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He reached out to take Edwin’s hand.
“I realized…I loved you, that I’m in love with you,” Charles said, his eyes moving from his hands to meet Edwin’s. He was crying as well, his hand gripping Charles tighter.
“And you were gone, I couldn’t tell you, I wouldn’t be able to kiss you or hold you. It just started and ended at that very moment.” Charles tripped over some of his words before shuttering, he breathed deeply.
[aka Edwin is badly hurt to the point he falls into some sort of ghost coma, Charles inevitably has a revelation.]
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“You were jealous weren’t you?” Edwin said with a smile growing on his face. Charles ducked his head hiding the non-existent blush on his face. Edwin moved until his whole body was facing Charles, straddling his boyfriend's lap.
“Maybe,” Charles said as he brought his hands up to cover his face. Edwin reached forward and grabbed his hands bringing them down to his lap, his thumbs drawing circles on the back of Charles' hands.
“You know that I’m yours,” Edwin said, ducking his head to try and get Charles to look at him, which he did. Charles smiled and stared at their joined hands before speaking.
“I know, It’s not that it’s-” He paused for a second, admiring his partner’s loving gaze.
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3 times Charles gets jealous and 1 time its Edwin instead.
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“What’s not true?” Edwin whispered. His voice was incapable of becoming any louder.
Charles smiled, as his tears fell. He held Edwin’s face so gently, wiping away the tears that stained his partners cheeks.
“That I’m not in love with you,” Charles whispered, Edwin wouldn’t have heard him if it wasn’t so quiet in their office.
His heart jumped at his words. What?
“What?” Edwin said, his words stuttering.
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[aka Charles is jealous, Edwin snaps and smut ensues.]
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Charles convinces Edwin to set his notes aside and spend time with his boyfriend. It gets very emotional.
tw: for non-explicit sex.
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Charles felt as if his senses were on fire. His hands shook, and his ears rang. The encounter with the night nurse not only caused a breakdown but overstimulation. Charles hated this. It didn't make sense how overwhelmed he could become even though he couldn't physically feel anything.
That was Charles' problem when he was alive, he would become so overwhelmed by his emotions that everything else seemed impossible. Touching anything felt nauseating and his hearing was sensitive to the slightest noise. Something may be too bright for him, or not bright enough. Charles has dealt with these happenings since he was little.
Nothing felt right during these times.
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Aka Charles deals with the aftermath of kicking the night nurse off the cliff. Edwin helps him relax.
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The Punks flowers grow into beautiful art. by Backstabberr
Fandom: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
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Regrets by antebunny
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
31 Oct 2020
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When Wei Wuxian finds himself alone in Nightless City, enemy of the entire world, Lan Wangji…accidentally stabs him.
Then he and Lan Wangji open their eyes to find themselves on a rooftop four years in the past, with a chance to fix their biggest regrets.
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25 Jun 2025
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When A-Yuan gets sick and Wen Qing doesn't have the supplies she needs to properly treat him, Wei Wuxian can only think of one place to go for help.
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
16 May 2025
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He pictures the funeral sometimes.
He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.
He pictures swallowing them himself.
Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.
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24 Apr 2025
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Half a decade after Viktor leaves Piltover for good, a fragment of Hexcore permanently adhered to his soul, an old friend comes to him for help. This wouldn't be an issue, if the same old friend hadn't spent the last five years trying to hit him, very hard, with a really big hammer.
“You’re not real,” Viktor repeated, closing his eyes. Even with the knowledge that this was a dream, the gentle touch unraveled him. There was an impact crater where his heart should be.
The calloused pad of Jayce's thumb found the corner of Viktor’s mouth. “All right. I’ll bite – what’s your evidence for this hypothesis?”
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07 Apr 2025
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The Arcane collapses, but returns Viktor and Jayce alive at the top of the Hextech gates. Ekko takes Viktor to his home, the Firelight Tree.
Viktor tries to heal. Jayce will not let him walk that path alone.
Ekko finds support when he most needs it.
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