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Four messages greeted him on the screen. Jude read them twice. No jokes. No insults. Not even a smug remark about the state Erling had left him in. Erling had never worried about waking him before, particularly when he wanted another round in the middle of the night. Apparently, saying goodbye was where consideration of Jude’s sleep schedule became important.
Or regret was.
Fine. Jude regretted it too.
Not Erling. The timing. The bruises. The fact that now, in three days’ time they were supposed to stand on opposite sides of a World Cup quarter-final and pretend neither of them knew what the other sounded like with his face pressed into a hotel pillow. When had understanding Erling become this difficult? At Dortmund, Erling had filled every available space, and Jude had never needed to search for hidden meaning in anything he said or did.
Now, Jude had four messages and no idea what any of them meant.
At least they had no punctuation. That felt reassuringly normal.
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Erling sneaks into Jude's hotel and they have extremely competitive sex, leaving Jude unable to run three days before the World Cup quarter final. Everybody handles this badly, not least Thomas Tuchel.
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04 Aug 2026
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Breathe in, breathe out by Creuzadema
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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After the summer at the cottage, Shane goes back to Montreal tired, off, and nauseous in a way he refuses to think too hard about. They f*cked every day for weeks, after all, it's not impossible. Just highly, statistically unlikely.
Until it isn't. And Ilya doesn't react at all the way Shane expected.
I know you'll read this approximately one hundred thousand times a day, BUT English isn't my language at all, sooooooooo whenever I don't use proper grammar, please be my Shane and help me fix it. I'll appreciate
Baci baci dall'Italia
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03 Aug 2026
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Being one of the few Omegas in elite football has taught Jude Bellingham one thing: never let them see you struggle.
Years of fighting for his place at the top have taught him to hide every weakness, ignore every instinct and prove, again and again, that an Omega belongs on football's biggest stage.
Then England draws Norway in the 2026 World Cup quarter-finals.
Standing on the opposite side of the pitch is Erling Haaland, the Alpha who used to know him better than anyone else. The Alpha who never treated him like he was fragile. The Alpha who could always tell when something was wrong, no matter how hard Jude tried to hide it.
And when the unexpected hits Jude in the middle of the field, Erling shows that he doesn't have to always fight alone.
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01 Aug 2026
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A newspaper outs Jude. Erling punches a reporter.
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28 Jul 2026
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Alpha weren’t suppose to be with other Alphas. Those sorts of relationships could never work.Yet somehow Jude and Erling had made it work for the last couple of years. Ever since they had found themselves inexplicably and completely attracted to one another from the moment they met in Germany on there first day of training for Dortmund. And despite the distance between them now the pair had found a way to make it work. At least Jude had thought it had been working but perhaps that was his own wishful thinking because everything he thought he knew has just been proven false by one tabloid article.
Erling Haaland finally settling down?
“The Modern Day Viking and football sensation Erling Haaland seen out with mystery omega in Miami days before his match against England”
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24 Jul 2026
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walk him like a dog by just_a_donut_who_reads
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jul 2026
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The first time Cliff saw Rozy and Hollander interact was at a team-building event before practice started the next week. Cliff had introduced himself and Hollander to Rozy, but judging by Rozy's shark-like grin and Hollander's scathing glare, they had met already. The pair spent the entire evening running their mouths, trading worse and worse barbs as the night went on, spitting and snarling in English, French, and Russian indiscriminately, culminating in Hollander nearly taking a swing at Rozy. Cliff finally separated them (“take a fucking walk, Rozanov, I don't care whose fault it was, fuck!”), and mourned Boston's chances at the Cup with half a bottle of shitty Jack Daniel's later that night. So much for a cohesive team.
Or: Cliff hasn't known a minute of peace since Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov both joined the Boston Bears. This problem resolves itself in an unexpected way.
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21 Jul 2026
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all roads lead to boston by winterbuckyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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One seemingly insignificant moment changes everything, and Ilya applies for a Green Card in the shadow of the 2014 Olympics. It starts a domino effect that culminates in one night, in Shane Hollander's cottage. A plan is made, but it's so different than what could've been. No Ottawa.
Then, the Metros show their true (very homophobic) face, and Shane quickly realises he needs a new team, not just for their plan, but for himself too.
Thankfully, there is a team that's not only looking for fresh blood, but has a very accepting Captain. Not to mention extremely hot (and Russian) too.
or boston shane fic with a side of a secret marriage, supportive bears, smart ilya, and a lot of love
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- Part 4 of love letters to ilya rozanov
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21 Jul 2026
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“Does it have anything to do with the person who gave you that ring?” he asks, nodding toward the band wrapped around the man's finger.
For a second, the man looks confused. Then his gaze drops to his hand, and a slow smirk spreads across his face. “Maybe. What would you say if I told you I was married?”
“I'd ask if you were happy.”
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Ilya meets hockey's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander, at a party and falls hard. There's only one problem: Shane's wearing a ring, just not the one Ilya thinks.
The purity ring fic no one asked for.
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- Part 6 of hollanov <3
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20 Jul 2026
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A House in Nebraska by Promised_ivy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.
Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.
This is the story of two boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything
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Shane and Ilya are discovered before they even play their first game
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19 Jul 2026
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Speed Trap by LexiRoseWrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jul 2026
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Worldwide mating numbers have declined rapidly in the last few years due to the rising popularity of modern values and increasing social equality between designations. ‘Speed mating’ is the latest trendy fad to sweep through the more traditional circles. Omegas and alphas attend these events purposely seeking a swift path to courtship and bonding.
Shane would typically never even consider mating with an alpha he doesn’t know and love, but the MLH doesn’t allow unmated omegas to play. The night before the draft, he takes a chance on fate.
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18 Jul 2026
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Happy accidents by scarmaddiewrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jul 2026
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Breaking: In an announcement that shakes up the entire season, the Montreal Metros have announced they are trading Center and Captain Shane Hollander to the Boston Raiders for Austin Chandler and a first-round draft pick.
The Montreal Metros think they are pulling one over on their division rivals by trading them a pregnant Shane Hollander, jokes one them.
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10 Jul 2026
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Mother Meddler by ellzbells
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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After the tuna-melt breakdown, Shane ghosts and then ends things with Ilya with no explanation.
He takes time away from Hockey with an unexplained lower-body injury.
Three months later, he's in hospital, giving birth. Yuna Hollander will do anything to help her baby while he's in pain, even if that means snooping through his phone...TLDR: Trans!Shane Hollander is giving birth, Yuna comes to the rescue by reaching out to the (other) baby daddy!
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08 Jul 2026
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Run Together by Luna (lunasky), lunasky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jul 2026
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It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.
“My father knows about me and Shane?”
“The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”
Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.
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- Part 1 of In this Together
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08 Jul 2026
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and i can go anywhere i want, just not home by chuckasaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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After Alexei walks in on Sasha hitting on Ilya at the gala in Sochi, he does the most predictable - but terrifying - thing: he blackmails Ilya Rozanov, on the threat of telling Russia, and their father, the truth about Ilya's sexuality.
It's a good thing that a very helpful, boring Canadian with gorgeous freckles offers to help him defect from Russia, in the most insane way possible: through marriage. To him.
Or, Shane and Ilya do their relationship completely out of order. And, they realize later, they wouldn't have it any other way.
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02 Jul 2026
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Where the Performance Ends by Yul_Cy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jul 2026
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Hockey superstar Shane Hollander disappeared at the peak of his career without any warning or goodbye. For three years, Ilya Rozanov was left drowning in the bitter silence of their secret past.
But after a meeting with Yuna Hollander, the reality Ilya thought he knew completely shatters.
Now, guided by an address from a desperate mother, Ilya Rozanov is left with what remains.
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02 Jul 2026
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near, far, wherever you are by 18kiwis
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jul 2026
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“Shane, honey, is there someone there with you? Where’s Hayden?” Shane shook his head even though she couldn’t see him.
“No, I’m alone,” he said.
“You shouldn’t be,” Yuna said.
“I have to be, Mom,” he said harshly. “No one knows.” Sure, there was Hayden, but he was probably on the phone with Jackie, reading their kids a bedtime story like he did almost every night. Other than his best friend, no one knew, and no one ever could. Shane would have to grieve Ilya like this for the rest of his life. Privately. Secretly.
After the Centaurs’ plane seemingly vanishes into thin air, Shane knows that his life will never be the same. Not only that, but it will pause. He doesn’t have a future without Ilya. Still, time passes. With it comes more changes than Shane was expecting, one being in the form of a positive pregnancy test.
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22 Jun 2026
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You Guide Me in, to Safety and Silence by bluejay96343
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander was acutely aware of the following: he is - against his better judgement - completely, madly and truly in love with Ilya Rozanov. (Emphasis on the ‘madly’)
Shane Hollander was NOT acutely aware of the following: fucking everything else apparently.
And no, his doctor was not joking.
Trust him. He asked.-- Or, Cliff Marleau actually did Shane a massive favor by scrambling his brain like a cracked egg. --
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21 Jun 2026
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The Cuck Chair Interlude by DetectiveTerrorCatssss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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After realizing his long term slutty situationship will never love him back, Shane (with encouragement from friends) decides to start sleeping with other people...like... a lot. And Ilya Rozanov notices.
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Shane ends things with Ilya, embarks on his slut era while Ilya crashes out and makes it everyones problem (and also Reddit's)
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20 Jun 2026
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I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”
“Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.
He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still.
Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.
shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.
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20 Jun 2026
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Safe in my heart. I believe it. by audelia01, BlueLax
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Jul 2026
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"Hollander, you haven't loved a version of me that didn’t have a daughter."
Family was always a sensitive topic for Ilya. Since his Mama died, his only family fell apart. He did not believe he would be lucky enough to get a second one. Especially not one so big.
Ilya became a father at 16. A husband at 17. A professional hockey player at 18. A Stanley cup winner at 23.
This is the story of how Ilya Rozanov learned how to live, and not just survive.
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18 Jun 2026