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desperate things by scurrybeetlebug
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was smart. Shane Hollander was strong. But when Shane Hollander's defenses are down, he is surprisingly easy to kidnap, if you are stupid enough to do so.
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04 Mar 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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11 Feb 2026
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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- 32,283
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- 15/40
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09 Feb 2026
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I Keep You Safe by ShutUpGwen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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How did he let this happen?
Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's
gorgeoussweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
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Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
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- 11/20
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05 Feb 2026
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Are You Kidding Me? by Maximoff_Wanda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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“Well, I’ve never been kidnapped... I mean, there have been threats.”
When Shane told Rose that there had been kidnapping threats before, he definitely wasn’t expecting it to actually happen less than a year later.
And he certainly wasn’t expecting rogue Toronto fans to snatch him off the street right outside his house.
God, Ilya was never going to let him spend a night alone ever again. Seriously, its was his boyfriend’s first away game of the season and Shane got fucking kidnapped?
Or: Shane gets kidnapped and Ilya gets angry
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03 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is Hollywood's sweetheart, an up and coming actor with all the fame and fortune that comes with it.
After six months off, Ilya's just looking for a security gig where he won't get shot at for once.
They're both in over their heads.
*The Bodyguard AU*
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- 17/?
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02 Feb 2026
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Close to Me by AkirasStories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Nov 2025
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“Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”
Ilya stops breathing.
Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.
And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.
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or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.Series
- Part 1 of Hollanov Drabbles
- Part 1 of hollanov college au
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02 Feb 2026
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the entanglement of undone threads by boxysmiles
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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"Ilya," Shane tries. "I'm fine in here."
"Then what is the problem?" Ilya asks, trying to keep his voice light, but Shane can hear the strain in it.
Fuck. The problem is always just... it's always Shane, isn't it? That's always the problem. He's always the fucking problem.
Shane's season-ending injury leads him to question the future, and who he is without hockey. He doesn't like the answer.
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02 Feb 2026
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where ilya rozanov takes one look at shane hollander on zoom, and loses all of his sense of self-preservation
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02 Feb 2026
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hollanov college au by AkirasStories
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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ilya pov. hollanov in college. getting together (after a while)
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25 Jan 2026
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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- 2/2
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25 Jan 2026
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everything that kills me (makes me feel alive) by asocialconstruct
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Dec 2025
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The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.
By morning, it's everywhere.
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For five years, they've been careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.
Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.
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- 11,151
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- 4/4
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25 Jan 2026
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lovesick by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jan 2026
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“I missed you.” Shane blurts out, a force bubbling out of his chest like he can’t contain how much he loves him.
Ilya’s smile grows impossibly brighter as he steps into the row and leans down, placing an arm on the seat in front of him, cornering him in and making Shane look up at him. “You miss me?”
Shane could only nod. He knew he looked dopey but he didn't care.
ie. Shane and Ilya get roasted by the Centaurs about being codependent but they make a game out of putting some space between them (a sexy game obvs.)
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- Part 2 of shane and ilya are (not) co-dependent
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25 Jan 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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- 45/?
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25 Jan 2026
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What if Scott Hunter was waiting for an elevator in Vegas?
What if Shane and Ilya had an emotional support Old Man and his Art History Twink?
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- 16/?
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25 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have hated each other for three seasons. kind of hate where Ilya hit Shane into the boards so hard his ears rang for a week, and where Shane's smile after blocking Ilya's game-winning shot was the most devastating fuck you either had witnessed.
So when Ilya shows up at Shane’s apartment at 2am on a Tuesday, barely standing, blood dried at his hairline and his hands shaking so badly he can barely knock, Shane doesn’t understand what to do at first, or why Ilya is here, of all places.
He opens the door.
Ilya has a split lip, bruises turning dark across his cheekbone, His eyes are hollow in a way Shane’s never seen them before. He tries so hard to hold himself together, there’s something about seeing him like this. Ilya, who’s never been anything but sharp, mean and untouchable, that makes Shane’s chest feel like it’s ready to cave in.
“Jesus Christ” Shane breathes. “Ilya-”
“Didn’t know where else to go.” Ilya’s accent is thicker when he’s barely holding on, all his carefully practiced English slipping. He won’t look at Shane. “I-sorry. This was stupid. I’ll-”
“Who did this to you.”
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25 Jan 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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23 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm
Epilogue: 3/1
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17 Jan 2026
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“So, tell me about him.”
“TK,” he says. “He used to live in New York, that’s where he’s from. Now he lives in London. He’s training to be a paramedic, and he’s…”
“Is he hot?” Iris asks.
He lets out a breath. “Yeah, yeah, he is. But it’s more than that.”
“More?”
“It’s easy with him,” Carlos says, the words falling from his mouth before he can stop them. And now he’s started, he doesn’t want to stop. “I feel like he gets me like no one else. We could talk all the time, and I’d still find more things to talk to him about. It’s—”
“You sound smitten,” Iris interrupts.
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Third year college student Carlos meets trainee paramedic TK online. They click immediately, and Carlos finds himself feeling things he's never felt before, but the only problem is, they're almost 5000 miles apart. A story of acceptance, friendship, and ultimately, falling in love long-distance style.
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07 Jun 2025
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Halfway through his residency, Carlos needs to get out of Texas. New York City is as good as he could ask for and somehow more than he can dream of when he meets his new coworkers.
TK is content with his life. He’s an experienced EMT with a good group of friends, but when a new doctor shows up in the emergency room, TK starts to think about what he’s been missing.
Through sharing patients, relieving stress after shifts, and leaning on each other on the particularly hard days, TK and Carlos find themselves freefalling into something new, which might be the biggest lifesaver of all.
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03 May 2025