots.]

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    21 Jan 2026

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    It's too hot in New York City, and Ash can't stop getting distracted by Eiji.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    “One large iced caramel macchiato with fifteen pumps of vanilla syrup, heavy whipping cream, light ice, and extra caramel drizzle, please,” he says, cheerfully. 

    You stare at him for a long moment. He stares back at you. Maybe. You don’t know because he’s wearing blindfolds.

    “There’s a Starbucks down the street,” you finally say.

    You are the co-owner of a small café in a small, eccentric district in Tokyo that is notorious for bizarre murders and supernatural occurrences.

    You think you’ve seen it all, but it turns out that nothing comes close to the man wearing a bad Kakashi cosplay who terrorizes you with his increasingly complicated and awful drink orders.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    “What’s ‘appening?” Neil mumbled, his head lolling against Andrew’s shoulder.

    “I’m putting you back to bed.” Andrew spoke, careful to grab Neil’s blanket as he began his way towards their room.

    “Will you stay with me?”

    “If that’s what you want, Josten.”

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Andrew finds Aaron in his dorm, doing something on his laptop. He looks up at Andrew without the slightest hint of interest. “What?”
    “Neil’s sick.”
    Aaron’s expression doesn’t change. “Sucks to be him, I guess.”

    Neil gets sick and Andrew isn’t sure what’s wrong with him. But his pre-med twin could help, right?

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Kevin and Neil grow close in the aftermath of Riko's death. It absolutely does not bother Andrew.

    It doesn't.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    17 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 89

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    Clark Kent runs on compassion the way most reporters run on espresso. He is, by all observable metrics, the most principled man you know. So when your hard-won article gets pulled without explanation, the softest man in Metropolis is suddenly ready to raise quiet, righteous hell.

    Because when something’s wrong, he never lets it slide—especially when it comes to you.

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    16 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 44

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    You’ve known Clark since college. Back when splitting fries at 2 a.m. and falling asleep during movie marathons felt like the closest thing to forever. Back when everything was still safe, before time and distance slipped him quietly out of your life.

    Years later, he shows up at your door—broken, bleeding, and seconds away from collapse.

    Clark Kent is dying on your floor tonight, and you’re about to say all the things you've never said out loud.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    5 times Neil ends up in the hospital and nobody tells Andrew
    +The 1 time someone has the common sense to tell Andrew and Andrew decides, fuck, he has to marry Neil.

    "If you didn’t keep ending up in the hospital, I wouldn’t have to marry you just to be able to know when you get hospitalized,” Andrew said.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    "So, you have concussion?" he asked, hating his broken English. But his throat was tight, choking him, and his head was a mess. The less he spoke, the better, or else he might actually cry.

    "Yeah. I blacked out a couple of times, I guess. I don't remember the game." Shane let out a derisive laugh and Ilya didn't like the sheen of tears in his eyes. "I don't even remember my own team right now. Post-traumatic amnesia."

    Ilya's heart stopped.

    Amnesia?

    "So you do not…" Remember me? Ilya wanted to ask, but he couldn't voice the words. Not with his throat constricted. Not when his heart raced. Everything faded away as white noise filled his head. Tears stung his eyes and his nose burned for some reason.

    Shane didn't remember him.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    He blinked and, behind the boat shoes and tan ankles, Adam's face grew into sharp focus.

    He was looking straight at Ronan.

    His eyes were round, shocked into complete stillness. His cheeks were pink. One hand curled around grass, and Ronan watched, with a slow dawning of awareness, the way Adam's knuckles grew white as he tightened his hold on the ground.

    Cabeswater, Ronan realized. Cabeswater had taken his dream and shared it with the only other person who could ever be close enough to Cabeswater to see it.

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    07 Jan 2026

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