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At the end of David Hollander's life, Shane and Ilya sit at his bedside and have an honest conversation about grief, love, and what it means to stand, devoted, by someone's side.
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‘Til our Fingers Decompose (Keep my Hand in Yours) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
04 Jul 2023
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The next thing he sees and knows isn’t a dream is Ellie’s little hand reaching over his heart and balling up his shirt in her fist. Her head lays on his shoulder and her ear presses against his chest. He feels her small exhales and they bring fresh, unbidden tears to his eyes. She doesn’t notice his half-lidded gaze, but he sees just fine as she brings the hand still clutched around his flannel up to her nose and presses it to her face like it’s the only thing keeping her from floating away.
Almost on muscle memory alone, Joel aims to press a kiss to her hair where it’s up to his own nose, but he can’t quite get it right. Still, his cheek ends up against the soft tendrils of Ellie’s brown strands and he thinks it’s enough. He hopes it gives her some meager comfort.
It’s all he has to offer.
(Inspired by the famous picture of Ellie sleeping all curled up on the forest floor during episode 2 - essentially an exploration of how Ellie becomes more than cargo to Joel through Ellie's very cute sleeping habits)
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Nowhere Else I'd Rather Be (Than Here in Your Arms) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
29 Sep 2022
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Nick and Charlie decide to have a baby, but the beginning of the process brings up some complicated feelings.
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The S-Word Ban Still Applies by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Aug 2022
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It's the first quiet day since Charlie told Nick about them, and of course, it has to fall on date night.
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- Part 2 of Quiet Days
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Charlie's always been an eloquent kid. He can talk your ear off about any topic he's even mildly passionate about, and he especially loves talking to Nick.
There are some days though when the words seem impossible to reach. They struggle against him in a bitter, silent, fight.
Nick notices, because of course he does, and together they come up with a plan.
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Selectively nonverbal Charlie and supportive Nick <3
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- Part 1 of Quiet Days
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found family *hockey edition by Sapphic_terror
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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solnyshko by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”
Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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12 Apr 2026
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He glances at his watch. Ilya probably won’t be home for fifteen more minutes or so. Shane knows he shouldn’t be snooping, but he’s so curious…
He opens the box.
And then his chest collapses.
He was right. There are photos in here. Photos from Ilya’s childhood. But they’re not happy memories at all.
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11 Apr 2026
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“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
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10 Apr 2026
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Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.
Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.
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